{"id":7748,"date":"2015-01-18T14:51:32","date_gmt":"2015-01-18T10:51:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7748"},"modified":"2015-01-18T14:51:32","modified_gmt":"2015-01-18T10:51:32","slug":"sabir-%c9%99hm%c9%99dli-d%c9%99nizd%c9%99n-g%c9%99l%c9%99n-s%c9%99da-yanvar-hekay%c9%99l%c9%99ri-silsil%c9%99sind%c9%99n","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7748","title":{"rendered":"Sabir \u018fhm\u0259dli — D\u0259nizd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259da (“Yanvar hekay\u0259l\u0259ri” silsil\u0259sind\u0259n)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"sabir<\/a><\/p>\n

“\u018fziz ana!<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259la, salam. \u0130kincisi \u0259g\u0259r z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kib, m\u0259nim \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r almaq ist\u0259s\u0259n…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n indi D\u0259rb\u0259nd yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndayam. \u00c7iskinli-dumanl\u0131 bir havad\u0131. \u018fsla nigaran qalma, birc\u0259 gil\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz\u0259 qar ya\u011f\u0131r, amma vecim\u0259 deyil. M\u0259n t\u0259k deyil\u0259m, can ana.<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur, h\u0259r \u015feyi oldu\u011fu t\u0259ki s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yim. Bil\u0259r\u0259m, gec\u0259n-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin b\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259xanalar\u0131n\u0131, meyitxanalar\u0131 dola\u015fm\u0131san. Birc\u0259 saat gecik\u0259nd\u0259, g\u0259lib g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm aya\u011f\u0131ndan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qu\u015f t\u0259ki eyvandasan…<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 bir o\u011ful \u00f6z anas\u0131na m\u0259nim dan\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m mac\u0259ran\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fmaz.<\/p>\n

Amma s\u0259ni intizarda qoymayacam. H\u0259r \u015feyi bilm\u0259lis\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259… Huy, huy!<\/p>\n

Yanvar\u0131n on doqquzundan iyirmisin\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n gec\u0259, haman qaramat gec\u0259 m\u0259ni evd\u0259n buraxmaq ist\u0259m\u0259din. S\u0259ni ovundurub inand\u0131rd\u0131m ki, he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n qorxma. Dostlar\u0131m oradad\u0131r, getm\u0259s\u0259m inciy\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Biz Tiflis prospektind\u0259, Bil\u0259c\u0259ri yoxu\u015funun \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 a\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 dayan\u0131rd\u0131q. Qo\u015fun \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 soxulanda birinci biziml\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tanklar yeridi \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259. He\u00e7 birimiz inanmad\u0131q. Dedik, b\u0259s qorxudurlar, \u00e7at\u0131b dayanacaqlar.<\/p>\n

Tanklar\u0131n ard\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259n soldatlar\u0131n avtomatdan atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259ri fi\u015f\u0259ng sand\u0131q…<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 Huy-y-y!\u00a0D\u0259nizd\u0259 n\u0259 \u00e7ox suiti varm\u0131\u015f, ana… \u00d6td\u00fc getdi, ba\u015fqa ovun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259, \u0259ziz ana! H\u0259nd\u0259v\u0259rimd\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 o\u011flan y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131, yen\u0259 inanmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Onda inand\u0131m ki, sin\u0259mi g\u00fcll\u0259ll\u0259r odlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

… Tanklar \u00f6td\u00fc, avtomatlar xiyabanboyu gurlad\u0131. Bi\u00e7ib t\u00f6kd\u00fcl\u0259r. Ard\u0131nca yeni d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259r, ma\u015f\u0131nlar g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 fanarlar\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini, yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 g\u0259ldiyini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc dik\u0259lib, boylanma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131nda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 h\u0259rbi-sanitar ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dayand\u0131.\u00a0Oradan soldatlar d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Y\u0131r-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ba\u015fland\u0131. Aralar\u0131nda saqqall\u0131, qarasif\u0259t cavanlar vard\u0131. Bunlar lap insafs\u0131zd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Kollar\u0131n aras\u0131na cumur, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259rilmi\u015f \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc al\u0131r, avtomatdan, tapan\u00e7adan at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131r, can ver\u0259ni yenid\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 tutur, \u00f6l\u0259ni bir d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

S\u0259sl\u0259rini e\u015fidirdim: “B\u0131stro ubrat!” \u00c7tob\u0131 do utro ni\u00e7eqo ne ostalos. \u00c7isto!”<\/p>\n

K\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcl\u0259r, toplad\u0131lar. Ocaq \u00e7at\u0131b yand\u0131rd\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

