{"id":7584,"date":"2014-12-29T12:30:40","date_gmt":"2014-12-29T08:30:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7584"},"modified":"2014-12-29T13:38:42","modified_gmt":"2014-12-29T09:38:42","slug":"gunel-eyvazli-isopya-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7584","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel Eyvazl\u0131 –\u0130sopiya (hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Yanma! At\u0259\u015f soyuqdur. S\u0259n ondan qorxdu\u011fundan s\u0259ni yand\u0131rar. Kibritin \u00fczr\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259n alova diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax, ist\u0259s\u0259n barma\u011f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fmaz. B\u0259lk\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b s\u0259nin d\u0259rin\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 toxuna bil\u0259r.O s\u0259ni sevs\u0259, k\u00fcl olma\u011f\u0131na imkan verm\u0259z. Nec\u0259 ki, minillikl\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri ba\u011fl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 at\u0259\u015fd\u0259 yand\u0131r\u0131lan \u0130brahimi alov salamat saxlad\u0131. Az\u0259rin o\u011flu yana bilm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

Onun daxilind\u0259 q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m var idi. Od onu sevirdi. \u018fg\u0259r, daxilind\u0259 q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m varsa birg\u0259 at\u0259\u015fl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Buza b\u0259nz\u0259s\u0259n qarla, istiy\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259s\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fl\u0259 dost olacaqsan. Bax, i\u00e7ind\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259zdirirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Yol s\u0259ni hara ist\u0259s\u0259n apara bil\u0259r. S\u0259n hara getm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bilirs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n

Qarad\u0259rili qad\u0131n gec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr. B\u0259yaz \u0259ndaml\u0131 xan\u0131m, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rin birind\u0259 dar k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 il\u0259 harasa gedir. Eyvanda bir ki\u015fi siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131r. Qur\u015fa\u011fa q\u0259d\u0259r soyunmu\u015f, gec\u0259nin istisind\u0259n soyunmu\u015f. At\u0259\u015f barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131r. O is\u0259 hiss etmir. Xan\u0131m\u0131n \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 toxunan s\u0259rin meh, donunu k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259ndirir. Eyvandan baxan erk\u0259k, \u00e7arpay\u0131da qoydu\u011fu qad\u0131n\u0131 unudub. B\u0259yaz \u0259ndaml\u0131 bu xan\u0131m haradan g\u0259lir?<\/p>\n

S\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259\u00e7i m\u0259nim eyvan\u0131ma bax\u0131r. Dey\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259n h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r bu qad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m. Sabah olacaq, yen\u0259 bu xan\u0131m buradan ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k. Gec\u0259l\u0259r qarad\u0259rili qad\u0131n kimi gizl\u0259nib, g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn sual\u0131. Bu qad\u0131n haradan g\u0259lir?<\/p>\n

Bu m\u0259hl\u0259nin a\u011fsaqqal\u0131 qad\u0131nlara inanm\u0131r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, o k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131d\u0131r deyir. Zaman is\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 demir. Susur. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r eyvanda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n erk\u0259k is\u0259, bu xan\u0131m\u0131, n\u0259z\u0259ri il\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Xan\u0131m is\u0259 he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u00fcr. B\u0259lk\u0259 kims\u0259 qon\u015fu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 avtomobilini saxlay\u0131b? H\u0259, o avtomobil bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 oradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu saatda buradan ke\u00e7ir. \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, bu xan\u0131m qon\u015fu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 bu avtomobild\u0259n enib, \u00f6z evin\u0259 gedir. F\u0259rziyy\u0259.<\/p>\n

Saat\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259ri s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6vr edir. Eynil\u0259 yer kimi. B\u0259s onun enerjisi t\u00fck\u0259ns\u0259 nec\u0259 olacaq? H\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni sualla bir g\u0259nc \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t edir. Onun ba\u015fqa d\u0259rdi yoxdur. Yerin qatlar\u0131n\u0131 ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r. N\u00fcv\u0259, mantiya. O, co\u011frafiya, geologiya il\u0259 maraqlan\u0131r. A\u011flag\u0259lm\u0259z t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7irir evind\u0259. Saat, batareya il\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir. B\u0259s yer? B\u0259s s\u0259n? Enerji. Hardand\u0131r bu enerji? Niy\u0259 insan\u0131 yand\u0131rm\u0131r? B\u0259lk\u0259 yand\u0131r\u0131r?<\/p>\n

Hindistanda bir insan r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi. Bir ulduz al\u0131\u015fa-al\u0131\u015fa yer\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. B\u00f6y\u00fck tonqal qalad\u0131lar. M\u0259rhumu ata\u015fl\u0259 qovu\u015fdurdular.<\/p>\n

