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M\u0259ni toya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. M\u0259n bu toya m\u00fctl\u0259q getm\u0259liydim.
\nToya getm\u0259liydim. Ancaq\u2026. ail\u0259min b\u00fcdc\u0259sind\u0259 n\u0259inki ehtiyat pul vard\u0131, h\u0259tta g\u00fcnd\u0259lik \u0259rzaq\u0131m\u0131z bel\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 tap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259rk\u0259zi bazar\u0131n gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131mla t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm o an\u0131 xat\u0131rlayanda k\u00f6vr\u0259lir\u0259m. X\u0259yal\u0259 el\u0259 bil \u00e7oxdan axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 qiym\u0259tli itiyini tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 m\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b sevincind\u0259n doluxsunmu\u015fdu:
\n\u2013 Arzu, \u0259zizim, bilirs\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc nec\u0259 dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, s\u0259ni n\u0259 \u00e7ox arzulam\u0131\u015fam? Nec\u0259s\u0259n, qadan al\u0131m, ail\u0259n, balalar\u0131n?
\nX\u0259yal\u0259 il\u0259 c\u0259mi iki il t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015fuq. Bir-birimizi \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdik. Biz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kursa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 X\u0259yal\u0259 ni\u015fanland\u0131 v\u0259 Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc.<\/span>
\nX\u0259yal\u0259nin \u0259ri T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 onlar Bak\u0131da ya\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u0130lk vaxtlar z\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fs\u0259k d\u0259, sonralar \u0259laq\u0259 saxlaya bilm\u0259mi\u015fdik.
\nUzun ill\u0259rd\u0259n sonra onu yenid\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259yim\u0259 m\u0259mnun idim. X\u0259yal\u0259nin \u015f\u0259n, parlaq \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sind\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u015fsizliyimi, a\u011f\u0131r, a\u011fr\u0131 dolu g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131m\u0131 ondan gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 buna nail oldum;
\n\u2013 Sa\u011f ol, yax\u015f\u0131yam, lap yax\u015f\u0131yam. X\u0259yal\u0259, s\u0259n nec\u0259s\u0259n? U\u015faqlar\u0131n nec\u0259dir, y\u0259qin xeyli b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcbl\u0259r h\u0259?..
\nX\u0259yal\u0259 m\u0259ni yen\u0259 qucaqlad\u0131:
\n\u2013 Ay Allah, g\u00f6r bayaqdan yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc? \u2013 dedi, bizd\u0259n azca aral\u0131 dayanm\u0131\u015f h\u00fcnd\u00fcrboylu, g\u0259nc o\u011flan\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131;
\n\u2013 Sadiq, bura g\u0259l, g\u0259l Arzu xalanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f!
\nO\u011flan biz\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u0130r\u0259li ke\u00e7ib Sadiql\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. X\u0259yal\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri sevincl\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yand\u0131;
\n\u2013 Sadiq, yad\u0131ndad\u0131r, s\u0259n\u0259 Arzu adl\u0131 r\u0259fiq\u0259md\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Bax, bu odur\u2026
\nSadiq anas\u0131na \u00e7ox ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. O da eynil\u0259 anas\u0131 kimi-s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. R\u0259fiq\u0259min isti, mehriban s\u0259sinin sehrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Onunla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m az vaxt \u0259rzind\u0259 el\u0259 bil b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rdl\u0259rimd\u0259n s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, \u015firin duy\u011fulara q\u0259rq olmu\u015fdum. Evd\u0259 bazardan qay\u0131daca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n balalar\u0131m\u0131n acl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, sa\u011f \u0259limd\u0259 saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ki\u00e7ik z\u0259nbild\u0259ki \u0259rzaqa sonuncu manat\u0131m\u0131 verdiyimi xat\u0131rlamaq ist\u0259mirdim. Bu q\u0131zmar iyul g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259n ucuz s\u0259rinke\u015fi bel\u0259 olmayan, istid\u0259n bu\u011f ver\u0259n otaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, s\u0131n\u0131q-salxaq oturacaq stullar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, bombo\u015f soyuducumuzu ani olaraq unutdum. B\u00f6y\u00fck ist\u0259kl\u0259, \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 onlar\u0131 evim\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t el\u0259dim;
\n\u2013 Ged\u0259yin biz\u0259, yol g\u0259lmisiniz, dinc\u0259l\u0259rsiz\u2026
\nSonuncu k\u0259lm\u0259md\u0259n, s\u0259simd\u0259ki arxay\u0131nl\u0131qdan diksindim, el\u0259 bil yuxudan ay\u0131ld\u0131m. X\u0259yal\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7ox onun o\u011flundan utanacaqd\u0131m. Anas\u0131 m\u0259ni ona \u201cxala\u201d deyib tan\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi Sadiqin ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc xalas\u0131 olan m\u0259n, ona nec\u0259 qulluq g\u00f6st\u0259rim? M\u0259nim yoxsul evimd\u0259 nec\u0259 dinc\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r? Ucuz ba\u015fa g\u0259l\u0259n, dads\u0131z-tams\u0131z yem\u0259kl\u0259rimi onlar\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na nec\u0259 qoyacam?
\nYa\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m evi, g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb y\u0259qin ki p\u0259rtl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r, m\u0259n\u0259 ac\u0131yacaqd\u0131lar, yaz\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi. H\u0259r \u015fey bir yana, X\u0259yal\u0259nin \u015f\u0259n, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sinin nec\u0259 tutulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259zdim. Ay Allah, onlar\u0131 evim\u0259 nec\u0259 apar\u0131m?
\nX\u0259yal\u0259nin s\u00f6zl\u0259ri m\u0259ni burul\u011fandan \u00e7\u0259kib \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131;
\n\u2013 Yo-o-x, Arzu, qurban olum, vaxt\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur, qals\u0131n sonraya. Bir saatdan sonra Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131d\u0131r\u0131q. Bilirs\u0259n, avqustun 10-u Sadiqin toyu olacaq.
