{"id":7924,"date":"2015-01-28T11:11:11","date_gmt":"2015-01-28T07:11:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7924"},"modified":"2015-01-28T11:11:11","modified_gmt":"2015-01-28T07:11:11","slug":"gunay-s%c9%99ma-sirvan-qadin-ruhunun-hicqiriqlari-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7924","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnay S\u0259ma \u015eirvan &#8212; Qad\u0131n ruhunun h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131 (hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/536916_350429195100828_7322782_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-7613 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/536916_350429195100828_7322782_n-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"G\u00fcnay S\u0259ma \u015eirvan\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/536916_350429195100828_7322782_n-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/536916_350429195100828_7322782_n.jpg 720w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Aydan\u0131 u\u015faql\u0131qdan tan\u0131y\u0131rdim&#8230; Qarayan\u0131z, q\u0131vr\u0131m sa\u00e7l\u0131, suyu\u015firin q\u0131z idi.. G\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 muncuq g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u00a0 yumulard\u0131&#8230; Biz u\u015faqlar zarafata sal\u0131b, soru\u015fard\u0131q:<br \/>\n&#8211;D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc de, s\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n?<br \/>\nO, and \u2013 aman ed\u0259rdi ki, \u201cg\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m\u201d. Q\u0259ml\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 yaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u0259rdi. Bir az adama yovu\u015fmaz olsa da, yeri d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck qahmar \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131m\u0131z olard\u0131. \u00a0Dostluqda m\u00f6hk\u0259m idi. Yad\u0131mdad\u0131r&#8230;Bir d\u0259f\u0259 evcik-evcik oynay\u0131rd\u0131q.. 6-7 ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z olard\u0131. Bizim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u0259ndd\u0259 yayda t\u00fcp\u00fcrs\u0259n yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zd\u0131. Su b\u00f6y\u00fck problem idi. Onun atas\u0131\u00a0 tonlarla su tutan b\u00f6y\u00fck hovuz tikdirmi\u015fdi. Biz \u201cevimiz\u0259\u201d g\u00fcl qoymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn butulkaya su doldurmaq ist\u0259dik. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259, ki\u00e7ik kran\u0131 yox, \u00e7\u0259ni t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qoyulmu\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck kran\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131q. A\u00e7d\u0131q v\u0259 ba\u011flaya bilm\u0259dik. Suyun ham\u0131s\u0131 ax\u0131b zay \u00a0oldu&#8230; Biz\u0259 n\u0259 var, u\u015faq idik, oyunumuza davam etdik v\u0259 sonra evl\u0259rimiz\u0259 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Sabah\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc Aydan\u0131 oynama\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131randa yataqda oldu\u011funu bildik. Suyu buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00a0anas\u0131 \u0259br\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm \u00e7ubu\u011fu il\u0259 da\u011f-da\u011f el\u0259mi\u015fdi yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131&#8230; Amma o, he\u00e7 birimizin ad\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<br \/>\nOn \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda yetim qald\u0131&#8230; A\u011f\u0131r q\u0259zada h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259n atas\u0131n\u0131n meyidini g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 evd\u0259 t\u0259k imi\u015fl\u0259r. Bu onun yadda\u015f\u0131nda a\u011f\u0131r izl\u0259r buraxd\u0131. Sonralar harda x\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6rs\u0259, ya q\u0259zaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f adam haqq\u0131nda e\u015fits\u0259, \u00f6z faci\u0259l\u0259rini xat\u0131rlay\u0131b k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259rdi&#8230; \u00a0O sars\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 biz m\u0259hl\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131 n\u0259 onu , n\u0259 d\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259k qoymad\u0131q. Yanlar\u0131nda olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Yasa g\u0259l\u0259n adamlar\u0131 he\u00e7 sevm\u0259zdi&#8230; Qalx\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259 onu qucaqlay\u0131b, \u00f6p\u00fcb &#8212; \u201c nec\u0259 d\u0259 Mehman\u0131ma ox\u015fay\u0131r\u201d, \u201cqarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u0259kiz tay\u0131d\u0131\u201d , \u201cAllah onu alaca\u011f\u0131ndan bunu onun yerin\u0259 qoyub\u201d&#8211; kimi s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0131x\u0131lard\u0131 Aydan&#8230; Amma yava\u015f-yava\u015f insan psixologiyasi bu t\u0259zyiqin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda d\u00f6zm\u0259di y\u0259qin&#8230; Atas\u0131z, qarda\u015fs\u0131z evd\u0259 ogul \u0259v\u0259zi g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u0259yi q\u00fcrurland\u0131rd\u0131 \u00a013 ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131&#8230; \u0130ndi ill\u0259rin o tay\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015f bu ac\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259rin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131na i\u015f\u0131q tutanda, anlay\u0131ram ki, o zamanlar\u00a0 o k\u00f6vr\u0259k, h\u0259ssas dostumun i\u00e7ind\u0259ki qad\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcbl\u0259r&#8230; O\u011flansaya\u011f\u0131 davran\u0131\u015flar, ki\u015fi i\u015fl\u0259ri v\u0259 s. ondak\u0131 \u00a0inc\u0259, z\u0259rif hissl\u0259ri bo\u011fub&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259tta a\u011fsaqqal babas\u0131 bel\u0259 n\u0259rdi onunla at\u0131rd\u0131&#8230;Y\u0259qin o\u011flunun iyini n\u0259v\u0259sind\u0259n almaq ist\u0259yirdi&#8230;<br \/>\nOrta m\u0259kt\u0259bin ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 sinifl\u0259rind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn sinif q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r vard\u0131, ondan ba\u015fqa. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yox ki, g\u00f6z\u0259g\u0259limli deyildi. \u00a0Yox, \u00a0\u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l\u00a0 say\u0131lmasa da, kifir d\u0259 deyildi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00a0ki, Aydandan qorxard\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndin o\u011flanlar\u0131. H\u0259tta bir \u00a0d\u0259f\u0259 V\u0259fa c\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259nib dedi ki, sinfimizd\u0259ki Umud s\u0259ni ist\u0259yir, dem\u0259y\u0259 qorxur. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda bu qo\u00e7aq da, tutdu Umudun yaxas\u0131ndan:<br \/>\n&#8212; Bura bax, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r! Y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmasan, m\u0259n s\u0259ni y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131racam.\u00a0\u2013deyib su arx\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.<br \/>\nYaz\u0131q \u00a0Umud doda\u011f\u0131 \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259:<br \/>\n&#8211;Q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, biab\u0131r el\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259ni\u2014s\u00f6yl\u0259di v\u0259 bir daha ondan \u201csoraq\u201d g\u0259lm\u0259di.<br \/>\nO da, hardasa , el\u0259 biz d\u0259, el\u0259 bilirdik, d\u00fcz edir. \u00c7\u00fcnki bizim c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 instiktl\u0259 qorunman\u0131n t\u0259k yolu kobudluqdan ke\u00e7ir. Bu arada, bac\u0131s\u0131na s\u00f6z atanlar\u0131n da a\u011f\u0131z- burnunu qanatma\u011f\u0131 gecikdirmirdi&#8230;<br \/>\nAydangilin b\u00f6y\u00fck al\u00e7a ba\u011flar\u0131 vard\u0131&#8230; Meyv\u0259 satl\u0131\u011fa\u00a0 getm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 yonca \u00a0\u0259kib, \u00e7al\u0131b-satma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. G\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 su \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durmaq, bi\u00e7in vaxt\u0131 d\u0259ryaz vurmaq ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u0259linin qabar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sinifd\u0259 oturanda \u0259ll\u0259rini partan\u0131n alt\u0131nda gizl\u0259d\u0259rdi ki, ke\u00e7mi\u015f kolxoz s\u0259drinin q\u0131z\u0131 la\u011f edib, s\u00f6z atmas\u0131n. