{"id":7902,"date":"2015-01-27T22:14:23","date_gmt":"2015-01-27T18:14:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7902"},"modified":"2015-01-27T22:14:23","modified_gmt":"2015-01-27T18:14:23","slug":"gunel-natiq-yarasiqli-cirtdanim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7902","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel Natiq &#8212; Yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 c\u0131rtdan\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/gunel-natiq-ghjmn-300x228.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-7667 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/gunel-natiq-ghjmn-300x228.jpg\" alt=\"g\u00fcnel-natiq-ghjmn-300x228\" width=\"300\" height=\"228\" \/><\/a>\u00a0\u00a0<span style=\"color: #141823;\">Ail\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b bir \u015fey yoxdur. K\u00f6hn\u0259 v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259rinl\u0259 halalla\u015f\u0131b t\u0259z\u0259 \u201csistem\u0259\u201d uy\u011funla\u015fmal\u0131san. G\u00fcnortaya q\u0259d\u0259r yatmaq, sonra durub t\u0259nb\u0259l-t\u0259nb\u0259l televizor izl\u0259m\u0259k, evd\u0259ki \u0259rzaqlarla kifay\u0259tl\u0259nib \u201csabah \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir \u015fey fikirl\u0259\u015firik\u201d dem\u0259k, r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259slind\u0259, bo\u015f s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 vaxt s\u0259rf etm\u0259k, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 rahat ya\u015famaq yox.\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">B\u00fct\u00fcn q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259ri s\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259r edib 10 ball\u0131q sistem \u00fczr\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 plan\u0131 haz\u0131rlamal\u0131san. Art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015fey plan \u00fczr\u0259 getm\u0259lidir.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Evliliyimizin ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sizdim. Kitablarda oxudu\u011fum romantika, g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259r, inc\u0259 duy\u011fular, z\u0259rif g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r, \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259 tutub sonsuzluq boyunca yol getm\u0259k, g\u00fcld\u0259n-g\u00fcl\u0259 qonmaq&#8230; Tfu! Bu ar\u0131 deyil, balam, adamd\u0131, adam! \u015eair demi\u015f, \u201cadam balas\u0131\u201d! Adam balas\u0131 n\u0259 ar\u0131ya ox\u015fay\u0131r, n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259. Ona qar\u015f\u0131 g\u0259r\u0259k, x\u00fcsusi m\u00fcbariz\u0259 metodun ola&#8230; Dedim ax\u0131, t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sizdim, g\u00fcld\u0259n-g\u00fcl\u0259 qonurdum h\u0259l\u0259. Dedim bu ail\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n nec\u0259 bir \u015feydi, \u0259vv\u0259l-\u0259vv\u0259l bunun haqq\u0131nda oxuyum, biliyimi art\u0131r\u0131m. \u0130nternet \u00e7\u0131xardan\u0131n atas\u0131na r\u0259hm\u0259t, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rimiz, analar\u0131m\u0131z bu yaz\u0131lar\u0131 oxumadan nec\u0259 arvad olublar, \u00e7ox maraql\u0131d\u0131r&#8230; B\u0259h! D\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn alim-oxuyanlar\u0131 i\u015f-g\u00fccl\u0259rini k\u0259nara at\u0131b bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131blar ki&#8230; \u201cAil\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 inam\u0131ndan ba\u015flay\u0131r\u201d. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259inam\u0131 nec\u0259 yaratmaq olar? Aha. Yen\u0259 qad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcn m\u0259har\u0259tiyl\u0259. Qad\u0131n bax\u0131ml\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259l, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131-kamall\u0131, \u0259d\u0259bli, \u0259xlaql\u0131, evdar, ail\u0259canl\u0131, u\u015faqcanl\u0131, qohumcanl\u0131, qon\u015fucanl\u0131, qabiliyy\u0259tli, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tli, cazib\u0259dar, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, t\u00fcrkl\u0259r demi\u015f, d\u00f6rd d\u00f6rdl\u00fck olmal\u0131d\u0131r. H\u0259r ehtimala qar\u015f\u0131 \u201cki\u015fi nec\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r\u201d b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 bir g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdim. Bel\u0259 bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm he\u00e7 yoxdur ki&#8230; Aha. Ki\u015fi el\u0259 d\u00f6rd d\u00f6rdl\u00fck yaran\u0131bm\u0131\u015f s\u0259n dem\u0259. El\u0259 Allah\u0131n onu yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi qalsa kifay\u0259tdir. R\u0259fiq\u0259m demi\u015f, el\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259si getsin-g\u0259lsin, b\u0259s el\u0259r. Qad\u0131n is\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259n zir\u0259k olmal\u0131, dondan- dona girib ki\u015finin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 maraql\u0131 v\u0259 r\u0259ngar\u0259ng etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Aha. G\u00f6z\u0259llik salonlar\u0131ndan ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q. Salona daxil olanda \u201cAntonio il\u0259 Antoniyan\u0131n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti\u201d serial\u0131n\u0131n son m\u00fczakir\u0259l\u0259ri gedirdi. Qad\u0131nlar sevimli d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rin m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin\u0259 yan\u0131b-yax\u0131l\u0131r, ah\u0131lday\u0131b-ufulday\u0131rd\u0131lar, dey\u0259s\u0259n, evd\u0259ki Antonil\u0259r yaddan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n bu arada \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcnk\u00fcn\u00fc yada sal\u0131b k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Yox, bu g\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn Antoniyalar\u0131 q\u0131sqand\u0131racaq q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l olmal\u0131yam.