{"id":7504,"date":"2014-12-23T13:26:48","date_gmt":"2014-12-23T09:26:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7504"},"modified":"2014-12-23T13:26:48","modified_gmt":"2014-12-23T09:26:48","slug":"m%c9%99mm%c9%99d-d%c9%99mircioglu-hurm%c9%99l%c9%99k-n%c9%99n%c9%99-poema-esse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7504","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259mm\u0259d D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu — H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259 (poema-esse)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"m\u0259mm\u0259d<\/a><\/p>\n

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S\u00dcBH DUASI
\nSarma\u015f\u0131b, qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b
\nAy i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 suya.
\nYarp\u0131zlar titr\u0259\u015fir,
\nQoxuya- qoxuya.
\nSevdal\u0131 \u00e7ay ax\u0131r,
\nOxuya- oxuya.
\nG\u00f6r nec\u0259 m\u0259st olub,
\nAy \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki mah,
\n\u015e\u0131r\u015f\u0131rlar p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldar-
\nAllah, Allah, Allah!<\/p>\n

Bayat\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir
\nGec\u0259nin n\u0259f\u0259si,
\nYoxlu\u011fun s\u0259sidi,
\n\u0130saq- Musaq s\u0259si.
\nQovu\u015fur varl\u0131\u011fa
\n\u0130lahi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si…
\nA\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r g\u00fcl kimi,
\nQ\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259n sabah,
\nC\u0259h-c\u0259h vurur qu\u015flar-
\nAllah, Allah, Allah!<\/p>\n

\u018friyir qaranl\u0131q,
\nDurulur dan \u00fcz\u00fc.
\nSilinir \u00fcf\u00fcqd\u0259n
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin qan izi.
\n\u015eehl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,
\nLal\u0259nin qan \u00fcz\u00fc…
\nBoynu b\u00fck\u00fck-b\u00fck\u00fck,
\nB\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir ah,
\nZikri, fikri,\u0259tri-
\nAllah, Allah, Allah!<\/p>\n

Qu\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259,
\nHopub ozan s\u0259si.
\nYarpaqlar p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldar
\nS\u00fckut pozan s\u0259si.
\nS\u00fcbh\u00fcn namaz\u0131d\u0131,
\nG\u0259lir \u0259zan s\u0259si…
\nP\u0259r\u0259n-p\u0259r\u0259n olur,
\nVar olmaqdan g\u00fcnah,
\nQaybdan s\u0259s g\u0259lir-
\nAllah, Allah, Allah!…<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259cd\u0259y\u0259 \u0259yilib aya\u011fa durdu. \u201c S\u00fcbhan Allah, S\u00fcbhan Allah\u201d- deyib \u0259ll\u0259rini qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda tutaraq, dodaqalt\u0131 z\u0131krini tamamlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 tutub, \u015f\u00fckranl\u0131qla p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayaraq dualar etdi, dil\u0259kl\u0259rini dil\u0259 g\u0259tirdi, Uca Yaradandan d\u00fcnyam\u0131za \u0259minamanl\u0131q dil\u0259di, q\u00fcsurlar\u0131na, g\u00fcnahlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 b\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rinin ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanmas\u0131n\u0131 rica etdi.
\n\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 yuxudan oyanan qu\u015flar\u0131n ara-s\u0131ra civiltisi, sonra da bir- birini \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259n c\u0259h-c\u0259h s\u0259sl\u0259ri qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ox\u015fad\u0131. \u201c\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr s\u0259n\u0259,\u0130lahi\u201d,- deyib c\u0259n\u0259maz\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. S\u00fcbh\u00fcn alatoran\u0131n\u0131 c\u0259h-c\u0259h s\u0259sl\u0259riyl\u0259 h\u00fcrk\u00fcd\u0259n qu\u015flar\u0131n xo\u015f avaz\u0131ndan m\u0259st olmu\u015f s\u0259h\u0259r nazlana- nazlana yuxudan oyan\u0131r, at\u0259\u015fin e\u015fqiyl\u0259 \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259ri alq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 boyam\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f dan yerind\u0259n boylanma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 camal\u0131na tama\u015fa eyl\u0259,
\nB\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r oyan\u0131b, dil a\u00e7an \u00e7a\u011f\u0131.
\n\u015eehli tumurcuqlar, ba\u011fl\u0131 q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin e\u015fqiyl\u0259 g\u00fcl a\u00e7an \u00e7a\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 nazl\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259kdir oyanan s\u0259h\u0259r,
\n\u00c7\u0259kilib qaraca t\u00fcl camal\u0131na.
\nH\u0259r qu\u015f \u00f6z dilind\u0259 salam s\u00f6yl\u0259yir
\nA\u00e7\u0131lan sabah\u0131n g\u00fcl camal\u0131na.<\/p>\n

\u00dcmiddi, arzudu, h\u0259v\u0259sdi, s\u0259sdi,
\nGec\u0259nin s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qovu\u015fan yeri.
\nYa\u015famaq e\u015fqidi, Allah e\u015fqidi,
\n\u00dcf\u00fcq\u00fcn q\u0131zar\u0131b al\u0131\u015fan yeri.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc bu s\u0259h\u0259r gec\u0259 da\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nOlsun s\u0259h\u0259r kimi \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz ayd\u0131n.
\nAyd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131n bu s\u0259h\u0259r kimi,
\nBu s\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 g\u0259ldi, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz ayd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 qara \u00f6nl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc belin\u0259 ba\u011flayaraq, odun sobas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, ax\u015famdan etdiyi \u00e7\u0131t\u0131qlar\u0131 pe\u00e7\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Soban\u0131n altlna y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f pal\u0131d yarma\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 odun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Hava yava\u015f- yava\u015f i\u015f\u0131qlan\u0131rd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda s\u00fcbh\u00fcn \u0259tirli, xo\u015f n\u0259f\u0259si a\u011f camal\u0131na, lal\u0259 yana\u011f\u0131na s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kdi. S\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259tir dolu havas\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi,oxu\u015fan qu\u015flar\u0131n c\u0259hc\u0259h s\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259n riqq\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini uca g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u201cS\u00fcbhan Allah, S\u00fcbhan Allah\u201d,- dey\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

N\u0259\u011fm\u0259 dedi qu\u015flar\u0131n,
\nDill\u0259ri- S\u00fcbhan Allah.
\nA\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rin,
\nG\u00fcll\u0259ri, S\u00fcbhan Allah.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yi qu\u015f eyl\u0259dik,
\nH\u0259r d\u0259rd\u0259 tu\u015f eyl\u0259dik.
\nMey bilib, nu\u015f eyl\u0259dik
\nQ\u0259h\u0259ri, S\u00fcbhan Allah.<\/p>\n

Yola sald\u0131q k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259ni,
\nUnutmad\u0131q ke\u00e7\u0259ni.
\nYa\u015fad\u0131q bu gec\u0259ni,
\nS\u0259h\u0259ri- S\u00fcbhan Allah.
\n-Fida olum s\u0259n\u0259, ilahi, s\u0259ni tan\u0131mayana l\u0259n\u0259t. Min \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr s\u0259n\u0259, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u0259lib ilimiz,- deyib uzun sapl\u0131 \u00e7al\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259 alaraq h\u0259y\u0259t- bacan\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

