{"id":7475,"date":"2014-12-22T22:27:20","date_gmt":"2014-12-22T18:27:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7475"},"modified":"2014-12-22T22:27:20","modified_gmt":"2014-12-22T18:27:20","slug":"maarif-soltan-h%c9%99r-gec%c9%99-yuxumda-sims%c9%99kl%c9%99r-caxir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7475","title":{"rendered":"Maarif Soltan &#8212; H\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxumda \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7ax\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10858520_608986555895846_4626484814826098158_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-7476 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10858520_608986555895846_4626484814826098158_n-297x300.jpg\" alt=\"maarif Soltan10858520_608986555895846_4626484814826098158_n\" width=\"297\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">S\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xarsan h\u0259sr\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259n \u2013<br \/>\nT\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259tim ayaqlar\u0131na.<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nNura, s\u0259ad\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nQonaram aln\u0131na, dodaqlar\u0131na.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\" style=\"color: #141823;\">\n<p>B\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r-b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\nTutaram \u0259lini ovuclar\u0131ma.<br \/>\nBir az yanaqlar\u0131n solub dey\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131n bir azca uzan\u0131b amma.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259c\u0259n qalar\u0131q oyaq,<br \/>\nS\u0259ad\u0259t t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r s\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u0130lahi, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n qabaq<br \/>\nNec\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259?!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Dayan\u0131b lap yax\u0131n \u2013 n\u0259f\u0259s-n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259<br \/>\n\u018flin\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxaram el\u0259.<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcb p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla dey\u0259rs\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259,<br \/>\nBo\u011faram s\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259riml\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; Sonra dan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r \u2013 oyanar ham\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259nims\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nim \u2013 yanar bir ocaq.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 &#8211; dolu k\u00fclqab\u0131,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 otaq dolu t\u00fcst\u00fc qalacaq.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>BU YOL<\/p>\n<p>Bu yol g\u00f6r\u0259n hara gedir, ilahi&#8230;<br \/>\nEni\u015f\u0259mi, yoxu\u015fam\u0131, d\u00fcz\u0259mi?<br \/>\nBiz\u0259mi \u2013 T\u0259briz\u0259mi?<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nM\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 getmirs\u0259, hara gedir b\u0259s?<br \/>\nDaha \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, yorulduq daha,<br \/>\nDaha getm\u0259k olmur \u2013 t\u0259ntiyir n\u0259f\u0259s.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Bu yolu kim gedib birinci d\u0259f\u0259,<br \/>\nKim sal\u0131b bu yolu, bu yol kimindi?<br \/>\n\u018fy\u0259r o\u011fulsansa, bir add\u0131m da at,<br \/>\n\u018fy\u0259r h\u00fcn\u0259rin var, geri d\u00f6n indi.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 geri qay\u0131tmaq olur, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki,<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259 ki, ir\u0259li yerim\u0259k olur.<br \/>\nS\u0259rilib qalm\u0131san, atam-qarda\u015f\u0131m,<br \/>\nTopla son g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc qalx, aya\u011fa dur.<\/p>\n<p>Bu ulu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n min bir yolu var:<br \/>\nOt basm\u0131\u015f yolu var, t\u0259z\u0259 yolu var.<br \/>\nV\u0259zif\u0259 yolu var, qeyr\u0259t yolu var,<br \/>\nKoro\u011flu yolu var, H\u0259mz\u0259 yolu var.<\/p>\n<p>Bu yol g\u00f6r\u0259n hara gedir, ilahi!..<br \/>\nDaha taq\u0259tim yox, titr\u0259yir dizim.<br \/>\nBu n\u0259 sayaq yoldu, nec\u0259 yoldu ki,<br \/>\nApar\u0131b bir yana \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131r bizi.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130l\u011f\u0131mlar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nGedirik birt\u0259h\u0259r, yixila-dura.<br \/>\nBilmirik bu yolun haras\u0131nday\u0131q,<br \/>\nBilmirik hayand\u0131, harad\u0131r bura.<\/p>\n<p>Gah yand\u0131r\u0131b-yax\u0131r c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m odu,<br \/>\nGah da d\u00f6y\u00fcr bizi \u015faxta, qar, dolu.<br \/>\nC\u0259nn\u0259t \u00f6nd\u0259dirs\u0259, onda dem\u0259li,<br \/>\nC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259md\u0259n kecir c\u0259nn\u0259tin yolu.