\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Siz nec\u0259 bir sa\u00e7 d\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ist\u0259yirsiniz?\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Siz n\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz? M\u0259nim \u00f6z ist\u0259yim m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259kdir.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Aha. Sa\u00e7 ustas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri i\u015f\u0131lday\u0131r. \u00d6z bildiyi kimi sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259sib d\u00fcz\u0259ldir. Sonra da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259l qabiliyy\u0259tind\u0259n m\u0259mnun halda fotokameras\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b arxadan v\u0259 \u00f6nd\u0259n \u015f\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259kir.\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Bir az da kosmetika. Aha. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi ancaq l\u0259ziz bir s\u00fcfr\u0259yl\u0259 tamamlamaq olar. Tez ev\u0259 g\u0259lib son haz\u0131rl\u0131q i\u015fl\u0259rini d\u0259 edir\u0259m. Ev i\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259n x\u0131rda detal da h\u00fcn\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259b el\u0259yir. V\u0259 son. M\u0259n v\u0259 masa haz\u0131r\u0131q.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">&#8230;Qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcr. Qa\u00e7maq yox! Nazl\u0131 yeri\u015fl\u0259 qap\u0131ya gedib \u201c\u018fzizim, s\u0259ns\u0259nmi\u201d?- deyir\u0259m.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-\u018f\u015f\u015fi m\u0259n\u0259m, tez ol g\u00f6r\u00fcm! &#8211; qap\u0131n\u0131n o tay\u0131ndan \u201c\u0259zizimin\u201d q\u0259z\u0259bli s\u0259si g\u0259lir.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bir az g\u00f6z\u0259lliyimin dad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ona bax\u0131b inc\u0259-inc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir\u0259m.\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-N\u0259 var heyk\u0259l kimi durmusan! \u00c7\u0259kils\u0259n\u0259 qap\u0131dan!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">\u018frimin m\u0259\u015fhur \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n birini \u00f6z \u00fcz\u0259rimd\u0259 hiss edir\u0259m.\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Hara haz\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131san yen\u0259 bel\u0259?! B\u0259ri ba\u015fdan deyir\u0259m, hal\u0131m-zad\u0131m yoxdu, he\u00e7 yer\u0259 ged\u0259n deyil\u0259m!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-\u018fzizim, bu s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259di?<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259di, g\u0259ldi. K\u0259ndimizd\u0259 bir d\u0259li Dilb\u0259r vard\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6l\u00fcm ona ox\u015fam\u0131san.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Bir az s\u0259bir. V\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 dal\u0131-dadl\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-\u018fynini d\u0259yi\u015f, ke\u00e7\u0259k s\u00fcfr\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Az, ac\u0131ndan \u00f6ld\u00fck! Bu \u015famlar n\u0259di bel\u0259?<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Romantik ax\u015fam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Romantikan\u0131 o yana \u00e7\u0259k. Yem\u0259kl\u0259ri b\u0259ri el\u0259. N\u0259 bi\u015firmis\u0259n?<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">&#8211; Dolma, toyuq salat\u0131&#8230; N\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin ist\u0259yir?<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-M\u0259d\u0259min a\u011fr\u0131mayaca\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fey. Og\u00fcnk\u00fc romantik yem\u0259yind\u0259n sonra s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi qar\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan yuxuya ged\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Son 10 d\u0259qiq\u0259ni d\u0259 bel\u0259 yola verdik. \u018frim laqeydc\u0259sin\u0259 dolmalar\u0131 bir-bir i\u00e7\u0259ri \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr, h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 f\u0131s\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rini tutmaq ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 c\u0259hdim u\u011fursuz al\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131, bel\u0259likl\u0259 s\u0259y g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259kd\u0259n vaz ke\u00e7ib m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bo\u015flu\u011fun ixtiyar\u0131na buraxd\u0131m.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">\u00dcmidl\u0259rimin pu\u00e7 oldu\u011fu haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n xat\u0131rlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. N\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259dir? Aha. Romantik film.