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 tarix m\u00fc\u0259llimimiz hiss etdi bunu:<br \/>\n\u2013\u00c7\u0259kinm\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131m \u2013dedi.\u2014Siz aln\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q, \u00fcz\u00fc a\u011f, iki bala, bir ana gec\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 ot presi dal\u0131nca ged\u0259nd\u0259,&#8211;s\u0259sinin tonunu da bir az d\u0259yi\u015fdi&#8211; b\u0259zil\u0259ri ip\u0259k yor\u011fan \u2013 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259kd\u0259 xumarlan\u0131rlar. Allah h\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u0259n v\u0259 qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259ndir.<br \/>\nHardasa, o g\u00fcn xeyli utand\u0131m. Ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131m q\u0131z\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131nda indiy\u0259c\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259diyimi s\u0259rgil\u0259mi\u015fdi tarix m\u00fc\u0259llimi. Ax\u0131 onun dediyi b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259ri bizim evl\u0259rimizd\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r \u2013ata v\u0259 qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\nBel\u0259c\u0259, ill\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 cavan bir qad\u0131na\u2014anas\u0131na \u0259r, ki\u00e7ik bac\u0131s\u0131na ata, qarda\u015f roluna \u0259m\u0259llic\u0259 sahibl\u0259ndi \u0259li qabarl\u0131, k\u00f6vr\u0259k k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc dostum.<br \/>\nMaddi v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rinin v\u0259 imkanlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00a0darl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, i\u015fl\u0259rinin \u00e7oxlu\u011funa baxmayaraq yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyurdu Aydan. \u00a0Y\u00fcks\u0259k bal y\u0131\u011fma\u011f\u0131ma r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n Universiteti qiyabi oxuma\u011fa q\u0259rar verdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn solaxay olan bir \u0259yal\u0259td\u0259. N\u0259d\u0259n ki, rayon yeridir, moda \u2013 filan, geyim-kecim, yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259k v\u0259 s. evl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcc salmas\u0131n. B\u0259xtind\u0259n el\u0259 birinci kursdan i\u015f d\u0259 tap\u0131ld\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015fqa m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259yirdim. \u0130mkan olduqca g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, fikir m\u00fcbad\u0131l\u0259si apar\u0131rd\u0131q. D\u00fcz\u00fc onun t\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q qabiliyy\u0259tin\u0259 heyran idim. Arada t\u0259dbirl\u0259rin ssenaril\u0259rini al\u0131b \u00f6z m\u0259kt\u0259bimizd\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259\u015fdirirdim. \u015eagirdl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n c\u0259mi 4 ya\u015f ki\u00e7ik idil\u0259r bu g\u0259nc m\u00fc\u0259llimin. \u00a0\u0130lk m\u0259vacibi ald\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0 g\u00fcn \u00e7ox sevinirdi. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131danda yol\u00fcst\u00fc biz\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;Dur ged\u0259k biz\u0259.. Ziba xalan bir \u015feyl\u0259r haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f olar. Bilirdi ki, bu g\u00fcn ilk maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 alacam.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, qonaq t\u0259klifini d\u0259 o\u011flansaya\u011f\u0131 etmi\u015fdi&#8230;Amma biz onun bu c\u00fcr jarqonuna \u00f6yr\u0259ndiyimizd\u0259n fikir verm\u0259zdik&#8230;<br \/>\nAld\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk m\u0259vacibi anas\u0131 \u00a0\u00f6p\u00fcb, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u00fcrtd\u00fc:<br \/>\n&#8211;Allah s\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, bu g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u2014dedi, apar\u0131b, televizorun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu: &#8212; \u201dAtan maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259, ora qoyard\u0131\u201d. Ata \u0259v\u0259zediciliyini bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yen\u0259 q\u00fcrr\u0259l\u0259ndi.