\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, s\u0259ni toya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsam, g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n?
\nX\u0259yal\u0259nin s\u0259sind\u0259ki do\u011fmal\u0131q, \u0259rkyanal\u0131q m\u0259ni riqq\u0259tl\u0259ndirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0259lbiml\u0259 duydum ki, r\u0259fiq\u0259m ilk \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n toyunda m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259yi \u00e7ox arzulay\u0131r. Onun m\u0259n\u0259 dikilmi\u015f \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tli bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda n\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rdim ki? \u00dcr\u0259yimin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259n qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a g\u0259l\u0259n \u0259n xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 onu t\u0259brik el\u0259dim:
\n\u2013 Allah m\u00fcbar\u0259k el\u0259sin! Xo\u015fb\u0259xt olsunlar, m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u0259l\u0259rik\u2026
\nBir azdan ayr\u0131ld\u0131q. X\u0259yal\u0259 o\u011flu il\u0259 Bak\u0131ya yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nX\u0259yal\u0259 il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n d\u0259 sevinirdim. R\u0259fiq\u0259min \u015firin, mehriban s\u0259si qulaqlar\u0131mdan getmirdi. X\u0259yal\u0259 bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 daha da g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. \u018fll\u0259rind\u0259ki, boyun-bo\u011faz\u0131ndak\u0131 qiym\u0259tli zin\u0259t \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 onun \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sin\u0259 qeyri-adi i\u015f\u0131q verirdi. Ancaq X\u0259yal\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259 s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yan\u0131rd\u0131, el\u0259 b\u0259rq vururdu ki, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 taxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u015f-qa\u015flar\u0131n par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259 qoyurdu.
\nX\u0259yal\u0259nin s\u0259sini, \u00e7iynin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f xurmay\u0131, ip\u0259k sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131rd\u0131qca \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm oynay\u0131r, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir\u0259m. Dodaqlar\u0131mdan qopub \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc getdiyim yollara atmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 birt\u0259h\u0259r saxlay\u0131ram: \u2013 \u201cM\u0259n onun o\u011flunun toyuna m\u00fctl\u0259q getm\u0259liy\u0259m!\u201d.
\nEvim\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011fa lap az, be\u015f-alt\u0131 add\u0131m qal\u0131b. \u018flimd\u0259ki ki\u00e7ik z\u0259nbil\u0259 bax\u0131ram. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259 z\u0259nbil qap\u0131dan gir\u0259nd\u0259 o\u011flumla q\u0131z\u0131m \u0259ll\u0259rim\u0259 bax\u0131r:
\n\u2013 Ana, yen\u0259 qarp\u0131z almad\u0131n?..
\nBunu o\u011flum deyir. Q\u0131z\u0131m lap h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r:
\n\u2013 Biz n\u0259 vaxt qarp\u0131z yey\u0259cik?
\n\u2013 Eh\u2026 ana.. az qal\u0131r yay \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n\u2026
\nA\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 o\u011flum d\u00f6zm\u00fcr, m\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa qoymur;
\n\u2013 Of, ay ana, birc\u0259 dem\u0259 qarp\u0131z d\u0259rmanl\u0131d\u0131r, yeyib z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259rsiz, n\u0259 bilim n\u0259\u2026 Bax, Akifgil, R\u0259\u015fadgil, Orxangil d\u0259 qarp\u0131z yeyirl\u0259r. H\u0259l\u0259 K\u0259nangil d\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259n qarp\u0131z alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026
\nDan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z tapm\u0131ram. U\u015faqlara h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bir b\u0259han\u0259 tapmaqdan yorulmu\u015fam, \u00e7ox yorulmu\u015fam.
\nBu ilki yay\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r ke\u00e7ir. Bir ildir ki, Aqil d\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 i\u015fsiz qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Gil-torpaq zavodunda Aqil m\u00fch\u0259ndis, m\u0259n m\u00fchasib i\u015fl\u0259yirdim. Zavod ba\u011flanandan sonra n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r axtard\u0131qsa, ixtisas\u0131m\u0131za uy\u011fun i\u015f tapa bilm\u0259dik. Zavodlar\u0131n, fabrikl\u0259rin \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti indi i\u015fl\u0259mir. G\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131m\u0131z getdikc\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. Evimizd\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259d\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259 varsa, satm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.
\nO\u011flum 15, q\u0131z\u0131m 13 ya\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r. Yay t\u0259tilini el\u0259 evd\u0259 ke\u00e7irirl\u0259r. U\u015faqlar\u0131m da bu narahat, s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rimizin n\u0259 vaxt bit\u0259c\u0259yini s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r.
\nAil\u0259mizin a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti o\u011fluma daha \u00e7ox t\u0259sir el\u0259yir. N\u0259 vaxt baxsam, onu f\u0131kirli g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. H\u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n ay, bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 bir az q\u00fcrurla, bir az da f\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259 demi\u015fdi:
\n\u2013 Ana, ay ana, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 i\u015f tapm\u0131\u015fam, i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m\u2026
\nQulaqlar\u0131ma inanmad\u0131m. Bir andaca qeyri-ixtiyari sevindim \u2013 o\u011flum b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Sonra da sevincqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q bir k\u0259d\u0259r \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259. Ax\u0131, o\u011flum m\u0259kt\u0259blidir, yay t\u0259tilind\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259lidir, istirah\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259lidir\u2026
\nDo\u011frudur, o\u011flum h\u0259l\u0259 iki il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l, 6-c\u0131 sinifd\u0259 oxuyanda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, onun sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7oxu m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259lmir, ata-analar\u0131n\u0131n onlara m\u0259kt\u0259b paltar\u0131, kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259r alma\u011fa g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 gedirl\u0259r, kimisi bazarda \u00e7ay paylay\u0131r, kimisi tum sat\u0131r, kimisi benzindoldurma m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n yuyur.
