{"id":7468,"date":"2014-12-22T22:00:42","date_gmt":"2014-12-22T18:00:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7468"},"modified":"2014-12-22T22:02:35","modified_gmt":"2014-12-22T18:02:35","slug":"k%c9%99mal%c9%99ddin-q%c9%99dim-adamsiz-evl%c9%99rin-tanrisi-catmir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7468","title":{"rendered":"K\u0259mal\u0259ddin Q\u0259dim &#8212; Adams\u0131z evl\u0259rin Tanr\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div class=\"_5k3v _5k3w clearfix\" style=\"color: #141823;\">\n<div>\n<p>S\u0259ninl\u0259 yol ged\u0259 bil\u0259ydim g\u0259r\u0259k,<a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1184897_199049830277884_2055959140_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-7469 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1184897_199049830277884_2055959140_n-232x300.jpg\" alt=\"k\u0259mal\u0259ddinq\u0259dim84897_199049830277884_2055959140_n\" width=\"232\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Qa\u00e7\u0131b vaxt \u0259lind\u0259n, zaman \u0259lind\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Ya da ki, o \u00f6l\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259ydim, f\u0259l\u0259k,<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259d\u0259n dil\u0259yirdim aman \u0259lind\u0259n?..<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn varm\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259n qara, bilmir\u0259m,<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rmi dara, bilmir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hara bel ba\u011flay\u0131m, hara, bilmir\u0259m,<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259k olmay\u0131r g\u00fcman \u0259lind\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ruzim, qism\u0259tim d\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259 yar\u0131md\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Nec\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v olsun, k\u00fcnd\u0259 yar\u0131md\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz tutdum, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, din d\u0259 yar\u0131md\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131md\u0131 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q iman \u0259lind\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imi yand\u0131r\u0131r istisi d\u0259rdin,<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 soyuyur hirslisi d\u0259rdin.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0131xsayd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc d\u0259rdin,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259zdi duman \u0259lind\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n adl\u0131 yiy\u0259si \u00f6l\u00fcb bu evin,<\/p>\n<p>Bu evin s\u0259n adl\u0131 varisi \u00e7atm\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131s\u0131 da\u015f-k\u0259s\u0259k olub bu evin,<\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259n idin&#8230;yar\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ha dindir, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, s\u00f6z\u00fc yox bel\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Ocaq el\u0259 s\u00f6n\u00fcb, k\u00f6z\u00fc yox bel\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc yox bel\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 tutma\u011fa bar\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bir az da dayan\u0131b, b\u0259kliyib burda,<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 imi\u015f, anla da t\u0259kliyi burda&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bitib bildir\u00e7inin b\u0259yliyi burda,<\/p>\n<p>Sovrulub, \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin dar\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Qal\u0131b \u00fcmidin\u0259 nec\u0259, qon\u015funun,<\/p>\n<p>Bu h\u0259y\u0259t, bu qap\u0131-baca, qon\u015funun&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flu var, q\u0131z\u0131 var qoca qon\u015funun,<\/p>\n<p>Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr havas\u0131-qar\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259hl\u0259nin o qar q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Evin birc\u0259ciyi, yalq\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq qal\u0131b o q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259k birc\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Adam\u0131 bir incik bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 tutur,<\/p>\n<p>Tutur qar-boran\u0131, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 tutur.<\/p>\n<p>Adams\u0131z evl\u0259rin qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 tutur,<\/p>\n<p>Adams\u0131z evl\u0259rin Tanr\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Say\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri \u00e7oxdu sad\u0259c\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Bo\u015funa ya\u015fad\u0131n, bo\u015fa, s\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 ha el\u0259 g\u0259lin-g\u00f6b\u0259k ol,<\/p>\n<p>Say da pa\u015falardan-pa\u015fa, s\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdini d\u0259rman\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib apara,<\/p>\n<p>Olasan qurban\u0131, \u00e7\u0259kib apara.<\/p>\n<p>Apara, sarban\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib apara,<\/p>\n<p>Bir uzun karvana qo\u015fasan \u00f6mr\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130tiyin ola da q\u0259fil tapasan,<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u015fip-\u015firin d\u00fcnya yapasan.