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\"demetcizmeli\"<\/a><\/p>\n

S\u0259rt bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 yer\u0259 at\u0131lan toy \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc, parketin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 f\u0131rlana \u2013 f\u0131rlana \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tap\u0131r. \u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirib\u2026 O biri barma\u011f\u0131mdan b\u0259rk \u2013 b\u0259rk yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b\u2026\u00a0 \u00c7\u0131xar\u0131b atmal\u0131yam onu da\u2026 Vidala\u015f\u0131b ayr\u0131lmal\u0131 ik\u0259n yenid\u0259n bir yerd\u0259yik. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat bundan \u0259vv\u0259l h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 girdiyim evd\u0259n \u00e7ox \u2013 \u00e7ox uzaqdayam indi. Bu evd\u0259 m\u0259nim kimi ilk gec\u0259sini ke\u00e7irm\u0259kd\u0259 olan ba\u015fmaqlar\u0131m da bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b. T\u0259rk edilmi\u015fliyi, h\u0259v\u0259sin\u00a0 a\u011fr\u0131ya \u00e7evrilm\u0259sini ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q birlikd\u0259. D\u0131rnaqlar\u0131m\u0131n q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boyas\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fiml\u0259 qa\u015f\u0131y\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fam. N\u0259 vaxt olub, xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram.\u00a0 Divarlar \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 olub y\u0259qin ki\u2026. Divar r\u0259ngini se\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 nec\u0259 d\u0259 vasvas\u0131 davranm\u0131\u015fam. H\u00f6km\u0259n a\u011f r\u0259ngd\u0259 olacaq\u2026 \u0130\u015f\u0131ql\u0131q, rahatl\u0131q\u2026 \u00c7ox t\u00fcnd al\u0131n\u0131b dey\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Yata\u011f\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda nec\u0259 g\u0259ldi oturmu\u015fam. Yanp\u00f6rt\u00fc, h\u0259r an durub getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131ram\u2026 M\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131 olmayan \u00a0quraq bir s\u0259hra var qar\u015f\u0131mda. Ba\u015f\u0131mdak\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131 daha da g\u00fccl\u0259nir. Bir \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u0259ll\u0259sinin i\u00e7ini g\u0259mir\u0259n y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 ilan \u2013 \u00e7ayan el\u0259 bil bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 beynimin i\u00e7ind\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

Uzun d\u0259hlizin ax\u0131r\u0131ndak\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r. Yax\u0131nla\u015fan add\u0131m s\u0259sini e\u015fidib yerimd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nir\u0259m. Ota\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259si d\u00fcz yan\u0131mdad\u0131r. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n bir az uzaqda\u2026 El\u0259c\u0259 dayan\u0131b bax\u0131r bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 qaynayan nifr\u0259ti g\u00f6rs\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qorxar. D\u0259yirmi, hamar d\u0259risi \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n qapqara qaral\u0131b. Alt doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131ndaki laxtalanm\u0131\u015f qan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Dey\u0259s\u0259n doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259yib.\u00a0 \u0130kimiz d\u0259 yor\u011funuq.<\/p>\n

-Sizinkil\u0259r\u0259 z\u0259ng vuraca\u011fam. T\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131ma bacarm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

-Z\u0259ng vurma. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, oturub dan\u0131\u015faq. \u0130zah ed\u0259c\u0259kdim s\u0259n\u0259. Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 ist\u0259dim, amma al\u0131nmad\u0131. Bacarmad\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259. \u0130nan, m\u0259nim bir g\u00fcnah\u0131m yoxdur.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u0130nan, m\u0259nim bir g\u00fcnah\u0131m yoxdur\u2026\u201d Sonuncu c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259 dayan\u0131ram. \u201cG\u00fcnah!\u201d Universitet t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si idim. A\u015fiq olmu\u015fdum\u2026 Onunla olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259yim g\u00fcnahd\u0131r?<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n\u0259 inana bilm\u0259r\u0259m bundan sonra. Ba\u015fqa n\u0259 yalanlar dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131san Allah bilir indiy\u0259 kimi?! N\u0259l\u0259r gizl\u0259tmis\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n?!\u2026<\/p>\n

O, m\u0259ni incidir, al\u00e7ald\u0131r, amma h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 buradayam. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259liy\u0259m el\u0259 bu d\u0259qiq\u0259i. Amma el\u0259 bil aya\u011fa dursam yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131laca\u011fam. Bir \u00fcmid var i\u00e7imd\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259? D\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? D\u00fcz\u0259ls\u0259, bu gec\u0259ni ya\u015famam\u0131\u015f\u0131q kimi q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m, yoxsa?\u2026<\/p>\n

