{"id":7618,"date":"2015-01-12T16:31:03","date_gmt":"2015-01-12T12:31:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7618"},"modified":"2015-01-12T16:31:03","modified_gmt":"2015-01-12T12:31:03","slug":"guls%c9%99n-l%c9%99tifxan-az%c9%99r-v%c9%99-aida-adasi-romandan-hiss%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7618","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n L\u018fT\u0130FXAN –AZ\u018fR v\u0259 A\u0130DA adas\u0131 (romandan hiss\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Xris\u00adto\u00adfor ba\u00adba\u00adma xey\u00adrat ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addik. Ta\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n eh\u00adsan ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259, xey\u00adra\u00adt\u0131n har\u00adda ke\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adri\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00adyi haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda or\u00adta\u00adya at\u00add\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 sual\u00adla\u00adra anam qey\u00adri-m\u00fc\u0259y\u00ady\u0259n ca\u00advab\u00adlar s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adr\u0259k bil\u00addir\u00addi ki, gu\u00adya m\u0259r\u00adhum \u00f6z\u00fc v\u0259\u00adsiy\u00ady\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyib ki, ona xey\u00adrat ver\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r. Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m, -\u00f6l\u00fc d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n ev\u00add\u0259n hal\u00adva iyi \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r, -de\u00addi v\u0259 hal\u00adva \u00e7al\u00add\u0131. Ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n “\u00fc\u00ad\u00e7\u00fcn\u00add\u0259” v\u0259 “yed\u00addi\u00adsin\u00add\u0259” is\u0259 ax\u00ad\u015fam anam plov d\u0259m\u00adl\u0259\u00addi v\u0259 \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adba bu an\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 ai\u00adl\u0259\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 \u0259n m\u0259\u00adhr\u0259m adam\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 d\u0259\u00adv\u0259t el\u0259\u00addi. H\u0259\u00admin g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n\u00adzi\u00adli\u00admi\u00adzin g\u00f6r\u00adk\u0259\u00admin\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 ye\u00adni\u00adlik n\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adr\u0259 \u00e7ar\u00adp\u0131r\u00add\u0131. B\u0259\u00add\u0259n\u00adnu\u00adma g\u00fcz\u00adg\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn d\u0259, g\u00fcz\u00adg\u00fc\u00adl\u00fc ser\u00advan\u00adt\u0131n da \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 a\u011f m\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adf\u0259 \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, te\u00adle\u00advi\u00adzo\u00adru, ra\u00addio\u00adnu s\u00f6n\u00add\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc\u00adl\u0259r, h\u0259r iki n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m qa\u00adra ge\u00adyi\u00adnir\u00addi v\u0259 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00ads\u0259, o g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r m\u0259\u00adni m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259 get\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qoy\u00admur\u00addu\u00adlar.
\nH\u0259r \u015fey\u00add\u0259 uy\u00ad\u011fun\u00adsuz\u00adluq n\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adr\u0259 \u00e7ar\u00adp\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Qo\u00adnaq\u00adlar g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, sa\u00adkit\u00adc\u0259 otu\u00adrur\u00addu\u00adlar v\u0259 sa\u00adkit\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 qal\u00adx\u0131b da\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. H\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00admiz\u00add\u0259 yad, ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131z adam\u00adlar pey\u00adda olur\u00addu\u00adlar v\u0259 h\u0259r\u00add\u0259n b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc h\u0259\u00ady\u0259t\u00add\u0259n ara\u00adlan\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Ai\u00adl\u0259\u00admiz\u00add\u0259, de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u0259s\u0259b\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ta\u00adr\u0131\u00adma \u00e7\u0259\u00adkil\u00admi\u015f\u00addi. Xris\u00adto\u00adfor ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n d\u00fcz on g\u00fcn son\u00adra Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m Mosk\u00adva\u00adya yo\u00adla d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc. San\u00adki onun ge\u00addi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259n ya\u00ad\u015fa dol\u00addum. \u018fg\u0259r s\u0259\u00adnin ba\u00adban d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 d\u0259\u00adyi\u00ad\u015fir\u00ads\u0259 v\u0259 s\u0259n bu\u00adna qa\u00adnu\u00adnauy\u00ad\u011fun hal ki\u00admi ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00adsan, fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00ads\u0259n ki, bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda -bir g\u00fcn g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n, bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 get\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00addir, am\u00adma bir d\u0259 var ki, s\u0259\u00adnin se\u00advim\u00adli n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adni g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 -zor\u00adla s\u0259n\u00add\u0259n ay\u0131\u00adra\u00adlar… fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00ads\u0259n, biz bir d\u0259 ha\u00ad\u00e7an\u00adsa g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00adyik\u00admi? G\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n o q\u0259\u00adrib, q\u00fcr\u00adb\u0259t di\u00adyar\u00adda m\u0259\u00adnim b\u0259d\u00adb\u0259xt n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admi n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir? M\u0259n in\u00addi-in\u00addi an\u00adla\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131m ki, Xris\u00adto\u00adfor ba\u00adbam \u00f6z \u00f6l\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc il\u0259 ca\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da\u00adha b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck ac\u0131\u00adlar\u00addan qur\u00adta\u00adr\u0131b, am\u00adma \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam\u00addan ba\u015f\u00adqa onun haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015fan yox\u00addu.
\n– Ya\u00adz\u0131q Xos\u00adrov, b\u0259d\u00adb\u0259xt Xos\u00adrov, – \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam \u00f6z dos\u00adtu\u00adnu be\u00adl\u0259 ox\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. – o Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00addan get\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00admir\u00addi, ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 ara\u00adm\u0131z\u00addan get\u00addi ki, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri bir\u00add\u0259n h\u0259ll el\u0259\u00adsin. M\u0259n onu do\u011f\u00adma qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131m ki\u00admi is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim. N\u0259 ol\u00adsun ki, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni idi? Ki\u00ad\u015fi adam\u00add\u0131, na\u00admus\u00adlu, eti\u00adbar\u00adl\u0131, da\u015f\u00adnak\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 da, bi\u00adzim ki\u00admi, g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc yox\u00addu. Ha\u00ady\u0131f ki, be\u00adl\u0259 n\u0259\u00adcib in\u00adsan\u00adlar\u00addan na\u00adn\u0259\u00adcib\u00adl\u0259r d\u0259 t\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00adyir, ney\u00adn\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n? Ki\u00admin a\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00adna g\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi ki, Xos\u00adro\u00advun Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u015f o\u011f\u00adlu Ye\u00adre\u00adva\u00adna \u00e7a\u00adtan ki\u00admi da\u015f\u00adna\u00adka \u00e7ev\u00adri\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn al\u0259\u00admi iy\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259r? M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir ki, Xos\u00adro\u00advu el\u0259 onun d\u0259r\u00addi \u00f6l\u00add\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. Be\u00adl\u0259 bir d\u0259rd, \u015f\u00fcb\u00adh\u0259 et\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m ki, ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00f6l\u00add\u00fc\u00adr\u0259r!
\nBa\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n di\u00adzi \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 m\u00fcr\u00adg\u00fc vu\u00adran Tu\u00adtu da el\u0259 bil \u00f6z sa\u00adhi\u00adbi\u00adnin n\u0259\u00add\u0259n\u00ads\u0259 na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131 ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu an\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b ona \u00e7\u0259p-\u00e7\u0259p bax\u00add\u0131, am\u00adma ba\u00adbam \u00f6z fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259 uca s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259 \u0259sas\u00adlan\u00add\u0131r\u00admaq q\u0259\u00adra\u00adr\u0131\u00adna g\u0259l\u00addi:
\n– Be\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fey olar, sapsa\u011f\u00adlam o\u011f\u00adlun ola-ola yed\u00addi da\u011f\u00addan o yan\u00adda s\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna\u00adcaq ax\u00adta\u00adra\u00adsan? T\u0259k, yal\u00adq\u0131z qa\u00adla\u00adsan? B\u0259s o, o\u011f\u00adlu n\u0259\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00add\u00fcb? \u018fg\u0259r bu qo\u00adca ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda da bu o\u011ful ona yi\u00ady\u0259 dur\u00adma\u00adya\u00adcaq\u00adsa, onu ta\u00adle\u00adyin ix\u00adti\u00adya\u00adr\u0131\u00adna bu\u00adra\u00adxa\u00adcaq\u00adsa, ona o\u011ful de\u00adm\u0259k olar\u00adm\u0131? T\u0259\u00ads\u0259v\u00adv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bil\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m ki, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u00f6m\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adm\u0131\u015f qo\u00adca ar\u00advad or\u00adda ne\u00adc\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00adda\u00adcaq? B\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 d\u0259 Xos\u00adro\u00advun b\u0259x\u00adti g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi, vax\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adn\u0131 t\u0259rk el\u0259\u00addi? N\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, h\u0259r hal\u00adda he\u00adyif Xos\u00adrov\u00addan, ya\u00adz\u0131q, za\u00adval\u00adl\u0131…
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XXIII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

O qor\u00adxu\u00adlu g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 qo\u00adhum\u00adlar ax\u00ad\u015fam\u00adlar bi\u00adz\u0259 top\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Am\u00adma az da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, da\u00adha \u00e7ox x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 qu\u00adlaq as\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Te\u00adle\u00advi\u00adzi\u00adya il\u0259 de\u00admok\u00adra\u00adti\u00adya v\u0259 a\u015f\u00adkar\u00adl\u0131q p\u0259r\u00add\u0259\u00adsi al\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda mas\u00adka\u00adlan\u00adm\u0131\u015f “Krunk” v\u0259 “Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f” ki\u00admi m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adfi\u00adz\u0259\u00adkar t\u0259\u015f\u00adki\u00adlat\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda du\u00adran\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n, mil\u00adli m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adqi\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adni da\u00adha da alov\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00adran qor\u00adxunc \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan par\u00ad\u00e7a\u00adlar s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adrir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Ekstre\u00admist\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin xalq\u00adlar ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda ya\u00adran\u00adm\u0131\u015f u\u00e7u\u00adru\u00admu da\u00adha da d\u0259\u00adrin\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addir\u00adm\u0259k m\u0259q\u00ads\u0259\u00addi\u00adl\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u00adkil et\u00addik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri mi\u00adtinq\u00adl\u0259r ca\u00advan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyin\u00add\u0259 b\u0259d xas\u00ads\u0259\u00adli yo\u00adlu\u00adxu\u00adcu x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259r mey\u00adda\u00adna g\u0259\u00adtir\u00admi\u015f, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 b\u0259rk\u00add\u0259n-bo\u015f\u00addan \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adg\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 t\u0259\u00adsir el\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addi. Mil\u00adl\u0259\u00adtin “ba\u015f\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131” \u00f6z po\u00adpu\u00adlist \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda m\u00fc\u0259m\u00adma\u00adl\u0131 fakt\u00adla\u00adra is\u00adti\u00adnad edir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, m\u00f6v\u00adcud ta\u00adri\u00adxi, iq\u00adti\u00adsa\u00addiy\u00adya\u00adt\u0131 sax\u00adta\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar ki, g\u0259r\u00adgin\u00adlik bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259 \u015fid\u00add\u0259t\u00adl\u0259n\u00adsin. Ye\u00adre\u00advan\u00adda Te\u00adatr mey\u00adda\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda ba\u015f ve\u00adr\u0259n ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 ca\u00advab ola\u00adraq Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adn\u0131n Le\u00adnin mey\u00adda\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda da y\u00fcz min\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 adam top\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 on\u00adlar da bu m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adqi\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adnin \u0259da\u00adl\u0259t\u00adli h\u0259l\u00adli\u00adni, se\u00adpa\u00adrat\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n m\u0259\u00adsu\u00adliy\u00ady\u0259\u00adt\u0259 c\u0259lb olun\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 t\u0259\u00adl\u0259b el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Am\u00adma Sov. \u0130KP MK -n\u0131n ba\u015f ka\u00adti\u00adbi Qor\u00adba\u00ad\u00e7ov \u00f6z \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda ba\u015f ve\u00adr\u0259n qan\u00adl\u0131 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00addur\u00adma\u00adlar\u00addan d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259l\u00admi\u015f v\u0259 \u00fcmid\u00adsiz\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00admi\u015f xal\u00adqa ya\u00adlan\u00ad\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259d\u00adl\u0259r ve\u00adrir\u00addi, \u0259s\u00adlin\u00add\u0259 is\u0259, laq\u00adq\u0131r\u00adt\u0131 vu\u00adrur, a\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015f\u00adkar ifa\u00add\u0259\u00adbaz\u00adl\u0131q el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi:
\n– No\u00advoye – eto xo\u00adro\u00ad\u015fo za\u00adb\u0131\u00adtoye sta\u00adroye!
\nH\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn \u0259v\u00adv\u0259\u00adli\u00adni rus di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi v\u0259 son\u00adra da s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addi ki, 1905, 1918-20-ci il\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 ara qa\u00adr\u0131\u00ad\u015fan\u00adda, in\u00adqi\u00adlab tu\u00adfan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 g\u0259\u00adlib Qaf\u00adqa\u00adza \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan\u00adda er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r ey\u00adni sse\u00adna\u00adri il\u0259 mey\u00adda\u00adna at\u0131\u00adl\u0131b\u00adlar. El\u0259 in\u00addi d\u0259 bi\u00adzim xal\u00adq\u0131n unut\u00adqan\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00addan is\u00adti\u00adfa\u00add\u0259 ed\u0259n er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni “r\u0259h\u00adb\u0259r\u00adl\u0259r” sa\u00add\u0259 xal\u00adq\u0131n ara\u00ads\u0131\u00adna d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259n\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adlik to\u00adxu\u00admu s\u0259\u00adpir\u00adl\u0259r ki, rus\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u0259li il\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adca\u00adn\u0131n da\u00adha bir par\u00ad\u00e7a tor\u00adpa\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 qo\u00adpart\u00ads\u0131n\u00adlar… D\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda qlo\u00adbal\u00adla\u015f\u00adma, in\u00adteq\u00adra\u00adsi\u00adya pro\u00adses\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ge\u00addir, xalq\u00adlar, mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00adl\u0259r qay\u00adna\u00ady\u0131b-qa\u00adr\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r, bun\u00adlar da gu\u00adya “a\u00ad\u011f\u0131l\u00adl\u0131” \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131b\u00adlar, fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00adl\u0259r ki, \u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin m\u00fcs\u00adt\u0259s\u00adna bir mil\u00adl\u0259t ol\u00adduq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ne\u00adc\u0259 s\u00fc\u00adbut et\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r ki, \u00f6z\u00adg\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin he\u00adsa\u00adb\u0131\u00adna ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ads\u0131n\u00adlar. \u00dcmu\u00admi g\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc xe\u00adyir\u00adxah \u0259m\u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 y\u00f6\u00adn\u0259lt\u00adm\u0259k \u0259v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adn\u0259 bu ac\u00adg\u00f6z in\u00adsan\u00adc\u0131q\u00adlar ye\u00adn\u0259 \u00f6z k\u00f6h\u00adn\u0259 x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 m\u00fcb\u00adt\u0259\u00adla olub\u00adlar; q\u0259\u00adrar\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131b\u00adlar ki, bir za\u00adman Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adca\u00adn\u0131n Si\u00ads\u00adyan, Qa\u00adfan, Ma\u00adsis ki\u00admi \u0259z\u0259\u00adli, ata-ba\u00adba tor\u00adpaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 “qo\u00adpart\u00add\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131” ki\u00admi in\u00addi d\u0259 Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u00ad\u011fa “bar\u00admaq qoy\u00adsun\u00adlar”. Rus\u00adlar de\u00admi\u015f\u00adk\u0259n, ka\u00adkov pop-to\u00adkov i pri\u00adxod! K\u0259nd\u00adxu\u00adda\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6r – k\u0259n\u00addi \u00e7ap! On\u00adlar bu bia\u00adb\u0131r\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 yal\u00adn\u0131z Qar\u00adba\u00ad\u00e7ov ki\u00admi bir t\u0259l\u00adx\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ar\u00adxa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b t\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Onun ye\u00adri si\u00adya\u00ads\u0259t yox, sirk\u00addi. Be\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259t ba\u015f\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00ads\u0131 olar?! Biz n\u0259 \u00fcz\u00adl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015fik?
\nA\u00adtam da \u0259mi\u00admin s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 q\u00fcv\u00adv\u0259t ver\u00addi:
\n– B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m ha\u00adki\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adt\u0259 bi\u00adzim \u018fli\u00adyev g\u0259l\u00ads\u0259y\u00addi, he\u00e7 be\u00adl\u0259 bia\u00adb\u0131r\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla\u00adra yol ve\u00adr\u0259r\u00addi? Kreml\u00add\u0259 ikin\u00adci \u015f\u0259x\u00adsiy\u00ady\u0259t o idi, am\u00adma ha\u00adki\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adt\u0259 onu yox, t\u0259l\u00adx\u0259k Mi\u015f\u00adka\u00adn\u0131 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, ni\u00ady\u0259? \u00c7\u00fcn\u00adki \u018fli\u00adyev az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131 idi, So\u00advet \u0130t\u00adti\u00adfa\u00adq\u0131\u00adn\u0131n az\u00adsay\u00adl\u0131 xalq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan bi\u00adri\u00adni t\u0259m\u00adsil el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi. Am\u00adma bi\u00adzim par\u00adti\u00adya xa\u00addim\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admiz Q\u0259r\u00adbi ra\u00adsizm\u00add\u0259 q\u0131\u00adna\u00adyan\u00adda a\u011f\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna \u00e7ul\u00adlu dov\u00ad\u015fan s\u0131\u011f\u00adm\u0131r. H\u0259\u00adl\u0259 ha\u00adra\u00ads\u0131\u00add\u0131, Qor\u00adba\u00ad\u00e7ov on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 qu\u00adru yer\u00add\u0259 qo\u00adya\u00adcaq, xo\u00adru\u00adzun quy\u00adru\u00ad\u011fu in\u00addi\u00add\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr. Qoy d\u0259r\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r \u0259m\u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin b\u0259h\u00adr\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni.
\nKim\u00ads\u0259 di\u00adnib-da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00adsa da, bu s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259\u00adt\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adda\u00adxi\u00adl\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259 atam k\u0259\u00adtan ki\u00admi a\u011far\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. Ara\u00adda si\u00adqa\u00adret \u00e7\u0259k\u00adm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ey\u00adva\u00adna \u00e7\u0131x\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 tez d\u0259 qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00add\u0131:
\n– \u0130na\u00adn\u0131n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259, bur\u00addan ba\u00adr\u0131t qo\u00adxu\u00adsu g\u0259\u00adlir! – Atam de\u00addi, – er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r Qor\u00adba\u00ad\u00e7o\u00advu da \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b\u00adlar, onun ac\u00adg\u00f6z ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131 Rai\u00adsa\u00adn\u0131 da! Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni lob\u00adbi\u00adsi bo\u015f ye\u00adr\u0259 ona d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n \u0259n qiy\u00adm\u0259t\u00adli bril\u00adyant\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan bi\u00adri\u00adni ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b ki? On\u00adlar bi\u00adlir\u00adl\u0259r, \u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni ha\u00adra uza\u00add\u0131r\u00adlar, i\u015f\u00adta\u00adha\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b\u00adlar, bu g\u00fcn Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u00ad\u011f\u0131n da\u00adva\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 el\u0259\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r, sa\u00adbah Nax\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adva\u00adn\u0131 is\u00adt\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r. \u00c7ox ma\u00adraq\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r, q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n m\u0259\u00adlum ol\u00addu ki, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n pul fon\u00addu da var. Bir so\u00adru\u00ad\u015fan da ol\u00adma\u00add\u0131 ki, har\u00addan\u00add\u0131 bu fond? Be\u00adl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131r\u00adm\u0131 ki, rus\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 “Xalq h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adka\u00adt\u0131” qoy\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu bu b\u0259\u00adla \u00e7ox\u00addan d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcl\u00adm\u00fc\u015f bir sse\u00adna\u00adri\u00adnin bir b\u00f6\u00adl\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00add\u00fcr?! B\u0259s biz ney\u00adn\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015fik? Sus\u00admu\u00ad\u015fuq, ya da xalq\u00adlar dost\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fun\u00addan d\u0259m vur\u00admu\u00ad\u015fuq…
\nSon g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi\u00adyi sar\u00ads\u0131n\u00adt\u0131\u00adlar\u00addan ta\u00admam so\u00adlub-sa\u00adral\u00adm\u0131\u015f anam da s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259\u00adt\u0259 qa\u00adr\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131:
\n– Ba\u00adxan\u00adda ada\u00adm\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi bu\u00adla\u00adn\u0131r, ar\u00adtist\u00addi ha\u00adm\u0131\u00ads\u0131, – de\u00addi, – bo\u015f ye\u00adr\u0259 Ye\u00adre\u00adva\u00adn\u0131n m\u0259r\u00adk\u0259\u00adzi\u00adni Te\u00adatr mey\u00adda\u00adn\u0131 ad\u00adlan\u00add\u0131r\u00adm\u0131r\u00adlar ki?
\n\u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam da d\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fc\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra \u00f6z s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc de\u00addi:
\n– H\u0259, be\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259\u00adlum olar ki, bi\u00adzim qon\u00ad\u015fu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z a\u011f\u0131l\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ta\u00admam iti\u00adrib\u00adl\u0259r, na\u00adhaq ye\u00adr\u0259 de\u00admir\u00adl\u0259r ki, a\u011f\u0131l\u00addan kor olun\u00adca, g\u00f6z\u00add\u0259n ma\u00ady\u0131f olum…
\nTe\u00adle\u00advi\u00adzi\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r\u00adl\u0259\u00adri er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin \u0259sa\u00ads\u0259n son g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r t\u00f6\u00adr\u0259t\u00addik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri v\u0259h\u00ad\u015fi\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259r haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda idi. M\u0259\u00adlum ol\u00addu ki, on\u00adlar \u015eu\u00ad\u015fa\u00adya ge\u00add\u0259n su k\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00adri\u00adni, Xo\u00adca\u00adl\u0131\u00adya ge\u00add\u0259n k\u00f6r\u00adp\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc part\u00adla\u00add\u0131b\u00adlar, i\u00e7\u0259\u00adri\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar olan av\u00adto\u00adbu\u00adsu gi\u00adrov g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcb\u00adl\u0259r, s\u0259r\u00adni\u00ad\u015fin\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin bir ne\u00ad\u00e7\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni di\u00adri-di\u00adri yan\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131b\u00adlar. \u018fn son x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r is\u0259 na\u00addir a\u011fac\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 il\u0259 Q\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 ka\u00adti\u00adba, ta\u00adri\u00adx\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n Top\u00adxa\u00adna me\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 erm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin od vur\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 idi. V\u0259 t\u0259\u00adbii ki, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r d\u0259 bi\u00adlir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u00ad\u011f\u0131n \u0259f\u00adsa\u00adn\u0259\u00advi ha\u00adki\u00admi N\u00fc\u00ad\u015fa\u00adb\u0259 \u00f6z qo\u00ad\u015fun\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bu me\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00add\u0259 giz\u00adl\u0259\u00addib\u00admi\u015f ki, Ma\u00adke\u00addo\u00adni\u00adya\u00adl\u0131 \u0130s\u00adg\u0259n\u00add\u0259\u00adrin qo\u00ad\u015fu\u00adnu\u00adnu m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adsi\u00adr\u0259\u00ady\u0259 al\u00ads\u0131n. Top\u00adxa\u00adna me\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adsi\u00adnin ta\u00adri\u00adxi \u00f6n\u0259\u00admi Ba\u00adk\u0131 ca\u00admaa\u00adt\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adrin Le\u00adni\u00adnin ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adyan m\u0259r\u00adk\u0259\u00adzi mey\u00adda\u00adn\u0131\u00adna t\u00f6k\u00add\u00fc. Bir za\u00adman\u00adlar bu mey\u00addan\u00adda il\u00add\u0259 iki d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 n\u00fc\u00adma\u00adyi\u015f ke\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adri\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi; 1 may\u00adda v\u0259 7 no\u00adyabr\u00adda. Son za\u00adman\u00adlar, son g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r is\u0259 bu mey\u00addan de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, bo\u00ad\u015fal\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131, ha\u00adm\u0131 d\u0259r\u00addi\u00adnin \u0259la\u00adc\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bur\u00adda ax\u00adta\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da bir d\u0259rd bir\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi\u00adrir\u00addi. Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f d\u0259r\u00addi!
\nHa\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259r il\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131m s\u00fc\u00adr\u0259\u00adti il\u0259 in\u00adki\u00ad\u015faf edir\u00addi. Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r, de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir in\u00adsan m\u0259s\u00adk\u0259\u00adnin\u00add\u0259 qan ax\u0131\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Am\u00adma n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00ads\u0259 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin \u0259m\u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6z yu\u00adman Kreml Ye\u00adre\u00advan\u00adda, Xan\u00adk\u0259n\u00addin\u00add\u0259 yox, Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda f\u00f6v\u00adq\u0259\u00adla\u00add\u0259 v\u0259\u00adziy\u00ady\u0259t elan et\u00adm\u0259k q\u0259\u00adra\u00adr\u0131\u00adna g\u0259l\u00addi. So\u00advet r\u0259h\u00adb\u0259r\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adnin \u0259m\u00adri il\u0259 Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni “boe\u00advik”\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin at oy\u00adnat\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f\u00adda, Ye\u00adre\u00advan\u00adda yox, m\u0259hz Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda yan\u00adva\u00adr\u0131n 19-dan 20-n\u0259 ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n ge\u00adc\u0259 dinc n\u00fc\u00adma\u00adyi\u015f\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adl\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00adl\u0259\u00adba\u00adran olun\u00addu. \u0130ki\u00adli si\u00adya\u00ads\u0259t ye\u00adri\u00add\u0259n M\u0259r\u00adk\u0259\u00adzin g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259\u00adri\u00ad\u015fi\u00adl\u0259 So\u00advet qo\u00ad\u015fun\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 t\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfin\u00add\u0259n si\u00adlah\u00ads\u0131z in\u00adsan\u00adla\u00adra – qo\u00adca\u00adla\u00adra, u\u015faq\u00adla\u00adra, qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adla\u00adra at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131l\u00add\u0131; “r\u0259\u00ad\u015fa\u00add\u0259t\u00adli” Q\u0131\u00adz\u0131l Or\u00addu\u00adnun tank\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 f\u0259r\u00adqi\u00adn\u0259 var\u00adma\u00addan o ge\u00adc\u0259 har\u00adda can\u00adl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fc\u00ads\u0259, t\u0131r\u00adt\u0131l\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n al\u00adt\u0131\u00adna sal\u00add\u0131, Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adn\u0131 al qa\u00adna bo\u00adya\u00add\u0131.
\nO ge\u00adc\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan ta\u00adri\u00adxi\u00adn\u0259 Qa\u00adra Yan\u00advar ki\u00admi d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc. XI Q\u0131\u00adz\u0131l Or\u00addu mey\u00adda\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda q\u0131\u00adz\u0131l or\u00addu b\u00f6l\u00adm\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin o ge\u00adc\u0259 ax\u0131t\u00add\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 qan\u00adlar, t\u00f6\u00adr\u0259t\u00addik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri v\u0259h\u00ad\u015fi\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259r bu ta\u00adri\u00adxi \u0259ra\u00adzi\u00adnin ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 d\u0259\u00adyi\u015f\u00addi. XI Q\u0131\u00adz\u0131l Or\u00addu mey\u00adda\u00adn\u0131 bay\u00adram\u00addan bay\u00adra\u00adma ya\u00adda d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc, 20 Yan\u00advar xi\u00adya\u00adba\u00adn\u0131\u00adna is\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u0259k\u00adlil qo\u00adyur\u00adlar. M\u0259hz o ge\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u0259n se\u00advim\u00adli is\u00adti\u00adra\u00adh\u0259t gu\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adsi -Da\u00ad\u011f\u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc Park n\u0259\u00adh\u0259ng q\u0259\u00adbi\u00adris\u00adtan\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011fa \u00e7ev\u00adril\u00addi, ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 xalq ver\u00addi: \u015e\u0259\u00adhid\u00adl\u0259r Xi\u00adya\u00adba\u00adn\u0131!\u00ad A\u00adz\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan ma\u00adt\u0259m i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 idi; d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259n is\u0259 a\u015f\u00adkar\u00adca se\u00advi\u00adnir\u00addi. Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adl\u0259\u00adri az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 So\u00advet h\u00f6\u00adku\u00adm\u0259\u00adti il\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 qo\u00adya bil\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00ads\u0131z in\u00adsan\u00adlar so\u00advet \u0259s\u00adg\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin ni\u00ad\u015fan\u00adga\u00adh\u0131\u00adna \u00e7ev\u00adril\u00admi\u015f\u00addi.<\/p>\n

XXIV F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259\u00adziy\u00ady\u0259\u00adtin be\u00adl\u0259 g\u0259r\u00adgin\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi\u00adyi bir za\u00adman\u00adda ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni, ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131n qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ter\u00adror t\u0259\u015f\u00adki\u00adla\u00adt\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u00fcz\u00adv\u00fc olan v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adf\u0259 sa\u00adhi\u00adbi kim bi\u00adlir n\u0259\u00adl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir\u00addi? \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam h\u0259m ata\u00adma, h\u0259m d\u0259 qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 h\u0259r an t\u0259\u00adqib, t\u0259z\u00adyiq g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n \u0259mim H\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 h\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adcan\u00adla\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Atam \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 eti\u00adraf edir\u00addi ki, qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131 ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 t\u0259z\u00adyi\u00adq\u0259 m\u0259\u00adruz qa\u00adla bi\u00adl\u0259r, am\u00adma o, Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admi Mosk\u00adva\u00adya yo\u00adla sa\u00adlan\u00addan son\u00adra ya bir xey\u00adli y\u00fcn\u00adg\u00fcl\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, ya da q\u0259s\u00add\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u015f\u0259n, nik\u00adbin apa\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131, h\u0259r hal\u00adda ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adm\u0131z bi\u00adlir\u00addik ki, bi\u00adzim ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adni g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n t\u0259h\u00adl\u00fc\u00adk\u0259 Ru\u00adben da\u00ady\u0131\u00adm\u0131n sat\u00adq\u0131n\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r; o, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ter\u00adror d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 qo\u00ad\u015ful\u00admaq\u00adla bi\u00adzim ai\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259 el\u0259 bir l\u0259\u00adk\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adrib ki, ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131l\u00admaz v\u0259\u00adziy\u00ady\u0259t\u00add\u0259 qo\u00adyub. Anam ev\u00add\u0259 k\u00f6l\u00adg\u0259 ki\u00admi do\u00adla\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131, b\u0259\u00adli, k\u00f6l\u00adg\u0259 ki\u00admi-s\u0259s\u00adsiz, s\u0259\u00admir\u00adsiz. Tez-tez m\u0259\u00adni qu\u00adcaq\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. El\u0259 o g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin bi\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 bi\u00adzim d\u0259\u00admir qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adla\u00adra ye\u00adni q\u0131\u00adf\u0131l\u00adlar sal\u00add\u0131\u00adlar v\u0259 atam, anam bu ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259r d\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259r\u00adhal an\u00adla\u00add\u0131m k\u00adi, bu n\u0259\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc\u00add\u00fcr? Am\u00adma biz \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcz d\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131q ki, ev\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00adyaq.
\nBir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 ge\u00adc\u0259 ya\u00adr\u0131 yu\u00adxu\u00addan oyan\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b atam\u00adla ana\u00adm\u0131n de\u00adyi\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi ol\u00addu. G\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc a\u00e7an ki\u00admi bil\u00addim ki, tam an\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131l\u00adma\u00adyan s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259r m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259x\u00add\u0259n g\u0259\u00adlir. M\u0259n sa\u00adkit\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259h\u00adliz\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259\u00adx\u0259 ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q qa\u00adp\u0131\u00addan on\u00adla\u00adra g\u00f6z qoy\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. M\u0259t\u00adb\u0259x \u015fka\u00adf\u0131\u00adna s\u00f6y\u00adk\u0259n\u00admi\u015f anam ata\u00adma el\u0259 z\u0259nd\u00adl\u0259 ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, sanki onu bi\u00adrin\u00adci d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 idi ki, g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. O ana q\u0259\u00add\u0259r ara\u00adda n\u0259 s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259t ol\u00admu\u015f\u00addu, Al\u00adlah bi\u00adlir, am\u00adma o an\u00adda anam so\u00adru\u015f\u00addu:
\n– D\u00fc\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc de, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adna ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 pe\u00ad\u015f\u00adman de\u00adyil\u00ads\u0259n ki?
\nA\u00adtam bu sua\u00adla d\u0259r\u00adhal ca\u00advab ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Ki\u00ad\u015fi at\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 ad\u00add\u0131\u00adma g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 pe\u00ad\u015f\u00adman ol\u00adma\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131, -de\u00addi, -s\u0259n yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adsan v\u0259 biz qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adl\u0131q\u00adl\u0131 m\u0259\u00adh\u0259b\u00adb\u0259\u00adti\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 ca\u00advab ola\u00adraq ai\u00adl\u0259 qur\u00admu\u00ad\u015fuq, s\u0259n\u00adc\u0259, \u00f6z\u00adg\u0259 m\u0259n ney\u00adn\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m ki, h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 bir pe\u00ad\u015f\u00adman da olam?
\n– Yox, m\u0259n ba\u015f\u00adqa \u015fe\u00adyi \u00f6y\u00adr\u0259n\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim, – anam de\u00addi, – sua\u00adl\u0131 ba\u015f\u00adqa c\u00fcr qo\u00adyu\u00adram v\u0259 yal\u00adva\u00adr\u0131\u00adram ki, d\u00fcz\u00adg\u00fcn ca\u00advab ve\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n? Xa\u00adhi\u015f edi\u00adr\u0259m ki…
\nA\u00adtam hik\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00admi\u015f hal\u00adda, in\u00adcik s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259 ana\u00adm\u0131n s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc k\u0259s\u00addi:
\n– B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m m\u0259n bir\u00add\u0259n-iki\u00ady\u0259 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ya\u00adlan s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m?
\n– On\u00adda m\u0259\u00adni agah el\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm, bu g\u00fcn… y\u0259\u00adni b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn bu ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra s\u0259n er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni q\u0131\u00adz\u0131y\u00adla ev\u00adl\u0259\u00adn\u0259r\u00ads\u0259n?
\nA\u00adtam ma\u00adsa\u00adn\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259\u00adki q\u0131p\u00adq\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 q\u0131\u00adzar\u00add\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f su\u00adxa\u00adr\u0131\u00adlar\u00addan bi\u00adri\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcb fi\u00adkir\u00adli-fi\u00adkir\u00adli a\u011f\u00adz\u0131\u00adna qoy\u00addu, am\u00adma el\u0259 bil m\u0259q\u00ads\u0259\u00addi bu su\u00adxa\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ye\u00adm\u0259k yox, di\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda ovu\u00adla-ovu\u00adla \u00e7\u0131\u00adxart\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adri na\u00adra\u00adhat d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 qa\u00adr\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131r\u00admaq\u00add\u0131. Atam bu sua\u00adl\u0131n ca\u00adva\u00adb\u0131\u00adn\u0131 o q\u0259\u00add\u0259r yu\u00adbat\u00add\u0131 ki, anam \u015fkaf\u00addan ara\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131 m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259x k\u0259\u00adti\u00adli\u00adn\u0259 qoy\u00addu. N\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t ki, atam dil\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi:
\n– \u018fg\u0259r s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259t m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n ge\u00addir\u00ads\u0259… V\u0259 s\u0259n xa\u00adhi\u015f edir\u00ads\u0259n ki, m\u0259n d\u00fc\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyim, o da g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcz \u00fcs\u00adt\u0259. He\u00e7 vaxt ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259z\u00addim er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni q\u0131\u00adz\u0131y\u00adla!!! Bi\u00adrin\u00adci, ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ki, m\u0259n bu g\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adn\u0131 se\u00adv\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m, lap d\u0259\u00adli\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 vu\u00adrul\u00adsam be\u00adl\u0259, o e\u015f\u00adqi q\u0259l\u00adbim\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0131\u00adxart\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vu\u00adrub \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi\u00admi part\u00adla\u00adda\u00adram, he\u00e7 o e\u015f\u00adqin izi-to\u00adzu da qal\u00admaz! \u0130kin\u00adci\u00adsi d\u0259, bu g\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015f\u00adkar in\u00adsan qa\u00adn\u0131\u00adna su\u00adsa\u00adyan bir xal\u00adq\u0131n q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ne\u00adc\u0259 sev\u00adm\u0259k olar?
\nA\u00adtam g\u00fcc\u00adl\u0259 n\u0259\u00adf\u0259s al\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Bir\u00add\u0259n ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 a\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131 sa\u00adl\u0131b ovuc\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ara\u00ads\u0131\u00adna al\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n bu za\u00adman onun ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda xey\u00adli a\u011f t\u00fck\u00adl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fcm v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, bu a\u011f t\u00fck\u00adl\u0259r bir g\u00fcn qa\u00adbaq ata\u00adm\u0131n ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda ol\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b, ata\u00adm\u0131n sa\u00e7\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 bir ge\u00adc\u0259\u00adnin i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 a\u011fa\u00adr\u0131b.
\nA\u00adnam as\u00adta\u00addan:
\n– S\u0259\u00admi\u00admi da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 sa\u011f ol, – de\u00addi, – s\u0259\u00admi\u00admi da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259.
\nA\u00adtam da as\u00adta\u00addan dil\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi:
\n– M\u0259n s\u0259\u00adnin q\u0259l\u00adbi\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259y\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00admir\u00addim, Ka\u00adri\u00adna, – de\u00addi, – ax\u0131, s\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n ki, m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc kim\u00ads\u0259n.
\n– M\u0259n \u0259s\u00adla in\u00adci\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, -anam de\u00addi, -s\u0259n ba\u015f\u00adqa c\u00fcr ca\u00advab ve\u00adr\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259z\u00addin. \u018fg\u0259r s\u0259n ba\u015f\u00adqa c\u00fcr ca\u00advab ver\u00ads\u0259y\u00addin, \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 bax\u00admaz\u00add\u0131m inan ki! S\u0259n ta\u00adma\u00admi\u00adl\u0259 haq\u00adl\u0131\u00adsan…
\n– Bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n\u00admi, \u0259zi\u00adzim, m\u0259n s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 a\u015fiq olan\u00adda g\u00fc\u00adz\u0259\u00adra\u00adn\u0131 il\u0259 diq\u00adq\u0259t \u00e7\u0259\u00adk\u0259n \u00e7ox\u00admil\u00adl\u0259t\u00adli bir d\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259\u00adtin adi t\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adri idim v\u0259 “qar\u00adda\u015f” er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni xal\u00adq\u0131\u00adn\u0131n q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adna qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 sev\u00adgi\u00add\u0259 he\u00e7 bir q\u0259\u00adba\u00adh\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00adm\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm; ax\u0131, \u00fcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adlik d\u0259, bu er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni q\u0131\u00adz\u0131 da m\u0259\u00adnim ki\u00admi k\u00f6k\u00adl\u00fc ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adl\u0131 idi. V\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim d\u0259 mil\u00adli \u0259n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259, di\u00adni eti\u00adqa\u00adda n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 ol\u00adsa\u00adlar da, ax\u0131r\u00adda s\u0259\u00adni q\u0259\u00adbul el\u0259\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, -atam g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u00fcn\u00add\u00fc, – h\u0259t\u00adta atam de\u00addi ki, su ki gir\u00addi qa\u00adba, ol\u00addu i\u00e7\u00adm\u0259\u00adli…
\nBu ata\u00adlar s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259\u00adk\u0259n\u00add\u0259 anam da g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Ya\u00add\u0131m\u00adda\u00add\u0131r, – de\u00addi, – ha\u00adm\u0131\u00ads\u0131 ya\u00add\u0131m\u00adda\u00add\u0131r.
\nA\u00adtam s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 da\u00advam el\u0259\u00addi:<\/p>\n

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– M\u0259n har\u00addan bi\u00adl\u0259y\u00addim ki, bi\u00adzim So\u00advet d\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259\u00adti\u00admi\u00adzi el\u0259 bu er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni “qar\u00adda\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n” \u0259m\u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri da\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adda\u00adcaq? On\u00adlar ta\u00adri\u00adxi \u015f\u0259\u00adrait\u00add\u0259n ya\u00adrar\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00adlar v\u0259 \u00f6z qon\u00ad\u015fu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna q\u0259\u00adbir qaz\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. \u00c7\u00fcn\u00adki di\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 \u015fi\u00adr\u0259 qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 \u0259s\u00adrin \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 bol\u00ad\u015fe\u00advik\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin t\u0259z\u00adyiqi il\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan on\u00adla\u00adra \u00f6z ata-ba\u00adba tor\u00adpaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r o za\u00adman az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar bil\u00ads\u0259y\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adz\u0259\u015f\u00adt\u0259 get\u00addik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri \u0130r\u0259\u00advan xan\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda rus\u00adlar ye\u00adni er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni d\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259ti ya\u00adra\u00adda\u00adcaq\u00adlar v\u0259 \u00f6z g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259k m\u0259q\u00ads\u0259d\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni h\u0259\u00adya\u00adta ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu d\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259\u00adtin c\u0259l\u00adlad\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna ar\u00adxa\u00adla\u00adna\u00adcaq\u00adlar, y\u0259\u00adqin ki, bol\u00ad\u015fe\u00advik\u00adl\u0259r he\u00e7 c\u00fcr on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 yo\u00adla g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259z\u00addi. Bu\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir ki, bu ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra n\u0259 bir az\u0259n\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131 ca\u00advan er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adna vu\u00adru\u00adlar, n\u0259 onun\u00adla ai\u00adl\u0259 qu\u00adrar, \u0259g\u0259r biz\u00add\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259\u00adsi pey\u00adda ol\u00adsa, de\u00adm\u0259k, onun n\u0259 qey\u00adr\u0259\u00adti var, n\u0259 vic\u00adda\u00adn\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi. Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin m\u0259\u00adnim xal\u00adq\u0131\u00adm\u0131 d\u00fc\u00ad\u00e7ar et\u00addik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri bu f\u0259\u00adla\u00adk\u0259t\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra biz on\u00adla\u00adra \u0259n qa\u00adt\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259n ki\u00admi ya\u00adna\u015f\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00ady\u0131q. V\u0259 bu nif\u00adr\u0259t, kin-k\u00fc\u00addu\u00adr\u0259t ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adl\u0259n\u00addir.
\nBu s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn ta\u00adma\u00adm\u0131n\u00adda o, g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni iri a\u00e7a\u00adraq bir xey\u00adli ana\u00adm\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 zil\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 da\u00advam el\u0259\u00addi:
\n– S\u0259n\u00adc\u0259, ikin\u00adci d\u00fcn\u00adya m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra y\u0259\u00adhu\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r bir y\u0259\u00adhu\u00addi\u00adnin al\u00adman q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adna ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 ne\u00adc\u0259 ba\u00adxar\u00add\u0131\u00adlar? Bu sua\u00adl\u0131n ca\u00adva\u00adb\u0131 m\u0259n\u00adsiz d\u0259 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ay\u00add\u0131n\u00add\u0131… Am\u00adma bir mil\u00adl\u0259\u00adtin m\u0259h\u00advi\u00adn\u0259 apa\u00adran o d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r m\u00f6v\u00adcud olan ni\u00adgah\u00adla\u00adra ba\u015f\u00adqa g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259 bax\u00admaq la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131r. T\u0259\u00adbii ki, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yol\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131 se\u00e7\u00addi\u00adyim is\u00adt\u0259k\u00adli qa\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131 son n\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adsi\u00adm\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r m\u00fc\u00adda\u00adfi\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00ady\u0259m. S\u0259n v\u0259 el\u0259\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 bi\u00adzim dost\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z, ta\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z, Ba\u00adk\u0131 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin \u00e7o\u00adxu l\u0259\u00adya\u00adq\u0259t\u00adli in\u00adsan\u00adlar\u00add\u0131, m\u0259n bu\u00adna \u0259mi\u00adn\u0259m, mil\u00adl\u0259t uc\u00addan\u00adtut\u00adma a\u011f\u0131l\u00addan b\u0259\u00adla ola bil\u00adm\u0259z. Da\u015f\u00adnak\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n az\u0259r\u00adba\u00adyan\u00adl\u0131\u00adla\u00adra qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6\u00adr\u0259t\u00addi\u00adyi v\u0259h\u00ad\u015fi\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn mil\u00adl\u0259\u00adti q\u0131\u00adna\u00admaq, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn mil\u00adl\u0259\u00adti dam\u00ad\u011fa\u00adla\u00admaq ol\u00admaz! M\u0259n tam \u0259mi\u00adn\u0259m: az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar\u00adla er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin qo\u00adhum\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adna g\u0259\u00adti\u00adrib \u00e7\u0131\u00adxa\u00adran b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn qa\u00adr\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131q ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259r bu g\u00fcn bi\u00adzim in\u00addi \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admiz ac\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259r: b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn in\u00adsa\u00adni duy\u00ad\u011fu\u00adlar, d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259r p\u0259\u00adr\u0259n-p\u0259\u00adr\u0259n olub. Ne\u00adc\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00adl\u0131, n\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259\u00adli? A\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131 ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00adsan saq\u00adqal\u00add\u0131, yu\u00adxa\u00adr\u0131 ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00adsan b\u0131\u011f…
\nA\u00adnam ata\u00adma ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 onu qu\u00adcaq\u00adla\u00add\u0131. On\u00adlar bir xey\u00adli be\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259 qal\u00add\u0131\u00adlar v\u0259 bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, bu m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin g\u0259\u00adlib be\u00adl\u0259 bir h\u0259d\u00add\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 atam anam\u00addan da\u00adha \u00e7ox \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir. \u00dcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259n ke\u00e7\u00addi ki, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 at\u0131m v\u0259 onu sa\u00adkit\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi\u00adrim, am\u00adma d\u0259r\u00adhal da bu fi\u00adkir\u00add\u0259n da\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00add\u0131m, ax\u0131, \u0259n g\u0259r\u00adgin an\u00adlar\u00adda be\u00adl\u0259 t\u0259m\u00adki\u00adni\u00adni itir\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n, ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin ma\u00adhiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00adni in\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259-in\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259 bir qay\u00adda ola\u00adraq “bu bi\u00adrin\u00adci\u00adsi, bu ikin\u00adci\u00adsi, bu da \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00adc\u00fc\u00ads\u00fc” de\u00ady\u0259 m\u0259q\u00ads\u0259\u00addi\u00adni s\u00fc\u00adbu\u00adta ye\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n atam ola bil\u00adm\u0259z\u00addi ki, \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131\u015f yo\u00adlu tap\u00adma\u00ads\u0131n, s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259\u00adt\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q\u00adl\u0131 bir n\u00f6q\u00adt\u0259 qoy\u00adma\u00ads\u0131n…
\nA\u00adra\u00adya \u00e7\u00f6k\u00adm\u00fc\u015f d\u0259\u00adrin s\u00fc\u00adku\u00adtu anam poz\u00addu:
\n– Mu\u00adrad, \u0259zi\u00adzim, h\u0259r hal\u00adda be\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00admaq ol\u00admaz…
\nA\u00adtam dil\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00addi.
\n– Biz \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131\u015f yo\u00adlu tap\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00ady\u0131q, -anam as\u00adta\u00addan de\u00addi, – n\u0259 is\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00adyik.
\nA\u00adtam q\u00fcs\u00ads\u0259 il\u0259 ca\u00advab ver\u00addi:
\n– Bi\u00adzim bir yo\u00adlu\u00admuz var: \u00fcmid\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00admaq v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259k!
\nA\u00adna\u00adm\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ya\u00ad\u015far\u00add\u0131:
\n– N\u0259\u00adyi g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259k? – de\u00addi, – han\u00ads\u0131 \u00fcmid\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00admaq? Ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f ki, ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri qay\u00adta\u00adra bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adrik. Am\u00adma g\u0259\u00adr\u0259k ai\u00adl\u0259\u00admi\u00adzin \u015f\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfi\u00adni qo\u00adru\u00adyaq. R\u0259s\u00admi ola\u00adraq, biz on\u00adsuz da \u00e7ox\u00addan ay\u00adr\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131q, el\u0259 is\u0259 bi\u00adzim bir yer\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n n\u0259 m\u0259\u00adna\u00ads\u0131? B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m bu ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00admaq\u00add\u0131? S\u0259\u00adnin bir sa\u00adni\u00ady\u0259 d\u0259 dinc\u00adli\u00adyin yox\u00addur, d\u0259\u00adli ola bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00ads\u0259n, ax\u0131? M\u0259n vax\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addim ki, xa\u00adri\u00adc\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259k, Av\u00adro\u00adpa \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin bi\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n s\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna\u00adcaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00ady\u0259k, s\u0259n q\u0259\u00adti \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 eti\u00adraz el\u0259\u00addin, de\u00addin ki, V\u0259\u00adt\u0259\u00adni t\u0259rk ed\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m. \u0130n\u00addi d\u0259 de\u00adyi\u00adr\u0259m Mosk\u00adva\u00adya ge\u00add\u0259k, he\u00e7 m\u0259\u00adni e\u015fit\u00adm\u0259k d\u0259 is\u00adt\u0259\u00admir\u00ads\u0259n. \u0130n\u00addi is\u0259 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 yal\u00adva\u00adr\u0131\u00adram, ayaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adr\u0259m, qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda diz \u00e7\u00f6\u00adk\u00fc\u00adr\u0259m ki, n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r ki, gec de\u00adyil, he\u00e7 ol\u00adma\u00adsa, bi\u00adzi Mosk\u00adva\u00adya g\u00f6n\u00add\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n!
\nA\u00adtam hey\u00adr\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni ana\u00adm\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 zil\u00adl\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, ne\u00adc\u0259 y\u0259\u00adni bi\u00adzi? -de\u00addi, -b\u0259\u00ady\u0259m s\u0259\u00adnin anan Mosk\u00adva\u00adda de\u00adyil?
\nA\u00adna\u00adm\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n gi\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adn\u0259n ya\u015f\u00adlar ya\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda bir-bi\u00adri\u00adni ta\u00adpan\u00adda anam de\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 s\u00f6z d\u0259 tap\u00add\u0131:
\n– M\u0259n “biz” de\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259, q\u0131\u00adz\u0131m\u00adla \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc n\u0259\u00adz\u0259r\u00add\u0259 tu\u00adtu\u00adram.
\nA\u00adtam m\u00f6v\u00adqe\u00adyi\u00adni d\u0259r\u00adhal bil\u00addir\u00addi:
\n– Ka\u00adri\u00adna, bir d\u0259 m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n be\u00adl\u0259 xa\u00adhi\u015f el\u0259\u00adm\u0259, -de\u00addi, -bi\u00adrin\u00adci v\u0259 ax\u0131\u00adr\u0131n\u00adc\u0131 d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 ol\u00adsun. Ya\u00add\u0131n\u00adda sax\u00adla: bi\u00adrin\u00adci\u00adsi, m\u0259n o ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n de\u00adyi\u00adl\u0259m ki, ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131\u00adm\u0131 v\u0259 u\u015faq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131 q\u00fcr\u00adb\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u00f6n\u00add\u0259\u00adr\u0259m, ikin\u00adci\u00adsi, bi\u00adzi n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir, bi\u00adz\u0259 n\u0259 ola\u00adcaq bil\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m, am\u00adma m\u0259\u00adnim q\u0131\u00adz\u0131m do\u011f\u00adma v\u0259\u00adt\u0259\u00adnin\u00add\u0259 b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k!
\nO, bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 yum\u00adru\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu d\u00fc\u00ady\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adyib ma\u00adsa\u00adya el\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u00add\u0131 ki, \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259\u00adki ko\u00adfe fin\u00adcan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adsi bir s\u0259m\u00adt\u0259 d\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131r\u00adlan\u00add\u0131. Atam c\u0259ld ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n qal\u00adx\u0131b qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adna \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan n\u0259 var\u00adsa ha\u00adm\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 t\u0259\u00adpik\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259-t\u0259\u00adpik\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ey\u00adva\u00adna \u00e7\u0131x\u00add\u0131. M\u0259n h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 he\u00e7 za\u00adman onu be\u00adl\u0259 q\u0259\u00adz\u0259b\u00adli, be\u00adl\u0259 kin\u00adli g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addim. Qorx\u00admu\u015f, a\u011far\u00adm\u0131\u015f anam i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. M\u0259n q\u0259t el\u0259\u00addim ki, \u00f6z ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma ke\u00ad\u00e7im, am\u00adma q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n ey\u00advan\u00adda el\u0259 bir tap\u00adp\u0131l\u00adt\u0131, \u015fap\u00adp\u0131l\u00adt\u0131 e\u015fit\u00addim ki, \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc. Qorx\u00addum: “Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131, atam bu d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131b ki, ey\u00adva\u00adn\u0131 da\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00add\u0131r?” Am\u00adma bir\u00add\u0259n qu\u00adla\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma ata\u00adm\u0131n inil\u00adti\u00adsi g\u0259l\u00addi. D\u0259r\u00adhal ey\u00adva\u00adna at\u0131\u00adl\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc ona ye\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259, onu ye\u00adr\u0259 s\u0259\u00adril\u00admi\u015f hal\u00adda, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 s\u0131\u00adn\u0131b-da\u00ad\u011f\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f ban\u00adka\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n, \u015f\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259 qab\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fcm. Bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 onun si\u00adf\u0259\u00adtin\u00add\u0259 el\u0259 d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli ifa\u00add\u0259 ya\u00adran\u00add\u0131 ki, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 h\u0259\u00adyat \u0259la\u00adm\u0259\u00adti qal\u00adma\u00add\u0131; o bomboz bo\u00adzar\u00add\u0131. O an\u00adda ana\u00adm\u0131n ne\u00adc\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u00adq\u0131r\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 qu\u00adlaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m\u00addan \u00e7\u0259\u00adkil\u00admir…
\nA\u00adta\u00adm\u0131 in\u00adfarkt – mio\u00adkard diaq\u00adno\u00adzu il\u0259 x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adxa\u00adna\u00adya yer\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Onun m\u00fca\u00adli\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi q\u0131rx g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi v\u0259 bu q\u0131rx g\u0131n \u0259r\u00adzin\u00add\u0259 anam onun yas\u00adt\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00addan \u00e7\u0259\u00adkil\u00adm\u0259\u00addi; san\u00adki \u015fa\u00adm\u0131n ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna do\u00adla\u00adnan p\u0259r\u00adva\u00adn\u0259-m\u0259\u00adl\u0259k idi. G\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi v\u0259 iki saat\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011fa onu \u0259v\u0259z el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi. O m\u00fcd\u00add\u0259t \u0259r\u00adzin\u00add\u0259 anam ox ki\u00admi ev\u0259 qa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131r\u00add\u0131, yu\u00adyu\u00adnub-da\u00adra\u00adn\u0131b qa\u00ady\u0131\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 atam\u00adla ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 sual\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bir-bi\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 ca\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131; san\u00adki iki sa\u00adat yox, iki ay idi ata\u00adm\u0131n ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00addan ay\u00adr\u0131l\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131. O, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 q\u0259\u00adtiy\u00ady\u0259n fi\u00adkir ver\u00admir\u00addi. N\u0259\u00adn\u0259m, ba\u00adbam \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar ki, m\u0259\u00adni q\u00fcs\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qoy\u00adma\u00ads\u0131n\u00adlar, am\u00adma m\u0259n ata\u00adma g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 i\u00e7im\u00add\u0259 \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir\u00addim v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc \u00e7ox b\u0259d\u00adb\u0259xt hiss el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim… Atam sa\u00ad\u011fa\u00adl\u0131b x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adxa\u00adna\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan\u00adda pro\u00adfes\u00adsor ana\u00adm\u0131n f\u0259\u00adda\u00adkar\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 x\u00fc\u00adsu\u00adsi\u00adl\u0259 qeyd el\u0259\u00addi: de\u00addi ki, tib\u00adbi per\u00adso\u00adna\u00adl\u0131n xid\u00adm\u0259\u00adti \u00f6z ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259, x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adni be\u00adl\u0259 tez sa\u00ad\u011fal\u00add\u0131b-dir\u00ad\u00e7\u0259l\u00add\u0259n ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131 ol\u00addu. Atam ana\u00adm\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 ba\u00adx\u0131b g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addi: ana\u00adm\u0131n da g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri i\u015f\u0131q\u00adlan\u00add\u0131, ata\u00adm\u0131 x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adxa\u00adna\u00addan apar\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n \u0259mim H\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adnin d\u0259, bi\u00adbim Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259\u00adnin d\u0259. On\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n se\u00advin\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi t\u0259\u00adbii idi, am\u00adma ki\u00admin a\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00adna g\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi ki, bir ay son\u00adra anam he\u00e7 ki\u00adm\u0259 bil\u00addir\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n uzun bir na\u00adm\u0259 ya\u00adz\u0131b ma\u00adsa\u00adn\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 qo\u00adyan\u00addan son\u00adra x\u0259l\u00adv\u0259t\u00adc\u0259 ev\u00add\u0259n qa\u00ad\u00e7a\u00adcaq.
\nO, de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, son h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259\u00adni m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n ara\u00adlan\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131; m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ki\u00adtab oxu\u00admu\u015f\u00addu, to\u00adxu\u00admaq \u00f6y\u00adr\u0259t\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00adl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u00addir\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 \u0259t qu\u00adta\u00adb\u0131 bi\u00ad\u015fir\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 su\u00admax s\u0259p\u00admi\u015f\u00addi… Bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 is\u0259 o m\u0259\u00adni ge\u00adc\u0259 ya\u00adr\u0131 yu\u00adxu\u00addan oyat\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, or\u00adta\u00adl\u0131q\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 z\u0259r\u00adfi g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259\u00adrib qu\u00adla\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma p\u0131\u00ad\u00e7\u0131l\u00adda\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131:
\n– He\u00e7 ki\u00adm\u0259 g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259r\u00adm\u0259 bu\u00adnu, giz\u00adl\u0259t, m\u0259n ha\u00ad\u00e7an de\u00ads\u0259m \u015f\u0259x\u00ads\u0259n ata\u00adn\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 ve\u00adr\u0259r\u00ads\u0259n, da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131q?
\nM\u0259n ra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 t\u0259r\u00adp\u0259\u00add\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra anam el\u0259 bil ta\u00admam sa\u00adkit\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi. Ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni ha\u00adra\u00adsa g\u0259z\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 apar\u00add\u0131. Hiss el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim ki, m\u0259\u00adni \u0259y\u00adl\u0259n\u00addir\u00adm\u0259k, \u015f\u0259n\u00adl\u0259n\u00addir\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir. M\u0259n onun\u00adla o q\u0259\u00add\u0259r xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt idim ki, he\u00e7 Az\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 da\u00adr\u0131x\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131m. V\u0259 t\u0259\u00adbii, a\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00adma da g\u0259l\u00admir\u00addi ki, bu-anam\u00adla ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi\u00adyim son saat\u00adlar, son d\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00addir…<\/p>\n