Od-alov-at\u0259\u015f-tonqal. Eyni m\u0259fhumun m\u00fcxt\u0259lif adlar\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 100 ad\u0131 var. Kim bilir?<\/p>\n

S\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 olduqca, d\u00fcnya d\u00f6n\u00fcr. D\u00fcnya h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tdir. H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131n, ya\u015fay\u0131rsan dem\u0259kdir. Saat\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bi r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 yeriyir. Zaman\u0131n hans\u0131sa nam\u0259lum bir vaxt\u0131, s\u0259n art\u0131q d\u00fcnyada olmayacaqsan. Harda olacaqsan? Olaca\u011f\u0131n yer, bu yer q\u0259d\u0259r maraql\u0131d\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 nam\u0259lum oldu\u011fundan maraql\u0131d\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l oldu\u011funu bils\u0259n, daha tez oraya getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259rs\u0259n. Amma, axir\u0259t\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0130sopiyadan m\u00fctl\u0259q ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u0130sopiya. Orada g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f s\u0259nin ixtiyar\u0131ndad\u0131r. Onun harada durmas\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r. S\u0259n fikr\u0259n onun istiqam\u0259tini d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bilirs\u0259n. B\u0259lk\u0259 doyunca yatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t q\u00fcrubda saxlayacaqsan. Amma, deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 oralar o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ldir ki, s\u0259n he\u00e7 yatmaq ist\u0259m\u0259zs\u0259n. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini boynundan as\u0131b, sin\u0259n \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259zdir\u0259rs\u0259n. H\u0259tta qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 \u0259linl\u0259 qopara bil\u0259rs\u0259n. S\u0259n orada hiss\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259r v\u0259 yenid\u0259n birl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bir-l\u0259\u015f. Tam-la\u015f. \u0130ki n\u0259sn\u0259 qovu\u015fur. Bir-l\u0259\u015fir. Bir olur.<\/p>\n

Budama, \u0259lind\u0259ki z\u0259rb al\u0259tin\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk vuraraq ruhlar\u0131 k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Bu g\u00fcn o \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k. \u0130sopiyaya yol alacaq.<\/p>\n

Yol alacaq- yol onu aparacaq – o yola ged\u0259c\u0259k- yol olacaq.<\/p>\n

Burada b\u0259zil\u0259ri axar \u00e7ay olar. B\u0259zil\u0259ri \u015fam kimi \u0259riy\u0259r. B\u0259zil\u0259ri torpaq olar.<\/p>\n

Burada g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ba\u011flasan da g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n. Vaxtil\u0259 arzulad\u0131qlar\u0131n s\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131nda dayanar. S\u0259n \u0259n \u00e7ox arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7\u0259rs\u0259n. B\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa, uca da\u011flar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, ka\u015f bu h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u00fc a\u015fard\u0131m demi\u015fdin. \u0130ndi ayaqlar\u0131n s\u0259ni ist\u0259diyin yer\u0259 aparar. \u018fl\u00e7atmaz zirv\u0259l\u0259r, \u0259l\u00e7atan olar. K\u00f6rp\u0259likd\u0259 arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n oyuncaqlar g\u00f6yd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli g\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 s\u0259rinl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qar ist\u0259mi\u015fdin. Bax, lopa-lopa ya\u011far. \u018fn \u00e7ox anan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. O s\u0259ni \u0130sopiyada g\u0259lib tapar. A\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259kli, nur \u00fczl\u00fc anan, bir a\u011fac\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 oturar. H\u0259zin s\u0259si il\u0259 laylay oxuyar. S\u0259n enli g\u00f6vd\u0259li a\u011faca yax\u0131nla\u015farsan. Anan\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n. Dem\u0259k ki, anan da s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Amma, bel\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259, ufaq, dinm\u0259z \u015f\u0259kild\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnki g\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc ac\u0131lam\u0131\u015fd\u0131n anan\u0131. O da d\u00f6n\u00fcb s\u0259n\u0259 \u201cDilin qurusun\u201d demi\u015fdi. Sonra y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 t\u00f6vb\u0259 etmi\u015fdi. Sonra s\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259lki kimi qay\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. Amma dediyin s\u00f6z\u00fc he\u00e7 unutmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi eyni qay\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 s\u0259ni yenid\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. B\u0259lk\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n hans\u0131sa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda s\u0259hv\u0259 yol verib. B\u0259lk\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fczg\u00fcn t\u0259rbiy\u0259 verm\u0259yib dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Ke\u00e7mi\u015f s\u0259hvl\u0259ri d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, s\u0259ni yenid\u0259n do\u011fdu, \u0259zizl\u0259di. Missiyas\u0131n\u0131 rahat \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irdikd\u0259n sonra rahat ged\u0259c\u0259k o d\u00fcnyaya.<\/p>\n