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\u0130nc\u0259lid\u0259 m\u00f6vl\u00fcd gec\u0259si<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc sidq il\u0259 ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u0259f\u0259ndinin m\u00fcridl\u0259rind\u0259n idi H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn tac\u0131, ruhunun \u015fah\u0131yd\u0131 Pir h\u0259zr\u0259tl\u0259rinin q\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259ri, Sufi meyxanalar\u0131, m\u00f6vludlarda oxunan ilahil\u0259r. O, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 Hac\u0131 Mahmud oca\u011f\u0131nda veril\u0259c\u0259k m\u00f6vl\u00fcd m\u0259rasiml\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259r, k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 zikr etdiyi ilahil\u0259rin qanadlar\u0131nda Yuxar\u0131 Salahl\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259n payi-piyada \u0130nc\u0259liy\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f u\u00e7unardu. Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u0259f\u0259ndinin nur camal\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015f\u0131qla doldurma\u011fa, ruhunu uca g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 p\u0259rvazland\u0131rma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sirdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130nc\u0259 D\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 uzanan dolama yollar , a\u011f, \u015f\u00fcm\u015fad qollar kimi gah sa\u011fa- sola a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b bahar\u0131n al-\u0259lvan donunu geymi\u015f yumru t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ri qucaqlay\u0131r, gah da \u00e7arpazlan\u0131b qo\u015fala\u015f\u0131r, h\u0259sr\u0259tli sevdal\u0131lar kimi yenid\u0259n bir \u2013birin\u0259 qovu\u015furdu…
\nT\u0259p\u0259l\u0259rin yar\u011fan yerl\u0259rind\u0259 yuvalar salm\u0131\u015f b\u0259z\u0259kli \u201cqizdar qu\u015flar\u0131\u201d( \u0130nc\u0259lil\u0259r bu b\u0259z\u0259kli qu\u015flar\u0131 bel\u0259 adland\u0131r\u0131rlar) \u00f6zun\u0259 m\u0259xsus s\u0259sl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259r\u0259md\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Bir birin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r, t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r min r\u0259ngli xal\u0131 kimi g\u00f6z ox\u015fay\u0131r, v\u0131z\u0131lda\u015fan b\u00f6c\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 qonur, r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259lvan l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r kimi sa\u011fa-sola u\u00e7u\u015furdular. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n qulq\u011f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r, n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r m\u00fc\u015fgi \u0259nb\u0259r qoxular\u0131yla n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 hopub sin\u0259sin\u0259 dolurdu:
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 batan,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u00fc butam.
\nS\u00fcnb\u00fcld\u0259 yatan
\nSar\u0131 dar\u0131- m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Vuruldum g\u00f6rc\u0259k,
\nAy \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k.
\nDoda\u011f\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k,
\nAr\u0131 yar\u0131- m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Ruhum bir qanad,
\nD\u0259rdini qan, at.
\nBu d\u00fcnya abad,
\nTarimar\u0131- m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcn qoruyam,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn nuruyam.
\nSudan duruyam,
\nAydan ar\u0131- m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lb evim s\u0259rin,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259rin,
\nQul q\u0259ribl\u0259rin
\nXaniman\u0131- m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdimi d\u0259rdin,
\nHara g\u00f6nd\u0259rdin?
\n\u018fn uca d\u0259rdin
\nDa\u011f\u0131, qar\u0131- m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Sularla co\u015fun,
\nN\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r qo\u015fun.
\nD\u0259rdim bir qo\u015fun,
\nS\u0259ridar\u0131- m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Oduna yan\u0131n,
\nQ\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 fidan\u0131n.
\nDosta f\u0259dan\u0131n
\nD\u00fcz ilqar\u0131- m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc al\u0131n,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fc viran\u0131n.
\nHaqqa varan\u0131n
\nDostu, yar\u0131- m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Quzular\u0131n\u0131 cic\u0259kli t\u0259p\u0259nin g\u00fcneyin\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f balaca \u00e7oban cilovunu \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu car\u0131 r\u0259ngli at\u0131, v\u00fccudundan daha \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7arpan qara papa\u011f\u0131, \u00e7iynind\u0259n asd\u0131\u011f\u0131 iri \u00e7antas\u0131yla bu mnz\u0259r\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc tamalay\u0131rd\u0131. O, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259xsus bir \u0259dayla atas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcz\u0259ldib h\u0259diyy\u0259 etdiyi d\u0259mir toqqal\u0131 qarma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynin\u0259 alm\u0131\u015f, fit \u00e7ala-\u00e7ala namaz q\u0131lma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fan yol\u00e7uya yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBahar\u0131n bu g\u00f6z ox\u015fayan m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 heyran qalm\u0131\u015f yol\u00e7u ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 yolun k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 balaca, yast\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qalxd\u0131. \u018flind\u0259ki ba\u011flamadan c\u0259n\u0259maz\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarib g\u00f6y \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rdi, ilkindi namaz\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131lma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. P\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131larla \u201cs\u00fcbhan Allah, s\u00fcbhan Allah\u201d,- deyib aya\u011fa durdu. Q\u0131raqdan ona tama\u015fa ed\u0259n balaca \u00e7oban\u0131 yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n-Ad\u0131n n\u0259di, \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm?
\n-N\u0259sibdi,- deyib yol\u00e7uya bir az da yax\u0131nla\u015fan N\u0259sib heyran- heyran onu seyr etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n-Ay ma\u015fallah, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l ad\u0131n var.
\nSonra papa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n qald\u0131r\u0131b aln\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc, ba\u011flamas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b N\u0259sibin qo\u015falanm\u0131\u015f ovcunu qalet-qanfetl\u0259 doldurdu v\u0259 yoluna davam etdi.<\/p>\n

3<\/p>\n

Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u0259f\u0259ndi gil\u0259 qalxan yolun giri\u015find\u0259 dayand\u0131. N\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rib dizl\u0259rini yer\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259di. Yolun k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 da\u015f\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 op\u00fcb, \u00fcz\u00fc yuxar\u0131 qal\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nHac\u0131 Mahmud \u0259f\u0259ndinin hund\u00fcr t\u0259p\u0259nin \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n evi he\u00e7 vaxt qonaqs\u0131z- q\u0259r\u0259v\u0259siz olmazd\u0131. T\u0259riq\u0259tc\u0259 N\u0259q\u015fib\u0259ndi olub, Mur\u015fidi- kamili Mir H\u0131mz\u0259 Seyid Nigari H\u0259zr\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259rs alm\u0131\u015f, N\u0259q\u015fib\u0259ndiyy\u0259d\u0259 altun silsil\u0259nin 33 \u015feyxi olan bu \u00f6vl\u00fcyan\u0131n oca\u011f\u0131na b\u00f6lg\u0259nin h\u0259r yerind\u0259n ziyar\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r, bu ocaqdan nur pay\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, k\u00f6n\u00fcl ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131, boy\u00fck \u00fcmidl\u0259r, uca amallarla geri d\u00f6n\u0259rdil\u0259r. Bu m\u00f6vlan\u0259 insana murid olmaq, onun yan\u0131nda qal\u0131b d\u0259rs almaq ist\u0259yind\u0259 bulunanlar da \u00fcmidsiz qay\u0131tmazlarm\u0131\u015f onun ulu d\u0259rgah\u0131ndan. Ruhunu gen s\u0259malara u\u00e7urma\u011f\u0131 bacaran ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 se\u00e7ilmi\u015f, k\u0259r\u0259m\u0259tli m\u00fcridl\u0259ri var\u0131yd\u0131 bu M\u00fcr\u015fidi – kamilin.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn bu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s m\u0259kanda m\u00f6vl\u00fcd gec\u0259si ke\u00e7iril\u0259c\u0259kdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 uzaq Qaraba\u011f ell\u0259rind\u0259n, Aran, Da\u011f Borcal\u0131dan,\u0259traf b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rin h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndi i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na p\u0259rvazlanan e\u015fq a\u015fiql\u0259rinin, Allah qullar\u0131n\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 pir, ocaq bildikl\u0259ri bu m\u0259kana topla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.
\nBu m\u0259kanda Hurm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259ni bura y\u0131\u011f\u015fanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Onu ehtiramla qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b, qad\u0131n m\u00fcr\u00fcdl\u0259rin yan\u0131na \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Qaranl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ,g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn hay\u0131- haray\u0131 s\u0259ngimi\u015f,s\u0259sl\u0259r, n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259r evl\u0259rin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 sakitlik, sukut hakim k\u0259silmi\u015f, yer il\u0259 g\u00f6y aras\u0131ndak\u0131 qara n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259r aran\u0131b, daranm\u0131\u015f, gec\u0259nin ortas\u0131nda b\u0259rq v\u00fcran ay, nurlu camal\u0131yla g\u00fcl- \u00e7\u0131\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015f \u0130nc\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259sini bir C\u0259nn\u0259t yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na boyam\u0131\u015fdi. Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndinin qonaq ota\u011f\u0131 say\u0131lan geni\u015f, h\u00fcnd\u00fcr odas\u0131 bu gec\u0259 Allah nuruna qovu\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f M\u00fcr\u015f\u0131di – kamill\u0259r, e\u015fq divan\u0259l\u0259ri, k\u0259ram\u0259tli m\u00fcridl\u0259r, \u201cd\u0259li\u201dd\u0259rvi\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259 daha da m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir g\u00f6rk\u0259m alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Odan\u0131n ortas\u0131nda qoyulmu\u015f, n\u0259h\u0259ng da\u015f s\u00fctunlar, iri \u00e7il\u00e7iraqlar, \u00e7il\u00e7iraqlarda yanan \u015fam \u015f\u00f6l\u0259l\u0259ri bu N\u0259q\u015fib\u0259ndi oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tini bir az da art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.
\nOtaq boyu d\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 taxtlar d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 al- \u0259lvan xal\u0131lar d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Ba\u015f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f taxt bir az h\u00fcndur idi. Taxt\u0131n artas\u0131nda \u0259d\u0259bl\u0259 barda\u015f qurub oturmu\u015f Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndinin sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 \u0259sl\u0259n Qaraba\u011fl\u0131 olan, \u0259n sevimli muridi, m\u0259zh\u0259bc\u0259 \u015fiy\u0259 olan Seyid Yasin \u0259f\u0259ndi, sol t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 is\u0259 m\u0259zh\u0259bc\u0259 s\u00fcnni olan, Amasyada Seyid H\u0259mz\u0259 Nigari h\u0259zr\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n birg\u0259 d\u0259rs ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259riq\u0259t v\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl dostu, Bor\u00e7al\u0131n\u0131n \u0130lm\u0259zli obas\u0131ndan olan Hac\u0131 Mustafa \u018ff\u0259ndi \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. H\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7 \u00f6vliya xocan\u0131n camal\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n nur, m\u0259clisd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin k\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 cilv\u0259l\u0259nirdi…<\/p>\n