XXV F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u00adnam ev\u00add\u0259n qa\u00ad\u00e7an\u00addan son\u00adra atam el\u0259 bil q\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00ads\u0259 sa\u00adl\u0131n\u00adm\u0131\u015f \u015fir idi, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 yer ta\u00adpa bil\u00admir\u00addi. N\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r \u0259sib-co\u015f\u00adsa da, q\u0259\u00adri\u00adb\u0259 idi ki, ana\u00adm\u0131n da\u00adl\u0131n\u00adca get\u00adm\u0259k ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 bir k\u0259l\u00adm\u0259 d\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Kim bi\u00adlir, b\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 d\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi ki, anam \u0259r evi\u00adni x\u0259l\u00adv\u0259t\u00adc\u0259 t\u0259rk et\u00adm\u0259k\u00adl\u0259 onun q\u00fc\u00adru\u00adru\u00adnu, m\u0259n\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adni s\u0131n\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131b. M\u0259n bu ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 d\u0259\u00adqiq bir n\u0259\u00adti\u00adc\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u0259\u00adl\u0259 bil\u00admir\u00addim…
\nA\u00adta\u00adm\u0131n, ana\u00adm\u0131n qo\u00adyub get\u00addi\u00adyi m\u0259k\u00adtu\u00adbu ov\u00adcun\u00adda x\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00adla\u00adya\u00adraq H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mi\u00adm\u0259 k\u00fc\u00addu\u00adr\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 n\u0259\u00adl\u0259r s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni \u00f6z qu\u00adla\u00ad\u011f\u0131m\u00adla e\u015fit\u00addim:
\n– M\u0259n ina\u00adna bil\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 sa\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir ki, be\u00adl\u0259 \u015fey ola bil\u00adm\u0259z!!! Ax\u0131, biz x\u00fc\u00adsu\u00adsi\u00adl\u0259 son g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131q, o, de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, \u015fi\u00adka\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259n\u00admir\u00addi… \u0130na\u00adna bil\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m, ina\u00adna bil\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m ki, bu m\u0259k\u00adtub\u00adda ya\u00adz\u0131\u00adlan s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259r ge\u00adc\u0259-g\u00fcn\u00add\u00fcz \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcm\u00add\u0259 yar\u00adpaq ki\u00admi \u0259s\u0259n bir qa\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131n di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131b!
\nA\u00adtam m\u0259k\u00adtu\u00adbu bar\u00admaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda tu\u00adtub z\u0259nd\u00adl\u0259 bir xey\u00adli ba\u00adxan\u00addan son\u00adra as\u00adta\u00addan:
\n– Am\u00adma fakt fakt\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda qa\u00adl\u0131r, – de\u00addi, – bu Ka\u00adri\u00adna\u00adn\u0131n x\u0259t\u00adti\u00addir… M\u0259\u00adnim ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131m x\u0259l\u00adv\u0259t\u00adc\u0259 ev\u00add\u0259n qa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131b… Bu n\u0259 de\u00adm\u0259k\u00addi? De\u00adm\u0259\u00adli, m\u0259n \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yol\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 \u00e7ox pis ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam! M\u0259\u00adnim \u00f6v\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adm\u0131n ana\u00ads\u0131, h\u0259\u00adyat yol\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131m qo\u00adyub get\u00addi\u00adyi m\u0259k\u00adtu\u00adbun\u00adda da\u015f\u00adnak qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna tam b\u0259\u00adra\u0259t qa\u00adzan\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131r, ya\u00adz\u0131r ki, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni mil\u00adl\u0259\u00adti \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox g\u0259\u00adr\u0259k\u00adli olan bu g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 o, m\u0259\u00adnim yox, \u00f6z mil\u00adl\u0259\u00adti\u00adnin ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda ol\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r!!! Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131 Ka\u00adri\u00adna \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00adz\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adl\u0259-g\u00fc\u00adl\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 ri\u00adya\u00adkar bir d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259 il\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f? Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131 m\u0259n onu ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam, onun haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda bu q\u0259\u00add\u0259r ya\u00adn\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam? M\u0259n ter\u00adror\u00ad\u00e7u\u00adla\u00adra r\u0259\u011f\u00adb\u0259t b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n v\u0259 on\u00adlar\u00adla \u0259m\u0259k\u00adda\u015f\u00adl\u0131q et\u00adm\u0259k\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0259\u00adkin\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n bir qa\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ne\u00adc\u0259 sev\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m? O, \u00f6z ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni, ye\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da\u015f\u00adnak\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n s\u0259r\u00ads\u0259m ide\u00adya\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna ne\u00adc\u0259 qur\u00adban ve\u00adr\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r? Bir\u00adc\u0259 \u015fey k\u0259\u00adsin\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 ay\u00add\u0131n\u00add\u0131: onun yaz\u00add\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 bi\u00adzim ara\u00adm\u0131z\u00adda \u0259b\u0259\u00addi u\u00e7u\u00adrum ya\u00adrat\u00add\u0131! \u018f… b\u0259… di!!!
\n– \u00d6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al, Mu\u00adrad! – H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim onu sa\u00adkit\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addir\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00addi, – ax\u0131 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 h\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adcan\u00adlan\u00admaq ol\u00admaz, \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyin na\u00adra\u00adhat\u00add\u0131, Al\u00adlah\u00addan xe\u00adyir\u00adli\u00adsi, g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr, be\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adh\u0259t\u00addi…
\nM\u0259\u00adnim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox ma\u00adraq\u00adl\u0131 idi; g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n anam ata\u00adma o m\u0259k\u00adtub\u00adda n\u0259 ya\u00adz\u0131b ki, o, bu d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 hal\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131b? Am\u00adma bu\u00adnu ara\u015f\u00add\u0131r\u00admaq m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n uzun il\u00adl\u0259r ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra n\u0259\u00adsib ol\u00addu. H\u0259\u00adl\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259n ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi ki, ana\u00adm\u0131n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ver\u00addi\u00adyi m\u0259k\u00adtub haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda ata\u00adma da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131m, am\u00adma ana\u00adm\u0131n tap\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adr\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 v\u0259 ana\u00adma ver\u00addi\u00adyim v\u0259\u00addi poz\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00admir\u00addim, da\u00adha do\u011f\u00adru\u00adsu, o v\u0259\u00addi poz\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa qor\u00adxur\u00addum. M\u0259n x\u0259l\u00adv\u0259t\u00adc\u0259 o z\u0259r\u00adfin o \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259, bu \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 tez-tez ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131m, or\u00adda ya\u00adz\u0131\u00adlan\u00adlar\u00addan x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r\u00addar ol\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim, am\u00adma fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, yox, h\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adlik o m\u0259k\u00adtu\u00adbu g\u00f6z\u00add\u0259n uzaq bir yer\u00add\u0259 giz\u00adl\u0259t\u00ads\u0259m yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00add\u0131r, on\u00adsuz da ev\u00add\u0259n x\u0259l\u00adv\u0259t\u00adc\u0259 qa\u00e7\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 anam ai\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131n g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc…
\nM\u0259n ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n ba\u00adbam\u00adgil\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. Atam h\u0259r ax\u00ad\u015fam i\u015f\u00add\u0259n qa\u00ady\u0131\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131, ge\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259n xey\u00adli ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259\u00adn\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r biz\u00add\u0259n ay\u00adr\u0131l\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 bir \u0259li m\u0259\u00adnim sa\u00e7\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131 s\u0131\u00ad\u011fal\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. \u00c7ox q\u0259\u00adri\u00adb\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r idi; el\u0259 bil ai\u00adl\u0259\u00admiz\u00add\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fib bu q\u0259\u00adna\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259l\u00admi\u015f\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, \u00f6z duy\u00ad\u011fu v\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni giz\u00adl\u0259\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r. H\u0259t\u00adta ya\u015f\u00adl\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n bu h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adti m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 – on bir ya\u015f\u00adl\u0131 u\u015fa\u00ad\u011fa da si\u00adra\u00ady\u0259t el\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addi: q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n ana\u00ads\u0131z qal\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, m\u0259n n\u0259in\u00adki in\u00adl\u0259\u00adyib a\u011f\u00adla\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131m, he\u00e7 s\u0259\u00adsi\u00admi d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131m. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc tox\u00adtaq apa\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131m. Se\u00advi\u00adnir\u00addim ki, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin, ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda\u00adyam, yox\u00adsa anam\u00addan son\u00adra ge\u00adni\u015f v\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q\u00adl\u0131 m\u0259n\u00adzi\u00adli\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 el\u0259 bir qa\u00adran\u00adl\u0131q yol tap\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 ki, t\u0259k qal\u00adsam d\u0259\u00adli ola bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addim. D\u00fcz\u00add\u00fcr, atam m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 idi, am\u00adma o, tez\u00add\u0259n i\u015f\u0259 ge\u00addir\u00addi, bir d\u0259 ax\u00ad\u015fam qa\u00ady\u0131\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131, am\u00adma \u0259n ac\u0131\u00adna\u00adcaq\u00adl\u0131\u00ads\u0131 o idi ki, o, bir ata ki\u00admi ana\u00ads\u0131z q\u0131z b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fct\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ya\u00adra\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki o, q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n ana\u00ads\u0131z qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f \u00f6v\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 da\u00adha \u00e7ox s\u0131z\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. \u018fv\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu ki\u00admi s\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00adl\u0259r i\u015f\u0259 ge\u00addir\u00addi v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc el\u0259 q\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259 ver\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, gu\u00adya ona he\u00e7 n\u0259 ol\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b. Am\u00adma al\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda, a\u011f\u00adz\u0131\u00adn\u0131n k\u0259\u00adnar\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n-g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259\u00adrin\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259n q\u0131\u00adr\u0131\u015f\u00adlar onun i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi\u00adyi ac\u0131\u00adlar\u00addan x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r ve\u00adrir\u00addi. Atam ovuc-ovuc d\u0259r\u00adman at\u0131r\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim onun be\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259 da\u00adva-d\u0259r\u00adma\u00adn\u0131n umu\u00addu\u00adna qal\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 d\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 as\u00adta\u00addan p\u0131\u00ad\u00e7\u0131l\u00adda\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131:
\n– Ba\u00adc\u0131n \u00f6l\u00ads\u00fcn…
\nA\u00adnam m\u00fc\u0259m\u00adma\u00adl\u0131 t\u0259rz\u00add\u0259 bi\u00adzi at\u0131b ge\u00add\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra el\u0259 d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259r ba\u015f ver\u00addi ki, b\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 in\u00adsa\u00adn\u0131n yu\u00adxu\u00adsu\u00adna da g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259z\u00addi el\u0259 \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r. 1992-ci il fev\u00adra\u00adl\u0131n 25-d\u0259n 26-na ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n ge\u00adc\u0259 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni si\u00adlah\u00adl\u0131 bir\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f\u00adda yer\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259n 366-c\u0131 So\u00advet mo\u00adtoat\u0131\u00adc\u0131 ala\u00ady\u0131 il\u0259 bir\u00adlik\u00add\u0259 \u0259ha\u00adli\u00adsi dinc az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar\u00addan iba\u00adr\u0259t olan Xo\u00adca\u00adl\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ya\u011f\u00adma\u00adla\u00adma\u00ads\u0131, q\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00add\u0259 soy\u00adq\u0131\u00adr\u0131m apar\u00adma\u00ads\u0131, u\u015faq\u00adla\u00adra, qo\u00adca\u00adla\u00adra, qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adla\u00adra di\u00advan tut\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 bir da\u00adha er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni-da\u015f\u00adnak si\u00adya\u00ads\u0259\u00adti\u00adnin i\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc a\u00e7\u00add\u0131. M\u0259\u00adlum ol\u00addu ki, q\u0259t\u00adliam za\u00adma\u00adn\u0131 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ya\u00adraq\u00adl\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 dinc \u0259ha\u00adli il\u0259 v\u0259h\u00ad\u015fi\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 dav\u00adra\u00adn\u0131b\u00adlar, k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259 u\u015faq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 zor\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b\u00adlar, ha\u00admi\u00adl\u0259 qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n qar\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131 s\u00fcn\u00adg\u00fc il\u0259 c\u0131\u00adr\u0131b\u00adlar, me\u00adyid\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin bur\u00adnu\u00adnu, qu\u00adla\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 k\u0259\u00adsib ey\u00adb\u0259\u00adc\u0259r ha\u00adla sa\u00adl\u0131b\u00adlar. De\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, min n\u0259\u00adf\u0259r\u00add\u0259n ar\u00adt\u0131q dinc \u0259ha\u00adli\u00adsi q\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 ye\u00adti\u00adri\u00adl\u0259n, ya\u00adra\u00adla\u00adnan v\u0259 it\u00adkin d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n Xo\u00adca\u00adl\u0131 yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n si\u00adlin\u00admi\u015f\u00addi. Xo\u00adca\u00adl\u0131 fa\u00adci\u0259\u00adsi bi\u00adzim d\u0259r\u00addi\u00admi\u00adzin \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 bir d\u0259rd g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi ki, biz el\u0259 bir b\u0259\u00adla il\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 qal\u00add\u0131q ki, \u00f6z d\u0259r\u00addi\u00admiz\u00add\u0259n da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00admaq ci\u00adna\u00ady\u0259t sa\u00ady\u0131l\u00adma\u00adsa da, bi\u00adz\u0259 ar olar\u00add\u0131.
\n…1992-ci ilin ma\u00ady\u0131n\u00adda da\u011f\u00adlar qoy\u00adnun\u00adda yer\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259n qa\u00adla \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adri, Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f xan\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n pay\u00adtax\u00adt\u0131 \u015eu\u00ad\u015fa da ya\u011f\u00adma\u00adlan\u00add\u0131. \u00d6z \u015fan\u00adl\u0131 ta\u00adri\u00adxin\u00add\u0259 \u015eu\u00ad\u015fa qa\u00adla\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 f\u0259th et\u00adm\u0259k he\u00e7 bir ya\u00addel\u00adli s\u0259r\u00adk\u0259r\u00add\u0259\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adsib ol\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n \u015eu\u00ad\u015fa Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adca\u00adn\u0131n na\u00admus, \u015f\u0259\u00adr\u0259f sim\u00advo\u00adlu sa\u00ady\u0131\u00adl\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\n\u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam yan\u00ad\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131:
\n– Ne\u00adc\u0259? Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u00ad\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00adgi\u00adni – \u015eu\u00ad\u015fa\u00adn\u0131 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r i\u015f\u00ad\u011fal el\u0259\u00adyib?! – de\u00addi, – Yox, Al\u00adlah bu \u0259da\u00adl\u0259t\u00adsiz\u00adli\u00adyi g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fcr\u00adm\u0259z! On\u00adlar bu\u00adnun al\u00adt\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00e7\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r…
\nSon\u00adra\u00adlar m\u0259n e\u015fi\u00add\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ki, han\u00ads\u0131 yol\u00adla\u00adsa Va\u00adqi\u00adfin, Na\u00adt\u0259\u00adva\u00adn\u0131n, B\u00fcl\u00adb\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00admi\u015f b\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcnc hey\u00adk\u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni \u015eu\u00ad\u015fa\u00addan Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adya g\u0259\u00adti\u00adrib\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 \u0130n\u00adc\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adn\u0259t mu\u00adze\u00adyi\u00adnin h\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adtin\u00add\u0259 yer\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi\u00adrib\u00adl\u0259r, ge\u00addib o b\u00fcst\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 ba\u00adxan\u00adda el\u0259 bil\u00addim d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n ax\u0131\u00adr\u0131\u00add\u0131; hey\u00adk\u0259\u00adli d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259r\u00admi\u015f\u00adl\u0259r?<\/p>\n

XXVI F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

So\u00advet\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin da\u00ad\u011f\u0131l\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r d\u0259\u00adyi\u015f\u00addi, Le\u00adni\u00adnin n\u0259\u00adh\u0259ng hey\u00adk\u0259\u00adli qo\u00adyul\u00admu\u015f, Le\u00adni\u00adnin ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adyan \u0259ra\u00adzi\u00adni d\u0259 ye\u00adni ad\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7a\u00ad\u011f\u0131r\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar: Azad\u00adl\u0131q Mey\u00adda\u00adn\u0131.
\n1918-ci il\u00add\u0259 M\u0259m\u00adm\u0259d \u018fmin R\u0259\u00adsul\u00adza\u00add\u0259\u00adnin r\u0259h\u00adb\u0259r\u00adli\u00adyi il\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan De\u00admok\u00adra\u00adtik Res\u00adpub\u00adli\u00adka\u00ads\u0131 \u00f6z ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131m\u00ads\u0131z\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 elan el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259, m\u00fcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adqil h\u00f6\u00adku\u00adm\u0259t ki\u00admi ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adnan\u00adda iki im\u00adpe\u00adri\u00adya d\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259\u00adti – 10 fev\u00adral 1828-ci il\u00add\u0259 T\u00fcrk\u00adm\u0259n\u00ad\u00e7ay m\u00fc\u00adqa\u00advi\u00adl\u0259\u00adsi il\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adca\u00adn\u0131 iki ye\u00adr\u0259 par\u00ad\u00e7a\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u015f Ru\u00adsi\u00adya v\u0259 \u0130ran Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adca\u00adn\u0131n su\u00adve\u00adren\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adni ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00adlar v\u0259 “\u0259l-\u0259l\u0259” ve\u00adrib bu ye\u00adni h\u00f6\u00adku\u00adm\u0259\u00adti ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa qoy\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00adlar v\u0259 he\u00e7 iki il ke\u00e7\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f rus bol\u00ad\u015fe\u00advik or\u00addu\u00adsu er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi il\u0259 ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adzim V\u0259\u00adt\u0259\u00adni\u00admi\u00adzi i\u015f\u00ad\u011fal el\u0259\u00adyib \u00f6z n\u0259\u00adza\u00adr\u0259\u00adti al\u00adt\u0131\u00adna al\u00add\u0131. V\u0259 bu n\u0259\u00adza\u00adr\u0259t, n\u0259 az, n\u0259 \u00e7ox, d\u00fcz yet\u00admi\u015f il s\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m ta\u00adri\u00adxin t\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adri\u00adni ge\u00adri d\u00f6n\u00add\u0259r\u00adm\u0259k m\u00fcm\u00adk\u00fcn\u00adm\u00fc? 1990-c\u0131 il\u00add\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan Res\u00adpub\u00adli\u00adka\u00ads\u0131 ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n \u00f6z m\u00fcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adqil\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adni elan el\u0259\u00addi: am\u00adma bu d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adlik.
\nBiz ye\u00adni d\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259t\u00add\u0259 v\u0259 ye\u00adni si\u00adya\u00adsi qu\u00adru\u00adlu\u015f\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131q. Ya\u00adran\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n in\u00adsan b\u0259\u00adra\u00adb\u0259r\u00adli\u00adyin\u00add\u0259n d\u0259m vu\u00adran so\u00adsia\u00adlist ni\u00adza\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131n pio\u00adner qals\u00adtu\u00adku, kom\u00adso\u00admol v\u0259 par\u00adti\u00adya ic\u00adlas\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, be\u00ad\u015fil\u00adlik plan\u00adlar ki\u00admi at\u00adri\u00adbut\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 il\u0259 bir\u00adlik\u00add\u0259 izi-to\u00adzu da qal\u00adma\u00add\u0131. Ye\u00adni h\u0259\u00adyat t\u0259r\u00adzi\u00adn\u0259 uy\u00ad\u011fun\u00adla\u00ad\u015fa bil\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259k d\u0259, m\u0259n de\u00ady\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m ki, ba\u015f\u00addan-ba\u00ad\u015fa sax\u00adta\u00adkar\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla ida\u00adr\u0259 olu\u00adnan bir d\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259t qu\u00adru\u00adlu\u00ad\u015fu\u00adnun xif\u00adf\u0259\u00adti\u00adni el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim. M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 \u0259zab ve\u00adr\u0259n ba\u015f\u00adqa \u015fey\u00addi: So\u00advet\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin da\u00ad\u011f\u0131l\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 m\u0259\u00adni ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 yan\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, bu\u00adnun n\u0259\u00adti\u00adc\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 n\u0259 qa\u00adzan\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 d\u0259rk et\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259m d\u0259, ana\u00adm\u0131 itir\u00admi\u015f\u00addim; v\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00ads\u00fcz ki, bu \u00fcmu\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 in\u00adsan h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda \u0259n ac\u0131 it\u00adki\u00addir.
\nAi\u00adl\u0259\u00admiz\u00add\u0259 ana\u00adm\u0131n haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, he\u00e7 n\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. He\u00e7 el\u0259 bil bi\u00adzim h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00adda o, ol\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, san\u00adki m\u0259\u00adnim anam yox, ev\u00add\u0259n bir mil\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k u\u00e7ub get\u00admi\u015f\u00addi. \u018fg\u0259r \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r ana\u00adm\u0131n ev\u00add\u0259n qa\u00e7\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna ai\u00adl\u0259 \u00fczv\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi\u00adzin be\u00adl\u0259 la\u00adqeyd ya\u00adna\u015f\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 m\u0259\u00adni qor\u00adxut\u00adsa da, son\u00adra\u00addan c\u0131r\u00adnat\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. Ana\u00adm\u0131n b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni ai\u00adl\u0259 al\u00adbom\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adxa\u00adr\u0131b giz\u00adl\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, m\u0259n on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcb q\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00adyim, an\u00adcaq bu \u00e7ox d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli idi, el\u0259 bil onun su\u00adr\u0259\u00adti g\u00fcn\u00adb\u0259\u00adg\u00fcn m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n uzaq\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Be\u00adl\u0259 an\u00adlar\u00adda g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi yu\u00adman\u00adda onu el\u0259 bil da\u00adha ay\u00add\u0131n g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm. Anam is\u0259 bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 d\u0259 ol\u00adsun m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259\u00admir\u00addi. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z ke\u00e7\u00admi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adm\u0259 vi\u00adda de\u00ady\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addim, am\u00adma on\u00adda h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 bil\u00admir\u00addim ki, onun xi\u00adlas olma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131z na\u00admi\u00adn\u0259 at\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 bu ad\u00add\u0131m m\u0259h\u00adv\u0259 apa\u00adr\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bi\u00adrin\u00adci el\u0259 onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nEt\u00addi\u00adyi x\u0259\u00adya\u00adn\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00add\u00fcz\u00adl\u0259r m\u0259n ona nif\u00adr\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim, am\u00adma ge\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259r ya\u00adta\u00ad\u011fa gi\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra ya\u00add\u0131\u00adma ev\u00add\u0259n qa\u00e7\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00addan bir ne\u00ad\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00adc\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 ne\u00adc\u0259 meh\u00adri\u00adban dav\u00adran\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc; o ne\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015f\u00adq\u0131\u00adl\u0131q, m\u00fc\u00adla\u00adyim, h\u0259s\u00adsas idi. S\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00adl\u0259r yu\u00adxu\u00addan oya\u00adnan\u00adda v\u0259 ge\u00adc\u0259 anam\u00adla ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fc\u00ady\u00fcm yu\u00adxu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n yu\u00adxu ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu an\u00adla\u00adyan\u00adda \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 yer ta\u00adpa bil\u00admir\u00addim. Bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin, ana\u00adm\u0131n yox\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adna al\u0131\u015f\u00admaq is\u0259 m\u00fcm\u00adk\u00fcn de\u00adyil\u00addi…
\nAn\u00adcaq do\u011f\u00adma\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131n it\u00adki\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni ta\u00adpan ac\u0131\u00adlar m\u0259\u00adni \u00fcz\u0259 bil\u00admir\u00addi, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki m\u0259n diq\u00adq\u0259t m\u0259r\u00adk\u0259\u00adzin\u00add\u0259 idim, ha\u00adm\u0131 \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, n\u0259 il\u0259\u00ads\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni se\u00advin\u00addir\u00adsin; ai\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 ya\u015f\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar o q\u0259\u00add\u0259r qay\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma qa\u00adl\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, o q\u0259\u00add\u0259r m\u0259\u00adni \u0259ziz\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, \u0259mim, bi\u00adbim q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 pa\u00adx\u0131l\u00adl\u0131q\u00addan bil\u00admir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ney\u00adl\u0259\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r, Az\u0259r is\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259\u00adri\u00adl\u0259n n\u0259\u00adva\u00adzi\u015f\u00add\u0259n m\u0259m\u00adnun\u00addu.
\nQa\u00adbaq\u00adlar he\u00e7 za\u00adman \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc al\u00adma\u00adn\u0131n qa\u00adb\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 soy\u00admaz\u00add\u0131, m\u0259\u00adni be\u00adl\u0259 tez-tez qu\u00adcaq\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b sa\u00e7\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131 tu\u00admar\u00adla\u00admaz\u00add\u0131. Ma\u00adraq\u00adl\u0131 idi ki, d\u0259y\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259r Tu\u00adtu \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n yal\u00adn\u0131z m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 diq\u00adq\u0259t g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259r\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni sez\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131s\u00adqan\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131, \u0259k\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259, m\u0259\u00adnim d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00adr\u00fc\u00adm\u0259-ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adma f\u0131r\u00adla\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131. H\u0259r\u00add\u0259n m\u0259\u00adni yu\u00adxu\u00addan il\u0131q bir h\u0259\u00adra\u00adr\u0259t, is\u00adti t\u0259\u00admas oya\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131, g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131b g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm ki, Tu\u00adtu\u00addur, qar\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131 d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l qrel\u00adka\u00ads\u0131 ki\u00admi s\u00f6y\u00adk\u0259\u00adyib ayaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adma.
\nO g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin bi\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam m\u0259\u00adnim ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131m\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 p\u0259n\u00adc\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00ady\u0259 bir sax\u00ads\u0131 dib\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k qoy\u00addu, i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259t\u00adri ada\u00adm\u0131 be\u015f ad\u00add\u0131m\u00addan vu\u00adran \u0259tir\u00ad\u015fah ko\u00adlu v\u0259 son\u00adra da ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131 bu bit\u00adki\u00ady\u0259 ne\u00adc\u0259 qul\u00adluq et\u00adm\u0259k yol\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 \u00f6y\u00adr\u0259t\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259. O s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addi ki, \u00e7i\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 ca\u00adlaq \u0259m\u0259\u00adliy\u00adyat\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna ba\u015f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b, tez\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 qey\u00adri-adi bir g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00adli\u00ady\u0259 ma\u00adlik olan \u00e7i\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k n\u00f6\u00adv\u00fc ya\u00adra\u00adda\u00adcaq v\u0259 ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da “Ai\u00adda\u00adg\u00fc\u00adl\u00fc” qo\u00adya\u00adcaq. O za\u00adman m\u0259n ri\u00adca el\u0259\u00addim ki, on\u00adda bu \u00e7i\u00ad\u00e7\u0259\u00adyi a\u011f r\u0259ng\u00add\u0259 ya\u00adrat\u00ads\u0131n, am\u00adma n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00ads\u0259 bu xa\u00adhi\u00ad\u015fim\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra m\u0259\u00adni b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qu\u00adcaq\u00adla\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 a\u011f\u00adla\u00add\u0131…
\nH\u0259r s\u0259\u00adh\u0259r \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam \u0259lim\u00add\u0259n tu\u00adtub m\u0259\u00adni evi\u00admiz\u00adl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00adb\u0259\u00fcz\u00add\u0259 yer\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259n t\u0259\u00adz\u0259 m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259 apa\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131, am\u00adma m\u0259n o t\u0259h\u00adsil oca\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna k\u00f6\u00adn\u00fcl\u00ads\u00fcz ge\u00addir\u00addim, bu ye\u00adni m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr al\u0131\u00ad\u015fa bil\u00admir\u00addim v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi ki, bu m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259b he\u00e7 za\u00adman m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 do\u011f\u00adma\u00adla\u015f\u00adma\u00adya\u00adcaq; \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki m\u0259\u00adnim \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim k\u00f6h\u00adn\u0259 m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259b\u00add\u0259 qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. Sin\u00adfi\u00admiz\u00add\u0259 qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, anam, Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m ki\u00admi m\u0259\u00adnim d\u00fcn\u00adyam\u00addan qeyb olan m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admin ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. S\u0259\u00adbir\u00adsiz\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259rs\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin so\u00adna var\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim ki, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc ba\u00ady\u0131r\u00adda m\u0259\u00adni g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adba\u00adma ye\u00adti\u00adrim. O g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r m\u0259\u00adni t\u0259\u0259c\u00adc\u00fcb\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adr\u0259n \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adri d\u0259 \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n m\u0259\u00adni d\u0259rs\u00add\u0259n apar\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa g\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00adk\u0259n or\u00adden v\u0259 me\u00addal\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 tax\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 idi, ax\u0131 o, ad\u0259\u00adt\u0259n si\u00adn\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00add\u0259 v\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra al\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 bu ni\u00ad\u015fan\u00adlar\u0131 bay\u00adram\u00addan-bay\u00adra\u00adma d\u00fc\u00adz\u0259r\u00addi.
\nRu\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, m\u0259\u00adni h\u0259m d\u0259 bi\u00ad\u015fir\u00addi\u00adyi l\u0259z\u00adz\u0259t\u00adli ye\u00adm\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 ovut\u00adsun, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259x\u00add\u0259 \u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addi, bo\u015f vaxt ta\u00adpan ki\u00admi is\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 co\u00adrab to\u00adxu\u00adyur\u00addu. M\u0259n n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131 k\u0259s\u00addi\u00adrib to\u00adxu\u00admaq \u00f6y\u00adr\u0259\u00adn\u0259n\u00add\u0259, ba\u00adbam bir g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adda kross\u00advord h\u0259ll el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi, bi\u00adzim evin dai\u00admi qo\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi: ha\u00adm\u0131\u00addan \u00f6n\u00adc\u0259 h\u0259r sa\u00adat, h\u0259r d\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259, h\u0259r an m\u0259n\u00adsiz da\u00adr\u0131x\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 eti\u00adraf el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n Az\u0259r g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi v\u0259 biz onun\u00adla “pro\u00adkat” k\u00f6\u015f\u00adk\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcl\u00adm\u00fc\u015f vi\u00addeo\u00adka\u00adset\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 ta\u00adma\u00ad\u015fa el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addik, ya da sa\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259 m\u0131rt vu\u00adrur\u00adduq. Son\u00adra Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259li\u00adbo\u015f yox, h\u00f6k\u00adm\u0259n n\u0259 is\u0259 l\u0259z\u00adz\u0259t\u00adli bir \u015fey bi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adrib g\u0259\u00adti\u00adrir\u00addi v\u0259 bi\u00adzi, g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcz\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n, bi\u00adzi k\u00f6l\u00adg\u0259 ki\u00admi iz\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n ac\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna g\u0259z\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u00f6n\u00add\u0259\u00adrir\u00addi. Biz \u0130\u00e7\u0259\u00adri\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adrin k\u00fc\u00ad\u00e7\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 a\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131 enir\u00addik v\u0259 az vaxt\u00adda \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adri\u00admi\u00adzin si\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ne\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259\u00adyi\u015f\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addik; ha\u00adra ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131n k\u0259nd\u00ad\u00e7i qi\u00adya\u00adf\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 adam\u00adlar\u00add\u0131, \u00fcz\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259m, q\u00fcs\u00ads\u0259, \u00f6l\u00fcm, ma\u00adt\u0259m xo\u00adfu…
\nH\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259\u00add\u0259 bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi, z\u0259n\u00adbil-z\u0259n\u00adbil \u0259r\u00adzaq g\u0259\u00adti\u00adrir\u00addi v\u0259 yal\u00adn\u0131z m\u0259\u00adni yox, n\u0259n\u0259m\u00adl\u0259 ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131 da n\u0259 is\u0259 bir h\u0259\u00addiy\u00ady\u0259 il\u0259 se\u00advin\u00addi\u00adrir\u00addi. Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla h\u0259r\u00add\u0259n\u00adbir g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc, o ki qal\u00add\u0131 \u0259mim, bi\u00adbim q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna, on\u00adlar da na\u00addir hal\u00adlar\u00adda g\u0259\u00adlib-ge\u00addir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, de\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, d\u0259rs\u00adl\u0259\u00adri a\u011f\u0131r\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131b. On\u00adla\u00adra inan\u00admaq olar\u00add\u0131, ax\u0131 ali m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259 gir\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna ge\u00addib-g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, im\u00adta\u00adhan\u00adla\u00adra is\u0259 az qa\u00adl\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\nBe\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259, il\u00adl\u0259r ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259, de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, ye\u00adni bir h\u0259\u00adyat t\u0259r\u00adzi\u00adn\u0259 al\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131m. M\u0259n Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin v\u0259 ana\u00adm\u0131n yox\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu da\u00adha \u00e7ox ad g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim\u00add\u0259 hiss el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim. N\u0259\u00add\u0259n\u00ads\u0259 m\u0259hz ad g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim\u00add\u0259 k\u0259\u00adsin\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 an\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131m ki, q\u0259\u00add\u0259r-qis\u00adm\u0259t m\u0259\u00adni anam\u00addan v\u0259 Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m\u00add\u0259n m\u0259\u00adhrum el\u0259\u00adyib. B\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 d\u0259 bu\u00adnun s\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adbi m\u0259hz bir za\u00adman\u00adlar m\u0259\u00adnim ad g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim\u00add\u0259 ana\u00adm\u0131n v\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin x\u00fc\u00adsu\u00adsi can\u00adf\u0259\u00ad\u015fan\u00adl\u0131q et\u00adm\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 idi, n\u0259 bi\u00adlim? Ana\u00adm\u0131n Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259hz ad g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim\u00add\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni ne\u00adc\u0259 ge\u00adyin\u00addi\u00adrib-ke\u00adcin\u00addir\u00adm\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ya\u00add\u0131\u00adma d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. M\u0259\u00adni g\u0259\u00adlin\u00adcik ki\u00admi b\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259\u00admimi q\u0259lb\u00add\u0259n ina\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131m ki, yed\u00addi\u00adsi no\u00adyabr\u00adda b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259 t\u0259n\u00adt\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adli \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 m\u0259hz m\u0259\u00adnim ad g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc bay\u00adram el\u0259\u00adyir…
\nA\u00adnam v\u0259 Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131m\u00adda yal\u00adn\u0131z xa\u00adti\u00adr\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adyan\u00addan son\u00adra, atam m\u0259\u00adnim ad g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi res\u00adto\u00adran\u00adda ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131 ki, qo\u00adca ana\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u0259ziy\u00ady\u0259\u00adt\u0259 sal\u00adma\u00ads\u0131n, y\u0259\u00adni m\u0259\u00adnim Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m bi\u015f-d\u00fc\u015f el\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin, qo\u00adnaq qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adla\u00adma\u00ads\u0131n.
\nQ\u0259\u00adri\u00adb\u0259 idi ki, tor\u00adpaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00adb\u0259\u00adg\u00fcn ya\u011f\u00adma\u00adlan\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna, qo\u00adca\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n, qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n, u\u015faq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u0259sir apa\u00adr\u0131l\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna, bir s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259, mil\u00adl\u0259\u00adtin bu ac\u0131\u00adlar\u00adla ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, d\u0259b\u00add\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adli ad g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri \u00f6z ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259, toy\u00adlar da, ad g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri d\u0259 ara ver\u00admir\u00addi.<\/p>\n

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XXVII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259\u00adli, Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00adsi bi\u00adzim h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 ta\u00admam ba\u015f\u00adqa m\u0259c\u00adra\u00adya sal\u00add\u0131. M\u0259n yal\u00adn\u0131z Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r\u00adki \u00f6m\u00adr\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131n i\u015f\u0131q\u00adl\u0131 his\u00ads\u0259\u00adsi sa\u00ady\u0131\u00adram, son\u00adra qa\u00adra g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b. H\u0259t\u00adta Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin ba\u015f\u00adlan\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 bi\u00adzim bir qay\u00adda ola\u00adraq s\u0259\u00adbir\u00adsiz\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admiz ba\u011f h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131 da g\u00f6z\u00add\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc, g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adni itir\u00addi. Am\u00adma bu ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 de\u00adyil\u00addi ki, m\u0259n ana\u00adm\u0131, ana ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131, ana n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admi itir\u00admi\u015f\u00addim. El\u0259 bil a\u011fac\u00adlar da q\u00fcs\u00ads\u0259-k\u0259\u00add\u0259r i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 idi. Ha\u00adva da a\u00e7\u0131l\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131, k\u00fc\u00adl\u0259k s\u0259n\u00adgi\u00admir\u00addi, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi ki, bu\u00adlud\u00adlar g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 az\u0131b\u00adlar. Am\u00adma d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda za\u00adhi\u00adri sa\u00adkit\u00adlik h\u00f6km s\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc, \u0259s\u00adlin\u00add\u0259 is\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey, ha\u00adm\u0131 d\u0259\u00adyi\u015f\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adqi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 uzan\u00add\u0131q\u00adca, bu a\u011f\u00adr\u0131-ac\u0131 adi\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addi, bu a\u011f\u00adr\u0131-ac\u0131 h\u0259\u00adyat t\u0259r\u00adzi\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 \u00e7ev\u00adri\u00adlir\u00addi; bu m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adqi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 sus\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00adl\u00fck vers\u0259\u00adl\u0259r d\u0259, \u0259s\u00adlin\u00add\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00adnin ya\u00adra\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 bir an be\u00adl\u0259 unu\u00addul\u00admur, yad\u00addan \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131…
\n\u018fv\u00adv\u0259l\u00adki g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l v\u0259 xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu ki\u00admi, Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla n\u00f6v\u00adb\u0259\u00adti m\u0259\u00adzu\u00adniy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00adnin bit\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 bir h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259 qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adr\u0259 qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00add\u0131 ki, bu h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259\u00adnin so\u00adnun\u00adda da ba\u00ad\u011fa \u00f6z va\u00adcib qo\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00adsin.
\nBud\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adki qo\u00adnaq\u00adlar res\u00adpub\u00adli\u00adka\u00adn\u0131n ta\u00adn\u0131n\u00adm\u0131\u015f r\u0259s\u00adsa\u00adm\u0131 Va\u00adhid R\u0259\u00adhim\u00adza\u00add\u0259 v\u0259 onun ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adsi idi. Eti\u00adraf et\u00adm\u0259k la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131r ki, Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla, \u00fcmu\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259, \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adrin m\u0259\u015f\u00adhur adam\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, ta\u00adn\u0131n\u00adm\u0131\u015f ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 \u0259la\u00adq\u0259\u00adl\u0259r ya\u00adrat\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa v\u0259 t\u0259\u00adbii ki, g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00add\u0259 bu \u0259la\u00adq\u0259\u00adl\u0259r n\u0259\u00adti\u00adc\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 i\u015f qur\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa, bu\u00adnun\u00adla da \u00f6z \u00f6v\u00adlad\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna g\u00fcn-g\u00fc\u00adz\u0259\u00adran a\u011f\u00adla\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck \u00f6n\u0259m ve\u00adrir\u00addi. Bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 o elan el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ki, \u00e7ox m\u0259\u015f\u00adhur bir ada\u00adm\u0131 qo\u00adnaq \u00e7a\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adr\u0131b, h\u0259t\u00adta m\u0259n d\u0259 d\u0259r\u00adhal k\u0259s\u00addir\u00addim ki, s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259t ad\u0131 son za\u00adman\u00adlar Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n Va\u00adhid R\u0259\u00adhim\u00adza\u00add\u0259\u00add\u0259n v\u0259 onun ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259n ge\u00addir. H\u0259t\u00adta onu da hiss el\u0259\u00addim ki, bu qo\u00adnaq\u00adl\u0131q \u0259mim q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n – Ay\u00adnu\u00adrun, Fi\u00adda\u00adn\u0131n, K\u00f6\u00adn\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcn yox, bir\u00adba\u00ad\u015fa m\u0259\u00adnim Az\u0259\u00adri\u00admin g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259k ta\u00adle\u00adyi il\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r!
\n…Bi\u00adzim ba\u00ad\u011fa \u00f6z ye\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 il\u0259 g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n \u0259r-ar\u00advad bir-bi\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 ya\u00adra\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar v\u0259 za\u00adhi\u00adr\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox xo\u015f t\u0259\u00adsir ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar; r\u0259s\u00adsa\u00adm\u0131n ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131 Se\u00advinc xa\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131n ye\u00adri\u00ad\u015fin\u00add\u0259n, du\u00adru\u00ad\u015fun\u00addan, da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00addan k\u00fc\u00adbar\u00adl\u0131q ya\u00ad\u011f\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Va\u00adhid b\u0259y Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adya la\u00adl\u0259\u00adli bir \u00e7\u00f6\u00adl\u00fcn t\u0259s\u00advi\u00adri\u00adni \u0259ks et\u00addi\u00adr\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l bir s\u0259\u00adn\u0259t n\u00fc\u00admu\u00adn\u0259\u00adsi ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. On\u00adlar par-par pa\u00adr\u0131l\u00adda\u00adyan ye\u00adni bir mi\u00adnik ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131y\u00adla g\u0259l\u00admi\u015f\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, bu av\u00adto\u00admo\u00adbi\u00adli d\u0259 on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ada\u00adm\u0131 hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n ye\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 Ay\u00adsel s\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. El\u0259 bu Ay\u00adse\u00adlin d\u0259 uc\u00adba\u00adt\u0131n\u00addan m\u0259n \u00f6z ra\u00adhat\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 itir\u00addim, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki o, son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l idi, \u00fcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adlik d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131l\u00adl\u0131-ka\u00admal\u00adl\u0131y\u00add\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc bi\u00adzim ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ki\u00admi yox, \u00e7ox s\u0259r\u00adb\u0259st apa\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131, d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259\u00adli su\u00adr\u0259t\u00add\u0259 az da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa, \u0259sa\u00ads\u0259n sus\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00adl\u00fck ve\u00adr\u0259n bi\u00adzim q\u0131z\u00adlar\u00addan f\u0259rq\u00adli ola\u00adraq, n\u0259 is\u00adt\u0259\u00ads\u0259, s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi v\u0259 bu m\u0259\u00adnim xo\u00ad\u015fu\u00adma g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi.
\nU\u00adca boy\u00adlu, m\u00fc\u00adt\u0259\u00adna\u00adsib b\u0259\u00add\u0259n\u00adli, qar\u00adtal qa\u00adna\u00add\u0131 ki\u00admi qa\u00adra sa\u00e7\u00adl\u0131, qa\u00adra xal\u00adl\u0131, qa\u00adra g\u00f6z\u00adl\u00fc, \u0259s\u00adm\u0259r \u00fcz\u00adl\u00fc bu skrip\u00adka\u00ad\u00e7a\u00adlan q\u0131\u00adz\u0131n \u0259y\u00adni-ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131 da bi\u00adzi hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi, “Vranq\u00adler” fir\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna m\u0259x\u00adsus \u015fal\u00advar onun uzun ayaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131, m\u00fc\u00adt\u0259\u00adna\u00adsib \u0259n\u00adda\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259 qa\u00adba\u00adr\u0131q \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 n\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adr\u0259 \u00e7arp\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131. V\u0259 o son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l, a\u011f\u0131l\u00adl\u0131 da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131. D\u00fcz\u00add\u00fcr, biz q\u0131z\u00adlar da ki\u00adfa\u00ady\u0259t q\u0259\u00add\u0259r m\u00fc\u00adk\u0259m\u00adm\u0259l-t\u0259h\u00adsil al\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131q, ki\u00admi pia\u00adni\u00adno\u00adya get\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, ki\u00admi ba\u00adle\u00adt\u0259, ki\u00admi r\u0259q\u00ads\u0259, \u0259s\u00adla ki\u00adfir d\u0259 de\u00adyil\u00addik, am\u00adma bu\u00adnun\u00adla be\u00adl\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00adz\u0259 ila\u00adh\u0259 ki\u00admi g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u0259n Ay\u00adse\u00adlin ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00ads\u0259 qo\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adna \u00e7\u0131x\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00addik.
\nB\u0259d\u00adb\u0259xt\u00adlik\u00add\u0259n m\u0259\u00adnim \u0259mo\u011f\u00adlum, Ay\u00adsel skrip\u00adka\u00adda bir klas\u00adsik mu\u00adsi\u00adqi \u00f6r\u00adn\u0259\u00adyi\u00adni us\u00adta\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla ifa ed\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adti\u00adni \u0259l \u00e7al\u00admaq\u00adla, “Bra\u00advo” de\u00ady\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u00adq\u0131r\u00admaq\u00adla ifa\u00add\u0259 el\u0259\u00addi. Az\u0259r onal\u00adt\u0131, Ay\u00adsel is\u0259 on yed\u00addi ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 idi, am\u00adma bu ya\u015f f\u0259r\u00adqi\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla o m\u0259c\u00adlis\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015f\u00adkar \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 o\u011f\u00adlu\u00adna el\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adlik el\u0259\u00addi v\u0259 el\u0259 bu da m\u0259\u00adni d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi, ha\u00adva\u00adlan\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\nAy\u00adse\u00adlin is\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ey\u00adni\u00adn\u0259 de\u00adyil\u00addi; o, \u0259d\u0259b\u00adl\u0259, ka\u00admal\u00adla d\u00fcn\u00ady\u0259\u00advi s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259t\u00adl\u0259r el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi, b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 \u00f6z tay-tu\u00ad\u015fu ki\u00admi da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131, h\u0259t\u00adta q\u0131\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adn\u0131 q\u0131\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 a\u015f\u0131\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, bu da bi\u00adzim ai\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 \u0259d\u0259b\u00adsiz\u00adlik sa\u00ady\u0131\u00adl\u0131r\u00add\u0131. O h\u0259t\u00adta \u015fam\u00adpan \u015f\u0259\u00adra\u00adb\u0131 da i\u00e7\u00addi. El\u0259 bil Ay\u00adsel ila\u00adhi\u00adnin yer\u00add\u0259\u00adki n\u00fc\u00adma\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259\u00adsi idi v\u0259 n\u0259 is\u00adt\u0259\u00ads\u0259 el\u0259\u00ady\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi. M\u0259c\u00adli\u00adsin or\u00adta\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda o, cins ji\u00adle\u00adti\u00adni d\u0259 \u0259y\u00adnin\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0131\u00adxart\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 qol\u00adsuz t\u00fcl k\u00f6y\u00adn\u0259k\u00add\u0259 de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, \u00e7\u0131l\u00adpaq qal\u00add\u0131…
\nM\u0259n \u00e7a\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m: bi\u00adzim ev\u00add\u0259 \u00f6z b\u0259\u00add\u0259n qu\u00adru\u00adlu\u00ad\u015fu\u00adnu v\u0259 ya\u00adra\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 n\u00fc\u00adma\u00adyi\u015f et\u00addir\u00adm\u0259k, alt pal\u00adta\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ki\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259 g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259r\u00adm\u0259k m\u0259q\u00adbul sa\u00ady\u0131\u00adla bil\u00adm\u0259z\u00addi. H\u0259t\u00adta qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adla\u00adra m\u0259x\u00adsus alt pal\u00adtar\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 yu\u00adyu\u00adlan\u00adda da on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 qu\u00adrut\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 x\u0259l\u00adv\u0259t bir ye\u00adr\u0259 s\u0259\u00adrir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, ki\u00ad\u015fi tay\u00adfa\u00ads\u0131, x\u00fc\u00adsu\u00ads\u0259n qo\u00adnaq-qa\u00adra ora\u00adya gi\u00adrib-\u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131. O ki qal\u00add\u0131 ne\u00adc\u0259 ge\u00adyin\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259, \u00f6n\u00adc\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m, son\u00adra da ana\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z, bi\u00adbi\u00admiz Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adz\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u0259\u00adqiq \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 ba\u00ad\u015fa sal\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar ki, ne\u00adc\u0259 ge\u00adyin\u00adm\u0259k la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131r ki, ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adnin ad\u0131\u00adna l\u0259\u00adk\u0259 g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin. An\u00adcaq be\u00adl\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc ki, Ay\u00adsel\u00adgi\u00adlin ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 qay\u00adda\u00adlar, ge\u00adyim-ke\u00adci\u00adm\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 h\u0259r han\u00ads\u0131 bir ya\u00adsaq m\u00f6v\u00adcud de\u00adyil\u00addi v\u0259 Ay\u00adsel n\u0259 is\u00adt\u0259\u00ads\u0259 el\u0259\u00ady\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi, am\u00adma bur\u00adda da m\u0259\u00adni t\u0259\u0259c\u00adc\u00fcb\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adr\u0259n m\u0259\u00adqam bi\u00adzim b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi\u00adzin Ay\u00adse\u00adlin bu h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adk\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni \u00e7ox t\u0259\u00adbii qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adla\u00adma\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 idi, san\u00adki he\u00e7 n\u0259 ol\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131…<\/p>\n

XXVIII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6\u00adz\u00fcm\u00add\u0259n ne\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259h\u00adl\u0259m ge\u00addir\u00addi! Bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259\u00adli Ay\u00adsel\u00adl\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adqa\u00adyi\u00ads\u0259\u00add\u0259, ana qay\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan m\u0259h\u00adrum ol\u00admu\u015f id\u00adbar bir \u00f6r\u00add\u0259k ba\u00adla\u00ads\u0131\u00adyam v\u0259 Ay\u00adse\u00adlin m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 say\u00adma\u00admaz\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 da \u00e7ox t\u0259\u00adbii\u00addir. O, ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adya v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fe\u00ady\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 eti\u00adna\u00ads\u0131z\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bir da\u00adha n\u00fc\u00adma\u00adyi\u015f et\u00addi\u00adr\u0259\u00adr\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u0259mim o\u011f\u00adlu\u00adna tut\u00addu:
\n– M\u0259n t\u0259\u00adbi\u0259t vur\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu\u00adyam, -de\u00addi, -m\u0259\u00adni ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131z\u00adla ta\u00adn\u0131\u015f et\u00adm\u0259z\u00ads\u0259n ki?
\n\u018fl\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, biz q\u0131z\u00adlar da onu ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00adda g\u0259z\u00addi\u00adr\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addik, am\u00adma bu g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00ad\u00e7\u0259 he\u00e7 bi\u00adzi t\u0259r\u00adp\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 d\u0259 qoy\u00adma\u00add\u0131, bir s\u00fcz\u00adg\u00fcn, \u00e7\u0259\u00adp\u0259\u00adki ba\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adla bi\u00adz\u0259 \u00f6z ye\u00adri\u00admi\u00adzi ta\u00adn\u0131t\u00add\u0131. M\u0259\u00adnim \u00fcz\u00fc\u00add\u00f6n\u00adm\u00fc\u015f \u0259mo\u011f\u00adlum is\u0259 el\u0259 bil bu an\u0131 \u00e7ox\u00addan g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi, d\u0259r\u00adhal q\u0131\u00adz\u0131n ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc, n\u0259\u00adza\u00adk\u0259t\u00adl\u0259:
\n– Bu\u00adyu\u00adrun, – de\u00addi, – ge\u00add\u0259k…
\nOn\u00adlar a\u011fac\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda g\u00f6z\u00add\u0259n it\u0259n\u00add\u0259 is\u0259 Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n i\u015f\u00adl\u0259t\u00addi\u00adyi s\u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi\u00admi pa\u00adra-pa\u00adra el\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Al\u00adlah b\u0259d\u00adn\u0259\u00adz\u0259r\u00add\u0259n sax\u00adla\u00ads\u0131n! G\u00f6r bir ne\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 bir-bi\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 ya\u00adra\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00adlar!
\nD\u0259rd\u00add\u0259n sar\u00ads\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f hal\u00adda \u00f6z ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma qa\u00e7\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 ba\u00adl\u0131n\u00adc\u0131n al\u00adt\u0131\u00adna so\u00adxub q\u00fc\u00adrub \u00e7a\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna ki\u00admi h\u00f6n\u00adk\u00fcr-h\u00f6n\u00adk\u00fcr a\u011f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. Qo\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z ge\u00add\u0259\u00adn\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r m\u0259n a\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00addim v\u0259 \u0259n ac\u0131\u00adna\u00adcaq\u00adl\u0131\u00ads\u0131 o idi ki, kim\u00ads\u0259 bu\u00adnun f\u0259r\u00adqi\u00adn\u0259 var\u00adma\u00add\u0131; kim\u00ads\u0259 ma\u00adraq\u00adlan\u00adma\u00add\u0131 ki, m\u0259n har\u00adda\u00adyam! Yox, ya\u00adlan de\u00addim, Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m bir ne\u00ad\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131n qa\u00adp\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fcb m\u0259n s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00addi. \u0130\u00e7\u00adki i\u00e7\u0259n\u00adl\u0259r ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda otur\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131 xo\u015f\u00adla\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00addan, m\u0259c\u00adli\u00adsi er\u00adk\u0259n t\u0259rk ed\u0259n ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n da uca\u00addan m\u0259\u00adni s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adm\u0259 “Ai\u00adda g\u0259l\u00adsin m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7ay d\u0259m\u00adl\u0259\u00adsin” s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni e\u015fit\u00addim, am\u00adma hay ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259 is\u0259 de\u00addim ki, qoy \u00e7a\u00ady\u0131 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259k g\u0259\u00adli\u00adnin Ay\u00adsel d\u0259m\u00adl\u0259\u00adsin! M\u0259n m\u0259\u015f\u00ad\u011fu\u00adlam, Az\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 Ay\u00adse\u00adlin ni\u00ad\u015fa\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ne\u00adc\u0259 ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u0259k ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fi\u00adr\u0259m. Am\u00adma bir qu\u00adla\u00ad\u011f\u0131m ba\u00ady\u0131r\u00adda idi.
\nH\u0259r \u015fe\u00adyi e\u015fi\u00addir\u00addim.
\n– Ax\u0131, Siz bi\u00adlir\u00adsiz ki, m\u0259n ge\u00adc\u0259 ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00adm\u0259k\u00add\u0259n qor\u00adxu\u00adram,-Ay\u00adsel bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131, – biz get\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00adyik, t\u0259\u00adl\u0259s\u00adm\u0259k la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131!
\nAy\u00adse\u00adlin ami\u00adra\u00adn\u0259 s\u0259\u00adsi d\u0259r\u00adhal va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni qalx\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa v\u0259 ba\u011f sa\u00adhib\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 vi\u00adda\u00adla\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa m\u0259c\u00adbur el\u0259\u00addi.
\nM\u0259\u015f\u00adhur r\u0259s\u00adsam da, onun xa\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131 da zi\u00adya\u00adf\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k\u00add\u0259n t\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259k\u00adk\u00fcr el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, am\u00adma m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi ki, bu min\u00adn\u0259t\u00addar\u00adl\u0131q l\u0259\u00adya\u00adq\u0259t\u00adli s\u00fcf\u00adr\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 de\u00adyil, m\u0259hz o m\u0259c\u00adlis\u00add\u0259 t\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00adli qo\u00adyul\u00admu\u015f k\u00f6r\u00adp\u00fc on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 qa\u00adne el\u0259\u00adyir, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyin\u00adc\u0259\u00addir!
\nM\u0259n p\u0259n\u00adc\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131b m\u00f6h\u00adt\u0259\u00adr\u0259m qo\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ne\u00adc\u0259 yo\u00adla sa\u00adl\u0131n\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna \u00fcst m\u0259r\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00add\u0259n ta\u00adma\u00ad\u015fa el\u0259\u00ady\u0259r\u00adk\u0259n q\u0259\u00adz\u0259b\u00add\u0259n tit\u00adr\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim, Ay\u00adse\u00adlin \u0259lin\u00add\u0259 bi\u00adzim ba\u011f\u00addan top\u00adlan\u00adm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcl\u00adl\u0259\u00adri g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259, bi\u00adl\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ki bu g\u00fcl\u00adl\u0259\u00adri f\u00f6v\u00adq\u0259\u00adla\u00add\u0259 qo\u00adnaq\u00adlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259\u00adnim \u0259mo\u011f\u00adlum d\u0259\u00adrib, lap \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc itir\u00addim. Fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addim ki, b\u0259s m\u0259\u00adnim ta\u00adle\u00adyim ne\u00adc\u0259 ola\u00adcaq? B\u0259s onun m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ver\u00addi\u00adyi v\u0259d har\u00adda qal\u00add\u0131? U\u015faq\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n so\u00adnun\u00adcu ya\u00ady\u0131n\u00adda ba\u015f tu\u00adtan to\u00adyu\u00admuz unu\u00addul\u00addu\u00admu? Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131, o m\u0259\u00adni dul qo\u00adya\u00adcaq?!<\/p>\n