<br \/>\nZiba xalan\u0131n \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259l qabiliyy\u0259ti vard\u0131.. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n nem\u0259tini haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nKi\u00e7ik bac\u0131s\u0131 Universitet\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 arxas\u0131yca getm\u0259k ona d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc&#8230; Ax\u0131 qarda\u015f, ata \u0259v\u0259ziydi. Haqq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u0259, bac\u0131s\u0131 da \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu yolunu saxlay\u0131b.<br \/>\nBel\u0259c\u0259, ill\u0259r ke\u00e7ir, onun da \u00a0bir \u00fcr\u0259yi oldu\u011fu, y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n olsun ist\u0259yi kims\u0259nin umuruna olmurdu&#8230;<br \/>\nY\u0259qin ki, bu y\u00fck\u00fcn yor\u011funlu\u011fundan arxas\u0131n\u0131 birin\u0259 yaslama\u011f\u0131 \u00a0g\u0259r\u0259kmi\u015fdi&#8230; Bel\u0259 birisi il\u0259 m\u0259ktubla\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. V\u0259 nec\u0259 olubsa, o\u011flan\u0131n m\u0259ktubu anas\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi&#8230;<br \/>\nArt\u0131q m\u0259nim ikinci \u00f6vlad\u0131m do\u011fulacaqd\u0131. V\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q onu danlay\u0131rd\u0131m: \u201cQ\u0131z, Vaxt ke\u00e7ir\u2026\u201d Bel\u0259 n\u0259sih\u0259t d\u0259rsl\u0259rinin birind\u0259 bo\u011fula-bo\u011fula dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o g\u00fcn olanlar\u0131:<br \/>\n\u201c&#8211;\u0130\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131danda bac\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri m\u0259ni \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndirdi. Qopacaq tufan\u0131n \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259ri vard\u0131 evd\u0259. Sa\u011f olsunlar, bo\u011faz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ke\u00e7inc\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00f6zd\u00fcl\u0259r. Ka\u015f bu yem\u0259k d\u0259stgah\u0131 sonsuzlu\u011fa q\u0259d\u0259r uzanayd\u0131&#8230; Ba\u015fland\u0131 n\u0259 ba\u015fland\u0131&#8230; Anam:<br \/>\n\u201c&#8211; M\u0259n s\u0259ni bu evd\u0259 \u0259r \u0259v\u0259zi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, el\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m o\u011flum var. \u0130ndi atan sa\u011f olsayd\u0131 n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259rdin?\u201d<br \/>\nN\u0259 olard\u0131 m\u0259nim d\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131m olsayd\u0131? Ya atam sa\u011f qalsayd\u0131.. Adam\u0131 bel\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259zl\u0259r ax\u0131&#8230;B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131mda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00a0nifr\u0259t etdim bu atal\u0131q rolundan, qarda\u015fl\u0131q missiyas\u0131ndan. V\u0259 q\u0259lbimin qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259b\u0259di ba\u011flad\u0131m&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\nAydan \u00a0\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0130ll\u0259r, dolu oldu\u011fundan, durdu\u011fu dayanacaqda saxlamayan avtobuslard\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nBac\u0131s\u0131 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurdu. O ata v\u0259 qarda\u015f kimi dik dayand\u0131. Cer-cehiz&#8211; n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r, nec\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r?!..<br \/>\nAxan ill\u0259r q\u0259lbin\u0259 sanc\u0131lan mill\u0259r idi sank\u0131.