Boyca daha uca olan Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndi,ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l \u0259mmam\u0259 il\u0259, g\u00f6z\u0259l camal\u0131na x\u00fcsusi yara\u015f\u0131q ver\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131-qaral\u0131 saqqal\u0131, qara qa\u015flar\u0131, i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 x\u00fcsusi se\u00e7\u0131lirdi. T\u00fcnd, boz r\u0259ngli cuxas\u0131, boynuna dolad\u0131\u011f\u0131 al lal\u0259 r\u0259ngli \u015farf\u0131, \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7evirdiyi uzun, iri t\u0259sbehi onun g\u00f6rk\u0259mini bir azda g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdirirdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259clisin sa\u011f hiss\u0259sind\u0259 m\u00fcridl\u0259r, d\u0259rvi\u015fl\u0259r, Arifi- kamill\u0259r, k\u0259ram\u0259tli t\u0259riq\u0259t sahibl\u0259ri qatarla \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Allah e\u015fqiyl\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 b\u00fcl\u0259nd olma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n bu a\u015fiql\u0259r sanki i\u015f\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f ruhlar\u0131na qo\u015fulma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sirdil\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n bir ne\u00e7\u0259sinin \u0259lind\u0259, yanlar\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259kli qotazlar, r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng muncuqlarla b\u0259z\u0259dilmi\u015f d\u00f6rdk\u00fcnc d\u0259mir t\u0259n\u0259k\u0259 qutular var idi. Avaz\u0131 tutmaq u\u00e7\u00fcn bu qutular\u0131 musiqi al\u0259t kimi istifad\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k oxuduqlar\u0131 ilahil\u0259rin ritmin\u0259 uy\u011fun barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucu il\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndirirdil\u0259r.
\nM\u0259clisin sol t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 is\u0259 dem\u0259k olar ki, tamam\u0259n ox\u015far, qara qiyaf\u0259tl\u0259r geymi\u015f qad\u0131n m\u00fcridl\u0259r- Allah i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na qovu\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yanan e\u015fq p\u0259rvan\u0259l\u0259ri \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n m\u0259xsusi geyiml\u0259ri vicudlar\u0131n\u0131 tamamil\u0259 \u00f6rtur, qara, uzun qollu koftalar\u0131n\u0131n qollar\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcd\u0259 ba\u011flayird\u0131. Ba\u015flar\u0131na ba\u011flad\u0131qlar\u0131 qara, sa\u00e7aql\u0131 \u015fal\u0131n al\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259fini k\u0259l\u0259\u011fay\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib, a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 yam\u015faqla ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Bu m\u0259kanda qad\u0131n- ki\u015fi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si olmur, ham\u0131 bir canda d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259r\u0259k c\u0259nn\u0259t m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Ax\u0131 C\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 olan b\u00fct\u00fcn ruhlar, isd\u0259r qad\u0131n, isd\u0259r ki\u015fi, Ad\u0259m babam\u0131z\u0131n, H\u0259vva n\u0259n\u0259mizin ruhlar\u0131na qovu\u015fur, bac\u0131- qarda\u015f olurlar…<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s s\u00fckutu h\u0259zin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 \u0259v\u0259z edir, ham\u0131n\u0131n diqq\u0259ti m\u0259clisin ba\u015f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib, ilahi bayat\u0131larla m\u00f6vl\u00fcd\u00fc a\u00e7an Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndinin nurlu \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sin\u0259 dikilir. O, \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 \u201dAllah, Allah, Allah\u201d- deyib M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rin g\u00fcl camal\u0131na salavat \u00e7evir\u0259r\u0259k, S\u00fcleyman \u00c7\u0259l\u0259bi H\u0259zr\u0259tl\u0259rinin t\u0259fsilind\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcml\u0259nmi\u015f \u201cM\u00f6vl\u00fcdi- \u015f\u0259rifin\u201d ilk beytl\u0259rini bayat\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:
\nSallu al\u0259 rasulin\u0259 Muh\u0259mm\u0259d (s.a.v.)
\nSallu al\u0259 qulubin\u0259 Muh\u0259mm\u0259d (s.a.v.)
\nSallu al\u0259 \u015f\u0259fi i-zubin\u0259 Muhamm\u0259d(s.a.v.)
\nBir daha \u0259ll\u0259rini saqqal\u0131na \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k, \u0259lind\u0259ki k\u0259hraba t\u0259sbehini \u00e7evir\u0259-\u00e7evir\u0259, m\u00f6vl\u00fcdi- hekay\u0259ti xo\u015f bir avazla davam edirdi:<\/p>\n

Var idi Bagdadid\u0259 bir salih\u0259,
\nAbid\u0259ydi, zahid\u0259ydi, nasih\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn ol d\u00fcnyadan eyl\u0259di s\u0259f\u0259r,
\nDunyaya g\u0259l\u0259n ki\u015fi lab\u00fcd ged\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir f\u00fcluri qaldi sonundan h\u0259m\u0259n,
\nOna c\u0259nn\u0259t olmas\u0131n nec\u0259 m\u0259kan.<\/p>\n

Var idi bir salih o\u011flu n\u00f6vcavan,
\nTa\u0259t \u00fczr\u0259 olur idi h\u0259r zaman.<\/p>\n

Ol f\u00fcluri qald\u0131 anas\u0131ndan ona,
\nDer idi kim n\u0259 alayd\u0131m b\u0259n buna.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f bu fikir il\u0259 y\u00fcr\u00fcrk\u0259n ol cavan,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcki, biryerd\u0259 xalq var nagahan.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcct\u0259mi olub oxurlar Mustafa,
\nM\u0259vlidini dinl\u0259di ol p\u00fcrs\u0259fa.<\/p>\n

M\u0259clisd\u0259 bir canlanma yarand\u0131, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 yan\u0131nda oturan Seyid Yasin \u018ff\u0259ndi, Hac\u0131 Mustafa \u0259f\u0259ndi, sonra is\u0259 yerl\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f m\u00fcridl\u0259rd\u0259n- Ha\u015f\u0131m baba, C\u0131nd\u0131r Osman, Tayl\u0131 N\u0259sib, D\u0259li C\u0259f\u0259r, Yel \u018fhm\u0259d v\u0259 dig\u0259r meyxana oxuyan d\u0259rvi\u015fl\u0259r, M\u00fcr\u015fidi-kamill\u0259rinin s\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259s ver\u0259r\u0259k ruhlar\u0131 yerind\u0131n oynadan bir havacat yaratd\u0131lar:<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnki ani dinl\u0259di ol n\u00f6v cavan,
\nGozl\u0259rind\u0259n qanl\u0131 ya\u015f oldu r\u0259van.<\/p>\n

Ol gec\u0259 yatd\u0131 evind\u0259 ol cavan,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fc kim olmu\u015f qiyam\u0259t nagahan.<\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131b derl\u0259r m\u00fcnadil\u0259r r\u0259van,
\nQandasan g\u0259l c\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 gir ya filan.<\/p>\n

Nagahan bir q\u0259sri ali g\u00f6rd\u00fc ol,
\nOna girm\u0259k dil\u0259di ol p\u00fcr\u00fcsul.<\/p>\n

Dedil\u0259r m\u0259vlid ed\u0259n gir\u0259r ona,
\nVerm\u0259z\u0259m p\u0259s girm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259stur s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ta v\u0259fat edinc\u0259 h\u0259r y\u0131l cavan,
\nMustafa m\u0259vlidin etdi \u015faduman.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 etdi ol s\u0259rv\u0259r s\u0259f\u0259r,
\n\u00c7\u00fcn bu fani d\u00fcnyadan q\u0131ld\u0131 g\u00fcz\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Haz\u0131r etdil\u0259r h\u0259m\u0259n d\u0259m bir t\u0259bib,
\nDedil\u0259r \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcd\u00fcr g\u00f6r bu q\u0259rib.<\/p>\n

Dedi, bilin bu igid \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u00fcr,
\nLeyk buna Haqq n\u0259z\u0259r q\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u00fcr\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u00e7d\u0131 ol cavan ol d\u0259m haman,
\nQ\u0259vmin\u0259 dedi ki, olun \u015faduman.<\/p>\n

\u00d6lm\u0259d\u0259n c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 yerim g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nMustafanin m\u0259clisin\u0259 ermi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Etdiyi\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00f6vludin\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259ti,
\nHaqq T\u0259al\u0259 ona etdi r\u0259hm\u0259ti.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcld\u00fcgim budur b\u0259nim, bilin dedi,
\nMustafanin m\u0259vlidin q\u0131l\u0131n dedi.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6yl\u0259 dedi g\u00f6zl\u0259rin yumdu haman,
\nQ\u0259vmi oldular onun\u00e7\u00fcn \u015faduman.<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259 bu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s M\u00f6vl\u00fcd gec\u0259si- e\u015fq il\u0259 co\u015fan k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rin, ax\u015fam\u0131nda, sabah\u0131nda n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 dolan n\u0259fsi- iblisl\u0259rin yer il\u0259 g\u00f6y aras\u0131nda qara p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdiyi maddi d\u00fcnyadan ayr\u0131l\u0131b, Tanr\u0131 d\u0259rgah\u0131na qovu\u015fma m\u0259qam\u0131yd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc bu d\u00fcnyada, ruhu ilahi bir m\u0259kanda dola\u015fan H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259 oxunan hekay\u0259tin avaz\u0131nda yaranan fasil\u0259d\u0259 sanki \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ld\u0131. \u018fll\u0259rini qo\u015falay\u0131b oxunan salavata qo\u015fuldu.<\/p>\n

