{"id":7481,"date":"2014-12-22T22:52:24","date_gmt":"2014-12-22T18:52:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7481"},"modified":"2014-12-22T22:53:37","modified_gmt":"2014-12-22T18:53:37","slug":"nurafiz-t%c9%99nhaligim-t%c9%99k-qalib","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7481","title":{"rendered":"Nurafiz — T\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u0259k qal\u0131b"},"content":{"rendered":"

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D\u0130, yeri get, ay k\u00f6n\u00fcl!
\nBaxma s\u00f6z\u0259-gap\u0131ma.
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131l\u0131qla,
\nEl\u00e7i g\u00f6nd\u0259r qap\u0131ma.<\/p>\n

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Bu sevdaya uduzaq,
\nD\u0259rd, q\u0259m d\u00f6ns\u00fcn qona\u011fa.
\nD\u0259li olub desinl\u0259r,
\n\u00dcz qoyaq xo\u015f q\u0131na\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m l\u0259lisin bel\u0259c\u0259,
\nBu y\u0131\u011fval\u0131n dal\u0131nca.
\nYeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc bir el\u0259,
\nM\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n al\u0131nca.<\/p>\n

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Deyirl\u0259r ki , qay\u0131d\u0131b,
\nOnu g\u00f6r\u00fcbl\u0259r bu g\u00fcn.
\nO, g\u0259linc\u0259 sa\u011f qal\u0131m,
\nM\u0259ni ah\u0131ma b\u00fck\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

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Deyirl\u0259r ki, \u00f6l\u00fcnc\u0259
\nD\u00f6z\u00fcb tabla, \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259.
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q yeddi yerd\u0259n
\nC\u0131\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7\u0131r \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr \u00f6t\u00fcr… saxlamaz
\nDa\u015f divarlar, d\u0259mirl\u0259r.
\nDeyirl\u0259rki… eh, n\u0259s\u0259…
\nDaha he\u00e7 n\u0259 demirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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\u00dcz verdim \u0259lsiz q\u0259m\u0259,
\nYaxmdan yayl\u0131q asd\u0131.
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 ah s\u0259yirdib,
\nKef \u00e7\u0259kdi yast\u0131-yast\u0131.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259simin \u00e7at yerind\u0259n
\nQanr\u0131l\u0131b baxd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.
\nYaradan n\u0259yn\u0259n \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcb
\nVerdi bu baxt\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kdiyim n\u0259f\u0259s boyu
\nB\u0259l\u0259di aha m\u0259ni.
\nT\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u0259k qal\u0131b,
\nTapamm\u0131r daha m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

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\u00d6m\u00fcr d\u0259rs ota\u011f\u0131… t\u0259rs oxutdular,
\n…\u0259lim bo\u015f, n\u0259fsim tox, \u0259s\u0259bim tar\u0131m.
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 sinifd\u0259 qald\u0131m,
\nN\u0259y\u0259 yarad\u0131 ki oxuduqlar\u0131m?!<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n

S\u0259brimin alt\u0131nda neft kimiydim,
\nS\u00f6z-s\u00f6z, misra-misra s\u0131zmaq \u00f6yr\u0259ndim.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc yaz\u0131 l\u00f6vh\u0259si
\nB\u0259xtimin diliyl\u0259 yazmaq \u00f6yr\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi qan\u0131m il\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,
\nG\u00f6st\u0259r qrupunu sevib oxuyum.
\nM\u0259ni \u00f6z dilimd\u0259 oxuyan yoxdu,
\nM\u0259ni d\u0259rd dilin\u0259 \u00e7evir oxuyum!<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

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S\u0259sim a\u011fr\u0131 gey\u0259li
\n\u0130\u00e7im ayaqyal\u0131nd\u0131.
\nG\u00fcmanlar s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kdi,
\n\u00c7\u00f6l\u00fcm yaman al\u0131nd\u0131<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 t\u0259rs inadla
\n\u00d6z \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 yeridim.
\nFikrin aya\u011f\u0131 altda
\nS\u00fckut kimi \u0259ridim.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcv\u0259nc yerl\u0259ri \u00e7at-\u00e7at,
\nTanr\u0131 niy\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259di.
\nYeyib doydum \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,
\n…na\u011f\u0131l dad\u0131 verm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

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B\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131na, ana,
\nO\u011fluna bax, f\u0259rli \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b;
\nD\u0259rdn\u0259n qumar oynay\u0131ram,
\n\u018flim \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rli \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0259m \u00e7oxdan \u0259kil\u0259ndi,
\n\u00c7\u0259k\u0259n varsa \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259ndi.
\nBir \u0259kmi\u015fdim ikil\u0259ndi,
\nYaman bar-b\u0259h\u0259rli \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Bu yol yoldu, bu b\u0259nd deyil,
\nBax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m r\u00fcb\u0259nd deyil.
\n\u00dcr\u0259k el\u0259 hey…k\u0259nd deyir,
\nAya\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259h\u0259rli \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n

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ANAMA M\u018fKTUB<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcman\u0131m da\u015f altdan boylanan \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k,
\nA\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131r y\u0131\u011fval\u0131n pasl\u0131 kilidi.
\nAy \u00fcr\u0259k, s\u0259n Allah, \u0259limd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k,
\n\u018fll\u0259rim cibimd\u0259 m\u0259hbus kimidi.<\/p>\n

Neyniyim, arzunun yaxas\u0131 ahd\u0131,
\n\u018fl atsam, \u0259limd\u0259 bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r hey.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn-g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcn bu s\u0131n\u0131q vaxt\u0131,
\nN\u0259yi d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r ki, k\u00f6vr\u0259k bir giley.<\/p>\n

Uzaq bir \u00fcnvanda do\u011fma s\u0259siydim,
\nDal\u0131mca g\u0259l\u0259mmir o yol-iz m\u0259nim.
\nS\u0259ni \u0259l \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zdir\u0259siydim,
\nYaman g\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu yavan s\u00f6z m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 yor\u011fun bir nida,
\nBel\u0259d\u0259n-bel\u0259y\u0259 yell\u0259yir papaq.
\nEl\u0259 ki \u0259ll\u0259rim qal\u0131r da\u015f altda,
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 tuturam Allahdan qabaq.<\/p>\n

<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 836 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

D\u0130, yeri get, ay k\u00f6n\u00fcl! Baxma s\u00f6z\u0259-gap\u0131ma. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131l\u0131qla, El\u00e7i g\u00f6nd\u0259r qap\u0131ma. Bu sevdaya uduzaq, D\u0259rd, q\u0259m d\u00f6ns\u00fcn qona\u011fa. D\u0259li olub desinl\u0259r, \u00dcz qoyaq xo\u015f q\u0131na\u011fa. Q\u0259m l\u0259lisin bel\u0259c\u0259, Bu y\u0131\u011fval\u0131n dal\u0131nca. Yeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc bir el\u0259, M\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n al\u0131nca. *** Deyirl\u0259r ki , qay\u0131d\u0131b, Onu g\u00f6r\u00fcbl\u0259r bu g\u00fcn. O, g\u0259linc\u0259 sa\u011f qal\u0131m, M\u0259ni ah\u0131ma b\u00fck\u00fcn. Deyirl\u0259r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7481"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7481"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7481\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7485,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7481\/revisions\/7485"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7481"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7481"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7481"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}