\nO\u011flum sevinc\u0259k, birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:
\n\u2013 Ana, atama da de. M\u0259n K\u0259nanla gedib i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. K\u0259nan iki ayd\u0131r ki,
\n\u201cB\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259\u201d \u015eadl\u0131q saray\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259yir. Yaln\u0131z toy olan g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 gedir. Toy olan g\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015fama kimi i\u015fl\u0259yir, 5 manat pul al\u0131r. H\u0259m d\u0259 ki\u2026 h\u0259m d\u0259 K\u0259nan deyir ki, ordak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn dadl\u0131 yem\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n yem\u0259y\u0259 icaz\u0259 verirl\u0259r\u2026
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik oldu. O\u011flum \u201cdadl\u0131 yem\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n\u201d dan\u0131\u015fanda onun yava\u015fca udqundu\u011fu g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n qa\u00e7mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flumun m\u0259sum bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na, ya\u015f\u0131yla he\u00e7 uyu\u015fmayan d\u0259rdli g\u00f6rk\u0259min\u0259, ar\u0131q, z\u0259if qollar\u0131na, sol\u011fun b\u0259nizin\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 bo\u011fma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m:
\n\u2013 Yo-o-x, olmaz, olmaz, d\u0259rdin \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259. S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 balacasan, \u00e7ox balacasan, bacarmazsan\u2026
\n\u2013 Bacararam, ana, g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n nec\u0259 bacararam. N\u0259 olsun, K\u0259nan m\u0259nd\u0259n iki ya\u015f balacad\u0131r, h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 ar\u0131qd\u0131r. B\u0259s o niy\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir? Ana, K\u0259nan\u0131n da n\u0259 atas\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131 i\u015f tapa bilmirl\u0259r, K\u0259nan\u0131n g\u0259tirdiyi pulla dolan\u0131rlar.
\nO\u011flum bu s\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 el\u0259 bil \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verirdi. Fikr\u0259 getdiyimi g\u00f6r\u00fcb onunla raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fcman etdi;
\n\u2013 Ana, qoy i\u015fl\u0259yim, s\u0259n\u0259, atama \u00e7oxlu paltar, ayaqqab\u0131 alar\u0131q. Bac\u0131ma Ayg\u00fcn xalan\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 Z\u0259rg\u00fcl\u00fcn donundan, bir d\u0259 \u00e7ox sevdiyi \u015firniyyatlardan alar\u0131q.
\nO\u011flumun f\u0259dakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ni g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur el\u0259di:
\n\u2013 B\u0259s \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 n\u0259 alar\u0131q?
\n\u2013 \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131\u2026. bir d\u0259, bir d\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 \u00e7anta. \u00c7antam ne\u00e7\u0259 yerind\u0259n c\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b ax\u0131, h\u0259, alar\u0131q\u2026
\nO\u011flum \u201ci\u015f\u0259\u201d iki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra ged\u0259c\u0259kdi. H\u0259l\u0259 vaxta vard\u0131. \u0130\u015fl\u0259m\u0259yini ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259-ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u2013 \u201cyax\u015f\u0131, o vaxtad\u0259k fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259m\u201d \u2013 dedim.
\nDem\u0259k\u2026 sabah yox, o biri g\u00fcn\u2026 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 da\u015f ba\u011flay\u0131b o\u011flumu \u201ci\u015f\u0259\u201d g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259liydim. \u00d6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sakitl\u0259\u015fdirib t\u0259s\u0259lli vers\u0259m d\u0259, xeyri olmurdu. Narahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir\u0259 y\u00fcz artm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. X\u0259yal\u0131mda canland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yimi piltik-piltik edirdi, el\u0259 bil damarlar\u0131mda qan\u0131m donurdu, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131ma b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb ayaqyal\u0131n, ba\u015f\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q hara g\u0259ldi qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirdim\u2026
\n\u2026O\u011flum \u0259lind\u0259 m\u0259cm\u0259yi qulluq el\u0259diyi masaya yem\u0259k paylay\u0131rd\u0131. Aqilin k\u00f6hn\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131 barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 incits\u0259 d\u0259, can\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b d\u00f6z\u00fcrd\u00fc. Birc\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259ydi, ka\u015f evl\u0259rin\u0259 pul aparayd\u0131.
\n\u2026Olum b\u0259rk acm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Toy ba\u015flamazdan \u0259vv\u0259l a\u015fpaz qad\u0131n\u0131n verdiyi yem\u0259kd\u0259n yes\u0259 d\u0259, indi ac idi. Udquna-udquna m\u0259cm\u0259yid\u0259 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabab\u0131n iyind\u0259n a\u011fz\u0131 sulan\u0131r, m\u0259d\u0259si s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ac olsa da, toy qurtarana kimi yem\u0259k yem\u0259y\u0259 icaz\u0259 vermirdil\u0259r. O, 15 ya\u015f\u0131na t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259m basm\u0131\u015f o\u011flum d\u00f6z\u00fcrd\u00fc, t\u0259kc\u0259 evl\u0259rin\u0259 pul aparayd\u0131.
\n\u2026O\u011flum \u0259ynin\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u0259l\u0259n ofisiant paltar\u0131nda qulluq el\u0259diyi 12 \u2116-li masan\u0131n yan\u0131nda, ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 \u2013 m\u00fcnt\u0259zir dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259xmin\u0259n onunla ya\u015f\u0131d olan, ata-anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturan \u015fi\u015fman o\u011flan tez-tez sifari\u015f verir, onu bir yerd\u0259 dayanma\u011fa qoymurdu:
\n\u2013 M\u0259n\u0259 mineral su s\u00fcz!
\n\u2013 M\u0259n\u0259 toyuq \u0259ti g\u0259tir!
\n\u2013 Limon \u015fir\u0259si ist\u0259yir\u0259m!
\n\u2013 Kababdan yen\u0259 g\u0259tir!