Bizi \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131nlara mindirib, aradan \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin bu yanlar\u0131na yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259l\u0259d deyildim. Amma anlad\u0131m, ma\u015f\u0131nlar d\u0259niz k\u00f6rp\u00fcl\u0259rin\u0259 gedirdi.<\/p>\n

Torpaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, taxta d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131nl\u0131qda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 h\u0259rbi kater dolanmaqda idi.\u00a0K\u00f6p\u00fcy\u0259 iki “Hidroqraf” g\u0259mi ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ard\u0131m\u0131zca “Ural” avtomobill\u0259ri, BMP sanitar – “t\u0259cili yard\u0131m” g\u0259lm\u0259kd\u0259 idi. Y\u00fck\u00fc tezc\u0259n\u0259k g\u0259mil\u0259r\u0259 ke\u00e7irib, arxadan \u00e7atanlara yol verilm\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259… bu d\u0259nizd\u0259 n\u0259 \u00e7ox suiti varm\u0131\u015f. Pir\u015fa\u011f\u0131da bir k\u0259r\u0259 bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Dem\u0259, qudurubmu\u015f suiti. U\u015faq d\u0259li oldu…<\/p>\n

Bizi “Hidroqraf”\u0131n g\u00f6y\u0259rt\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Sahmanl\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259nirdil\u0259r, x\u0259r\u0259k-salacalar\u0131 vard\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Fanarlar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 sald\u0131lar, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz\u0259 tu\u015flad\u0131lar. \u018fyilib, n\u0259f\u0259simizi ims\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

T\u0259k-t\u0259k tapan\u00e7alar a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, baltalar, kumbullar i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc; kambuzdan iri b\u0131\u00e7aqlar, kordalar g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Patrona q\u0259na\u0259t etdil\u0259r. Tam sakitlik olsun dey\u0259, \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259ni oradaca bitirdil\u0259r. G\u00f6y\u0259rt\u0259d\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7ad\u0131r \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r. Xeylisini b\u00fck\u00fcb, k\u0259ndirl\u0259 sar\u0131y\u0131b, t\u00fcr\u00fcml\u0259r\u0259 endirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

G\u0259mi a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n araland\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 yollanaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, amma haraya apar\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilm\u0259diyimiz halda, g\u00f6y\u0259rt\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259, X\u0259z\u0259r g\u0259mi\u00e7ilik idar\u0259si h\u0259rbi g\u0259mil\u0259rin buxtadan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131na icaz\u0259 verm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bizim neftda\u015f\u0131yan, quru y\u00fck aparan b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u0259mil\u0259rimiz liman\u0131n giri\u015f-\u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, kanallar\u0131 tutub dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6rf\u0259z blokadaya al\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Radio-ratsiya il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bumbuz d\u0259mir anbarlardan n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259ndiyini e\u015fidirdik: h\u0259rbi donanma X\u0259z\u0259r g\u0259mi\u00e7iliyind\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b edirdi ki, yolu a\u00e7s\u0131nlar. Bizimkil\u0259r q\u0259ti etiraz edib, bildirdil\u0259r: “Sizin g\u0259mil\u0259r\u0259 baxmal\u0131y\u0131q. Apard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259dir?” “H\u0259rb\u00e7il\u0259rin ail\u0259sini k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fck”, – dedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

X\u0259z\u0259r g\u0259mi\u00e7il\u0259ri bildirdi ki, bizim adamlar sizin g\u0259mil\u0259ri yoxlamal\u0131d\u0131r. \u018fks halda, birc\u0259 h\u0259rbi g\u0259mi limandan \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6c\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. X\u0259z\u0259r g\u0259mi\u00e7il\u0259ri h\u0259rbi g\u0259mil\u0259rin yerl\u0259\u015fdiyi “Sabit Orucov” tankerin\u0259 ke\u00e7dil\u0259r, q\u0259rargah orada idi. Deputat komissiyas\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259yin\u0259 baxmayaraq, onlar\u0131 h\u0259rbi g\u0259mil\u0259r\u0259 buraxmad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Donanma katerl\u0259ri yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Bizim g\u0259mil\u0259ri h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259dil\u0259r: “Yol verm\u0259s\u0259niz, at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7acay\u0131q”. X\u0259z\u0259r g\u0259mi\u00e7il\u0259ri dedikl\u0259rind\u0259 dayan\u0131b, h\u0259rbi komandanl\u0131\u011fa bildirdil\u0259r: “Sizin g\u0259mil\u0259r\u0259 meyit y\u00fckl\u0259nmi\u015fdir.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259, qo\u015fun \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 soxulark\u0259n, h\u0259lak olanlar k\u00f6rp\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 da\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Siz t\u00f6r\u0259tdiyiniz cinay\u0259tin izini itirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirsiniz”.<\/p>\n