XXIX F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n xif\u00adf\u0259t\u00add\u0259n o q\u0259\u00add\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcb hik\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00admi\u015f\u00addim ki, er\u00adt\u0259\u00adsi g\u00fcn s\u0259\u00adh\u0259r ye\u00adm\u0259\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 get\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, \u00f6z aman\u00ads\u0131z a\u015fi\u00adqi\u00admin h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu ki\u00admi p\u0259n\u00adc\u0259\u00adr\u0259m\u00add\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259\u00adri at\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 a\u011f q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfi\u00adli is\u0259 ov\u00adcum\u00adda x\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b ba\u00ady\u0131\u00adra tu\u00adlaz\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. N\u0259\u00add\u0259n\u00ads\u0259, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi ki, r\u0259\u00adqi\u00adbim Az\u0259\u00adrin q\u0259l\u00adbi\u00adni f\u0259th el\u0259\u00adyib, o ki qal\u00add\u0131 ye\u00adn\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 a\u011f q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfil g\u00f6n\u00add\u0259r\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259-onun r\u0259h\u00admi\u00adn\u0259, bu m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u0259\u00adr\u0259k ol\u00adma\u00adyan bir dav\u00adra\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131.
\n…O ba\u00adzar g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc biz ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adm\u0131z q\u0259\u00adrar\u00adla\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131q ki, \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adr\u0259 qa\u00ady\u0131\u00addaq, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki er\u00adt\u0259\u00adsi g\u00fcn ki\u00admi i\u015f\u0259 get\u00adm\u0259\u00adli idi, ki\u00admi d\u0259 d\u0259r\u00ads\u0259. An\u00adcaq bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam q\u0259\u00adti \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 bil\u00addir\u00addi ki, bi\u00adzi k\u0259n\u00add\u0259, \u00f6z qo\u00adhu\u00admu\u00adgi\u00adl\u0259 qo\u00adnaq apa\u00adra\u00adcaq. He\u00e7 ki\u00admin eti\u00adraz et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 c\u00fc\u00adr\u0259\u00adti \u00e7at\u00adma\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 ata\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n v\u0259 el\u0259\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259y\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259r Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n eti\u00adra\u00adz\u0131\u00adna bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n d\u0259\u00add\u0259-ba\u00adba k\u0259n\u00addi\u00adn\u0259 yo\u00adla d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fck.
\n\u015e\u00fc\u00adv\u0259\u00adlan q\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n ki\u00ad\u00e7ik qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131 Mir\u00adka\u00adz\u0131m ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131, bi\u00adzi d\u0259 el\u0259 az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adla\u00adra m\u0259x\u00adsus qo\u00adnaq\u00adp\u0259r\u00adv\u0259r\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 o qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adla\u00add\u0131. Bir g\u00f6z q\u0131r\u00adp\u0131\u00adm\u0131n\u00adda to\u011f\u00adlu\u00adnu soy\u00addu\u00adlar, man\u00adqa\u00adl\u0131 yan\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, am\u00adma s\u00fcf\u00adr\u0259 ar\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131\u00adna ke\u00e7\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00add\u0259n \u00f6n\u00adc\u0259 ba\u00adbam \u00f6z qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00addan xa\u00adhi\u015f el\u0259\u00addi ki, ca\u00advan\u00adla\u00adra \u00f6z at da\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259r\u00adsin. A\u011f\u00adsaq\u00adqal\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ar\u00add\u0131n\u00adca t\u0259\u0259c\u00adc\u00fcb\u00adl\u0259, ma\u00adraq\u00adla t\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259 gi\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259, at\u00adlar\u00addan bi\u00adri ki\u015f\u00adn\u0259\u00addi, g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr, sa\u00adhi\u00adbi\u00adn\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 an\u00adlat\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi. Mir\u00adka\u00adz\u0131m da\u00ady\u0131\u00adn\u0131n g\u00fc\u00adv\u0259nc ye\u00adri bir-bi\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n ya\u00adra\u00ad\u015f\u0131q\u00adl\u0131 at\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna ta\u00adma\u00ad\u015fa el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ba\u00adbam bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 t\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259\u00adki ba\u00adla\u00adca ula\u00ad\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259\u00adrib:
\n– Siz bu hey\u00adva\u00adna da bir diq\u00adq\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyin, – de\u00addi v\u0259 \u0259li\u00adni bu m\u0259z\u00adlum du\u00adru\u015f\u00adlu hey\u00adva\u00adn\u0131n be\u00adli\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi, -in\u00addi de\u00adyin g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm, bu ya\u00adz\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n bu cins at\u00addan n\u0259\u00adyi k\u0259m\u00addi?
\nM\u0259n ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00addim ki, o n\u0259\u00ady\u0259 i\u015fa\u00adr\u0259 vu\u00adrur, n\u0259 de\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir, ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 sus\u00addum, \u0259mim q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, h\u0259m\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adnin bu ulaq\u00addan g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259k\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n Az\u0259r ki\u00admi g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. Ba\u00adbam is\u0259 bu q\u0259\u00adfil sor\u00ad\u011fu-sua\u00adl\u0131\u00adna da\u00advam el\u0259\u00addi.
\n– M\u0259\u00adnim ba\u00adla\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 de\u00adyin g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm, bu ula\u00ad\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l de\u00adyil\u00admi?
\nBiz ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adm\u0131z bir a\u011f\u0131z\u00addan ca\u00advab ver\u00addik ki, e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adyin g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adt\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00addi, h\u0259t\u00adta ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131 da\u00adyan\u00adm\u0131\u015f at\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00addi.
\n– On\u00adda m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyin g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm, he\u00e7 e\u015fit\u00admi\u00adsi\u00adniz\u00admi ki, kim\u00ads\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l bir q\u0131\u00adz\u0131n \u015f\u0259\u00adni\u00adn\u0259 xo\u015f s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259r de\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259, onun g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adyin g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 b\u0259n\u00adz\u0259t\u00adsin?
\nYox, biz h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adt\u0259n d\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 bir \u015fey e\u015fit\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addik, bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131q, am\u00adma ba\u00adbam bi\u00adz\u0259 m\u0259\u00adh\u0259l qoy\u00adma\u00addan ye\u00adn\u0259 s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 da\u00advam el\u0259di:
\n– Kim\u00ads\u0259 si\u00adzin ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131z\u00adda be\u00adl\u0259 komp\u00adli\u00adment\u00adl\u0259r s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyib\u00admi; m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259n, e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259k ki\u00admi t\u0259\u00admiz\u00adkar, ya e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259k ki\u00admi v\u0259\u00adfa\u00adl\u0131?
\n\u018fs\u00adla, biz be\u00adl\u0259 \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r d\u0259 e\u015fit\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addik, ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 \u015faq\u00adq\u0131l\u00adda\u00ady\u0131b g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adyi\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 da\u00advam el\u0259\u00addik.
\n– \u00c7ox ma\u00adraq\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131, -ba\u00adbam de\u00addi, -ax\u0131 n\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adyin \u015f\u0259\u00adni\u00adn\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 komp\u00adli\u00adment\u00adl\u0259r de\u00adyil\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin? Ax\u0131, e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259k he\u00e7 vaxt bu\u00adla\u00adn\u0131q su i\u00e7\u00admir v\u0259 sa\u00adhi\u00adbi\u00adn\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259n g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r s\u0259\u00adda\u00adq\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 xid\u00adm\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyir, y\u00fck da\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ady\u0131r. \u00dcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adlik d\u0259, i\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259 b\u0259rk t\u0259r\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n adam de\u00adyir ki, lap e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259k ki\u00admi i\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00addim. Bir m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 var: t\u0259r\u00adbi\u00ady\u0259\u00adsiz, xam adam g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 onu e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00ady\u0259 b\u0259n\u00adz\u0259\u00addi\u00adrik! El ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda ne\u00adc\u0259 de\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r? H\u0259, s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r ki, e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adyi l\u0259l-c\u0259\u00adva\u00adhi\u00adrat\u00adla y\u00fck\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259, b\u0259\u00ady\u0259m y\u00fc\u00adk\u00fc y\u00fcn\u00adg\u00fcl olur? Ya da de\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r, e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259k n\u0259\u00addi, d\u00f6\u00ad\u015f\u0259k n\u0259\u00addi?
\n\u0130n\u00addi m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 de\u00adyin g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm bu hey\u00advan in\u00adsan\u00adla\u00adra bu q\u0259\u00add\u0259r fay\u00adda ve\u00adr\u0259-ve\u00adr\u0259, n\u0259\u00add\u0259n ad\u0131 bir yer\u00add\u0259 yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011fa \u00e7\u0259\u00adkil\u00admir?
\nBu su\u00adal m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 ma\u00adraq\u00adl\u0131 g\u0259l\u00addi:
\n– “Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan da, ax\u0131 n\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259?”
\nA\u00adz\u0259r dil\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi:
\n– B\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ki, e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259k inad\u00adc\u0131l\u00add\u0131?
\nBa\u00adbam onun\u00adla ra\u00adz\u0131\u00adla\u015f\u00adma\u00add\u0131:
\n– Ax\u0131, bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259k\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 inad\u00adc\u0131l hey\u00advan\u00adlar var. B\u0259s on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ad\u0131 ni\u00ady\u0259 hal\u00adlan\u00adm\u0131r?
\nBu sua\u00adla ba\u015f\u00adqa ca\u00advab ve\u00adr\u0259n ol\u00adma\u00add\u0131, ba\u00adbam bi\u00adzi bir-bir diq\u00adq\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 ax\u0131r\u00adda da \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc Az\u0259\u00adr\u0259 tu\u00adtub as\u00adta-as\u00adta niy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00adni vur\u00ad\u011fu\u00adla\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131:
\n– Si\u00adz\u0259 agah ol\u00adsun: bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259k\u00add\u0259n ba\u015f\u00adqa el\u0259 bir hey\u00advan yox\u00addur ki, ana\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan qa\u00adbaq\u00adda get\u00adsin. T\u0259\u00adbi\u0259t\u00add\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn hey\u00advan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ba\u00adla\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ana\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ar\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00adca ge\u00addir\u00adl\u0259r, ana\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n yo\u00adlun\u00addan \u00e7\u0259\u00adki\u00adlir\u00adl\u0259r. Yal\u00adn\u0131z e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259k ba\u00adla\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan ba\u015f\u00adqa, o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ady\u00fcn h\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00adti\u00adni o d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 sax\u00adla\u00adm\u0131r ki, h\u0259t\u00adta ana\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan qa\u00adba\u00ad\u011fa d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcr?!
\nBi\u00adzim t\u0259\u0259c\u00adc\u00fcb\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admi\u00adzi g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam bir d\u0259 dil\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi:
\n– B\u0259\u00adli, b\u0259\u00adli, t\u0259\u0259c\u00adc\u00fcb\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00adyin, bu ye\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 hey\u00advan\u00add\u0131r ki, \u00f6z b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni sa\u00adya sal\u00adm\u0131r, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n qa\u00adba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcb y\u00fc\u00ady\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcr. Bax el\u0259 bu xid\u00adm\u0259\u00adti\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 e\u015f\u00ad\u015f\u0259k be\u00adl\u0259 xo\u00ad\u015fa\u00adg\u0259l\u00adm\u0259z bir \u015f\u00f6h\u00adr\u0259t qa\u00adza\u00adn\u0131b v\u0259 onun yer\u00add\u0259 qa\u00adlan xid\u00adm\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adri d\u0259 kol\u00adg\u0259\u00add\u0259 qa\u00adl\u0131b, ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 onun\u00adla m\u00fc\u00adqa\u00adyi\u00ads\u0259 olu\u00adnan in\u00adsan \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc t\u0259h\u00adqir olun\u00admu\u015f sa\u00ady\u0131r.
\nM\u0259n h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, ax\u0131 ba\u00adbam n\u0259\u00ady\u0259 i\u015fa\u00adr\u0259 vu\u00adrur, n\u0259 de\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir, ki\u00admin bos\u00adta\u00adn\u0131\u00adna da\u015f at\u0131r? O ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc Az\u0259\u00adr\u0259 \u00e7e\u00advir\u00addi:
\n– H\u0259\u00adyat\u00adda \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 tay se\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n\u00add\u0259, onun g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri, m\u00fc\u00adt\u0259\u00adna\u00adsib ayaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, al ya\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 s\u0259\u00adni al\u00addat\u00adma\u00ads\u0131n, fi\u00adkir ver, g\u00f6r o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 ne\u00adc\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adsi\u00adb\u0259t b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir! \u018fg\u0259r q\u0131z \u00f6z va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa aman ver\u00admir\u00ads\u0259; ad\u00add\u0131m\u00adba\u00ad\u015f\u0131 on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc k\u0259\u00adsir\u00ads\u0259, \u0259g\u0259r q\u0131z va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u0259v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adn\u0259 s\u00f6z de\u00adyir\u00ads\u0259, q\u0259\u00adrar \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00add\u0131r\u00adsa, onun yer\u00add\u0259 qa\u00adlan key\u00adfiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adri d\u0259 bir qa\u00adra q\u0259\u00adpi\u00ady\u0259 d\u0259y\u00adm\u0259z, gec-tez o, va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ye\u00adr\u0259 so\u00adxa\u00adcaq!
\nV\u0259 m\u0259n q\u0259l\u00adbim\u00add\u0259 \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adba\u00adma s\u0259c\u00add\u0259 el\u0259\u00addim!!! El\u0259 bir s\u0259c\u00add\u0259 ki, ruh\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b oxu\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00addim.<\/p>\n

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\nAi\u00adl\u0259 \u0259n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 sa\u00addiq qa\u00adla\u00adraq, yay\u00adda biz ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6m\u00adr\u00fcn q\u00fc\u00adrub \u00e7a\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda ata-ba\u00adba tor\u00adpaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r t\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfin\u00add\u0259n i\u015f\u00ad\u011fa\u00adl\u0131\u00adna d\u00f6\u00adz\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n v\u0259 bu\u00adnu \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck d\u0259rd el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna c\u0259m ol\u00adduq. O yay g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131, s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259, da\u00adha bir q\u0259\u00adfil z\u0259r\u00adb\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00admi\u015f, o, son il\u00adl\u0259r ta\u00admam a\u011f\u0131r\u00adla\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri i\u015f\u0131q\u00addan qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f se\u00advim\u00adli Tu\u00adtu\u00adsu\u00adnu itir\u00addi. Ba\u00adbam Tu\u00adtu\u00adnun \u00f6l\u00fc\u00ads\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 k\u00f6l\u00adg\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 yat\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 \u0259rik a\u011fa\u00adc\u0131\u00adn\u0131n di\u00adbin\u00add\u0259 tor\u00adpa\u00ad\u011fa quy\u00adla\u00add\u0131. Ba\u00adbam se\u00advim\u00adli pi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adyi\u00adnin xa\u00adti\u00adr\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 “Tu\u00adtu xa\u00adn\u0131m” ya\u00adz\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131y\u00adla \u0259b\u0259\u00addi\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addir\u00addi…
\nQay\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adlar, ac\u0131\u00adlar i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, ba\u011f h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259z\u0259l\u00adki l\u0259z\u00adz\u0259\u00adti\u00adni itir\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259, ba\u00adbam bi\u00adzi ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna c\u0259m el\u0259\u00adyib h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n \u0259n i\u015f\u0131q\u00adl\u0131 an\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00addan bu ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131 ye\u00adn\u0259 ya\u00adra\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ad\u011fa g\u0259\u00adtir\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131. O g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 bi\u00adzim ba\u011f\u00adda c\u0259m ol\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131z el\u0259 bir b\u0259\u00adla\u00adl\u0131 za\u00adma\u00adna d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc ki, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn qon\u00ad\u015fu ba\u011f\u00adlar\u00addan vay-\u015fi\u00adv\u0259n s\u0259\u00adsi g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi; \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki o ba\u011f\u00adlar\u00adda Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adnis\u00adtan\u00adl\u0131, La\u00ad\u00e7\u0131n\u00adl\u0131, Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 qa\u00e7\u00adq\u0131n\u00adlar-k\u00f6\u00e7\u00adk\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r yer\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fib m\u0259s\u00adkun\u00adla\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00ads\u0259 on\u00adlar bi\u00adzim ba\u00ad\u011fa gir\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr, ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n \u015f\u0259x\u00adsiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00adn\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259t el\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. B\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 d\u0259 ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ki, ba\u00adbam min bir \u0259ziy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 ha\u00adsi\u00adl\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi\u00adyi bu ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131n mer-mey\u00adv\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni on\u00adsuz da on\u00adla\u00adra pay\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Ye\u00adri g\u0259l\u00admi\u015f\u00adk\u0259n qeyd edim ki, ba\u00adbam bu al\u00ad\u00e7al\u00add\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 t\u0259h\u00adqir edil\u00admi\u015f in\u00adsan\u00adla\u00adra \u00f6z ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n mer-mey\u00adv\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni pay\u00adla\u00admaq\u00addan b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck l\u0259z\u00adz\u0259t al\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\nBa\u00adbam, de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r na\u00adhar\u00adda d\u0259rd\u00add\u0259n-q\u0259m\u00add\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adl\u0259n ye\u00adni “qon\u00ad\u015fu”\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00addan bi\u00adri\u00adni, ya iki\u00adsi\u00adni k\u00fcl\u00adf\u0259\u00adti il\u0259 ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adza d\u0259\u00adv\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi v\u0259 t\u0259\u00adbii ki, qo\u00adnaq\u00adp\u0259r\u00adv\u0259r\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adni \u0259sir\u00adg\u0259\u00admir\u00addi. Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla, Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim, Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m is\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259c\u00adlis\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin ta\u00adma\u00adm\u0131n\u00adda bu fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131r, utan\u00adcaq qo\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adra bi\u00adzim k\u00f6h\u00adn\u0259 pal\u00adtar\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 pay\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. M\u0259n bu at\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f, var-yox\u00addan \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131\u015f in\u00adsan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir\u00addim v\u0259 \u015f\u00fcb\u00adh\u0259 el\u0259\u00admir\u00addim ki, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ta\u00adle\u00adyin\u00add\u0259 bi\u00adzim d\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adna\u00adh\u0131\u00adm\u0131z var, \u015f\u0259x\u00ads\u0259n a\u011f qar\u00ad\u011fa ki\u00admi on\u00adlar\u00addan se\u00ad\u00e7il\u00adm\u0259\u00adyim m\u0259\u00adni a\u011f\u00adr\u0131\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Da\u00adha u\u015faq oyun\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna, \u0259y\u00adl\u0259n\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 ba\u015f qo\u015f\u00admur\u00adduq, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc ba\u00adba\u00adma k\u00f6\u00adm\u0259k el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addik ki, ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131n \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adki ya\u00adra\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 qay\u00adta\u00adraq. \u00c7ox\u00addan idi ki, man\u00adqa\u00adl\u0131\u00adm\u0131z t\u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adl\u0259n\u00admir\u00addi, am\u00adma bu\u00adnun s\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adbi qu\u00adzu \u0259ti\u00adnin, a\u011f ba\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n ba\u00adha\u00adlan\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 de\u00adyil\u00addi, ka\u00adba\u00adb\u0131n d\u0259r\u00adhal \u0259t\u00adra\u00adfa ya\u00ady\u0131\u00adlan qo\u00adxu\u00adsu\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ye\u00adni qon\u00ad\u015fu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00addan uta\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131q, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ha\u00adm\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adna ka\u00adbab bi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adrib pay\u00adla\u00admaq is\u0259, h\u0259t\u00adta bi\u00adzim d\u0259 im\u00adka\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131z xa\u00adri\u00adcin\u00add\u0259 idi. \u00c7\u00fcn\u00adki on\u00adlar bir, iki, ya \u00fc\u00e7 ai\u00adl\u0259 ol\u00adsay\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, yo\u00adla ver\u00adm\u0259k – h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 be\u015f-al\u00adt\u0131 \u015fi\u015f pay g\u00f6n\u00add\u0259r\u00adm\u0259k olar\u00add\u0131, am\u00adma qis\u00adm\u0259t\u00add\u0259n d\u00f6rd \u0259t\u00adra\u00adf\u0131\u00adm\u0131z qa\u00e7\u00adq\u0131n\u00adlar\u00add\u0131, h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n f\u0259\u00adla\u00adk\u0259\u00adti yu\u00adxu he\u00adsab el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n m\u0259z\u00adlum in\u00adsan\u00adlar\u00add\u0131.
\nBiz – q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ady\u0259n u\u015faq\u00adlar ba\u00ad\u011fa el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00admi\u015f\u00addik ki, san\u00adki h\u0259r\u00adbi bor\u00adcu\u00admuz\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131q, am\u00adma fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ki, ha\u00ad\u00e7an\u00adsa bu ba\u011f ba\u00adbam\u00ads\u0131z ye\u00adtim qa\u00adla\u00adcaq, \u015f\u0259x\u00ads\u0259n m\u0259n sar\u00ads\u0131\u00adl\u0131r\u00add\u0131m… Bir s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259, h\u0259\u00adyat \u00f6z axa\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, h\u0259t\u00adta na\u00addir hal\u00adlar\u00adda get\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admiz Az\u0259r v\u0259 Ai\u00adda ada\u00ads\u0131 da bi\u00adzi ovu\u00adda bil\u00admir\u00addi, i\u00e7i\u00admiz\u00add\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admiz ac\u0131\u00adla\u00adra m\u0259l\u00adh\u0259m ol\u00admur\u00addu.
\nHe\u00e7 ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n s\u0259h\u00adh\u0259\u00adti d\u0259 yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 \u015fey v\u0259d el\u0259\u00admir\u00addi. O, he\u00e7 za\u00adman \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyin\u00add\u0259n \u015fi\u00adka\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259, son za\u00adman\u00adlar tez-tez \u00fcr\u0259k tut\u00adma\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 olur\u00addu, qan t\u0259z\u00adyi\u00adqi qal\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\nT\u0259c\u00adr\u00fc\u00adb\u0259\u00adli \u00fcr\u0259k h\u0259\u00adki\u00admi Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla \u0259lin\u00add\u0259\u00adki to\u00adno\u00admet\u00adri qu\u00adtu\u00adsu\u00adna qo\u00adyan\u00addan son\u00adra can\u00ad\u0131ya\u00adnan\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla qay\u00ad\u0131na\u00adta\u00ads\u0131\u00adna:
\n– Si\u00adz\u0259 \u00e7ox i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259k ol\u00admaz, siz din\u00adc\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00adsi\u00adniz, atam, -de\u00addi, -\u00fcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adlik d\u0259 Si\u00adz\u0259 la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131 ki, m\u00fct\u00adl\u0259q han\u00ads\u0131\u00adsa bir diu\u00adre\u00adtik d\u0259r\u00adman q\u0259\u00adbul ed\u0259\u00adsi\u00adniz.
\n– M\u0259n ta\u00admam sa\u011f\u00adla\u00admam, -ba\u00adbam ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, – Tu\u00adtu\u00adxa\u00adn\u0131m sa\u011f ol\u00adsay\u00add\u0131, he\u00e7 diu\u00adre\u00adtik d\u0259r\u00adman\u00adlar da ax\u00adtar\u00admaz\u00add\u0131q, pi\u00ad\u015fik sax\u00adla\u00adyan ada\u00adm\u0131n he\u00e7 za\u00adman qan t\u0259z\u00adyi\u00adqi ol\u00admaz!
\nA\u00adtam el\u0259 bil bu s\u00f6\u00adz\u0259 b\u0259nd idi:
\n– B\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 t\u0259\u00adz\u0259 pi\u00ad\u015fik al\u0131b g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259k? – de\u00addi.
\n\u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam q\u0259\u00adtiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 ca\u00advab ver\u00addi:
\n– Yox, o\u011f\u00adlum, yox, m\u0259n Tu\u00adtu\u00adxa\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131n xa\u00adti\u00adr\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 x\u0259\u00adya\u00adn\u0259t ed\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m!
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259\u00ady\u0259 bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, ba\u00adbam b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc ba\u011f\u00adda i\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi. Bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 ne\u00adc\u0259 ol\u00addu\u00adsa \u015faf\u00adta\u00adl\u0131 d\u0259r\u00adm\u0259k\u00add\u0259 ba\u00adba\u00adma k\u00f6\u00adm\u0259k ed\u0259n\u00add\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00add\u0259n as\u0131\u00adl\u0131 ol\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq di\u00adli\u00adm\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 su\u00adal g\u0259l\u00addi:
\n– Ne\u00adc\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, za\u00adman da\u00adyan\u00ads\u0131n? Ax\u0131 g\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259\u00adlir…
\nBa\u00adbam d\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fc\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra:
\n– He\u00e7 za\u00adman \u00fcmi\u00addi itir\u00adm\u0259k ol\u00admaz, q\u0131\u00adz\u0131m, – de\u00addi, – g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00ady\u0259 inan\u00admaq la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131, d\u00fcn\u00adya xali de\u00adyil…
\nO, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 da\u00adha “ax\u00ad\u00e7i” de\u00admir\u00addi, am\u00adma ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r\u00add\u0259nbir ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259n son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 \u015fi\u00adrin s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adn\u0259n bu s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc e\u015fit\u00adm\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259n ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi.
\n– Ba\u00adba can, -m\u0259n xa\u00adhi\u015f t\u0259r\u00adzin\u00add\u0259 ona m\u00fc\u00adra\u00adci\u0259t el\u0259\u00addim, – s\u00f6z ver ki, m\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r sa\u00ad\u011fam, s\u0259n m\u0259\u00adni t\u0259rk et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00ads\u0259n…
\n– \u018fl\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, m\u0259n s\u0259\u00adni he\u00e7 za\u00adman t\u0259rk et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259m, – ba\u00adbam ca\u00advab ver\u00addi v\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addi, -n\u0259 za\u00adman olur-ol\u00adsun, s\u0259n a\u011fac\u00addan \u015faf\u00adta\u00adl\u0131, ya in\u00adcir d\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259\u00adnin\u00adl\u0259 ola\u00adcam; h\u0259r ba\u00adhar al\u00adma, al\u00adba\u00adl\u0131 a\u011fac\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 \u00e7i\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259 s\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00ads\u0259n ki, m\u0259n s\u0259\u00adnin\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259m; m\u0259n \u00e7i\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k\u00adl\u0259\u00admi\u015f bu\u00adda\u00ad\u011fa d\u00f6\u00adn\u00fcb s\u0259\u00adnin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259m, m\u0259\u00adnim ba\u00adlam…
\nM\u0259n ona q\u0131\u00ads\u0131l\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 biz bir xey\u00adli be\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259 ra\u00adhat\u00adl\u0131q tap\u00add\u0131q, son\u00adra o m\u0259\u00adni ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131n aya\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna, g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k \u015fi\u00adtil\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 apar\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259li il\u0259 \u0259n g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l \u00e7i\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n bir d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adla\u00add\u0131.<\/p>\n

XXXI F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\n\u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam o yas m\u0259c\u00adli\u00adsin\u00add\u0259n ev\u0259 d\u00f6\u00adn\u0259n\u00add\u0259 b\u0131\u00ad\u00e7aq vur\u00adsan qa\u00adn\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u00admaz\u00add\u0131. Hik\u00adk\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259n tir-tir tit\u00adr\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi, \u00f6z d\u0259r\u00addi\u00adn\u0259 Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admi d\u0259 or\u00adtaq el\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Ni\u00ady\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 ol\u00addu, Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 xa\u00adn\u0131m? B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m m\u0259n ha\u00ad\u00e7an\u00adsa bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda l\u0259\u00adya\u00adq\u0259t\u00adsiz bir h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adk\u0259t et\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m ki, \u00f6v\u00adlad\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259r? M\u0259n ha\u00adram ti\u00adk\u0259 ye\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m, bu ev\u0259 ha\u00adram g\u0259\u00adtir\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131 qoy\u00admu\u00ad\u015fam ki, t\u0259\u00adki V\u0259\u00adt\u0259n \u00e7i\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k\u00adl\u0259n\u00adsin. \u0130kin\u00adci D\u00fcn\u00adya m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n neft bu\u00adruq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda yo\u00adrul\u00admaq bil\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki ina\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131m ki, d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259n \u00fcz\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 q\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn neft la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131r. Bi\u00adzim Ba\u00adk\u0131 neft\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin f\u0259\u00addakar \u0259m\u0259\u00adyi v\u0259 Ba\u00adk\u0131 nef\u00adti ol\u00adma\u00adsay\u00add\u0131, So\u00advet \u0130t\u00adti\u00adfa\u00adq\u0131 he\u00e7 za\u00adman d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259n \u00fcz\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 q\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259 qa\u00adza\u00adna bil\u00adm\u0259z\u00addi! Hit\u00adler Qaf\u00adqa\u00adza so\u00adxu\u00adlan\u00adda v\u0259 “Bar\u00adba\u00adros\u00adsa” \u0259m\u0259\u00adliy\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adyan\u00adda m\u0259n k\u00f6\u00adn\u00fcl\u00adl\u00fc c\u0259b\u00adh\u0259\u00ady\u0259 yol\u00adlan\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259-d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ge\u00addib Ber\u00adli\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u00add\u0131m. M\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra da m\u0259n qo\u00adlu\u00admu qol\u00adtu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adma qoy\u00adma\u00add\u0131m, \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259\u00adnin b\u0259r\u00adpa\u00ads\u0131 na\u00admi\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m. Ha\u00adn\u0131 o \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259? N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o bi\u00adz\u0259 x\u0259\u00adya\u00adn\u0259t el\u0259\u00addi? M\u0259\u00adnim r\u0259h\u00adm\u0259t\u00adlik atam Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adda So\u00advet h\u00f6\u00adku\u00adm\u0259\u00adti zor g\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 qu\u00adru\u00adlan\u00adda de\u00adyir\u00admi\u015f ki, n\u0259 f\u0259r\u00adqi, \u0259c\u00addad\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z uyu\u00adyan tor\u00adpa\u00ad\u011f\u0131 kim tap\u00adda\u00adla\u00adya\u00adcaq; rus ay\u0131\u00ads\u0131, ya fars \u00e7aq\u00adqa\u00adl\u0131? \u0130ki\u00adsi d\u0259 y\u0131r\u00adt\u0131\u00adc\u0131\u00add\u0131: \u0259ti\u00admi\u00adzi ye\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r, s\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00ady\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00adz\u00fc g\u0259\u00admi\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r, n\u0259 qal\u00adsa, onu da \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u00adna\u00adya\u00adcaq\u00adlar… Ya\u00adz\u0131q atam, el\u0259 bil bu g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcr\u00adm\u00fc\u015f…
\nRu\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m g\u00fcc\u00adl\u0259 e\u015fi\u00addi\u00adl\u0259n bir s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259:
\n– Al\u00adlah r\u0259h\u00adm\u0259t el\u0259\u00adsin ona, -de\u00addi, – q\u0259b\u00adri nur\u00adla dol\u00adsun.
\n– Al\u00adlah \u00f6l\u0259n\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 r\u0259h\u00adm\u0259t el\u0259\u00adsin, Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 xa\u00adn\u0131m, – ba\u00adbam ca\u00advab ver\u00addi v\u0259 s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 da\u00advam el\u0259\u00addi, – r\u0259h\u00adm\u0259t\u00adlik h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 bi\u00adzi inan\u00add\u0131r\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, qon\u00ad\u015fu im\u00adpe\u00adri\u00adya\u00adlar bi\u00adzim yur\u00addu\u00admu\u00adza xo\u015f m\u0259\u00adram\u00adla can at\u00adm\u0131r\u00adlar. On\u00adla\u00adra bi\u00adzim nef\u00adti\u00admiz la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131r! \u015e\u0259rq\u00add\u0259 ilk d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 M\u0259m\u00adm\u0259d \u018fmin R\u0259\u00adsul\u00adza\u00add\u0259\u00adnin ba\u015f\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 De\u00admok\u00adra\u00adtik Res\u00adpub\u00adli\u00adka\u00adn\u0131 biz ya\u00adrat\u00adma\u00add\u0131q\u00adm\u0131?! R\u0259h\u00adm\u0259t\u00adlik ne\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 n\u00fc\u00adfuz\u00adlu Na\u00adzir\u00adl\u0259r Ka\u00adbi\u00adne\u00adti ya\u00adrat\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131; ha\u00adm\u0131\u00ads\u0131 za\u00add\u0259\u00adgan, zi\u00adya\u00adl\u0131, d\u0259r\u00adra\u00adk\u0259 sa\u00adhib\u00adl\u0259\u00adri… Bi\u00adzim \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259\u00admi\u00adzin ta\u00adri\u00adxin\u00add\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan an\u00adcaq on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ha\u00adki\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti za\u00adma\u00adn\u0131 s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259\u00adna\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda \u00e7i\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k\u00adl\u0259\u00adyib… He\u00adyif ki, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adl\u0259\u00adri, rus \u015fo\u00advi\u00adnist\u00adl\u0259\u00adri o h\u00f6\u00adku\u00adm\u0259\u00adti \u00e7ox ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa qoy\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00adlar-iki\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 qar\u00adda\u015f de\u00addik, am\u00adma ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adza b\u0259\u00adla ol\u00addu\u00adlar!
\n\u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni yum\u00addu v\u0259 ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bu\u00adla\u00adya-bulaya:
\n– O h\u00f6\u00adku\u00adm\u0259t c\u0259\u00admi iyir\u00admi \u00fc\u00e7 ay ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00add\u0131, – de\u00addi, – er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r ara\u00adn\u0131 qa\u00adr\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131r\u00adma\u00adsay\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, bol\u00ad\u015fe\u00advik\u00adl\u0259r g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259y\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, in\u00addi kim bi\u00adlir biz n\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 na\u00adil ol\u00admu\u015f\u00adduq. On\u00adlar sat\u00adq\u0131n er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi il\u0259 Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adya so\u00adxul\u00addu\u00adlar v\u0259 g\u0259nc Res\u00adpub\u00adli\u00adka\u00adn\u0131 bo\u011f\u00addu\u00adlar…
\nO\u00adnun s\u0259\u00adsi tit\u00adr\u0259\u00addi v\u0259 bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 u\u015faq ki\u00admi a\u011f\u00adla\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. Son za\u00adman\u00adlar o, \u00fcmu\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259, \u00e7ox tez k\u00f6v\u00adr\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi. D\u0259s\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u00adxa\u00adr\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 si\u00adl\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 da\u00advam el\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Biz a\u011f\u00adsaq\u00adqal\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adza inan\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131q, am\u00adma s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259 on\u00adlar Rus im\u00adpe\u00adria\u00adlist\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 nif\u00adr\u0259t b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259k\u00add\u0259 haq\u00adl\u0131y\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00adlar! Rus\u00adlar bur\u00adda er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi il\u0259 bol\u00ad\u015fe\u00advik h\u00f6\u00adku\u00adm\u0259\u00adti ya\u00adrat\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Qul\u00addur\u00adba\u00ad\u015f\u0131 Ste\u00adpan \u015eaum\u00adyan \u0259n l\u0259\u00adya\u00adq\u0259t\u00adli o\u011ful\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ye\u00addi, \u0259v\u0259\u00adzin\u00add\u0259 rus\u00adlar bi\u00adzi m\u0259c\u00adbur el\u0259\u00addi ki, bu qa\u00adt\u0131 da\u015f\u00adna\u00adka hey\u00adk\u0259l qo\u00adyaq… On\u00adlar Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f xan\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 l\u0259\u011fv el\u0259\u00adyib Ru\u00adsi\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n ma\u00adli\u00adka\u00adn\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7e\u00advir\u00admi\u015f\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r b\u0259s ol\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 xa\u00adn\u0131n k\u0259n\u00addi\u00adnin-Xan\u00adk\u0259n\u00addi\u00adnin d\u0259 ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 d\u0259\u00adyi\u00ad\u015fib bu ca\u00adni\u00adnin \u015f\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfi\u00adn\u0259 Ste\u00adpa\u00adna\u00adkert qoy\u00addu\u00adlar!!! V\u0259 biz d\u0259 kor ki\u00admi yet\u00admi\u015f il bu ha\u00adki\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adt\u0259 s\u0259c\u00add\u0259 el\u0259\u00addik!!! N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn? Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ki, on\u00adlar bi\u00adzi mil\u00adli-\u0259x\u00adla\u00adqi d\u0259\u00ady\u0259r\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admiz\u00add\u0259n, ta\u00adri\u00adxi\u00admiz\u00add\u0259n, m\u0259\u00add\u0259\u00adniy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00admiz\u00add\u0259n, di\u00adni\u00admi\u00adzin\u00add\u0259n uzaq\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bi\u00adzi iki ye\u00adr\u0259 par\u00ad\u00e7a\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Fars\u00adlar\u00adla b\u00f6\u00adl\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fcr\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc\u00adl\u0259r. Rus\u00adlar bi\u00adzi er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f t\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 sal\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, fars\u00adlar is\u0259 C\u0259\u00adnu\u00adbi Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan otuz mil\u00adyon\u00adluq az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adya g\u00f6z ve\u00adrib, i\u015f\u0131q ver\u00admir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, \u00f6z \u0259c\u00addad\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n tor\u00adpa\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda, \u00f6z ana di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015fan az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 m\u0259s\u00adx\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qo\u00adyur\u00addu\u00adlar! Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan da g\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00addi!!! T\u0259b\u00adriz xal\u00ad\u00e7a\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 d\u00fcn\u00adya ba\u00adza\u00adr\u0131\u00adna fars xal\u00ad\u00e7a\u00ads\u0131 ad\u0131y\u00adla \u00e7\u0131\u00adxa\u00adr\u0131r\u00adlar, biz d\u0259 su\u00adsu\u00adruq n\u0259\u00addi-n\u0259 de\u00adyil, T\u0259b\u00adriz fars im\u00adpe\u00adri\u00adya\u00ads\u0131\u00adna da\u00adxil\u00addir. On\u00adlar Ni\u00adza\u00admi G\u0259n\u00adc\u0259\u00advi\u00adni fars \u015fai\u00adri ki\u00admi t\u0259q\u00addim ed\u0259n\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259\u00adsi\u00admi\u00adzi \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00adm\u0131\u00adr\u0131q! H\u0259t\u00adta \u0130ran t\u0259b\u00adli\u00ad\u011fa\u00adt\u0131 o ye\u00adr\u0259 \u00e7at\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131b ki, m\u0259\u00adnim za\u00adval\u00adl\u0131 pi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adyim Tu\u00adtu\u00adxa\u00adn\u0131\u00adma da, fars cin\u00adsi de\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, hal\u00adbu\u00adki o adi\u00adc\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan pi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adyi idi, am\u00adma bu\u00adnu kim bi\u00adlir? \u018fl\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, biz x\u0131r\u00adda\u00ad\u00e7\u0131-\u00e7\u0259r\u00ad\u00e7i de\u00adyi\u00adlik: \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi\u00admiz b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck, q\u0259l\u00adbi\u00admiz ge\u00adni\u015f\u00addir, n\u0259 is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r “pe\u015f\u00adk\u0259\u015f\u00addi!” de\u00adyi\u00adrik. Be\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 ki\u00admi xal\u00ad\u00e7a\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adza, \u015fair\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 sa\u00adhib \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131r, ki\u00admi mu\u00adsi\u00adqi\u00admi\u00adz\u0259, m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259\u00adxi\u00admi\u00adz\u0259, ki\u00admi d\u0259 tor\u00adpa\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adza!!!
\nS\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn bu ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131 n\u0259\u00adf\u0259s k\u0259\u00ads\u0259n bir \u00f6s\u00adk\u00fc\u00adr\u0259k tut\u00addu. O, h\u0259r\u00add\u0259n\u00adbir be\u00adl\u0259 ha\u00adla d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n\u00add\u0259, yal\u00adn\u0131z bir\u00adc\u0259 \u015fey ka\u00adra g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi: d\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 s\u0131\u00adnaq\u00addan \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131\u015f s\u0259\u00adrin na\u00adbat \u015f\u0259r\u00adb\u0259\u00adti. Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m eh\u00adti\u00adyat\u00adl\u0131 ar\u00advad\u00add\u0131, o qa\u00adbaq\u00adca\u00addan \u015f\u0259f\u00adfaf na\u00adbat d\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni su\u00adda \u0259ri\u00add\u0259r v\u0259 so\u00adyuq bir yer\u00add\u0259 sax\u00adla\u00adyar\u00add\u0131 ki, ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n \u00f6s\u00adk\u00fc\u00adr\u0259\u00adyi tu\u00adtan\u00adda \u0259l-aya\u00ad\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin. O, ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259r\u00adhal bir fin\u00adcan na\u00adbat \u015f\u0259r\u00adb\u0259\u00adti g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi v\u0259 ba\u00adbam bu i\u00e7\u00adki\u00add\u0259n bir-iki qur\u00adtum al\u0131b s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn ar\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi:
\n– M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n sa\u00adva\u00ady\u0131 kim\u00ads\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ya\u00adman\u00adl\u0131q et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n t\u0259r\u00adbi\u00ady\u0259\u00adli \u00f6v\u00adlad\u00adlar b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fct\u00adm\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259m, am\u00adma da\u00adha va\u00adcib m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 odur ki, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u00f6m\u00adr\u00fcm bo\u00adyu \u0130s\u00adla\u00adm\u0131n m\u00fc\u00adq\u0259d\u00add\u0259s \u015f\u0259rt\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adri olan m\u00fc\u00ads\u0259l\u00adman\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 sax\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam… Mu\u00adrad er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adna ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u00ad\u015fan\u00adda m\u0259n c\u0259hd el\u0259\u00addim ki, onu bu \u00f6l\u00ad\u00e7\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcb-bi\u00ad\u00e7il\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adk\u0259t\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0259\u00adkin\u00addi\u00adrim, am\u00adma o vu\u00adrul\u00admu\u015f\u00addu: \u00fcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adlik d\u0259 ca\u00advan\u00adlar c\u0131\u00adz\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, s\u0259r\u00adh\u0259d\u00addi a\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar… m\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259c\u00adbur ol\u00addum ki, ge\u00adri \u00e7\u0259\u00adki\u00adlim… Q\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 \u0130s\u00adla\u00adm\u0131 q\u0259\u00adbul el\u0259\u00adyib ai\u00adl\u0259\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 qa\u00adr\u0131\u00ad\u015fan\u00addan son\u00adra is\u0259 el\u0259 bil\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m \u00f6z ba\u00adlam\u00add\u0131, va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni d\u0259 bir Al\u00adlah bi\u00adlir ki, h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 \u0259ziz tut\u00admu\u00ad\u015fam, q\u0131\u00adz\u0131m Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 il\u0259 Q\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259\u00ady\u0259 f\u0259rq qoy\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam. Ata\u00ads\u0131 Xos\u00adro\u00advu is\u0259 qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131m bil\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n o a\u011f\u0131r il\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 Xos\u00adro\u00advu, ya onun ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ne\u00adc\u0259 t\u0259k qo\u00adya bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addim? M\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6\u00adr\u0259k k\u0259s\u00addi\u00adyim, duz dad\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131m ada\u00adma – o lap er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni d\u0259 ol\u00adsa, ar\u00adxa dur\u00adma\u00adsay\u00add\u0131m, qa\u00addir Al\u00adlah \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259\u00adni c\u0259\u00adza\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00adrar\u00add\u0131! Yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131, in\u00addi s\u0259n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm, \u00f6m\u00fcr bo\u00adyu m\u0259\u00ad\u015fu\u00adq\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni olan o zi\u00adna\u00adn\u0131n, o zi\u00adna\u00adka\u00adr\u0131n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 at\u00adma\u00adca at\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa haq\u00adq\u0131 var, ya yox?
\nN\u0259\u00adn\u0259m dil\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00addi, ba\u00adbam is\u0259 t\u0259s\u00adbe\u00adhi\u00adni \u00e7e\u00advi\u00adr\u0259-\u00e7e\u00advi\u00adr\u0259 bir xey\u00adli fik\u00adr\u0259 get\u00addi v\u0259 bir\u00add\u0259n:
\n– Tu\u00adta\u00adl\u0131m ki, m\u0259n ta\u00adri\u00adxin \u00e7ar\u00adx\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ge\u00adri qay\u00adta\u00adra bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m, -de\u00addi, -tu\u00adta\u00adl\u0131m ki, m\u0259n Ana yur\u00addun ta\u00adle\u00adyi\u00adni h\u0259ll el\u0259\u00ady\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m… \u00d6z ai\u00adl\u0259m\u00add\u0259 ki m\u0259\u00adnim s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcm ke\u00e7\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00addi! \u00d6z ai\u00adl\u0259m\u00add\u0259 ki m\u0259n de\u00ady\u0259n ol\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131! M\u0259n be\u00adl\u0259 \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 ba\u00adr\u0131\u00ad\u015fa bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m, Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 xa\u00adn\u0131m, ba\u00adr\u0131\u00ad\u015fa bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m… G\u00f6r bir Mu\u00adra\u00adda ne\u00ad\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 de\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m ki, Q\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259\u00adnin ar\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00adca get\u00adsin, m\u0259n de\u00adyi\u00adr\u0259m, m\u0259n e\u015fi\u00addi\u00adr\u0259m, tu\u00adtub bir m\u0259k\u00adtu\u00adbun ya\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan! M\u0259k\u00adtub be\u00adl\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi, m\u0259k\u00adtub be\u00adl\u0259 get\u00addi. N\u0259 f\u0259r\u00adqi var ki, h\u0259r \u015fey\u00add\u0259n \u0259li \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adl\u0259n an\u00adda qa\u00add\u0131n n\u0259 ya\u00adz\u0131b? Ge\u00addib onu tap\u00admaq, g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn i\u00e7i\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00admaq la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131. B\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn sual\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ca\u00adva\u00adb\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ka\u00ad\u011f\u0131z par\u00ad\u00e7a\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda yox, onun g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 ax\u00adtar\u00admaq la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131r! G\u00f6r bi\u00adzim ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00adl\u0259r, Qaf\u00adqaz \u0259r\u0259n\u00adl\u0259\u00adri rus\u00adla\u00ad\u015fa-rus\u00adla\u00ad\u015fa n\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 qa\u00adl\u0131b\u00adlar? So\u00advet d\u0259y\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adri olub\u00adlar! \u018fr\u00adl\u0259 ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131n ara\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 han\u00ads\u0131 m\u0259k\u00adtub k\u0259\u00ads\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r? Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131, bir par\u00ad\u00e7a ka\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adza in\u00adsan\u00addan ar\u00adt\u0131q inan\u00admaq m\u00fcm\u00adk\u00fcn\u00add\u00fcr? B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m bu m\u0259\u00add\u0259\u00adniy\u00ady\u0259t\u00addir?!
\nAi\u00adl\u0259\u00advi \u015fam ye\u00adm\u0259\u00adyin\u00add\u0259n qa\u00adbaq \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam, h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu ki\u00admi, na\u00admaz q\u0131l\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa get\u00addi. A\u00e7\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f s\u00fcf\u00adr\u0259 ar\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda onu bir xey\u00adli g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259k d\u0259, g\u0259\u00adlib \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 bi\u00adlir\u00addim ki, na\u00admaz q\u0131\u00adlan ada\u00adma ma\u00adne ol\u00admaq b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck q\u0259\u00adba\u00adh\u0259t\u00addi, am\u00adma bu\u00adna bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, ax\u00ad\u015fam\u00adlar, \u0259sa\u00ads\u0259n, bi\u00adzim\u00adl\u0259 bir yer\u00add\u0259 \u015fam ed\u0259n atam bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n qal\u00adx\u0131b ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n na\u00admaz q\u0131l\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131n qa\u00adp\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 a\u00e7\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 q\u0259\u00adh\u0259rqa\u00adr\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131q s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u00adq\u0131r\u00add\u0131:
\n– Ata!!!
\nBiz n\u0259s\u00adlin ba\u015f\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 itir\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 inan\u00add\u0131q, ye\u00adri\u00admiz\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259 do\u00adnub qal\u00add\u0131q v\u0259 an\u00adla\u00add\u0131q ki, bu \u00f6l\u00fcm bi\u00adzim oca\u00ad\u011fa \u00e7ev\u00adri\u00adl\u0259n ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00addan \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc n\u0259 de\u00adm\u0259k\u00addir! M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, bu sehr\u00adli ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131n qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adlik ba\u011f\u00adlan\u00add\u0131.<\/p>\n

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XXXII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131 itir\u00adm\u0259\u00adyim\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0131n\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 an\u00adla\u00add\u0131m ki, he\u00e7 za\u00adman be\u00adl\u0259 sar\u00ads\u0131l\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam. Az\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259n bir-bi\u00adri\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 q\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adl\u0131b h\u00f6n\u00adk\u00fcr-h\u00f6n\u00adk\u00fcr a\u011f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131q v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi ki, ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc, ai\u00adl\u0259\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 \u00fcz ver\u00admi\u015f bu k\u0259\u00add\u0259r bi\u00adzi bir da\u00adha ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131r. B\u0259s ne\u00adc\u0259 ol\u00adma\u00adl\u0131 idi? Ax\u0131 biz o ba\u011f\u00adda ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admiz g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 m\u0259hz \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adba\u00adma borc\u00adlu idik. O bi\u00adzim n\u0259s\u00adlin qa\u00adla\u00ads\u0131, ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259t\u00adra\u00adf\u0131n\u00adda bir\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi\u00adr\u0259n m\u0259h\u00adv\u0259\u00adri idi. “Yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 n\u0259 var\u00add\u0131\u00adsa, ha\u00adm\u0131\u00ads\u0131 onun\u00adla get\u00addi”, – Az\u0259r s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addi… Bu h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259t\u00add\u0259n \u0259n \u00e7ox d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n d\u0259 b\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 el\u0259 o idi…
\nMa\u00adt\u0259m g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi ki, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn d\u00fcn\u00adya qa\u00adra ge\u00adyi\u00adnib, h\u0259\u00adyat \u00f6z m\u0259\u00adna\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 iti\u00adrib. Ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n bi\u00adrin\u00adci c\u00fc\u00adm\u0259ax\u00ad\u015fa\u00adm\u0131n\u00adda bi\u00adzim\u00adl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00adb\u0259\u00fcz bi\u00adna\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan Ca\u00admal da\u00ady\u0131 m\u0259\u00adra\u00adsi\u00admin ax\u0131\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda ata\u00adma ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mi\u00adm\u0259 tu\u00adtub de\u00addi:
\n– M\u0259\u00adnim siz\u00add\u0259n bir xa\u00adhi\u00ad\u015fim var…
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 bi\u00adlir\u00addim ki, ar\u0131q, a\u011f\u00adba\u015f Ca\u00admal \u0259mi bir ne\u00ad\u00e7\u0259 ay qa\u00adbaq o\u011f\u00adlu T\u0259r\u00adla\u00adn\u0131 ni\u00ad\u015fan\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b. Onu da e\u015fit\u00admi\u015f\u00addim ki, q\u0131z evi o\u011f\u00adlan evi\u00adni t\u0259\u00adl\u0259s\u00addi\u00adrir ki, g\u0259\u00adli\u00adni tez apar\u00ads\u0131n\u00adlar… Onu da de\u00adyim ki, ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n yed\u00addi\u00adsi \u00e7\u0131\u00adxa\u00adna ki\u00admi Ca\u00admal \u0259mi d\u0259, o\u011f\u00adlu T\u0259r\u00adlan da yas ma\u00ad\u011fa\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, \u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni yas yi\u00ady\u0259\u00adsi ki\u00admi apar\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar.
\nH\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim:
\n– Bu\u00adyur, ay qon\u00ad\u015fu, – de\u00addi, – s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc de.
\nCa\u00admal da\u00ady\u0131 \u0259mi\u00admin \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00adma\u00addan: xe\u00adyir i\u015fi\u00admiz var, ya\u00adx\u0131n qon\u00ad\u015fu ki\u00admi m\u0259r\u00adhu\u00admun q\u0131r\u00adx\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u0259\u00adr\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259k, an\u00adcaq bu ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 m\u00fcm\u00adk\u00fcn de\u00adyil ki, d\u0259\u00adv\u0259t\u00adna\u00adm\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri pay\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131q, Mosk\u00adva\u00addan be\u00adl\u0259 qo\u00adhum\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z g\u0259\u00adlib\u00adl\u0259r, g\u0259\u00adr\u0259k bi\u00adzi ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adsiz, to\u00adyu t\u0259\u00adxi\u00adr\u0259 sal\u00admaq im\u00adka\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131z xa\u00adri\u00adcin\u00add\u0259\u00addir.
\nA\u00adtam b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00add\u0131, H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim de\u00addi:
\n– Xe\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259 \u015f\u0259r qar\u00adda\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, – de\u00addi, – ge\u00addin to\u00adyu\u00adnu\u00adzu el\u0259\u00adyin, bi\u00adz\u0259 g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259r\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adniz diq\u00adq\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox sa\u011f olun.
\n\u0130\u00adki g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra T\u0259r\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n to\u00adyu ol\u00addu, am\u00adma ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n xa\u00adti\u00adr\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259t na\u00admi\u00adn\u0259 ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adlar\u00adla g\u0259\u00adli\u00adni g\u0259\u00adtir\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adlar uzun-uza\u00add\u0131 siq\u00adnal \u00e7al\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, \u00e7ox da hay-ha\u00adray sal\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Toy sa\u00adhib\u00adl\u0259\u00adri – y\u0259\u00adni bi\u00adzim qon\u00ad\u015fu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z \u00e7al\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adla\u00adra ne\u00adc\u0259 t\u0259\u00adpin\u00admi\u015f\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r\u00ads\u0259, on\u00adlar \u00f6z zur\u00adna-ba\u00adla\u00adban\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 q\u0131z evi\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adtan\u00addan son\u00adra qol\u00adtuq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adxart\u00add\u0131\u00adlar v\u0259 “Va\u011f\u00adza\u00adl\u0131” \u00e7al\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Bi\u00adzim ai\u00adl\u0259\u00admiz\u00add\u0259 q\u0259\u00adra\u00adra al\u00add\u0131\u00adlar ki, qon\u00ad\u015fu to\u00adyu\u00adna Az\u0259\u00adri g\u00f6n\u00add\u0259r\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r, am\u00adma o, ata\u00adm\u0131n ona ca\u00advan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n to\u00adyu\u00adna k\u00f6\u00adm\u0259k m\u0259q\u00ads\u0259\u00addi\u00adl\u0259 uzat\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u00adz\u0131 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 kon\u00adver\u00adti \u0259li\u00adn\u0259 alan\u00addan son\u00adra \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 tut\u00addu v\u0259 p\u0131\u00ad\u00e7\u0131l\u00adt\u0131y\u00adla so\u00adru\u015f\u00addu:
\n– M\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 to\u00adya ge\u00add\u0259r\u00ads\u0259n?
\nBu t\u0259k\u00adlif m\u0259\u00adni dik\u00adsin\u00addir\u00addi:
\n– S\u0259n n\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00adsan? – de\u00addim, – m\u0259n d\u00fc\u00adn\u0259n n\u0259s\u00adli\u00admi\u00adzin a\u011f\u00adsaq\u00adqa\u00adl\u0131\u00adn\u0131-ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131 i\u00adtir\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m, bu g\u00fcn to\u00adya ge\u00addim?
\nA\u00adz\u0259r in\u00adcik hal\u00adda ca\u00advab ver\u00addi:
\n– Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131, s\u0259n el\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00ads\u0259n ki, m\u0259n ora \u0259y\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259, de\u00adyib-g\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ge\u00addi\u00adr\u0259m? M\u0259n sa\u00adkit\u00adc\u0259 bu kon\u00adver\u00adti b\u0259y evi\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7at\u00add\u0131\u00adra\u00adcam v\u0259 qa\u00ady\u0131\u00adda\u00adcam, t\u0259k get\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 h\u0259\u00adv\u0259\u00adsim yox\u00addu…
\nAm\u00adma m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, yox, h\u0259\u00adv\u0259s b\u0259\u00adha\u00adn\u0259\u00addi, Az\u0259r m\u0259\u00adni t\u0259k qoy\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00admir, ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 ye\u00adrim\u00add\u0259n qal\u00adx\u0131b ona qo\u00ad\u015ful\u00addum. Az\u0259r tak\u00adsi \u0259y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyib “8-ci ki\u00adlo\u00admet\u00adr\u0259” – “Xa\u00adr\u0131 b\u00fcl\u00adb\u00fcl” res\u00adto\u00adra\u00adn\u0131\u00adna s\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. H\u0259\u00adl\u0259 toy ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adma\u00adsa da, toy\u00adxa\u00adna\u00adn\u0131n gi\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00adyin\u00add\u0259 a\u011f\u0131z de\u00ady\u0259\u00adni qu\u00adlaq e\u015fit\u00admir\u00addi: ge\u00adyi\u00adnib-b\u0259\u00adz\u0259n\u00admi\u015f qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adlar-ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00adl\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259\u00adri gi\u00adrir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 toy sa\u00adhi\u00adbi\u00adni t\u0259b\u00adrik el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Az\u0259r d\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admiz kon\u00adver\u00adti “toy pu\u00adlu” ya\u00adza\u00adn\u0131n qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda a\u00e7\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 y\u00fcz dol\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ona ver\u00addi v\u0259 son\u00adra da \u00f6z \u0259li il\u0259 “toy d\u0259f\u00adt\u0259r\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259” yaz\u00add\u0131: “\u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00adnin o\u011f\u00adlan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan – 300 dol\u00adlar”. Qu\u00adlaq\u00adba\u00adt\u0131\u00adr\u0131\u00adc\u0131 mu\u00adsi\u00adqi\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin s\u0259\u00adda\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 al\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda res\u00adto\u00adran\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan\u00adda m\u0259n d\u00f6\u00adz\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00addim:
\n– Bi\u00adzim el\u0259 bir to\u00adyu\u00admuz \u00e7at\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131, -de\u00addim, – kon\u00advert t\u0259q\u00addim et\u00adm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tak\u00adsi tu\u00adtub “8-ci ki\u00adlo\u00admet\u00adr\u0259” ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcr\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 d\u0259\u00ady\u0259r\u00admi?
\n– \u018fl\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, d\u0259\u00ady\u0259r, Ba\u00adla\u00adca, – Az\u0259r inam\u00adla ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, – bi\u00adzim g\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcz d\u0259 el\u0259 bun\u00adda\u00add\u0131r; in\u00adsa\u00adna h\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259t, \u00e7\u0259\u00adti\u00adn\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adn\u0259, eh\u00adti\u00adya\u00adc\u0131 ola\u00adna qay\u00ad\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259\u00add\u0259n as\u0131\u00adl\u0131 ol\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adl\u0131q g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n…<\/p>\n

XXXIII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n v\u0259\u00adfa\u00adt\u0131n\u00addan son\u00adra atam t\u0259\u00adkid el\u0259\u00addi ki, Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m onun ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna k\u00f6\u00e7\u00ads\u00fcn v\u0259 bu da o de\u00adm\u0259k idi ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n \u00f6z evi\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00adyam. Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r t\u0259\u00adr\u0259d\u00add\u00fcd et\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259, n\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t ki, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u00f6m\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u0130\u00e7\u0259\u00adri\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00add\u0259 ba\u00adbam\u00adla bir yer\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u00adzi\u00adlin qa\u00adp\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ba\u011f\u00adla\u00adma\u00adl\u0131 ol\u00addu v\u0259 biz bir ax\u00ad\u015fam y\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131q h\u0259r qa\u00adr\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ana\u00adm\u0131 an\u00add\u0131\u00adran m\u0259n\u00adzi\u00adli\u00admi\u00adz\u0259. Bu \u0259ra\u00adzi m\u0259\u00adnim bir za\u00adman\u00adlar oxu\u00addu\u00ad\u011fum k\u00f6h\u00adn\u0259 m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259 ya\u00adx\u0131n ol\u00adsa da, m\u0259n ora qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00adma\u00add\u0131m. Ata\u00adm\u0131n s\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc\u00ads\u00fc h\u0259r s\u0259\u00adh\u0259r m\u0259\u00adni m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259 apa\u00adr\u0131r v\u0259 d\u0259rs\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra da qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259rs\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adla\u00adyan\u00adlar ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda, \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu ki\u00admi, m\u0259\u011f\u00adrur ba\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adl\u0131, \u0259z\u0259\u00adm\u0259t\u00adli ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 ev\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adtan ki\u00admi \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc xey\u00adli ar\u0131q\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u015f, bir d\u0259\u00adri, bir s\u00fc\u00adm\u00fck qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin qu\u00adca\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna at\u0131r\u00add\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m \u00e7ox t\u0259\u00adsir\u00adl\u0259\u00adnib s\u0131\u00adx\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, el\u0259 bil bo\u00adyu da ba\u00adla\u00adca\u00adla\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. Ax\u0131, onun \u00e7iy\u00adni\u00adn\u0259 da\u00adha bir a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adf\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc, n\u0259in\u00adki \u00f6v\u00adlad\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, h\u0259t\u00adta ya\u00adx\u0131n qo\u00adhum\u00adlar da ona a\u011f\u00adbir\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k ki\u00admi ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, onun\u00adla he\u00adsab\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar v\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m d\u0259 ba\u00adbam\u00addan son\u00adra \u00e7iy\u00adni\u00adn\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n bu ad\u0131n m\u0259\u00adsu\u00adliy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00adni hiss el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi v\u0259 h\u0259r\u00add\u0259n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 de\u00adyir\u00addi ki, da\u00adha ona ya\u00adn\u0131l\u00admaq, s\u0259hv et\u00adm\u0259k ol\u00admaz, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki a\u011f\u00adbir\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k\u00addi.<\/p>\n