<br \/>\nT\u0259hsilini davam etdirm\u0259kd\u0259 israrl\u0131yd\u0131. Universitetd\u0259ki m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rini dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, m\u00fctl\u0259q elmi i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 buna potensiyal\u0131 dig\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n y\u00fcks\u0259kdi&#8230; Dekan anas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 da h\u0259tta: \u201c\u2013Bu q\u0131z se\u00e7ilmi\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259ndir\u2026 Oxumasa q\u0259z\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u2026\u201d<br \/>\nMaddi imkans\u0131zl\u0131qdan qorxsa da, anas\u0131 da bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bel\u0259c\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b qap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u00f6z kitabl\u0131 d\u00fcnyas\u0131na&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u0259rs dediyi qon\u015fu q\u0131zlar\u0131 da k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 evl\u0259rind\u0259kil\u0259r ay\u0131ld\u0131lar ki, \u201cvay can\u0131na, s\u0259n dem\u0259 bunlar\u0131n da Aydan \u00a0adl\u0131 q\u0131zlar\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. Ona da ail\u0259, \u00f6vlad sahibi olmaq laz\u0131mm\u0131\u015f&#8230; \u201c<br \/>\nG\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 B\u0259xti \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b,\u00a0 el ad\u0259ti il\u0259 el\u00e7i g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin birin\u0259 \u201ch\u0259\u201d deyib, onu da\u00a0 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrtd\u00fcl\u0259r. Allahdan, b\u0259xtinin aynas\u0131na yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f insan qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f, mehriban, g\u00f6z\u0259l bir adam \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259n onun ad\u0131na \u00e7ox sevinirdim. Uza\u011fa k\u00f6\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, imkan dax\u0131l\u0131nd\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yi arxa plana ke\u00e7irm\u0259zdi. Do\u011fma torpa\u011fa \u00e7ox ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131. K\u0259ndd\u0259 olanda imkan daxilind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdik. \u00a0Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259ni sars\u0131dan,bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 yazma\u011f\u0131ma s\u0259b\u0259b olan bir hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verdi.<br \/>\nDinc\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Yolda\u015f\u0131\u00a0 i\u015f adam\u0131 oldu\u011fundan \u00e7ox qala bilm\u0259yib, tez qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Aydan\u0131 v\u0259 iki g\u00fcl balas\u0131n\u0131 qonaq \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m. Yem\u0259k \u2013i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259n sonra ba\u011f\u00e7ada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q. Mane olmas\u0131nlar dey\u0259 m\u0259nimkil\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q u\u015faqlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011fa \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fck. Ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259n, u\u015faql\u0131qdan, m\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rind\u0259n, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n, it\u0259nd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Camaata qan udduran qoca Qafar ki\u015fid\u0259n s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259 satan qozbel R\u0259hmana kimi ham\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259r \u015feyi yadda\u015f\u0131n s\u00fczg\u0259cind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdik. N\u0259sill\u0259rin c\u0131l\u0131zla\u015fmas\u0131ndan , valideynini qocalar evin\u0259 ver\u0259n \u0130ltimasdan s\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131q. M\u0259n q\u0259fild\u0259n ona dedim:<br \/>\n&#8211;Bilirs\u0259nmi, \u0259slind\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox heyranam.<br \/>\n&#8211;Niy\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211;Sizin yeriniz\u0259 kim olsa, y\u0131x\u0131lard\u0131&#8230; Ata yox, qarda\u015f yox, yax\u0131n duran qohum yox&#8230;<br \/>\nCavab verm\u0259di. Ac\u0131-ac\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8212; S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 baxma. S\u0259nin Anana, bac\u0131na \u0259r, ata oldu\u011funu ham\u0131 bilir. S\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00e7oxu heyfisl\u0259ndi ki, \u201cheyf, bel\u0259 da\u011f yarma\u011fa q\u00fcdr\u0259tli u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131q, \u0259ld\u0259n buraxd\u0131q&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu&#8230; M\u0259ns\u0259 susmadan \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fcm:<br \/>\n&#8211;H\u0259tta bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 etdikl\u0259rind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdaram&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8212;Dan\u0131\u015fma, o m\u00f6vzuya toxunma, qadan al\u0131m, ist\u0259mir\u0259m&#8230; Ba\u015fqa neynirs\u0259n&#8230; Ma\u015fallah, u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u0259m\u0259llic\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb&#8230;<br \/>\nOnun s\u00f6hb\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259 mahir oldu\u011funu bilirdim&#8230;Daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259dim.