\u018fss\u0259latu v\u0259ss\u0259lam olsun s\u0259n\u0259,
\nYa Muh\u0259mm\u0259d, alin\u0259, \u0259shabin\u0259, \u00f6vlad\u0131na.
\nFailatun, failatun, fail\u0259t
\nVer Muh\u0259mm\u0259d Mustafaya salavat.<\/p>\n

\u201cOda\u201d adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu iri, geni\u015f m\u0259nzilin i\u00e7i sevdal\u0131 a\u015fiql\u0259rl\u0259 dolmu\u015fdu. M\u0259clisd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin bir qismi avaz- avaza verib c\u0259nn\u0259t b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259ri kimi oxuyan kamili- m\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcdl\u0259rin, haval\u0131 m\u00fcridl\u0259rin, divan\u0259 d\u0259rvi\u015fl\u0259rin s\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259s ver\u0259r\u0259k oxuyurdular. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f iri samavarlar\u0131 qaynadan g\u0259nc m\u00fcridl\u0259r, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 tutduqlar\u0131 mis sinil\u0259rin i\u00e7in\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f armudu st\u0259kanlar\u0131 m\u0259xm\u0259ri \u00e7ayla doldurur, b\u00f6y\u00fck ehtiramla \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n qonaqlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na d\u00fcz\u0259r\u0259k, t\u0259zim ed\u0259-ed\u0259 geri qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\nM\u0259clisd\u0259 yaranan ilahi abu- hava anbaan canlan\u0131r, aras\u0131 k\u0259silm\u0259d\u0259n bir q\u0259z\u0259li ba\u015fqa bir q\u0259z\u0259l \u0259v\u0259z edirdi.<\/p>\n

Ey \u00e7\u0259rxi- sit\u0259mkari, p\u0259ri\u015fan olacaqsan,
\nViran el\u0259din var\u0131m\u0131, viran olacaqsan.
\n\u018flh\u0259md\u00fc ki, meyxan\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm s\u0259ni zahid,
\n\u015e\u00fckr eyl\u0259dim Allaha, m\u00fcs\u0259lman olacaqsan…<\/p>\n

Xo\u015f avazla oxunan m\u00f6vl\u00fcd\u00fcn ilahi sehrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n m\u0259clis \u0259hlinin \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131, co\u015fqusu getdikc\u0259 artma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r, e\u015fq il\u0259 co\u015fan k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r bu f\u0259nafillahdan ayr\u0131l\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fc h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 u\u00e7unurdular.
\nSol t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 c\u0259rg\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f qad\u0131n m\u00fcridl\u0259r k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259ri riqq\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n bu ilahi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rin sehrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k, oxunan q\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259ri dodaqalt\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r, s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n ritml\u0259rin avaz\u0131na uy\u011fun olaraq p\u0259rvazlan\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Cahan i\u00e7r\u0259 \u015fah ed\u0259r,
\nQ\u0259lbl\u0259r \u00fczr\u0259 mah ed\u0259r,
\nBasili Allah ed\u0259r-
\nL\u0259- il\u0259h\u0259- illallah.
\nL\u0259- il\u0259h\u0259- illallah.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbind\u0259n sil\u0259r pas\u0131,
\nHaq yola s\u00fcr\u0259r nas\u0131.
\nN\u0259rm ed\u0259r q\u0259lbi kas\u0131-
\nL\u0259- il\u0259h\u0259- illallah.
\nL\u0259- il\u0259h\u0259- illallah…<\/p>\n

M\u0259clisin ba\u015f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f m\u00fcr\u015fidi \u00f6vliyalar bir bayat\u0131dan dig\u0259r bayat\u0131ya el\u0259 usdal\u0131qla adlay\u0131r, ritmd\u0259n ritm\u0259 el\u0259 ke\u00e7idl\u0259r edirdil\u0259r ki, oxunan m\u00f6vlidi-\u015f\u0259rifl\u0259 m\u0259clis aras\u0131nda pozulmaz v\u0259hd\u0259t, ilahi bir harmoniya b\u0259rq\u0259rar olurdu.<\/p>\n

\u015eol c\u0259nn\u0259tin irmaqlar\u0131,
\nAkar Allah deyu- deyu,
\n\u00c7\u0131km\u0131\u015f \u0130slam b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259ri
\n\u00d6t\u0259r Allah deyu- deyu.<\/p>\n

Aydan ayd\u0131nd\u0131 y\u00fczl\u0259ri,
\n\u015e\u0259k\u0259rd\u0259n taml\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri.
\nC\u0259nn\u0259tin huri q\u0131zlar\u0131
\nG\u0259z\u0259r Allah deyu- deyu \u2026<\/p>\n

Yunus \u018fmr\u0259m var yan\u0131na,
\nQoyma bu g\u00fcn\u00fc yar\u0131na,
\nYar\u0131n Haqq\u0131n divan\u0131na,
\nVar\u0131m Allah deyu- deyu.<\/p>\n

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M\u00f6vl\u00fcd\u00fc- \u015f\u0259rifin sonlu\u011funda yen\u0259 araya s\u00fckut hakim k\u0259sildi. Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndi \u0259ll\u0259rini g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc saqqal\u0131na \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k , bir daha s\u00fckutu pozdu.\u201d Allah, Allah \u201c dey\u0259r\u0259k, Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rimizin g\u00fcl camal\u0131na yenid\u0259n bir salavat cevirib, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda qoyulmu\u015f, \u0259lvan qotazlar, parlaq muncuqlarla b\u0259z\u0259dilmi\u015f d\u00f6rdk\u00fcnc t\u0259n\u0259k\u0259ni \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n uclar\u0131 il\u0259 vuraraq ilahi bir \u015f\u00f6vq, x\u00fcsusi bir m\u0259har\u0259tl\u0259 ritm tutma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. O, q\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259ri oxuyark\u0259n biixtiyar g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qapan\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259clisi d\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir m\u0259kana apar\u0131rd\u0131. \u018flind\u0259 r\u0259qs ed\u0259n qotazl\u0131 t\u0259n\u0259k\u0259ni barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucu il\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndir\u0259r\u0259k, k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259ri riqq\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n m\u0259lah\u0259tli s\u0259siyl\u0259 meyxan\u0259nin ilk beytl\u0259rini dil\u0259 g\u0259tirib, m\u00fcr\u015fidi \u2013 kamili , Pir h\u0259zr\u0259tl\u0259ri- Mir H\u0259mz\u0259 Seyid Nigarinin m\u0259\u015fhur q\u0259z\u0259lini oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259r, l\u0259li- g\u00f6vh\u0259r bar\u0131 Muh\u0259mm\u0259d,
\nTa zahir olur l\u00f6yleyi- \u0259srari Muh\u0259mm\u0259d.<\/p>\n

Sih\u0259t bulur i\u015f\u015fadi m\u0259r\u0259zdari l\u0259bind\u0259n,
\nPeymaneyi-cand\u0131r l\u0259bi- g\u00fclnari- Muh\u0259mm\u0259d,<\/p>\n

Bir xo\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ey talibi- s\u0259r\u00e7e\u015fmeyi heyvan,
\nG\u00f6r kim n\u0259 r\u0259vanb\u0259x\u015fdir \u0259fnari Muh\u0259mm\u0259d…<\/p>\n

\u018fjd\u0259r dem\u0259, g\u0259ncineyi- \u0259srari xudadan,
\nS\u0259rtabeq\u0259d\u0259m t\u00fcrreyi- t\u0259rrari- Muh\u0259mm\u0259d…<\/p>\n

Bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 tutduqlar\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259kli d\u0259mir qutular\u0131 eyhamla s\u0259sl\u0259ndir\u0259n muridl\u0259r d\u0259 bu \u00f6vliya h\u0259zr\u0259tl\u0259rinin oxudu\u011fu ilahi \u015f\u0259rqil\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fularaq, qumrov avazlar\u0131yla onun s\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259s verdil\u0259r:<\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b d\u00f6vl\u0259t imi\u015f, seyri- \u015fikari- Qaraba\u011f
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l nem\u0259t imi\u015f, s\u00f6hb\u0259ti-yari \u2013 Qaraba\u011f
\nR\u0259\u015fk m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fc \u0259nb\u0259r imi\u015f buyi- qubari- Qaraba\u011f
\nAbuheyvan imi\u015f \u0259nhari- p\u00fcnari- Qaraba\u011f.
\nAl\u0259mi- c\u0259nn\u0259t imi\u015f qari- diyari \u2013 Qaraba\u011f,
\n\u0130mdi bildim n\u0259 ali\u015f v\u0259svi-h\u0259zari- Qaraba\u011f.
\nYeridir kim, \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259m ahu- zar\u0131- Qaraba\u011f,
\nDa\u011flay\u0131bd\u0131r b\u0259ni bir lal\u0259-\u00fczari \u2013 Qaraba\u011f,
\nYand\u0131r\u0131bd\u0131r b\u0259ni bir naru- Nigari \u2013 Qaraba\u011f…<\/p>\n