<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u011f han\u0131, sol han\u0131 \u2013 ca\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnbatan harad\u0131r, g\u00fcndo\u011fan hara?<br \/>\nGetm\u0259k ist\u0259yirik qibl\u0259y\u0259 sar\u0131<br \/>\nVallah, bu yol bizi aparm\u0131r ora.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6rd yandan c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m yell\u0259ri \u0259sir-<br \/>\n\u00d6rt\u00fcr arxam\u0131zca izl\u0259rimizi.<br \/>\nYol deyil, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131l iland\u0131<br \/>\nQ\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131b, hacansa \u00e7alacaq bizi.<\/p>\n<p>Bu yoldursa, hara gedir, ilahi?!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>S\u018fN\u018f M\u018fKTUB<\/p>\n<p>O gec\u0259 taksi d\u0259 tapa bilm\u0259dik,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 payi-piyada&#8230;<br \/>\nB\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fck bir d\u00fcny\u00fc qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa,<br \/>\nSonra he\u00e7 taksi d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di yada.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Sonra bir d\u0259lisov ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ba\u015flad\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nYad\u0131ndad\u0131rm\u0131?<br \/>\nSonra bir ilahi bax\u0131\u015f ba\u015fad\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nSonra o ilahi bax\u0131\u015f altda s\u0259n<br \/>\nYumub g\u00f6zl\u0259rini s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nYumulu g\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya baxd\u0131n,<br \/>\nYumulu \u011f\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 d\u00fcnya nec\u0259ydi?<br \/>\nO n\u0259 sayaq gec\u0259ydi&#8230;<br \/>\nO n\u0259 q\u0131sa gec\u0259ydi, o n\u0259 oyaq gec\u0259ydi&#8230;<br \/>\nO n\u0259 xumar ge\u00e7\u0259ydi&#8230;<br \/>\nO n\u0259 rahat gec\u0259ydi, o n\u0259 hamar gec\u0259ydi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>O gec\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259tci milisoner d\u0259,<br \/>\nO gec\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f da, g\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u0259, yer d\u0259<br \/>\nNec\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k idi, ilahi idi&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130lahi, -deyirdim,- m\u0259nd\u0259 baxta bax!<br \/>\nQalx\u0131b oturdu\u011fum s\u0259n bu taxta bax!<br \/>\nS\u0259ns\u0259 titr\u0259yirdin bir yarpaq t\u0259ki&#8230;<br \/>\nUnudub h\u0259r \u015feyi hey deyirdin ki&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; Bax, el\u0259 o vaxtdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb o taxtdan<br \/>\nPayi-piyadayam bu yollarda m\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\nBax, el\u0259 o vaxtdan, el\u0259 o vaxtdan<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011f\u0131r-<br \/>\nYarpaq qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxumda \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7ax\u0131r-<br \/>\nDiksinib yuxudan bax\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 uzaqla\u015f\u0131r m\u0259nd\u0259n bir i\u015f\u0131q&#8230;<br \/>\nB\u0259d\u0259nim yamya\u015fd\u0131r \u2013 su i\u00e7ind\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nAl\u0131\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131ram \u2013 od i\u00e7ind\u0259y\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nArt\u0131q min ildir ki, islan\u0131ram m\u0259n \u2013<br \/>\nO ya\u011f\u0131\u015f altda.<br \/>\nO ya\u011f\u0131\u015f o odu s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259 bilmir&#8230;<br \/>\nX\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"7475\">Yaz\u0131ya 1560 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xarsan h\u0259sr\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259n \u2013 T\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259tim ayaqlar\u0131na. Nura, s\u0259ad\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n, Qonaram aln\u0131na, dodaqlar\u0131na. B\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r-b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n&#8230; Tutaram \u0259lini ovuclar\u0131ma. Bir az yanaqlar\u0131n solub dey\u0259s\u0259n, Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n bir azca uzan\u0131b amma. &nbsp; Yen\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259c\u0259n qalar\u0131q oyaq, S\u0259ad\u0259t t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r s\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n. \u0130lahi, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n qabaq Nec\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259?! &nbsp; Dayan\u0131b lap yax\u0131n \u2013 n\u0259f\u0259s-n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7475"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7475"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7475\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7477,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7475\/revisions\/7477"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7475"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7475"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7475"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}