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-\u018fzizim romantik film izl\u0259y\u0259kmi bir yerd\u0259?<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Bu g\u00fcn futbol var. Bel\u0259 maraql\u0131d\u0131rsa, qon\u015fuya ke\u00e7ib Nis\u0259 arvadla bax.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Nis\u0259 arvadla romantika! Tfu!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Yax\u015f\u0131, a\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 var orda-dey\u0259 \u0259rim yum\u015fal\u0131r.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Ah nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 inc\u0259! &#8211; m\u0259n filmd\u0259ki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rd\u0259n v\u0259cd\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-G\u00f6z\u0259l olan n\u0259dir ki. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Bax, sevdiyi qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00fcrpriz edir, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k g\u00f6nd\u0259rir&#8230;<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Az bu g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k n\u0259 vaxtdan s\u00fcrpriz oldu?!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-G\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259zdir ax\u0131!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-G\u00f6zl\u0259nil\u0259n ya g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z. N\u0259tic\u0259 eynidi. O g\u00fcl- \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259yim pula peyin al\u0131b ba\u011f\u00e7aya t\u00f6k\u0259r\u0259m.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-N\u0259 alarsan?<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Az peyin d\u0259. Kartoflar bel\u0259 gets\u0259 m\u0259hv olub ged\u0259c\u0259k.\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Peyin s\u00f6hb\u0259ti planlar\u0131m\u0131 alt-\u00fcst edir. S\u00f6hb\u0259tin bel\u0259 m\u0259craya y\u00f6n\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi h\u0259min o g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi s\u00fcrpriz oldu lap! H\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259k olar, amma bu peyin s\u00f6hb\u0259ti&#8230;<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Yox, bu ail\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b bir \u015feydi. T\u0259cili strategiya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb tapmal\u0131yam. Aman allah! \u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgil\u0259r nifr\u0259td\u0259n do\u011fur. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, nifr\u0259timin sevgiy\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt laz\u0131m olacaq?!\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Aha, ideya var art\u0131q. Bundan sonra \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yar\u0131mm\u00fcdafi\u0259\u00e7i kimi hiss etm\u0259liy\u0259m. M\u00fcdafi\u0259d\u0259dir, amma h\u0259r an h\u00fccuma haz\u0131r v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Eksperiment\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yind\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131ram.\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">H\u0259r \u015fey haz\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00fcd yarmas\u0131, buterbrod, q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259r&#8230; Bir \u0259rim \u0259ksikdi. Aha, o da g\u0259ldi!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">M\u0259n\u0259 ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259ri n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b:<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 daramam\u0131san? Lap na\u011f\u0131llardak\u0131 \u015firin ifrit\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rsan!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Aha. M\u00fcbariz\u0259 plan\u0131.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Sa\u011f ol yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 c\u0131rtdan\u0131m!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">\u018frim d\u00f6n\u00fcb m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 baxd\u0131 ki, az qala t\u00f6vb\u0259 edib m\u00f6vqeyimd\u0259n geri \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259kdim. Amma ail\u0259mi qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 haz\u0131ram art\u0131q.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Bu sabah s\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n tez durub sevimli \u00c7arli \u00c7aplin yeri\u015finl\u0259 qap\u0131ya sar\u0131 ged\u0259nd\u0259, arxadan s\u0259nin \u00e7\u0259limsiz, c\u0131l\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 bax\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131n he\u00e7 bir yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 ki\u015fisi m\u0259nim \u0259rimin \u0259lin\u0259 su t\u00f6k\u0259 bilm\u0259z dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm! M\u0259nim \u0259ziz c\u0131rtdan\u0131m!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">\u018frim bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131tlad\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kib q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rind\u0259ki bo\u015fqaba tu\u015flad\u0131:<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Bu yarman\u0131n \u015f\u0259k\u0259ri \u00e7ox olub, bir az diqq\u0259tli ola bil\u0259rdin.