M\u0259clisd\u0259 yaranan canlanma yerind\u0259 oynayan m\u00fcridl\u0259ri rahat qoymad\u0131. \u018flind\u0259ki t\u0259n\u0259k\u0259 qutunu oturdu\u011fu yer\u0259 qoyan Tayl\u0131 N\u0259sib m\u0259clisin ortas\u0131nda d\u00fcz\u0259nl\u0259nmi\u015f, kilim v\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f meydana \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. O \u0259ll\u0259rini yan\u0131na salaraq gah sa\u011f, gah da sol ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u0131r\u011falanaraq m\u0259clisin ortas\u0131nda dolanma\u011fa, sonra is\u0259 qollar\u0131n\u0131n birini yana, birini is\u0259 yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131raraq f\u0131rlanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yuxar\u0131 qalxan qoluna s\u00f6yk\u0259mi\u015f Tayl\u0131 N\u0259sib sanki bu d\u00fcnyadan ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnyaya qanadlan\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi firlana- f\u0131rlana m\u0259clisin ortas\u0131nda d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurur, ilahi bir m\u0259kana qovu\u015fma\u011fa can at\u0131rd\u0131.
\nTayl\u0131 N\u0259sibin hal\u0131ndan \u015f\u00f6vq\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n Ha\u015f\u0131m baba, onun ard\u0131nca C\u0131nd\u0131r Osman, D\u0259li C\u0259f\u0259r, Yel \u018fhm\u0259d d\u0259 meydana \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Oynayan m\u00fcridl\u0259r \u015fam i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na h\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259n p\u0259rvan\u0259l\u0259r misal\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rini gah yana a\u00e7\u0131r, gah da yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131raraq bir ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u0131nd\u0259 f\u0131rlan\u0131r, h\u0259rd\u0259n cezv m\u0259qam\u0131na yetib \u201dYahu! Yahu! Yahu\u201d, h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 \u201cAllah! Allah! Allah\u201d dey\u0259-dey\u0259 daha da sur\u0259tl\u0259 f\u0131rlanma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\nIlahi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r avazdan \u2013 avaza, q\u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n-q\u0259z\u0259l\u0259 qanadlan\u0131r, e\u015fq p\u0259rvan\u0259l\u0259ri bir- birini \u0259v\u0259z edirdi. H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259 bir \u0259lini dig\u0259r \u0259linin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 vurur, ritm\u0259 uygun olaraq oynayan m\u00fcridl\u0259rin hal\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259s-s\u0259s\u0259 verib oxuyan m\u00fcridl\u0259r n\u00f6vb\u0259yl\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259kli t\u0259n\u0259k\u0259 qutular\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259-\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 r\u0259qs meydan\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, t\u0259r-suya q\u0259rq olub yorulanlar yenid\u0259n barda\u015f qurub oxunan ilahi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fulurdular. Ba\u015fda oturmu\u015f m\u00fcr\u015fidi- kamill\u0259r art\u0131q bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saatd\u0131r ki,oxuduqlar\u0131 ilahi q\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259rin cezvind\u0259 bulunub, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7madan bir q\u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n dig\u0259rin\u0259 ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

R\u0259qs ed\u0259nl\u0259rin \u201cYa Allah, ya Allah\u201dyahular\u0131, meyxana oxuyanlar\u0131n al-\u0259lvan s\u0259sl\u0259ri, h\u0259rd\u0259n nazik s\u0259sl\u0259 zil\u0259 qalxan m\u00fcridl\u0259rin avazlar\u0131 damarlarda qan\u0131 co\u015fdurur, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r q\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f qu\u015flar kimi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r, can evind\u0259n perikmi\u015f ruhlar yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 havalan\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu anlarda \u201cAllah,Allah, Allah\u201d deyib cezv m\u0259qam\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n Tayl\u0131 N\u0259sib aya\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259kli corab\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b f\u0131rlana- f\u0131rlana p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin yan\u0131ndak\u0131 yanar sobaya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. I\u00e7i tez-tez odunla dolan soban\u0131n ust\u00fc q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tayl\u0131 N\u0259sibin ruhu art\u0131q cismini t\u0259rk etmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi-m\u00f6hn\u0259tin, ey s\u0259n\u0259m, s\u0259n\u0259m,
\nE\u015fq il\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n bir m\u0259n\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259m.
\nAri- var\u0131n\u0131, ruhi- mehird\u0259,
\nTar\u00fcmar ed\u0259n, bir m\u0259n\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m c\u0259fa, eyl\u0259 bir v\u0259fa,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259l, \u0259ta, can s\u0259n\u0259 f\u0259da.
\nRahi- mehird\u0259 zari- bin\u0259va,
\nTar\u00fck\u00fcl v\u0259t\u0259n bir m\u0259n\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259m…<\/p>\n

Tayl\u0131 N\u0259sibi cezv\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n bu q\u0259z\u0259l\u0131, o \u00f6z\u00fc daha f\u0259rqli bir s\u0259sl\u0259 ucadan oxuya- oxuya k\u00f6z kimi q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f odlu sobaya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. F\u0131rlana- f\u0131rlana ayaq yal\u0131n soban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tulland\u0131. Heyr\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f qalan meyxan\u0259 \u0259hlinin bir qismi inan\u0131lmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan bu heyr\u0259tamiz m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6z g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 tama\u015fa edir, cezv hal\u0131nda oxuyanlar, oynayanlar is\u0259 \u00f6z al\u0259ml\u0259rind\u0259 idil\u0259r.
\nTayl\u0131 N\u0259sib cezv m\u0259qam\u0131nda qaynayan samavar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan t\u00f6km\u0259kl\u0259, q\u0131\u015fda buz ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f suya girib t\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 bu m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259ri s\u00fcbuta yetirmi\u015f k\u0259ram\u0259tli m\u00fcridl\u0259rind\u0259n biri idi Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndinin. Bu do\u011frudan da bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t idi. O, k\u00f6z kimi q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f d\u0259mir soban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u0259 vuraraq, eyni c\u0259ldlikl\u0259 yer\u0259 tulland\u0131. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 davaml\u0131 olaraq \u0259ll\u0259rini yana a\u00e7\u0131b bir istiqam\u0259t\u0259 firlanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Heyr\u0259td\u0259n yerind\u0259 donub Tayl\u0131 N\u0259sibin bu hal\u0131na tama\u015fa ed\u0259nl\u0259r onun ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn edib, dayanmadan onun daha da e\u015fql\u0259 oynamas\u0131na mat qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 yar\u0131dan \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Sehrikar n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 \u0130saq-Musaq Qu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rini ovsunlayanUlu Tanr\u0131 sevdal\u0131lar\u0131, qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259nin ortas\u0131nda heyran-heyran bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni seyr ed\u0259n ay\u0131n camal\u0131, \u0130nc\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259sinin zulm\u0259t\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015f quca\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nur yayan Hac\u0131 M\u0259ahmud \u0259f\u0259ndi oca\u011f\u0131 bu gec\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n diri m\u0259kan\u0131na qovu\u015fmu\u015fdu\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130lahi e\u015fq il\u0259 qaynay\u0131b co\u015fan meyxanaya ara ver\u0259n Hac\u00e7 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndi m\u0259clis \u0259hlin\u0259 fasil\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259, \u00e7ay s\u00fcfr\u0259sinin a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131na izin verdi.
\nAd\u0259t \u00fczr\u0259 bu fasil\u0259d\u0259n sonar meyxana davam etm\u0259li, bu d\u0259f\u0259 qad\u0131n m\u00fcridl\u0259r Allah e\u015fqiyl\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yanan m\u0259l\u0259k xan\u0131mlar r\u0259qs etm\u0259li, yerd\u0259 qalan m\u00fcridl\u0259r is\u0259 ilahil\u0259r oxuya-oxuya zikr etm\u0259li idil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir azdan s\u00fcfr\u0259l\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131,m\u00f6vl\u00fcd m\u0259slisi yeni bir \u015f\u00f6vdl\u0259 davam etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndi t\u0259riq\u0259t qarda\u015flar\u0131 Seyid Yasin \u018ff\u0259ndi, Hac\u0131 Mustafa \u018ff\u0259ndiyl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 m\u0259clisi t\u0259rk etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Onlar ba\u015fqa h\u00fccr\u0259d\u0259 namaza oturaraq izkr m\u0259qam\u0131na qovu\u015fmu\u015fdular.
\nHa\u015f\u0131m baba, C\u0131nd\u0131r Osmanla qo\u015fala\u015f\u0131b, yeni bir \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Qara geyimli n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r, a\u011fz\u0131 ya\u015fmaql\u0131 analar, Allah\u0131n d\u0259rgah\u0131 adlanan uca m\u0259qama qovu\u015fmaq e\u015fqiyl\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b- yanan m\u0259leyk\u0259 xan\u0131mlar meydana \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b bu s\u0259ma r\u0259qsini davam etdir\u0259r\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259ri yuxar\u0131 f\u0131rlana-f\u0131rlana m\u0259clisin ritmin\u0259 \u015fux bir r\u00f6vn\u0259q g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. Bu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s p\u0259rvan\u0259l\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259 cazib\u0259li oyunu, ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ox olmas\u0131na r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n, \u00e7evik r\u0259qsiyl\u0259 m\u0259clisin ortas\u0131nda i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 \u00e7evr\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0131za-c\u0131za sanki s\u0259maya ucal\u0131rd\u0131.
\nXan\u0131m m\u00fcridl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 eyni hal\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131b \u201cAllah, Allah, Allah!\u201d- dey\u0259-dey\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u015f ed\u0259nl\u0259ri var idi. Onlar\u0131 bir yana \u00e7\u0259kib \u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259 su s\u0259p\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z hallar\u0131na qaytar\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\nH\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259 cezv m\u0259qam\u0131na Allah\u0131 zikr etm\u0259kl\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015fdu. O art\u0131q \u0259trafda ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u00fcr, m\u0259l\u0259k ruhuna qo\u015fulub, \u0130lahi bir m\u0259kana u\u00e7ub getmi\u015fdi. Tanr\u0131 d\u0259rgah\u0131nda m\u0259st olub, \u00f6z p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131yla Allah\u0131 zikr edir, uca yaradan\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s n\u0259f\u0259sini duyaraq Abu-k\u00f6vs\u0259r suyu kimi durulur, k\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u00fcnyas\u0131 C\u0259nn\u0259t bax\u00e7as\u0131 kimi g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n\u0259 boyan\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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\nKannan m\u0259kana<\/p>\n