\u0130sopiya arzular\u0131n realla\u015fma m\u0259kan\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130sopiya s\u0259hvl\u0259rin b\u0259rpa edildiyi m\u0259kand\u0131r. Ham\u0131n\u0131n yolu buradan ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Orada insanlar enerjil\u0259rini birl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259r\u0259k g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qald\u0131rarlar. K\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259hv olar.<\/p>\n

\u0130sopiyada s\u0259n, s\u0259nin ixtayar\u0131ndasan. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259zalar\u0131n s\u0259nin \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259dir. T\u0259bi\u0259t bel\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 tabedir. Barma\u011f\u0131nla s\u0259man\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rsan. Buludlar\u0131 silirs\u0259n. \u018flinl\u0259 ay \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n. Ulduz \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n. S\u00f6z yaz\u0131rsan .<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn kimi deyil. G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 o t\u0259r\u0259fi g\u00f6rm\u0259yi bacar. Burada insanlar bir-birl\u0259rinin i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259rl\u0259r. Qap\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259zl\u0259r, qap\u0131 a\u00e7mazlar. \u00d6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib, ba\u015fqalar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131lma\u011f\u0131 bacararlar.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259yaz, haval\u0131 qad\u0131n \u0130sopiyaya t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. O asta-asta, k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n dal\u011falanan sa\u00e7lar\u0131 il\u0259 dar k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7ir. Y\u00fcng\u00fcl parf\u00fcm \u0259tri, eyvanda dayanan ki\u015fini bihu\u015f edir. O, qu\u015f olub eyvandan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 u\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir. Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n qa\u011fay\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fcr. Xan\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurur. Bir n\u0259f\u0259r- qa\u011fay\u0131lar d\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Deyir. Kim deyir ki, qa\u011fay\u0131lar m\u00fctl\u0259q d\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda olmal\u0131d\u0131r?<\/p>\n

Xan\u0131m is\u0259 dar k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131r, add\u0131mlay\u0131r. Qa\u011fay\u0131 yol boyu onu m\u00fc\u015fay\u0259t edir. Edir. Xan\u0131m arabir qolundak\u0131 saata bax\u0131r. Saat s\u0259kkizdir. Tam s\u0259kkiz.<\/p>\n

Qa\u011fay\u0131, insan olub xan\u0131m\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayan\u0131r. \u018fll\u0259rini yar\u0131\u00e7\u0131lpaq b\u0259d\u0259ni \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7arpazlay\u0131r. Xan\u0131m onun i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259n ke\u00e7ib bloka daxil olur. Pill\u0259l\u0259r il\u0259 yuxar\u0131 qalx\u0131r. Qalxd\u0131qca pill\u0259l\u0259r bitmir. \u018fg\u0259r o bitm\u0259sini ist\u0259s\u0259ydi bit\u0259rdi. Uzun yol var qar\u015f\u0131da. N\u0259hay\u0259t binan\u0131n dam\u0131na \u00e7at\u0131r. Ayaqlar\u0131 \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fckd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya boylan\u0131r.
\nGedimmi? Getm\u0259yimmi? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. N\u0259hay\u0259t fikrini q\u0259til\u0259\u015fdirir.<\/p>\n

A\u011f paltarl\u0131 qad\u0131n, bir b\u0259yaz l\u0259l\u0259k kimi, b\u0259yaz qar kimi yer\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r. S\u00fckut…<\/p>\n

Qarad\u0259rili qad\u0131n, o\u011flu Budaman\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r d\u00fcnyas\u0131na yola sal\u0131r. O\u011flunun son d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 z\u0259rb al\u0259tini daha \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yir. Qulaq bat\u0131ran ritm alt\u0131nda var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r. Ham\u0131 onun d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli s\u0259sin\u0259 qulaq as\u0131r. Qaranl\u0131qda he\u00e7 kim onu g\u00f6rm\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Budaman\u0131n h\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n anas\u0131na yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lir. Onun \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzular\u0131ndan biri idi anas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259yaz g\u00f6rm\u0259k. El\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259r g\u00fcn pill\u0259l\u0259ri qalxan v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc atmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n anas\u0131, son anda fikrini d\u0259yi\u015fib ev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 is\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fcr. Budama, h\u0259min dar k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 boylan\u0131b, z\u0259rif add\u0131mlarla ir\u0259lil\u0259y\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Bir qa\u011fay\u0131n\u0131, onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurdu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Anas\u0131n\u0131 intihardan saxlaya bilmir.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da, bu d\u00fcnyaya m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmir. Sad\u0259c\u0259 dua edir. Anas\u0131n\u0131, yer\u0259 sakit, a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131z d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, b\u0259yaz qara d\u00f6nm\u0259sini arzulay\u0131r. Bel\u0259 d\u0259 olur.<\/p>\n