\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-\u018fzizim, yarma bi\u015fir\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259nin haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm v\u0259 hisl\u0259rimin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r \u015f\u0259k\u0259r t\u00f6kd\u00fcm, t\u00f6kd\u00fcm ki, bel\u0259 oldu\u2026- deyib el\u0259 mann\u0131 \u015f\u0259k\u0259ri q\u0259d\u0259r \u015firin bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">\u018frim n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259d\u0259n:<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-G\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 \u015f\u0259k\u0259r t\u00f6km\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 olar, -dey\u0259 m\u0131z\u0131ldan\u0131b qap\u0131ya y\u00f6n\u0259ldi.\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Yar\u0131mm\u00fcdafi\u0259\u00e7i m\u00f6vqeyimi unudub h\u00fccum\u00e7u kimi ir\u0259li at\u0131l\u0131ram. Sevimli d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sona kimi f\u0259th etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r! Q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 topunu \u0259limd\u0259n art\u0131q kims\u0259 ala bilm\u0259z!\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">-Bir bils\u0259n, m\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn nec\u0259 dua edir\u0259m. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 rast g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m! Ax\u0131 h\u0259r \u015fey daha d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli ola bil\u0259rdi! Daha b\u00f6y\u00fck f\u0259lak\u0259tl\u0259r ola bil\u0259rdi! M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi, ya Allah qorusun, sunami. Ya q\u0259zaya u\u011fraya bil\u0259rdim. Ah \u0259zizim, yax\u015f\u0131 ki, m\u0259n m\u0259hz s\u0259n\u0259 rast g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m!..<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">B\u0259li, ail\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b bir \u015feydi. Adi yal\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rl\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 etm\u0259k olmaz. Bir taktikan, strategiyan, sursat\u0131n olmal\u0131d\u0131r. V\u0259 h\u00fccum\u00e7u da olmasa, \u0259n az\u0131ndan yar\u0131mm\u00fcdafi\u0259\u00e7i m\u00f6vqeyi.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Onun \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u201ch\u0259r \u015fey daha da pis ola bil\u0259rdi\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, \u015firin-\u015firin g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259lis\u0259n. \u0130\u015fdir, telefonuna sevgi, mesajlar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 v\u0259 o, bunu \u00f6rt-basd\u0131r etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn min c\u00fcr yalan uyduranda, s\u0259n onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131b: \u201cAh \u0259zizim, s\u0259n nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l yalan\u00e7\u0131san! T\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259n deyil, \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn qad\u0131nlar s\u0259ni sevdiyimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn nec\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fansl\u0131y\u0131q! V\u0259 s\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259ni deyil, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu qad\u0131nlar\u0131 sev\u0259 bildiyin v\u0259 h\u0259r birin\u0259 vaxt ay\u0131ra bildiyin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259ninl\u0259 q\u00fcrur duyuram! S\u0259nin ev\u0259 gec g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259tirdiyin b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259rin, uydurmalar\u0131n nec\u0259 d\u0259 dahiyan\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcl\u00fcb! M\u0259nim nifr\u0259tim bel\u0259 nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir!<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">S\u0259n\u0259 nifr\u0259t etm\u0259k bel\u0259 xo\u015fdur\u201d! V\u0259 s. v\u0259 i.<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">Ail\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b bir \u015feydi. M\u00fctl\u0259q \u00f6z taktikan, strategiyan, sursat\u0131n olmal\u0131d\u0131&#8230;<\/span><br style=\"color: #141823;\" \/><span style=\"color: #141823;\">V\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey plan \u00fczr\u0259 getm\u0259lidir.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"7902\">Yaz\u0131ya 920 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0\u00a0Ail\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b bir \u015fey yoxdur. K\u00f6hn\u0259 v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259rinl\u0259 halalla\u015f\u0131b t\u0259z\u0259 \u201csistem\u0259\u201d uy\u011funla\u015fmal\u0131san. G\u00fcnortaya q\u0259d\u0259r yatmaq, sonra durub t\u0259nb\u0259l-t\u0259nb\u0259l televizor izl\u0259m\u0259k, evd\u0259ki \u0259rzaqlarla kifay\u0259tl\u0259nib \u201csabah \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir \u015fey fikirl\u0259\u015firik\u201d dem\u0259k, r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259slind\u0259, bo\u015f s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 vaxt s\u0259rf etm\u0259k, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 rahat ya\u015famaq yox.\u00a0B\u00fct\u00fcn q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259ri s\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259r edib 10 ball\u0131q sistem \u00fczr\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 plan\u0131 haz\u0131rlamal\u0131san. 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