Ke\u015fik\u00e7i katerl\u0259rin top l\u00fcl\u0259l\u0259ri X\u0259z\u0259r g\u0259mil\u0259rin\u0259 tu\u015fland\u0131…<\/p>\n

Yanvar\u0131n iyirmi ikisi, s\u0259h\u0259r saat onda buxtan\u0131 tutmu\u015f X\u0259z\u0259r g\u0259mil\u0259ri fit verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u018fllid\u0259n art\u0131q g\u0259minin g\u00f6y\u0259rt\u0259sind\u0259n qopan haray Bak\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 dal\u011faland\u0131… \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259ri d\u0259fn edirdil\u0259r, ana! Mikrofonla yasin oxuyur, g\u0259mil\u0259r ulart\u0131 qopar\u0131r, s\u0259das\u0131 zindan t\u00fcr\u00fcml\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

E\u015fitmi\u015fdik, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259ri Da\u011f\u00fcst\u00fc parkda basd\u0131racaqd\u0131lar. Bizimkil\u0259rd\u0259n kims\u0259 q\u0131m\u0131ldand\u0131: “Biz\u0259 d\u0259 ora qism\u0259t olsa idi, el\u0259 bil\u0259rdim, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za he\u00e7 bu q\u0259ziy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yib”.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn, ax\u015fam h\u0259rbi donanma X\u0259z\u0259r g\u0259mil\u0259rin\u0259 at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7d\u0131. Bizimkil\u0259r cavab verdi. At\u0131\u015fma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Dinc g\u0259mil\u0259rimizin h\u0259rbi donanman\u0131n top at\u0259\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 dayanma\u011fa g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atmad\u0131. Tankerl\u0259rin ne\u00e7\u0259si de\u015fildi, yan\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u00fchasir\u0259 yar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

Donanmaya qurudan k\u00f6m\u0259k g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, spesnaz soldatlar\u0131 g\u0259mil\u0259rimiz\u0259 dolu\u015fdular. X\u0259z\u0259r g\u0259mi\u00e7il\u0259rinin bir qismi qay\u0131qlara minib Z\u0131\u011f burnu, \u018fhm\u0259dli s\u0259mt\u0259 \u00fcz tutdular…<\/p>\n

“Hidroqraf” a\u00e7\u0131q d\u0259niz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131… Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259, dar\u0131xma, ana. Bu d\u0259nizd\u0259 suiti n\u0259 \u00e7oxmu\u015f. A\u011f suitil\u0259rdi, bat\u0131b \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, g\u0259lirl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 az qal\u0131rd\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni \u00fczm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131 liman\u0131nda bizimkil\u0259r yax\u0131nla\u015fa bils\u0259ydil\u0259r, g\u00f6y\u0259rt\u0259d\u0259, t\u00fcr\u00fcml\u0259rd\u0259 kimin n\u0259 k\u00f6kd\u0259 apar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sez\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Alatoranda g\u00f6y\u0259rt\u0259 kranlar\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. T\u00fcr\u00fcml\u0259rd\u0259ki ba\u011flamalar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartma\u011fa \u0259l qatd\u0131lar. B\u0259lk\u0259, tonqal \u00e7atacaqd\u0131lar. Yox, bunlar\u0131n niyy\u0259ti \u00f6zg\u0259 imi\u015f. Brezent ba\u011flamalar\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259rt\u0259nin q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

“Raz! Dva! Vzyali!” – meyit \u00e7at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f mafra\u015flar d\u0259niz\u0259 quyland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra… sahibind\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f qollar, q\u0131\u00e7lar, ba\u015flar tolazland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu, bir m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259tdi. Bizi yand\u0131ran o idi ki, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259tirdikl\u0259ri b\u0259s deyilmi\u015f, ard\u0131m\u0131zca s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r, t\u0259pikl\u0259 vurub ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar: “Vot vam \u015eaxidlyar xiyaban\u0131!”<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck ki, ana, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 vertolyotlar dolan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6m\u0259yimi g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r? Endi, az qald\u0131 dal\u011falara toxunsun. Qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, oradan d\u0259niz\u0259 at\u0131lma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Para\u015f\u00fctl\u0259ri yox idi, dal\u011falar\u0131n aras\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, bat\u0131r… \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259, bunlar desant deyilmi\u015f, el\u0259c\u0259 bizd\u0259nmi\u015fl\u0259r. Amma onlar\u0131 vertolyotla g\u0259tirmi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131 H\u0259\u015ft\u0259rxan, aya\u011f\u0131 L\u0259nk\u0259ran – d\u0259niz oldu m\u0259zar\u0131m\u0131z, can ana.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259kli anam! G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ana! Yad\u0131ndam\u0131, bir ax\u015fam bac\u0131lar\u0131m, s\u0259n, qon\u015fu xala oturmu\u015fduq bizd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Yaz idi, imtahanlar\u0131m\u0131z ba\u015flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z ist\u0259yimi s\u00f6yl\u0259dim. Dedim, Odessaya gedib, Ali D\u0259niz\u00e7ilik M\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 girm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Raz\u0131 olmad\u0131n: “G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda ol, balam m\u0259nim. Be\u015f bac\u0131n\u0131n birc\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131, evimizin ki\u015fisi s\u0259ns\u0259n” – dedin.<\/p>\n