\u018fv\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu ki\u00admi, Nov\u00adruz bay\u00adra\u00adm\u0131 \u0259r\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn q\u0131z\u00adlar, g\u0259\u00adlin\u00adl\u0259r n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna c\u0259m\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, \u015for\u00adqo\u00ad\u011fa\u00adl\u0131, pax\u00adla\u00adva, \u015f\u0259\u00adk\u0259r\u00adbu\u00adra bi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adr\u0259r\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Pa\u00ady\u0131z\u00adda is\u0259 ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 bi\u00adz\u0259 y\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar ki, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin m\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adti il\u0259 ba\u00add\u0131m\u00adcan, bi\u00adb\u0259r, k\u0259\u00adl\u0259m tur\u00ad\u015fu\u00adsu qoy\u00adsun\u00adlar. Yay ay\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m, bir qay\u00adda ola\u00adraq, m\u00fc\u00adr\u0259b\u00adb\u0259 bi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adr\u0259r\u00addi; h\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00adz\u0259, h\u0259m H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim\u00adgi\u00adl\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Am\u00adma \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu ki\u00admi \u0259z\u0259l\u00add\u0259n boy\u00adnu\u00adna d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n bu v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adf\u0259\u00adnin \u00f6h\u00add\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259n, dar\u00adma\u00adcal\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011fa bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, ev\u00add\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki da\u00adha ba\u00ad\u011fa k\u00f6\u00e7\u00adm\u0259k s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259\u00adti\u00adni ara\u00adbir biz u\u015faq\u00adlar ya\u00adda sal\u00adsaq da, s\u0259\u00adsi\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 s\u0259s ve\u00adr\u0259n ol\u00admur\u00addu. Ba\u00adbam ki\u00admi ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131z da unu\u00addu\u00adlur\u00addu.
\nO\u00adla bil\u00adsin ki h\u0259\u00adyat el\u0259 bu sa\u00adyaq da da\u00advam ed\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00addi, \u0259l\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, q\u0259\u00adfil bir m\u0259s\u0259\u00adl\u0259 mey\u00adda\u00adna \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00adsay\u00add\u0131… Ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n v\u0259\u00adfa\u00adt\u0131n\u00addan iki il ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n t\u0259\u00adkid\u00adl\u0259\u00adri, t\u0259h\u00addid\u00adl\u0259\u00adri qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda aciz qa\u00adlan atam q\u0259\u00adra\u00adra al\u00add\u0131 ki… ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00adsin.
\n\u00d6z qay\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni d\u00f6\u00adn\u0259-d\u00f6\u00adn\u0259 is\u00adrar ed\u0259n Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n bu i\u015fin t\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00adni qoy\u00adma\u00ads\u0131, ar\u00advad ax\u00adtar\u00adma\u00ads\u0131, el\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adli\u00ady\u0259 get\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi m\u0259\u00adni \u00e7ox p\u0259\u00adri\u00ad\u015fan el\u0259\u00addi. M\u00fc\u00adna\u00adsib qa\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da o \u00f6z\u00fc tap\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. Ax\u0131, Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla bir za\u00adman\u00adlar m\u0259\u00adnim anam\u00adla \u00e7ox meh\u00adri\u00adban idi. (Son\u00adra\u00adlar m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 b\u0259l\u00adli ol\u00addu ki, o \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u00f6z xey\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mi\u00admin v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adf\u0259 pil\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 y\u00fck\u00ads\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ol\u00admu\u015f qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ic\u00adti\u00admai du\u00adru\u00admu b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck ma\u00adne\u0259 ola bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi). Bu qa\u00adr\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131q\u00adl\u0131q\u00adda m\u0259\u00adnim ana\u00adm\u0131n “bo\u015f qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f ye\u00adri\u00adni” tut\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn na\u00admi\u00adz\u0259\u00addi Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla \u00f6z\u00fc se\u00e7\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, bu F\u00fc\u00adzu\u00adli ra\u00adyo\u00adnun\u00addan qa\u00e7\u00adq\u0131n ki\u00admi Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adya g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n, Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 ni\u00ad\u015fan\u00adl\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 itir\u00admi\u015f Dil\u00adb\u0259r\u00addi. Otuz ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda olan Dil\u00adb\u0259r xa\u00adn\u0131m za\u00adhi\u00adr\u0259n ki\u00adfa\u00ady\u0259t q\u0259\u00add\u0259r m\u0259\u00adla\u00adh\u0259t\u00adli g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. V\u0259 il\u00adkin m\u0259\u00adlu\u00adma\u00adta g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri i\u015f\u0131q\u00adl\u0131 ol\u00adma\u00adsa da ol\u00adduq\u00adca in\u00adc\u0259 si\u00adf\u0259t ciz\u00adgi\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 ma\u00adlik olan bu qa\u00add\u0131n h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 ni\u00ad\u015fan\u00adl\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adna yas sax\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f, ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda qa\u00adra yay\u00adl\u0131q g\u0259z\u00addi\u00adrir\u00admi\u015f v\u0259 ikin\u00adci d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 ta\u00adle\u00adyi\u00adni s\u0131\u00adna\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00adna da g\u0259\u00adtir\u00admir\u00admi\u015f. Am\u00adma qo\u00adhum\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n s\u00f6z k\u0259\u00ads\u0259n\u00adli\u00adyi n\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t ki, onu t\u0259s\u00adlim ol\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa va\u00addar el\u0259\u00adyib v\u0259 bu da onun\u00adla n\u0259\u00adti\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adnib ki, o, bi\u00adz\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlib \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131b v\u0259 yo\u00adrul\u00admaq bil\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n, onun \u015f\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfi\u00adn\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u00adkil et\u00addi\u00adyi ge\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 m\u00fct\u00adt\u0259\u00adhim mi\u00adsa\u00adl\u0131n\u00adda bi\u00adzim qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00adda da\u00adya\u00adn\u0131b. M\u0259\u00adla\u00adh\u0259t\u00adli qo\u00adnaq\u00adla, m\u0259\u00adnim o ge\u00adc\u0259 s\u0259\u00adli\u00adq\u0259-sah\u00adma\u00adn\u0131\u00adna x\u00fc\u00adsu\u00adsi diq\u00adq\u0259t ver\u00admi\u015f, \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc t\u0259\u00adra\u015f el\u0259\u00admi\u015f atam, de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, bir-bi\u00adri\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 bax\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, am\u00adma m\u0259n on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n iki\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z qo\u00adyur\u00addum v\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm ki, h\u0259r\u00add\u0259n ani, \u00f6t\u0259\u00adri d\u0259 ol\u00adsa, bu m\u0259c\u00adlis\u00add\u0259 on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n iki\u00adsi\u00adnin d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 t\u0259\u00adb\u0259s\u00ads\u00fcm qo\u00adnur, g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr, el\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259, sa\u00adbah\u0131\u00ads\u0131 g\u00fcn bi\u00adzim ev\u00add\u0259 to\u00adya ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Am\u00adma atam s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc q\u0259\u00adtiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 de\u00addi:
\n– He\u00e7 bir toy\u00addan s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259t ge\u00add\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259z!
\nAm\u00adma Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla eti\u00adra\u00adz\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bil\u00addir\u00addi:
\n– Ne\u00adc\u0259 y\u0259\u00adni? Bu n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00add\u00fc? N\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adr\u0259 al\u00admaq la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131r ki, Dil\u00adb\u0259r q\u0131z\u00add\u0131r, ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna fa\u00adta qo\u00adyul\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b, biz d\u0259 m\u00fc\u00ads\u0259l\u00adma\u00adn\u0131q, ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00ady\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00adna\u015f\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00ady\u0131q, ax\u0131 bu, in\u00adsan h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 olur.
\nM\u0259n son\u00adra\u00adlar ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fcm ki, Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n bu can\u00adf\u0259\u00ad\u015fan\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 n\u0259\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc imi\u015f? S\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259 o is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00admi\u015f ki, bu ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00add\u0259n ha\u00adm\u0131 x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r tut\u00adsun, \u0259l\u0259l\u00adx\u00fc\u00adsus da \u0259ri\u00adni ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adyan\u00adlar.
\nAm\u00adma toy s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259\u00adti\u00adni atam \u00e7\u00f6\u00adz\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qoy\u00adma\u00add\u0131. Q\u0259\u00adti \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259, is\u00adrar\u00adla:
\n– \u00d6z ra\u00adyo\u00adnu\u00admu\u00adzun zaq\u00ads\u0131\u00adna ge\u00add\u0259\u00adrik, bu\u00adnun\u00adla da m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 bi\u00adt\u0259r, – de\u00addi, – ar\u00adt\u0131q he\u00e7 n\u0259 la\u00adz\u0131m de\u00adyil.
\nNaz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla bu d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 in\u00adcik hal\u00adda s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131:
\n– Y\u0259\u00adni bu b\u0259d\u00adb\u0259x\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlin\u00adlik do\u00adnu ge\u00adyin\u00addi\u00adrib, S\u0259a\u00add\u0259t Sa\u00adra\u00ady\u0131\u00adna apar\u00adsaq, d\u00fcn\u00adya qo\u00adpar? He\u00e7 ol\u00adma\u00adsa, r\u0259s\u00admi qey\u00addiy\u00adyat\u00addan son\u00adra ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 bir res\u00adto\u00adra\u00adna y\u0131\u00ad\u011faq, qoy on\u00adlar da bil\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r ki…
\n…He\u00e7 kim bil\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259, Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla n\u0259 el\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni bi\u00adlir\u00addi. O g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r m\u0259n ona ne\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 nif\u00adr\u0259t b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim. Ax\u0131 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim ana\u00adma qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 y\u00f6\u00adn\u0259l\u00admi\u015f bu al\u00ad\u00e7aq\u00adl\u0131q onun \u0259liy\u00adl\u0259-m\u0259\u00adnim Az\u0259\u00adri\u00admin ana\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u0259liy\u00adl\u0259 h\u0259\u00adya\u00adta ke\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adril\u00adm\u0259\u00adli idi?! Am\u00adma Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim v\u0259 Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m m\u0259\u00adnim t\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfi\u00admi sax\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. M\u0259n de\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ki:
\n– M\u0259\u00adnim anam da\u00adha g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00addi! -On\u00adlar d\u0259r\u00adhal m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 ra\u00adz\u0131\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar.
\nM\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015f\u00adkar hid\u00add\u0259\u00adti\u00admi bil\u00addi\u00adrib s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ki:
\n– Bu ya\u015f\u00adda toy et\u00adm\u0259k ca\u00admaa\u00adt\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00add\u00fcr\u00adm\u0259k\u00addi! -On\u00adlar d\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc\u00adl\u0259r, bir-bi\u00adri\u00adnin \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00add\u0131\u00adlar v\u0259 bir xey\u00adli i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar…
\nA\u00adtam is\u0259 o g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 \u00e7e\u00ad\u015fid\u00adli h\u0259\u00addiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 k\u00fcl \u00fcf\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. \u018fsl t\u0259r\u00adbi\u00ady\u0259 is\u0259 onun\u00adla \u00f6l\u00ad\u00e7\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcr ki, g\u0259\u00adr\u0259k \u00f6z col\u00adma-co\u00adcu\u00ad\u011fun\u00adla h\u0259d\u00addin\u00add\u0259n ar\u00adt\u0131q m\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n; bu, ya\u00adz\u0131l\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f qa\u00adnun\u00addu, am\u00adma b\u00fcs\u00adb\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn unu\u00addul\u00admu\u015f\u00addu. Bir-bi\u00adri\u00adnin ar\u00add\u0131n\u00adca ata\u00adm\u0131n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 h\u0259\u00addiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adl\u0259r – ba\u00adha\u00adl\u0131 zi\u00adn\u0259t \u0259\u015f\u00adya\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, d\u0259b\u00add\u0259 olan kost\u00adyum\u00adlar, don\u00adlar, \u00e7\u0259k\u00adm\u0259\u00adl\u0259r. Bir s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259, h\u0259r han\u00ads\u0131 bir ca\u00advan q\u0131\u00adz\u0131n h\u0259s\u00adr\u0259\u00adtin\u00add\u0259 ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r q\u0259\u00adtiy\u00ady\u0259n k\u00f6n\u00adl\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc a\u00e7\u00adm\u0131r, m\u0259\u00adni se\u00advin\u00addir\u00admir\u00addi…<\/p>\n

XXXIV F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

…V\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259, to\u00adya ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. M\u0259\u00adni \u0259n \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259c\u00adc\u00fcb\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adr\u0259n o ol\u00addu ki, bi\u00adzim ev\u00add\u0259n ilk n\u00f6v\u00adb\u0259\u00add\u0259 ser\u00adviz\u00adl\u0259\u00adri, qab-qa\u00adcaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259x d\u0259st\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni, i\u015f\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f m\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri, s\u00fcf\u00adr\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri – bir s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259, ana\u00adm\u0131n il\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 al\u0131b top\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 \u015fey\u00adl\u0259\u00adri qu\u00adtu\u00adlar\u00adda yer\u00adb\u0259\u00adyer el\u0259\u00adyib apar\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar.
\nA\u00adta\u00adm\u0131n s\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc\u00ads\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n bil\u00addim ki, o bu \u0259\u015f\u00adya\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin \u0130\u00e7\u0259\u00adri\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00add\u0259 bo\u015f qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f evi\u00adn\u0259 apa\u00adr\u0131r. N\u0259\u00adn\u0259m is\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim\u00adl\u0259 \u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addi ki, s\u0131n\u00admaq eh\u00adti\u00adma\u00adl\u0131 olan \u015fey\u00adl\u0259\u00adri kar\u00adton qu\u00adtu\u00adla\u00adra el\u0259 yer\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addir\u00adsin ki, son\u00adra pe\u00ad\u015f\u00adman\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adl\u0131q ol\u00adma\u00ads\u0131n. Am\u00adma m\u0259n an\u00adla\u00adya bil\u00admir\u00addim ki, bu h\u0259n\u00adga\u00adm\u0259 n\u0259\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc\u00add\u00fcr. Ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim\u00add\u0259n so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum:
\n– Siz ney\u00adn\u0259\u00adyir\u00adsi\u00adniz?
\nBi\u00adbim or\u00adta\u00adl\u0131q\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 do\u00adlu qu\u00adtu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ni\u00ad\u015fan ve\u00adrib:
\n– Bun\u00adlar s\u0259\u00adnin ce\u00adhiz\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00addi, g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131, – de\u00addi, – bun\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 \u00f6gey ana\u00adn\u0131n \u00fcmi\u00addi\u00adn\u0259 qoy\u00admaq d\u00fcz ol\u00admaz\u00add\u0131.
\nM\u0259n bi\u00adbi\u00admin s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u00add\u0131m:
\n– Bur\u00adda m\u0259\u00adnim atam ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adya\u00adcaq, -de\u00addim, – ev sa\u00adhi\u00adbi d\u0259 atam\u00add\u0131r, o yox ki…
\n– El\u0259 atan da tap\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adr\u0131b ki, evi qay\u00adda\u00adya sa\u00adlaq, – n\u0259n\u0259m iza\u00adhat ver\u00addi, – s\u0259\u00adnin ce\u00adhiz\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin in\u00adn\u0259n be\u00adl\u0259 qo\u00adrun\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu yer m\u0259\u00adnim evim ola\u00adcaq.
\nM\u0259n ce\u00adhiz\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi s\u0259\u00adli\u00adq\u0259 il\u0259 qab\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adran n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adm\u0259 v\u0259 bi\u00adbi\u00adm\u0259 g\u00f6z qo\u00adyur\u00addum v\u0259 i\u00e7im\u00add\u0259 iki\u00adli bir duy\u00ad\u011fu oya\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Bir yan\u00addan ba\u00adxan\u00adda, xo\u015f\u00addu, s\u0259\u00adnin qay\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259r, di\u00adg\u0259r t\u0259\u00adr\u0259f\u00add\u0259n is\u0259, ana\u00adm\u0131n il\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim ad\u0131\u00adma al\u0131b top\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 bu \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r do\u011f\u00adma ev\u00add\u0259n h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adlik \u00e7\u0131\u00adxa\u00adr\u0131\u00adl\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\nM\u0259\u00adni da\u00adha \u00e7ox hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n is\u0259, o ge\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin bi\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin q\u0259\u00adtiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti ol\u00addu: \u015f\u00fcb\u00adh\u0259\u00adsiz ki, o m\u0259\u00adni yat\u00adm\u0131\u015f z\u0259nn el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi, yox\u00adsa atam\u00adla o t\u0259rz\u00add\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00admaz\u00add\u0131, o ki qal\u00add\u0131 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259, m\u0259n o g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 atam\u00adla n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin ge\u00adc\u0259 s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 x\u00fc\u00adsu\u00adsi ma\u00adraq g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259\u00adrir\u00addim, ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 qa\u00adp\u0131 ar\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan h\u0259r \u015fe\u00adyi e\u015fi\u00addir\u00addim.
\n– Mu\u00adrad, qur\u00adban olum s\u0259\u00adn\u0259, m\u0259\u00adnim \u0259n b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck ar\u00adzum odur ki, bu ni\u00adgah s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt\u00adlik g\u0259\u00adtir\u00adsin. Bu c\u00fcr h\u0259\u00adyat s\u0259\u00adnin qis\u00adm\u0259\u00adtin\u00addi, \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u015f ki, m\u0259\u00adni d\u00fcz\u00adg\u00fcn an\u00adla\u00adya\u00adsan. M\u0259n t\u0259\u00adz\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlin\u00adl\u0259 bir yer\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan de\u00adyi\u00adl\u0259m. M\u0259n q\u0259t et\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m ki, k\u00f6\u00ad\u00e7\u00fcm \u00f6z evi\u00adm\u0259, de\u00adm\u0259k, bu m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 h\u0259ll olu\u00adnub, m\u0259\u00adni yum\u00ad\u015falt\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00adna da g\u0259\u00adtir\u00adm\u0259, o ki qal\u00add\u0131 Ai\u00add\u0259\u00ady\u0259, bu m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adza\u00adki\u00adr\u0259 olu\u00adna bil\u00adm\u0259z: q\u0131\u00adz\u0131 m\u0259n bur\u00adda qoy\u00adma\u00adya\u00adcam, o m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259k. \u00c7\u00fcn\u00adki…
\nA\u00adtam onun s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc k\u0259s\u00addi:
\n– S\u0259n n\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00adsan, ay ana? Ne\u00adc\u0259 y\u0259\u00adni bur\u00addan k\u00f6\u00ad\u00e7\u00fcr\u00ads\u0259n? Bu n\u0259 s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259t\u00addi?
\n– Bur\u00adda q\u0259\u00adri\u00adb\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox\u00addu, -n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, ay\u00adr\u0131 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan\u00adda s\u00f6z-s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259t d\u0259 mey\u00adda\u00adna \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131r, h\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259t\u00adli olur\u00adsan. O ki qal\u00add\u0131 Ai\u00add\u0259\u00ady\u0259, n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r ki sa\u00ad\u011fam, q\u0131z m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adya\u00adcaq, m\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcm ba\u00adxa-ba\u00adxa onu \u00f6gey ana \u0259li\u00adn\u0259 ve\u00adr\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m!
\n– Ana, – atam m\u00fc\u00adt\u0259\u0259s\u00adsir hal\u00adda ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bu\u00adla\u00add\u0131, – Siz n\u0259 vax\u00adta q\u0259\u00add\u0259r g\u0259\u00adli\u00adn\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015fa\u00adcaq\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131z? S\u0259n onu \u00f6t\u0259\u00adri g\u00f6r\u00adm\u00fc\u00ads\u0259n, ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131r\u00adsan, ni\u00ady\u0259 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir ki, Dil\u00adb\u0259r pis g\u0259\u00adlin ola\u00adcaq, n\u0259\u00add\u0259n s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir ki, o bir \u00f6gey ana ki\u00admi m\u0259\u00adnim q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adm\u0131 in\u00adci\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259k? Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131, s\u0259n ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fcr\u00ads\u0259n ki, q\u0131\u00adza ana la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131r?
\n– M\u0259n bu h\u0259\u00adyat\u00adda \u00e7ox \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00adm\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259m, – n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, – s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 b\u0259\u00adri ba\u015f\u00addan s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyim ki, y\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131r bu s\u0259f\u00ads\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adni, he\u00e7 kim Ai\u00add\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ana\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ye\u00adri\u00adni ve\u00adr\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259z. \u00c7a\u00adl\u0131\u015f ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt ola\u00adsan, q\u0131\u00adz\u0131 is\u0259 ya\u00adra\u00adla\u00adma!
\nA\u00adtam, de\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, ye\u00adn\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m\u00adl\u0259 ra\u00adz\u0131\u00adla\u015f\u00adma\u00add\u0131:
\n– S\u0259n n\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00adsan, ay ana, -de\u00addi, – ana\u00ads\u0131z q\u0131z ol\u00admaz, q\u0131\u00adza ana va\u00adcib\u00addir! Dil\u00adb\u0259r \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015fa\u00adcaq ki, ev\u00add\u0259 ra\u00adhat\u00adl\u0131q ya\u00adrat\u00ads\u0131n, m\u0259\u00adnim q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adma da el\u0259 bu la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131, ona b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck ba\u00adc\u0131, b\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 d\u0259 ana olar.
\nRu\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131:
\n– B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m onun ana\u00ads\u0131 yox\u00addur?
\nA\u00adtam ye\u00adn\u0259 na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla:<\/p>\n

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– Ax\u0131 onun ana\u00ads\u0131 bi\u00adzi at\u0131b, qa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131b, q\u0131z da t\u0259k b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ady\u00fcr, – de\u00addi, – ni\u00ady\u0259 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00admir ki, q\u0131z \u0259sl ai\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ads\u0259, da\u00adha \u00e7ox g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcb-g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fc\u00adr\u0259r, xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt olar?
\n– Be\u00adl\u0259 de! – N\u0259\u00adn\u0259m inam\u00adla ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, – yad qa\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131n h\u00f6km\u00adran\u00adl\u0131q et\u00addi\u00adyi ev\u00add\u0259-bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq ki, onun \u00f6z evi\u00addir, – o ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adya bil\u00adm\u0259z, h\u0259r \u015fey ona ana\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 xa\u00adt\u0131r\u00adla\u00adda\u00adcaq. Dil\u00adb\u0259r \u00e7ox ca\u00advan\u00add\u0131, t\u0259c\u00adr\u00fc\u00adb\u0259\u00adsiz\u00addi, Dil\u00adb\u0259r, ola bi\u00adl\u0259r ki, Ai\u00add\u0259\u00adni t\u0259\u00adsa\u00add\u00fc\u00adf\u0259n ya\u00adra\u00adla\u00ads\u0131n, m\u0259n bu\u00adnu ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adma\u00adram. F\u0259\u00adla\u00adk\u0259\u00adti g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259k v\u0259 x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r\u00addar\u00adl\u0131q et\u00adm\u0259k -in\u00addi m\u0259\u00adnim v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adf\u0259m, bor\u00adcum\u00addu.
\n\u018fv\u00adv\u0259l qo\u00adnaq ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda ata\u00adm\u0131n at\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 ad\u00add\u0131m\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n, son\u00adra \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn s\u0259\u00adsi e\u015fi\u00addildi:
\n– B\u0259s ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adyan-bi\u00adl\u0259n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 n\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259r, ana? De\u00adm\u0259z\u00adl\u0259r\u00admi ki, bu ne\u00adc\u0259 ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00addir ki, do\u011f\u00adma ana\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131, ba\u00adla\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bir da\u00adm\u0131n al\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda t\u0259k qo\u00adyub?..
\n– Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131, bu s\u0259\u00adni na\u00adra\u00adhat el\u0259\u00adyir? – n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m de\u00addi, – am\u00adma bu \u0259sas m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 de\u00adyil, \u015f\u0259rt odur ki, h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi is\u00adt\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi ki\u00admi ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ads\u0131n…
\nG\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin m\u0259\u00adnim t\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfi\u00admi ne\u00adc\u0259 sax\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 hiss et\u00addi\u00adyim\u00add\u0259n i\u00e7im\u00add\u0259 toy-bay\u00adram ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. \u018fl\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, ata evin\u00add\u0259 onun ye\u00adni ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131 il\u0259 bir yer\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00admaq q\u0259\u00adtiy\u00ady\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00adc\u0259 de\u00adyil\u00addi, Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin inam\u00adla m\u0259\u00adni m\u00fc\u00adda\u00adfi\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi, ha\u00adl\u0131\u00adma yan\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 o an\u00adlar\u00adda m\u0259\u00adni b\u0259x\u00adti\u00adyar el\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addi.
\nBe\u00adl\u0259\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 biz n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m\u00adl\u0259 ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n \u0130\u00e7\u0259\u00adri\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adr\u0259 qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00add\u0131q. V\u0259 m\u0259n m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259 t\u0259k get\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki \u018fli\u00adyev Res\u00adpub\u00adli\u00adka pre\u00adzi\u00adden\u00adti se\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adl\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00add\u0259 v\u0259\u00adziy\u00ady\u0259t sa\u00adkit\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, ic\u00adti\u00admai asa\u00adyi\u015f b\u0259r\u00adpa olun\u00admu\u015f\u00addu, qul\u00addur\u00adluq, soy\u00ad\u011fun\u00ad\u00e7u\u00adluq ki\u00admi anar\u00adxi\u00adya hal\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna son qo\u00adyul\u00admu\u015f\u00addu.<\/p>\n

XXXV F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L
\n<\/strong>
\nBiz n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m\u00adl\u0259 \u0130\u00e7\u0259\u00adri\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adr\u0259 k\u00f6\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra atam h\u0259r ax\u00ad\u015fam bi\u00adz\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir\u00addi. M\u00fct\u00adl\u0259q g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259\u00adli\u00adyi\u00admi a\u00e7\u0131b ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131, ev tap\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adr\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m\u00adla ma\u00adraq\u00adla\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131, son\u00adra so\u00adyu\u00addu\u00adcu\u00adnun qa\u00adp\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, g\u00f6r\u00ads\u00fcn n\u0259\u00ady\u0259 eh\u00adti\u00adya\u00adc\u0131\u00adm\u0131z var. H\u0259f\u00adt\u0259\u00adnin so\u00adnun\u00adda is\u0259 o g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi ki, bi\u00adzi \u00f6z evi\u00adn\u0259 qo\u00adnaq apar\u00ads\u0131n. Be\u00adl\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259, bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq ki, Dil\u00adb\u0259r var g\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc il\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, meh\u00adri\u00adban ev sa\u00adhi\u00adb\u0259\u00adsi ro\u00adlu oy\u00adna\u00ads\u0131n, m\u0259n ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm ki, bu m\u0259n\u00add\u0259 v\u0259 x\u00fc\u00adsu\u00ads\u0259n d\u0259 Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m\u00add\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 xo\u015f t\u0259\u0259s\u00ads\u00fc\u00adrat ya\u00adrat\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n bu g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u015f\u00adl\u0259r m\u0259\u00adnim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015f\u00adg\u0259n\u00adc\u0259\u00ady\u0259 \u00e7ev\u00adri\u00adlir\u00addi.
\nBir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 \u015fam ye\u00adm\u0259\u00adyin\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra biz h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu ki\u00admi te\u00adle\u00advi\u00adzo\u00adrun qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda otur\u00admu\u015f\u00adduq. Dil\u00adb\u0259r ai\u00adl\u0259\u00admiz\u00add\u0259 pey\u00adda olan\u00addan son\u00adra biz \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131q ki, ma\u00advi ek\u00adran\u00adda na\u00adra\u00adhat\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adl\u0131q g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n ve\u00adri\u00adli\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259, qa\u00adda-q\u0131r\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna bax\u00adma\u00adyaq. Am\u00adma te\u00adle\u00advi\u00adzor\u00adda iki qross\u00admeys\u00adte\u00adrin, d\u00fcn\u00adya \u00e7em\u00adpio\u00adnu ke\u00e7\u00admi\u015f ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adl\u0131, ya\u00adr\u0131\u00ads\u0131 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni Qar\u00adri Kas\u00adpa\u00adro\u00advun, ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adl\u0131, 13 ya\u015f\u00adl\u0131 d\u00fcn\u00adya \u00e7em\u00adpio\u00adnu az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131 Tey\u00admur R\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00adbov\u00adla ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi\u00adyi oyun tran\u00adsl\u00adya\u00adsi\u00adya olu\u00adnur\u00addu.
\n\u018fv\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r m\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt ata\u00adm\u0131 be\u00adl\u0259 co\u015f\u00adqun g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addim: bi\u00adzim ye\u00adni\u00adyet\u00adm\u0259 Tey\u00admur t\u0259c\u00adr\u00fc\u00adb\u0259\u00adli d\u00fcn\u00adya \u00e7em\u00adpio\u00adnu\u00adna qa\u00adlib g\u0259l\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 u\u015faq ki\u00admi q\u0131\u015f\u00adq\u0131\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131, se\u00advin\u00adcin\u00add\u0259n a\u011f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z h\u0259m\u00adyer\u00adli\u00admi\u00adzin \u015f\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfi\u00adn\u0259 se\u00advin\u00adcim\u00add\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131r\u00add\u0131m. M\u00fcx\u00adbir m\u00fc\u00adsa\u00adhi\u00adb\u0259 al\u00admaq niy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00adl\u0259 Qar\u00adri Kas\u00adpa\u00adro\u00adva ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u00ad\u015fan\u00adda, Qar\u00adri \u00f6z imi\u00adci\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, ko\u00adbud t\u0259rz\u00add\u0259, q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n jur\u00adna\u00adlis\u00adtin \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u00adq\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, on\u00addan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259\u00adkib ara\u00adlan\u00ads\u0131n.
\n– Hid\u00add\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adnir\u00ads\u0259n, elo\u011f\u00adlu? S\u0259\u00adn\u0259 h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 bu da az\u00add\u0131! – Q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n atam s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131. – G\u0259\u00adr\u0259k \u00e7ox\u00addan s\u0259\u00adnin bur\u00adnun be\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259 ovu\u00adlay\u00add\u0131! Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda do\u00ad\u011fu\u00adlub b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00ads\u0259n, bur\u00addan adam ara\u00ads\u0131\u00adna \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131\u00adsan, am\u00adma bu m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adqi\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adnin ni\u00adzam\u00adlan\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bar\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bar\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna to\u00adxun\u00addur\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u00adsan. Ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ads\u0131n bi\u00adzim Tey\u00admur! Qoy bu bi\u00adzim er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni i\u015f\u00ad\u011fal\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259\u00adki q\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00admi\u00adzin ilk i\u015fa\u00adr\u0259\u00adsi ol\u00adsun!
\nBir ca\u00advan Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan \u015fah\u00admat\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ana\u00ads\u0131 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni Qar\u00adri Kas\u00adpa\u00adrov \u00fcz\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 q\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni t\u0259n\u00adt\u0259\u00adn\u0259 il\u0259 co\u015f\u00adqun\u00adluq\u00adla qeyd et\u00ads\u0259k d\u0259, Dil\u00adb\u0259r xa\u00adn\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u00e7ox tox\u00adtaq, s\u0259br\u00adli apa\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131, he\u00e7 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u00admir\u00addi v\u0259 m\u0259hz el\u0259 bu da m\u0259\u00adni hal\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Ka\u015f el\u0259 o da b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn adi az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar ki\u00admi a\u00e7\u0131q \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ar\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00adca t\u00fc\u00adp\u00fc\u00adr\u0259y\u00addi, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 l\u0259\u00adn\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259y\u00addi, bir s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259, han\u00ads\u0131 bir yol\u00adla\u00adsa \u0259da\u00adl\u0259t\u00adsiz\u00adli\u00ady\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 \u00f6z m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adsi\u00adb\u0259\u00adti\u00adni n\u00fc\u00adma\u00adyi\u015f et\u00addi\u00adr\u0259y\u00addi! Bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq ki, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn te\u00adle\u00adka\u00adnal\u00adlar er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ter\u00adror\u00ad\u00e7u\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan k\u0259nd\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adsi\u00adb\u0259t\u00adl\u0259r t\u00f6\u00adr\u0259t\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r\u00adl\u0259r ya\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131, Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u00ad\u011f\u0131n h\u00fc\u00addud\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adxa\u00adraq Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan k\u0259nd v\u0259 q\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni ya\u011f\u00adma\u00adla\u00adyan qa\u00adt\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ya\u00adman\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131, m\u0259\u00adnim \u00f6gey anam inad\u00adla su\u00adsur\u00addu v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi ki, Dil\u00adb\u0259\u00adrin \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc be\u00adl\u0259 apar\u00adma\u00ads\u0131, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin \u00fcn\u00adva\u00adn\u0131\u00adna bir k\u0259l\u00adm\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6z de\u00adm\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00addi v\u0259 bu sax\u00adta\u00adkar\u00adl\u0131q\u00add\u0131. “Gu\u00adya m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa q\u0131y\u00adm\u0131r?!” M\u0259n ba\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131 onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u00admir\u00addim v\u0259 onu be\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259 \u0259z\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim. Ax\u0131 bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 qo\u00adcal\u00adm\u0131\u015f, son il\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri qa\u00adra sa\u00e7\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna d\u0259n sal\u00adm\u0131\u015f ata\u00adm\u0131n ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda ona n\u0259 de\u00ady\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addim? S\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 de\u00addim: “T\u0259\u00adki s\u0259n xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt ol, ata\u00adcan, m\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fe\u00ady\u0259 d\u00f6\u00adz\u0259\u00adc\u0259m, t\u0259\u00adki s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 xo\u015f ol\u00adsun”.<\/p>\n

XXXVI F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

An\u00adcaq \u00e7ox ke\u00e7\u00adm\u0259\u00addi ki, m\u0259n xo\u015f si\u00adma\u00adl\u0131 Dil\u00adb\u0259\u00adrin qar\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131n di\u00adk\u0259l\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 m\u0259\u00adyus ol\u00addum v\u0259 atam\u00addan b\u0259rk in\u00adci\u00addim. Bun\u00addan son\u00adra san\u00adki m\u0259\u00adni \u0259lal\u00adt\u0131n\u00addan d\u0259\u00adyi\u015f\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. M\u0259n t\u0259\u00ads\u0259v\u00adv\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ki, m\u0259\u00adnim cid\u00addi g\u00f6r\u00adk\u0259\u00admi il\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adqa\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan se\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adl\u0259n atam ca\u00advan ar\u00adva\u00addu\u015f\u00adka\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 n\u0259 oyun\u00adlar\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131r, ge\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259r yu\u00adxum \u00e7\u0259\u00adki\u00adlir, ya\u00adta bil\u00admir\u00addim. M\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131 ax\u00ad\u0131\u00adda-ax\u0131\u00adda di\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi q\u0131\u00adca\u00ady\u0131b onun qa\u00adra\u00ads\u0131\u00adna bir\u00adc\u0259 k\u0259l\u00adm\u0259 s\u00f6z de\u00addim: “X\u0259\u00adya\u00adn\u0259t\u00adkar”.
\n\u00c7ox ke\u00e7\u00adm\u0259\u00addi ki, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n il\u00adki d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adya g\u0259l\u00addi. O\u011f\u00adlan do\u011f\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131n da yo\u00adlu\u00adnu yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 bi\u00adl\u0259n Dil\u00adb\u0259r son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 m\u0259\u011f\u00adrur v\u0259 \u0259da\u00adl\u0131 idi. M\u0259\u00adni x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adxa\u00adna\u00adya-onun ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna apar\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, am\u00adma Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m, Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim, Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla v\u0259 \u0259mim, bi\u00adbim q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ki\u00admi qun\u00adda\u00ad\u011f\u0131 \u0259l\u00add\u0259n-\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u00adl\u0259n ba\u00adla\u00adca ey\u00adb\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00adrin b\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fc\u015f se\u00advim\u00adli \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00admaq m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259\u00adsib ol\u00addu. Am\u00adma m\u0259n on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n se\u00advin\u00adci\u00adn\u0259 \u015f\u0259\u00adrik ol\u00adma\u00add\u0131m, \u0259k\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259, k\u0259\u00add\u0259r\u00adl\u0259n\u00addim ki, bi\u00adzim evi\u00admiz\u00add\u0259 Dil\u00adb\u0259\u00adrin ana\u00ads\u0131 K\u00fcb\u00adra xa\u00adla-m\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259 ona Kob\u00adra xa\u00adla de\u00adyir\u00addim -tam h\u00f6km\u00adran\u00adl\u0131q el\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k.
\n\u00c7a\u00ad\u011fa\u00adn\u0131 \u00f6n\u00adc\u0259 Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adm\u0259 t\u0259q\u00addim et\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Qun\u00adda\u00ad\u011f\u0131 eh\u00admal\u00adca n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin qol\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 qo\u00adyan, g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 ta\u00admah\u00adkar\u00adl\u0131q qay\u00adna\u00adyan, sa\u00e7\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 s\u0259\u00adli\u00adq\u0259 il\u0259 ar\u00adxa\u00adya da\u00adra\u00adyan, x\u0131r\u00adda boy\u00adlu, \u00fct\u00fck K\u00fcb\u00adra xa\u00adn\u0131m \u0259da il\u0259:
\n– Al \u00f6z n\u0259\u00adv\u0259\u00adni, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adsi, – de\u00addi, – ax\u0131 o, is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir ki, onun g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259k ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 onun qu\u00adla\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna \u015f\u0259x\u00ads\u0259n s\u0259n p\u0131\u00ad\u00e7\u0131l\u00adda\u00adya\u00adsan, xe\u00adyir-dua ve\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 m\u0259n ver\u00addim, b\u0259x\u00adti\u00adni Al\u00adlah ver\u00adsin de\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n.
\nK\u00fcb\u00adra xa\u00adla dil\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 zi\u00adr\u0259k\u00addi, Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m ki\u00admi dil\u00adsiz-a\u011f\u0131z\u00ads\u0131z de\u00adyil\u00addi, am\u00adma o an\u00adda \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn-g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131q\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131, h\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adcan\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 hiss olun\u00adsa da, K\u00fcb\u00adra xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n ca\u00adva\u00adb\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ver\u00addi:
\n– Qoy ca\u00advan\u00adlar \u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ad qoy\u00adsun\u00adlar, – de\u00addi, – ne\u00adc\u0259 is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r, m\u0259n he\u00e7 za\u00adman be\u00adl\u0259 an\u00adlar\u00adda \u00f6z \u00f6v\u00adlad\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131n i\u015fi\u00adn\u0259 qa\u00adr\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam.
\nA\u011f\u00adz\u0131 ti\u00adki\u015f tut\u00adma\u00adyan K\u00fcb\u00adra xa\u00adla s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 da\u00advam el\u0259\u00addi:
\n– On\u00adda ica\u00adz\u0259 ve\u00adrin k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259\u00adnin va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin ra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ata ba\u00adba\u00ads\u0131 \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00adnin \u015f\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfi\u00adn\u0259 \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim qo\u00adyaq!
\nK\u00fcb\u00adra xa\u00adla ba\u00adla\u00adca ey\u00adb\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00adrin qun\u00adda\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin qol\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcb Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbi\u00adm\u0259 uzat\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 bi\u00adbim n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00ads\u0259 k\u00f6v\u00adr\u0259\u00adlib a\u011f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. As\u00adta\u00addan:
\n– Atam!-de\u00addi v\u0259 son\u00adra \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 so\u00adnun\u00adcu rus im\u00adpe\u00adra\u00adto\u00adru\u00adnun \u015f\u0259k\u00adli olan q\u0131\u00adz\u0131l sik\u00adk\u0259\u00adni \u00e7a\u00ad\u011fa\u00adn\u0131n ana\u00ads\u0131\u00adna t\u0259q\u00addim el\u0259\u00addi, Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m is\u0259 bar\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 bril\u00adyant qa\u015f\u00adl\u0131 q\u0259\u00addim \u00fcz\u00fc\u00ady\u00fc \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00add\u0131b Dil\u00adb\u0259\u00adrin bar\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna ke\u00ad\u00e7irt\u00addi:
\n– \u00dcz\u00fcn a\u011f ol\u00adsun, q\u0131\u00adz\u0131m, – de\u00addi, – ad\u0131 il\u0259 b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ads\u00fcn!
\nKob\u00adra \u0259t\u00adra\u00adf\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u0259da il\u0259 s\u00fc\u00adz\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n m\u00fc\u015f\u00adt\u0259\u00adbeh hal\u00adda g\u0259r\u00adn\u0259\u015f\u00addi. M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 he\u00e7 g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn ucu il\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259\u00adz\u0259r sal\u00adma\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n bir xey\u00adli bu ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri k\u0259\u00adnar adam ki\u00admi iz\u00adl\u0259\u00addim v\u0259 hiss el\u0259\u00addim ki, ata\u00adm\u0131n o\u011f\u00adlu ol\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adsi\u00adb\u0259\u00adti\u00adl\u0259 qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adlar, q\u0131z\u00adlar dil bo\u00ad\u011fa\u00adza qoy\u00adma\u00adsa\u00adlar da, h\u00fc\u00adt\u00fc\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259-h\u00fc\u00adt\u00fc\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259, k\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259-k\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259 \u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259 sox\u00adsa\u00adlar da, m\u0259n bir k\u0259\u00adnar\u00adda qal\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam v\u0259 ta\u00admam unu\u00addul\u00admu\u00ad\u015fam! M\u0259n hid\u00add\u0259\u00adtim\u00add\u0259n ya\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131m: d\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adc\u0259n bu evin \u0259n se\u00advim\u00adli u\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131 ola-ola, b\u00fcs\u00adb\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn yad\u00addan \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m! \u018fs\u00adlin\u00add\u0259 is\u0259, ata\u00adm\u0131n ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ha\u00adm\u0131 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 min\u00adn\u0259t\u00addar ol\u00adma\u00adl\u0131y\u00add\u0131, ax\u0131 atam ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n al\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. Fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, m\u0259n bu iz\u00addi\u00adva\u00adca ra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131q ver\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259m, Dil\u00adb\u0259r o\u011f\u00adlan do\u00ad\u011fa bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi? H\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim bil\u00admir\u00addi ki, ata\u00adm\u0131n ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259k s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259\u00adti ai\u00adl\u0259\u00admiz\u00add\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6\u00adz\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adn\u0259n\u00add\u0259, o m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n n\u0259 so\u00adru\u00ad\u015fub?
\n– Ai\u00addam! K\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259 ba\u00adlam, inan m\u0259\u00adn\u0259, \u0259g\u0259r s\u0259n na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131 ol\u00adsan, m\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259m! He\u00e7 vaxt!Ya\u00add\u0131n\u00adda sax\u00adla: bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda s\u0259\u00adnin \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259\u00adki ye\u00adri\u00adni he\u00e7 kim tu\u00adta bil\u00adm\u0259z…
\nBu, ata\u00adm\u0131n iki\u00adlik\u00add\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 de\u00addi\u00adyi s\u00f6z\u00add\u00fc. B\u0259s n\u0259 ol\u00addu? Bir b\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fc\u015f so\u00adxul\u00adca\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 m\u0259n yad\u00addan \u00e7\u0131x\u00add\u0131m, ke\u00e7\u00addim ar\u00adxa pla\u00adna?
\nDe\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, n\u0259\u00adl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admi Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m hiss el\u0259\u00addi v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00addi:
\n– G\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131, b\u0259s s\u0259n \u00f6z qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 qu\u00adca\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna al\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00admir\u00ads\u0259n?
\nBir an\u00adda ha\u00adm\u0131 sus\u00addu, ma\u00adraq do\u00adlu ba\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adlar m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 sa\u00adr\u0131 y\u00f6\u00adn\u0259l\u00addi.
\n– Bi\u00adzim Ay\u00adka u\u015faq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 \u00e7ox se\u00advir, – Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim de\u00addi v\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr, bu\u00adnun\u00adla da Dil\u00adb\u0259\u00adrin ana\u00ads\u0131 ba\u00adla\u00adca in\u00adsan\u00adc\u0131\u00ad\u011fa\u00adz\u0131 ana\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan al\u0131b m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u00ad\u015fan\u00adda diq\u00adq\u0259\u00adti m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 sa\u00adr\u0131 y\u00f6\u00adn\u0259lt\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00addi.
\n…M\u0259n din\u00adm\u0259z\u00adc\u0259, sir-si\u00adf\u0259\u00adti\u00admin ifa\u00add\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni d\u0259\u00adyi\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n ba\u00adla\u00adca \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhi\u00admin q\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 ta\u00adma\u00ad\u015fa el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim v\u0259 qu\u00adla\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131n ucuy\u00adla e\u015fi\u00addir\u00addim ki, qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adlar n\u0259\u00add\u0259n q\u00fcr\u00adr\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adnir\u00adl\u0259r:
\n– D\u00f6rd ki\u00adlo\u00addu! \u018fsil Qer\u00adku\u00adles\u00addi!
\nBu an\u00adda k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259 ba\u00adla\u00adca a\u011f\u00adz\u0131\u00adn\u0131 a\u00e7a\u00adraq yor\u00ad\u011fan\u00ad\u00e7a\u00ads\u0131\u00adna s\u00fcrt\u00add\u00fc, i\u00e7i\u00adni \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi v\u0259 h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt be\u00adl\u0259 ba\u00adla\u00adca u\u015faq g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259m d\u0259, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, o, d\u00f6\u015f is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir! Bu\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addim v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi Dil\u00adb\u0259\u00adr\u0259 zil\u00adl\u0259\u00addim ki, k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259 qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131n n\u0259 is\u00adt\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni sez\u00adm\u0259\u00adyi\u00admi ona an\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. Am\u00adma el\u0259 bu an\u00adda da g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fcm ki, \u0259da il\u0259 p\u0259r\u00adqu d\u00f6\u00ad\u015f\u0259k\u00add\u0259 uza\u00adn\u0131b dir\u00ads\u0259k\u00adl\u0259n\u00admi\u015f Dil\u00adb\u0259r na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla m\u0259\u00adni s\u00fc\u00adz\u0259\u00adr\u0259k ana\u00ads\u0131\u00adna g\u00f6z-qa\u015f el\u0259\u00adyir ki, k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259\u00adni m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n al\u00ads\u0131n. O da d\u0259r\u00adhal \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, san\u00adki g\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adk\u0259r n\u0259\u00adv\u0259\u00adsi za\u00adl\u0131m, \u00fcvey bir q\u0131\u00adz\u0131n \u0259li\u00adn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc. M\u0259n q\u0259l\u00adbi\u00admi di\u00addib-par\u00ad\u00e7a\u00adla\u00adyan bu m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adsi\u00adb\u0259t\u00add\u0259n t\u0259\u00adsir\u00adl\u0259n\u00addim v\u0259 de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, qun\u00adda\u00ad\u011f\u0131 Kob\u00adra\u00adya ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, qu\u00adca\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna tul\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. Bir\u00adba\u015f ana\u00adm\u0131n ke\u00e7\u00admi\u015f ya\u00adtaq ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna sa\u00adr\u0131 qa\u00e7\u00add\u0131m, i\u00e7\u0259\u00adri ke\u00e7\u00addim v\u0259 Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n m\u0259\u00adnim \u00fcn\u00adva\u00adn\u0131\u00adma de\u00addi\u00adyi s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc apay\u00add\u0131n e\u015fit\u00addim:
\n– Onu da an\u00adla\u00admaq la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131r. Am\u00adma ey\u00adbi yox, g\u00fcn g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259k ki, q\u0131s\u00adqanc\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 da t\u0259r\u00adgi\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259k!
\n“Qan\u00admaz!” – az qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 ki, m\u0259n bu s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc var s\u0259\u00adsim\u00adl\u0259 di\u00adli\u00adm\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adrim, am\u00adma \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00add\u0259 q\u00fcv\u00adv\u0259 ta\u00adpa bil\u00addim.<\/p>\n

XXXVII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

…V\u0259 son\u00adra da na\u00adxo\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. \u018fmi\u00adn\u0259m ki, m\u0259\u00adnim x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adli\u00adyim o an\u00adda ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. O an\u00adda ki, m\u0259\u00adnim \u00f6z evim\u00add\u0259 iki yad in\u00adsaf\u00ads\u0131z\u00adca\u00ads\u0131\u00adna x\u0259t\u00adri\u00adm\u0259 d\u0259y\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r; gu\u00adya m\u0259n k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259\u00ady\u0259 x\u0259\u00adt\u0259r ye\u00adti\u00adr\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addim… D\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n ya\u00adra\u00adlan\u00adsam da, t\u0259h\u00adqir olun\u00adsam da, i\u00e7im\u00add\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi\u00adyim ac\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 he\u00e7 kim\u00adl\u0259 b\u00f6\u00adl\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00addim v\u0259 hiss el\u0259\u00addim ki, k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 da ta\u00adma\u00admi\u00adl\u0259 bi\u00adga\u00adn\u0259\u00ady\u0259m. M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259n\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adlan\u00addan son\u00adra m\u0259n bu k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259\u00adni ne\u00adc\u0259 se\u00adv\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addim? \u00dcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adlik d\u0259 b\u00fcs\u00adb\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn unu\u00addul\u00addu\u00ad\u011fum hal\u00adda, bu k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259\u00adnin do\u00ad\u011ful\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 x\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adri\u00adni h\u0259r ya\u00adna yay\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, h\u0259t\u00adta uzaq qo\u00adhum\u00adlar be\u00adl\u0259 z\u0259ng vu\u00adrur\u00addu\u00adlar, g\u00f6\u00adzay\u00add\u0131n\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. H\u0259t\u00adta, h\u0259r\u00add\u0259nbir bi\u00adz\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259\u00adk\u0259n atam da bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r otu\u00adran ki\u00admi k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259\u00adni ya\u00adda sa\u00adl\u0131b b\u0259x\u00adti\u00adyar bir in\u00adsan ki\u00admi onun haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 is\u0259 t\u0259\u00adb\u0259s\u00ads\u00fcm\u00adl\u0259 so\u00adru\u015f\u00addu:
\n– Qa\u00adqa\u00ad\u015f\u0131n ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna ge\u00add\u0259k\u00admi? Da\u00adr\u0131x\u00adm\u0131r\u00adsan\u00adm\u0131 on\u00addan \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc?
\nM\u0259n ca\u00advab ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m d\u0259rs\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi oxu\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa, atam he\u00adsa\u00adb\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n qal\u00adx\u0131b o\u011f\u00adlu\u00adnun ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna t\u0259\u00adl\u0259s\u00addi. G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00add\u0131, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 dam\u00adla-dam\u00adla ud\u00addum: m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, he\u00e7 vaxt be\u00adl\u0259 yal\u00adq\u0131z ol\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam.
\nK\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7ay\u00adl\u0131q olan g\u00fcn Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 bir ne\u00ad\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00adc\u0259 al\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 to\u00adxun\u00adma kost\u00adyu\u00admu, ala\u00adb\u0259\u00adz\u0259k oyun\u00adcaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 v\u0259 bir si\u00adni \u015f\u0259\u00adk\u0259r-\u00e7\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00adyi\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcb u\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 get\u00addi. M\u0259n \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259\u00adtin\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 ol\u00adsa, \u00fcz\u00fcr\u00adl\u00fc s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b ta\u00adp\u0131b ev\u00add\u0259 qa\u00adla bil\u00addim, ya\u00adlan\u00addan s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addim ki, d\u0259rs\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim\u00adl\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 cid\u00addi prob\u00adlem\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim var v\u0259 otu\u00adrub ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u015f\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00adyam.
\nO\u00adxu\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa h\u0259\u00adv\u0259\u00adsim ol\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00addan vax\u00adt\u0131 \u00f6l\u00add\u00fcr\u00adm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn te\u00adle\u00advi\u00adzo\u00adru a\u00e7\u00add\u0131m. M\u0259n o ax\u00ad\u015fa\u00adm\u0131 t\u0259n\u00adha ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u0259\u00adli idim, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki Az\u0259r d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna get\u00admi\u015f\u00addi. Te\u00adle\u00advi\u00adzor\u00adda da bir f\u0259r\u00adli ve\u00adri\u00adli\u015f tap\u00adma\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 b\u0259rk da\u00adr\u0131x\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. Bir\u00add\u0259n m\u0259n\u00adzi\u00adl\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00adm\u00fc\u015f s\u00fc\u00adku\u00adtu \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00adl\u0259\u00adra\u00adra\u00ads\u0131 te\u00adle\u00adfon xid\u00adm\u0259\u00adti\u00adnin uzun-uza\u00add\u0131 z\u0259n\u00adgi poz\u00addu. M\u0259n d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 ana\u00adm\u0131n son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 do\u011f\u00adma s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni e\u015fi\u00addib sar\u00ads\u0131l\u00add\u0131m. Ye\u00adrim\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259 m\u0131x\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b qal\u00add\u0131m…
\n– Ai\u00adda, ca\u00adn\u0131m m\u0259\u00adnim, bu s\u0259n\u00ads\u0259n?
\nM\u0259n onun g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259m d\u0259, s\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259\u00adki q\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00add\u0259n hiss el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim. O s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc s\u00f6\u00adz\u0259, sua\u00adl\u0131 sua\u00adla ca\u00adla\u00adsa da, m\u0259n ca\u00advab ver\u00admir\u00addim, su\u00adsur\u00addum. He\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim d\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015far\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131, san\u00adki q\u0259l\u00adbim buz ba\u011f\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. M\u0259n h\u0259d\u00adsiz d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 sar\u00ads\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m, bil\u00admir\u00addim \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc ne\u00adc\u0259 apa\u00adr\u0131m. Ka\u015f he\u00e7 o z\u0259ng et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259y\u00addi!
\nA\u00adnam is\u0259 \u0259la\u00adq\u0259\u00adsiz \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131, bir za\u00adman\u00adlar, h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 lap k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259 olar\u00adk\u0259n m\u0259\u00adni s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi, \u0259ziz\u00adl\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi ad\u00adlar\u00adla \u00e7a\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131, ha\u00ad\u00e7an\u00adsa m\u0259\u00adni ovut\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn z\u00fcm\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 el\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi me\u00adlo\u00addi\u00adya\u00adn\u0131 ya\u00adda sa\u00adl\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, b\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 o qa\u00ad\u00e7an\u00addan son\u00adra ara\u00adm\u0131\u00adza \u00e7\u00f6k\u00adm\u00fc\u015f ay\u00adr\u0131\u00adl\u0131q buz\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u0259ri\u00add\u0259 bil\u00adsin.
\n– Ay\u00adka! Ay\u0131m-g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u00ad\u015fim m\u0259\u00adnim! – M\u0259\u00adni ha\u00adray\u00adla\u00add\u0131, -m\u0259\u00adnim ba\u00adlam, do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131 s\u0259n m\u0259\u00adni unut\u00admu\u00adsan? M\u0259n b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn bu il\u00adl\u0259r \u0259r\u00adzin\u00add\u0259 s\u0259\u00adnin\u00adl\u0259 ol\u00admu\u00ad\u015fam. S\u0259\u00adn\u0259 dua et\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m, h\u0259r d\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259 s\u0259\u00adni d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adm\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259m!
\nN\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t ki, d\u00f6z\u00adm\u0259\u00adyib s\u0259\u00adsi\u00admi \u00e7\u0131\u00adxart\u00add\u0131m ki, y\u00fcn\u00adg\u00fcl\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259m:
\n– N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00ads\u0259 m\u0259n bu\u00adnu hiss et\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m!
\n– Vaxt g\u0259\u00adl\u0259r, m\u0259\u00adnim ba\u00adlam, s\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fe\u00adyi ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259r\u00ads\u0259n, bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00ads\u0259n ki, m\u0259\u00adnim \u00f6z do\u011f\u00adma oca\u00ad\u011f\u0131m\u00addan qa\u00e7\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131m s\u0259\u00adnin x\u0259t\u00adri\u00adn\u0259\u00addir.
\nM\u0259n onun s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc hirs-hik\u00adk\u0259 il\u0259 k\u0259s\u00addim:
\n-S\u0259\u00adnin t\u0259\u00adz\u0259 u\u015faq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n var?
\nAm\u00adma de\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n o m\u0259\u00adni ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00addi. So\u00adru\u015f\u00addu:
\n– Bu n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00add\u00fc? S\u0259n n\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00adsan?<\/p>\n

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– S\u0259n m\u0259\u00adni at\u00adm\u0131\u00adsan, ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 yox ki, son\u00adra\u00addan m\u0259\u00adnim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6z ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131\u00adda\u00adsan, ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ki, ye\u00adn\u0259 ba\u00adla\u00adla\u00adya\u00adsan! On\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adda\u00adm\u0131 ata\u00adcaq\u00adsan, qu\u015f ba\u00adla\u00ads\u0131 ki\u00admi?
\n– G\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l ba\u00adlam, m\u0259\u00adnim he\u00e7 za\u00adman n\u0259 ye\u00adni ai\u00adl\u0259m ola\u00adcaq, n\u0259 ye\u00adni u\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131m. M\u0259n bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 sev\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m. \u0130n\u00addi m\u0259n s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131\u00adram. Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00addan qa\u00e7\u00admaq c\u0259h\u00addim d\u0259 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00addi. Ay\u00adka, inan m\u0259\u00adn\u0259, m\u0259n n\u0259 et\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m\u00ads\u0259, s\u0259\u00adnin g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00adyi\u00adni, s\u0259\u00adnin xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adni d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adm\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n si\u00adzi \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adki ki\u00admi se\u00advi\u00adr\u0259m. S\u0259\u00adni, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adni, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn qo\u00adhum\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, ata\u00adn\u0131…
\n– Na\u00adhaq ye\u00adr\u0259 se\u00advir\u00ads\u0259n, – m\u0259n bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259 aman\u00ads\u0131z\u00adca\u00ads\u0131\u00adna s\u0259\u00adsi\u00admi qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131m, – qo\u00adhum\u00adlar s\u0259\u00adni \u00e7ox\u00addan unu\u00addub\u00adlar, atam is\u0259 ev\u00adl\u0259\u00adnib.
\nS\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn bu ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 anam sus\u00addu, m\u0259n is\u0259 bu x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 onu n\u0259 ha\u00adla sal\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 hiss et\u00addi\u00adyim\u00add\u0259n q\u0259\u00adra\u00adra al\u00add\u0131m ki, g\u00fc\u00adz\u0259\u015f\u00adt\u0259 get\u00adm\u0259\u00adyim, onu k\u0259\u00adsin\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 s\u0131n\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131m:
\n– Onun u\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131 olub. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 o\u011f\u00adlan. Ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n n\u0259 qo\u00adyub\u00adlar? \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim. Ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n \u015f\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfi\u00adn\u0259.
\nM\u0259n uca\u00addan g\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259n onun ne\u00adc\u0259 se\u00advin\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni, \u015fad\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 hiss ed\u0259n\u00add\u0259 hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addim.
\n– Bi\u00adli\u00adr\u0259m, ca\u00adn\u0131m-g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcm, el\u0259 bu\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259ng et\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m, – anam de\u00addi, – ya\u00add\u0131n\u00adda\u00add\u0131\u00adm\u0131, s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ver\u00addi\u00adyim m\u0259k\u00adtub\u00adla ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 de\u00addi\u00adyim s\u00f6z? H\u0259, in\u00addi o m\u0259k\u00adtu\u00adbu ata\u00adna \u00e7at\u00add\u0131r\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131n m\u0259\u00adqa\u00adm\u0131\u00add\u0131r. Qoy oxu\u00adyub h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adti bil\u00adsin, q\u0259l\u00adbi iz\u00adti\u00adrab\u00addan qur\u00adtar\u00ads\u0131n. Yaz m\u0259\u00adnim Mosk\u00adva n\u00f6m\u00adr\u0259\u00admi ki, m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 \u0259la\u00adq\u0259 sax\u00adla\u00adya bi\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259n…
\nBi\u00adzim te\u00adle\u00adfon s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259\u00adti\u00admiz bir saa\u00adta q\u0259\u00add\u0259r uzan\u00add\u0131. M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 m\u0259\u00adlum ol\u00addu ki, m\u0259\u00adnim anam da\u015f\u00adnak-kir\u00adv\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 qo\u00adhum\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fa g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn n\u0259\u00ads\u00adl\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 t\u0259h\u00adl\u00fc\u00adk\u0259 ya\u00adran\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00addan, o, x\u0259l\u00adv\u0259t\u00adc\u0259 qa\u00e7\u00admaq q\u0259\u00adra\u00adr\u0131\u00adna g\u0259\u00adlib, yaz\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 o d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli m\u0259k\u00adtub\u00adda da q\u0259s\u00add\u0259n el\u0259 ifa\u00add\u0259\u00adl\u0259r i\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00addib, ter\u00adror\u00ad\u00e7u\u00adla\u00adra qo\u00ad\u015fu\u00adlan qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda ol\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni bil\u00addi\u00adrib ki, atam onu ax\u00adtar\u00adma\u00ads\u0131n. O, atam\u00addan d\u00f6\u00adn\u0259-d\u00f6\u00adn\u0259 xa\u00adhi\u015f edib\u00admi\u015f ki, onu ra\u00adhat bu\u00adrax\u00ads\u0131n v\u0259 o \u00f6z h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ads\u0131n. O ki qal\u00add\u0131 m\u0259\u00adnim o g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u00adc\u0259n a\u00e7\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131m, sirr sax\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131m m\u0259k\u00adtu\u00adba, s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259, o m\u0259k\u00adtub\u00adda anam \u00f6z h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adti\u00adni b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn in\u00adc\u0259\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 ki\u00admi x\u0131r\u00adda\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f ki, la\u00adz\u0131m\u00adl\u0131 m\u0259\u00adqam ye\u00adti\u00ad\u015f\u0259n\u00add\u0259 o, ana\u00adm\u0131n s\u0259\u00adda\u00adq\u0259\u00adti\u00adn\u0259 inan\u00ads\u0131n. Ana\u00adm\u0131n fik\u00adrin\u00adc\u0259, la\u00adz\u0131\u00admi m\u0259\u00adqam de\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259, el\u0259 o ata\u00adm\u0131n t\u0259\u00adz\u0259 ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131n d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adya \u00f6v\u00adlad g\u0259\u00adtir\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni n\u0259\u00adz\u0259r\u00add\u0259 tu\u00adtur\u00admu\u015f. Ata\u00adm\u0131n onun ar\u00add\u0131n\u00adca Mosk\u00adva\u00adya yol\u00adlan\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ar\u00adzu\u00adla\u00adma\u00adsa da, s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259, anam b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn bu il\u00adl\u0259r \u0259r\u00adzin\u00add\u0259 s\u0259br\u00adl\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adyib, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki anam tam \u0259min imi\u015f ki, atam \u00f6z ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni at\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa qa\u00addir adam de\u00adyil. Bir\u00adc\u0259 \u015fey yal\u00adn\u0131z Al\u00adla\u00adha m\u0259\u00adlum\u00addur: ax\u0131 o ne\u00adc\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi ki, m\u00fc\u0259y\u00ady\u0259n vaxt ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra atam ev\u00adl\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adc\u0259k, bu ye\u00adni iz\u00addi\u00advac\u00addan d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adya k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259 g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259k v\u0259 bu u\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131n do\u00ad\u011ful\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 x\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adri\u00adni d\u0259 ona, s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn bu \u00f6t\u0259n il\u00adl\u0259r \u0259r\u00adzin\u00add\u0259 vax\u00adta\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adr\u0131 ona z\u0259ng ed\u0259n Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim ye\u00adti\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259k…<\/p>\n