\n\u2013 Bo\u015fqabdak\u0131 zibill\u0259ri t\u0259mizl\u0259!
\nO\u011flum \u015fi\u015fman u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, onun \u0259lind\u0259n b\u0259rk hirsl\u0259nib, az qal\u0131r a\u011flas\u0131n. Ancaq\u2026. a\u011flam\u0131r, susur, d\u00f6z\u00fcr. Ax\u0131, bac\u0131s\u0131na s\u00f6z verib ki, ona \u00e7oxlu \u015firniyyatlar alacaq, Z\u0259rg\u00fcl\u00fcn geyindiyi dondan alacaq\u2026
\n\u2026O\u011flum m\u0259tb\u0259xl\u0259 salonun aras\u0131nda \u00e7ox yorulub, ba\u015f\u0131 b\u0259rk a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r.
\nYox, toy qurtarana q\u0259d\u0259r n\u0259s\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259, haradasa, he\u00e7 olmasa yan\u0131ndak\u0131 bo\u015f stullar\u0131n birind\u0259 oturma\u011fa icaz\u0259 verilmir.
\n\u2026O\u011flumun qulaqlar\u0131 durmadan g\u00fcy\u00fcld\u0259yir. Toydak\u0131 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy onu yaman yorub. Qulluq el\u0259diyi masadak\u0131 \u015fi\u015fman o\u011flan\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini g\u00fccl\u0259 e\u015fidir, b\u0259z\u0259n az qala ikiqat \u0259yilib qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 onun a\u011fz\u0131na tutmal\u0131 olur.
\n\u2026Toyun qurtarma\u011f\u0131na az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bula\u015f\u0131q bo\u015fqablarla dolu a\u011f\u0131r m\u0259cm\u0259yini ayaqlar\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 dola\u015fa-dola\u015fa m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 masan\u0131n yan\u0131ndan burulub m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, kims\u0259 onu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. O\u011flum burada \u00f6z ad\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nir, heyr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7iyninin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n geriy\u0259 boylan\u0131r. Qon\u015fu masalar\u0131n birind\u0259n m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 ona d\u0259rs dey\u0259n co\u011fraf\u0131ya m\u00fc\u0259lliminin \u0259l el\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, x\u0259cal\u0259tind\u0259n bir andaca o\u011flumun sol\u011fun b\u0259nizi p\u00f6rt\u00fcb q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olur. O\u011flum n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmir, \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f gedir. M\u00fc\u0259llimind\u0259n utanan o\u011flumun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolur. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7iyl\u0259 bir dolub qalm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 l\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259yir, ona qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u2013 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 imkan vermir. O\u011flum m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan ba\u015fqa bir ofisiantla toqqu\u015fub y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r. Q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qab-qaca\u011f\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 ofisiantlara n\u0259zar\u0259t ed\u0259n i\u015f\u00e7i d\u0259, a\u015fpazlar da onun yan\u0131na g\u0259lir. Bo\u015fqablar\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 o\u011flumun ovcunu, barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sib. \u018fll\u0259rind\u0259n axan qan a\u011f r\u0259ngli ofisiant k\u00f6yn\u0259yin\u0259 el\u0259 yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b ki, onun yaxas\u0131nda el\u0259 bil q\u0131z\u0131l g\u00fcll\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b. Onu aya\u011fa qald\u0131r\u0131rlar. Barmaqlar\u0131ndan axan qan damc\u0131lar\u0131 indi d\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Dizl\u0259rind\u0259 b\u0259rk a\u011fr\u0131 duysa da ufuldam\u0131r, zar\u0131m\u0131r, susur. Ax\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b paltar\u0131, \u00e7anta alacaqd\u0131\u2026
\n\u2026Gec\u0259dir, saat birin yar\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r. O\u011flum K\u0259nanla birlikd\u0259, piyada ev\u0259 g\u0259lir.
\nOnun \u0259ll\u0259ri yaralan\u0131b, dizl\u0259ri m\u00f6hk\u0259m \u0259zilib, ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131 barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 \u0259zib ki, g\u00fccl\u0259 yeriyir. \u015eadl\u0131q saray\u0131ndan evimiz\u0259 xeyli yol var. N\u0259 yor\u011funlu\u011funu, n\u0259 yuxusuzlu\u011funu, n\u0259 d\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131 duyur, el\u0259 bil h\u0259r \u015feyi unudub.
\n\u2026O\u011flum ev\u0259 h\u0259m yor\u011fun, h\u0259m d\u0259 p\u0259rt-pe\u015fiman qay\u0131d\u0131r. Of\u0131siantlara n\u0259zar\u0259t ed\u0259n i\u015f\u00e7i ona 5 manat yox, 2 manat verib. Yerd\u0259 qalan 3 manat\u0131 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b s\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bo\u015fqablar\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.
\n\u2026O\u011flum \u00e7ox k\u0259d\u0259rlidir. Bac\u0131s\u0131na verdiyi s\u00f6zd\u0259n utan\u0131r. H\u0259r \u015fey bir yana, co\u011frafiya m\u00fc\u0259lliminin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 unuda bilmir. M\u00fc\u0259lliminin onu g\u00f6rm\u0259yini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259rd el\u0259yir. O\u011flumun balaca \u00fcr\u0259yi yaman s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r\u2026
\nO\u011flumun i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yi g\u00fcn sabahd\u0131r. Ona h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yimi bilmirdim.
\nM\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdim. O\u011flumun h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 s\u0259si m\u0259ni i\u015fd\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131: \u2013 Ana, m\u0259n\u2026 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m\u2026
\nEl\u0259 bil \u00e7iynimd\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc:
\n\u2013 Niy\u0259, qadan al\u0131m?
