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\"alemzer\"<\/a><\/p>\n

O G\u018fNC\u0130N \u00dcR\u018fY\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir z\u0259ng g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim
\nM\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259k z\u0259ng.
\nRuhumu t\u0259mizl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k,
\nK\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k,
\n\u00c7oxdan g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim <\/span>
\nbu z\u0259ng.
\nH\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259k,
\n\u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259k.
\nM\u0259ni tamam
\nYerd\u0259n, g\u00f6yd\u0259n \u00fcz\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\nO m\u0259n, ba\u015fqa bir m\u0259n olacam.
\nO q\u0259lbd\u0259,
\nO \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259,
\nG\u00f6y\u0259rib,
\nBit\u0259n olacam.
\nZ\u0259ng g\u0259ldi\u2026
\nDiksindim sevinc\u0259.
\nTelefonumun \u00fcz\u00fc
\nQapqara idi.
\nBu z\u0259ng,
\nYanimdan \u00f6t\u0259n
\nG\u0259nc q\u0131z\u0131n ilk sevgi \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f.
\nO b\u0259xt\u0259f\u0259r telefon z\u0259nginin
\nB\u0259xt\u0259f\u0259r s\u0259si,
\nM\u0259nim, s\u0259si i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011fulmu\u015f
\nTelefonumun z\u0259ngind\u0259n imi\u015f.
\nO anda,
\nO z\u0259ng m\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259ydi
\nO g\u0259ncin \u00fcr\u0259yi
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259zdi,
\n\u00c7atlayard\u0131.<\/p>\n

BU H\u0130SS<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u011faclar mehriban yana\u015f\u0131 durur,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l a\u00e7\u0131rlar bu g\u00fcn.
\nQu\u015flar h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259nib c\u0259h-c\u0259hl\u0259r vurur,
\nNec\u0259 d\u0259 \u015f\u00f6vq il\u0259 u\u00e7urlar bu g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y\u00fcz\u00fc t\u0259rt\u0259miz, buludlar yax\u0131n,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f gah gizl\u0259nir, gah \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259nir.
\nIst\u0259s\u0259z lap gedib \u0259lini s\u0131x\u0131n,
\nUzaqda deyil ki, bax \u00fcf\u00fcq enir.<\/p>\n

\u015eirin duy\u011fular\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qat\u0131r,
\nT\u0259bi\u0259t m\u0259niml\u0259 eyni ah\u0259ngd\u0259.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim xo\u015f hissl\u0259r s\u0259mtin\u0259 yat\u0131r,
\nBir t\u0259z\u0259 ritimd\u0259, yeni ah\u0259ngd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Sevincim zaman\u0131 a\u015fmaq ist\u0259di,
\nB\u0259xtim k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ydi.
\nM\u0259n bel\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259dim, bel\u0259 ist\u0259dim,
\nMizan t\u0259r\u0259zinin da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ydi.<\/p>\n

Yolun q\u0131r\u0131lmad\u0131, d\u00fcy\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di,
\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 qap\u0131mdan gir\u0259 bilm\u0259din?
\nY\u0131\u011fval\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259sib, yeyin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di,
\nM\u0259nim g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259din.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m, gozl\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259n,
\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma hakim k\u0259sildi bu hiss\u2026
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 b\u0259s niy\u0259, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, n\u0259d\u0259n?..
\nSanki d\u00f6vr eyl\u0259yir y\u00fcz ildi bu hiss\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u018fN\u0130 SEV\u0130R\u018fM<\/strong><\/p>\n