Yaz a\u011fz\u0131yd\u0131. Amma g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u00fcnortan\u0131 el\u0259 q\u0131zd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, isti hava qorabi\u015fir\u0259n ay\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. Bulud k\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f balaca \u00e7oban ucunu \u015fi\u015f kimi itil\u0259diyi zo\u011fal toxas\u0131yla (toxmaq, bu toxmaqla \u00e7iling- a\u011fac oyunu da oynay\u0131rd\u0131lar) e\u015fib \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0259r\u0259\u011furan\u0131n , mollaba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yumru k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc( bu novruzg\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n \u201cd\u0259r\u0259q\u0131ran\u201d da deyirl\u0259r) \u0259liyl\u0259 t\u0259mizl\u0259yib i\u015ftahla yeyirdi. O, \u0259k\u0259-b\u00fck\u0259 \u00e7obanlar saya\u011f\u0131 sar\u0131 \u00fcry\u0259nin uzun cilovunu qoluna ke\u00e7irib quzular\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 yamya\u015f\u0131l g\u00f6y\u0259rmi\u015f tax\u0131l z\u0259mil\u0259rinin \u0259ks t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259ki a\u011f, sar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015f t\u0259p\u0259nin d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u201c\u00c7oban\u201d N\u0259sib \u015firin-\u015firin otlayan, h\u0259rd\u0259n oynaqlaya-oynaqlaya bir-birin\u0259 k\u0259ll\u0259 atan a\u011fl\u0131, qaral\u0131 quzular\u0131 seyr edir, h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlikd\u0259n d\u0259rdiyi qo\u00e7lar\u0131 (qo\u00e7 buynuzuna ox\u015fayan bitgidi) bir-birin\u0259 \u00e7arpazlayaraq \u201cdala\u015fdirird\u0131\u201d. H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 \u201cehe-he-he\u201d dey\u0259 \u00e7obanlara m\u0259xsus s\u0259sl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r, balaca dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcz\u0259r\u0259k n\u00f6vb\u0259n\u00f6v s\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259 fit \u00e7alaraq quzulara anlad\u0131rd\u0131 ki, tax\u0131l z\u0259mil\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6nm\u0259sinl\u0259r.
\nT\u0259p\u0259nin arxas\u0131ndan burulub a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 en\u0259n yolda n\u00f6qt\u0259 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n qaralt\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, maraqla onu izl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130nc\u0259 D\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n payi-piyada g\u0259l\u0259n yol\u00e7u \u201cHurm\u0259l\u0259k\u201d t\u0259p\u0259sin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 kim oldu\u011fu ayd\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n-Bu H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259dir ki- deyib dodaqalt\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayan N\u0259sib \u0259miniydi ki, bu mehriban qar\u0131 , el\u0259 sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndayk\u0259n ad\u0131yla m\u00f6h\u00fcrl\u0259diyi \u201cH\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k t\u0259p\u0259si\u201d-nd\u0259 namaz q\u0131landan sonra onu yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131racaq, cibl\u0259rini qalet-qanfetl\u0259 qolduracaqd\u0131.
\nM\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s ad\u0259tin\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun bel\u0259 nax\u0259l\u0259flik etm\u0259y\u0259n H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r c\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fc Aslanb\u0259yli k\u0259ndin\u0259 gedib c\u00fcm\u0259 namazlar\u0131n\u0131 Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndi h\u0259zr\u0259tl\u0259rinin iqam\u0259tgah\u0131nda qilar, bu ulu \u00d6vl\u00fcyan\u0131n camal\u0131ndan nur pay\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rdi. G\u00fcnorta namaz\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi h\u0259min t\u0259p\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131b Salahl\u0131ya- evl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259rdi. El\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259ydi ki, camaat h\u0259min t\u0259p\u0259ni \u201cH\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k t\u0259p\u0259si\u201d adland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmar g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f onu yamanca t\u0259ntitmi\u015fdi. Uzaqdan balaca \u00e7oban\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fc alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Nurlu camal\u0131na bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qonmu\u015fdu. Namaz q\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259nin d\u00f6rd d\u00f6vr\u0259sini al r\u0259ng\u0259 boyam\u0131\u015f lal\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 boyunlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259ymi\u015fdil\u0259r. B\u00f6c\u0259kl\u0259r, \u0259lvan r\u0259ngli k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar sanki. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 lal\u0259l\u0259ri utand\u0131ran al yanaqlar\u0131 solmu\u015fdu. Dizl\u0259rinin taq\u0259t\u0131 k\u0259silmi\u015f, n\u0259f\u0259si t\u0259ngimi\u015f halda \u0259lind\u0259ki a\u011faca dirs\u0259kl\u0259n\u0259-dirs\u0259kl\u0259n\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259p\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qal\u0131xd\u0131. O biri \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu ba\u011flaman\u0131 yer\u0259 qoyub n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rdi. Sonra ba\u011flamadan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131 c\u0259n\u0259maz\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 s\u0259rdiyi \u00f6nl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn ba\u015f t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 qoydu. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc qibl\u0259y\u0259 tutaraq g\u00fcnorta namaz\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131lma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259cd\u0259y\u0259 \u0259yilib dik\u0259ldi, g\u00fccl\u0259 e\u015fidil\u0259c\u0259k bir s\u0259sl\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259hmani N\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lib, S\u00fcbhani Nidalarla s\u0259ni zikr edir\u0259m,ey K\u00f6n\u00fcl Higar\u0131m! Ey uca Allah\u0131m!
\nS\u0259n\u0259 olan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tim bu d\u00fcnyada s\u0259rv\u0259tim, o d\u00fcnyada c\u0259nn\u0259timdir. M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevdikc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc unutdum, bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n faniliyini anlad\u0131qca s\u0259nin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rk etdim. S\u0259n\u0259 qovu\u015fma\u011f\u0131n yolunu s\u0259malarda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. M\u0259n\u0259 \u0259manat etdiyin Nurunun c\u00f6hr\u0259sin\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259dim, s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 tap\u0131b q\u00fcdr\u0259tli oldum v\u0259 son n\u0259f\u0259sim\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259yyumum oldun. S\u0259nin n\u0259f\u0259sinl\u0259 q\u00fcdr\u0259tli, s\u0259nin camal\u0131nla \u0259sgilm\u0259z oldum. S\u0259nin l\u00fctf\u00fckarl\u0131qla m\u0259n\u0259 verdikl\u0259rin\u0259 \u015f\u00fckr el\u0259dim, kifay\u0259tl\u0259ndim, art\u0131\u011f\u0131na iddia etm\u0259dim,faydas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Bir ba\u015fqas\u0131nda q\u00fcsur axtarmad\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u0259 bildiyim \u00f6z q\u00fcsurlar\u0131m oldu, yaln\u0131z s\u0259nin, s\u0259nin r\u0259hmin\u0259, \u0259dal\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259ndim. S\u0259ni, ancaq s\u0259ni sevdim, ba\u015fqa m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t axtarmad\u0131m. H\u0259r hans\u0131 sirrimi gizl\u0259d\u0259 bils\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgim nur kimi a\u015fgarda oldu, \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u0259di. Bilm\u0259diyimi dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131m, ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yim\u0259 s\u00f6z verm\u0259dim, m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l a\u00e7anlar\u0131 na\u00fcmid etm\u0259dim, h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sind\u0259 s\u0259nin camal\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rub insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevdim, bir k\u0259s\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 utand\u0131m. \u018fn t\u0259\u0259s\u00fcfl\u0259ndiym anlar s\u0259nin hicrind\u0259 oldu\u011fum anlar, \u0259n xo\u015f anlar\u0131m s\u0259nin v\u00fcsal\u0131na qovu\u015fma\u011f\u0131m oldu. Biz\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f etdiyin yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0259ni zikr etdim ki, m\u0259ni s\u0259malara \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rasan, \u018fz\u0259m\u0259t \u00c7ad\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda, \u0130zz\u0259t S\u0259rap\u0259rd\u0259sinin arxas\u0131nda n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 hopdurub, Uca C\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 \u0259mrinin M\u0259\u015friqi v\u0259 Nurunun M\u0259zh\u0259rin\u0259 qovu\u015fdurasan.
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 fani, var d\u00f6vl\u0259ti ani, d\u0259rdi-m\u00f6hn\u0259ti ali, yox bildiyimizi var, var bildiyimizi yox g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. B\u00fct\u00fcn var-d\u00f6vl\u0259t s\u0259nin oldu\u011fu halda bu var d\u00f6vl\u0259ti m\u0259nims\u0259yib s\u0259nin olan yoxsullar\u0131na verm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcb x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdim, \u00f6z ruhumu, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc f\u0259da etm\u0259kl\u0259 t\u0259sginlik tapd\u0131m. S\u0259nin m\u0259nzilin sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 kin k\u00fcdur\u0259ti yax\u0131n qoymad\u0131m, s\u0259nin v\u0259hyinin m\u0259kan\u0131 olan ruhumu q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rind\u0259 z\u00fchur ed\u0259c\u0259k g\u00fcn\u0259 pak saxlad\u0131m.
\nZat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n torpaq oldu\u011funu, torpaqdan yarand\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 unudub t\u0259crid c\u00f6vh\u0259rind\u0259n m\u0259hrum olanlar\u0131, l\u0259zz\u0259t tam\u0131na aldanaraq lov\u011falananar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb usand\u0131m. H\u0259r \u015feyi s\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259, h\u0259r dad\u0131 s\u0259nin a\u011fz\u0131nla, h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fc s\u0259nin qula\u011f\u0131nla e\u015fitdim. S\u0259nin hiday\u0259t v\u0259 inay\u0259tinl\u0259, bizl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f etdiyin nem\u0259tl\u0259rin m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s \u0259trin\u0259, rayih\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259rq olaraq h\u0259r an \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r etdim. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc qarda\u015f\u0131ndan \u00fcca tutanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u015fah dedil\u0259r. \u0130zz\u0259t Q\u0259l\u0259mind\u0259n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259slik rayih\u0259l\u0259ri s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 Qul dedil\u0259r. \u015eaha ita\u0259t ed\u0259nl\u0259rin qullara m\u0259h\u0259l qoymayanlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, ba\u011frim ba\u015f\u0131 \u015fan-\u015fan oldu.\u00dcr\u0259yimi ruhumun cilas\u0131yla t\u0259mizl\u0259yib, p\u0259rd\u0259siz camal\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259rgah\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259sdim. Dilimd\u0259 s\u0259n, g\u00f6zumd\u0259 s\u0259n , k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 s\u0259n oldun dey\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyada kar, kor, lal kimi ya\u015fad\u0131m, t\u0259miz g\u00f6zl\u0259, t\u0259miz a\u011f\u0131zla, t\u0259miz k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s d\u0259rgah\u0131na qovu\u015fum dey\u0259. S\u0259n m\u0259nim munisim olandan m\u0259yyusluq g\u00f6rm\u0259dim, izz\u0259tind\u0259n tam\u0131b, c\u0259lal\u0131na min yol a\u015fiq oldum. Bu fani k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin \u0259sib Ruhani Qulam\u0131n c\u0259lal\u0131n\u0131 tozla \u00f6rtd\u00fcy\u00fc m\u0259kanda, m\u0259zlumluq \u0259lind\u0259 parp\u0131ldayan E\u015fq sultan\u0131-M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s G\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inin bayqu\u015flar cayna\u011f\u0131na giriftar oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rm\u0259yib, q\u0259fl\u0259t yuxusunda rahatca yatanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Batini canavar, zahiri \u00e7obanlar\u0131n, \u00e7ox l\u0259tif v\u0259 l\u0259taf\u0259tli g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b s\u0259nin camal\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259c\u0259ll\u0259sind\u0259n m\u0259hrum olanlar\u0131n, lam\u0259kan olub Ol M\u0259kana qovu\u015fmaq e\u015fqiyl\u0259 yananlara g\u00fcld\u00fckl\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. S\u0259n insanlar\u0131 \u00f6z l\u00fctf\u00fcnd\u0259n, \u00f6z nurundan, \u00f6z pakl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yaratd\u0131n, \u00f6z camal\u0131ndan pay verdin .
\nM\u0259n ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bunlar\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7anda is\u0259 t\u0259k s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Ey k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn m\u0259hbubu, h\u0259r qu\u015fun g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z yuvas\u0131, h\u0259r b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn avaz\u0131 \u00f6z butas\u0131 oldu\u011fu kimi m\u0259nim d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgimin yuvas\u0131, butas\u0131 oldu. S\u0259n m\u0259ni fanilikd\u0259n \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rsan, s\u0259nin nuruna qovu\u015fmaqdan b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259ad\u0259t olmaz. M\u0259n\u0259 Ruhil- Q\u00fcds m\u00fcjd\u0259si kimi g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyin \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 f\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259ndim, s\u0259nin ruhuna \u0259b\u0259di qovu\u015fmaq m\u0259qam\u0131na yetdim. M\u0259kans\u0131zl\u0131q qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s s\u0259mada, Uca C\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 e\u015fq sirl\u0259rinin h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri, onun lal\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 a\u015fgarlanan hikm\u0259tl\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r. M\u0259ni \u00dcf\u00fcqi- \u018flana qovu\u015fdur…<\/p>\n