\n\u2013 Ana, K\u0259nan d\u00fcn\u0259n gec\u0259, saat 12-d\u0259n sonra h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi t\u0259kc\u0259 g\u0259lirmi\u015f ev\u0259. \u015e\u0259nlik evinin a\u015fbaz\u0131 toydan art\u0131q qalan yem\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n torbaya doldurub K\u0259nana verib ki, apar eviniz\u0259, yey\u0259rsiz\u2026
\n\u2013 H\u0259,.. sonra\u2026
\n\u2013 K\u0259nan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259mizin ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atanda be\u015f-alt\u0131 it bird\u0259n ona h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259kib, onlardan hans\u0131sa K\u0259nan\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259yib. Onun \u0259lind\u0259ki torba yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, itl\u0259r yem\u0259yin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 cumanda, K\u0259nan birt\u0259h\u0259r itl\u0259rin yan\u0131ndan qa\u00e7a bilib\u2026
\nO\u011flum b\u0259rk qorxmu\u015fdu, h\u0259m d\u0259 K\u0259nana yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lirdi:
\n\u2013 \u2026 K\u0259nan\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanaya apard\u0131lar. Yaz\u0131q K\u0259nan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yumulu idi, dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. Ata-anas\u0131 el\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131lar ki\u2026
\nO\u011flum h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra-h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Onu qucaqlay\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131ma basd\u0131m. \u0130ndi ikimiz d\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131q.
\nO\u011flum kirim\u0259k bilmirdi, xeyli a\u011flad\u0131. M\u0259n onu \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm. O, h\u0259m K\u0259nana ac\u0131y\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u201ci\u015f\u0259\u201d ged\u0259c\u0259yi, pul qazanaca\u011f\u0131, ham\u0131m\u0131za h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r alaca\u011f\u0131 haqq\u0131nda qurdu\u011fu x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131n pu\u00e7 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, kim bilir, daha n\u0259l\u0259r\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131\u2026
\nO g\u00fcnd\u0259n bir ay ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, o\u011fluma yay ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131 ala bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. O, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 Aqilin k\u00f6hn\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 geyinir. Ayaqqab\u0131lar onun ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcb tez-tez suluqlad\u0131r. \u00dcr\u0259yim g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259 onun d\u0259risi s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f barmaqlar\u0131na h\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259rman s\u00fcrt\u00fcr\u0259m.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n da \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox k\u00f6hn\u0259lib, t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259lidir. Q\u0131z\u0131m \u00e7ox x\u0259yalp\u0259rv\u0259rdir. N\u0259 vaxtsa g\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6z\u0259l paltarlar geyin\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 \u015f\u0259raitli evimiz olaca\u011f\u0131na \u00e7ox inan\u0131r v\u0259 x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131n ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdiyini yuxular\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcr.
\n\u2013 Ana, yuxudak\u0131 evimiz \u00e7ox q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng idi. Evimizd\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 stol-stullar, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 \u00e7arpay\u0131lar, iri, b\u0259z\u0259kli g\u00fczg\u00fcl\u0259r vard\u0131. Eh\u2026 h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131z lap q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng idi! Qaqa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259z\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131 vard\u0131. S\u0259n d\u0259 biz\u0259 \u00e7ox dadl\u0131, \u0259tirli \u015firniyyatlar bi\u015firirdin. M\u0259tb\u0259ximizd\u0259n el\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng iy g\u0259lirdi ki\u2026
\nSoyuducumuz a\u011fz\u0131nacan dolmu\u015fdu, meyv\u0259l\u0259r, \u015fir\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259s\u0259n\u2026
\nBird\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131m dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcz\u00fcb k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi:
\n\u2013 Eh, m\u0259ni niy\u0259 yuxudan oyatd\u0131n, ax\u0131 s\u0259nin bi\u015firdiyin \u015firniyyatlar\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 yem\u0259mi\u015fdim\u2026
\nBu d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259dim. S\u0259ssizc\u0259 yox \u2013 b\u0259rkd\u0259n, doya-doya h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flad\u0131m. Bir d\u0259 onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, q\u0131z\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b, s\u0259ssiz, h\u0259m d\u0259 i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flay\u0131r.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131m o g\u00fcnd\u0259n yuxular\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r. Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki iztirab\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 il\u0259 qova bilmir\u0259m.
\n\u2026 X\u0259yal\u0259 yolumu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k y\u0259qin. Biz o toya m\u00fctl\u0259q getm\u0259liyik.
\nT\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata h\u0259v\u0259s g\u00f6st\u0259rirdim, \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00dczv\u00fc oldu\u011fum \u0259d\u0259bi d\u0259rn\u0259kd\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nilib \u00e7apa haz\u0131rlanan hekay\u0259l\u0259ri, \u015feirl\u0259ri redakt\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259yi d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259ri m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259val\u0259 ed\u0259rdi. O zamank\u0131 qabiliyy\u0259tim indi d\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259yim\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131r.
\nXeyli vaxtd\u0131r ki, bir n\u0259\u015friyyatla \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131ram. Bel\u0259 ki, \u00e7apa haz\u0131rlanan kitablar\u0131 \u00e7ox c\u00fczi pula redakt\u0259 edir\u0259m. Ancaq bu da h\u0259r g\u00fcn olmur.
\nAqil g\u00fcn\u0259muzd i\u015f tap\u0131b, ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr g\u00fcn\u00fc 5 manata f\u0259hl\u0259lik edir. Onsuz da bu 5 manatla ehtiyaclar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259 bilmirik.
\nH\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z t\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259rd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 qal\u0131b. Y\u0259ni, n\u0259 \u00e7apa ged\u0259n kitablar, n\u0259 usta yan\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k h\u0259r g\u00fcn olur. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z z\u0259hm\u0259thaqq\u0131 \u00e7ox az olsa da, i\u015f olanda sevinir\u0259m. H\u0259l\u0259 bu haras\u0131d\u0131r, vay o g\u00fcn\u0259 ki, n\u0259 Aqil \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, n\u0259 m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015f olmaya. H\u0259min g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131-ac\u0131l\u0131 anlar\u0131m\u0131z bitib-t\u00fck\u0259nmir\u2026 Son on g\u00fcnd\u0259 Aqill\u0259 el\u0259 hey toya nec\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yimizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q.