XXXVIII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u00adna\u00adm\u0131n v\u0259 onun va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin fo\u00adto\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni, h\u0259m\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adnin o m\u00fc\u0259m\u00adma\u00adl\u0131 m\u0259k\u00adtu\u00adbu m\u00fc\u00adq\u0259d\u00add\u0259s ay\u0259 ki\u00admi qo\u00adru\u00adyub sax\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131m san\u00add\u0131q\u00ad\u00e7a\u00adn\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b na\u00adm\u0259\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fc\u00adr\u0259n ki\u00admi q\u0259\u00adra\u00adra al\u00add\u0131m ki, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim gi\u00adl\u0259 ye\u00adti\u00adrim. O, ke\u00e7\u00admi\u015f Ba\u00adsin, son il\u00adl\u0259r is\u0259 F\u00fc\u00adzu\u00adli\u00adnin ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adyan, q\u0259\u00addim Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ar\u00adxi\u00adtek\u00adtu\u00adra \u00f6r\u00adn\u0259k\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n olan y\u00fck\u00ads\u0259k ta\u00advan\u00adl\u0131 ev\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Ba\u00adk\u0131 mil\u00adyon\u00ad\u00e7u\u00adsu Ha\u00adcins\u00adki\u00adnin \u0259s\u00adrin \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 tik\u00addir\u00addi\u00adyi bu bi\u00adna, k\u00f6h\u00adn\u0259 za\u00adman\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n in\u00ad\u015fa\u00ads\u0131 ol\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna r\u0259\u011f\u00adm\u0259n, iki\u00adm\u0259r\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adli ev\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda \u0259sl ma\u00adli\u00adka\u00adn\u0259 t\u0259\u00adsi\u00adri ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Am\u00adma in\u00addi m\u0259\u00adni o ev\u0259 apa\u00adran o bi\u00adna\u00adn\u0131n g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00adli\u00adyi de\u00adyil\u00addi. M\u0259n t\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adsir\u00addim. Fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, o \u00fcn\u00adva\u00adna ge\u00addib \u00e7\u0131x\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n az\u0131 on\u00adbe\u015f d\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259 n\u0259q\u00adliy\u00adyat g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00ady\u0259m, on\u00adbe\u015f d\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00ady\u0259 d\u0259 av\u00adto\u00adbus m\u0259n\u00adzil ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna an\u00adcaq \u00e7a\u00adtar, ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00fc\u00ad\u00e7\u0259\u00add\u0259n ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n ilk tak\u00adsi\u00ady\u0259 \u0259l el\u0259\u00addim.
\nAr\u00adt\u0131r\u00adma\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 iki-iki tul\u00adla\u00adna-tul\u00adla\u00adna, d\u00f6n\u00adg\u0259\u00adli pil\u00adl\u0259\u00adk\u0259n\u00adl\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00adc\u00fc m\u0259r\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qalx\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 yal\u00adn\u0131z qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adn\u0131n d\u00fcy\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni ba\u00adsan\u00addan son\u00adra ra\u00adhat n\u0259\u00adf\u0259s al\u00add\u0131m. Onun a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adya ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131, ad\u00add\u0131m s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni e\u015fi\u00add\u0259n\u00add\u0259 is\u0259 bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259 sa\u00adkit\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addim. Eti\u00adraf et\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00ady\u0259m ki, m\u0259n bu q\u0259\u00adfil g\u0259\u00adli\u00ad\u015fim\u00adl\u0259 bi\u00adbi\u00admi qor\u00adxu\u00adya sal\u00add\u0131m. M\u0259n d\u0259\u00adli\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 onun \u00e7i\u00adyin\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n ya\u00adp\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m, ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 si\u00adn\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131r\u00adp\u0131b ha\u00adva\u00adl\u0131 ki\u00admi q\u0131\u015f\u00adq\u0131r\u00add\u0131m. Bir xey\u00adli be\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259 h\u00f6n\u00adk\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcb a\u011f\u00adla\u00adyan\u00addan son\u00adra sa\u00adkit\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addim v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni di\u00adva\u00adna uza\u00add\u0131b bal\u00adla li\u00admon\u00adlu \u00e7ay g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n bi\u00adbi\u00adm\u0259 ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 y\u00fcn\u00adg\u00fcl\u00adc\u0259 t\u0259r\u00adp\u0259t\u00adm\u0259k\u00adl\u0259 t\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259k\u00adk\u00fcr el\u0259\u00addim. Ayaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131 yun \u015fal\u00adla b\u00fc\u00adk\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra da al\u00adt\u0131\u00adna qrel\u00adka qo\u00adyan bi\u00adbim \u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi, ayaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131 ov\u00adca\u00adla\u00adya-ov\u00adca\u00adla\u00adya ata\u00adma z\u0259ng el\u0259\u00addi, am\u00adma on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n n\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 e\u015fit\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc a\u00e7\u00add\u0131m ki, atam m\u0259\u00adnim uzan\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131m di\u00adva\u00adn\u0131n ayaq ucun\u00adda otu\u00adrub ana\u00adm\u0131n m\u0259k\u00adtu\u00adbu\u00adnu oxu\u00adyur.
\nO bir xey\u00adli ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ovuc\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ara\u00ads\u0131\u00adna al\u0131b sus\u00adsa da, q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n qalx\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 ye\u00adyin ad\u00addam\u00adlar\u00adla d\u0259h\u00adli\u00adzin o ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 ma\u00adsa\u00adn\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 qo\u00adyul\u00admu\u015f te\u00adle\u00adfo\u00adna ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131.
\n– S\u0259n ney\u00adn\u0259\u00admi\u00ads\u0259n, Ka\u00adra? – O, bir xey\u00adli n\u00f6m\u00adr\u0259 y\u0131\u00ad\u011fan\u00addan son\u00adra d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00ady\u0259 p\u0131\u00ad\u00e7\u0131l\u00adda\u00add\u0131, – M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 \u0259zab ver\u00adm\u0259k har\u00addan a\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00adna g\u0259l\u00addi?
\nM\u0259n se\u00advin\u00adcim\u00add\u0259n xo\u00ad\u015fal\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi yum\u00addum. Ax\u0131, o, ana\u00adma \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu kimi “Ka\u00adra” de\u00admi\u015f\u00addi! Fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, \u0259g\u0259r atam ana\u00adma be\u00adl\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adra\u00adci\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyir\u00ads\u0259, de\u00adm\u0259k, \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri d\u0259 qay\u00adtar\u00admaq m\u00fcm\u00adk\u00fcn\u00add\u00fcr. Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim d\u0259h\u00adliz\u00add\u0259\u00adki ara qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00f6r\u00adt\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra ye\u00adn\u0259 ya\u00adn\u0131m\u00adda \u0259y\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi, \u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi ov\u00adcu\u00adna al\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 ata\u00adm\u0131n anam\u00addan n\u0259 so\u00adru\u015f\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu, o n\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni e\u015fit\u00adm\u0259\u00addim.
\n– O, onun ar\u00add\u0131n\u00adca ge\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259k, el\u0259 de\u00adyil\u00admi?
\nAm\u00adma n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00ads\u0259 Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim m\u0259\u00adnim bu sua\u00adl\u0131\u00adm\u0131n k\u0259\u00ads\u0259 ca\u00adva\u00adb\u0131n\u00addan qa\u00e7\u00add\u0131. Am\u00adma:
\n– Qur\u00adban olum s\u0259\u00adn\u0259, el\u0259 bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n ki, bu m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 q\u0259\u00adliz\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adyib? – de\u00addi.
\n– Bur\u00adda q\u0259\u00adliz n\u0259 var ki? \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259\u00adnim anam mey\u00adda\u00adna \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131b\u00adsa, izah el\u0259\u00adyib, h\u0259r \u015fe\u00adyi an\u00adla\u00add\u0131b\u00adsa, qoy yad qa\u00add\u0131n \u00f6z u\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcb onun ye\u00adri\u00adni bo\u00ad\u015falt\u00ads\u0131n! O za\u00adman ona da, ana\u00ads\u0131 Kob\u00adra\u00adya da ay\u00add\u0131n ola\u00adcaq ki, va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n ay\u00adr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fc\u015f u\u015faq n\u0259\u00adl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir!
\nM\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim ke\u00e7\u00admi\u015f\u00add\u0259n da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131b\u00adlar, ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ya\u00adda sa\u00adl\u0131b\u00adlar. \u00c7\u00fcn\u00adki son\u00adra atam ota\u00ad\u011fa qa\u00ady\u0131\u00addan ki\u00admi m\u0259\u00adnim ya\u00adn\u0131m\u00adda otur\u00addu, \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00adkar ki\u00admi bax\u00add\u0131, bax\u00add\u0131… v\u0259 de\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n g\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc yal\u00adn\u0131z a\u011f\u00adla\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa \u00e7at\u00add\u0131. M\u0259n g\u00fcc\u00adl\u00fc v\u0259 inam\u00adl\u0131 bir ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00adnin ne\u00adc\u0259 a\u011f\u00adla\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna ta\u00adma\u00ad\u015fa el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim v\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, m\u0259\u00adnim n\u0259\u00ady\u0259 is\u0259 \u00fcmid b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00adyi\u00admin he\u00e7 bir \u0259sa\u00ads\u0131 yox\u00addur, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki ba\u015f ve\u00adr\u0259n yan\u00adl\u0131\u015f\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 d\u00fc\u00adz\u0259lt\u00adm\u0259k m\u00fcm\u00adk\u00fcn de\u00adyil\u00addi.
\nM\u0259n p\u0259j\u00adm\u00fcr\u00add\u0259 hal\u00adda di\u00advan\u00addan qal\u00adxa-qal\u00adxa atam\u00addan so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum:
\n– M\u0259n g\u0259\u00adr\u0259k m\u0259k\u00adtu\u00adbu s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 o vaxt – anam bi\u00adzi t\u0259rk ed\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ve\u00adr\u0259y\u00addim, el\u0259\u00addi\u00admi?
\nSan\u00adki bu sual\u00addan son\u00adra ata\u00adma ayan ol\u00addu ki, m\u0259n onun ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda\u00adyam, \u00fcz\u00adg\u00fcn hal\u00adda, q\u00fcs\u00ads\u0259\u00adli ba\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adlar\u00adla m\u0259\u00adni s\u00fcz\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 q\u0259m\u00adli-q\u0259mli:
\n– S\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fe\u00adyi d\u00fcz el\u0259\u00admi\u00ads\u0259n, m\u0259\u00adnim ba\u00adlam,-de\u00addi, – h\u0259r \u015fe\u00adyi t\u0259r\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 ed\u0259n bi\u00adzik, biz! G\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, s\u0259n ha\u00ad\u00e7an\u00adsa bi\u00adzi ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adya bi\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00ads\u0259n\u00admi?
\nA\u00adtam m\u0259\u00adni k\u00f6k\u00ads\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 s\u0131x\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 bu d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 iki\u00admiz d\u0259 a\u011f\u00adla\u00add\u0131q… Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131 biz uzun il\u00adl\u0259r ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra bir-bi\u00adri\u00admi\u00adzi tap\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131q ki, ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n ay\u00adr\u0131\u00adlaq?<\/p>\n

XXXIX F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

– U\u015faq b\u0259rk sar\u00ads\u0131n\u00adt\u0131 ke\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adrir! – dok\u00adtor \u0130s\u00admi\u00adza\u00add\u0259 de\u00addi, – o, ta\u00adma\u00admi\u00adl\u0259 ya\u015f\u00adl\u0131 adam ki\u00admi \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir, el t\u0259\u00adbi\u00adrin\u00adc\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259m, \u015fam ki\u00admi \u0259ri\u00adyir, \u0259g\u0259r onun m\u00fca\u00adli\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 cid\u00addi ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131l\u00adma\u00adsa, a\u011f\u0131r n\u0259\u00adti\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adrib \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00adda bi\u00adl\u0259r.
\nH\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adcan\u00adlan\u00adm\u0131\u015f qo\u00adhum\u00adlar g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00adkar\u00adca\u00ads\u0131\u00adna m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. \u00dcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 sa\u00adl\u0131n\u00adm\u0131\u015f a\u011f m\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adf\u0259 h\u0259r\u00add\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcm ba\u00adxa-ba\u00adxa qa\u00adra\u00adl\u0131r, r\u0259n\u00adgi\u00adni d\u0259\u00adyi\u00ad\u015fir\u00addi. Ar\u0131q\u00adla\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131m, g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n-g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 so\u00adza\u00adl\u0131b-sa\u00adral\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131m ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00e7a\u015f\u00add\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, m\u0259\u00adnim is\u0259 da\u00adha ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa h\u0259\u00adv\u0259\u00adsim qal\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131.
\nGe\u00adc\u0259-g\u00fcn\u00add\u00fcz ya\u00adta\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131n ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131 k\u0259s\u00addi\u00adr\u0259n atam \u0259zab, iz\u00adti\u00adrab i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 so\u00adru\u015f\u00addu:
\n– Bu n\u0259 oyun\u00addu s\u0259n m\u0259\u00adnim ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adma a\u00e7\u0131r\u00adsan, q\u0131\u00adz\u0131m?
\n“B\u0259s siz m\u0259\u00adnim ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adma n\u0259 oyun a\u00e7\u00adm\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131z, x\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adri\u00adniz var?” Be\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259 bu sua\u00adl\u0131n ca\u00adva\u00adb\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259 b\u0259\u00adla\u00ad\u011f\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 ver\u00addim v\u0259 bil\u00addim ki, m\u00fc\u00adsa\u00adhi\u00adbim aciz qa\u00adla\u00adcaq. Bu m\u0259\u00adnim al\u0259\u00admim\u00add\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u00adm\u0259x\u00adsus qi\u00adsas \u00fcsu\u00adlu\u00addur. Qoy gi\u00adrinc ol\u00adsun\u00adlar, tap\u00ads\u0131n\u00adlar g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm, m\u0259n n\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc\u00adr\u0259m, n\u0259 ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fi\u00adr\u0259m? O ki qal\u00add\u0131 Az\u0259\u00adr\u0259, o m\u0259\u00adni bir\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 bax\u00admaq\u00adla an\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. V\u0259 m\u0259n bu\u00adnu d\u0259r\u00adhal hiss el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim.
\nA\u00adnam\u00adla uzun-uza\u00add\u0131 te\u00adle\u00adfon da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z ar\u00adxa\u00adda qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259\u00adbii ki, m\u0259n onu inan\u00add\u0131r\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m ki, o, bey\u00adn\u0259l\u00admi\u00adl\u0259l \u0259n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 sa\u00addiq qa\u00adlan Ba\u00adk\u0131 \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 \u00f6m\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn ax\u0131\u00adr\u0131\u00adna ki\u00admi ra\u00adhat\u00adca ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adya bi\u00adl\u0259r.
\nTe\u00adle\u00adfon s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi\u00adzin bi\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n:
\n– Ay ana, bi\u00adzim Ba\u00adk\u0131, fa\u00ad\u015fist Ye\u00adre\u00adva\u00adn\u0131n ta\u00ady\u0131 de\u00adyil, – de\u00addim, – or\u00addan er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, el\u0259\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 di\u00adg\u0259r mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adri qov\u00addu\u00adlar, Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adnis\u00adta\u00adn\u0131 \u00e7e\u00advir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r bir\u00admil\u00adl\u0259t\u00adli d\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259\u00adt\u0259, bi\u00adzim Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adda, bi\u00adzim Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda is\u0259 o ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra m\u0259\u00adlum ol\u00addu ki, iyir\u00admi min er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r. Bu fakt\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda o er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn \u00fcstd\u0259 qa\u00ad\u015f\u0131n var de\u00ady\u0259n yox\u00addu. Bu fak\u00adt\u0131 bu ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adlar\u00adda bi\u00adzim pre\u00adzi\u00adden\u00adti\u00admiz d\u0259 ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adya b\u0259\u00adyan el\u0259\u00addi. \u018fra\u00adzi\u00adsi\u00adnin iyir\u00admi be\u015f fai\u00adzi er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r t\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfin\u00add\u0259n i\u015f\u00ad\u011fal olun\u00admu\u015f Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adda bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r v\u0259 i\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir! Bu, ta\u00adrix\u00add\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcn\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00addir. Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan xal\u00adq\u0131 bu fak\u00adta – s\u00fclh\u00adse\u00adv\u0259r\u00adli\u00ady\u0259 v\u0259 to\u00adle\u00adrant\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011fa g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 No\u00adbel m\u00fc\u00adka\u00adfa\u00adt\u0131\u00adna la\u00adyiq g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259\u00adlidir!
\nM\u0259n be\u00adl\u0259 alov\u00adlu mo\u00adno\u00adloq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m\u00adla anam\u00adda \u0259min\u00adlik ya\u00adrat\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u015f\u00adsam da, anam cid\u00addi \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259, yo\u00adrul\u00adma\u00addan m\u0259\u00adni inan\u00add\u0131r\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi, de\u00adyir\u00addi ki, da\u00ady\u0131m Ru\u00adben er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ter\u00adror t\u0259\u015f\u00adki\u00adla\u00adt\u0131\u00adn\u0131n li\u00adder\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adri\u00addir v\u0259 ara\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 qo\u00adhum\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fa g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259, ola bi\u00adl\u0259r ki, yal\u00adn\u0131z s\u0259\u00adnin r\u0259h\u00adb\u0259r v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adf\u0259\u00add\u0259 olan atan yox, h\u0259m d\u0259 H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259min, h\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259n c\u0259\u00adza\u00adla\u00adna\u00adsan.
\n“Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131, bir Ru\u00adbe\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 bu q\u0259\u00add\u0259r adam b\u0259d\u00adb\u0259xt\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r?”
\n– B\u0259\u00adli, q\u0131\u00adz\u0131m, t\u0259\u0259s\u00ads\u00fcf\u00adl\u0259r ol\u00adsun ki, bu be\u00adl\u0259\u00addir. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcr\u00ads\u0259n ki, bir ba\u015f\u00addanxa\u00adrab man\u00adya\u00adka g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 y\u00fcz\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259, min\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00ads\u0131z adam m\u0259hv ol\u00addu.
\nN\u00f6v\u00adb\u0259\u00adti te\u00adle\u00adfon s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259\u00adtin\u00add\u0259 is\u0259:
\n– Ay ana, m\u0259n s\u0259\u00adnin ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi\u00adr\u0259m, – de\u00addim, – \u0259l\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, t\u0259k yox, Az\u0259r\u00adl\u0259, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m\u00adl\u0259, atam\u00adla.
\nA\u00adnam n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00ads\u0259 inam\u00ads\u0131z hal\u00adda ca\u00advab ver\u00addi:
\n– Ba\u00adxa\u00adr\u0131q…
\nA\u00adtam m\u0259\u00adnim t\u0259k\u00adli\u00adfi\u00adm\u0259 “yox” de\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259, Mosk\u00adva\u00adya get\u00adm\u0259k im\u00adka\u00adn\u0131 ol\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 d\u0259r\u00adhal bil\u00addir\u00addi, qo\u00adca\u00adl\u0131b \u0259l\u00add\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fc\u015f ana\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 qo\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa q\u0131y\u00adma\u00add\u0131, qal\u00add\u0131 Az\u0259r, onu da va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 qo\u00ad\u015fu\u00adlub Mosk\u00adva\u00adya get\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qoy\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, xa\u00adhi\u00ad\u015fi\u00admi d\u0259 ye\u00adr\u0259 sal\u00add\u0131\u00adlar.
\nBu za\u00adman m\u0259n Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbi\u00adm\u0259 a\u011f\u0131z a\u00e7\u00add\u0131m, am\u00adma onun h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ba\u00adl\u0131q\u00addan da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adsa da, “n\u0259 \u0259t, n\u0259 ba\u00adl\u0131q olan” sal\u00adyan\u00adl\u0131 \u0259ri bu d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 ira\u00add\u0259 n\u00fc\u00adma\u00adyi\u015f el\u0259t\u00addir\u00addi, si\u00adn\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni qa\u00adba\u00ad\u011fa ve\u00adrib de\u00addi ki, ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131 Mosk\u00adva\u00adya get\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qoy\u00admur. M\u00f6v\u00adcud r\u0259dd ca\u00adva\u00adb\u0131 da, m\u0259\u00adlum ol\u00addu ki, da\u00ady\u0131m Ru\u00adben\u00adl\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131, s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259 o, he\u00e7 c\u00fcr ra\u00adz\u0131 ola bil\u00adm\u0259z\u00admi\u015f ki, ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ter\u00adror\u00ad\u00e7u\u00adsu\u00adnun ba\u00adc\u0131\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u015f\u00ads\u00fcn.
\n– Qoy yay t\u0259\u00adti\u00adli ba\u015f\u00adla\u00ads\u0131n, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259\u00adni Mosk\u00adva\u00adya apa\u00adra\u00adcam, – Az\u0259r de\u00addi, -\u00f6z\u00fcn bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n ki, Mu\u00adrad \u0259mi ar\u00adt\u0131q or\u00adda g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259z!
\nFa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim x\u0259l\u00adv\u0259t\u00adc\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 bil\u00addir\u00addi ki, anam\u00addan x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n ata\u00adm\u0131n ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u015f m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adqi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ara ver\u00admir. Q\u0131s\u00adqanc Dil\u00adb\u0259r ta\u00adma\u00ad\u015fa\u00adlar g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259\u00adrir, ata\u00adm\u0131n cib\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni yox\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r ki, g\u00f6r\u00ads\u00fcn Ka\u00adri\u00adna\u00addan m\u0259k\u00adtub al\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b ki? Bu ge\u00addi\u015f\u00adl\u0259, \u0259l\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, atam m\u0259\u00adni Mosk\u00adva\u00adya ne\u00adc\u0259 apa\u00adra bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi? Son za\u00adman\u00adlar m\u0259n o a\u011f\u0131z\u00addanya\u00adva sa\u011f\u00adsa\u00ad\u011fa\u00adna-Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adya bir d\u0259 ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 nif\u00adr\u0259t b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim ki, ana\u00adm\u0131n te\u00adle\u00adfon z\u0259n\u00adgi v\u0259 m\u0259k\u00adtub haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda Dil\u00adb\u0259\u00adri o m\u0259\u00adlu\u00admat\u00adlan\u00add\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. Ya\u00adban\u00ad\u00e7\u0131 ki, ya\u00adban\u00ad\u00e7\u0131. Bi\u00adzim ai\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 ha\u00adm\u0131 sirr sax\u00adla\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131 ba\u00adca\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131, on\u00addan ba\u015f\u00adqa.
\nU\u00adzun il\u00adl\u0259r ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra do\u011f\u00adma ana\u00adn\u0131n har\u00adda ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ayan ola, am\u00adma onu g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n… h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 n\u0259\u00adyi is\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n… bax, el\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n sar\u00ads\u0131n\u00adt\u0131 ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addim, dep\u00adres\u00adsi\u00adya\u00adya u\u011f\u00adra\u00add\u0131m…<\/p>\n

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Na\u00adhar fa\u00adsi\u00adl\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 bi\u00adz\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlib \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan atam g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n:
\n– M\u0259n s\u0259\u00adni An\u00adta\u00adl\u00adya\u00adya apa\u00adra\u00adca\u00ad\u011fam, – de\u00addi.
\nBu x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r h\u0259r han\u00ads\u0131 bir ye\u00adni\u00adyet\u00adm\u0259 q\u0131\u00adz\u0131 b\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 d\u0259 hey\u00adt\u0259\u00adr\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259r, se\u00advin\u00addi\u00adr\u0259r\u00addi, an\u00adcaq m\u0259\u00adni yox, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki ha\u00adra\u00adda ol\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131n h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adt\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc he\u00e7 bir f\u0259r\u00adqi yox idi. Onu da bi\u00adlir\u00addim ki, \u0259n m\u0259\u015f\u00adhur T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259 ku\u00adror\u00adtu ki\u00admi ad\u0131 hal\u00adla\u00adnan An\u00adta\u00adl\u00adya\u00adda din\u00adc\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259, ri\u00adfah i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa qa\u00addir olan b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar can at\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. \u0130nam\u00adla ir\u0259\u00adli\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259k\u00adl\u0259 bi\u00adzim \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259\u00admiz in\u00adki\u00ad\u015faf\u00adda idi, an\u00adcaq azad ba\u00adzar iq\u00adti\u00adsa\u00addiy\u00adya\u00adt\u0131n b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn sa\u00adh\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni sar\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. Te\u00adle\u00advi\u00adzi\u00adya\u00adda \u018fr\u0259b \u018fmir\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin, T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259\u00adnin, Yu\u00adna\u00adn\u0131s\u00adta\u00adn\u0131n, \u0130s\u00adpa\u00adni\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n ku\u00adrort\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 rek\u00adlam edi\u00adlir, ye\u00adni az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar bu is\u00adti\u00adra\u00adh\u0259t ocaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna d\u0259\u00adv\u0259t olu\u00adnur\u00addu\u00adlar.
\nBiz yo\u00adla \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u00ad\u015fan\u00adda \u0259mim q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ne\u00adc\u0259 qib\u00adt\u0259 et\u00addik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni, ne\u00adc\u0259 h\u0259\u00ads\u0259d apar\u00add\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 giz\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 bil\u00admir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, m\u0131rt\u00adda\u00adn\u0131b-de\u00adyi\u00adnir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Az\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim ki\u00admi on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n bu h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adti\u00adni so\u00adyuq\u00adqan\u00adl\u0131\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r, \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, he\u00e7 s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259\u00adt\u0259 qo\u00ad\u015ful\u00adma\u00ads\u0131n. Am\u00adma vi\u00adda\u00adla\u00ad\u015fan\u00adda m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 de\u00addi:
\n– \u018fmi\u00adn\u0259m ki, s\u0259n An\u00adtal\u00adya\u00addan son\u00adra ta\u00admam yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adla\u00ad\u015fa\u00adcaq\u00adsan.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259\u00admimi-q\u0259lb\u00add\u0259n dil\u00adl\u0259n\u00addim:
\n– M\u0259n be\u00adl\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adm\u00fc\u00adr\u0259m.
\nBi\u00adzi ae\u00adro\u00adport\u00addan yo\u00adla sal\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn ai\u00adl\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi, yal\u00adn\u0131z bu m\u0259\u00adqam\u00adda Dil\u00adb\u0259r bi\u00adzi b\u0259x\u00adti\u00adyar el\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00addi, o da u\u015faq\u00adla m\u0259\u015f\u00ad\u011ful idi.
\nBiz m\u0259n\u00adzil ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna \u00e7a\u00adtan\u00adda g\u00fc\u00adnor\u00adta idi v\u0259 o yer\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin ila\u00adhi g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00adli\u00adyi m\u0259\u00adni hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adrir\u00addi.
\n– S\u0259n bir o s\u0259m\u00adt\u0259 bax, Ay\u00adka!-Ata\u00adm\u0131n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 hey\u00adr\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 ni\u00ad\u015fan ver\u00addi\u00adyi ye\u00adrin m\u0259n\u00adz\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adsi d\u0259r\u00adhal diq\u00adq\u0259\u00adti\u00admi \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi: da\u011f\u00adlar z\u00fcm\u00adr\u00fcd d\u0259\u00adni\u00adzin qoy\u00adnun\u00addan di\u00adk\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi.
\n– H\u0259, g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00addi! -M\u0259n do\u00adda\u00adqu\u00adcu m\u0131\u00adz\u0131l\u00addan\u00add\u0131m.
\nBi\u00adzim yer\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admiz be\u00ad\u015ful\u00adduz\u00adlu hotel\u00add\u0259 ho\u00advuz, ten\u00adnis kor\u00adtu, g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l res\u00adto\u00adran\u00adlar, sau\u00adna v\u0259 mas\u00adsaj ka\u00adbi\u00adnet\u00adl\u0259\u00adri var\u00add\u0131.
\nA\u00adtam m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 iki yer\u00adlik n\u00f6m\u00adr\u0259\u00adni ni\u00ad\u015fan ve\u00adrib:
\n– S\u0259n bu otaq\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adya\u00adcaq\u00adsan, – de\u00addi, – m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00adb\u0259\u00fcz\u00add\u0259, eti\u00adraz et\u00admir\u00ads\u0259n ki?<\/p>\n

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O h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adt\u0259n d\u0259 \u015fey\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 \u00fcz\u00adb\u0259\u00fcz n\u00f6m\u00adr\u0259\u00ady\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 el\u0259 o an\u00addan da, de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, is\u00adti\u00adra\u00adh\u0259\u00adt\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fc-g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcr, ne\u00adc\u0259 de\u00ady\u0259r\u00adl\u0259r, i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131r\u00add\u0131. D\u00fc\u00adz\u00fc, ata\u00adm\u0131n be\u00adl\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015f\u00adkar \u015fad\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b se\u00advin\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 m\u0259n x\u0259\u00adca\u00adl\u0259t \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir\u00addim.
\n“Ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adya b\u0259\u00adyan el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi ki, x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259 q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adn\u0131 m\u00fca\u00adli\u00adc\u0259\u00ady\u0259 apa\u00adr\u0131r, am\u00adma s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259 ke\u00adf\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00admi\u015f…” El\u0259 bu d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259 il\u0259 d\u0259 ara\u00adn\u0131 qat\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00addim, am\u00adma atam m\u0259\u00adnim ov\u00adqa\u00adt\u0131m\u00addan x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r tut\u00adma\u00add\u0131.
\n– Ge\u00add\u0259k \u015fam el\u0259\u00ady\u0259k, son\u00adra din\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00ads\u0259n, sa\u00adbah\u00addan ye\u00adni h\u0259\u00adya\u00adta ba\u015f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131\u00adr\u0131q,-atam t\u0259n\u00adt\u0259\u00adn\u0259 il\u0259 de\u00addi, -h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u00fcz d\u00f6rd h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259 bur\u00adda\u00ady\u0131q.
\n“Bu d\u00f6rd h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n bur\u00adda q\u00fcs\u00ads\u0259\u00add\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259m!” -am\u00adma m\u0259n na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 di\u00adli\u00adm\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, bu q\u0259\u00adna\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addim ki, he\u00e7 ey\u00adbi yox, be\u00adl\u0259 bir \u015fey ba\u015f ver\u00ads\u0259, lap yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131, pla\u00adne\u00adtin \u0259n g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l bir gu\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259\u00adr\u0259m; v\u0259 el\u0259 bu d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni sa\u00adkit\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addir\u00addi.
\nSa\u00adbah\u0131\u00ads\u0131 g\u00fcn s\u0259\u00adh\u0259r ye\u00adm\u0259\u00adyin\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra atam m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 m\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adh\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fc ki, su \u0259n xe\u00adyir\u00adli m\u00fca\u00adli\u00adc\u0259\u00addi, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc vu\u00adrum ho\u00advu\u00adza, o is\u0259 \u00e7ox va\u00adcib bir i\u015fi ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn be\u015f-on d\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adli\u00ady\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni t\u0259k qo\u00adya\u00adcaq.
\n“Ye\u00adn\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131, – \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259 in\u00adci\u00addim, – h\u0259t\u00adta ku\u00adrort\u00adda da i\u015f\u00adsiz ke\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adn\u0259 bil\u00admir. G\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr, \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc m\u00fca\u00adli\u00adc\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00ady\u0259m”.
\nA\u00adtam \u015f\u0259n hal\u00adda m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 xu\u00adda\u00adha\u00adfiz\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi v\u0259 res\u00adto\u00adra\u00adn\u0131 t\u0259rk el\u0259\u00addi. M\u0259n ota\u00ad\u011fa qa\u00ady\u0131\u00add\u0131b yum\u00ad\u015faq di\u00advan\u00adda bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r uza\u00adnan\u00addan son\u00adra \u0259y\u00adni\u00admi d\u0259\u00adyi\u00ad\u015fib ho\u00advu\u00adza get\u00addim ki, na\u00adha\u00adra q\u0259\u00add\u0259r vax\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131 or\u00adda ke\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adrim: \u00e7i\u00admim, g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u015f van\u00adna\u00ads\u0131 q\u0259\u00adbul el\u0259\u00adyim. G\u00f6z ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131 ki\u00admi ho\u00advu\u00adza ba\u015f vu\u00adran\u00adda v\u0259 s\u0259\u00adrin su\u00addan l\u0259z\u00adz\u0259t alan\u00adda, fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addim ki, h\u0259r hal\u00adda, ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00admaq o q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259 pis \u015fey de\u00adyil; \u0259l\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n, be\u00adl\u0259 dil\u00adb\u0259r gu\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc ke\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adr\u0259 bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n\u00ads\u0259…
\nAr\u00adt\u0131q m\u0259n sa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adm\u0131 qu\u00adru\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b ota\u00ad\u011fa qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m, aram-aram ko\u00adka-ko\u00adla i\u00e7ir\u00addim v\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, da\u00adha ney\u00adn\u0259\u00adyim, qa\u00adp\u0131 d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fcl\u00add\u00fc. M\u0259n ye\u00adrim\u00add\u0259n qalx\u00adma\u00addan:
\n– Bu\u00adyu\u00adrun! – de\u00addim.
\nA\u00ad\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r ara\u00adla\u00adnan qa\u00adp\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259\u00adri m\u0259\u00adnim ana\u00adm\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc! Qo\u00adcal\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 hiss olun\u00adsa da, \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu ki\u00admi g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l v\u0259 \u015fux idi.
\n– Ay\u00adka! – O, qol\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 sa\u00adr\u0131 a\u00e7\u00add\u0131.
\n– Ana! – M\u0259n ona sa\u00adr\u0131 at\u0131l\u00add\u0131m, onun qol\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda, qoy\u00adnun\u00adda \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 yer el\u0259\u00addim v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi\u00adyim b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn sar\u00ads\u0131n\u00adt\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, dep\u00adres\u00adsi\u00adya\u00adn\u0131 sa\u00e7\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m\u00adda g\u0259\u00adz\u0259n, tel\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi ox\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan \u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri bir\u00adc\u0259 an\u00adda ca\u00adn\u0131m\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adxart\u00add\u0131. -B\u0259s bu vax\u00adta\u00adcan s\u0259n har\u00adda idin?
\n\u00dc\u00adz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n, g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n \u015fad\u00adl\u0131q, \u015fad\u00adya\u00adna\u00adl\u0131q ya\u00ad\u011fan atam\u00addan d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259k alan anam qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131m\u00adda diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc, da\u00adyan\u00adma\u00addan m\u0259\u00adni \u00f6p\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc, a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r, aram\u00adla, n\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni d\u0259\u00adr\u0259-d\u0259\u00adr\u0259 b\u0259\u00add\u0259\u00adni\u00admin b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u0259za\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna to\u00adxu\u00adnur\u00addu. Atam is\u0259 h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 ana\u00adm\u0131n iri \u00e7an\u00adta\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ye\u00adr\u0259 qoy\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 de\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n he\u00e7 f\u0259r\u00adqin\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 de\u00adyil\u00addi ki, a\u011fap\u00adpaq qar ki\u00admi k\u00f6y\u00adn\u0259\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 iz sa\u00adl\u0131r…<\/p>\n

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\u0130\u00adla\u00adhi s\u0259a\u00add\u0259t an\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131: biz ye\u00adn\u0259 bir yer\u00add\u0259 idik! Biz ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n ai\u00adl\u0259 ol\u00admu\u015f\u00adduq; bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq ki, bu ai\u00adl\u0259 c\u0259\u00admi d\u00f6rd h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259 m\u00f6v\u00adcud ola\u00adcaq\u00add\u0131, m\u0259n ye\u00adt\u0259\u00adrin\u00adc\u0259 ra\u00adz\u0131y\u00add\u0131m. Atam m\u0259\u00adnim ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131m\u00adda yer\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi v\u0259 el\u0259 bu da m\u0259\u00adnim xo\u00ad\u015fu\u00adma g\u0259l\u00addi, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki atam onu da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adran\u00adda be\u00adl\u0259, m\u0259n onun \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 ba\u00adxa bil\u00admir\u00addim. An\u00adcaq res\u00adto\u00adra\u00adna \u00fc\u00e7\u00adl\u00fck\u00add\u0259 ge\u00addir\u00addik, d\u0259\u00adniz sa\u00adhi\u00adli\u00adn\u0259 g\u0259\u00adzin\u00adti\u00ady\u0259 d\u0259 bir yer\u00add\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131q v\u0259 y\u0259\u00adqin ki, hotel sa\u00adhib\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin h\u0259\u00ads\u0259d do\u00adlu ba\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 da bi\u00adzim meh\u00adri\u00adban\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00adla ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 idi, y\u0259\u00adqin ki, sa\u00add\u0259\u00adl\u00f6vh\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259, bi\u00adz\u0259 \u0259n n\u00fc\u00admu\u00adn\u0259\u00advi ai\u00adl\u0259 ki\u00admi qib\u00adt\u0259 el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r…
\nHo\u00adte\u00adlin xid\u00adm\u0259t\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ana\u00adma “yen\u00adg\u0259” de\u00ady\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adra\u00adci\u0259t ed\u0259n\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n se\u00advi\u00adnir\u00addim, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki bi\u00adlir\u00addim ki, on\u00adlar yal\u00adn\u0131z qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131n ar\u00adva\u00add\u0131\u00adna “yen\u00adg\u0259” de\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 atam\u00addan t\u0259\u00adl\u0259b el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim ki, on\u00adla\u00adra b\u0259x\u00ad\u015fi\u015f ver\u00adsin. De\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00ady\u0259m ki, atam b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u015f\u0131l\u00adtaq\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adma m\u0259m\u00adnu\u00adniy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi, \u0259r\u00adk\u00f6\u00ady\u00fcn u\u015faq h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adk\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adm\u0259 s\u0259\u00admi\u00admi-q\u0259lb\u00add\u0259n g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. Biz\u00add\u0259n “Siz Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00addan\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131z?” de\u00ady\u0259 so\u00adru\u00ad\u015fan\u00adda, m\u0259n ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 hey\u00adr\u0259t\u00adl\u0259n\u00addim ki, bu sua\u00adla \u00f6n\u00adc\u0259 anam ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 t\u00fcrk\u00adc\u0259: “evet…” M\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131 da\u00adyan\u00adm\u0131\u015f atam m\u0259\u00adnim m\u00fc\u00adda\u00adxi\u00adl\u0259m ol\u00adma\u00addan, yal\u00adn\u0131z g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00adm\u0259k\u00adl\u0259 ki\u00adfa\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi. Am\u00adma m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc lap \u015f\u0131l\u00adtaq u\u015faq ki\u00admi apa\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131m, san\u00adki bu\u00adnun\u00adla s\u0259h\u00adh\u0259\u00adti\u00admin b\u0259r\u00adpa olun\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ana\u00ads\u0131z ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fum il\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 i\u00e7im\u00add\u0259 ya\u00adran\u00adm\u0131\u015f bo\u015f\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fu dol\u00addu\u00adra\u00adcaq\u00add\u0131m.
\nBi\u00adzim otaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 si\u00adlib-s\u00fc\u00adp\u00fc\u00adr\u0259n, do\u00adlu b\u0259\u00add\u0259n\u00adli, in\u00adc\u0259 s\u0259s\u00adli Me\u00adrel ab\u00adla atam\u00addan b\u0259x\u00ad\u015fi\u015f alan\u00adda son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 se\u00advi\u00adnir\u00addi.
\nO, t\u0259\u00admiz\u00adkar ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259, \u00e7ox\u00adbil\u00admi\u015f\u00addi.
\n– N\u0259\u00add\u0259n si\u00adzin e\u015fi\u00adniz si\u00adzin\u00adl\u0259 yok, kon\u00ad\u015fu oda\u00adda \u0259g\u00adl\u0259n\u00admi\u015f? N\u0259\u00add\u0259n si\u00adzin yal\u00adn\u0131z bi ta\u00adn\u0259 co\u00adcu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnuz var?
\nO, bu v\u0259 bu\u00adna b\u0259n\u00adz\u0259r sual\u00adlar\u00adla bi\u00adz\u0259 \u00fcz tu\u00adtan\u00adda anam r\u0259ng ve\u00adrib, r\u0259ng al\u0131r\u00add\u0131. N\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t ki, onun ca\u00adva\u00adb\u0131\u00adn\u0131 m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm ver\u00addim:
\n– Ata\u00adm\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00addir, h\u0259\u00adkim\u00adl\u0259r m\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adh\u0259t g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcr ki, o, ay\u00adr\u0131\u00adca yat\u00ads\u0131n…
\n– Vay… Ya\u00adz\u0131q… Ge\u00e7\u00admi\u015f ol\u00adsun! – Xa\u00addi\u00adm\u0259 ca\u00adn\u0131\u00adya\u00adnan\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla de\u00addi. Am\u00adma m\u0259n bil\u00adm\u0259\u00addim ki, o, ki\u00admin ha\u00adl\u0131\u00adna ac\u0131\u00ady\u0131r? \u018fr n\u0259\u00adva\u00adzi\u00ad\u015fin\u00add\u0259n m\u0259h\u00adrum ol\u00admu\u015f ana\u00adm\u0131n, yox\u00adsa za\u00adhid h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131 ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 m\u0259c\u00adbur ol\u00admu\u015f “x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259” ata\u00adm\u0131n? Ba\u015f s\u0131n\u00add\u0131r\u00adma\u00addan, ac\u0131q\u00adcan bu eh\u00adti\u00adra\u00adm\u0131 \u00f6z \u00fcn\u00adva\u00adn\u0131\u00adma g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm.
\nM\u0259n ata\u00adm\u0131n x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259 ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu uy\u00addu\u00adran\u00adda anam f\u0259\u00adxa\u00adr\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni s\u00fcz\u00add\u00fc, g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr, hiy\u00adl\u0259\u00adg\u0259r\u00adlik sa\u00adh\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259\u00adki in\u00adki\u00ad\u015fa\u00adf\u0131m onu m\u0259f\u00adtun el\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, am\u00adma bu\u00adnun\u00adla be\u00adl\u0259, m\u0259n bu sa\u00adh\u0259\u00add\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r ir\u0259\u00adli get\u00ads\u0259m d\u0259 bi\u00adzim xa\u00addi\u00adm\u0259\u00adnin b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn sual\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna ca\u00advab ve\u00adr\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259z\u00addim.
\n– E\u015fi\u00adnin h\u0259p yal\u00adn\u0131z do\u00adlar\u00adla he\u00adsab\u00adla\u015f\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131n n\u0259\u00add\u0259\u00adni n\u0259? Si\u00adzin \u00f6z pa\u00adra\u00adn\u0131z yok\u00admu? – Me\u00adrel ab\u00adla so\u00adru\u015f\u00addu.
\nA\u00adnam t\u0259r\u00adt\u0259\u00admiz Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259:
\n– \u018fl\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259 var, ad\u0131 da ma\u00adnat\u00add\u0131r, – de\u00addi, – am\u00adma n\u0259\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adzim \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259\u00add\u0259 dol\u00adlar ge\u00adni\u015f ya\u00ady\u0131\u00adl\u0131b, m\u0259n bil\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m…
\nAm\u00adma, atam ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn dol\u00adlar s\u0259\u00adp\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi v\u0259 m\u0259n onu an\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131m: ma\u00adt\u0259m\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n bay\u00adram\u00adda qa\u00adzanc g\u00fcd\u00adm\u00fcr\u00adl\u0259r. Xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt\u00adlik\u00add\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc-g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc i\u015f\u0131q, nur i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259n atam \u015fam ye\u00adm\u0259\u00adyi za\u00adma\u00adn\u0131 res\u00adto\u00adran\u00adda tost de\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259 boy\u00adnu\u00adna al\u00add\u0131, eti\u00adraf el\u0259\u00addi ki, bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda on\u00addan \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc \u0259n se\u00advim\u00adli qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adlar bi\u00adzik. M\u0259n bu s\u00f6z\u00add\u0259n qa\u00adnad\u00adlan\u00add\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn cis\u00admim\u00adl\u0259-ca\u00adn\u0131m\u00adla hiss el\u0259\u00addim ki, o, d\u00fc\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc de\u00adyir. V\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, n\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t ki, m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 \u0259z\u0259l\u00add\u0259n q\u0259d\u00addar\u00adca\u00ads\u0131\u00adna dav\u00adra\u00adnan Dil\u00adb\u0259r\u00add\u0259n v\u0259 onun Kob\u00adra ana\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan \u00f6z in\u00adti\u00adqa\u00adm\u0131\u00adm\u0131 al\u00add\u0131m. Am\u00adma ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259r hal\u00adda, q\u0259l\u00adbi\u00admin d\u0259\u00adrin\u00adli\u00adyin\u00add\u0259 an\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131m ki, m\u00f6v\u00adcud v\u0259\u00adziy\u00ady\u0259t\u00add\u0259 ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adb\u0259\u00adla\u00adl\u0131 Dil\u00adb\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00ads\u0131z\u00add\u0131r, bi\u00adzim ki\u00admi o da h\u0259\u00adyat t\u0259r\u00adzi\u00adnin, \u015f\u0259\u00adrai\u00adtin qur\u00adba\u00adn\u0131\u00add\u0131r. V\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn bun\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 an\u00adla\u00adya-an\u00adla\u00adya m\u0259n ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 ona haqq qa\u00adzan\u00add\u0131\u00adra bil\u00admir\u00addim, \u0259k\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259, ara\u00adm\u0131\u00adza gir\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ona nif\u00adr\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim.
\nA\u00adtam is\u0259 h\u0259r ye\u00adr\u0259 gi\u00adrib-\u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259, ana\u00adma yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r al\u00ads\u0131n. San\u00adki ana\u00adm\u0131n, bi\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259k\u00add\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc sal\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259 k\u0259\u00add\u0259r\u00adli g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin \u0259v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adni q\u0131r-q\u0131\u00adz\u0131l\u00adla qay\u00adtar\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi:
\n– M\u0259\u00adni m\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00addir\u00adm\u0259, Mu\u00adrad, – anam \u015fa\u015f\u00adq\u0131n hal\u00adda dil\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi.
\n– B\u0259s s\u0259\u00adni m\u0259n yox, kim m\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00addir\u00adsin? – Atam ca\u00advab ver\u00addi v\u0259 ol\u00adduq\u00adca z\u0259\u00adrif, q\u0131\u00adz\u0131l bo\u00adyun\u00adba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 onun boy\u00adnu\u00adna ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi.
\nM\u0259n ara\u00adl\u0131\u00addan on\u00adla\u00adra ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt an\u00adlar ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131m…
\nAm\u00adma iki h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra bi\u00adzim co\u015f\u00ad\u011fun\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fu\u00admuz \u0259ri\u00adyib di\u00adbi\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adtan \u015fam ki\u00admi \u00f6l\u0259\u00adzi\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. V\u0259 biz s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00adm\u0259k\u00add\u0259n yo\u00adrul\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131z ilk g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n f\u0259rq\u00adli ola\u00adraq, ax\u00ad\u015fam\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259m\u00adma\u00adl\u0131 s\u00fc\u00adkut\u00adla ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u0259\u00adli ol\u00adduq. Ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi\u00adyim sar\u00ads\u0131n\u00adt\u0131\u00addan-dep\u00adres\u00adsi\u00adya\u00addan \u0259sa\u00ads\u0259n xi\u00adlas ol\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131m, m\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ye\u00adni duy\u00ad\u011fu\u00adlar oya\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131; hiss el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim ki, bir-bi\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 m\u0259\u00adh\u0259b\u00adb\u0259t b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n, iki\u00adlik\u00add\u0259 qa\u00adl\u0131b bir-bi\u00adri\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 can\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ver\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00ady\u0259n iki n\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adrin c\u0259\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adtin\u00add\u0259 ar\u00adt\u0131\u00ad\u011fam.
\nOn\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 iki\u00adlik\u00add\u0259 qo\u00adyub ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259\u00adniz sa\u00adhi\u00adli\u00adn\u0259 get\u00addim. Sa\u00adhil\u00add\u0259 bir xey\u00adli ve\u00adyil\u00adl\u0259\u00adn\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra do\u011f\u00adma sa\u00adhil\u00adl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259\u00adrib\u00ads\u0259\u00addim. A\u011f d\u0259\u00adni\u00adzin is\u00adti, ma\u00advi su\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna ba\u015f vu\u00adran\u00adda is\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, d\u0259\u00adniz\u00adl\u0259r d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259r ki\u00admi f\u0259rq\u00adli\u00addir. M\u0259n Bal\u00adtik d\u0259\u00adni\u00adzin\u00add\u0259 d\u0259, Qa\u00adra d\u0259\u00adniz\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7im\u00admi\u015f\u00addim v\u0259 in\u00addi fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, he\u00e7 bi\u00adri bi\u00adzim X\u0259\u00adz\u0259r q\u0259\u00add\u0259r g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l ola bil\u00adm\u0259z. N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn? Y\u0259\u00adqin ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ki, o, ana ki\u00admi do\u011f\u00adma\u00add\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259\u00adni\u00adz\u0259 ba\u015f vu\u00adrub \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan\u00addan son\u00adra ana\u00adm\u0131n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 Mosk\u00adva\u00addan g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi\u00adyi, \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 iki \u00f6p\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n del\u00adfi\u00adnin t\u0259s\u00advi\u00adri, \u00c7in m\u0259h\u00adsu\u00adlu olan iri d\u0259s\u00adma\u00adl\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00ads\u0259m yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00add\u0131r? A\u011fap\u00adpaq bir q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfil. Cin vur\u00addu t\u0259\u00adp\u0259\u00adm\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259\u00adyim d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fcn\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fcn\u00adt\u00fc\u00ads\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u0259t\u00adra\u00adf\u0131m\u00adda\u00adk\u0131\u00adlar da e\u015fi\u00addir. Sa\u00ad\u011f\u0131m\u00adda, so\u00adlum\u00adda is\u0259 Av\u00adro\u00adpa \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n din\u00adc\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u0259l\u00admi\u015f ca\u00advan\u00adlar\u00add\u0131. \u0130ki \u00f6p\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n del\u00adfi\u00adnin ara\u00ads\u0131\u00adna qo\u00adyul\u00admu\u015f q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfi\u00adl\u0259 ba\u00adxa-ba\u00adxa fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim: b\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 a\u015fiq olan var? \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 de\u00adyir\u00addim: yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131, be\u00adl\u0259\u00addir\u00ads\u0259, bu adam har\u00addan bi\u00adlir ki, m\u0259n a\u011f q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfi\u00adlin d\u0259\u00adli\u00adsi\u00ady\u0259m?
\n\u018fl\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfi\u00adli yer\u00add\u0259n qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 \u0259t\u00adra\u00adf\u0131\u00adma, ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131m\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 ca\u00advan\u00adla\u00adra g\u00f6z g\u0259z\u00addir\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. H\u0259\u00adr\u0259 \u00f6z i\u015fin\u00add\u0259 idi: ki\u00admi uza\u00adn\u0131b ki\u00adtab oxu\u00adyur, ki\u00admi n\u0259 is\u0259 to\u00adxu\u00adyur, ki\u00admi d\u0259 \u00f6z is\u00adt\u0259k\u00adli\u00adsi, r\u0259\u00adfi\u00adqi il\u0259 m\u0131rt vu\u00adrur\u00addu, he\u00e7 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn ucuy\u00adla da ba\u00adxan yox\u00addu. B\u0259s on\u00adda bu a\u011f q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfi\u00adli m\u0259\u00adnim d\u0259s\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00adm\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 kim qo\u00adyub? M\u0259\u00adnim a\u011f q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfil d\u0259\u00adli\u00adsi ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fum ki\u00adm\u0259 m\u0259\u00adlum\u00addur? Bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda bir adam bi\u00adlir ki, m\u0259n a\u011f q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfil vur\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu\u00adyam, o da Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda\u00add\u0131r…
\nA\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00adma q\u0259\u00adri\u00adb\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259r g\u0259l\u00addi. Y\u0259\u00adni be\u00adl\u0259 \u015fey ola bi\u00adl\u0259r? Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131 bu t\u0259\u00ads\u0259v\u00adv\u00fcf\u00add\u00fc? M\u0259n uzan\u00add\u0131m, q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfi\u00adli do\u00addaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adma ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 n\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t, an\u00adla\u00add\u0131m ki, bu g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r m\u0259\u00adnim n\u0259\u00adyim \u00e7at\u00adm\u0131r? Bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc b\u0259rk da\u00adr\u0131x\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 hiss el\u0259\u00addim ki, da\u00adha ev\u0259 qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00admaq\u00addan sa\u00adva\u00ady\u0131 he\u00e7 bir is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyim yox\u00addur. Bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq ki, ne\u00ad\u00e7\u0259 il\u00adl\u0259r ana\u00adm\u0131n h\u0259s\u00adr\u0259\u00adti il\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 n\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t, onu tap\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m, in\u00addi dos\u00adtum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn da\u00adr\u0131\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131m; ona z\u0259ng et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 d\u0259 im\u00adkan yox\u00addu, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki ata\u00adm\u0131n ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda \u0259mio\u011f\u00adlu\u00adma z\u0259ng vur\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131m n\u0259 d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 an\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adlar\u00add\u0131? \u00dcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adlik d\u0259 Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m d\u0259, Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim d\u0259 bu z\u0259ng\u00add\u0259n x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r tu\u00adta bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 \u00e7ox haq\u00adl\u0131 ola\u00adraq fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259r\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, xe\u00adyir ola bu q\u0131\u00adz\u0131n An\u00adtal\u00adya\u00adda otu\u00adra-otu\u00adra Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda Az\u0259\u00adri ax\u00adtar\u00adma\u00ads\u0131? Fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim bu ta\u00adle, bu qis\u00adm\u0259t\u00addi; ki\u00admi se\u00advi\u00adr\u0259m\u00ads\u0259, onun xif\u00adf\u0259\u00adti\u00adni \u00e7\u0259k\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00ady\u0259m, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn adi adam\u00adlar ki\u00admi ana\u00adm\u0131n v\u0259 is\u00adt\u0259k\u00adli dos\u00adtu\u00admun ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda ol\u00admaq m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 qis\u00adm\u0259t de\u00adyil?!
\nBir dam\u00adla ac\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131 yu\u00advar\u00adlan\u00add\u0131 ya\u00adna\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma; v\u0259 onun izi\u00adl\u0259 bi\u00adri d\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi… An\u00adcaq m\u0259\u00adni h\u0259r de\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ta\u00adpa bil\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131n ya\u00adna\u00ad\u011f\u0131m\u00adda a\u00e7\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 izi q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n is\u00adti, od\u00adlu-alov\u00adlu \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00adl\u0259r qu\u00adrut\u00addu. Ye\u00adrim\u00add\u0259n di\u00adk\u0259l\u00addim v\u0259 hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addim: m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131 qu\u00admun \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 otu\u00adran \u00f6z\u00adg\u0259\u00adsi de\u00adyil\u00addi!
\n– Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131, s\u0259n Az\u0259r\u00ads\u0259n? – Hey\u00adr\u0259t i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum, – S\u0259n bu\u00adra ne\u00adc\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlib \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131\u00adsan? Yox\u00adsa, m\u0259n yu\u00adxu g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adr\u0259m?
\n\u00d6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc \u00e7im\u00addik\u00adl\u0259\u00addim ki, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlim, ina\u00adn\u0131m, \u0259min olum ki, bu yu\u00adxu de\u00adyil. Am\u00adma o, \u0259li\u00admi ov\u00adcu\u00adna al\u0131b b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u0131\u00adxan\u00addan son\u00adra de\u00addi:
\n– Xo\u015f g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fck, Ba\u00adla\u00adca!
\nSe\u00advinc\u00add\u0259n h\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adcan\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131m\u00addan, bil\u00admir\u00addim \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc ne\u00adc\u0259 apa\u00adr\u0131m, n\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyim. Am\u00adma Az\u0259r m\u0259\u00adnim bu ha\u00adl\u0131\u00adma m\u0259\u00adh\u0259l qoy\u00adma\u00addan bir i\u015f\u00adbaz s\u0259\u00adri\u015f\u00adt\u0259\u00adsi il\u0259:
\n– G\u0259l bur\u00addan ge\u00add\u0259k, – de\u00addi, – Mu\u00adrad \u0259mi il\u0259 Ka\u00adri\u00adna xa\u00adla m\u0259\u00adni g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r.
\nBu s\u00f6z d\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi, as\u00adta\u00addan so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum:
\n– S\u0259n m\u0259\u00adnim ana\u00adm\u0131n bur\u00adda ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n?
\nA\u00adz\u0259r g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Ay\u00adka, m\u0259n iki g\u00fcn\u00add\u00fcr ki, bur\u00adda s\u0259\u00adnin ke\u00ad\u015fi\u00adyi\u00adni \u00e7\u0259\u00adki\u00adr\u0259m, – de\u00addi, – am\u00adma s\u0259n he\u00e7 za\u00adman t\u0259k ol\u00admur\u00adsan.
\nO\u00adnun s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259t var\u00add\u0131: atam m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 cid\u00addi \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 tap\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 ki, hote\u00adlin is\u00adti\u00adra\u00adh\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00adl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259\u00adz\u0259r\u00add\u0259 tu\u00adtul\u00admu\u015f \u0259ra\u00adzi\u00adsin\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00ady\u0131m v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni bir ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adnin m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131d q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 il\u0259 ta\u00adn\u0131\u015f et\u00admi\u015f\u00addi v\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, t\u0259k qal\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131m.
\n– S\u0259n d\u00fc\u00adkan\u00adla\u00adra t\u0259\u00adr\u0259f get, – Az\u0259r de\u00addi, – m\u0259n ar\u00adxa\u00addan g\u0259\u00adlib s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ye\u00adti\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adr\u0259m.
\nOn d\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259 son\u00adra biz s\u0259\u00adki\u00add\u0259 ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131 otur\u00admu\u015f\u00adduq v\u0259 Az\u0259r m\u0259\u00adnim sual\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adma ca\u00advab ve\u00adrir\u00addi.
\nYox, yox, ev\u00add\u0259 onun T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259\u00add\u0259 ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu bil\u00admir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. S\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259, va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni al\u00adda\u00add\u0131b ki, gu\u00adya dost\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 il\u0259 Nab\u00adra\u00adna g\u0259z\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ge\u00addir. Yox, o, bur\u00adda c\u0259\u00admi bir h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259 qa\u00adla bi\u00adl\u0259r. Yox, o, Mu\u00adrad \u0259mi\u00adsi il\u0259 ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00admir ki, onu \u00e7a\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131b \u015f\u00fcb\u00adh\u0259\u00ady\u0259 sa\u00adla bi\u00adl\u0259r. B\u0259\u00adli, o, ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcr ki, ana\u00adm\u0131n An\u00adta\u00adli\u00adya\u00adya g\u0259\u00adlib \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 ha\u00adm\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sirr ola\u00adraq qal\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r. H\u0259\u00adl\u0259 s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259, o, Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc d\u0259\u00adli\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 da\u00adr\u0131\u00adx\u0131b…
\nBe\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259, \u00f6z ma\u00adraq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adma son qo\u00adyan\u00addan son\u00adra m\u0259n onun a\u011fu\u00ad\u015fu\u00adna at\u0131l\u00add\u0131m:
\n– S\u0259n igid\u00ads\u0259n, – de\u00addim, – b\u0259s s\u0259n bi\u00adzi ne\u00adc\u0259 tap\u00add\u0131n?
\n– S\u0259\u00adnin h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 on al\u00adt\u0131 ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131n ta\u00admam ol\u00adma\u00adsa da, m\u0259n \u00e7ox\u00addan yet\u00adkin\u00adlik ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna \u00e7at\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam, – Az\u0259r ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, – m\u0259n sa\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259 onu bi\u00adlir\u00addim ki, bi\u00adzim va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 put\u00adyov\u00adka\u00adn\u0131 kim ve\u00adrir. O ki qal\u00add\u0131 hote\u00adli tap\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa, bu \u00e7\u0259\u00adtin i\u015f de\u00adyil.
\nBu an\u00adda m\u0259\u00adni bir m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 na\u00adra\u00adhat el\u0259\u00addi:
\n– B\u0259s s\u0259n har\u00adda ya\u00adta\u00adcaq\u00adsan?
\n– Qon\u00ad\u015fu hotel\u00add\u0259, \u00fc\u00e7ul\u00adduz\u00adlu\u00adda, – Az\u0259r g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addi, – Ax\u0131, m\u0259n sehr\u00adbaz de\u00adyi\u00adl\u0259m, m\u0259n yal\u00adn\u0131z \u00f6y\u00adr\u0259\u00adni\u00adr\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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A\u00adz\u0259r bi\u00adzim ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adni tap\u00admaq\u00adda ona k\u00f6\u00adm\u0259k et\u00admi\u015f t\u00fcrk dost\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 ta\u00adn\u0131\u015f el\u0259\u00addi. Ba\u00adc\u0131-qar\u00adda\u015f X\u0259\u00adlil v\u0259 Sel\u00adda Qa\u00adya tu\u00adrist\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 b\u0259\u00adl\u0259d\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adlik el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 pis qa\u00adzan\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. M\u0259n bil\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m Az\u0259r on\u00adla\u00adra n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r b\u0259x\u00ad\u015fi\u015f ver\u00admi\u015f\u00addi, am\u00adma er\u00adt\u0259\u00adsi g\u00fcn in\u00adc\u0259, zi\u00adr\u0259k Sel\u00adda m\u0259\u00adnim va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adm\u0259 ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 inan\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, m\u0259\u00adni An\u00adtal\u00adya\u0259t\u00adra\u00adf\u0131 eks\u00adkur\u00adsi\u00adya\u00addan sa\u011f-sa\u00adla\u00admat qay\u00adta\u00adr\u0131b g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259k. Atam \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259, ra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131q ver\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259, Sel\u00adda\u00adn\u0131n pas\u00adpor\u00adtu\u00adnu al\u0131b o \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259, bu \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00add\u0131, b\u0259\u00adzi qeyd\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 Sel\u00adda\u00adn\u0131n mo\u00adbil te\u00adle\u00adfo\u00adnu\u00adnun n\u00f6m\u00adr\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fc\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra so\u00adru\u015f\u00addu:
\n– Ha\u00ad\u00e7an qa\u00ady\u0131\u00add\u0131r\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131z?
\nHe\u00e7 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00addim ne\u00adc\u0259 ol\u00addu ki, m\u0259n Se\u00adlda\u00addan qa\u00adbaq ca\u00advab ver\u00addim:
\n– Ax\u00ad\u015famt\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adfi!
\nBiz eks\u00adkur\u00adsi\u00adya s\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adri ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 ya\u00adlan uy\u00addu\u00adrub vic\u00adda\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131z qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda bir ba\u00adla\u00adca x\u0259\u00adca\u00adl\u0259t\u00adli qal\u00adsaq da, biz yad\u00adda\u00adqa\u00adlan bir h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259 ke\u00ad\u00e7irt\u00addik v\u0259 Az\u0259\u00adrin ica\u00adr\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc\u00ady\u00fc ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adla An\u00adta\u00adl\u00adya\u0259t\u00adra\u00adf\u0131\u00adna da s\u0259\u00adf\u0259r el\u0259\u00addik. O, \u00e7ox\u00addan ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00adm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259\u00adn\u0259d al\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, o ki qal\u00add\u0131 pul-pa\u00adra\u00adya, H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim ye\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 o\u011f\u00adlu\u00adna qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox s\u0259\u00adxa\u00adv\u0259t\u00adli idi. Biz yal\u00adn\u0131z A\u011f d\u0259\u00adni\u00adzin su\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda bir az \u00fcz\u00adm\u0259k niy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00adn\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u0259y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addik, t\u0259\u00adbii ki, \u00e7i\u00adm\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra i\u015f\u00adta\u00adha da g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addik v\u0259 yol q\u0131\u00adra\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda bir-bi\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n s\u0259\u00adli\u00adq\u0259-sah\u00adman\u00adl\u0131 ka\u00adfe\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 qov\u00adrul\u00admu\u015f \u015fa\u00adba\u00adl\u0131d qa\u00adr\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f, t\u00fcrk m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259\u00adxi\u00adnin \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u00adm\u0259x\u00adsus qay\u00adda\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 il\u0259 ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adlan\u00adm\u0131\u015f is\u00adti qam\u00adbur\u00adger\u00adl\u0259\u00adri, d\u00f6\u00adn\u0259r ka\u00adbab\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131, lah\u00adma\u00adcun\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 bar\u00admaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 yan\u00add\u0131\u00adra-yan\u00add\u0131\u00adra ye\u00adyir\u00addik.
\nA\u00adz\u0259\u00adrin Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adya yo\u00adla d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f X\u0259\u00adlil Qa\u00adya bi\u00adzi A\u011f\u00ads\u0259\u00adki de\u00adyi\u00adl\u0259n ye\u00adr\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi. M\u0259\u00adni \u0259ha\u00adli\u00adsi s\u0259\u00adn\u0259t\u00adkar\u00adl\u0131q v\u0259 ov\u00ad\u00e7u\u00adluq\u00adla m\u0259\u015f\u00ad\u011ful olan bu q\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adnin ya\u00adra\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00addan g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00adli\u00adyi – ba\u00adki\u00adr\u0259\u00adli\u00adyi m\u0259f\u00adtun el\u0259\u00addi. A\u011f\u00ads\u0259\u00adki q\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adsi, ad\u0131\u00adna Ge\u00add\u0259n-g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259z de\u00adyi\u00adl\u0259n az\u00adman da\u011f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u0259t\u0259\u00adyin\u00add\u0259 yer\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir.
\nMa\u00advi g\u00f6z\u00adl\u00fc Sel\u00adda da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, bu q\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan h\u0259r ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adnin \u0259f\u00adsa\u00adn\u0259\u00adsi var v\u0259 he\u00adka\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 da\u011f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n qoy\u00adnu\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l d\u0259\u00adri\u00adsi olan hey\u00advan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ov\u00adla\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ge\u00add\u0259n v\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259m\u00adma\u00adl\u0131 \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 ge\u00adri d\u00f6n\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n in\u00adsan\u00adlar za\u00adman-za\u00adman an\u0131\u00adl\u0131r v\u0259 el\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 bu yer\u00adl\u0259r Ge\u00add\u0259n-g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259z ad\u00adla\u00adn\u0131r.
\nO, c\u0259\u00adsur in\u00adsan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adn\u0259-d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ov\u00ad\u00e7u\u00adla\u00adra \u00f6z qoy\u00adnun\u00adda \u0259b\u0259\u00addi\u00adlik s\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna\u00adcaq ver\u00admi\u015f, o da\u011f\u00adla\u00adra ba\u00adxan\u00adda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00add\u0259n as\u0131\u00adl\u0131 ol\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq a\u011f\u00adz\u0131m\u00addan be\u00adl\u0259 bir s\u00f6z \u00e7\u0131x\u00add\u0131:
\n– M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir ki, m\u0259n \u00f6z v\u0259\u00adt\u0259\u00adnim\u00add\u0259, m\u0259\u00adnim do\u011f\u00adma\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adma ar\u00adt\u0131q \u00f6z qoy\u00adnun\u00adda s\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna\u00adcaq ve\u00adr\u0259n “Ge\u00add\u0259n-g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259z” da\u00ad\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7ox\u00addan \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m…
\nA\u00adz\u0259r m\u0259\u00adni d\u0259r\u00adhal an\u00adla\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 eh\u00admal\u00adca \u00e7i\u00adyin\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim\u00add\u0259n tu\u00adtub \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 s\u0131x\u00add\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\n– Ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n m\u0259\u00adni xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 qay\u00adtar\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 \u00e7ox sa\u011f ol, Mu\u00adrad!
\nBil\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m ana\u00adm\u0131n s\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259\u00adki tit\u00adr\u0259\u00adyi\u00ad\u015fi atam da m\u0259\u00adnim ki\u00admi hiss el\u0259\u00addi, ya yox? Am\u00adma g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00adkar ki\u00admi ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 a\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131 sal\u00add\u0131:
\n– S\u0259n sa\u011f ol, \u0259zi\u00adzim, -de\u00addi, -s\u0259\u00adda\u00adq\u0259\u00adti\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259. Ba\u00adca\u00adr\u0131r\u00adsan\u00adsa, ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla…
\nA\u00adnam m\u0259\u00adni si\u00adn\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 s\u0131x\u00add\u0131, g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addi v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, onun t\u0259\u00adb\u0259s\u00ads\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 bir \u00f6z\u00adg\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adlar da var.
\n– M\u0259n h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 s\u0259\u00adnin\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259m, s\u0259\u00adnin\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 ola\u00adcam, -anam de\u00addi, – m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259 v\u0259 s\u00f6z ver ki, yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 oxu\u00adya\u00adcaq\u00adsan, q\u0259\u00adbul im\u00adta\u00adhan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 ucal\u00adda\u00adcaq\u00adsan…
\nM\u0259n ar\u00adxa\u00addan ona ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131m; o, in\u00adc\u0259, z\u0259\u00adrif ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259 zi\u00adr\u0259k\u00addi v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi ki, o, m\u0259\u00adnim \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi\u00admin bir par\u00ad\u00e7a\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 m\u0259\u00adca\u00adzi yox, s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adqi m\u0259\u00adna\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda \u00f6z\u00fcy\u00adl\u0259 apa\u00adr\u0131r.
\nBiz atam\u00adla Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adya yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adca din\u00adc\u0259l\u00admi\u015f, qa\u00adral\u00adm\u0131\u015f, g\u00fcm\u00adrah qa\u00ady\u0131\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131q v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi bi\u00adzim \u00fcmu\u00admi sir\u00adri\u00admiz \u00f6z i\u015fi\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcb, ata\u00adm\u0131n ev\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adl\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 ara\u00adm\u0131z\u00adda ya\u00adran\u00adm\u0131\u015f buz di\u00advar\u00adlar \u0259ri\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b. Ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adnin se\u00advim\u00adli\u00adsi ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu\u00admu sez\u00addi\u00adyim\u00add\u0259n i\u00e7im\u00add\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck inam ya\u00adran\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 iki\u00adqat h\u0259\u00adv\u0259s\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259rs\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00admaq olar\u00add\u0131.
\nSo\u00advet \u0130t\u00adti\u00adfa\u00adq\u0131 da\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adlan\u00addan, Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan m\u00fcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adqil Res\u00adpub\u00adli\u00adka\u00adya \u00e7ev\u00adri\u00adl\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra \u00e7ox \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r d\u0259\u00adyi\u015f\u00addi. H\u0259t\u00adta \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adrin si\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 da; c\u0259\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259t d\u0259 t\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi, ye\u00adni q\u0259\u00adzet\u00adl\u0259r, jur\u00adnal\u00adlar mey\u00adda\u00adna g\u0259l\u00addi, Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda xa\u00adri\u00adci fir\u00adma\u00adlar, kom\u00adpa\u00adni\u00adya\u00adlar b\u0259r\u00adq\u0259\u00adrar ol\u00addu. M\u00f6v\u00adcud d\u0259\u00adyi\u00ad\u015fik\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259r t\u0259h\u00adsil sis\u00adte\u00admin\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u00addi; \u015f\u0259x\u00adsi li\u00adsey\u00adl\u0259r, kol\u00adlec\u00adl\u0259r, ali t\u0259h\u00adsil ocaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ya\u00adran\u00add\u0131. Yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 t\u0259h\u00adsil v\u0259d et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n adi m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259b\u00adl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00add\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 atam m\u0259\u00adni “V\u0259\u00adt\u0259n” ad\u00adl\u0131 ba\u00adha\u00adl\u0131 \u015f\u0259x\u00adsi gim\u00adna\u00adzi\u00adya\u00adya d\u00fc\u00adz\u0259lt\u00addi ki, bur\u00adda da d\u0259rs\u00adl\u0259r h\u0259m Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan, h\u0259m d\u0259 in\u00adgi\u00adlis di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259 ke\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adri\u00adlir\u00addi.
\nGim\u00adna\u00adzi\u00adya\u00adda c\u0259\u00admi s\u0259k\u00ads\u0259n, h\u0259r si\u00adnif\u00add\u0259 is\u0259 on gim\u00adna\u00adzi\u00adya\u00ad\u00e7\u0131 var\u00add\u0131. Gim\u00adna\u00adzi\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n za\u00adhi\u00adr\u0259n m\u00f6\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259r zi\u00adya\u00adl\u0131 t\u0259\u00adsi\u00adri ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adyan di\u00adrek\u00adto\u00adru Sa\u00adlam m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim \u00f6z \u015fa\u00adgird\u00adl\u0259\u00adri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259r\u00addi proq\u00adram se\u00e7\u00admi\u015f\u00addi v\u0259 gim\u00adna\u00adzi\u00adya\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n bi\u00adlik s\u0259\u00adviy\u00ady\u0259\u00adsi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015f\u0259x\u00ads\u0259n m\u0259\u00adsu\u00adliy\u00ady\u0259t da\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. M\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim\u00adl\u0259r \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adrin \u0259n yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 uni\u00adver\u00adsi\u00adtet\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n d\u0259\u00adv\u0259t olun\u00admu\u015f\u00addu. S\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259, o t\u0259h\u00adsil ocaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda bu is\u00adte\u00addad\u00adl\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin \u0259m\u0259\u00adyi on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n bi\u00adli\u00adyi il\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adqa\u00adyi\u00ads\u0259\u00add\u0259 la\u00adz\u0131\u00adm\u0131n\u00adca qiy\u00adm\u0259t\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adril\u00admir\u00admi\u015f. Am\u00adma biz pe\u00adda\u00adqo\u00adji kol\u00adlek\u00adti\u00advi\u00admi\u00adzin s\u0259\u00adviy\u00ady\u0259\u00adsi il\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259z\u00addik.
\n\u018f\u00adsl bio\u00adloq Ay\u00add\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim, ka\u00admil kim\u00adya\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adlar \u018fli\u00adpa\u00ad\u015fa m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim v\u0259 Ali\u00ady\u0259 xa\u00adn\u0131m, is\u00adte\u00addad\u00adl\u0131 alim-ri\u00adya\u00adziy\u00adyat\u00ad\u00e7\u0131 Fu\u00adad m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim, da\u00adhi\u00adya\u00adn\u0259 fi\u00adzik \u018fda\u00adl\u0259t m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim bi\u00adzi \u00f6z bi\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri v\u0259 ba\u00adca\u00adr\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259f\u00adtun el\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Afon\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n y\u00fcz il\u00add\u0259n qal\u00adma qay\u00adda\u00adlar\u00adla ke\u00e7\u00addi\u00adyi d\u0259rs\u00adl\u0259r unu\u00addul\u00admu\u015f\u00addu. Ye\u00adni qay\u00adda\u00adlar\u00adla t\u0259d\u00adris olu\u00adnan, s\u0259r\u00adb\u0259st d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259\u00ady\u0259 mey\u00addan a\u00e7an, t\u0259\u00adz\u0259 pe\u00adda\u00adqoq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n fun\u00adda\u00admen\u00adtal bi\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 \u0259sas\u00adla\u00adnan \u00f6y\u00adr\u0259\u00adtim qay\u00adda\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 n\u0259\u00adti\u00adc\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 elm \u00f6y\u00adr\u0259n\u00adm\u0259k So\u00advet za\u00adma\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u0259zab\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan f\u0259rq\u00adli ola\u00adraq f\u0259\u00adr\u0259h g\u0259\u00adti\u00adrir\u00addi.
\n\u018f\u00adg\u0259r \u018fda\u00adl\u0259t m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim ast\u00adro\u00adno\u00admi\u00adya el\u00admi\u00adni \u0259ya\u00adni \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 an\u00adlat\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bi\u00adzi Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00addan Pir\u00adqu\u00adlu\u00adya, \u015ea\u00adma\u00adx\u0131 da\u011f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda yer\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259n ast\u00adro\u00adfi\u00adzi\u00adka r\u0259\u00ads\u0259d\u00adxa\u00adna\u00ads\u0131\u00adna apa\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adsa, bu\u00adna ne\u00adc\u0259 \u015fad\u00adlan\u00adma\u00adya\u00adsan? \u018fda\u00adl\u0259t m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim bi\u00adz\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi ki, m\u0259hz da\u00adhi Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan ali\u00admi N\u0259s\u00adir\u0259d\u00addin Tu\u00adsi\u00adnin t\u0259r\u00adtib et\u00addi\u00adyi x\u0259\u00adri\u00adt\u0259 Ko\u00adlum\u00adba im\u00adkan ve\u00adrib ki, Ame\u00adri\u00adka\u00adn\u0131 k\u0259\u015ff et\u00adsin. \u00d6z pe\u00adda\u00adqoq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00adla ne\u00adc\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259y\u00addik ki, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n sa\u00ady\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 ge\u00addib “Ul\u00adduz” elekt\u00adrik ci\u00adhaz\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 za\u00advo\u00addu\u00adnu da g\u0259z\u00addik. Ba\u00adk\u0131 D\u0259\u00adrin \u00f6z\u00fcl\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 1975-ci il\u00add\u0259n m\u0259h\u00adsul bu\u00adrax\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adyan m\u0259i\u00ad\u015f\u0259t kon\u00addi\u00adsio\u00adner\u00adl\u0259\u00adri za\u00advo\u00addu\u00adna da ge\u00addib \u00e7\u0131x\u00add\u0131q. Ya\u00adpon tex\u00adno\u00adlo\u00adgi\u00adya\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259c\u00adhiz olu\u00adnan bu is\u00adteh\u00adsa\u00adlat m\u00fc\u0259s\u00adsi\u00ads\u0259\u00adsi h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 So\u00advet\u00adl\u0259r za\u00adma\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adca\u00adn\u0131n iq\u00adti\u00adsa\u00addiy\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adn\u0131 qal\u00add\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131…
\n– So\u00advet iq\u00adti\u00adsa\u00addiy\u00adyat sis\u00adte\u00admi el\u0259 hiy\u00adl\u0259\u00adg\u0259r\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 qu\u00adrul\u00admu\u015f\u00addu ki, o kon\u00addi\u00adsio\u00adne\u00adrin han\u00ads\u0131 bir vin\u00adti, ya bol\u00adtu\u00adsa qon\u00ad\u015fu res\u00adpub\u00adli\u00adka\u00adlar\u00addan g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi v\u0259 bu, \u0259s\u00adlin\u00add\u0259 ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 idi ki, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259 bir-bi\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n as\u0131\u00adl\u0131 ol\u00adsun, – za\u00advod\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn da\u00adyan\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 sua\u00adl\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adza Ay\u00add\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim ca\u00advab ve\u00adr\u0259r\u00adk\u0259n de\u00addi, – Res\u00adpub\u00adli\u00adka\u00adlar ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda ta\u00adraz\u00adl\u0131q ya\u00adrat\u00admaq So\u00advet\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin \u0259lin\u00add\u0259 idi, m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259n, iq\u00adti\u00adsa\u00addi c\u0259\u00adh\u0259t\u00add\u0259n ka\u00ads\u0131b Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adnis\u00adtan var\u00adl\u0131 Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adca\u00adn\u0131n t\u0259\u00adbii re\u00adsurs\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 he\u00adsa\u00adb\u0131\u00adna ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\nGim\u00adna\u00adzi\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n pe\u00adda\u00adqoq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 bi\u00adzi d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, ke\u00ad\u00e7il\u00admi\u015f yol\u00adlar\u00adla get\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 yox. Biz d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adn\u0131 ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n d\u0259rk et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131q.
\n– Siz har\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adya\u00adcaq\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131z v\u0259 han\u00ads\u0131 \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00add\u0259 i\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00adsi\u00adniz, bu m\u00fc\u00adh\u00fcm de\u00adyil, – \u018fli\u00adpa\u00ad\u015fa m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim de\u00addi, – \u0259sas m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 odur ki, qa\u00adzan\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131z bil\u00adgi\u00adl\u0259\u00adri \u00f6z xal\u00adq\u0131\u00adn\u0131\u00adz\u0131n v\u0259 in\u00adsan\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n xey\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 s\u0259rf ed\u0259\u00adsi\u00adniz. Ha\u00ad\u00e7an\u00adsa ideo\u00adlo\u00adji z\u0259n\u00adcir\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 \u00e7i\u00addar\u00adlan\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adza bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, m\u0259\u00adnim b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u00fcmi\u00addim si\u00adz\u0259\u00addir.<\/p>\n