Z\u00fclm\u0259t v\u0259 nur p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fczl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259kmi\u015f ya\u015famaq. Ya\u015famaq g\u00f6z g\u00f6rduy\u00fcnd\u0259n pay ummaq, doyduqca acmaq, acd\u0131qca doymaqm\u0131\u015f. G\u00f6z g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k, qulaq e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri e\u015fitm\u0259k, bu z\u00fclm\u0259t v\u0259 nur p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259rinin yox sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rk etm\u0259kmi\u015f \u0259zz\u0259lin sonu…<\/p>\n

Beyqaf\u0131l ya\u011fan \u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u011f\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f beyqaf\u0131lcada dayand\u0131. G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qovu\u015fduran \u0259lvan r\u0259ngli g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da beyqaf\u0131lca nazil oldu. Dizi \u00fcst\u0259c\u0259 dualar\u0131n\u0131 sona yetirdi, g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 uzanan qollar\u0131 bo\u015fal\u0131b yava\u015f-yava\u015f yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259nin. Z\u00fclm\u0259t p\u0259rd\u0259si ba\u011fland\u0131, ill\u0259rl\u0259 q\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 sal\u0131n\u0131b g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 can atan, d\u0259rhaldaca q\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n sonuncu n\u0259f\u0259s beyqaf\u0131l u\u00e7ub getdi, geri d\u00f6nm\u0259di. \u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 \u201cAllah, Allah\u201d deyib d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi beyqaf\u0131lca dayand\u0131. Beyqaf\u0131l ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra yaranan q\u00f6vsiquzehin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n adlay\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan nur p\u0259d\u0259sinin i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131na q\u0259rq oldu. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 u\u00e7unan ruhu \u00dcfiqi- \u018flaya qovu\u015fdu H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

Allah, g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 ya\u015f,
\nG\u00fcld\u00fckc\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n bilm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri,
\nBildikc\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yerin, g\u00f6y\u00fcn c\u0259mi-
\nBirc\u0259 an\u0131n d\u0259mi.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n q\u0259mi
\nSildikc\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6nd\u0259r axan \u00e7aya,
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259n baxan aya.
\nBu fani d\u00fcnyaya
\nG\u0259ldikc\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ydi tax\u0131l z\u0259mil\u0259rinin \u0259t\u0259yini b\u0259z\u0259y\u0259n al q\u0131rn\u0131z\u0131 lal\u0259l\u0259rin yanaqlar\u0131nda titr\u0259\u015f\u0259n \u015f\u0259bn\u0259nml\u0259r. Yer il\u0259 g\u00f6y aras\u0131nda beyqafilca peyda olan yeddi r\u0259ngli g\u00f6yqur\u015fa\u011f\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259kli k\u00f6rp\u00fc kimi beyqaf\u0131lca da yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu bahar bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli
\nNar\u0131yd\u0131, yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259n iyd\u0259l\u0259r
\nSar\u0131yd\u0131, yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcm soldu budaqda,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm dondu dodaqda.
\nO ucal\u0131q o da\u011fda,
\nQar\u0131yd\u0131, yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ay lal\u0259y\u0259 xal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n,
\nS\u00f6z y\u00fck\u00fcd\u00fc lal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n bal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n
\nAr\u0131yd\u0131, yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc ne\u00e7\u0259 say,
\nKe\u00e7\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc he\u00e7\u0259 say.
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, gec\u0259 ay
\nVar\u0131yd\u0131, yoxa \u00e7\u0259xd\u0131.
\nBalaca N\u0259sib tax\u0131l z\u0259misin\u0259 dolmu\u015f quzular\u0131, cilovu qolundan aralanm\u0131\u015f sar\u0131 \u00fcry\u0259sini bel\u0259 unudub, u\u015faq heyranl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259nin sehirli h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rinin cezvin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O, g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi ki, bu mehriban n\u0259n\u0259 aya\u011fa durub onu yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131racaq, \u00fczund\u0259n, aln\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcb box\u00e7as\u0131na \u0259l atacaq, n\u00f6vb\u0259n\u00f6v \u015firnil\u0259rl\u0259 cibl\u0259rini dolduracaq. Amma indi tamam ba\u015fqa bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcb c\u0259ld aya\u011fa qal\u0131xd\u0131. Qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a g\u0259lib \u00fcz\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Qar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n qald\u0131r\u0131b dizl\u0259ri \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu. H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259nin balaca N\u0259sib\u0259 baxan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, bir n\u00f6qd\u0259d\u0259c\u0259 donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Azac\u0131q aralanm\u0131\u015f dodaqlar\u0131 sanki N\u0259sibi \u00f6pm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.
\nH\u0259yacandan b\u0259d\u0259ni u\u00e7unan N\u0259sib qar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ehmall\u0131ca yer\u0259 qoyub sar\u0131 \u00fcry\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131…
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\nHac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndi bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 qara \u0259sgi par\u00e7as\u0131yla ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 balaca P\u0259rinin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fclg\u00fccl\u0259 t\u0259ra\u015f edirdi. O taydan,( K\u00fcr\u00fcn o tay\u0131) Sad\u0131xl\u0131dan ona p\u0259nah g\u0259tirmi\u015f bu balaca q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n h\u0259r iki g\u00f6z\u00fc kor idi. Ancaq b\u0259sir\u0259t g\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131q olan bu q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131 Hac\u0131 \u018ff\u0259ndi baba \u00f6z balas\u0131 kimi sevib, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qal\u0131rd\u0131. Balaca olmas\u0131na baxmayaraqa, artiq bir k\u0259ram\u0259t sahibi kimi tan\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131.Bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259clisl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f pis niyy\u0259tli adam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, \u201c buradan pis qoxu g\u0259lir\u201d- dem\u0259kl\u0259 b\u0259d niyy\u0259t adam\u0131n g\u0259li\u015fini anlatm\u0131\u015f, ham\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z k\u0259ram\u0259tin\u0259 inand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0259rib\u0259likl\u0259rind\u0259n biri d\u0259 o idi ki, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 bir barmaq enind\u0259n art\u0131q b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndi vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atanda sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fclg\u00fccl\u0259 t\u0259ra\u015f ed\u0259rdi. (Haqq\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kor P\u0259ri sonralar k\u0259ram\u0259tli t\u0259riq\u0259t sahibl\u0259rind\u0259n olmu\u015f, son n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0130nc\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259lib, Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u0259f\u0259ndinin m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s t\u00fcrb\u0259sini ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259r, m\u00f6vl\u00fcd m\u0259clisl\u0259ri qurub, m\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcdi- Kamilin\u0259 ilahi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 laylalar oxuyard\u0131.)<\/p>\n