\n\u2013 Aqil, nec\u0259 olacaq, X\u0259yal\u0259gilin toyuna nec\u0259 ged\u0259k? \u2013 \u00fcr\u0259yim \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259-\u00e7\u0259kil\u0259 soru\u015furam.
\nAqil siqaretini k\u00fclqab\u0131da s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb deyir:
\n\u2013 Dayan g\u00f6r\u0259k, bir az s\u0259birli ol, \u00fcr\u0259yini \u00fczm\u0259. M\u0259n ustadan xahi\u015f ed\u0259r\u0259m, on g\u00fcnl\u00fck \u0259m\u0259k haqq\u0131m\u0131 qabaqcadan versin. Ancaq\u2026
\n\u2013 H\u0259?..
\n\u2013 Ancaq\u2026 50 manat el\u0259 d\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn yol pulunu g\u00f6r\u0259r, el\u0259 deyil?
\n\u2013 U\u015faqlar\u0131 aparmayaq\u2026
\n\u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131, n\u0259 deyir\u0259m. Amma he\u00e7 o da \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu deyil. Toya n\u0259m\u0259r yaz\u0131lma\u011fa \u0259n az\u0131 100 manat laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u00d6z\u00fcn bilirs\u0259n d\u0259, Bak\u0131dak\u0131 \u015f\u0259nlik evl\u0259rind\u0259 stul hesab\u0131d\u0131r, stulun biri \u0259n az\u0131 50 manat olur.
\n\u2013 Aqil, ax\u0131 m\u0259n s\u00f6z vermi\u015f\u0259m ki, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. Getm\u0259s\u0259k, \u00e7ox ay\u0131b olar. Biz o toya getm\u0259liyik ax\u0131\u2026
\nToyun vaxt\u0131 darald\u0131qca s\u0259brim t\u00fck\u0259nir, \u00fcmidim azal\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259\u015friyyata gedirdim ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 kitab ola. Yay f\u0259sli oldu\u011fundan \u00e7ox adam istirah\u0259td\u0259 idi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 bu tezlikl\u0259 i\u015f olaca\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259limi \u00fczm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.
\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 Aqill\u0259 bel\u0259 q\u0259rara g\u0259ldik ki, ustadan 50 manat ala bils\u0259, toya t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259n gedim. G\u00fcnl\u0259r s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rdl\u0259rimi bir q\u0131ra\u011fa qoymu\u015fdum. Gec\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz d\u0259 ancaq toy haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259\u015firdim. \u201cYox, m\u0259n o toya m\u00fctl\u0259q getm\u0259liy\u0259m\u201d \u2013 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00f6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131m sanki. Lakin \u00fcr\u0259yimin \u0259n ucqar gu\u015f\u0259sind\u0259n iztirabla x\u0259yallar\u0131ma boylanan m\u0259n \u2013 Arzu \u201cah, ka\u015f X\u0259yal\u0259nin yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xayd\u0131m, unudayd\u0131 m\u0259ni, toya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmayayd\u0131, getm\u0259s\u0259m \u00e7ox ay\u0131b olacaq\u201d \u2013 deyirdi.
\nBir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra i\u00e7imd\u0259ki Arzunun, m\u0259nim iztirablar\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox anlayan Arzunun yox \u2013 X\u0259yal\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259y\u0259n, onun da, o\u011flunun da do\u011fma bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bir an da unuda bilm\u0259y\u0259n, r\u0259fiq\u0259sinin xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015fahidi olma\u011fa can atan Arzunun g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi kimi oldu.
\nToya bir h\u0259ft\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f X\u0259yal\u0259nin biz\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 parlaq, a\u011f k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k kimi g\u0259lmi\u015fdi evimiz\u0259.
\nD\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. Par\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131, a\u011f r\u0259ngli ka\u011f\u0131zdan haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259, mirvari il\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259dilmi\u015f a\u011f lentl\u0259 g\u0259linlik paltar\u0131na ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nB\u0259yazl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00f6zl\u0259rim qama\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u0130\u00e7-i\u00e7\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdim. Q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 r\u0259ngl\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n\u201d \u2013 H\u00f6rm\u0259tli Aqil b\u0259y!
\nSizi ail\u0259nizl\u0259 o\u011flum Sadiqin
\nToy m\u0259clisin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edir\u0259m.
\nToy m\u0259clisi 10 avqust\u2026 2001-ci ild\u0259
\nSaat 18\u00b0\u00b0-da \u201cQu\u015f s\u00fcd\u00fc\u201d restoran\u0131nda ke\u00e7iril\u0259c\u0259k.
\nMasa-12\u2033.
\nH\u0259r \u015feyi unudaraq d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259ni sevincl\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evimizin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259n, h\u0259r an bizi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u0259n yar\u0131mb\u0259d\u0259n g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na qoydum.
\nD\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 il\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. A\u011f libasl\u0131, b\u0259rli-b\u0259z\u0259kli d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 m\u0259sumluqla, b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rlikl\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yanan g\u0259lin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi.
\nD\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 el\u0259 bil bu an g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, qollar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b s\u0131nd\u0131ra-s\u0131nd\u0131ra oynayacaqd\u0131. Sonra da a\u011f g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in kimi qanadlan\u0131b u\u00e7acaqd\u0131.
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 ona bax\u0131ram. H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259nin yerind\u0259 X\u0259yal\u0259nin g\u0259lini dayan\u0131b, m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Son g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259y\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r bax\u0131r\u0131q ki, el\u0259 bil d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 dil a\u00e7\u0131b dan\u0131\u015facaq, dey\u0259c\u0259k ki, m\u0259nim qolumdan tutun, m\u0259ni Bak\u0131ya \u2013 toya apar\u0131n.