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Ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adri is\u00adt\u0259k\u00adli\u00adm\u0259 \u00e7ev\u00adril\u00addi. Bi\u00adz\u0259 ta\u00adrix d\u0259r\u00adsi de\u00ady\u0259n \u00dcl\u00adviy\u00ady\u0259 Hik\u00adm\u0259t q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adna vu\u00adrul\u00addum. Bi\u00adli\u00adyi a\u015f\u0131b-da\u00ad\u015fan, \u00e7ox g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131q qa\u00adbi\u00adliy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti olan \u00dcl\u00adviy\u00ady\u0259 xa\u00adn\u0131m \u00e7ox ke\u00e7\u00adm\u0259\u00addi ki, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adbin se\u00advim\u00adli\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7ev\u00adril\u00addi. Onun t\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259b\u00adb\u00fc\u00ads\u00fc il\u0259 yaz\u00adda bir s\u0131\u00adra d\u0259rs\u00adl\u0259\u00adri m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adbin av\u00adto\u00adbu\u00adsu il\u0259 get\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admiz Qo\u00adbus\u00adtan Ta\u00adrix v\u0259 \u0130n\u00adc\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adn\u0259t Qo\u00adru\u00ad\u011fun\u00adda ke\u00e7\u00addik.
\nBiz ar\u00adt\u0131q bi\u00adlir\u00addik ki, Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adn\u0131n alt\u00adm\u0131\u015f ki\u00adlo\u00admetr\u00adli\u00adyin\u00add\u0259\u00adki, ta\u00adri\u00adxin m\u00fcx\u00adt\u0259\u00adlif k\u0259\u00adsim\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin – me\u00adzo\u00adlit, neo\u00adlit, tunc, d\u0259\u00admir d\u00f6v\u00adrl\u0259rinin iz\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00addan a\u00e7\u0131q s\u0259\u00adma al\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 bu mu\u00adzey-qo\u00adruq Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan mad\u00addi m\u0259\u00add\u0259\u00adniy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00adnin \u0259n qiy\u00adm\u0259t\u00adli abi\u00add\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adri\u00addir. Da\u011f\u00adlar ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 B\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck\u00adda\u015f, Ki\u00ad\u00e7ik\u00adda\u015f, \u00c7in\u00adgir\u00adda\u015f v\u0259 Ya\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131 t\u0259\u00adp\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin \u00fcz\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 alim\u00adl\u0259r min\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 in\u00adsan, hey\u00advan t\u0259s\u00advir\u00adl\u0259\u00adri \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u00adxart\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar ki, bun\u00adlar da ib\u00adti\u00addai in\u00adsa\u00adn\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259\u00adlik h\u0259\u00adyat t\u0259r\u00adzin\u00add\u0259n x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r ve\u00adrir\u00addi. Bi\u00adzim q\u00fc\u00adrur his\u00adsi\u00adl\u0259 \u0259c\u00addad\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u0259ks et\u00addi\u00adr\u0259n Qo\u00adbus\u00adtan qa\u00adya\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131q: sa\u00adva\u015f, ov\u00ad\u00e7u\u00adluq m\u00fc\u00adq\u0259d\u00add\u0259s \u0259n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n so\u00adraq ve\u00adr\u0259n qur\u00adban\u00adl\u0131q s\u0259h\u00adn\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 da\u00adya\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131q. Da\u015f\u00adlar \u00fcz\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 bi\u00adzim ulu ba\u00adba\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u0259ks et\u00addi\u00adr\u0259n \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00adl\u0259r bu tor\u00adpaq\u00adda in\u00adc\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adn\u0259t n\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin-mu\u00adsi\u00adqi\u00adnin, r\u0259q\u00adsin, t\u0259s\u00advi\u00adri s\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adtin m\u00f6v\u00adcud\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fun\u00addan, q\u0259\u00addim az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adn\u0131n d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adg\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r ve\u00adrir\u00addi. Biz t\u0259s\u00advir\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 z\u0259n\u00adgin qa\u00adya\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 a\u015fa-a\u015fa hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adti\u00admi\u00adzi ifa\u00add\u0259 el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addik:
\n– Tur He\u00adyer\u00addal bo\u015f ye\u00adr\u0259 Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adca\u00adn\u0131 q\u0259\u00addim in\u00adsan m\u0259s\u00adk\u0259n\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adri ad\u00adlan\u00add\u0131r\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b ki, – \u00dcl\u00adviy\u00ady\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adli\u00adm\u0259 f\u0259xr\u00adl\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addi v\u0259 s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 da\u00advam el\u0259\u00addi, – u\u015faq\u00adlar, de\u00adyin g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm bu qa\u00adya\u00adlar\u00adda el\u0259 t\u0259s\u00advir\u00adl\u0259r var\u00adm\u0131 ki, bi\u00adzim bu\u00adg\u00fcn\u00adk\u00fc h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 \u0259ks et\u00addir\u00adsin?
\n– \u018fl\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259 var, – Qa\u00ads\u0131m ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, – bax bu t\u0259s\u00advir bi\u00adzim oyun ha\u00adva\u00ads\u0131 “Yal\u00adl\u0131”\u00adn\u0131n ey\u00adni\u00addir.
\n\u00dcl\u00adviy\u00ady\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adli\u00adm\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addi:
\n– El\u0259\u00addir ki, var, – da\u00adha n\u0259 m\u00fc\u00ad\u015fa\u00adhi\u00add\u0259 et\u00admi\u00adsi\u00adniz bug\u00fcn\u00adk\u00fc h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00adla ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131?
\nS\u0259r\u00addar s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131:
\n– Bax o \u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00add\u0259 bir q\u0131\u00adz\u0131n ne\u00adc\u0259 qa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adr\u0131l\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 t\u0259s\u00advir olu\u00adnub, – ha\u00adm\u0131 uca\u00addan g\u00fcl\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 S\u0259r\u00addar s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn ar\u00add\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi, – in\u00addi m\u0259\u00adlum olur ki, Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adda sev\u00addi\u00adyi q\u0131\u00adza qo\u00advu\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131n ta\u00adri\u00adxi il\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 \u0259n\u0259\u00adn\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r q\u0259\u00addim\u00addir.
\n– \u00dcl\u00adviy\u00ady\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adli\u00adm\u0259, – m\u0259n d\u0259 ona \u00fcz tut\u00addum, – an\u00adcaq t\u0259s\u00advir\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni m\u0259f\u00adtun el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n kol\u00adlek\u00adtiv i\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259-\u0259ki\u00adn\u0259, bi\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adn\u0259 qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n r\u0259h\u00adb\u0259r\u00adlik et\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00addir, am\u00adma bu bi\u00adzim h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 bug\u00fcn\u00adk\u00fc ger\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 uy\u00ad\u011fun g\u0259l\u00admir, biz ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin r\u0259h\u00adb\u0259r\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 \u00f6y\u00adr\u0259n\u00admi\u00ad\u015fik, bu g\u00fcn v\u0259\u00adziy\u00ady\u0259t ba\u015f\u00adqa c\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc.
\n– Na\u00adhaq el\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00ads\u0259n, – \u00dcl\u00adviy\u00ady\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adli\u00adm\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni q\u0131\u00ady\u0131b meh\u00adri\u00adban\u00adca\u00ads\u0131\u00adna dil\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi. Ayaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda kro\u00adsov\u00adka, cins \u015fal\u00advar\u00adda qa\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 otur\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, o q\u0259\u00add\u0259r g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc ki, z\u0259\u00adrif\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 onu g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00adlik eta\u00adlo\u00adnu he\u00adsab et\u00adm\u0259k olar\u00add\u0131, -\u00f6z ara\u00adm\u0131z\u00add\u0131, ha\u00ad\u00e7an\u00adsa bu tor\u00adpaq\u00adda \u0259f\u00adsa\u00adn\u0259\u00advi ama\u00adzon\u00adka\u00adlar, bi\u00adzim \u0259n q\u0259\u00addim \u0259c\u00addad\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131b\u00adlar v\u0259 o za\u00adman da tay\u00adfa ida\u00adr\u0259\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adli\u00adyi qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u0259lin\u00add\u0259 olub v\u0259 in\u00addi de\u00adm\u0259k ol\u00admaz ki, on\u00adlar bu\u00adnu ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00adl\u0259r q\u0259\u00add\u0259r ba\u00adcar\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b\u00adlar.
\nBi\u00adzim sin\u00adfin g\u00fcc\u00adl\u00fc cins\u00add\u0259n olan n\u00fc\u00adma\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri bu x\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adri m\u00fcs\u00adb\u0259t qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adla\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, q\u0131z\u00adlar is\u0259 a\u015f\u00adkar\u00adca q\u00fcr\u00adr\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. M\u00fc\u0259l\u00adli\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u00adzin s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addik\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n m\u0259\u00adlum ol\u00addu ki, ama\u00adzon\u00adka\u00adlar da\u011f\u00adlar\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131b\u00adlar, ov\u00ad\u00e7u\u00adluq\u00adla m\u0259\u015f\u00ad\u011ful olub\u00adlar. \u0130l\u00add\u0259 bir k\u0259\u00adr\u0259 on\u00adlar da\u011f\u00adlar\u00addan ara\u00adna enir\u00admi\u015f\u00adl\u0259r ki, bu \u0259kin-bi\u00ad\u00e7in\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u00ad\u011ful olan ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan \u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 \u0259r se\u00e7\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r, on\u00adlar\u00addan u\u015faq do\u011f\u00adsun\u00adlar v\u0259 yeni\u00add\u0259n da\u011f\u00adla\u00adra qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00ads\u0131n\u00adlar. Am\u00adma \u0259n \u015fa\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adc\u0131 x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r ama\u00adzon\u00adka\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 ov\u00ad\u00e7u ol\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 q\u0259sd et\u00adm\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri idi; on\u00adlar ka\u00adma\u00adn\u0131n \u00e7\u0259\u00adkil\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 ma\u00adne olan sa\u011f d\u00f6\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni k\u0259\u00adsib at\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar.
\nBu\u00adnu t\u0259\u00ads\u0259v\u00adv\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni \u00fc\u015f\u00fct\u00adm\u0259 tut\u00addu; g\u00f6r bir qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adlar n\u0259\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc \u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni ey\u00adb\u0259\u00adc\u0259r ha\u00adla sa\u00adl\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00adlar? V\u0259 yal\u00adn\u0131z on\u00addan t\u0259\u00ads\u0259l\u00adli tap\u00add\u0131m ki, ba\u015f\u00adqa bir za\u00adman\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131\u00adram. N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00ads\u0259 Az\u0259r h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni ama\u00adzon q\u0131\u00adz\u0131 ad\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131, am\u00adma c\u0259\u00adsur \u0259c\u00addad\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n xa\u00adti\u00adr\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 r\u0259\u011f\u00adm\u0259n m\u0259n he\u00e7 c\u00fcr ra\u00adz\u0131 ola bil\u00adm\u0259z\u00addim ki, Az\u0259r\u00add\u0259n ara\u00adl\u0131 \u0259lim\u00add\u0259 ox, ka\u00adman da\u011f\u00adlar\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131m v\u0259 onu yal\u00adn\u0131z il\u00add\u0259 bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 ax\u00adta\u00adr\u0131b ta\u00adp\u0131m ki, d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adya ye\u00adni in\u00adsan g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259k… Yox, y\u0259\u00adqin ki, m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n Ama\u00adzon q\u0131\u00adz\u0131 ol\u00admaz\u00add\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 o da m\u0259\u00adlum de\u00adyil ki, Ama\u00adzon q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 bu c\u00fcr h\u0259\u00adyat t\u0259r\u00adzi\u00adni xo\u015f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, ya yox… Bir d\u0259 han\u00ads\u0131 Ama\u00adzon q\u0131\u00adz\u0131 ra\u00adz\u0131 olar\u00add\u0131 ki, Az\u0259r ki\u00admi g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l o\u011f\u00adlan\u00adla il\u00add\u0259 yal\u00adn\u0131z bir\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u015f\u00ads\u00fcn?<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n gim\u00adna\u00adzi\u00adya\u00adda e\u015fit\u00addik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi Az\u0259\u00adr\u0259 b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck h\u0259\u00adv\u0259s\u00adl\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addim. \u018fn \u00e7ox da ona se\u00advi\u00adnir\u00addim ki, Qo\u00adbus\u00adtan v\u0259 G\u0259\u00admi\u00adqa\u00adya\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 ib\u00adti\u00addai in\u00adc\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adn\u0259t \u00f6r\u00adn\u0259k\u00adl\u0259\u00adri bi\u00adzim \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259\u00admi\u00adzin \u0259ra\u00adzi\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan si\u00advi\u00adli\u00adza\u00adsi\u00adya\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n n\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 qa\u00addir ol\u00adduq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r ve\u00adrir\u00addi. \u018fn \u00e7ox m\u0259\u00adni hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n is\u0259 s\u00fc\u00adje\u00adti s\u0259\u00adma\u00advi ki\u00adtab\u00adlar\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 \u0259f\u00adsa\u00adn\u0259\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n qay\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adnan Nuh pey\u00ad\u011f\u0259m\u00adb\u0259r v\u0259 onun d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adn\u0131 su ba\u00adsan za\u00adman in\u00adsan\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 xi\u00adlas el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n g\u0259\u00admi\u00adsi il\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 idi. Bi\u00adz\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, h\u0259t\u00adta G\u0259\u00admi\u00adqa\u00adya t\u0259s\u00advir\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 Nu\u00adhun \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn d\u0259 \u015f\u0259k\u00adli var! M\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admiz t\u0259k\u00adlif et\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r; bu ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 ye\u00adni m\u0259n\u00adb\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 ba\u015f vu\u00adraq. V\u0259 bi\u00adzim ax\u00adta\u00adr\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z da onun\u00adla n\u0259\u00adti\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi ki, ba\u015f\u00adqa xalq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n das\u00adtan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna, o c\u00fcm\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259n Bil\u00adqa\u00adm\u0131s epo\u00adsu\u00adna m\u00fc\u00adra\u00adci\u0259t el\u0259\u00addik.
\n– Siz bir fi\u00adkir ve\u00adrin, So\u00advet d\u00f6\u00adn\u0259\u00admin\u00add\u0259 ad\u0131 “Na\u00adx\u0131\u00ad\u00e7e\u00advan” ya\u00adz\u0131\u00adlan Nax\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00advan d\u00fcn\u00adya m\u0259\u00add\u0259\u00adniy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti ta\u00adri\u00adxin\u00add\u0259 n\u0259 ki\u00admi rol oy\u00adna\u00ady\u0131b! Ax\u0131 Nax\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adva\u00adn\u0131n ad\u0131 Nu\u00adhun ad\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r, \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r Nax\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00advan “Nuh\u00ad\u00e7u Ban” ad\u00adla\u00adn\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f, y\u0259\u00adni Nu\u00adhun ba\u00adn\u0131 – Nuh y\u00fck\u00ads\u0259k\u00adli\u00adyi! Fi\u00adkir ve\u00adrir\u00adsiz, m\u0259hz Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adca\u00adn\u0131n bu \u0259ra\u00adzi\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 Nu\u00adhun g\u0259\u00admi\u00adsi l\u00f6v\u00adb\u0259r sa\u00adl\u0131b, n\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t ki, su bas\u00adm\u0131\u015f d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda bir par\u00ad\u00e7a qu\u00adru yer ta\u00adp\u0131b, -m\u0259m\u00adnun hal\u00adda m\u0259\u00adlu\u00admat ver\u00addim, – Am\u00adma biz bu\u00adnu he\u00e7 yer\u00add\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u00adr\u0131q, di g\u0259l ki, ta\u00adri\u00adxi sax\u00adta\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131r\u00admaq\u00adda ma\u00adhir olan er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r, d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adya \u00e7at\u00add\u0131r\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00adlar ki, o za\u00adman Nu\u00adhun g\u0259\u00admi\u00adsi\u00adnin \u0259y\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adyi \u0259ra\u00adzi on\u00adla\u00adra m\u0259x\u00adsus olub.
\nM\u0259\u00adnim ta\u00adri\u00adxi-el\u00admi d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admin \u0259sas his\u00ads\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 bi\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 qa\u00adlan Az\u0259r, yal\u00adn\u0131z er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin ad\u0131 hal\u00adla\u00adnan\u00adda q\u0131\u00adm\u0131l\u00addan\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131 m\u0259\u00adni sor\u00ad\u011fu-sua\u00adla tut\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa.
\n– Yox, m\u0259n da\u00adha bu bo\u015f \u015fey\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 qu\u00adlaq asa bil\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m, bun\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n bir el\u00admi \u0259sa\u00ads\u0131 var, ya yox? – V\u0259 o ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n qal\u00adx\u0131b \u0259s\u0259\u00adbi hal\u00adda otaq\u00adda var-g\u0259l et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. Onu be\u00adl\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259\u00adx\u0259 s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00addi ki, t\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adc\u0259 bi\u00ad\u015fir\u00addi\u00adyi yar\u00adpaq dol\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 onu do\u00adyur\u00adsun. Am\u00adma Az\u0259\u00adrin o dol\u00adma\u00addan dad\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011f\u00adz\u0131\u00adn\u0131n su\u00adyu ax\u00adsa da, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adm\u0259 s\u0259s ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addi, n\u0259 is\u0259 i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 onu el\u0259 t\u0259r\u00adp\u0259t\u00admi\u015f\u00addi ki, ra\u00adhat\u00adla\u00adna bil\u00admir\u00addi, g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr, el\u0259 z\u0259nn el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi ki, m\u0259\u00adni m\u00fc\u00adba\u00adhi\u00ads\u0259\u00ady\u0259 c\u0259lb et\u00adm\u0259k\u00add\u0259n\u00ads\u0259, bu \u0259za\u00adb\u0131 i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u00adsin.
\n– Ax\u0131 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 n\u0259 ol\u00addu? – M\u0259n de\u00addim, – m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00admir\u00ads\u0259n?
\n– S\u0259n \u00f6z bur\u00adnu\u00adnu h\u0259r ye\u00adr\u0259 sox\u00adma! – Az\u0259r ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, -im\u00adta\u00adhan\u00adla\u00adra ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u015f, bu g\u00fcn m\u00fc\u00adh\u00fcm m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 bu\u00addur.
\nM\u0259n on\u00adsuz da el\u00admin qra\u00adnit \u0259n\u00adgin\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni c\u0131r\u00admaq\u00adla\u00adya-c\u0131r\u00admaq\u00adla\u00adya im\u00adta\u00adhan\u00adla\u00adra ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 ina\u00adm\u0131m bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r artsa da, Az\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00adb\u0259\u00adg\u00fcn s\u0259\u00adbr\u00adsiz olur\u00addu. M\u0259\u00adni son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 na\u00adra\u00adhat el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n, h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131 z\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n ye\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 \u015fey anam\u00adla ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131 idi, ax\u0131 biz ona s\u00f6z ver\u00admi\u015f\u00addik ki, h\u0259r yay T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259\u00add\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259k. Ya\u00add\u0131m\u00adda\u00add\u0131r, An\u00adtal\u00adya ae\u00adro\u00adpor\u00adtun\u00adda ay\u00adr\u0131\u00adlan\u00adda atam:
\n– Bu c\u00fcr is\u00adti\u00adra\u00adh\u0259\u00adti g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n yay\u00adda da t\u0259k\u00adrar ed\u0259\u00adrik,-de\u00addi, -m\u0259n qa\u00adbaq\u00adca\u00addan put\u00adyov\u00adka si\u00adfa\u00adri\u015f ve\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ya \u0130s\u00adpa\u00adni\u00adya\u00adya, ya Yu\u00adna\u00adn\u0131s\u00adta\u00adna.
\n– Yox, yox, – anam onun s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc k\u0259s\u00addi, – an\u00adcaq T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259\u00ady\u0259…
\nO, bi\u00adzim hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adti\u00admi\u00adzi y\u0259\u00adqin ki, g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admiz\u00add\u0259n sez\u00addi v\u0259,-T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259\u00add\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 V\u0259\u00adt\u0259\u00adni xa\u00adt\u0131r\u00adla\u00add\u0131r, -de\u00addi, -in\u00adsan\u00adlar da, x\u00f6\u00adr\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r d\u0259, dil d\u0259…
\n– T\u0259\u00adki sa\u011f\u00adl\u0131q ol\u00adsun, – atam de\u00addi, – biz b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259\u00adni do\u00adla\u00adna\u00adr\u0131q, g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n yay da Ala\u00adni\u00adya\u00adda b\u0259nd ala\u00adr\u0131q, son\u00adra da Bod\u00adrum\u00adda, M\u0259r\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259…
\nAm\u00adma son\u00adra\u00adk\u0131 yay onun da\u00adha bir va\u00adri\u00adsi-m\u0259\u00adnim ikin\u00adci qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131m d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adya g\u0259l\u00addi v\u0259 ona da ca\u00advan ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda bu d\u00fcn\u00adya il\u0259 vi\u00adda\u00adla\u00ad\u015fan v\u0259 iki dam\u00adla su ki\u00admi atam\u00adla bir-bi\u00adri\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 ox\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan \u0259mim H\u00fc\u00adsey\u00adnin ad\u0131\u00adn\u0131 qoy\u00addu\u00adlar. Son\u00adra\u00adk\u0131 yay is\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni q\u0259\u00adbul im\u00adta\u00adhan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi. V\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259 anam\u00adla g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259k ba\u015f tut\u00admur\u00addu…<\/p>\n