H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini \u0130nc\u0259liy\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131ran H\u0259sib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Hac\u0131 Mahmud \u018ff\u0259ndinin evin\u0259 yetirib, q\u0131\u011f\u0131lcim kimi at\u0131ndan yer\u0259 s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131. H\u0259sib ( sonralar Qor\u011fa H\u0259sib kimi tan\u0131n\u0131b v\u0259 h\u0259min oca\u011f\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s amallar\u0131n\u0131n l\u0259yaq\u0259tli da\u015f\u0131y\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131ndan biri olub,\u201d Qoca baba\u201d- dey\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 Ha\u00e7\u0131 Mahmud \u0259f\u0259ndinin do\u011fmaca \u0259misi n\u0259v\u0259si idi). O, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Qoca babas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 sal\u0131b g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini oldu\u011fu kimi ona s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Bu x\u0259b\u0259rd\u0259n p\u0259ri\u015fan olan Hac\u0131 Mahnud \u0259f\u0259ndi sevimli dostu, l\u0259yaq\u0259tli \u015fagirdi olan Seyid Yasin \u018ff\u0259ndiy\u0259 \u00fcz t\u00fctaraq bel\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259di:
\n– Ey Seyid Yasin \u018ff\u0259ndi, H\u00fcrm\u0259lk xan\u0131m Haqq\u0131n d\u0259gahna qovu\u015fdu. O, bizim t\u0259riq\u0259t qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, l\u0259yad\u0259t v\u0259 pakl\u0131q aynam\u0131z idi. Biz onu l\u0259yaq\u0259tl\u0259 d\u0259fn edib, v\u0259siyy\u0259tin\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259liyik. S\u00f6z aras\u0131nda bir d\u0259f\u0259 vur\u011fulm\u0131\u015fdi ki, o zamn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc arzu-kam\u0131ma yetmi\u015f sanard\u0131m ki, s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn m\u0259ni \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259rinl\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 namaz qildi\u011f\u0131m o t\u0259p\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259fn ed\u0259s\u0259n, c\u0259naz\u0259 namaz\u0131m\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcn q\u0131lasan. Allah\u0131n \u0259mriyl\u0259 o m\u0259qam yeti\u015fdi. \u0130ndi bizim d\u0259 \u00f6z b\u00f6rcumuza \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259yimizin zaman\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Salahl\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n bir b\u00f6l\u00fck, \u0130nc\u0259li istiqam\u0259td\u0259n d\u0259 bir b\u00f6l\u00fck camaat \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lib, eyni zamanda H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k t\u0259p\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259nin t\u0259k m\u0259zar\u0131 ocaq yerin\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Ehsanat olaraq kimi h\u0259min m\u0259zar\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131n\u0131 h\u00f6rdurd\u00fc, kimi ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131 qoydu, kimi is\u0259 m\u0259zar\u0131 ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259p\u0259nin ba\u00e7\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r pill\u0259kan sald\u0131rd\u0131.
\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl sevdalar\u0131mla cilalay\u0131b, s\u00f6z k\u0259rpicl\u0259riyl\u0259 horm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fdi\u011f\u0131m bu balaca abid\u0259ni d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n bir ehsan kimi q\u0259bul el\u0259.<\/p>\n

Yer- g\u00f6y aras\u0131 Allaha yoldu,
\nYer cadar- cadar, g\u00f6y pu\u00e7ur-pu\u00e7ur.
\nPak \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 nurlu dil\u0259kl\u0259r
\nN\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259 u\u00e7ur, g\u00f6yl\u0259ri qucur.<\/p>\n

A\u011f bulud ahlar,- dil deyib a\u011flar,
\nUca da\u011flar\u0131n qa\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u0259r.
\nDolama yollar, sevdal\u0131 qollar,
\nBa\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u0259r, da\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Xirda \u00e7\u0131\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r, g\u00f6y b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259r,
\nAllah e\u015fq\u0131yl\u0259 qoxurlar yen\u0259.
\nAnadil qu\u015flar, sar\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r
\nSalavat deyib oxurlar yen\u0259…<\/p>\n

Yazd\u0131, yamaclar xal\u0131lar toxur,
\nCic\u0259kl\u0259r qoxur, b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r oxur.
\nQoxuyan oxur, oxuyan qoxur,
\nBu \u201cH\u018fMD\u0130\u201d s\u0259n\u0259, H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qaymaq dodaqd\u0131 sar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcstd\u0259 ar\u0131 im\u0259kl\u0259r.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k arzular, ar\u0131 dil\u0259kl\u0259r
\nBus\u0259mdi s\u0259n\u0259, H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Can evim q\u0259f\u0259s, ruhum a\u011f n\u0259f\u0259s,
\nBu s\u0259s, bu q\u0259f\u0259s Qurban\u0131nd\u0131- k\u0259s.
\nE\u015fqimd\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259s, qu\u015f a\u011fz\u0131mda s\u0259s
\nN\u0259\u011fm\u0259mdi s\u0259n\u0259, H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Dill\u0259rin lal\u0131- sev\u011fi m\u0259lal\u0131,
\nLeylinin xal\u0131, M\u0259cnunun hal\u0131,
\nLal\u0259nin al\u0131, ay\u0131n camal\u0131
\nHal\u0259mdi s\u0259n\u0259, H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qarada a\u011flar, a\u011fda qaralar,
\nG\u00f6zd\u0259 qoralar, ah \u00e7\u0259kib a\u011flar.
\nMeyv\u0259li ba\u011flar, b\u0259hr\u0259li ta\u011flar
\nT\u00f6hv\u0259mdi s\u0259n\u0259, H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259…<\/p>\n

\u018fsdi k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r, d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc l\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nG\u00fcld\u00fc\u201df\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r\u201d, \u00f6ld\u00fc m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r.
\nSolan dil\u0259kl\u0259r, qanl\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r
\nLal\u0259mdi s\u0259n\u0259, H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr ar\u0131lar, saral\u0131r ba\u011flar,
\nS\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr ta\u011flar, t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr da\u011flar.
\nSin\u0259md\u0259 da\u011flar, g\u00f6z\u00fcm qan a\u011flar,
\n\u00dcmid ver m\u0259n\u0259,H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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  1 S\u00dcBH DUASI Sarma\u015f\u0131b, qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b Ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 suya. Yarp\u0131zlar titr\u0259\u015fir, Qoxuya- qoxuya. Sevdal\u0131 \u00e7ay ax\u0131r, Oxuya- oxuya. G\u00f6r nec\u0259 m\u0259st olub, Ay \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki mah, \u015e\u0131r\u015f\u0131rlar p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldar- Allah, Allah, Allah! Bayat\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir Gec\u0259nin n\u0259f\u0259si, Yoxlu\u011fun s\u0259sidi, \u0130saq- Musaq s\u0259si. Qovu\u015fur varl\u0131\u011fa \u0130lahi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si… A\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r g\u00fcl kimi, Q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259n sabah, C\u0259h-c\u0259h vurur qu\u015flar- Allah, Allah, Allah! \u018friyir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6050,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[22],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7504"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7504"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7504\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7505,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7504\/revisions\/7505"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6050"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7504"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7504"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7504"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}