\nD\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259ni tez-tez \u0259lim\u0259 al\u0131b d\u0259rdd\u0259n, iztirabdan \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131ram: \u2013 \u201cNec\u0259 olur-olsun, m\u0259n bu toya getm\u0259liy\u0259m, e\u015fidirs\u0259n, getm\u0259liy\u0259m\u2026\u201d
\nToya bir g\u00fcn qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 yax\u0131n tan\u0131\u015f\u0131ma, qon\u015fular\u0131ma \u00fcz tutsam da, pul tapa bilm\u0259dim. Yaln\u0131z bu g\u00fcn, n\u0259\u015friyyatdan qay\u0131danda ke\u00e7mi\u015f i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m Af\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. S\u00f6hb\u0259t \u0259snas\u0131nda toya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 des\u0259m d\u0259, ondan pul ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 utand\u0131m. Onsuz da Af\u0259t son bir ild\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Onun da imkan\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 deyildi. Bird\u0259n o, \u00e7antas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 pulu ovcuma basd\u0131:
\n\u2013 G\u00f6t\u00fcr, maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 el\u0259 indic\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fam. Arzu, bilirs\u0259n d\u0259, m\u0259nim maa\u015f\u0131m o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7ox deyil. \u0130\u015f yerimiz ba\u011flanandan sonra g\u00fcc-b\u0259la il\u0259 xarici \u015firk\u0259tl\u0259rin birind\u0259 m\u00fchasib i\u015fin\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130\u015fim \u00e7ox, maa\u015f\u0131m azd\u0131r, 150 manatd\u0131r.
\nAf\u0259tin m\u0259n\u0259 verdiyi 50 manat onun n\u00f6vb\u0259ti f\u0259dakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 idi. O, \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi ki, m\u0259n o pulu ona uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t qaytara bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Bunu bil\u0259-bil\u0259 maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n bir hiss\u0259sini m\u0259n\u0259 verdi. Aqil yan\u0131nda f\u0259hl\u0259lik el\u0259diyi ustadan 20 manat alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. C\u0259mi 70 manat\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131.
\nDha n\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259yin, n\u0259yis\u0259 planla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yox idi. Vaxt \u00f6z i\u015fini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Sabah toy idi. Aqil m\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 dedi:
\n\u2013 Arzu, he\u00e7 getm\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259, g\u0259ls\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 s\u0259ni yola sal\u0131m, ax\u0131 70 manatla d\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fcz he\u00e7 c\u00fcr ged\u0259 bilm\u0259rik. \u018fvv\u0259la, yol x\u0259rcimiz, sonra da\u2026 Toya \u0259n az\u0131 100 manat yaz\u0131lmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Stulun birinin hesab\u0131 el\u0259 50 manatd\u0131r. Lap el\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r yol pulu d\u00fcz\u0259lts\u0259k d\u0259, d\u00f6rd n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 50 manat yazd\u0131rmaq \u00e7ox ay\u0131b olar.
\n\u2013 H\u0259\u2026 d\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n\u2026
\n\u2013 Onsuz da n\u0259 m\u0259nim, n\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n toya geyil\u0259si paltar\u0131 yoxdur. M\u0259nim \u015falvar\u0131m da, ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m da lap \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, birc\u0259 f\u0259hl\u0259liy\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 yaray\u0131r. Yen\u0259 s\u0259nin paltar\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131 qal\u0131b, r\u0259ngi d\u0259 \u00e7ox solmay\u0131b\u2026. El\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259k, ba\u015fqa yolumuz yoxdur\u2026
\nDem\u0259li\u2026 son q\u0259rar\u0131 m\u0259n verm\u0259liydim. Af\u0259tin verdiyi 50 manatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 o \u00fcz bu \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7evirir, toya nec\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Toya ya t\u0259kc\u0259 getm\u0259liydim, ya da ki\u2026 getm\u0259m\u0259liydim\u2026
\n50 manatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir ucunda el\u0259 bil X\u0259yal\u0259 nigaran bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131r, \u201cyolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m, tez g\u0259l\u201d deyirdi. Pulun o biri ba\u015f\u0131nda Aqilin bozarm\u0131\u015f \u015falvar\u0131, \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131, a\u011f\u0131r h\u00f6rg\u00fc da\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rmaqdan yor\u011fun d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f qabarl\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259ri, k\u0259d\u0259rli bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131, o\u011flumun bu yay uzunu ayaqqab\u0131 d\u0259rdind\u0259n tez-tez suluqlayan ayaqlar\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 tu\u015flanm\u0131\u015f, \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 sanc\u0131l\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015f \u2013 \u201cEh\u2026 yen\u0259 qarp\u0131z almad\u0131n?..\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259n sual dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 h\u0259kk olmu\u015fdu.
\nX\u0259yal\u0259nin, Aqilin, o\u011flumun, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri pulun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki yerl\u0259rini s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fib o ba\u015f bu ba\u015fa qa\u00e7\u0131r, gizl\u0259nir, yen\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar. El\u0259 bil \u201cgizl\u0259nqa\u00e7\u201d oynay\u0131rd\u0131lar\u2026
\n\u2026Ham\u0131m\u0131z ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa t\u0259z\u0259 paltarda idik. Yenic\u0259 geyindiyi ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131nda Aqil el\u0259 \u015f\u0259stl\u0259 yeriyirdi ki\u2026
\nBalalar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtlik da\u015f\u0131b-t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. M\u0259n \u00e7oxdand\u0131r ki, arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259 oldu\u011fum g\u00f6z\u0259l bir yay kostyumu geyinmi\u015fdim. Paltar\u0131ma m\u00fcnasib tufli v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn geyimimi tamamlayan balaca, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 \u0259l \u00e7antas\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Z\u0259rif, inc\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259li boyunba\u011f\u0131m paltar\u0131mla el\u0259 uy\u011funla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki\u2026
\n\u00c7oxdand\u0131r ki, d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131m bel\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259li boyanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qad\u0131n salonunda sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 yana burub daram\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 makiaj el\u0259tdirmi\u015fdim.
