{"id":7899,"date":"2015-01-27T21:07:49","date_gmt":"2015-01-27T17:07:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7899"},"modified":"2015-01-27T21:07:49","modified_gmt":"2015-01-27T17:07:49","slug":"sevil-gult%c9%99n-s%c9%99rh%c9%99dl%c9%99ri-asan-sevgi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7899","title":{"rendered":"Sevil G\u00fclt\u0259n  &#8211;  S\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259ri a\u015fan sevgi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/sevil-gulten.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-7900 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/sevil-gulten.jpg\" alt=\"sevil gulten\" width=\"491\" height=\"319\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/sevil-gulten.jpg 491w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/sevil-gulten-300x194.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 491px) 100vw, 491px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>( \u018fzim\u0259 A\u011falarovan\u0131n \u201cBak\u0131dan Qahir\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 Stokholma uzanan yol\u201d kitab\u0131 haqq\u0131nda oxucu fikirl\u0259ri )<\/strong><br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131yla oxudum bu kitab\u0131. \u0130ki sev\u0259n q\u0259lbin haray\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdim, iki sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdim. Yazmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m bu kitab haqq\u0131nda. N\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259n sovet t\u0259hsili alm\u0131\u015fam, oktyabryat ni\u015fan\u0131 taxm\u0131\u015fam, pioner qalstuku ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fam, komsomol\u00e7u olmu\u015fam, kommunist partiyas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fc olma\u011f\u0131 arzulam\u0131\u015fam&#8230;\u201cSSR\u0130 m\u0259nim v\u0259t\u0259nimdir\u201c adl\u0131 in\u015fa yazm\u0131\u015fam. Kommunizmin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259, SSR\u0130 adl\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u00f6vl\u0259tin qanunlar\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sliyin\u0259 inanm\u0131\u015fam&#8230;1991-ci ild\u0259, SSR\u0130 adl\u0131 imperiya da\u011f\u0131landan sonra bu imperiyan\u0131n n\u0259l\u0259r etdiyinin \u015fahidi olan insan kimi yazmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m bu kitab haqq\u0131nda&#8230; Bu imperiyan\u0131n insan azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 bo\u011fdu\u011funu gec d\u0259 olsa d\u0259rk ed\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f sovet v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131 kimi yazmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m bu kitab haqq\u0131nda&#8230;<br \/>\nQ\u0131saca da olsa bu kitab\u0131n s\u00fcjet x\u0259ttind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Bak\u0131da do\u011fulub boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atm\u0131\u015f, Universitetin \u015f\u0259rq\u015f\u00fcnasl\u0131q fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirmi\u015f Ayb\u0259niz adl\u0131 q\u0131z xaricd\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Ata-anan\u0131n yegan\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131 olan Ayb\u0259nizin bu arzusuna valideynl\u0259ri \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 etiraz ets\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 sonra raz\u0131 olurlar. S\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini Moskvaya yollayan Ayb\u0259niz\u0259 m\u00fcsb\u0259t cavab g\u0259lir, onu paytaxta \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlar. S\u0259n dem\u0259, xaricd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00e7oxu el\u0259 KQB agenti imi\u015f. Misird\u0259, Asuan b\u0259ndinin tikintisind\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n Ayb\u0259niz\u0259 d\u0259 agentlik t\u0259klif olunur. Ayb\u0259niz qorxudanm\u0131, ya bu i\u015fi t\u0259klif ed\u0259nin z\u0259hmind\u0259nmi qorxub raz\u0131 olur. Ona ba\u015fqa pasport d\u00fcz\u0259ldirl\u0259r, Dilar\u0259 ad\u0131 alt\u0131nda Misir\u0259 g\u0259lir. G\u0259li\u015find\u0259n az sonra, 1965 \u2013ci ilin dekabr ay\u0131n\u0131n sonunda Misirin prezidenti \u018fbd\u00fcl Nasir Camal \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 olan s\u0259firlikl\u0259rin diplomatlar\u0131n\u0131 Yeni il \u015f\u0259nliyin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edir. Yeni il \u015f\u0259nliyind\u0259 Dilar\u0259 \u0259sl\u0259n \u0130sve\u00e7d\u0259n olan, Misird\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n hersoq Josefl\u0259 rastla\u015f\u0131r. Josef ona ilk bax\u0131\u015fdan vurulur, getdikc\u0259 Dilar\u0259 d\u0259 onsuz ya\u015faya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini d\u0259rk edir. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, onlar\u0131n sevgisi KQB-ni narahat edir. Bir xarici v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015fla ail\u0259 qurma\u011f\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t hesab edirmi\u015f inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z SSR\u0130 qanunlar\u0131&#8230; Josefin valideynl\u0259ri d\u0259 bu sevginin \u0259leyhin\u0259 olur&#8230; Yegan\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 alt\u0131nda olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mirl\u0259r. Jozef bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u0259 \u0130sve\u00e7\u0259 gedir ki, valideynl\u0259rini raz\u0131 sals\u0131n. Q\u0259zaya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr v\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itirir. Sevdiyi qad\u0131na olan sevgi onun yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaytar\u0131r, bundan sonra valideynl\u0259ri d\u0259 onun fikri il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131b Dilar\u0259ni v\u0259 yenic\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015f q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259bul edirl\u0259r.<br \/>\nAmma KQB yen\u0259 d\u0259 onu rahat qoymur. Gah q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 o\u011furlay\u0131rlar, gah da onu m\u0259cbur edirl\u0259r ki, \u0259rind\u0259 olan s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259ri o\u011furlay\u0131b onlara \u00e7atd\u0131rs\u0131n. H\u0259tta Dilar\u0259ni h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yirl\u0259r ki, onlar\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini etm\u0259s\u0259 \u0259rini v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r&#8230; Dilar\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259diyi kimi \u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etmir&#8230;Sevdikl\u0259rini t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259d\u0259n xilas etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Dilar\u0259 onlar\u0131 t\u0259rk etm\u0259yi q\u0259rara al\u0131r, fikrini qay\u0131natas\u0131 Jonatana deyir, valideynl\u0259rind\u0259n narahat oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Josef\u0259 dem\u0259yi xahi\u015f edir. Halbuki o \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 sevdiyi h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259d\u0259n xilas etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn KQB-nin dediyi il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131r. Do\u011fma bildiyi v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 ona olmaz\u0131n \u0259zablar verilir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm arzulay\u0131r Dilar\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nValideynl\u0259ri il\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r, i\u015fl\u0259yir. Ail\u0259 qurmaq haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr. Sevdiyi Josefin ona ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 qiym\u0259tli bro\u015fu sevgisind\u0259n yadigar kimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 saxlay\u0131r&#8230;Valideynl\u0259ri d\u00fcnyan\u0131 t\u0259rk ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qon\u015fuluqda ya\u015fayan Leyla adl\u0131 q\u0131z h\u0259yan olur ona&#8230;<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 boyu iki ya\u015f\u0131nda qoyub g\u0259ldiyi q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 sevdiyi Josefi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr&#8230;<br \/>\nSSR\u0130- da\u011f\u0131landan sonra Josef sevdiyi qad\u0131n\u0131 axtarmaq ist\u0259yir. Amma atas\u0131 ona Dilar\u0259nin ail\u0259 qurdu\u011funu, h\u0259tta bir q\u0131z\u0131 oldu\u011funu da deyir. He\u00e7 bir qad\u0131nla ail\u0259 qurmayan Josef\u0259 pis t\u0259sir edir bu x\u0259b\u0259r&#8230; \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 q\u0131nay\u0131r, q\u0131sqan\u0131r sevdiyini.<br \/>\nAmma onlar\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 Jozefina anas\u0131n\u0131 axtarma\u011fa q\u0259rar verir&#8230;<br \/>\n2006-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycana g\u0259lir Jozefina&#8230;N\u0259hay\u0259t, anas\u0131n\u0131 tap\u0131r, onu \u0130sve\u00e7\u0259 g\u0259tirir. Ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n iki insan 37 il sonra qovu\u015furlar&#8230;<br \/>\nBu t\u0259kc\u0259 bir -birini d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 sev\u0259n iki insan\u0131n taleyi deyil, h\u0259m d\u0259 onlar\u0131n valideynl\u0259rinin taleyidir, iki ya\u015f\u0131ndan ana \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalan \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n taleyidir.<br \/>\nBu kitab\u0131 oxuyark\u0259n bir vaxt v\u0259t\u0259nim dediyim SSR\u0130-nin qanunlar\u0131n\u0131n zal\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131na nifr\u0259t etdim, insan taleyi il\u0259 oynayan KQB- i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rinin fa\u015fistd\u0259n d\u0259 zal\u0131m oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Cavan, sev\u0259n bir q\u0131zla v\u0259h\u015fi kimi r\u0259ftar ed\u0259nl\u0259rin fa\u015fistd\u0259n he\u00e7 bir f\u0259rqi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildim.<br \/>\nBu kitab\u0131 oxuyark\u0259n bir anl\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc Ayb\u0259nizin- Dilar\u0259nin yerind\u0259 hiss etdim. M\u0259n nec\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259rdim? D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 bu sual\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 verdim. Sonda Dilar\u0259y\u0259 haqq qazand\u0131rd\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u0130ki sev\u0259n q\u0259lbin taleyini yazmaqla yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 h\u0259m d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir imperiyan\u0131n k\u0259nardan- xaricd\u0259n nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rir oxucuya. Bir vaxt ana v\u0259t\u0259n dediyimiz SSR\u0130- nin xaricd\u0259n nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bi kitabda&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130mperiya n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc olsa da sev\u0259n q\u0259lbin g\u00fcc\u00fc qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda z\u0259ifdir. Bu kitab sevginin imperiyadan g\u00fccl\u00fc oldu\u011funun s\u00fcbutudur.Sevgi s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259ri a\u015fa bilir. Sevgi s\u0259rh\u0259d tan\u0131m\u0131r, sevginin dini, v\u0259t\u0259ni olmur.<br \/>\nBu roman\u0131 oxuya-oxuya Misir\u0259, \u0130sve\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259yah\u0259t edib Misir piramidalar\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t etdim . Misrin o vaxtk\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131, orda ya\u015fayan sad\u0259 insanlar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm sanki. Stokolhmu g\u0259zdim bu roman\u0131 oxuyanda. \u0130sve\u00e7in tarixind\u0259n maraql\u0131 faktlar \u00f6yr\u0259ndim.<br \/>\nBu roman\u0131 oxuyark\u0259n Dilar\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canlananda m\u0259n d\u0259 narahat oldum. Dilar\u0259 iki ya\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259sini t\u0259rk edib ged\u0259nd\u0259 bir ana kimi onun n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdiyini hiss etdim. Sevdiyi qad\u0131n\u0131n onu v\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rk etdiyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 Josefin hal\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdim.<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259r sonra, d\u00fcz 37 ild\u0259n sonra anayla balan\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f s\u0259hn\u0259sind\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fc m\u0259ni a\u011flatd\u0131. \u0130ll\u0259r sonra, ah\u0131l ya\u015flar\u0131nda sevdiyi qad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Jozefin yerin\u0259 sevindim. B\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 boyunca sevgisini \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 g\u0259zdirdiyi Jozef\u0259 qovu\u015fan Ayb\u0259nizin- Dilar\u0259nin sevincd\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdim s\u00f6zl\u0259rin t\u0259siriyl\u0259.<br \/>\nBu roman s\u0259rh\u0259d tan\u0131mayan, s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259ri a\u015fma\u011fa qadir bir sevgi roman\u0131d\u0131r. Bu kitab imperiyan\u0131n z\u0259if c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rini b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131lpaql\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n bir romand\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u0130nan\u0131ram ki, \u018fzim\u0259 A\u011falarovan\u0131n \u201c Bak\u0131dan Qahir\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 Stokholma uzanan yol\u201d kitab\u0131 oxucular\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259 yol tapacaq, sev\u0259nl\u0259rin stol\u00fcst\u00fc kitab\u0131 olacaq.<br \/>\n19 yanvar, 2015<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"7899\">Yaz\u0131ya 973 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>( \u018fzim\u0259 A\u011falarovan\u0131n \u201cBak\u0131dan Qahir\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 Stokholma uzanan yol\u201d kitab\u0131 haqq\u0131nda oxucu fikirl\u0259ri ) \u00dcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131yla oxudum bu kitab\u0131. \u0130ki sev\u0259n q\u0259lbin haray\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdim, iki sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdim. Yazmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m bu kitab haqq\u0131nda. N\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259n sovet t\u0259hsili alm\u0131\u015fam, oktyabryat ni\u015fan\u0131 taxm\u0131\u015fam, pioner qalstuku ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fam, komsomol\u00e7u olmu\u015fam, kommunist partiyas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fc olma\u011f\u0131 arzulam\u0131\u015fam&#8230;\u201cSSR\u0130 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7900,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7899"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7899"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7899\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7901,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7899\/revisions\/7901"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7900"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7899"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7899"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7899"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}