Telefonu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb z\u0259ng vurma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, z\u0259ng vurma, bu vaxt\u0131 narahat etm\u0259y\u0259k he\u00e7 kimi. Oturub dan\u0131\u015faq. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 t\u0259hsilli insanlar\u0131q. Bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti \u00f6z aram\u0131zda h\u0259ll ed\u0259 bil\u0259rik. Sonra ist\u0259s\u0259n lap ayr\u0131lar\u0131q da.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259s\u0259n\u2026 Dem\u0259li, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m getm\u0259yi. Bunun faydas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, onu \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259yin \u00e7\u0259tinliyini g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m el\u0259 bil. Qap\u0131ya s\u00f6yk\u0259nir.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n ist\u0259yirdim h\u0259r \u015fey ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr olsun\u2026<\/p>\n

\u018fzab dolu g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259nib \u00fcz\u00fc. H\u0259yat b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131lpaql\u0131\u011f\u0131, iki \u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fc il\u0259 onun t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00a0 \u00a0arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259nib. \u201cM\u0259n ist\u0259yirdim h\u0259r \u015fey ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr olsun\u2026\u201d G\u00fclm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. G\u00fcls\u0259m v\u0259ziyy\u0259t daha da pisl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

Telefonu yerin\u0259 qoyur.<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131. Amma sabah bit\u0259c\u0259k bu i\u015f.\u00a0 Yorulmu\u015fam art\u0131q\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 toxunmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 qoymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb\u00a0 gedir. Sa\u011fdak\u0131 yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7m\u0259yind\u0259n bilir\u0259m ki, yata\u011f\u0131n sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fini \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ay\u0131r\u0131bm\u0131\u015f. Qap\u0131 yen\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131l\u0131r. Bu gec\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131lan be\u015finci qap\u0131d\u0131r bu\u2026<\/p>\n

Yay k\u00fcl\u0259yinin p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259ri yell\u0259ndirm\u0259yin\u0259 bax\u0131ram arada. K\u00fcl\u0259yin arxas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259l\u0259r verm\u0259zdim. Qanadlan\u0131b u\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259birsizc\u0259 titr\u0259yir \u00fcr\u0259yim. K\u00fcl\u0259k gah m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, gah da s\u0259ssizliy\u0259 q\u0259rq olur\u2026 O is\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00fcsyankar k\u00fcl\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.\u00a0 Uzaqdan g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in s\u0259sl\u0259rini e\u015fidir\u0259m. \u201cQuq, quq, quq\u201d\u2026 Bir az da yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r s\u0259s.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259rimizi xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n

Evimizin dam\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u0131mla birlikd\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in saxlay\u0131rd\u0131q. A\u011f, boz, q\u0259hv\u0259yi\u2026 T\u0259kc\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 yox idi aralar\u0131nda. Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n

-Niy\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in yoxdur aralar\u0131nda, qarda\u015f?<\/p>\n

-D\u0259lis\u0259n s\u0259n, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in olar he\u00e7?<\/p>\n

-Olmaz? S\u0259n bilmirs\u0259n y\u0259qin. Anamdan da soru\u015faca\u011fam.<\/p>\n

-\u0130nanm\u0131rsansa inanma. Daha n\u0259 deyim s\u0259n\u0259?!<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131 biz boya is\u0259k q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya. M\u0259n q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox sev\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r bahar yollar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rdim g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259rin. Bir g\u00fcn q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olan\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi, buna y\u00fcz faiz inan\u0131rd\u0131m. G\u0259lib damda yuva qurma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda tama\u015fa ed\u0259rdim onlara. Boyun q\u0131raraq getm\u0259kl\u0259rini, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini naz \u2013 q\u0259mz\u0259 il\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b yummaqlar\u0131n\u0131, ah\u0259ngl\u0259 qanad \u00e7\u0131rpmaqlar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Anam ist\u0259m\u0259zdi ki, g\u0259lsinl\u0259r.\u00a0\u201cEvd\u0259 qu\u015f b\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259k u\u011fursuzluq g\u0259tirir. Q\u0259za il\u0259 d\u0259 olsa yuvalar\u0131 bir d\u0259f\u0259 pozularsa yuvam\u0131z da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r\u201d \u2013 deyirdi.\u00a0<\/em>Onlar h\u0259r bahar anamla inadla\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fcas\u0131na damda yuva qurard\u0131lar \u0259trafdan y\u0131\u011fd\u0131qlar\u0131 kollarla. Biz qarda\u015f\u0131mla onlar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 anam q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 \u201cYuvalar\u0131n\u0131 pozmay\u0131n\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