XXXXVI F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

U\u00adni\u00adver\u00adsi\u00adte\u00adtin \u0259n n\u00fc\u00adfuz\u00adlu fa\u00adk\u00fcl\u00adt\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 – bey\u00adn\u0259l\u00adxalq \u0259la\u00adq\u0259\u00adl\u0259r fa\u00adk\u00fcl\u00adt\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 t\u0259h\u00adsil al\u00admaq\u00adda olan Az\u0259r son za\u00adman\u00adlar M.F.A\u00adxun\u00addov ad\u0131\u00adna m\u0259r\u00adk\u0259\u00adzi ki\u00adtab\u00adxa\u00adna\u00addan \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131, or\u00addan qa\u00ady\u0131\u00addan\u00adda is\u0259 \u0259lin\u00add\u0259 m\u00fct\u00adl\u0259q g\u00f6r\u00adk\u0259m\u00adli alim\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda g\u0259l\u00addi\u00adyi n\u0259\u00adti\u00adc\u0259\u00adl\u0259r, ya b\u0259\u00adzi fo\u00adto\u015f\u0259\u00adkil\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin su\u00adr\u0259\u00adti olar\u00add\u0131.
\n– Ax\u0131, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn bun\u00adlar s\u0259\u00adnin n\u0259\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131? – so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum.
\nA\u00adz\u0259r:
\n– Bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n, – de\u00addi, – So\u00advet \u0130t\u00adti\u00adfa\u00adq\u0131\u00adn\u0131n da\u00ad\u011f\u0131l\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 n\u0259\u00adti\u00adc\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 mey\u00adda\u00adna g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n si\u00adya\u00adsi \u00e7\u0259\u00adki\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin n\u0259\u00adti\u00adc\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 tor\u00adpaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 ya\u011f\u00adma\u00adla\u00adyan v\u0259 i\u015f\u00ad\u011fal al\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda sax\u00adla\u00adyan er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r t\u0259n\u00adt\u0259\u00adn\u0259 il\u0259 qeyd edir\u00adl\u0259r ki, gu\u00adya bu “q\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259” on\u00adla\u00adra qan ba\u00adha\u00ads\u0131\u00adna ba\u00ad\u015fa g\u0259\u00adlib. Bi\u00adzim\u00adki\u00adl\u0259\u00adri is\u0259, \u0259k\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259, “d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259k ba\u00adcar\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar” de\u00ady\u0259 al\u00ad\u00e7al\u00add\u0131r\u00adlar…
\nBu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 Ba\u00adb\u0259k, Ko\u00adro\u011f\u00adlu, Qa\u00ad\u00e7aq N\u0259\u00adbi, Qa\u00ad\u00e7aq K\u0259\u00adr\u0259m ki\u00admi q\u0259h\u00adr\u0259\u00adman\u00adlar ye\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n, b\u0259\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adriy\u00ady\u0259\u00adt\u0259 Ni\u00adza\u00admi, F\u00fc\u00adzu\u00adli, N\u0259\u00adsi\u00admi ki\u00admi d\u00fc\u00adha\u00adlar ve\u00adr\u0259n bir xal\u00adq\u0131n tor\u00adpa\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n iyir\u00admi be\u015f fai\u00adzi\u00adnin i\u015f\u00ad\u011fal olun\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna el\u0259 don ge\u00adyin\u00addir\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r ki, bu\u00adnu yal\u00adn\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259n el\u0259\u00ady\u0259r. Ya\u00ady\u0131\u00adlan x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 is\u0259 he\u00e7 ki\u00admi g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00adlan\u00add\u0131r\u00admaq ol\u00admaz. Az\u0259r rus \u015fai\u00adri Pu\u015f\u00adkin\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adnin i\u00e7-\u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc a\u00e7an si\u00adtat g\u0259\u00adtir\u00admi\u015f\u00addi: “T\u0131 trus, t\u0131 rab, t\u0131 arm\u00adya\u00adnin!” Y\u0259\u00adni “s\u0259n qor\u00adxaq\u00adsan, s\u0259n k\u00f6\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, s\u0259n er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00ads\u0259n!”
\nA\u00adz\u0259\u00adrin m\u0259\u015f\u00adhur fran\u00ads\u0131z s\u0259y\u00adya\u00adh\u0131 qraf de \u015eol\u00adle\u00add\u0259n se\u00e7\u00addi\u00adyi v\u0259 t\u0259r\u00adc\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 el\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi si\u00adtat is\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi: “b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck m\u00fc\u00adsi\u00adb\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u00e7ar ol\u00adma\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna, ac\u00adl\u0131q, s\u0259\u00adfa\u00adl\u0259t i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna v\u0259 el\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n i\u00e7im\u00add\u0259 bu mil\u00adl\u0259\u00adt\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 bir r\u0259hm duy\u00ad\u011fu\u00adsu oyan\u00adma\u00ads\u0131\u00adna bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, he\u00e7 za\u00adman er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adl\u0131q ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki on\u00adlar iy\u00adr\u0259nc d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 hiy\u00adl\u0259\u00adg\u0259r v\u0259 ya\u00adra\u00admaz\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, on\u00adlar \u00f6z al\u00ad\u00e7aq\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna v\u0259 ri\u00adya\u00adkar\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ad \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00add\u0131b\u00adlar”.
\nM\u0259n qraf de \u015eol\u00adle\u00add\u0259n Az\u0259\u00adrin g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi\u00adyi bu si\u00adta\u00adt\u0131n rus di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259\u00adki va\u00adrian\u00adt\u0131\u00adna da bax\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 de\u00addim:
\n– Yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u00adc\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u00ads\u0259n, rus di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259\u00adki va\u00adriant da\u00adha s\u0259rt\u00addi.
\nA\u00adz\u0259r meh\u00adri\u00adban\u00adca\u00ads\u0131\u00adna bur\u00adnu\u00admun ucun\u00addan tu\u00adtub s\u0131x\u00add\u0131 v\u0259:
\n– S\u0259n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 rus di\u00adli \u00f6y\u00adr\u0259t\u00adm\u0259, Ba\u00adla\u00adca, g\u00f6r h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 al\u00adman s\u0259y\u00adya\u00adh\u0131 Alf\u00adred Kyor\u00adte bir za\u00adman\u00adlar T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adm\u0131\u015f si\u00adya\u00adsi xa\u00addim Kol\u00adman Ton\u00adder Qalt\u00adsa h\u0259sr et\u00addi\u00adyi m\u0259\u015f\u00adhur “A\u00adna\u00addo\u00adlu es\u00adkiz\u00adl\u0259\u00adri”n\u00add\u0259 n\u0259 ya\u00adz\u0131r, – de\u00addi, – o ya\u00adz\u0131r ki, bu \u0259ya\u00adl\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlib \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan, xalq k\u00fct\u00adl\u0259\u00adsi il\u0259 \u00fcn\u00adsiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00add\u0259 olan h\u0259r han\u00ads\u0131 bir adam yu\u00adnan\u00adlar\u00adla m\u00fc\u00adqa\u00adyi\u00ads\u0259\u00add\u0259 t\u00fcrk\u00adl\u0259\u00adri se\u00advir v\u0259 r\u0259\u011f\u00adb\u0259t b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 is\u0259 nif\u00adr\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyir. Bur\u00adda be\u00adl\u0259 bir ata\u00adlar s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc m\u0259\u015f\u00adhur\u00addur: “bir yu\u00adnan iki y\u0259\u00adhu\u00addi\u00adni al\u00adda\u00add\u0131r, bir er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni is\u0259 iki yu\u00adna\u00adn\u0131”.
\nM\u0259n t\u0259\u0259c\u00adc\u00fcb\u00adl\u0259 ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 bu\u00adla\u00add\u0131m, Az\u0259r is\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda tap\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 ye\u00adni si\u00adtat\u00adlar\u00adla d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi:
\n– Es\u00adki-\u015e\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00adli m\u0259\u015f\u00adhur i\u015f ada\u00adm\u0131 is\u0259 ya\u00adz\u0131r: “m\u0259n ha\u00ad\u00e7an t\u00fcrk\u00adl\u0259 i\u015f qu\u00adru\u00adrum\u00adsa, he\u00e7 bir ya\u00adz\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00adya eh\u00adti\u00adyac ol\u00admur, t\u00fcr\u00adk\u00fcn s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc b\u0259s\u00addi. Yu\u00adnan\u00adla is\u0259 ya\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131 m\u00fc\u00adqa\u00advi\u00adl\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131\u00adram, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki bu va\u00adcib v\u0259 xe\u00adyir\u00adli\u00addir; er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 is\u0259 he\u00e7 ya\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131 m\u00fc\u00adqa\u00advi\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u011f\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u00adram, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n f\u0131\u00adr\u0131l\u00adda\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 he\u00e7 ya\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131 \u015f\u0259rt d\u0259 ala bil\u00adm\u0259z”.
\nM\u0259n d\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fc\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra:
\n– T\u0259\u0259s\u00ads\u00fcf ki, el\u0259\u00addir, – de\u00addim, – on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n bi\u00adzim ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adza a\u00e7\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 son oyun\u00adlar\u00addan son\u00adra be\u00adl\u0259 \u015fey\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 ni\u00ady\u0259 t\u0259\u0259c\u00adc\u00fcb\u00adl\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00ads\u0259n ki? \u00c7ox t\u0259\u00adbii ola\u00adraq bu mil\u00adl\u0259t be\u00adl\u0259 ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131r.
\n– M\u0259n \u00fcmu\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 pis xalq, pis mil\u00adl\u0259t m\u0259f\u00adhu\u00admu\u00adnun qa\u00adt\u0131 \u0259ley\u00adhi\u00adn\u0259\u00ady\u0259m, -g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n Az\u0259r de\u00addi, – s\u0259n el\u0259 bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n, m\u0259n \u00f6z vax\u00adt\u0131\u00adm\u0131 ki\u00adtab\u00adxa\u00adna\u00adlar\u00adda iti\u00adri\u00adr\u0259m ki, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni boy\u00adnun\u00addan ucuz yar\u00adl\u0131q as\u0131m? Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131, biz d\u0259 pri\u00admi\u00adtiv mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adlik s\u0259\u00adviy\u00ady\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 en\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259\u00adrik?
\nO, di\u00adva\u00adna \u00e7\u00f6k\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ara\u00ads\u0131\u00adna al\u00add\u0131.
\n– \u018fl\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, yox, yox… m\u0259n sa\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adram an\u00adla\u00ady\u0131m ki, mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adlik n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bi\u00adzim qon\u00ad\u015fu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 bu d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 az\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131b. M\u0259n ara\u015f\u00add\u0131r\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi\u00adr\u0259m, g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm ax\u0131 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn on\u00adlar bu d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli vi\u00adrus\u00adla z\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00adl\u0259\u00adnib\u00adl\u0259r? Bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n, m\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259\u00adra\u00adra g\u0259l\u00addim? M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda hiy\u00adl\u0259\u00adg\u0259r, ya\u00adra\u00admaz ki\u00admi ta\u00adn\u0131n\u00adma\u00ads\u0131 da, bu g\u00fcn az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adla\u00adra qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 apa\u00adr\u0131\u00adlan i\u015f\u00ad\u011fal\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adl\u0131q si\u00adya\u00ads\u0259\u00adti d\u0259 \u00f6z xal\u00adq\u0131\u00adn\u0131 u\u00e7u\u00adru\u00adma s\u00fc\u00adr\u00fck\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n bir d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259 da\u015f\u00adna\u00adk\u0131n ad\u0131y\u00adla ba\u011f\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r. Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni xal\u00adq\u0131\u00adn\u0131n bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adni var\u00adsa, o da da\u015f\u00adnak\u00adlar\u00add\u0131. \u018fn iy\u00adr\u0259n\u00adci o ol\u00addu ki, bol\u00ad\u015fe\u00advik\u00adl\u0259r bu da\u015f\u00adnak\u00adla\u00adra el\u0259 b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck s\u0259\u00adla\u00adhiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259r ver\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, SSR\u0130 Elm\u00adl\u0259r Aka\u00adde\u00admi\u00adya\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259k al\u0131b ta\u00adri\u00adxi ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n yaz\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq ki, h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 1904-c\u00fc il\u00add\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u00adhur rus ta\u00adrix\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adsi, qaf\u00adqaz\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adnas Va\u00adsi\u00adli Ve\u00adli\u00e7\u00adko on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda yaz\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131:
\n– On\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ta\u00adri\u00adxi\u00adni va\u00adraq\u00adla\u00adyan\u00adda er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ta\u00adri\u00adxin\u00add\u0259n ba\u015f\u00adqa he\u00e7 bir ta\u00adri\u00adxi m\u0259\u00adx\u0259z\u00add\u0259 an\u0131l\u00adma\u00adyan “n\u0259\u00adh\u0259ng” ad\u00adla\u00adra rast g\u0259\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n, ke\u00e7\u00admi\u00ad\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259m\u00adma do\u00ad\u011fu\u00adran bir s\u0131\u00adra ta\u00adri\u00adxi fi\u00adqur\u00adlar da h\u0259d\u00addin\u00add\u0259n ar\u00adt\u0131q \u015fi\u00ad\u015fir\u00addi\u00adlir. \u018fg\u0259r er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ta\u00adri\u00adxi\u00adnin s\u0259\u00adhi\u00adf\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 “uy\u00addur\u00adma” s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n ba\u015f\u00adqa er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adti\u00adni s\u00fc\u00adbut ed\u0259n da\u00adha han\u00ads\u0131 k\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00adnin al\u00adt\u0131n\u00addan x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259k\u00adm\u0259\u00adli ol\u00adsaq, “x\u0259\u00adya\u00adn\u0259t” s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 yan ke\u00e7\u00adm\u0259k ol\u00admaz. \u015e\u00fcb\u00adh\u0259\u00adli er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni amir\u00adl\u0259\u00adri bir qay\u00adda ola\u00adraq s\u0259r\u00adh\u0259d-s\u0131\u00adn\u0131r qov\u00ad\u011fa\u00ads\u0131 sal\u00adsa\u00adlar da, h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00adl\u00fc qon\u00ad\u015fu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan as\u0131\u00adl\u0131 olub\u00adlar v\u0259 on\u00adla\u00adra za\u00adman-za\u00adman x\u0259\u00adya\u00adn\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyib\u00adl\u0259r. \u018fsil\u00adza\u00add\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri-on\u00adla\u00adra na\u00adxa\u00adrar de\u00adyil\u00adl\u0259r-\u015fah\u00adla\u00adra, sa\u00add\u0259 ca\u00admaat is\u0259 h\u0259m \u015fa\u00adha, h\u0259m xal\u00adqa sat\u00adq\u0131n\u00adl\u0131q\u00adda, d\u00f6\u00adn\u00fck\u00adl\u00fck\u00add\u0259 ad \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00add\u0131b\u00adlar.
\nM\u0259n:
\n– S\u0259n ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u00fcz t\u0259r\u00adc\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u00ads\u0259n, – de\u00addim, – ta\u00adri\u00adxi fak\u00adt\u0131 b\u0259\u00addii \u0259s\u0259r ki\u00admi t\u0259r\u00adc\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259k ol\u00admaz!
\nB\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim eti\u00adra\u00adz\u0131\u00adma s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b da\u00admar\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m\u00adda axan er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni qa\u00adn\u0131 idi, n\u0259 bi\u00adlim. De\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n Az\u0259r d\u0259 bu\u00adnu sez\u00addi\u00adyin\u00add\u0259n m\u0259\u00adni qu\u00adcaq\u00adla\u00add\u0131:
\n– Bu s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259r xalq haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda yox, xal\u00adq\u0131 u\u00e7u\u00adru\u00adma apa\u00adran\u00adlar haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adni\u00adlib, – de\u00addi, – xalq q\u0259d\u00addar v\u0259 aman\u00ads\u0131z ol\u00admur, bir d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259 ya\u00adra\u00admaz h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 xalq de\u00adyil.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n Az\u0259\u00adr\u0259 bir d\u0259 ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 min\u00adn\u0259t\u00addar ol\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00adyam ki, m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adsi\u00adb\u0259t\u00add\u0259 son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 s\u0259\u00admi\u00admi idi. Ba\u015f\u00adqa\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00addan f\u0259rq\u00adli ola\u00adraq, o d\u0259r\u00adhal an\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, m\u0259\u00adnim \u0259h\u00adva\u00adl\u0131m\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 d\u0259\u00adyi\u00ad\u015fik\u00adli\u00ady\u0259 s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b n\u0259\u00addir…
\nBir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 is\u0259 Az\u0259r m\u0259\u00adni Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adn\u0131n bey\u00adn\u0259l\u00admi\u00adl\u0259l\u00ad\u00e7i ru\u00adhu\u00adnu \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 qay\u00adtar\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin ya\u00adrat\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 “Oya\u00adn\u0131\u015f” d\u0259r\u00adn\u0259\u00adyi\u00adnin n\u00f6v\u00adb\u0259\u00adti y\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adca\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna d\u0259\u00adv\u0259t el\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Biz ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 q\u00fc\u00adrur his\u00adsi\u00adl\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015fik ki, mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adlik bi\u00adz\u0259 yad\u00add\u0131. Biz u\u015faq\u00adl\u0131q\u00addan z\u0259n\u00adgin et\u00adnik t\u0259r\u00adkib\u00adli m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259b\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 oxu\u00admu\u00ad\u015fuq, m\u00fcx\u00adt\u0259\u00adlif mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin n\u00fc\u00adma\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan \u00fcmu\u00admi h\u0259\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fck. Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar, rus\u00adlar, y\u0259\u00adhu\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r, g\u00fcr\u00adc\u00fc\u00adl\u0259r, l\u0259z\u00adgi\u00adl\u0259r bu \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00add\u0259 y\u00fcz il\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131b\u00adlar, ne\u00adc\u0259 de\u00ady\u0259r\u00adl\u0259r, bir qa\u00adzan\u00adda qay\u00adna\u00ady\u0131b\u00adlar, f\u0259xr\u00adl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259\u00adki\u00adl\u0259\u00adsi bir ad\u00adla, “Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar” ki\u00admi ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131b\u00adlar, – de\u00ady\u0259 Ba\u00ady\u0131l\u00adl\u0131 Sa\u00ad\u015fa t\u0259r\u00adt\u0259\u00admiz Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259 \u00f6z nit\u00adqi\u00adn\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131, – bi\u00adzi h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 or\u00adtaq m\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00advi d\u0259\u00ady\u0259r\u00adl\u0259r bir\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi\u00adrib, su\u00adal olu\u00adnur, b\u0259s on\u00adda n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Da\u011f\u00adl\u0131q Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f\u00adda ya\u011f-bal i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r h\u0259\u00adyat \u015f\u0259\u00adrai\u00adti\u00adnin “d\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259z”\u00adli\u00adyin\u00add\u0259n d\u0259m vur\u00addu\u00adlar?! M\u0259n he\u00adsab edi\u00adr\u0259m ki, bu x\u0259\u00adya\u00adn\u0259t\u00addir, al\u00ad\u00e7aq\u00adl\u0131q\u00add\u0131r! Ax\u0131, Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adsi ni\u00ady\u0259 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adnis\u00adtan\u00adl\u0131 si\u00adya\u00adsi int\u00adri\u00adqant\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n oyu\u00adnun\u00adda pe\u015f\u00adka\u00adya \u00e7ev\u00adril\u00adsin? Bu da on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adca\u00adna “\u00e7ox sa\u011f ol\u00ad”u idi? M\u0259n d\u0259rk ed\u0259 bil\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m, y\u00fcz il\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 bir yer\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan\u00addan son\u00adra ne\u00adc\u0259 de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, bu V\u0259\u00adt\u0259n s\u0259\u00adnin\u00addi, yox\u00adsa m\u0259\u00adnim? Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n bir yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc var: yer\u00adsiz g\u0259l\u00addi, yer\u00adli qa\u00e7?! B\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 m\u0259n d\u00fcz de\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m, ay Syo\u00adma?
\nSyo\u00adma y\u0259\u00adhu\u00addi idi. \u00d6z m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adki\u00adm\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 dos\u00adtu\u00adnun \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da\u00advam el\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n \u0259s\u00adrin \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 Ab\u00ad\u015fe\u00adron ya\u00adr\u0131\u00adma\u00adda\u00ads\u0131 d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n neft ha\u00adsi\u00adla\u00adt\u0131 m\u0259r\u00adk\u0259\u00adzi\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7ev\u00adri\u00adl\u0259n\u00add\u0259, Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adya d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n h\u0259r ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n in\u00adsan ax\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ba\u015f\u00adlan\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox\u00admil\u00adl\u0259t\u00adli \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adrin \u0259sa\u00ads\u0131 qo\u00adyul\u00addu. Eti\u00adraf edim ki, So\u00advet \u0130t\u00adti\u00adfa\u00adq\u0131\u00adn\u0131n he\u00e7 bir \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r asu\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b\u00adlar. Bu \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00add\u0259 to\u00adle\u00adrant m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adsi\u00adb\u0259t, to\u00adle\u00adrant\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adl\u0131q h\u00f6km s\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcb. Su\u00adal olu\u00adnur: n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyan y\u0259\u00adhu\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r, rus\u00adlar, g\u00fcr\u00adc\u00fc\u00adl\u0259r, ma\u00adla\u00adkan\u00adlar, al\u00adman\u00adlar, ta\u00adtar\u00adlar yox, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar “d\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259z” h\u0259\u00adyat \u015f\u0259\u00adrai\u00adtin\u00add\u0259n d\u0259m vur\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa? Ca\u00advab sa\u00add\u0259\u00addir: m\u0259q\u00ads\u0259d da\u015f\u00adnak\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n si\u00adya\u00adsi am\u00adbi\u00adsi\u00adya\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 han\u00ads\u0131 yol\u00adla olur-ol\u00adsun, h\u0259\u00adya\u00adta ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u0259k\u00addir. Xa\u00adhi\u015f edi\u00adr\u0259m: \u0259li\u00adni\u00adzi \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi\u00adni\u00adzin \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 qo\u00adyub m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ca\u00advab ve\u00adrin: bi\u00adzim er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni dost\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00addan han\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131n haq\u00adq\u0131 var ki, Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adda h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131n “d\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259z\u00adli\u00adyin\u00add\u0259n” \u015fi\u00adka\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259n\u00adsin? M\u00fcm\u00adk\u00fcn\u00add\u00fcr\u00adm\u00fc on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n x\u0259\u00adya\u00adn\u0259\u00adti\u00adn\u0259 haqq qa\u00adzan\u00add\u0131r\u00admaq?
\n– On\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 da al\u00addat\u00add\u0131\u00adlar! – Az\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n q\u0131\u015f\u00adq\u0131r\u00add\u0131, – do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131 siz ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fcr\u00ads\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcz ki, bi\u00adzim d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00admiz er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r de\u00adyil, l\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259l\u00admi\u015f da\u015f\u00adnak ideo\u00adlo\u00adgi\u00adya\u00ads\u0131\u00add\u0131r. Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni xal\u00adq\u0131\u00adn\u0131 q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adran\u00adlar\u00add\u0131r. Y\u0259\u00adni siz d\u0259 an\u00adla\u00adm\u0131r\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131z ki, er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adnin ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n b\u0259\u00adla\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n k\u00f6\u00adk\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 bu ideo\u00adlo\u00adgi\u00adya du\u00adrur? Ax\u0131, n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00ads\u0131z er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni qa\u00adn\u0131 ax\u0131b\u00adsa, bur\u00adda bir\u00adba\u00ad\u015fa da\u015f\u00adnak\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u0259li olub! \u018fs\u00adli\u00adn\u0259 ba\u00adxan\u00adda, da\u015f\u00adnak ideo\u00adlo\u00adgi\u00adya\u00ads\u0131 el\u0259 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin m\u0259h\u00advi\u00adn\u0259 y\u00f6\u00adn\u0259\u00adlib, ne\u00adc\u0259 ki, bir za\u00adman\u00adlar fa\u00ad\u015fizm az qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 al\u00adman xal\u00adq\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ax\u0131\u00adr\u0131\u00adna \u00e7\u0131x\u00ads\u0131n. \u0130n\u00addi ba\u00adx\u0131n Al\u00adma\u00adni\u00adya\u00adya: mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adlik z\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adri\u00adni ax\u0131t\u00adm\u0131\u015f, fa\u00ad\u015fist ideo\u00adlo\u00adgi\u00adya\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 vi\u00adda\u00adla\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259 ne\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00fc\u00adr\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 t\u0259\u00adr\u0259q\u00adqi el\u0259\u00adyir? Be\u00adl\u0259 bir z\u0259\u00adh\u0259r bi\u00adzim qon\u00ad\u015fu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n da ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 xa\u00adrab el\u0259\u00adyib, am\u00adma ar\u00adt\u0131q an\u00adla\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131\u00adlar ki, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adni n\u0259 bi\u00adzik, n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u00fcrk\u00adl\u0259r, \u00f6z ideo\u00adlo\u00adgi\u00adya\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00add\u0131r. Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r da\u015f\u00adnak par\u00adti\u00adya\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131n on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ha\u00adra apar\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r tez an\u00adla\u00adsa\u00adlar, bir el\u0259 qa\u00adza\u00adna\u00adcaq\u00adlar. M\u0259n \u0259mi\u00adn\u0259m ki, bi\u00adzim qon\u00ad\u015fu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z, si\u00adnif yol\u00adda\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z, m\u00fc\u0259l\u00adlim\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admiz v\u0259 dost\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z, \u0259la\u00adq\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi\u00adzin k\u0259\u00adsil\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, bi\u00adzim ki\u00admi d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00adl\u0259r. B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m biz d\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u00adn\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r dost\u00adluq el\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admiz adam\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 bu g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259n ki\u00admi q\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259 ve\u00adr\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259\u00adrik\u00admi? G\u00f6r\u00add\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcz\u00adm\u00fc; da\u015f\u00adnak\u00adlar Ba\u00adk\u0131 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni \u00f6z iy\u00adr\u0259nc ma\u00adraq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 h\u0259\u00adya\u00adta ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259\u00adli su\u00adr\u0259t\u00add\u0259 qur\u00adban ver\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131 si\u00adz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir ki, Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00adn\u0131 t\u0259rk et\u00adm\u0259k m\u0259c\u00adbu\u00adriy\u00ady\u0259\u00adtin\u00add\u0259 qa\u00adlan er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00ady\u0259 in\u00addi har\u00adda\u00adsa q\u00fcr\u00adb\u0259t\u00add\u0259, q\u0259\u00adrib\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adlik\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00admaq xo\u015f\u00addur? On\u00adlar bu ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin qur\u00adba\u00adn\u0131 ol\u00addu\u00adlar, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n n\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adna\u00adh\u0131?
\n– B\u0259s n\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 o za\u00adman on\u00adlar \u00fcmu\u00admi i\u015fin xey\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 he\u00e7 bir fay\u00adda\u00adl\u0131 ad\u00add\u0131m at\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00adlar? N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sus\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00adl\u00fck ver\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r? Si\u00adya\u00adsi s\u0259h\u00adn\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 at\u0131\u00adlan\u00adlar n\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc\u00adl\u0259r? Yox\u00adsa el\u0259 bi\u00adlir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r \u00f6z soy\u00adda\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n g\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 uca\u00adla\u00adcaq\u00adlar? De\u00adyin g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm bu ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259r \u0259r\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adnis\u00adtan\u00addan qo\u00advul\u00admu\u015f y\u00fcz min\u00adl\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 b\u0259d\u00adb\u0259xt az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131\u00adn\u0131n n\u0259 q\u0259\u00adba\u00adh\u0259\u00adti var? V\u0259 bur\u00adda bi\u00adzim su\u00ad\u00e7u\u00admuz n\u0259\u00addir? – de\u00ady\u0259 uni\u00adver\u00adsi\u00adtet t\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adsi S\u0259\u00adbi\u00adn\u0259 Az\u0259\u00adrin s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc k\u0259s\u00addi, -bir ba\u00adx\u0131n. Bi\u00adzim \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r n\u0259 k\u00f6\u00adk\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcb: h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 \u015f\u0259\u00adf\u0259q sa\u00ad\u00e7an, \u00e7i\u00ad\u00e7\u0259k\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n zi\u00adya\u00adl\u0131 Ba\u00adk\u0131\u00ads\u0131 qa\u00e7\u00adq\u0131n s\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna\u00adca\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna d\u00f6\u00adn\u00fcb. K\u00fc\u00ad\u00e7\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u00admaq ol\u00admur. Ha\u00adn\u0131 bi\u00adzim \u015f\u00f6h\u00adr\u0259t\u00adli \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adri\u00admiz? Ha\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l ge\u00adyim\u00adli, de\u00adyib-g\u00fc\u00adl\u0259n, za\u00adra\u00adfat\u00adla\u00ad\u015fan \u015fux in\u00adsan\u00adlar?! \u00d6l\u00adk\u0259\u00adnin pay\u00adtax\u00adt\u0131, zi\u00adya\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adri in\u00addi iri bir k\u0259n\u00addi xa\u00adt\u0131r\u00adla\u00add\u0131r…
\n– El\u0259\u00addi ki var, am\u00adma bu, g\u00fcl\u00adm\u0259\u00adli de\u00adyil, – \u0259mo\u011f\u00adlum q\u00fcs\u00ads\u0259 il\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyin\u00add\u0259n ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259\u00adni s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addi v\u0259 \u0259la\u00adv\u0259 el\u0259\u00addi, -in\u00addi biz da\u00adha \u00e7\u0259\u00adtin v\u0259\u00adziy\u00ady\u0259t\u00add\u0259\u00adyik, am\u00adma unut\u00admaq ol\u00admaz ki, \u0259sas m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 \u015f\u0259\u00adrait\u00add\u0259n as\u0131\u00adl\u0131 ol\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq, in\u00adsan ola\u00adraq qal\u00admaq v\u0259 hey\u00adva\u00adni ins\u00adtinktl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n uzaq\u00adla\u015f\u00admaq\u00add\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r in\u00adsan ba\u015f\u00adqa\u00ads\u0131\u00adna h\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259t b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259k his\u00adsi\u00adni iti\u00adrib\u00ads\u0259, de\u00adm\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259t et\u00adm\u0259k haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00addan m\u0259h\u00adrum\u00addur.
\nV\u0259 Az\u0259r, h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adt\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim ana\u00adma, Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adm\u0259, Xris\u00adto\u00adfor ba\u00adba\u00adma h\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n hiss el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim ki, bu, i\u00e7\u00add\u0259n g\u0259\u00adlir, sax\u00adta de\u00adyil. Bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni q\u0259\u00adbi\u00adris\u00adtan\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna, Xris\u00adto\u00adfor ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n q\u0259b\u00adri\u00adni zi\u00adya\u00adr\u0259t et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259n\u00add\u0259, ba\u015f\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna g\u00fcl qo\u00adyan\u00adda Az\u0259r:
\n– On\u00adlar ba\u015f\u00adqa m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259, ola bil\u00adsin ki, el\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda az\u00adl\u0131q t\u0259\u015f\u00adkil edir, – de\u00addi, – am\u00adma bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 on\u00adlar ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcr\u00adl\u0259r ki, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn bu olay\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 bu d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 g\u0259r\u00adgin\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addi\u00adr\u0259n on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n m\u0259n\u00adfur \u0259qi\u00add\u0259\u00adda\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00add\u0131. On\u00adlar v\u0259 el\u0259\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn a\u011f\u00adl\u0131 ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda olan, m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00ady\u0259 nif\u00adr\u0259t b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n in\u00adsan\u00adlar \u00f6z soy\u00adda\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u0259m\u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 x\u0259\u00adca\u00adl\u0259t \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259r. M\u0259n \u00fcmid\u00adva\u00adram: in\u00addi bi\u00adzim b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u0259s\u00adki er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni dost\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z et\u00adnik t\u0259\u00admiz\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259 si\u00adya\u00ads\u0259\u00adti apar\u00admaq\u00adla \u00f6z si\u00adya\u00adsi s\u0259r\u00adh\u0259d\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni ge\u00adni\u015f\u00adl\u0259n\u00addir\u00adm\u0259k niy\u00ady\u0259\u00adti\u00adn\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adl\u0259\u00adri g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131r v\u0259 l\u0259\u00adn\u0259t\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r. Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 da – o ya\u00adlan\u00ad\u00e7\u0131 sat\u00adq\u0131n\u00adla\u00adr\u0131, pro\u00advo\u00adka\u00adtor\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 da g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00admi\u00adr\u0259m.
\n\u0130n\u00addi bu m\u00fc\u00adr\u0259k\u00adk\u0259b v\u0259\u00adziy\u00ady\u0259t\u00add\u0259n ne\u00adc\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00adda\u00adsan? B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni\u00adl\u0259r \u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri an\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00adlar\u00adm\u0131 ki, \u00f6z c\u0259\u00adf\u0259n\u00adgiy\u00adyat \u0259m\u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 n\u0259\u00adl\u0259r t\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00addib\u00adl\u0259r? D\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n bir-bi\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 qay\u00adna\u00ady\u0131b-qa\u00adr\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 bir za\u00adman\u00adda, \u0259n ya\u00adx\u0131n qon\u00ad\u015fu\u00adsu il\u0259 c\u0259n\u00adg\u0259 gir\u00admi\u015f, \u00f6z xal\u00adq\u0131\u00adn\u0131 n\u00f6v\u00adb\u0259\u00adti f\u0259\u00adla\u00adk\u0259\u00adt\u0259 s\u00fc\u00adr\u00fck\u00adl\u0259\u00admi\u015f er\u00adm\u0259\u00adni mil\u00adl\u0259t\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adl\u0259\u00adri in\u00addi n\u0259\u00ady\u0259 \u00fcmid b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n? Qa\u00adni\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n v\u0259 iy\u00adr\u0259nc da\u015f\u00adnak\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n bu iki xal\u00adq\u0131 qo\u00advub sal\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 u\u00e7u\u00adrum\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adxa\u00adra bi\u00adl\u0259n bir q\u00fcv\u00adv\u0259 pey\u00adda ola\u00adcaq\u00adm\u0131? \u018fg\u0259r bur\u00adda bir \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131\u015f yo\u00adlu g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcn\u00adm\u00fcr\u00ads\u0259 v\u0259 on\u00adda m\u0259\u00adnim ana\u00adm\u0131n ta\u00adle\u00adyi ne\u00adc\u0259 ola\u00adcaq, g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n? \u0130n\u00addi, g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n o, atam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kim\u00addi?
\nA\u00adnam\u00adla n\u00f6v\u00adb\u0259\u00adti te\u00adle\u00adfon m\u00fc\u00adka\u00adli\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra Az\u0259r\u00add\u0259n so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum:
\n– S\u0259n ne\u00adc\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00ads\u0259n, in\u00addi m\u0259\u00adnim ata\u00adma ikiar\u00advad\u00adl\u0131 de\u00adm\u0259k olar\u00adm\u0131?
\nM\u0259n ax\u0131r za\u00adman\u00adlar ana\u00adma tez-tez z\u0259ng el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim, fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, y\u0259\u00adqin bu\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 bir g\u00fcn atam m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc de\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k, ax\u0131 o, g\u00fc\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adr\u0131 ge\u00addib te\u00adle\u00adfon pu\u00adlu ver\u00adm\u0259\u00adli olur\u00addu, am\u00adma o, bu ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 d\u0259 ol\u00adsun na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bil\u00addir\u00adm\u0259\u00addi v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 onun q\u0259l\u00adbi\u00adge\u00adni\u015f\u00adli\u00adyin\u00add\u0259n bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259 sui-is\u00adti\u00adfa\u00add\u0259 et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. H\u0259r\u00add\u0259n d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc, am\u00adma o q\u0259\u00adtiy\u00ady\u0259n m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015fa bil\u00admir\u00addi, d\u0259r\u00adhal a\u011f\u00adla\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 el\u0259 bu \u00fcz\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 s\u00f6h\u00adb\u0259\u00adti\u00admiz al\u0131n\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\n– \u0130m\u00adta\u00adhan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n bur\u00adnu\u00adna di\u00adr\u0259n\u00addi\u00adyi bir za\u00adman\u00adda s\u0259n ni\u00ady\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 \u015fey\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 bur\u00adnu\u00adnu so\u00adxur\u00adsan? – de\u00ady\u0259 Az\u0259r na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 bil\u00addir\u00addi, an\u00adcaq g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ki, m\u0259\u00adnim do\u00addaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m tit\u00adr\u0259\u00adyir, s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 d\u00fc\u00adz\u0259\u00adli\u015f ver\u00addi, -in\u00adci\u00adm\u0259. Bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n, Ba\u00adla\u00adca, m\u0259n Mu\u00adrad \u0259mim haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda be\u00adl\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259z\u00addim, m\u0259\u00adnim \u00f6z qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 al\u00adda\u00addan, x\u0259l\u00adv\u0259t\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 da\u00adha bir ai\u00adl\u0259 sax\u00adla\u00adyan ki\u00ad\u015fi\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 \u00fcmu\u00admiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 r\u0259\u011f\u00adb\u0259\u00adtim yox\u00addur, o ki qal\u00add\u0131 s\u0259\u00adnin ata\u00adn\u0131n ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n ha\u00addi\u00ads\u0259\u00ady\u0259, bu na\u00addir hal\u00add\u0131, z\u0259\u00adru\u00adr\u0259t\u00add\u0259n do\u00ad\u011fub. O, g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00adkar de\u00adyil, n\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259y\u00addi ki, be\u00adl\u0259 ola\u00adcaq…
\n-Y\u0259\u00adni s\u0259n he\u00adsab et\u00admir\u00ads\u0259n ki, atam anam\u00adla g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259k\u00adl\u0259 Dil\u00adb\u0259r xa\u00adla\u00adya x\u0259\u00adya\u00adn\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyir?
\n– \u018fs\u00adla yox, – Az\u0259r inam\u00adla ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, – x\u0259\u00adya\u00adn\u0259t ba\u015f\u00adqa \u015fey\u00addi, m\u00f6v\u00adcud \u015f\u0259\u00adrai\u00adti n\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adr\u0259 al\u00admaq la\u00adz\u0131m\u00add\u0131r, o bu ad\u00add\u0131\u00adm\u0131 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 at\u0131b v\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r ki, Dil\u00adb\u0259r xa\u00adn\u0131m bu m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259n x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r tut\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b, onun anan\u00adla h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 d\u0259 haq\u00adq\u0131 var. S\u0259\u00adnin anan onun ke\u00e7\u00admi\u00ad\u015fi\u00addi, k\u00f6l\u00adg\u0259\u00adsi ki\u00admi onu t\u0259rk el\u0259\u00adyib v\u0259 q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n qa\u00ady\u0131\u00add\u0131b. O is\u0259 ye\u00adni bir h\u0259\u00adyat ba\u015f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b, ye\u00adni ai\u00adl\u0259 qu\u00adrub. Be\u00adl\u0259 olan t\u0259q\u00addir\u00add\u0259, b\u0259\u00ady\u0259m o f\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adyin uc\u00adba\u00adt\u0131n\u00addan iti\u00adril\u00admi\u015f sev\u00adgi\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 bi\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 ol\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r? \u018fl\u00adb\u0259t\u00adt\u0259, o, ye\u00adni ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni d\u0259 ata bil\u00adm\u0259z. Bu, h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131n qa\u00adnu\u00adnu\u00addur. G\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u015f d\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn pla\u00adne\u00adti ey\u00adni vaxt\u00adda i\u015f\u0131q\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00adra bil\u00admir, el\u0259 bu\u00adna g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 d\u0259 ge\u00adc\u0259 il\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00add\u00fcz bir-bi\u00adri\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni \u0259v\u0259z el\u0259\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r. M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir ki, in\u00addi s\u0259\u00adnin ana\u00adn\u0131n h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda ge\u00adc\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b v\u0259 o na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131 de\u00adyil, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki bi\u00adlir ki, bu ge\u00adc\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r uzan\u00adsa da, onun qis\u00adm\u0259\u00adti\u00adn\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u015f\u00add\u0259n pay d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adc\u0259k, – de\u00addi, – b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00adnah\u00adlar l\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259l\u00admi\u015f m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00add\u0259\u00addir…
\nM\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm. B\u0259\u00adli, m\u0259\u00adnim za\u00adval\u00adl\u0131 anam ana\u00addan s\u0259br\u00adsiz do\u00ad\u011ful\u00adsa da, in\u00addi uzaq Mosk\u00adva\u00adda s\u0259br\u00adl\u0259 \u00f6z g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u00ad\u015fi\u00adni g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir. H\u0259\u00adkim\u00adlik oxu\u00adya\u00adcam, i\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259m, anam da m\u0259\u00adnim ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adma g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259k. B\u0259s Az\u0259r? O bi\u00adzim\u00adl\u0259 T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00admi? Ha\u00ad\u00e7an\u00adsa biz ar\u00adzu\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131q ki, k\u00f6\u00ad\u00e7\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00adz\u00fc Az\u0259r v\u0259 Ai\u00adda ada\u00ads\u0131\u00adna sa\u00adlaq… fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim qa\u00adr\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 el\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0259\u00adra\u00adra al\u00add\u0131m ki, m\u00fc\u00adv\u0259q\u00adq\u0259\u00adti ola\u00adraq, h\u0259r \u015fe\u00adyi unu\u00addum, im\u00adta\u00adhan\u00adlar\u00addan ba\u015f\u00adqa. M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir\u00addi ki, ali m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259 q\u0259\u00adbul olan\u00addan son\u00adra biz T\u00fcr\u00adki\u00ady\u0259\u00ady\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00adz\u00fc ye\u00adti\u00adrib, anam\u00adla bir\u00adlik\u00add\u0259 t\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259 bi\u00adle\u00adti\u00admi “yu\u00adya” bi\u00adl\u0259\u00adrik, am\u00adma har\u00addan bi\u00adl\u0259y\u00addim ki, g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l an\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ar\u00add\u0131n\u00adca ta\u00adle\u00adyim\u00add\u0259n el\u0259 bir z\u0259r\u00adb\u0259 ala\u00adcam ki, iki\u00adqat \u0259yi\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259m…<\/p>\n

XXXXVII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

Q\u0259\u00adbul im\u00adta\u00adhan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda \u0259n y\u00fck\u00ads\u0259k bal top\u00adla\u00adyan\u00adlar\u00addan bi\u00adri m\u0259n ol\u00addum. \u015ead x\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adri ha\u00adm\u0131\u00addan qa\u00adbaq e\u015fi\u00add\u0259n Az\u0259r bi\u00adz\u0259 bir z\u0259n\u00adbil a\u011f q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfil v\u0259 zan\u00adbaq g\u00f6n\u00add\u0259r\u00admi\u015f\u00addi v\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u00adzi\u00adli\u00admiz o g\u00fcn g\u00fcl \u015fi\u00adtil\u00adli\u00adyi\u00adni xa\u00adt\u0131r\u00adla\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131, \u0259tir sa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131r\u00add\u0131. M\u0259\u00adnim tibb ins\u00adti\u00adtu\u00adtu\u00adna gir\u00adm\u0259\u00adyim m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adsi\u00adb\u0259\u00adti\u00adl\u0259 atam d\u0259b\u00add\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adli qo\u00adnaq\u00adl\u0131q ver\u00addi. O, xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt\u00adlik\u00add\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131r\u00add\u0131, Dil\u00adb\u0259r is\u0259 h\u0259\u00ads\u0259d\u00add\u0259n qa\u00adral\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, y\u0259\u00adqin he\u00adsab el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi ki, qo\u00adnaq\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n pu\u00adlu v\u0259 \u00f6gey q\u0131\u00adz\u0131n h\u0259\u00addiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259\u00adki\u00adl\u0259n x\u0259rc onun ki\u00ads\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259n ge\u00addir. Ban\u00adket\u00add\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 bir-bi\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n qiy\u00adm\u0259t\u00adli h\u0259\u00addiy\u00ady\u0259\u00adl\u0259r ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar; atam m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131 bi\u00ad\u00e7i\u00admin\u00add\u0259 bril\u00adyant s\u0131r\u00ad\u011fa\u00adlar al\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m m\u0259\u00adnim \u015f\u0259\u00adha\u00add\u0259t bar\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma al\u00admaz qa\u015f\u00adl\u0131 in\u00adc\u0259 bir \u00fcz\u00fck ke\u00ad\u00e7irt\u00addi, H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim m\u0259\u00adni pla\u00adtin qol\u00adba\u00ad\u011f\u0131y\u00adla se\u00advin\u00addir\u00addi, Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim is\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 a\u011f ital\u00adyan q\u0131\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131n\u00addan ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adlan\u00adm\u0131\u015f bo\u00adyun\u00adba\u00ad\u011f\u0131 t\u0259q\u00addim el\u0259\u00addi. Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn ax\u00ad\u015fa\u00adm\u0131 m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 r\u0259qs el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n, m\u0259\u00adni \u00e7ox sev\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adl\u0259 f\u0259xr et\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni di\u00adli\u00adn\u0259 g\u0259\u00adti\u00adr\u0259n Az\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259\u00adz\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adnir\u00addi. M\u0259n se\u00advin\u00adcim\u00add\u0259n bil\u00admir\u00addim ney\u00adn\u0259\u00adyim!
\nEr\u00adt\u0259\u00adsi g\u00fcn s\u0259\u00adh\u0259r m\u0259n \u00e7ar\u00adpa\u00ady\u0131\u00adya s\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adnib \u0259lim\u00add\u0259 te\u00adle\u00adfon ana\u00adma tes\u00adtin sual\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 v\u0259 ban\u00adke\u00adtin t\u0259f\u00adsi\u00adla\u00adt\u0131 haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda m\u0259\u00adlu\u00admat\u00adlar ve\u00adrir\u00addim. Anam v\u0259 Qre\u00adta n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adyin o bi\u00adri ucun\u00adda m\u0259\u00adni hay-k\u00fcy\u00adl\u0259 t\u0259b\u00adrik edir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 m\u0259n fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, bir-iki h\u0259f\u00adt\u0259\u00adli\u00ady\u0259 ge\u00addib on\u00adla\u00adra ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u00ads\u0259m pis ol\u00admaz\u00add\u0131. V\u0259 el\u0259 bu ara\u00adda da qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adm\u0131z d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fcl\u00add\u00fc.
\n– Ai\u00adda, a\u00e7 qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adn\u0131! – N\u0259\u00adn\u0259m m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259x\u00add\u0259n s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi, – m\u0259n bur\u00addan ara\u00adla\u00adna bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m. Qu\u00adtab ya\u00adnar.
\nS\u00fcbh tez\u00add\u0259n is\u00adt\u0259k\u00adli n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259x\u00add\u0259 t\u0259r t\u00f6\u00adk\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc ki, \u00e7ox sev\u00addi\u00adyim g\u00f6\u00ady\u0259r\u00adti v\u0259 k\u0259\u00addi qu\u00adta\u00adb\u0131 il\u0259 a\u011f\u00adz\u0131\u00adm\u0131 da\u00adda g\u0259\u00adtir\u00adsin.
\nM\u0259n te\u00adle\u00adfon\u00adda ana\u00adma da\u00adha bir ne\u00ad\u00e7\u0259 xo\u015f s\u00f6z de\u00adyib, onun\u00adla xu\u00adda\u00adha\u00adfiz\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fib qa\u00e7\u00add\u0131m qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adya. G\u00f6z ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n ba\u00adx\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fcm ki, Az\u0259r\u00addi v\u0259 onun be\u00adl\u0259 q\u0259\u00adfil g\u0259\u00adli\u00ad\u015fi\u00adn\u0259 t\u0259\u0259c\u00adc\u00fcb\u00adl\u0259n\u00addim. Se\u00advinc\u00adl\u0259 qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adn\u0131 onun \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 tay\u00adba\u00adtay a\u00e7an\u00adda ye\u00adrim\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259 do\u00adnub qal\u00add\u0131m: \u0259mo\u011f\u00adlu\u00admun r\u0259n\u00adgi ava\u00adz\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 h\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131y\u00add\u0131. Qor\u00adxu\u00adlu duy\u00ad\u011fu\u00adlar \u00e7ul\u00ad\u011fa\u00adla\u00add\u0131 m\u0259\u00adni…
\n– S\u0259\u00adn\u0259 n\u0259 olub? – h\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adcan\u00adla so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum.
\n– G\u0259l \u0259y\u00adl\u0259\u015f, Ba\u00adla\u00adca, – Az\u0259r de\u00addi, – biz da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00ady\u0131q.
\n– Da\u00adn\u0131\u015f…- g\u00fcc\u00adl\u0259 e\u015fi\u00addi\u00adl\u0259n bir s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259 yal\u00adn\u0131z bu k\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00adni di\u00adli\u00adm\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addim, ar\u00adt\u0131q m\u0259n \u0259n d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli x\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adr\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 ha\u00adz\u0131r idim.
\nH\u0259r hal\u00adda \u0259mo\u011f\u00adlum\u00addan e\u015fit\u00addi\u00adyim x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259z ol\u00addu.
\n– Ba\u00adla\u00adca, m\u0259n s\u0259\u00adbr\u00adl\u0259 s\u0259\u00adnin ali m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259\u00adb\u0259 q\u0259\u00adbul olun\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki bu, s\u0259\u00adnin ta\u00adle\u00adyin\u00add\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u00fc\u00adh\u00fcm bir ad\u00add\u0131m idi v\u0259 bu va\u00adcib d\u00f6\u00adn\u0259m\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259\u00adnin q\u0259l\u00adbi\u00adni ya\u00adra\u00adla\u00adya bil\u00adm\u0259z\u00addim. Am\u00adma in\u00addi bir hal\u00adda ki, h\u0259r \u015fey ar\u00adxa\u00adda qa\u00adl\u0131b; im\u00adta\u00adhan\u00adlar da, ban\u00adket d\u0259, u\u015faq\u00adl\u0131q da, s\u0259\u00adni b\u0259\u00adzi \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259n agah et\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi\u00adr\u0259m, \u00fcmid edi\u00adr\u0259m ki, m\u0259\u00adni ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00ads\u0259n. M\u0259n ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 s\u0259\u00adnin ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna g\u0259l\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m ki, s\u0259n bi\u00adzim n\u0259\u00adsil\u00add\u0259 ye\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 in\u00adsan\u00adsan ki, m\u0259\u00adnim at\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00addi\u00adyim ad\u00add\u0131\u00adm\u0131 d\u00fcz\u00adg\u00fcn qiy\u00adm\u0259t\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adr\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00ads\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni an\u00adla\u00adyar\u00adsan.
\nA\u00adz\u0259r aram\u00adla da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131, hiss olu\u00adnur\u00addu ki, da\u00adha m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adsib s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259r ax\u00adta\u00adr\u0131r. M\u0259n is\u0259 lap si\u00ad\u00e7an ki\u00admi otur\u00admu\u015f\u00addum, n\u0259\u00adf\u0259s al\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa da qor\u00adxur\u00addum.
\n– Ay\u00adka, bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq ki, bu h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 yal\u00adn\u0131z bi\u00adzim \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc\u00adz\u0259 m\u0259x\u00adsus sirr\u00addi, bi\u00adzi ulu g\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259r qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda ver\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admiz v\u0259d\u00adl\u0259r ba\u011f\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r v\u0259 el\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259\u00adni in\u00adcit\u00adm\u0259k m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Am\u00adma inan: \u0259g\u0259r m\u0259\u00adnim s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ina\u00adm\u0131m ol\u00adma\u00adsay\u00add\u0131, he\u00e7 za\u00adman bu ad\u00add\u0131\u00adm\u0131 at\u00admaq q\u0259\u00adra\u00adr\u0131\u00adna g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259z\u00addim. Bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n, Ba\u00adla\u00adca, m\u0259n k\u00f6\u00adn\u00fcl\u00adl\u00fc \u0259ri\u00adz\u0259 ver\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m ki, Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u00ad\u011fa d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ge\u00addim. Sa\u00adbah, ya bi\u00adri\u00adsi g\u00fcn yo\u00adla d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adr\u0259m. Bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n, m\u0259n da\u00adha h\u0259r g\u00fcn Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f\u00addan g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00adm\u0259k iq\u00adti\u00adda\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda de\u00adyi\u00adl\u0259m. Bu m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259 \u00e7ox uzan\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n qor\u00adxu\u00adram ki, za\u00adman ke\u00e7\u00addik\u00adc\u0259 biz bu bia\u00adb\u0131r\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011fa al\u0131\u00ad\u015faq. M\u0259n \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00add\u0259 ca\u00advan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u015fad\u00adl\u0131q i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 g\u0259z\u00addik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 x\u0259\u00adca\u00adl\u0259t \u00e7\u0259\u00adki\u00adr\u0259m: fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fi\u00adr\u0259m ki, bi\u00adzim bu g\u00fcn bu\u00adna haq\u00adq\u0131\u00adm\u0131z var\u00adm\u0131? Ax\u0131 Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u011f\u00addan h\u0259r g\u00fcn ca\u00advan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n me\u00adyi\u00addi g\u0259\u00adlir, d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259n ye\u00adni \u0259ra\u00adzi\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 yi\u00ady\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adnir. B\u0259s bi\u00adzim te\u00adle\u00adka\u00adnal\u00adlar\u00adda n\u0259 g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259\u00adrir\u00adl\u0259r? Ul\u00adduz\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n i\u015f\u00adti\u00adra\u00adk\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259z\u00adh\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259r, y\u00fcn\u00adg\u00fcl ve\u00adri\u00adli\u015f\u00adl\u0259r. Bu g\u00fcn b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00adk\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adn\u0259 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 s\u0259\u00adf\u0259r\u00adb\u0259r olun\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r. Biz d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adni ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 oturt\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yum\u00adruq ki\u00admi bir\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00adyik. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n get\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259m, bir ba\u015f\u00adqa\u00ads\u0131 da bo\u00adyun qa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131r\u00adsa, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00adc\u00fc\u00ads\u00fc d\u0259 giz\u00adl\u0259n\u00ads\u0259, b\u0259s on\u00adda bu V\u0259\u00adt\u0259\u00adni kim qo\u00adru\u00adya\u00adcaq? Na\u00adzim Hik\u00adm\u0259t ne\u00adc\u0259 de\u00adyib? H\u0259, s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adyib ki, m\u0259n yan\u00adma\u00adsam, s\u0259n yan\u00adma\u00adsan, biz yan\u00adma\u00adsaq, ne\u00adc\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar qa\u00adran\u00adl\u0131q\u00adlar ay\u00add\u0131n\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011fa?
\nA\u00adz\u0259r ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n qalx\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259s\u0259\u00adbi hal\u00adda otaq\u00adda g\u0259\u00adzin\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. Bir\u00add\u0259n ayaq sax\u00adla\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 as\u00adta\u00addan:
\n– M\u0259n iki g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra yo\u00adla d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adr\u0259m, – de\u00addi, – s\u0259n\u00add\u0259n sa\u00adva\u00ady\u0131 bu\u00adnu he\u00e7 kim bil\u00admir. S\u0259n bu x\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adri ata\u00adma m\u0259n c\u0259b\u00adh\u0259\u00ady\u0259 yo\u00adla d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n\u00add\u0259n bir g\u00fcn son\u00adra \u00e7at\u00add\u0131\u00adrar\u00adsan v\u0259 o vax\u00adta q\u0259\u00add\u0259r \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u015f ki, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc tox\u00adtaq apa\u00adra\u00adsan, ol\u00addu\u00admu, Ba\u00adla\u00adca? Y\u0259\u00adni s\u0259n bu v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adf\u0259\u00adnin \u00f6h\u00add\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259n g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00ads\u0259n?
\nM\u0259n ca\u00advab ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addim. A\u011f\u00adla\u00adma\u00add\u0131m, h\u00f6n\u00adk\u00fcr\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, \u015fi\u00adv\u0259n qo\u00adpar\u00adma\u00add\u0131m. Sus\u00addum v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259 bu s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc bir ne\u00ad\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 t\u0259k\u00adrar\u00adla\u00add\u0131m: “Bu da ax\u0131\u00adr\u0131… Bu\u00adnun\u00adla da m\u0259\u00adnim h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131m bit\u00addi”.
\n…Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m bi\u00adzi t\u0259\u00adz\u0259 bi\u00ad\u015fir\u00addi\u00adyi, \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 su\u00admax s\u0259p\u00addi\u00adyi nam\u00adna\u00adzik qu\u00adta\u00adba qo\u00adnaq et\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n he\u00e7 bir l\u0259z\u00adz\u0259t al\u00adma\u00add\u0131m. Az\u0259r is\u0259, \u0259k\u00adsi\u00adn\u0259, za\u00adra\u00adfat\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131r, g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcr, gah da n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admi qu\u00adcaq\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. O \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, ix\u00adti\u00adya\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda olan iki g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc ai\u00adl\u0259 \u00fczv\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 qay\u00ad\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6s\u00adt\u0259r\u00adsin, ar\u00adt\u0131q \u0259r evin\u00add\u0259 olan, h\u0259t\u00adta k\u00f6r\u00adp\u0259 b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00add\u0259n ba\u00adc\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna z\u0259ng el\u0259\u00adsin.
\n– Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n qo\u00adhum\u00adlar\u00adla g\u0259z\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u00adxa\u00adcam, -Az\u0259r de\u00addi, -bi\u00adzim d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qo\u00ad\u015ful\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00adm\u0259z\u00addin ki?
\nM\u0259n onun t\u0259k\u00adli\u00adfi\u00adni q\u0259\u00adbul et\u00adm\u0259\u00addim, qorx\u00addum ki, i\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adri kor\u00adla\u00adyam…
\n– Am\u00adma m\u0259n sa\u00adbah b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc si\u00adzin\u00adl\u0259 bir yer\u00add\u0259 ola\u00adcam, -Az\u0259r de\u00addi, -am\u00adma sa\u00adat yed\u00addi\u00ady\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r, son\u00adra ev\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00ady\u0259m. S\u0259n m\u0259\u00adni ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00ads\u0259n, Ba\u00adla\u00adca, son ax\u00ad\u015fa\u00adm\u0131 m\u0259n is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi\u00adr\u0259m ki, va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim\u00adl\u0259 bir yer\u00add\u0259 olum… Sa\u00adba\u00adha q\u0259\u00add\u0259r, Ba\u00adla\u00adca!-de\u00addi v\u0259 \u0259li\u00adni ya\u00adna\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma \u00e7\u0259\u00adkib get\u00addi.<\/p>\n

XXXXVIII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L
\n<\/strong>
\nA\u00adyaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m \u0130\u00e7\u0259\u00adri\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adrin \u00e7ay\u00adlaq da\u00ad\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6\u00ad\u015f\u0259n\u00admi\u015f k\u00fc\u00ad\u00e7\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi\u00admi, d\u0259y\u00admir\u00addi\u00admi, bil\u00admir\u00addim. U\u00e7ur\u00addum, ox ki\u00admi s\u00fc\u00adz\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm v\u0259 Q\u0131z qa\u00adla\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131n lap ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc Az\u0259\u00adr\u0259 \u00e7at\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 var s\u0259\u00adsim\u00adl\u0259 ba\u00ad\u011f\u0131r\u00add\u0131m:
\n– Az\u0259r!!!
\nO \u00e7ev\u00adril\u00addi v\u0259 b\u0259\u00adz\u0259k kol\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7\u00adra\u00ady\u0131b m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 t\u0259\u00adr\u0259f ad\u00add\u0131m\u00adla\u00add\u0131.
\n– M\u0259n s\u0259\u00adni he\u00e7 ya\u00adna bu\u00adra\u00adxan de\u00adyi\u00adl\u0259m, e\u015fi\u00addir\u00ads\u0259n? -K\u00f6y\u00adn\u0259\u00adyi\u00adnin ya\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan ya\u00adp\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131b onu sil\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00addim, – e\u015fi\u00addir\u00ads\u0259n?!
\nYol\u00addan \u00f6t\u0259n\u00adl\u0259r hey\u00adr\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 bi\u00adz\u0259 ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar.
\nA\u00adz\u0259r in\u00adcik hal\u00adda dil\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi:
\n– G\u0259l, d\u0259\u00adni\u00adz\u0259 sa\u00adr\u0131 ge\u00add\u0259k!
\nBiz bul\u00adva\u00adra d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fck. Ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131z\u00addan g\u00f6\u00adz\u0259l ge\u00adyi\u00adnib-kecin\u00admi\u015f \u015f\u0259n in\u00adsan\u00adlar ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r: t\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adl\u0259r, bir-bi\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 vu\u00adru\u00adlan\u00adlar, be\u00ad\u015fik ara\u00adba\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 d\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131r\u00adla\u00addan ana\u00adlar… T\u0259\u00adqa\u00fcd\u00ad\u00e7\u00fc\u00adl\u0259r skam\u00adya\u00adlar\u00adda otu\u00adrub k\u00fc\u00adr\u0259k\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 ve\u00adr\u0259-ve\u00adr\u0259 m\u00fcr\u00adg\u00fc\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 kim\u00ads\u0259\u00adnin ve\u00adci\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 de\u00adyil\u00addi ki, bir b\u0259d\u00adb\u0259xt q\u0131z\u00adc\u0131\u00ad\u011fa\u00adz\u0131 sev\u00addi\u00adyi o\u011f\u00adlan t\u0259rk el\u0259\u00adyir v\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ge\u00addir…
\n– N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00ady\u0259 s\u0259n get\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00ads\u0259n, on\u00adlar yox? – Q\u0259d\u00addar\u00adca\u00ads\u0131\u00adna p\u0131\u00ad\u00e7\u0131l\u00adda\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 \u015f\u0259\u00adha\u00add\u0259t bar\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131 skam\u00adya\u00adda otu\u00adran, z\u00f6vq\u00ads\u00fcz ge\u00adyim\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 yad\u00adda qa\u00adlan, tum \u00e7\u0131rt\u00adla\u00adyan v\u0259 s\u0259\u00adki\u00add\u0259n ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259n\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 alt\u00addan-alt\u00addan ba\u00adxan al\u00adya\u00adnaq k\u0259nd u\u015faq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna tu\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m, -on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ana\u00ads\u0131 il\u00add\u0259 bir u\u015faq do\u00ad\u011fur, am\u00adma s\u0259n ai\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 ye\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 o\u011f\u00adlan\u00adsan!
\nA\u00adz\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc tur\u00ad\u015fut\u00addu:
\n– S\u0259n d\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00ads\u0259n? Bir o \u00e7at\u00adm\u0131r ki, s\u0259n d\u0259 anam ki\u00admi m\u0259\u00adni di\u00adl\u0259 tu\u00adta\u00adsan.
\n– M\u0259n d\u00fcz de\u00adyi\u00adr\u0259m: Er\u00adm\u0259\u00adnis\u00adtan\u00adda iki y\u00fcz min\u00add\u0259n ar\u00adt\u0131q az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan\u00adl\u0131 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. On\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 or\u00addan qo\u00advub\u00adlar, am\u00adma in\u00addi on\u00adlar ge\u00addib qi\u00adsas al\u00admaq \u0259v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adn\u0259, bul\u00advar\u00adda otu\u00adrub\u00adlar. De\u00adm\u0259k, in\u00addi on\u00adlar tum \u00e7\u0131rt\u00adla\u00adya-\u00e7\u0131rt\u00adla\u00adya \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adri zi\u00adbil\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r, \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna gi\u00adri\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r, s\u0259n d\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00ads\u0259n on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u0259v\u0259\u00adzi\u00adn\u0259 vu\u00adru\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa? M\u0259n s\u0259\u00adni bu\u00adrax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adcam, ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcr\u00ads\u0259n, bu\u00adrax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adcam!!!
\nAl\u00adya\u00adnaq\u00adl\u0131 ca\u00advan\u00adlar ma\u00adraq\u00adla bi\u00adz\u0259 ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, on\u00adlar\u00addan bi\u00adri n\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00addi\u00ads\u0259, o bi\u00adri\u00adl\u0259r d\u0259r\u00adhal q\u0259h\u00adq\u0259\u00adh\u0259 \u00e7\u0259\u00adkib g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar v\u0259 m\u0259n Az\u0259\u00adrin qa\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u00e7a\u00adt\u0131l\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131, yum\u00adruq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n d\u00fc\u00ady\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fcm ki, ara\u00adda da\u00adva-da\u00adla\u015f da ola bi\u00adl\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcn\u00adki m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 m\u0259\u00adlum idi ki, \u0259mo\u011f\u00adlu\u00admun bey\u00adni qan\u00add\u0131, \u0259sl ai\u00adl\u0259 t\u0259r\u00adbi\u00ady\u0259\u00adsi g\u00f6r\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 ki, kim\u00ads\u0259 onun ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 qa\u00add\u0131\u00adna ba\u015f\u00adqa g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259 ba\u00adx\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ala bil\u00admir, da\u00adva\u00adya gi\u00adri\u00ad\u015fir\u00addi. M\u0259n ina\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131m ki, Az\u0259r s\u00fcd\u00add\u0259nya\u00adn\u0131q, ba\u015f\u00addanxa\u00adrab bu al\u00adya\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ha\u00adm\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131n d\u0259r\u00adsi\u00adni t\u0259k\u00adba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna ve\u00adr\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r, am\u00adma m\u0259n d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 da\u00adva\u00addan, dar\u00adt\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00addan, m\u00fc\u00adna\u00adqi\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00add\u0259n qor\u00adxur\u00addum.
\nM\u0259n Az\u0259\u00adrin on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ne\u00adc\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00add\u00fc\u00ady\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259 qo\u00adlu\u00adna gir\u00addim:
\n– Ge\u00add\u0259k ka\u00adfe\u00ady\u0259, – de\u00addim.
\nO ca\u00advab ver\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r d\u0259 ona q\u0131\u00ads\u0131l\u00add\u0131m:
\n– M\u0259n \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi\u00adr\u0259m, – de\u00addim, – su\u00adsa\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam.
\nM\u0259\u00adnim ya\u00adla\u00adn\u0131m Az\u0259\u00adri al\u00adma\u00adya\u00adnaq\u00adla\u00adra ba\u015f qo\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa qoy\u00adma\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 in\u00adc\u0259 bir t\u0259\u0259s\u00ads\u00fcf his\u00adsi\u00adl\u0259 qeyd et\u00adm\u0259\u00adli\u00ady\u0259m ki, h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u0259 mey\u00addan bo\u015f qal\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 o m\u0259\u00adni ka\u00adfe\u00ady\u0259 apar\u00add\u0131.
\nBiz h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 hir\u00adsi so\u00adyu\u00adma\u00adyan Az\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131 \u0259y\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fib d\u0259\u00adni\u00adzin s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni din\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addik. O, bir\u00add\u0259n d\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcb so\u00adru\u015f\u00addu:
\n– G\u00f6r\u00add\u00fcn\u00adm\u00fc o yel\u00adbe\u00adyin de\u00adbil\u00adl\u0259\u00adri? S\u0259n do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131, el\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00ads\u0259n ki, bu v\u0259\u00adt\u0259\u00adni on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u00fcmi\u00addi\u00adn\u0259 qoy\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00ady\u0131q? M\u0259n el\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 bir yer\u00add\u0259 vu\u00adru\u015f\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00adm\u0259z\u00addim.
\n– Unut on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131. M\u0259n s\u0259\u00adni se\u00advi\u00adr\u0259m-de\u00addim v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi ki, o m\u0259\u00adnim s\u0259\u00adsim\u00add\u0259\u00adki xif\u00adf\u0259\u00adti hiss el\u0259\u00addi, -m\u0259n s\u0259\u00adni itir\u00adm\u0259k\u00add\u0259n qor\u00adxu\u00adram… At\u00adma m\u0259\u00adni…
\nG\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n o, m\u0259\u00adna\u00adl\u0131-m\u0259\u00adna\u00adl\u0131 g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Ba\u00adla\u00adca, ha\u00ad\u00e7an\u00adsa m\u0259n s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m ki, s\u0259\u00adni n\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 se\u00advi\u00adr\u0259m? Ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ki, s\u0259n ba\u015f\u00adqa\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna b\u0259n\u00adz\u0259\u00admir\u00ads\u0259n, c\u0259\u00adsur\u00adsan, m\u00fc\u00adba\u00adriz\u00ads\u0259n, d\u0259\u00adli ki\u00admi\u00ads\u0259n v\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn bun\u00adlar s\u0259\u00adni b\u0259n\u00adz\u0259r\u00adsiz el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n x\u00fc\u00adsu\u00adsiy\u00ady\u0259t\u00adl\u0259r\u00addi.
\nO m\u0259\u00adnim so\u00adyu\u00adyub bu\u00adza d\u00f6n\u00adm\u00fc\u015f \u0259li\u00admi ov\u00adcu\u00adna al\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 eh\u00admal\u00adca \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adk\u0259\u00addi.<\/p>\n

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– Bi\u00adlir\u00ads\u0259n, Ay\u00adka, m\u0259n \u00e7ox\u00addan\u00add\u0131, \u00f6z\u00adl\u00fc\u00ady\u00fcm\u00add\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adt\u00fcr-qoy el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim ki, -de\u00addi, -d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ki\u00admin\u00adl\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259m, m\u0259\u00adnim\u00adki ki\u00admin\u00adl\u0259 tu\u00adtar? Be\u00adl\u0259 ki, n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r ta\u00adn\u0131\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131m qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adlar var\u00adsa, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn su\u00adr\u0259\u00adti g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim \u00f6n\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addi; Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin, Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbi\u00admin v\u0259 bir d\u0259 s\u0259\u00adnin. Q\u0259\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00addir ki, bi\u00adzim n\u0259s\u00adlin son n\u00fc\u00adma\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m ki\u00admi, Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim ki\u00admi q\u0259l\u00adb\u0259n sev\u00adm\u0259\u00adyi ba\u00adca\u00adran, c\u0259\u00adsur\u00adluq et\u00adm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ha\u00adz\u0131r olan yal\u00adn\u0131z s\u0259n\u00ads\u0259n. N\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim ba\u00adc\u0131\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m, n\u0259 Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbi\u00admin q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 son n\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00ads\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r m\u00fc\u00adba\u00adri\u00adz\u0259 apar\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa qa\u00addir de\u00adyil\u00adl\u0259r. M\u0259n bi\u00adli\u00adr\u0259m ki, on\u00adlar ha\u00adm\u0131\u00ads\u0131 l\u0259\u00adya\u00adq\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 pa\u00adpa\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n g\u00fcl ba\u00adla\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adna \u0259r\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 do\u011f\u00adma ai\u00adl\u0259 oca\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n is\u00adti\u00adsi\u00adni \u0259zml\u0259 qo\u00adru\u00adya\u00adcaq\u00adlar, ai\u00adl\u0259 b\u00fcd\u00adc\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni ar\u00adt\u0131\u00adra\u00adcaq\u00adlar. On\u00adlar bu sa\u00adyaq h\u0259\u00adyat t\u0259r\u00adzi\u00adn\u0259 \u00f6n\u0259m ve\u00adrir\u00adl\u0259r, am\u00adma m\u0259n \u00f6z ama\u00adzon\u00adka\u00adm\u0131 se\u00advi\u00adr\u0259m: m\u0259\u011f\u00adrur, c\u0259\u00adsur, ki\u00ad\u015fi ki\u00admi-tap\u00addan\u00adm\u0131\u015f c\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131r\u00adla get\u00adm\u0259\u00adyi xo\u015f\u00adla\u00adma\u00adyan ama\u00adzon\u00adka\u00adm\u0131…
\n– Biz c\u0259\u00adsur\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n a\u011f\u0131l\u00ads\u0131z\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda mah\u00adn\u0131 oxu\u00admu\u00adruq ki? – M\u0259n so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum, – M\u0259n ama\u00adzon\u00adka-zad de\u00adyi\u00adl\u0259m, s\u0259\u00adni itir\u00adm\u0259k\u00add\u0259n d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 qor\u00adxan adi bir q\u0131\u00adzam. M\u0259n s\u0259n\u00adsiz ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adya bil\u00adm\u0259\u00adr\u0259m, bu\u00adnu ba\u00ad\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fcr\u00ads\u0259n\u00admi s\u0259n? \u018fg\u0259r s\u0259n m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00ady\u0259 get\u00ads\u0259n, m\u0259n d\u0259 ar\u00add\u0131n\u00adca g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259m!!!
\n– Yox, Ai\u00adda, s\u0259n m\u0259\u00adni bur\u00adda g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00ads\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim yox\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adma d\u00f6\u00adz\u0259 bil\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adm\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k-di\u00adr\u0259k ve\u00adr\u0259-ve\u00adr\u0259. M\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 qorx\u00adma, Al\u00adlah m\u0259\u00adni s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 qo\u00adru\u00adya\u00adcaq. Ax\u0131, ni\u00ady\u0259 s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir ki, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc g\u00fcl\u00adl\u0259\u00adnin qa\u00adba\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna ve\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259m?
\n– Get\u00adm\u0259, qur\u00adba\u00adn\u0131n olum, – m\u0259n tir-tir \u0259sir\u00addim, di\u00adlim s\u00f6z tut\u00admur\u00addu, am\u00adma bu s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc t\u0259k\u00adrar et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adc\u00fcm \u00e7at\u00add\u0131, – get\u00adm\u0259, qur\u00adba\u00adn\u0131n olum…
\n– Ay\u00adka, ax\u0131 biz s\u0259\u00adnin\u00adl\u0259 d\u00f6rd u\u015faq b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fct\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adr\u0131q, el\u0259 de\u00adyil\u00admi? \u0130l\u00adl\u0259r ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259\u00adc\u0259k, bu u\u015faq\u00adlar b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259k v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn on\u00adlar m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n so\u00adru\u00ad\u015fa\u00adcaq\u00adlar ki, \u015f\u0259x\u00ads\u0259n m\u0259n Qa\u00adra\u00adba\u00ad\u011f\u0131n v\u0259 el\u0259\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 ona ya\u00adx\u0131n Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan ra\u00adyon\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n m\u0259n\u00adfur d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259n\u00add\u0259n t\u0259\u00admiz\u00adl\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 ney\u00adn\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m? N\u0259 ca\u00advab ve\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00ady\u0259m? De\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259m ki, ai\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 ye\u00adga\u00adn\u0259 o\u011f\u00adlan idim, n\u0259s\u00adlin va\u00adri\u00adsi sa\u00ady\u0131\u00adl\u0131r\u00add\u0131m, ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 ma\u00admam m\u0259\u00adni m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adri\u00adb\u0259\u00ady\u0259 get\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qoy\u00adma\u00add\u0131? S\u0259n is\u00adti\u00adyir\u00ads\u0259n\u00admi ki, s\u0259\u00adnin \u0259ri\u00adn\u0259 \u00f6z u\u015faq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 nif\u00adr\u0259t b\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00adsin?
\nM\u0259n bu\u00adnu ne\u00adc\u0259 is\u00adt\u0259\u00ady\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addim?! V\u0259 ge\u00adri \u00e7\u0259\u00adkil\u00addim… T\u0259s\u00adlim ol\u00addum.<\/p>\n