Qalm\u0131\u015fam \u201cs\u0259br\u201dil\u0259 \u201cd\u00f6z\u201d aras\u0131nda,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm var qa\u015f il\u0259 g\u00f6z arasinda,
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m s\u00f6z arasinda,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m, s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bu yerin sirrimi, g\u00f6y\u00fcn sirrimi?
\nA\u00e7\u0131m, t\u00f6k\u00fcm, fa\u015f eyl\u0259yim sirrimi?
\nHe\u00e7 olmasa xo\u015f el\u0259yim sirrimi
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011far, k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259s\u0259r, qar ya\u011far,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0131xar, ulduz axar, ay do\u011far.
\nIst\u0259yini kim gizl\u0259d\u0259r, kim bo\u011far?
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m, s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 bilmir qism\u0259tin\u0259 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r,
\nT\u0259z\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b lal\u0259, n\u0259rgiz, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259.
\nBa\u015fqa k\u00f6n\u00fcl qo\u015fularm\u0131 bu i\u015f\u0259?
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m, s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz dal\u011falarla \u00f6c olan kimi,
\nDan yeri \u00fcf\u00fcq\u0259 ucalan kimi,
\nGec\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lan kimi,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m, s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim sevgind\u0259n \u0259ssin deyir\u0259m,
\nEl\u0259 bilm\u0259 daha n\u0259s\u0259 deyir\u0259m\u00e7,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc biritib\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 deyir\u0259m \u2013
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m! S\u0259ni sevir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

TANRI E\u015eQIN\u018f<\/strong><\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 el\u0259 bildin s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m?
\nNiy\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn, k\u00f6nl\u00fcn doldu e\u015fq il\u0259?
\nNiy\u0259 el\u0259 bildin \u00fcr\u0259k verir\u0259m?
\nNiy\u0259 gec\u0259n, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz oldu, e\u015fq il\u0259?<\/p>\n

X\u0259yallar\u0131n r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\nAlt\u0131ndan ke\u00e7irs\u0259n ruhuna minn\u0259t.
\nG\u00fcnah\u0131mm\u0131 var Allahdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\nS\u0259nindi x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtlik, s\u0259nindi c\u0259nn\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Bir \u015feh damlasindan d\u0259rya yaratdim,
\n\u00dczm\u0259k d\u0259 m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcld\u00fc, batmaq da m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl.
\nNiy\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015firin r\u00f6ya yaratd\u0131n?
\nOyanmaq da m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl, yatmaq da m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n nec\u0259 q\u0259sd edim, m\u0259n nec\u0259 q\u0131y\u0131m?
\nYaramaz e\u015fqin\u0259, \u00fclv\u00fc e\u015fqin\u0259.
\nNec\u0259 n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoyum, nec\u0259 son qoyum?
\nM\u0259ni agah el\u0259, Tanr\u0131 e\u015fqin\u0259.<\/p>\n

AL\u018fMZ\u018fR YAZIRAM<\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259xtim s\u00fcstl\u0259\u015fibdi, a\u011f\u0131r yat\u0131bd\u0131,
\nT\u0259nb\u0259ldi, yuxudan durmaz, \u0259rin\u0259r.
\nEl\u0259 bil barma\u011f\u0131 bala bat\u0131bd\u0131,
\nAc\u0131r\u00f6yalar\u0131 \u015firin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u015f\u0131b dola\u015fmas\u0131n \u00f6p\u00fcm izimi,
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259rim san\u0131l\u0131 muncuq d\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc.
\nHaqqa \u00e7evirs\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259r an \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nXeyirim gizl\u0259n\u0259r, \u015f\u0259rim g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131mad\u0131m n\u0259 solundan, sa\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nKe\u00e7\u0259mm\u0259dim qaras\u0131ndan, a\u011f\u0131ndan.
\nQorxuram y\u0131x\u0131lam e\u015fqin da\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan \u015f\u0131r\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ruhum h\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00f6n\u0259, h\u0259rd\u0259n al\u0131\u015fa,
\nDey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m ki, bird\u0259n al\u0131\u015fa.
\nM\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259d\u0259n yada , sird\u0259n al\u0131\u015fa,
\nBu m\u0259na, m\u0259zmunda \u015ferim g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim ist\u0259y\u0259 olmay\u0131bd\u0131 \u00f6c,
\nK\u00f6vr\u0259k duy\u011fular\u0131m etm\u0259yibdi k\u00f6\u00e7.
\nN\u0259 olar, siz Allah, \u00fcz vurmay\u0131n he\u00e7,
\nDaha ged\u0259mm\u0259r\u0259m bundan d\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 oxumu da\u015fa vururam,
\nN\u0259 deyim, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015fa vururam.
\nM\u0259n sona \u00e7at\u0131ram, ba\u015fa vururam,
\n\u201cAl\u0259mz\u0259r\u201d yaz\u0131ram noqt\u0259 yerin\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00d6RN\u018fK \u00dc\u00c7\u00dcN<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259rd\u0259n, gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nKe\u00e7ib ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 yerd\u0259n,
\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131lmad\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 salam verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Guya ki, h\u0259r \u015feyi bilirdim.
\nH\u0259rd\u0259n sevinib g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm,
\nH\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fcm,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yini g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Bilmirs\u0259n nec\u0259dir hal\u0131m?
\n\u00d6t\u0259nl\u0259ri yada sal\u0131m.
\nSual verim, cavab al\u0131m
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tini yormaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Yerd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k, g\u00f6yd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k,
\nToxun, a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k.
\nInc\u0259-inc\u0259, l\u0259\u00e7\u0259k-l\u0259\u00e7\u0259k,
\nDuy\u011fulara varmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Aqil olaq, yetkin olaq,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fc b\u00fct\u00f6v, \u00f6tk\u00fcn olaq.
\nTap\u0131lmayaq, itkin olaq,
\nV\u00fcsala \u00fcz verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