<\/p>\n<p>Ya k\u00f6hl\u0259n at ola minib \u00e7apasan,<\/p>\n<p>Yel kimi ke\u00e7\u0259s\u0259n, a\u015fasan \u00f6mr\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259km\u0259, h\u0259r yet\u0259ni ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 s\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>Sonra \u00e7il\u0259sini bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 s\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fc\u0259l \u015f\u0259rb\u0259tit\u0259k ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259s\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rd kimi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n ba\u015facan \u00f6mr\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 f\u0259rqi yasnand\u0131, toynand\u0131, bitdi,<\/p>\n<p>Bir c\u00fcr\u0259 oyundu, oynand\u0131, bitdi.<\/p>\n<p>O\u011fluna, q\u0131z\u0131na payland\u0131 bitdi,<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 vard\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u015fasan \u00f6mr\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Yerin\u0259 bir qara da\u015f ola ke\u015fk\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyaya sa\u011f g\u0259lib, \u00f6l\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259di aqib\u0259ti, n\u0259di ki, e\u015fq\u0259<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 gir\u0259nin, d\u0259li \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131n?..<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 butam deyilir,<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015fqad\u0131 bu l\u0259zz\u0259t, bu tam, deyilir.<\/p>\n<p>Ad\u0131na bir \u00f6m\u00fcr adam deyilir,<\/p>\n<p>Sonunda qansoran z\u0259li \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fay\u0131r d\u00f6vl\u0259ti, s\u0259rv\u0259ti san\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr h\u0259r yan\u0131 \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti, \u015fan\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fcn\u00fcn u\u011frunda can\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fccs\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 dili \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bir az da uzatsam b\u0259hsi \u00e7\u0131xacaq,<\/p>\n<p>Kim kimin n\u0259sinin n\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xacaq&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131m, ha g\u00f6zl\u0259 ki s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xacaq,<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 ayaq\u00fcst\u0259 ili \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ged\u0259n gedir, yolu, \u00fcsulu qal\u0131r,<\/p>\n<p>Boynunda g\u00fcnah\u0131, q\u00fcsulu qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Adam yaxas\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131 qal\u0131r,<\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131 yaxas\u0131ndan \u0259li \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n qalmad\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Bu a\u011fr\u0131, ac\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Neynir\u0259m y\u00fcz \u00e7ar\u0259 g\u0259z,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6st\u0259r \u0259lac\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Daha bom-bo\u015f qalacaq,<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsiz bu yer \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgin be\u015fg\u00fcnl\u00fck oldu,<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259tin bir \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7atlad\u0131, ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n da,<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7atlad\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131 s\u0259nn\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rd s\u0259nn\u0259n v\u0259fal\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Sadiqdi a\u011fr\u0131 s\u0259nn\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Olmad\u0131n infarktca s\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r nec\u0259 durdu qald\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n vurub getdin, g\u00fcl\u00fcm,<\/p>\n<p>O is\u0259 vurdu, qald\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"7468\">Yaz\u0131ya 654 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; S\u0259ninl\u0259 yol ged\u0259 bil\u0259ydim g\u0259r\u0259k, Qa\u00e7\u0131b vaxt \u0259lind\u0259n, zaman \u0259lind\u0259n. Ya da ki, o \u00f6l\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259ydim, f\u0259l\u0259k, N\u0259d\u0259n dil\u0259yirdim aman \u0259lind\u0259n?.. &nbsp; G\u00fcn varm\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259n qara, bilmir\u0259m, Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rmi dara, bilmir\u0259m&#8230; Hara bel ba\u011flay\u0131m, hara, bilmir\u0259m, T\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259k olmay\u0131r g\u00fcman \u0259lind\u0259n&#8230; &nbsp; Ruzim, qism\u0259tim d\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259 yar\u0131md\u0131, Nec\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v olsun, k\u00fcnd\u0259 yar\u0131md\u0131&#8230; \u00dcz tutdum, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7468"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7468"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7468\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7471,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7468\/revisions\/7471"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7468"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7468"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7468"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}