Budama, uzun-uzad\u0131, a\u011fac\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 oturub, k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 balas\u0131n\u0131 ox\u015fayan, ona laylay dey\u0259n b\u0259yaz qad\u0131na bax\u0131r. V\u0259 ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259rk\u0259n, qarad\u0259rili do\u011fulmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015f\u00fckr edir.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0259kir. Sonra \u0259n sevimli oyuncaqlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 verir. Anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcr. Anas\u0131 onu tan\u0131masa da, o tan\u0131y\u0131r. Onunla bir yerd\u0259 oldu\u011funa sevinir.<\/p>\n

\u0130sopiya. H\u0259m uzaqd\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 yax\u0131n. B\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 onun i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7mis\u0259n. Amma, hiss etm\u0259mis\u0259n. B\u0259lk\u0259 h\u0259min anda n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rdin. Amma, d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259din. H\u0259r \u015fey \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 ik\u0259n, \u0259lind\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131n. H\u0259r \u015fey su kimi barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. H\u0259yat\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259s q\u0259d\u0259r ani oldu. Bitdi.
\n\u00c7ox ke\u00e7mir ki, qocal\u0131rsan. \u00c7ox ke\u00e7mir ki, yata\u011fa m\u0259hkum olursan. \u00c7ox ke\u00e7mir ki, g\u0259ncliyind\u0259 etdiyin s\u0259hvl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n. Aldatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131. Sevdiy o\u011flan\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 sill\u0259 vurdu\u011fun o\u011flunu. B\u0259sdir \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k, dediyin anan\u0131. Aldatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n insan\u0131. Aldand\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259qamlar\u0131. Yolu ke\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n tapdad\u0131\u011f\u0131n qar\u0131\u015fqan\u0131. S\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l a\u00e7an v\u0259 ovuclar\u0131 bo\u015f qay\u0131dan dil\u0259n\u00e7ini. Uzun ill\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 oturdu\u011fun, sonra unutdu\u011fun skamyan\u0131. Yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q kitab\u0131n\u0131. Sevir\u0259m dem\u0259diyin q\u0131z\u0131. Sevir\u0259m dem\u0259diyin o\u011flan\u0131. \u00c7ox \u015feyi d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rdin. D\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259din. Amma, bu m\u0259kan\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na inan. \u0130sopiya, s\u0259hvl\u0259rini d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sonuncu \u015fans\u0131nd\u0131r. Yararlan.<\/p>\n

T\u0259ng-n\u0259f\u0259s ev\u0259 qay\u0131dan erk\u0259k, yataqda qoydu\u011fu xan\u0131m\u0131 tapm\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn evi g\u0259zir. B\u00fct\u00fcn qap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131r, amma, tapm\u0131r. Onu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Deyirl\u0259r laqeydlikd\u0259n \u00e7ox bezdi. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r, ota\u011f\u0131ndan yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f sevdiyini axtard\u0131. Sevdiyi ki\u015fini, bir xan\u0131m\u0131n ard\u0131nca ged\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 p\u0259ri\u015fan d\u00f6n\u0259rk\u0259n, bir avtomobild\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n insan, ona \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k verdi. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k ba\u015fqas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn al\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin sahibi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Dem\u0259k ki, qism\u0259t onun idi. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri ald\u0131, qon\u015fu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni saatda ke\u00e7\u0259n avtomobil\u0259 mindi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik getdi.<\/p>\n

Budama h\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onu is\u0259, yaln\u0131z qa\u011fay\u0131lar g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Yanma! At\u0259\u015f soyuqdur. S\u0259n ondan qorxdu\u011fundan s\u0259ni yand\u0131rar. Kibritin \u00fczr\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259n alova diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax, ist\u0259s\u0259n barma\u011f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fmaz. B\u0259lk\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b s\u0259nin d\u0259rin\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 toxuna bil\u0259r.O s\u0259ni sevs\u0259, k\u00fcl olma\u011f\u0131na imkan verm\u0259z. Nec\u0259 ki, minillikl\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri ba\u011fl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 at\u0259\u015fd\u0259 yand\u0131r\u0131lan \u0130brahimi alov salamat saxlad\u0131. Az\u0259rin o\u011flu yana bilm\u0259zdi. Onun daxilind\u0259 q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m var idi. Od onu sevirdi. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7584"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7584"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7584\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7602,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7584\/revisions\/7602"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7584"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7584"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7584"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}