G\u00fccl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7arpay\u0131ya \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131ram.\u00a0 Yan\u0131l\u0131 qalan i\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259mi yand\u0131r\u0131r. \u00c7il\u00e7\u0131raqlardak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn lampalar\u0131 yand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. U\u015faqk\u0259n \u00e7il\u00e7\u0131raqlar\u0131ndan i\u015f\u0131qlar sa\u00e7\u0131lan evl\u0259rin xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik yuvas\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrdim. Uzun q\u0131\u015f gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 al \u2013 \u0259lvan\u00a0 \u00e7il\u00e7\u0131raqlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda bir k\u00fcncd\u0259 yanan soban\u0131n \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, k\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 kartof v\u0259 loto idi xo\u015fb\u0259xt bir evin m\u0259nas\u0131 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. H\u0259r \u015feyin yerli yerind\u0259 oldu\u011fu bir yuva\u2026 Yuva!.. \u0130ndi yuva olaca\u011f\u0131 \u00fcmidi il\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 g\u0259ldiyim bu evd\u0259 \u0259n z\u0259h\u0259rli otlardan daha \u00e7ox z\u0259h\u0259r yay\u0131r can\u0131ma sevdiyim insan\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u2026<\/p>\n

Yerd\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qalan toy \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131ram. K\u00fcs\u00fcb m\u0259nd\u0259n. B\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir? Hirsini, nifr\u0259tini toy \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t edib yan\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xanda. Toy \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 baxanda ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 unutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n oyan\u0131b yem\u0259k haz\u0131rlama\u011f\u0131, daha sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn sevgiml\u0259 onu oyand\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m h\u0259tta. S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landan sonra bunu etm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olacaqm\u0131? Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallamaq, onu qucaqlamaq, bu gec\u0259d\u0259n sonra ona \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0259bul etdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaq n\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 vacib idi art\u0131q? Boyun \u0259ym\u0259yim bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259, \u00fcst\u0259lik yaltaqlanaca\u011fam ona? Sevgimi d\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etm\u0259liy\u0259m. Yox, dey\u0259s\u0259n, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n son n\u00f6qt\u0259si olacaq bu gec\u0259. Bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr\u2026<\/p>\n

Ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 yenid\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r. Qap\u0131 c\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidir\u0259m. Ya\u011flama\u011f\u0131 unutmu\u015fum. Halbuki ist\u0259yirdim. H\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flamam\u0131\u015fam, amma bu evi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcnk\u00fc hesab edir\u0259mmi\u015f s\u0259n dem\u0259. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259y\u0259m\u2026 El\u0259 bil he\u00e7 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m\u2026 Ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri get ged\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r. Indi qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayan\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Sakitl\u0259\u015fib. \u00dczr ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k y\u0259qin\u2026<\/p>\n

-Yata bilmir\u0259m he\u00e7 c\u00fcr. S\u0259n\u2026 \u00a0B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259?! Kiml\u0259r var ba\u015fqa?!\u2026<\/p>\n

Kiml\u0259rs\u0259 olub h\u0259yat\u0131mda?! Olmad\u0131, xeyr. Indi he\u00e7 n\u0259yi xat\u0131rlamaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. M\u0259nliyim parampar\u00e7ad\u0131r\u2026 Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u0259r an m\u0259nd\u0259n k\u0259narda ba\u015f verir indi\u2026<\/p>\n

Enib qalxan sin\u0259sinin x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidir\u0259m.\u00a0\u201cAtam\u0131n da sin\u0259si x\u0131r\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131 hirsl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259.\u00a0<\/em>M\u0259n d\u0259 ona ox\u015fam\u0131\u015fam\u201d \u2013 dediyini xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

-Dedim ax\u0131, s\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m h\u0259r \u015feyi\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259sim itib, quyunun dibind\u0259n g\u0259lir el\u0259 bil\u2026 Dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Dodaqlar\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 susma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u0259mr edir. S\u0259h\u0259r etm\u0259k ist\u0259dikl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n. Uzun d\u0259hlizin sonundan qap\u0131 s\u0259si g\u0259lir ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u00c7eviri: Oktay Hac\u0131musal\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 732 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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