XXXXIX F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130\u00adki g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra Az\u0259r get\u00addi. \u00dcr\u0259\u00adyim tit\u00adr\u0259\u00ady\u0259-tit\u00adr\u0259\u00ady\u0259 H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mi\u00adnin xid\u00adm\u0259\u00adti te\u00adle\u00adfo\u00adnu\u00adnu y\u0131\u011f\u00add\u0131m ki, bu m\u00fcd\u00adhi\u015f m\u0259\u00adlu\u00adma\u00adt\u0131 ona \u00e7at\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131m. \u018fmi\u00admi m\u0259n h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adt\u0259n \u00e7ox is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim v\u0259 el\u0259 bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 bu d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r\u00adl\u0259 onu ya\u00adra\u00adla\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00admir\u00addim; am\u00adma bir xey\u00adli t\u0259\u00adr\u0259d\u00add\u00fcd el\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259n son\u00adra \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc top\u00adla\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 m\u00f6v\u00adcud h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adti bir ne\u00ad\u00e7\u0259 k\u0259l\u00adm\u0259 il\u0259 ona \u00e7at\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131m.
\n– Ai\u00adda\u00adcan, q\u0131\u00adz\u0131m. Otur ev\u00add\u0259, he\u00e7 ya\u00adna da \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma, e\u015fi\u00addir\u00ads\u0259n? \u0130n\u00addi m\u0259n g\u0259\u00adli\u00adr\u0259m si\u00adz\u0259!
\nA\u00adz\u0259\u00adrin va\u00adli\u00addeyn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri, o c\u00fcm\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259n n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m v\u0259 b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn ya\u00adx\u0131n qo\u00adhum\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131z d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 idi\u00adl\u0259r. \u00dcz\u00fc ax\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma bi\u00adzim ev\u0259 o q\u0259\u00add\u0259r adam top\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131 ki, otur\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa da yer ol\u00adma\u00add\u0131, evi\u00admiz ar\u0131 p\u0259\u00adt\u0259\u00adyi\u00adn\u0259 ox\u00ad\u015fa\u00add\u0131. M\u0259n son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 yo\u00adru\u00adlub usan\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m. Ax\u0131, n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r t\u0259k\u00adrar et\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, b\u0259s, Az\u0259r g\u0259l\u00admi\u015f\u00addi bi\u00adzim\u00adl\u0259 vi\u00adda\u00adla\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa, xa\u00adhi\u015f el\u0259\u00addi ki, c\u0259b\u00adh\u0259\u00ady\u0259 get\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 si\u00adz\u0259 m\u0259\u00adlu\u00admat ve\u00adr\u0259k.
\nFi\u00addan\u00adla Ay\u00adnur d\u00f6\u00adn\u0259-d\u00f6\u00adn\u0259 de\u00adyir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r: “d\u00fc\u00adn\u0259n g\u0259\u00adlib u\u015faq\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 g\u0259z\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 apar\u00add\u0131”. Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim d\u00fc\u00adn\u0259n Az\u0259\u00adrin on\u00adla\u00adra g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni v\u0259 onun \u0259r\u00add\u0259 olan q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 X\u0259\u00addi\u00adc\u0259 il\u0259, Z\u0259h\u00adra il\u0259, n\u0259\u00adv\u0259\u00adsi N\u0259\u00adza\u00adk\u0259t\u00adl\u0259 \u015f\u0259\u00adkil \u00e7\u0259k\u00addir\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni xa\u00adt\u0131r\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\nNaz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc:
\n– N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n d\u0259r\u00adhal z\u0259ng el\u0259\u00adyib bu ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 bi\u00adz\u0259 x\u0259\u00adb\u0259r ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addin?
\nO, a\u015f\u00adkar\u00adca \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131.
\nH\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim onun ha\u00adva\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 al\u00add\u0131:
\n– Q\u0131z\u00adla i\u015fin ol\u00adma\u00ads\u0131n, o qar\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna ver\u00addi\u00adyi s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcn \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 du\u00adrub, – de\u00addi, – bur\u00adda n\u0259 var ki?
\nM\u0259n bi\u00adrin\u00adci d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 idi ki, H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mi\u00admi qals\u00adtuk\u00adsuz v\u0259 ya\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131a\u00ad\u00e7\u0131q g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm.
\n– S\u0259n m\u0259\u00adnim s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc k\u0259s\u00adm\u0259!-Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla vay-\u015fi\u00adv\u0259n qo\u00adpart\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. – M\u0259\u00adnim o\u011f\u00adlum da\u015f\u00adnak snay\u00adpe\u00adri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn mi\u00ad\u015fen ola bil\u00adm\u0259z!\u00ad Get, m\u0259\u00adnim ba\u00adla\u00adm\u0131 qay\u00adtar g\u0259\u00adtir!
\n– B\u0259s\u00addir, Naz\u00adl\u0131, be\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00adra\u00admaz! U\u015faq yol\u00adda\u00add\u0131r, Al\u00adla\u00adha a\u011f\u0131r ge\u00add\u0259r, – Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim de\u00addi, \u0259lin\u00add\u0259\u00adki va\u00adle\u00adrian h\u0259\u00adbi\u00adni ona sa\u00adr\u0131 uzat\u00add\u0131, am\u00adma Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla onun \u0259li\u00adni da\u00adla it\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00addi, q\u0259\u00adz\u0259b\u00adl\u0259 s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131:
\n– S\u0259\u00adnin d\u0259 o\u011f\u00adlun ol\u00adsay\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna be\u00adl\u0259 bir i\u015f g\u0259l\u00ads\u0259y\u00addi, on\u00adda bi\u00adl\u0259r\u00addin m\u0259n n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259\u00adki\u00adr\u0259m, da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa-\u00f6z\u00adg\u0259\u00adsi\u00adnin o\u011f\u00adlu\u00adnu c\u0259b\u00adh\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u00f6n\u00add\u0259r\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259 var ki?
\n– B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m o m\u0259\u00adnim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00adg\u0259\u00addi? -Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim onun s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc k\u0259s\u00addi, – Al\u00adlah\u00addan qorx, ay Naz\u00adl\u0131!
\nFa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim Naz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131 ram et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131\u015f\u00adsa da, o he\u00e7 ki\u00admi e\u015fit\u00adm\u0259k is\u00adt\u0259\u00admir, he\u00e7 kim\u00adl\u0259 he\u00adsab\u00adla\u015f\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\nO, ye\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 san\u00adki da\u00ad\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00adm\u00fc\u015f H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mi\u00admin \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 da\u00adha s\u0259rt h\u00fc\u00adcu\u00adma ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131:
\n– Al\u00adla\u00adha and ol\u00adsun, H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhi\u00admo\u00advi\u00e7, \u0259g\u0259r s\u0259n g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc bu g\u00fcn \u00f6z \u0259la\u00adq\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n is\u00adti\u00adfa\u00add\u0259 el\u0259\u00adyib, m\u0259\u00adnim ba\u00adla\u00adm\u0131 qay\u00adta\u00adr\u0131b g\u0259\u00adtir\u00adm\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, bu\u00adnu s\u0259\u00adnin ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm el\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259m. La\u00adz\u0131m ol\u00adsa, lap par\u00adla\u00admen\u00adt\u0259 te\u00adleq\u00adram vu\u00adra\u00adcam! Qay\u00adda var: ai\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 olan t\u0259k o\u011f\u00adlan\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 c\u0259b\u00adh\u0259\u00ady\u0259 g\u00f6n\u00add\u0259r\u00admir\u00adl\u0259r!
\nG\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim d\u0259 s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131:
\n– Ay Naz\u00adl\u0131, h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 s\u0259n bu g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r \u00f6z o\u011f\u00adlu\u00adnu ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131r\u00adsan? \u018fg\u0259r o, d\u00f6\u00ady\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u0259k q\u0259\u00adra\u00adr\u0131\u00adna g\u0259\u00adlib\u00ads\u0259, he\u00e7 kim ev\u0259 qay\u00adta\u00adra bil\u00adm\u0259z, lap m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259…<\/p>\n

XXXXX F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L
\n<\/strong>
\n\u00dc\u00adz\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adna\u00ads\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r bir-bi\u00adri\u00adni \u0259v\u0259z et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. \u0130n\u00addi m\u0259n o g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ya\u00add\u0131\u00adma sa\u00adl\u0131\u00adram v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259\u00adlir ki, he\u00e7 o g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r m\u0259n m\u00f6v\u00adcud ol\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam; o g\u00fcn\u00adl\u0259r \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259r\u00add\u0259 t\u0259n\u00adb\u0259l-yor\u00ad\u011fun do\u00adla\u00ad\u015fan, m\u00fc\u00adha\u00adzi\u00adr\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259 t\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, s\u00f6v\u00adq-t\u0259\u00adbii ye\u00adyib-i\u00e7\u0259n m\u0259\u00adnim k\u00f6l\u00adg\u0259m olub…
\nH\u0259\u00adyat \u00f6z m\u0259\u00adna\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 itir\u00admi\u015f\u00addi; za\u00adman m\u0259n\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc da\u00adyan\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. H\u0259t\u00adta te\u00adle\u00advi\u00adzi\u00adya il\u0259 c\u0259b\u00adh\u0259 ye\u00adni\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259\u00adri haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda ve\u00adri\u00adli\u015f\u00adl\u0259r ve\u00adri\u00adl\u0259n\u00add\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni qor\u00adxu b\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u00ady\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 d\u0259r\u00adhal te\u00adle\u00advi\u00adzo\u00adru s\u00f6n\u00add\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm ki, Az\u0259\u00adrin d\u0259 bir \u0259s\u00adg\u0259r ki\u00admi xid\u00adm\u0259t et\u00addi\u00adyi c\u0259b\u00adh\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00adg\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00adyim. H\u0259r ge\u00adc\u0259 m\u0259n Al\u00adla\u00adha dua el\u0259\u00adyir\u00addim ki, Az\u0259\u00adri qo\u00adru\u00adsun, sa\u011f-sa\u00adla\u00admat qay\u00adtar\u00ads\u0131n… H\u0259f\u00adt\u0259\u00adl\u0259r, ay\u00adlar ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addi, am\u00adma Az\u0259r n\u0259in\u00adki ev\u0259 qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131, he\u00e7 bir \u0259l\u00adc\u0259 m\u0259k\u00adtub da yaz\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131, z\u0259ng d\u0259 el\u0259\u00admir\u00addi…
\nM\u0259n, de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, da\u00adha Mosk\u00adva\u00adya-ana\u00adma da z\u0259ng el\u0259\u00admir\u00addim, k\u0259\u00adnar m\u00fc\u00adhit\u00add\u0259n t\u0259c\u00adrid olun\u00admu\u015f\u00addum. \u0130l\u00adbiz ki\u00admi \u00f6z q\u0131\u00adn\u0131\u00adma \u00e7\u0259\u00adkil\u00admi\u015f\u00addim. M\u0259n \u0259l\u00add\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fc\u015f ca\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131n im\u00adta\u00adhan\u00adlar\u00adda n\u0259 k\u00f6\u00adk\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc\u00ady\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc, ses\u00adsi\u00adya\u00addan -ses\u00adsi\u00adya\u00adya n\u0259\u00adl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni san\u00adki \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim\u00adl\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm, bax\u00adma\u00adya\u00adraq ki, m\u0259\u00adnim cis\u00admim ru\u00adhum\u00addan ta\u00adma\u00admi\u00adl\u0259 ay\u00adr\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, t\u0259\u00adbi\u0259\u00adtin m\u00f6v\u00adcud qay\u00adda\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6z \u00fcz\u00adg\u00fcn bir h\u0259\u00adya\u00adt\u0131 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259 m\u0259\u00adni di\u00adri he\u00adsab et\u00adm\u0259\u00adm\u0259k d\u0259 olar\u00add\u0131. “Ha\u00ady\u0131m ge\u00addib, va\u00ady\u0131m qa\u00adl\u0131b” de\u00ady\u0259 m\u0259n ac\u0131-ac\u0131 g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addim v\u0259 ney\u00adn\u0259\u00addi\u00adyi\u00admin f\u0259r\u00adqi\u00adn\u0259 var\u00adma\u00addan di\u015f f\u0131r\u00ad\u00e7a\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 di\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u00addim.
\nAm\u00adma bir d\u0259\u00adf\u0259 ru\u00adhum \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n bu g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259z im\u00adkan\u00addan is\u00adti\u00adfa\u00add\u0259 el\u0259\u00adyib, sir\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admin \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc a\u00e7\u00add\u0131m, am\u00adma he\u00e7 ki\u00adm\u0259 yox, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 v\u0259… n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adm\u0259! Ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131n v\u0259 sev\u00adm\u0259\u00adyin n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck bir s\u0259a\u00add\u0259t ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu hiss et\u00addi\u00adyim\u00add\u0259n m\u0259n ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n can\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addim.
\n\u00d6z ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda yor\u00ad\u011fan sa\u00adlan Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m ne\u00adc\u0259 ol\u00addu\u00adsa, m\u0259\u00adni ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna \u00e7a\u00ad\u011f\u0131r\u00add\u0131.
\n– Ai\u00adda, s\u0259n ne\u00adc\u0259 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00ads\u0259n, bu ip\u0259\u00adyin r\u0259n\u00adgi, – de\u00addi, – Az\u0259\u00adrin xo\u00ad\u015fu\u00adna g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259k? Yox\u00adsa, si\u00adz\u0259 \u00e7\u0259h\u00adra\u00ady\u0131 \u00e7e\u00adxol ti\u00adkim?
\n– Ne\u00adc\u0259 y\u0259\u00adni bi\u00adz\u0259? – M\u0259n k\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259-k\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259 so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum.
\nN\u0259\u00adn\u0259m \u0259li\u00adni yel\u00adl\u0259\u00addi:
\n– Eh, ay q\u0131\u00adz\u0131m, – de\u00addi, – siz lap d\u0259\u00adv\u0259\u00adqu\u00ad\u015fu mi\u00adsa\u00adl\u0131n\u00adda\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131z, ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131\u00adz\u0131 sox\u00admu\u00adsu\u00adnuz kol\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fa el\u0259 bi\u00adlir\u00adsiz ki, he\u00e7 kim si\u00adzin yel\u00adpa\u00adz\u0259\u00ady\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00adm\u00fc\u015f quy\u00adru\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu\u00adzu g\u00f6r\u00adm\u00fcr…
\nM\u0259\u00adni t\u0259r bas\u00adsa da, tit\u00adr\u0259k s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259 so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum:
\n– S\u0259n n\u0259\u00add\u0259n da\u00adn\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00adsan, ay n\u0259\u00adn\u0259?
\n– N\u0259\u00adn\u0259n s\u0259\u00adn\u0259 qur\u00adban, – N\u0259\u00adn\u0259m ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, – m\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fe\u00adyi bi\u00adli\u00adr\u0259m, m\u0259n xe\u00adyir-dua\u00adm\u0131 \u00e7ox\u00addan ver\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m. Al\u00adlah \u00f6z\u00fc xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt el\u0259\u00adsin si\u00adzi, ay ba\u00adla!
\n\u018fv\u00adv\u0259l\u00adc\u0259 \u0259lim-qo\u00adlum uyu\u015f\u00addu, di\u00adlim bat\u00add\u0131, am\u00adma son\u00adra h\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adca\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131 \u00fcs\u00adt\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adyib onu \u00f6p\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m:
\n– De\u00adm\u0259k, s\u0259n na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131 de\u00adyil\u00ads\u0259n, ay n\u0259\u00adn\u0259? – de\u00addim, – s\u0259n bi\u00adzim\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259n? – V\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u00adq\u0131r\u00add\u0131m, – Ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00ads\u0131n m\u0259\u00adnim ip\u0259k n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m!
\n– Ay s\u0259\u00adfeh q\u0131z, – n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m de\u00addi, – Al\u00adlah \u00f6z\u00fc si\u00adzi bir-bi\u00adri\u00adniz\u00add\u0259n \u00f6t\u00adr\u00fc ya\u00adra\u00add\u0131b\u00adsa, m\u0259n ne\u00adc\u0259 na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131 ola bi\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259m? D\u00fcz\u00add\u00fcr, h\u0259\u00adkim\u00adl\u0259r ca\u00admaa\u00adt\u0131 inan\u00add\u0131r\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00adyir\u00adl\u0259r ki, ya\u00adx\u0131n qo\u00adhum\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ni\u00adga\u00adha gir\u00adm\u0259\u00adsi risk\u00addir, am\u00adma Al\u00adla\u00adha \u015f\u00fc\u00adk\u00fcr ki, bi\u00adzim n\u0259\u00adsil\u00add\u0259 ke\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adci x\u0259s\u00adt\u0259\u00adlik ol\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b. Bax, \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adl\u0259r ne\u00adc\u0259 idi? Yad yer\u00add\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00adg\u0259\u00add\u0259n na\u00addir hal\u00adlar\u00adda q\u0131z al\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, yad ai\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131z ver\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 qor\u00adxur\u00addu\u00adlar. Bax, el\u0259 bu iki s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox na\u00addir hal\u00adlar\u00adda bo\u00ad\u015fa\u00adnan\u00adlar olar\u00add\u0131 – o, bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 ara ver\u00addi v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni yu\u00admub as\u00adta\u00addan de\u00addi: – M\u0259n d\u0259 o d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adya ra\u00adhat ge\u00add\u0259\u00adr\u0259m, bi\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259m ki, s\u0259n eti\u00adbar\u00adl\u0131 \u0259l\u00add\u0259\u00ads\u0259n v\u0259 he\u00e7 kim s\u0259\u00adnin mil\u00adli m\u0259n\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adyi\u00adni \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 vur\u00adma\u00adya\u00adcaq…
\nSo\u00adru\u015f\u00addum:
\n– S\u0259n bu fik\u00adr\u0259 ha\u00ad\u00e7an\u00addan g\u0259l\u00admi\u00ads\u0259n, ay n\u0259\u00adn\u0259?
\n– Siz b\u0259\u00adl\u0259k\u00add\u0259n \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan\u00adda, -n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addi, – Al\u00adlah xe\u00adyir ver\u00adsin, sev\u00adgi\u00adni\u00adzi qo\u00adru\u00adyun, xo\u015f\u00adb\u0259xt olun!
\nBiz ye\u00adn\u0259 qu\u00adcaq\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131q.
\n– Si\u00adz\u0259 han\u00ads\u0131 r\u0259n\u00adgi se\u00ad\u00e7im? S\u0259n y\u0259\u00adqin ki, Ay\u00adnur ki\u00admi, X\u0259\u00addi\u00adc\u0259 ki\u00admi \u00f6z \u0259rin\u00adl\u0259 ay\u00adr\u0131 yat\u00adma\u00adya\u00adcaq\u00adsan? -N\u0259\u00adn\u0259m de\u00addi v\u0259 bic-bic g\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcm\u00ads\u0259\u00addi.
\nB\u0259x\u00adti\u00adyar\u00adca\u00ads\u0131\u00adna g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi yum\u00addum v\u0259 ca\u00advab ver\u00addim:
\n– Ma\u00advi yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00add\u0131, o h\u0259m s\u0259\u00adma\u00adn\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259\u00adni\u00adzi \u0259ks et\u00addi\u00adrir, o bi\u00adzim \u0259l\u00ad\u00e7at\u00admaz ar\u00adzu\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n r\u0259n\u00adgi\u00addi!
\n– Eh, g\u00fcn o g\u00fcn olay\u00add\u0131, Az\u0259\u00adrin qa\u00ady\u0131\u00addan g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc, son\u00adra to\u00adyu\u00adnu\u00adzu g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259y\u00addim -n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m d\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc -\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z \u0259lim\u00adl\u0259 si\u00adz\u0259 g\u0259r\u00add\u0259k quy\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131 \u00e7a\u00adlay\u00add\u0131m, d\u0259r\u00addim ol\u00admaz\u00add\u0131…
\nQ\u0259l\u00adbi\u00adm\u0259 xo\u00ad\u015fa\u00adg\u0259l\u00adm\u0259z bir duy\u00ad\u011fu ilan ki\u00admi gi\u00adrib s\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcn\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adyan\u00adda so\u00adru\u015f\u00addum:
\n– B\u0259s b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn bun\u00adlar in\u00addi ni\u00ady\u0259 s\u0259\u00adnin ya\u00add\u0131\u00adna d\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc, ay n\u0259\u00adn\u0259? \u0130n\u00addi ni\u00ady\u0259 gi\u00adri\u015f\u00admi\u00ads\u0259n bu i\u015f\u00adl\u0259\u00adr\u0259?
\nN\u0259\u00adn\u0259m m\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00addi\u00adyim ca\u00adva\u00adb\u0131 ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addi, sual\u00addan qa\u00e7\u00add\u0131:
\n– Tez\u00adlik\u00adl\u0259 c\u0259b\u00adh\u0259\u00add\u0259n qa\u00ady\u0131\u00adda\u00adcaq, – de\u00addi, – \u015fad g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259\u00adr\u0259k qa\u00adbaq\u00adca\u00addan ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u00ad\u015fa\u00adsan.
\nM\u0259n ona da\u00adha bir za\u00adra\u00adfat\u00adya\u00adna su\u00adal ver\u00addim:
\n– De g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcm, s\u0259n bi\u00adzim to\u00adyu\u00admuz\u00adda q\u0131z evi\u00adni t\u0259m\u00adsil ed\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00ads\u0259n, ya o\u011f\u00adlan evi\u00adni?
\nN\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t ki, o g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u00adc\u0259n m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ya\u00adsaq olun\u00admu\u015f \u015fey\u00adl\u0259r ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259 da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00admaq im\u00adka\u00adn\u0131 qa\u00adzan\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131m, qa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00adrar\u00add\u0131m\u00adm\u0131 \u015fan\u00ads\u0131\u00adm\u0131?
\n– M\u0259\u00adnim a\u011f\u0131l\u00adl\u0131 ba\u00adlam, m\u0259n q\u0131z evi\u00adni t\u0259m\u00adsil el\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259m, – n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, -o\u011f\u00adlan evi\u00adnin on\u00adsuz da ada\u00adm\u0131 \u00e7ox\u00addu.
\nM\u0259n ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n x\u0259\u00adyal\u00adlar al\u0259\u00admi\u00adn\u0259 var\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 el\u0259 bu m\u00f6\u00adc\u00fc\u00adz\u0259\u00adli d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda da yu\u00adxu\u00adla\u00add\u0131m. \u00dcr\u0259\u00adyim\u00add\u0259n alov\u00adlu bir is\u00adt\u0259k ke\u00e7\u00addi: Az\u0259\u00adri yu\u00adxu\u00adda g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259k.<\/p>\n

XXXXXI F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130n\u00adsan \u00e7ox q\u0259\u00adri\u00adb\u0259 x\u0259lq olu\u00adnub. Onun m\u00f6\u00adc\u00fc\u00adz\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n bi\u00adri d\u0259 sir\u00adli-sehr\u00adli yu\u00adxu al\u0259\u00admi, yu\u00adxu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00ads\u0131\u00add\u0131r. N\u0259\u00adha\u00ady\u0259t ki, Az\u0259r yu\u00adxu\u00adma gir\u00addi, am\u00adma onu el\u0259 ay\u00add\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fcm ki, el\u0259 bil h\u0259\u00adyat\u00adda g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adr\u0259m, yu\u00adxu\u00adda yox.
\nO, mi\u00adna\u00adlan\u00adm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u00f6l\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 sa\u00adr\u0131 qa\u00ad\u00e7\u0131r\u00add\u0131, d\u0259h\u00ad\u015f\u0259t\u00adli toz-tor\u00adpaq so\u00advu\u00adran mi\u00adna\u00adlar part\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Hey\u00adr\u0259t\u00add\u0259n do\u00adnub var s\u0259\u00adsim\u00adl\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u00adq\u0131r\u00add\u0131m:
\n– Eh\u00adti\u00adyat\u00adl\u0131 ol!
\nA\u00adz\u0259r ar\u00adt\u0131q m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 ar\u00adx\u0131 ad\u00adla\u00adsa, \u0259li m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adtar\u00add\u0131. Am\u00adma o, bir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 da\u00adyan\u00add\u0131:
\n– Tul\u00adlan! – M\u0259n yal\u00advar\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m, – Tul\u00adlan da, ni\u00ady\u0259 da\u00adyan\u00add\u0131n? – Am\u00adma o hey\u00adsiz, yor\u00ad\u011fun hal\u00adda ot\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00add\u00fc v\u0259 as\u00adta\u00addan:
\n– M\u0259n ge\u00adcik\u00addim, – de\u00addi…
\nM\u0259n buz ki\u00admi so\u00adyuq t\u0259r i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 ay\u0131l\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admi ha\u00adray\u00adla\u00add\u0131m ki, yu\u00adxu\u00admu yoz\u00adsun, ax\u0131 o bu sa\u00adh\u0259\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 ma\u00adhir\u00addi, am\u00adma o n\u0259in\u00adki m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ca\u00advab ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addi, he\u00e7 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 ya\u00adx\u0131n\u00adla\u015f\u00adma\u00add\u0131 da. “Y\u0259\u00adqin na\u00admaz q\u0131\u00adl\u0131r”. M\u0259n ya\u00adtaq\u00addan qalx\u00add\u0131m, alt pal\u00adta\u00adr\u0131m\u00adda\u00adca onun ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna qa\u00e7\u00add\u0131m. Am\u00adma n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda de\u00adyil\u00addi, onun na\u00admaz\u00adl\u0131q xal\u00ad\u00e7a\u00ads\u0131 is\u0259 h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259\u00adki ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259 idi. Onun \u00e7ar\u00adpa\u00ady\u0131\u00ads\u0131 h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu ki\u00admi son d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259 s\u0259\u00adli\u00adq\u0259-sah\u00adman\u00adla y\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. Saa\u00adta bax\u00add\u0131m: oni\u00adki\u00adnin ya\u00adr\u0131\u00ads\u0131 idi. “G\u00f6r bir n\u0259 q\u0259\u00add\u0259r yat\u00adm\u0131\u00ad\u015fam?” fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addim. \u00d6z ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda yox\u00addur\u00adsa, de\u00adm\u0259k, ya m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259x\u00add\u0259\u00addir, ya ey\u00advan\u00adda.
\nO\u00adnu m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259x\u00add\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00add\u0259, fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addim ki, yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 b\u0259s bu ar\u00advad ha\u00adra get\u00admi\u015f olar? Qab-qa\u00adcaq or\u00adta\u00adl\u0131q\u00adda, qa\u00adzan qa\u00adz\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00add\u0259. Am\u00adma qa\u00adza\u00adn\u0131n al\u00adt\u0131 s\u00f6n\u00add\u00fc\u00adr\u00fcl\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc, t\u0259\u00adz\u0259 bi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adril\u00admi\u015f xa\u00ad\u015f\u0131l qa\u00adza\u00adn\u0131 d\u0259s\u00adma\u00adla b\u00fc\u00adk\u00fcl\u00add\u00fc\u00ady\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n m\u0259\u00adnim se\u00advim\u00adli x\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00adyim h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 is\u00adti idi. Tut do\u00ad\u015fa\u00adb\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m har\u00addan\u00adsa \u00e7\u0131\u00adxa\u00adr\u0131b or\u00adta\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011fa qoy\u00admu\u015f\u00addu ki, onu \u00e7ox ax\u00adtar\u00adma\u00ady\u0131m.
\nM\u0259n bi\u00adlir\u00addim ki, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m xa\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adl\u0131, bir qay\u00adda ola\u00adraq, s\u00fcbh tez\u00add\u0259n bi\u00ad\u015fi\u00adrir. M\u0259t\u00adb\u0259\u00adx\u0259 xo\u015f ra\u00adyih\u0259 ya\u00ady\u0131l\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, am\u00adma bu xa\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adl\u0131n qo\u00adxu\u00adsu de\u00adyil\u00addi. “Du\u00adxov\u00adka”\u00adn\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bax\u00add\u0131m: el\u0259\u00addir ki, var; s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m dol\u00adma da bi\u00ad\u015fir\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 vaxt ta\u00adp\u0131b\u00adm\u0131\u015f. Bir ta\u00adva\u00adda ha\u00adsi\u00adl\u0259 g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n po\u00admi\u00addor, bi\u00adb\u0259r, ba\u00add\u0131m\u00adcan dol\u00adma\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n \u0259t\u00adri bir-bi\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 qa\u00adr\u0131\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. Am\u00adma m\u0259\u00adni ku\u015f\u00adku\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00adran dol\u00adma\u00adn\u0131n qo\u00adxu\u00adsu de\u00adyil\u00addi, n\u0259 is\u0259 k\u0259\u00adnar iy\u00addi, am\u00adma ya\u00add\u0131\u00adma sa\u00adla bil\u00admir\u00addim ki, bu \u015fi\u00adrin\u00adt\u0259\u00adh\u0259r qo\u00adxu ni\u00ady\u0259 m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 be\u00adl\u0259 ta\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131r.
\nEy\u00adva\u00adna \u00e7\u0131\u00adxan\u00adda g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fcm ki, bur\u00adda da bir qa\u00adzan hal\u00adva var. N\u0259\u00adn\u0259m h\u0259r\u00add\u0259n\u00adbir c\u00fc\u00adm\u0259ax\u00ad\u015fam\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n\u00adda hal\u00adva \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131b im\u00adkan\u00ads\u0131z\u00adla\u00adra pay\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131, h\u0259t\u00adta q\u0259bir \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 d\u0259 apa\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131. El\u0259 bu g\u00fcn c\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 ax\u00ad\u015fa\u00adm\u0131 idi. De\u00adm\u0259k n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m bu m\u00fc\u00adq\u0259d\u00add\u0259s g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 \u0259ri\u00adnin q\u0259b\u00adri\u00adni zi\u00adya\u00adr\u0259t et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 get\u00admi\u015f\u00addi. B\u0259s g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, ni\u00ady\u0259 bu\u00adnu m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 bil\u00addir\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u00addi? T\u0259k get\u00admi\u015f\u00addi?
\nM\u0259n Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbi\u00adm\u0259 z\u0259ng vur\u00addum, o da \u00f6z n\u00f6v\u00adb\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim ata\u00adm\u0131 m\u0259\u00adlu\u00admat\u00adlan\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 iyir\u00admi d\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259 ke\u00e7\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f biz ar\u00adt\u0131q iki\u00admiz d\u0259 ata\u00adm\u0131n xid\u00adm\u0259\u00adti ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda otur\u00admu\u015f\u00adduq. S\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc biz\u00add\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 so\u00adru\u015f\u00adma\u00add\u0131, o, ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n “Qurd qa\u00adp\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u201dn\u00adda\u00adk\u0131 m\u0259\u00adza\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 b\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 d\u0259 biz\u00add\u0259n yax\u00ad\u015f\u0131 ta\u00adn\u0131\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131…<\/p>\n

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XXXXXII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

C\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 ax\u00ad\u015fa\u00adm\u0131 q\u0259\u00adbi\u00adris\u00adtan\u00adl\u0131q\u00adda q\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adlik olur\u00addu: \u0259lin\u00add\u0259\u00adki t\u0259s\u00adbe\u00adhi\u00adni \u015faq\u00adq\u0131l\u00adda\u00adda-\u015faq\u00adq\u0131l\u00adda\u00adda, a\u011fac\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n k\u00f6l\u00adg\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259, ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da\u00ad\u015f\u0131n \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 qo\u00adyub otu\u00adran mol\u00adla\u00adlar h\u0259r an ha\u00adz\u0131r idi\u00adl\u0259r ki, q\u0259\u00adbir \u00fcs\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259\u00adl\u0259n\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin-\u0259ziz\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adnin ru\u00adhu\u00adna ya\u00adsin oxut\u00admaq is\u00adt\u0259\u00ady\u0259n\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin ar\u00adzu\u00adsu\u00adnu ye\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 ye\u00adtir\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r. Bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r on\u00adlar\u00addan ara\u00adl\u0131\u00adda \u0259l\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adl\u0259 dai\u00adma t\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00adl\u0259\u00adrin \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 su \u00e7i\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00adsa\u00adtan\u00adlar d\u00fc\u00adz\u00fcl\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc, lap a\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adda qa\u00adra f\u0259h\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 di\u00adl\u0259n\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adl\u0259r top\u00adla\u015f\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar ki, on\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n da \u00e7\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00adyi, de\u00adm\u0259k olar ki, bur\u00addan \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Biz bir qu\u00adcaq q\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 q\u0259\u00adr\u0259n\u00adfil al\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131q.
\nBa\u00adbam \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhi\u00admin v\u0259\u00adfa\u00adt\u0131n\u00addan son\u00adra bi\u00adzim ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 \u00fcz\u00add\u0259n ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adyan, h\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259 qul\u00adlu\u00ad\u011fu\u00admuz\u00adda da\u00adya\u00adnan Mol\u00adla Qur\u00adba\u00adn\u0259\u00adli bi\u00adzi g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n ki\u00admi ye\u00adrin\u00add\u0259n qalx\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 he\u00e7 bi\u00adz\u0259 \u00e7at\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f uca\u00addan sa\u00adlam ver\u00addi:
\n– S\u0259\u00adla\u00admin-\u0259ley\u00adk\u00fcm!
\nO\u00adnun sa\u00adla\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131 Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim al\u00add\u0131:
\n– \u018fley\u00adku\u00adm\u0259s-s\u0259\u00adlam! – v\u0259 d\u0259r\u00adhal da so\u00adru\u015f\u00addu, – Mol\u00adla \u0259mi, bi\u00adzim ana\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 b\u00fc g\u00fcn bur\u00adda g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u00ads\u0259n ki?
\n– O h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 bu\u00adra\u00adlar\u00adda ol\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r, – Mol\u00adla Qur\u00adba\u00adn\u0259\u00adli h\u0259\u00adv\u0259s\u00adl\u0259 ca\u00advab ver\u00addi v\u0259 son\u00adra da t\u0259f\u00adsi\u00adla\u00adt\u0131y\u00adla na\u00ad\u011f\u0131l\u00adla\u00add\u0131 ki, n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m ona ne\u00adc\u0259 ya\u00adna\u00ad\u015f\u0131b, n\u0259 xa\u00adhi\u015f el\u0259\u00adyib v\u0259 de\u00adyib ki, t\u0259k g\u0259\u00adlib ki, el\u0259 m\u0259r\u00adhum \u0259ri\u00adnin ya\u00adn\u0131n\u00adda bir q\u0259\u00add\u0259r t\u0259k otu\u00adra.
\n– M\u0259\u00adnim Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 xa\u00adn\u0131m\u00addan ara\u00adlan\u00adma\u00ad\u011f\u0131m ya\u00adr\u0131m sa\u00adat olar, – Mol\u00adla Qur\u00adba\u00adn\u0259\u00adli de\u00addi, – \u00e7ox ol\u00admaz ki, az olar…
\nA\u00adta\u00adm\u0131n s\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc\u00ads\u00fc onun s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc k\u0259s\u00addi:
\n– B\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 o \u00e7\u0131\u00adx\u0131b ge\u00addib, siz onu g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u00adsi\u00adniz?
\n– Bu ola bil\u00adm\u0259z, – Mol\u00adla Qur\u00adba\u00adn\u0259\u00adli inam\u00adla ca\u00advab ver\u00addi, – ax\u0131, m\u0259n he\u00e7 ye\u00adrim\u00add\u0259n t\u0259r\u00adp\u0259n\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u00ad\u015f\u0259m, o da ge\u00adri qa\u00ady\u0131t\u00adma\u00ady\u0131b.
\nBiz di\u00adnib-da\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00addan, t\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259-t\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259 Mol\u00adla Qur\u00adba\u00adn\u0259\u00adli\u00adnin ar\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00adca ta\u00adn\u0131\u015f c\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131r\u00adla ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n m\u0259\u00adza\u00adr\u0131\u00adna sa\u00adr\u0131 ad\u00add\u0131m\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131q v\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin q\u0259bi\u00adris\u00adtan\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011fa t\u0259k g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc su\u00e7\u00adlu sa\u00ady\u0131r\u00add\u0131m\u00adsa, y\u0259\u00adqin ki, Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim lap \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259\u00adkir\u00addi. An\u00adcaq bir m\u0259\u00ads\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 var: n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin he\u00e7 bir xa\u00adhi\u00ad\u015fi ai\u00adl\u0259\u00add\u0259 eti\u00adraz\u00adla qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adlan\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131. B\u0259s on\u00adda n\u0259 s\u0259\u00adb\u0259\u00adb\u0259, o, bu g\u00fcn bu\u00adra\u00adya t\u0259k g\u0259l\u00adm\u0259\u00adyi q\u0259\u00adrar\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131?
\nM\u0259n Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admi ara\u00adl\u0131\u00addan g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fcm. O, ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n ba\u015f\u00adda\u00ad\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fcz\u00adb\u0259\u00fcz qo\u00adyul\u00admu\u015f skam\u00adya\u00adda-q\u0131z\u00admar g\u00fc\u00adn\u0259\u00ad\u015fin od\u00adlu \u015f\u00fca\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 al\u00adt\u0131n\u00adda otur\u00admu\u015f\u00addu. Bir qay\u00adda ola\u00adraq me\u00ad\u00e7i\u00add\u0259 v\u0259 yas yer\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 ge\u00add\u0259n\u00add\u0259 \u00e7iy\u00adni\u00adn\u0259 sal\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131, \u015e\u0259rq na\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00addan t\u00fcnd boz k\u0259\u00adla\u00ad\u011fa\u00ady\u0131 da ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda idi.
\n– N\u0259\u00adn\u0259! – M\u0259n ona \u00e7at\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259n\u00addim v\u0259 on\u00addan s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00adyan\u00adda hey\u00adr\u0259\u00adt\u0259 g\u0259l\u00addim. El\u0259 bil m\u0259\u00adni skam\u00adya\u00adn\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 ye\u00adr\u0259 m\u0131x\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00adlar: Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259 yat\u00adma\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131, am\u00adma s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259 axi\u00adr\u0259t d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00adm\u0131\u015f. M\u0259n qor\u00adxum\u00addan Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbi\u00admin ar\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131\u00adna ke\u00e7\u00addim.
\n– Can anam! – Bi\u00adbi\u00admin \u00fcr\u0259k par\u00ad\u00e7a\u00adla\u00adyan f\u0259r\u00adya\u00add\u0131 qa\u00adya\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda sa\u00adl\u0131n\u00adm\u0131\u015f bu az\u00adman q\u0259\u00adbi\u00adris\u00adtan\u00adl\u0131q\u00adda \u0259ks-s\u0259\u00adda ver\u00addi. Bi\u00adbim n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00add\u00fc, Mol\u00adla Qur\u00adba\u00adn\u0259\u00adli is\u0259 inil\u00adtiy\u00adl\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adn\u0259-s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adn\u0259 \u0259li\u00adni n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin si\u00adf\u0259\u00adti\u00adn\u0259 apar\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 onun g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni s\u0131\u00ad\u011fa\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131. O, as\u00adta\u00addan dua oxu\u00adyan\u00adda ata\u00adm\u0131n s\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u00adc\u00fc\u00ads\u00fc biz\u00add\u0259n ara\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adna s\u0259mt qa\u00e7\u00add\u0131. G\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr, atam\u00adla \u0259la\u00adq\u0259 sax\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 x\u00fc\u00adsu\u00adsi te\u00adle\u00adfon ma\u00ad\u015f\u0131n\u00adda idi.
\n“N\u0259 olub bun\u00adla\u00adra?” – M\u0259n hey\u00adr\u0259t i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 idim. “N\u0259 olub n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adm\u0259, g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n?” M\u0259n bi\u00adbi\u00admi s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259m d\u0259, de\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n o m\u0259\u00adni e\u015fit\u00adm\u0259\u00addi, da\u00adha do\u011f\u00adru\u00adsu, o m\u0259\u00adni e\u015fit\u00adm\u0259k ha\u00adl\u0131n\u00adda de\u00adyil\u00addi. O, d\u0259\u00adli ki\u00admi n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin ya\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan tut\u00admu\u015f\u00addu v\u0259 el\u0259 s\u0259s\u00adl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131\u00adxar\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131 ki, de\u00ady\u0259r\u00addin b\u0259s in\u00addi\u00adc\u0259 ca\u00adn\u0131\u00adn\u0131 tap\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adra\u00adcaq. M\u0259n ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 bax\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00add\u0259 q\u00fcv\u00adv\u0259 tap\u00add\u0131m, o, h\u0259\u00adl\u0259 d\u0259 otur\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu skam\u00adya\u00adda, bi\u00adbi\u00admin qol\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda idi, am\u00adma in\u00addi g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri yu\u00admul\u00admu\u015f\u00addu. “N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n mol\u00adla onun g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adni s\u0131\u00ad\u011fa\u00add\u0131? Yox\u00adsa, bi\u00adzim n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admiz…” El\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi\u00adm\u0259 da\u00adman bu d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 hu\u00ad\u015fu\u00admu itir\u00addim…
\nM\u0259n ay\u0131\u00adlan\u00adda \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adm\u00fc \u00e7ox\u00adlu say\u00adda qo\u00adhum\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n v\u0259 el\u0259\u00adc\u0259 d\u0259 ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131m adam\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fcm. \u018fmi\u00adq\u0131\u00adz\u0131m K\u00f6\u00adn\u00fcl \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adm\u0259 su \u00e7i\u00adl\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi, \u00f6gey anam k\u00fc\u00adr\u0259\u00adyi\u00admi ovur\u00addu. Ta\u00adn\u0131\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131m a\u011fxa\u00adlat\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar x\u0259\u00adr\u0259k\u00add\u0259 ki\u00admi\u00ads\u0259 apa\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, x\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adyin ar\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00adda a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r ad\u00add\u0131m\u00adla\u00adyan\u00adlar is\u0259 a\u011f\u00adla\u00adya-a\u011f\u00adla\u00adya skam\u00adya\u00addan ara\u00adla\u00adn\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. M\u0259n n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admi bu skam\u00adya\u00adda g\u00f6r\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fcm, am\u00adma in\u00addi skam\u00adya bo\u015f\u00addu. V\u0259 el\u0259 bil o an\u00adda d\u0259rk el\u0259\u00addim ki, n\u0259 ba\u015f ve\u00adrib v\u0259 x\u0259\u00adr\u0259k\u00add\u0259 ki\u00admi apa\u00adr\u0131r\u00adlar. Ye\u00adrim\u00add\u0259n qal\u00adx\u0131b x\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adyi apa\u00adran\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n ar\u00adxa\u00ads\u0131n\u00adca qa\u00ad\u00e7a-qa\u00ad\u00e7a var s\u0259\u00adsim\u00adl\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u00adq\u0131r\u00add\u0131m:
\n– M\u0259\u00adni ki\u00adm\u0259 tap\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adr\u0131b ge\u00addir\u00ads\u0259n, ay n\u0259\u00adn\u0259?
\nV\u0259 o an\u00adda m\u0259n bir h\u0259\u00adqi\u00adq\u0259\u00adti d\u0259 d\u0259rk el\u0259\u00addim: de\u00ady\u0259\u00ads\u0259n, da\u00adha Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259 bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda yal\u00adn\u0131z m\u0259\u00adn\u0259 la\u00adz\u0131m idi. Am\u00adma m\u0259\u00adnim f\u0259r\u00adya\u00add\u0131m ata\u00adm\u0131 da k\u00f6v\u00adr\u0259l\u00addib u\u015faq ki\u00admi a\u011f\u00adlat\u00add\u0131, \u0259mi\u00admi, Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbi\u00admi d\u0259.
\nA\u011f\u00adxa\u00adlat\u00adl\u0131\u00adlar is\u0259 x\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adyi an\u00adbaan biz\u00add\u0259n uzaq\u00adla\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Q\u0259\u00adfil\u00add\u0259n ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adyan x\u0259z\u00adri\u00adnin n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin k\u0259\u00adla\u00ad\u011fa\u00ady\u0131\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 ruh ki\u00admi ha\u00adva\u00adya qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n bir da\u00adha s\u0259\u00adsi\u00admi ucalt\u00add\u0131m:
\n– M\u0259\u00adni ki\u00adm\u0259 tap\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adr\u0131b ge\u00addir\u00ads\u0259n, ay n\u0259\u00adn\u0259?!
\nA\u00adtam qol\u00adla\u00adr\u0131m\u00addan ya\u00adp\u0131\u015f\u00adma\u00adsay\u00add\u0131, m\u0259n y\u0259\u00adqin ki, x\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adyi apa\u00adran\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 da \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00ad\u00e7\u0259\u00adc\u0259k\u00addim, k\u00fc\u00adl\u0259\u00adyin ruh ki\u00admi ha\u00adva\u00adya qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 k\u0259\u00adla\u00ad\u011fa\u00ady\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da.
\n– \u00d6z\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al, q\u0131\u00adz\u0131m, be\u00adl\u0259 ya\u00adra\u00admaz! -Bu s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc di\u00adli\u00adn\u0259 atam g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi v\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim qo\u00adlu\u00adma gir\u00addi.<\/p>\n

XXXXIII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L
\n<\/strong>
\nM\u0259\u00adni, ar\u00adt\u0131q xey\u00adli ada\u00adm\u0131 qo\u00adnaq ki\u00admi q\u0259\u00adbul el\u0259\u00admi\u015f evi\u00admi\u00adz\u0259 g\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r v\u0259 \u00f6z ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131m\u00adda ya\u00adta\u00adca\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma uza\u00add\u0131b k\u0259\u00adsif qo\u00adxu\u00adlu, du\u00adru, z\u0259q\u00adqu\u00adtun ki\u00admi d\u0259r\u00adman i\u00e7irt\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. N\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admi yu\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn me\u00ad\u00e7i\u00add\u0259 apar\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. Qa\u00adp\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ara\u00ads\u0131n\u00addan e\u015fi\u00addir\u00addim ki, qo\u00adnaq ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda\u00adk\u0131\u00adlar\u00addan kim\u00ads\u0259 ara\u00adbir ey\u00adni s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc t\u0259k\u00adrar\u00adla\u00ady\u0131r:
\n– Al\u00adlah r\u0259h\u00adm\u0259t el\u0259\u00adsin, \u00f6z box\u00ad\u00e7a\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fc ha\u00adz\u0131r\u00adla\u00ady\u0131b. R\u0259h\u00adm\u0259t\u00adlik na\u00addir in\u00adsan idi: bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00addan ge\u00add\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00adyi g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc Al\u00adlah yal\u00adn\u0131z \u0259n se\u00advim\u00adli b\u0259n\u00add\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 \u0259yan el\u0259\u00adyir.
\nQa\u00add\u0131n\u00adlar qo\u00adnaq ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131n\u00adda uca\u00addan a\u011f\u00adla\u00ad\u015f\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. M\u00fc\u00ads\u0259l\u00adman \u0259n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 m\u0259r\u00adhu\u00admu \u0259v\u00adv\u0259l\u00adc\u0259 yu\u00adma\u00adl\u0131y\u00add\u0131\u00adlar, son\u00adra da k\u0259\u00adf\u0259n\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00adliy\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r ki, son m\u0259n\u00adzi\u00adl\u0259 yo\u00adla sal\u00ads\u0131n\u00adlar. N\u0259\u00adn\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259n de\u00adm\u0259 box\u00ad\u00e7a\u00ads\u0131\u00adna h\u0259r \u015fey y\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131b\u00adm\u0131\u015f: sa\u00adbun, ki\u00ads\u0259, ha\u00admam d\u0259s\u00adma\u00adl\u0131, yed\u00addi ar\u00ad\u015f\u0131n a\u011f, h\u0259t\u00adta c\u0259\u00adna\u00adz\u0259\u00adni ba\u011f\u00adla\u00admaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u00ad\u015f\u0131l ip\u0259k par\u00ad\u00e7a da.
\nNaz\u00adl\u0131 xa\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n qo\u00adnaq ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna m\u0259t\u00adb\u0259x\u00add\u0259n ne\u00adc\u0259 da\u00adxil ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011fu\u00adnu m\u0259n \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adrim\u00adl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00add\u00fcm. S\u0259\u00adsi tit\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6\u00adz\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc aram\u00adla de\u00addi:
\n– G\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcn bir m\u0259\u00adnim qay\u00ad\u0131na\u00adnam ne\u00adc\u0259 na\u00addir in\u00adsan imi\u015f ki, \u00f6z yas hal\u00adva\u00ads\u0131\u00adn\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z \u0259liy\u00adl\u0259 \u00e7a\u00adl\u0131b.
\nM\u0259n \u0259t\u00adra\u00adf\u0131\u00adma ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131m v\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, do\u011f\u00adru\u00addan\u00adm\u0131 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m bi\u00adlir\u00admi\u015f ki, \u00f6l\u0259\u00adc\u0259k? B\u0259\u00ady\u0259m, bu m\u00fcm\u00adk\u00fcn\u00add\u00fcr\u00adm\u00fc? H\u0259r \u015fey el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259z t\u0259rz\u00add\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u00addi ki, ina\u00adna bil\u00admir\u00addim ki, da\u00adha n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda yox\u00addur. M\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 an\u00adla\u00adm\u0131r\u00add\u0131m. G\u00f6\u00adz\u00fcm ata\u00adm\u0131, H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mi\u00admi ax\u00adta\u00adr\u0131r\u00add\u0131 v\u0259 fi\u00adkir\u00adl\u0259\u00ad\u015fir\u00addim ki, b\u0259s on\u00adlar ha\u00adn\u0131 g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259\u00ads\u0259n? Bu ara\u00adda qu\u00adla\u00ad\u011f\u0131m bir k\u0259l\u00adm\u0259 s\u00f6z \u00e7al\u00add\u0131:
\n– G\u0259\u00adtir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r…
\nM\u0259n\u00adzi\u00adli d\u0259r\u00adhal qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n a\u011f\u00adla\u015f\u00adma s\u0259\u00adsi, vay-\u015fi\u00adv\u0259n b\u00fc\u00adr\u00fc\u00add\u00fc, am\u00adma m\u0259\u00adnim \u00fcr\u0259\u00adyi\u00admi da\u011f\u00adla\u00adyan Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbi\u00admin f\u0259r\u00adya\u00add\u0131 ol\u00addu v\u0259 yal\u00adn\u0131z onun ha\u00adra\u00ady\u0131\u00adn\u0131 e\u015fi\u00add\u0259n\u00add\u0259 m\u0259n tam \u0259min ol\u00addum ki, da\u00adha Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m yox\u00addur…
\nM\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri\u00admi yum\u00addum v\u0259 ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 da ba\u00adl\u0131n\u00adc\u0131n al\u00adt\u0131\u00adna sox\u00addum ki, he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00adm\u0259\u00adyim, he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fit\u00adm\u0259\u00adyim. Am\u00adma \u00e7ox ke\u00e7\u00adm\u0259\u00addi ki, kim\u00ads\u0259 \u0259li\u00adni te\u00adli\u00adm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u00addi. Ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adm\u0131 qal\u00add\u0131r\u00add\u0131m ki, a\u011f\u00adla\u00admaq\u00addan g\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adri q\u0131\u00adzar\u00adm\u0131\u015f atam\u00add\u0131. Ai\u00adl\u0259\u00admiz\u00add\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u00admi\u015f bu f\u0259\u00adla\u00adk\u0259t onu o d\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00add\u0259 sar\u00ads\u0131t\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 ki, \u0259li, aya\u00ad\u011f\u0131 tit\u00adr\u0259\u00adyir\u00addi. O, \u0259li\u00adni ya\u00adna\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adma \u00e7\u0259\u00adk\u0259n\u00add\u0259 is\u0259 k\u00f6v\u00adr\u0259l\u00addim v\u0259 h\u00f6n\u00adk\u00fcr\u00adt\u00fcy\u00adl\u0259 a\u011f\u00adla\u00adma\u00ad\u011fa ba\u015f\u00adla\u00add\u0131m: da\u00adha m\u0259\u00adnim bu d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adda on\u00addan sa\u00adva\u00ady\u0131 ki\u00admim qal\u00adm\u0131\u015f\u00add\u0131 ki? M\u0259n ata\u00adm\u0131n boy\u00adnu\u00adna sa\u00adr\u0131l\u00add\u0131m:
\n– Apar m\u0259\u00adni onun ya\u00adn\u0131\u00adna…
\n\u00dc\u00adz\u00fc n\u0259\u00adn\u0259\u00admin \u00f6z k\u0259\u00adla\u00ad\u011fa\u00ady\u0131\u00ads\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6r\u00adt\u00fcl\u00adm\u00fc\u015f c\u0259\u00adna\u00adz\u0259\u00adni ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131n t\u0259n or\u00adta\u00ads\u0131\u00adna qoy\u00admu\u015f\u00addu\u00adlar, qa\u00add\u0131n\u00adlar me\u00adyi\u00addin \u0259t\u00adra\u00adf\u0131n\u00adda d\u00f6v\u00adr\u0259 vu\u00adrub otur\u00admu\u015f\u00addu\u00adlar. Ha\u00adm\u0131 ya\u015f i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 idi, am\u00adma \u0259n \u00e7ox q\u0259\u00adh\u0259r do\u00adlu f\u0259r\u00adya\u00add\u0131 e\u015fi\u00addi\u00adl\u0259n, ara\u00adda\u00adbir ba\u00adya\u00adt\u0131, ox\u00ad\u015fa\u00adma de\u00ady\u0259n v\u0259 ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131 k\u00f6v\u00adr\u0259l\u00add\u0259n Fa\u00adti\u00adm\u0259 bi\u00adbim idi, ba\u015f\u00addan-aya\u00ad\u011fa qa\u00adra ge\u00adyin\u00admi\u015f \u0259mim q\u0131z\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 da onu t\u0259k qoy\u00admur\u00addu\u00adlar, \u00f6z h\u00f6n\u00adk\u00fcr\u00adt\u00fc\u00adl\u0259\u00adri il\u0259 ona d\u0259s\u00adt\u0259k ve\u00adrir\u00addi\u00adl\u0259r. Ha\u00adm\u0131\u00adn\u0131n X\u0259\u00addi\u00adc\u0259 xa\u00adn\u0131m de\u00ady\u0259 m\u00fc\u00adra\u00adci\u0259t et\u00addi\u00adyi ya\u015f\u00adl\u0131 qa\u00add\u0131n he\u00e7 ki\u00admin an\u00adla\u00adma\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 \u0259r\u0259b di\u00adlin\u00add\u0259 \u00f6z ya\u00adn\u0131q\u00adl\u0131 s\u0259\u00adsi\u00adl\u0259 m\u0259r\u00adsi\u00ady\u0259\u00adl\u0259r s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adyan\u00adda, el\u0259 bil m\u0259n d\u0259 tox\u00adta\u00ady\u0131b sa\u00adkit\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addim. “B\u0259s in\u00addi m\u0259n ney\u00adn\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259m? M\u0259\u00adni ki\u00admin \u00fcmi\u00addi\u00adn\u0259 qo\u00adyub get\u00addin, ay n\u0259\u00adn\u0259?”.
\nDil\u00adb\u0259r xa\u00adn\u0131\u00adm\u0131n za\u00adbi\u00adt\u0259\u00adli, ami\u00adra\u00adn\u0259 ba\u00adx\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131\u00adn\u0131n ata\u00adm\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc\u00adn\u0259 ne\u00adc\u0259 zil\u00adl\u0259n\u00addi\u00adyi\u00adni g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259n\u00add\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 n\u0259\u00adf\u0259\u00adsi\u00admi k\u0259s\u00addi. D\u0259r\u00add\u0259-q\u0259\u00adm\u0259 q\u0259rq ol\u00admu\u015f ata\u00adm\u0131n \u0259t\u00adra\u00adf\u0131n\u00adda \u00f6gey ana\u00adm\u0131n ne\u00adc\u0259 do\u00adlan\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131, h\u00f6km\u00adl\u0259 onu sa\u00adkit\u00adl\u0259\u015f\u00addir\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259 can at\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131, ata\u00adm\u0131n da onun bu h\u0259\u00adr\u0259\u00adk\u0259\u00adti\u00adni na\u00adra\u00adz\u0131\u00adl\u0131q\u00adla qar\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adla\u00add\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 se\u00adz\u0259n\u00add\u0259 i\u00e7im i\u00e7i\u00admi ye\u00adyir\u00addi.
\nBir\u00add\u0259n-bi\u00adr\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u00add\u0259n, he\u00e7 n\u0259\u00add\u0259n utan\u00adma\u00addan atam h\u00f6n\u00adk\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc:
\n– Ye\u00adtim qal\u00add\u0131q, – de\u00addi, – ye\u00adtim…
\nHa\u00adm\u0131 ki\u00adri\u00adyib sus\u00addu. H\u0259t\u00adta H\u0259\u00ads\u0259n \u0259mim d\u0259 bu s\u00f6z\u00add\u0259n duy\u00ad\u011fu\u00adla\u00adn\u0131b ba\u00ad\u015f\u0131\u00adn\u0131 a\u015fa\u00ad\u011f\u0131 sal\u00add\u0131. O \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n \u0259n az\u0131 iyir\u00admi il ya\u015f\u00adl\u0131 g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. B\u0259l\u00adk\u0259 d\u0259 bu ona g\u00f6\u00adr\u0259 idi ki, \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adbam\u00addan son\u00adra ai\u00adl\u0259\u00adnin a\u011f\u00adsaq\u00adqal\u00adl\u0131\u00ad\u011f\u0131 onun \u00e7iy\u00adni\u00adn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fc, n\u0259 bi\u00adl\u0259\u00ads\u0259n?
\nG\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259\u00adnil\u00adm\u0259\u00add\u0259n ota\u00ad\u011f\u0131n s\u00fc\u00adku\u00adtu\u00adna onun s\u0259\u00adsi ha\u00adkim ol\u00addu:
\n– Bu g\u00fcn ana\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131 d\u0259fn et\u00adm\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00adyik!
\nA\u00addam\u00adlar hey\u00adr\u0259t i\u00e7in\u00add\u0259 \u0259mi\u00adm\u0259 ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131\u00adlar. V\u0259 el\u0259, g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcr, bu s\u0259\u00adb\u0259b\u00add\u0259n d\u0259 o, d\u0259\u00adrin h\u00fczn\u00adl\u0259 iza\u00adhat ver\u00adm\u0259\u00adli ol\u00addu.<\/p>\n

(Ard\u0131 var)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1529 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

XXII F\u018f\u00adS\u0130L Xris\u00adto\u00adfor ba\u00adba\u00adma xey\u00adrat ver\u00adm\u0259\u00addik. Ta\u00adn\u0131\u015f\u00adla\u00adr\u0131n eh\u00adsan ba\u00adr\u0259\u00add\u0259, xey\u00adra\u00adt\u0131n har\u00adda ke\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adri\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259\u00adyi haq\u00adq\u0131n\u00adda or\u00adta\u00adya at\u00add\u0131q\u00adla\u00adr\u0131 sual\u00adla\u00adra anam qey\u00adri-m\u00fc\u0259y\u00ady\u0259n ca\u00advab\u00adlar s\u00f6y\u00adl\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adr\u0259k bil\u00addir\u00addi ki, gu\u00adya m\u0259r\u00adhum \u00f6z\u00fc v\u0259\u00adsiy\u00ady\u0259t el\u0259\u00adyib ki, ona xey\u00adrat ver\u00adm\u0259\u00adsin\u00adl\u0259r. Ru\u00adqiy\u00ady\u0259 n\u0259\u00adn\u0259m, -\u00f6l\u00fc d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259n ev\u00add\u0259n hal\u00adva iyi \u00e7\u0131x\u00adma\u00adl\u0131\u00add\u0131r, -de\u00addi v\u0259 hal\u00adva \u00e7al\u00add\u0131. Ba\u00adba\u00adm\u0131n “\u00fc\u00ad\u00e7\u00fcn\u00add\u0259” v\u0259 “yed\u00addi\u00adsin\u00add\u0259” is\u0259 ax\u00ad\u015fam anam plov d\u0259m\u00adl\u0259\u00addi v\u0259 \u0130b\u00adra\u00adhim ba\u00adba […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7619,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7618"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7618"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7618\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7620,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7618\/revisions\/7620"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7619"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7618"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7618"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7618"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}