\u00dcmid yox \u201cAllah p\u0259naha\u201d,
\nE\u015fqimi verm\u0259r\u0259m aha.
\nAl\u0259mz\u0259r bats\u0131n g\u00fcnaha,
\nQalanlara \u00f6rn\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

S\u0259hv El\u0259m\u0259z<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 bel\u0259 laz\u0131m oldu?
\nQ\u0259lb s\u0131nd\u0131ran \u00f6z\u00fcm oldum.
\nB\u0259xtim, talem, yaz\u0131m oldu,
\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259s m\u0259ni \u0259hv el\u0259m\u0259z.<\/p>\n

\u015eirin-\u015f\u0259rb\u0259t vers\u0259 ham\u0131,
\nD\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259z a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n tam\u0131.
\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl s\u0259hrada e\u015fq tumu,
\nYeti\u015fdir\u0259r, m\u0259hv el\u0259m\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Xudam g\u00f6rd\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fc bildi,
\nYalan\u0131 h\u0259m, d\u00fcz\u00fc bildi.
\nZ\u00fclm el\u0259m\u0259z, O, adildi,
\n\u015eam s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb, n\u0259f el\u0259m\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Ild\u0131r\u0131m g\u00f6yd\u0259 var olsun!
\n\u015eim\u015f\u0259yin beli q\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131n.
\nBula\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc durulsun.
\nD\u0259rd bitirib, kef el\u0259m\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Sevgil\u0259r ba\u015f-ba\u015fad\u0131rsa,
\nUlduzlar\u0131 qo\u015fad\u0131rsa.
\nH\u0259r kim\u0259 n\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131rsa,
\nTanr\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt s\u0259hv el\u0259m\u0259z!<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1339 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

  O G\u018fNC\u0130N \u00dcR\u018fY\u0130 Bir z\u0259ng g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim M\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259k z\u0259ng. Ruhumu t\u0259mizl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, K\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, \u00c7oxdan g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim bu z\u0259ng. H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259k, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259k. M\u0259ni tamam Yerd\u0259n, g\u00f6yd\u0259n \u00fcz\u0259c\u0259kdi. O m\u0259n, ba\u015fqa bir m\u0259n olacam. O q\u0259lbd\u0259, O \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259, G\u00f6y\u0259rib, Bit\u0259n olacam. Z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi\u2026 Diksindim sevinc\u0259. Telefonumun \u00fcz\u00fc Qapqara idi. Bu z\u0259ng, Yanimdan \u00f6t\u0259n G\u0259nc q\u0131z\u0131n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6793,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7838"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7838"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7838\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7840,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7838\/revisions\/7840"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6793"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7838"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7838"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7838"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}