Taleyin qism\u0259tin\u0259 bax, ana. \u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259nin ist\u0259yinin \u0259ksin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. D\u0259niz\u00e7i olmu\u015fam, m\u0259nim anam. \u00dcz\u00fcr\u0259m… \u018fz\u0259lc\u0259 sualt\u0131 qay\u0131qlar\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z, d\u0259rin yollar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00fcz 5 g\u00fcn doland\u0131q. Sonra h\u0259r\u0259miz bir diyara tu\u015f olduq.<\/p>\n

Kimi \u015eah dilind\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, kimi T\u00fcrkanda. Ax\u0131, d\u0259niz \u00f6l\u00fc saxlam\u0131r; \u015faqqalay\u0131b ba\u015f bir yana, b\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 yana atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, itib bataq. \u00c7\u0131xansa vard\u0131. Bullada vertolyotlar al\u00e7aqdanca g\u00fcll\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r, d\u0259lib de\u015firdi, getsin alta.<\/p>\n

T\u00fcrkan bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. K\u0259nd duyuq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131lar qay\u0131\u011fa minib g\u0259ldil\u0259r. X\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 yiy\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f ke\u015fik\u00e7i katerl\u0259r pusquda imi\u015f. Bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 da, onun g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259. Ana, birc\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259. Bu d\u0259nizd\u0259 n\u0259 \u00e7ox suiti varm\u0131\u015f… G\u00f6r s\u0259nin d\u0259niz\u00e7i o\u011flun bir qol, bir q\u0131\u00e7la nec\u0259 \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u00fcr!<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz\u0259 qar ya\u011f\u0131r. Ki\u00e7ik \u00e7ill\u0259 girir bu g\u00fcn. Ki\u00e7ik \u00e7ill\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00e7ill\u0259y\u0259 deyib: “M\u0259n s\u0259nin vaxt\u0131nda g\u0259ls\u0259 idim, g\u0259linl\u0259rin \u0259lini s\u0259n\u0259yin qulpunda dondurard\u0131m”.<\/p>\n

Qar\u015f\u0131dan yaz g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz\u0259 qar ya\u011f\u0131r, ba\u015f\u0131ma qar \u0259l \u0259nir. X\u0259z\u0259r D\u0259rb\u0259nd alt\u0131nda nec\u0259 burul\u011fanl\u0131 imi\u015f. Biz\u0259 daha n\u0259 qar \u0259s\u0259r ed\u0259r, n\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k. N\u0259 dal\u011falar bat\u0131rar, n\u0259 f\u0131rt\u0131na susdurar.<\/p>\n

Yamacda D\u0259rb\u0259nd maya\u011f\u0131 yan\u0131r. Dal\u011falar\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda sahil\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259m. Allah \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxar, q\u0259dim Az\u0259rbaycan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin sakinl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259r m\u0259ni. G\u00f6rs\u0259l\u0259r, xilas ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6p, m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin d\u0259niz\u00e7i o\u011flun.<\/p>\n

1 fevral 1990-c\u0131 il”<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1225 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“\u018fziz ana! \u018fvv\u0259la, salam. \u0130kincisi \u0259g\u0259r z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kib, m\u0259nim \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r almaq ist\u0259s\u0259n… M\u0259n indi D\u0259rb\u0259nd yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndayam. \u00c7iskinli-dumanl\u0131 bir havad\u0131. \u018fsla nigaran qalma, birc\u0259 gil\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcr\u0259m. D\u0259niz\u0259 qar ya\u011f\u0131r, amma vecim\u0259 deyil. M\u0259n t\u0259k deyil\u0259m, can ana. Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur, h\u0259r \u015feyi oldu\u011fu t\u0259ki s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yim. Bil\u0259r\u0259m, gec\u0259n-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn yoxdur. Bilir\u0259m, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin b\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259xanalar\u0131n\u0131, meyitxanalar\u0131 dola\u015fm\u0131san. Birc\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7749,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7748"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7748"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7748\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7750,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7748\/revisions\/7750"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7749"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7748"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7748"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7748"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}