\nSa\u00e7 d\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcm, geyimim m\u0259ni \u00e7ox d\u0259yi\u015fdirmi\u015fdi dey\u0259s\u0259n. Aqil m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259ftunluqla, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, el\u0259 bil m\u0259ni ilk d\u0259f\u0259ydi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Aqilin m\u0259n\u0259 ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259, n\u0259 vaxt bu c\u00fcr baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlaya bilmir\u0259m.
\nAqilin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 m\u0259ni ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 \u2013 onun m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259-\u00e7\u0259kin\u0259 m\u0259ni sevdiyini dediyi g\u00fcn\u0259 qaytard\u0131. Bu bax\u0131\u015flar h\u0259min bax\u0131\u015flar idi, 17 il \u0259vv\u0259lki, m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259, h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 baxan bax\u0131\u015flar idi.
\nAqil h\u0259rd\u0259n qula\u011f\u0131ma \u201cs\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n\u201d, \u2013 dey\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z, Aqil v\u0259 m\u0259n mahiyy\u0259tin\u0259 vara bilm\u0259diyimiz sevinc\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015fduq.
\nRestoranda yolumuzu nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qla g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n X\u0259yal\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 atd\u0131, m\u0259ni \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tl\u0259 qucaqlay\u0131b: \u2013 \u201cBilirdim, bilirdim ki, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n\u201d, \u2013 dedi.
\nToy ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. X\u0259yal\u0259 tez-tez bizim masaya \u2013 12\u2116-li masaya yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, g\u0259li\u015fimizd\u0259n m\u0259mnunlu\u011funu gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilmirdi.
\nBu arada masab\u0259yi t\u0259brik \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Aqili \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Aqil mikrofonu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ail\u0259miz ad\u0131ndan toy sahibl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6zayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verdi. Sonra da \u0259lini cibin\u0259 at\u0131b musiqi\u00e7il\u0259rin masas\u0131na 10 manat qoydu.
\nX\u0259yal\u0259nin ail\u0259si, yax\u0131n qohumlar\u0131, b\u0259y v\u0259 g\u0259linl\u0259 r\u0259qs el\u0259dik. Sonra ham\u0131m\u0131z birlikd\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirdik.
\nToy salonu \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. Tavandan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f b\u00fcllur \u00e7il\u00e7\u0131raqlar\u0131n par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 masalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 r\u0259ngli \u015famdanlar\u0131n par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 c\u00fctl\u0259\u015fir, stullar\u0131, yem\u0259kl\u0259ri, qab-qacaqlar\u0131 \u2013 toyda n\u0259 varsa h\u0259r \u015feyi, ham\u0131n\u0131 nura q\u0259rq edirdi.
\nSays\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u00e7e\u015fidl\u0259rd\u0259 olan l\u0259ziz yem\u0259kl\u0259r, meyv\u0259l\u0259r, \u015fir\u0259l\u0259r masalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu bolluq na\u011f\u0131llardak\u0131 pad\u015fahlar\u0131n ziyaf\u0259tl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. Z\u0259ngin s\u00fcfr\u0259nin arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n balalar\u0131ma bax\u0131ram. Onlar da \u0259ll\u0259rini yem\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kibl\u0259r, r\u0259qs ed\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 tama\u015fa edirl\u0259r.
\nD\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdim. Ki\u00e7ik \u0259l \u00e7antamdan toy salonuna boylanan d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 el\u0259 bil sevinir, f\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259nirdi. B\u0259rq vuran \u00e7il\u00e7\u0131raqlar\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131.
\nToydan sonra X\u0259yal\u0259 il\u0259 \u0259ri n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259kid edib bizi evl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t ets\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, getm\u0259dik. Biz evimiz\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131q.
\n\u2026Bu g\u00fcn avqustun 10-dur. Saata bax\u0131ram, saat 6-d\u0131r. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 saat\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. \u00dcr\u0259yim saat\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259rin\u0259 yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b, el\u0259 bil \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259r dayan\u0131b.
\n\u201cAx\u0131\u2026 m\u0259n o toya getm\u0259liydim, m\u00fctl\u0259q getm\u0259liydim\u2026\u201d \u2013 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131ram. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259sim donub. P\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.
\nOvcumda t\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259n 50 manatl\u0131\u011fa bax\u0131ram, sonra da g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259. D\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 m\u0259nim kimi p\u0259rt-pe\u015fman dayan\u0131b. D\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259nin par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 da, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 mirvari il\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259nmi\u015f atlas lentl\u0259rin g\u00f6zqama\u015fd\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri d\u0259 yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. D\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 \u00e7ox sol\u011fun g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr \u2013 el\u0259 bil m\u0259nim \u0259v\u0259zim\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir.
\nM\u0259n toya ged\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. 12 \u2116-li masan\u0131n d\u00f6rd stulu bo\u015f qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

15 sentyabr, 2010-cu il.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259ni toya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. M\u0259n bu toya m\u00fctl\u0259q getm\u0259liydim. Toya getm\u0259liydim. Ancaq\u2026. ail\u0259min b\u00fcdc\u0259sind\u0259 n\u0259inki ehtiyat pul vard\u0131, h\u0259tta g\u00fcnd\u0259lik \u0259rzaq\u0131m\u0131z bel\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 tap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259rk\u0259zi bazar\u0131n gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131mla t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm o an\u0131 xat\u0131rlayanda k\u00f6vr\u0259lir\u0259m. X\u0259yal\u0259 el\u0259 bil \u00e7oxdan axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 qiym\u0259tli itiyini tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 m\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b sevincind\u0259n doluxsunmu\u015fdu: \u2013 Arzu, \u0259zizim, bilirs\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc nec\u0259 dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7836,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7835"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7835"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7835\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7837,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7835\/revisions\/7837"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7836"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7835"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7835"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7835"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}