<br \/>\nAvqustun ax\u0131rlar\u0131 idi&#8230; Telefon z\u0259ng \u00e7ald\u0131. Aydan idi. Getm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n qabaq sa\u011folla\u015fmaq ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bir- birimiz\u0259 u\u011furlar arzulad\u0131q. Sonda dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211;S\u0259n\u0259 konvert saxlam\u0131\u015fam. Anam \u00e7atd\u0131racaq. M\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra oxuyarsan.<br \/>\nAx\u015fam Ziba xala m\u0259ktubu m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eeir idi. Aydan\u0131n \u015feir yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdim. Amma ail\u0259 qurandan sonra atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. S\u0259n dem\u0259 biz onu he\u00e7 tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Ki\u00e7ik bir \u015feird\u0259, sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc, taleyini q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131z kimi b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm on \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015fad\u0259k.<br \/>\nU\u00e7du evimizin ki\u015fi dir\u0259yi.<br \/>\nAnam \u0259r itirdi\u2014<br \/>\n\u0259rlik eyl\u0259dim.<br \/>\nBac\u0131m ata itirdi\u2014<br \/>\nAtas\u0131 oldum.<\/p>\n<p>F\u0259l\u0259yin<br \/>\nm\u0259l\u0259yin,<br \/>\nk\u0259l\u0259yin,<br \/>\nbilm\u0259m kimin\u2014<br \/>\nYaxas\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131\u011f\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m:<br \/>\nM\u0259n anadan q\u0131z do\u011fuldum,<br \/>\n&#8211;m\u0259n qad\u0131nam,<br \/>\n\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kin m\u0259nd\u0259n!<\/p>\n<p>Bir qad\u0131n a\u011flay\u0131r ruhumda m\u0259nim<br \/>\nM\u0259n ki, bu d\u00fcnyaya ki\u015fi g\u0259lm\u0259dim.<br \/>\nBa\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, niy\u0259 \u201cdan\u0131\u015fma\u201d deyirmi\u015f&#8230; \u00c7\u00fcnki o, n\u0259 y\u00fck\u00fc azalm\u0131\u015f anas\u0131na \u0259rlik, n\u0259 ail\u0259li bac\u0131s\u0131na atal\u0131q, qarda\u015fl\u0131q bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan azad olammam\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fr evind\u0259 bel\u0259, \u201cAydan filan \u015fey filan olsun!\u201d,\u201dfilan problemimizin h\u0259llin\u0259 b\u0259s kim k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259c\u0259k?!\u201d &#8212; \u00a0kimi b\u0259z\u0259n \u0259rkli,\u00a0 b\u0259z\u0259n kinay\u0259li ist\u0259kl\u0259r bitm\u0259mi\u015f, t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015fdi\u2026<br \/>\n\u018fzizl\u0259rinin \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 \u201cAdd\u0131mla, mar\u015f!\u201d komandas\u0131n\u0131 verdikc\u0259 elmi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flama arzusu yerind\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259y\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<br \/>\nV\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 bu arzusumu?&#8230;<br \/>\nKims\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015f, e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi \u015fair \u00fcr\u0259kli dostumun q\u0259lbin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan bir qad\u0131n ruhunun h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"7924\">Yaz\u0131ya 1071 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Aydan\u0131 u\u015faql\u0131qdan tan\u0131y\u0131rdim&#8230; Qarayan\u0131z, q\u0131vr\u0131m sa\u00e7l\u0131, suyu\u015firin q\u0131z idi.. G\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 muncuq g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u00a0 yumulard\u0131&#8230; Biz u\u015faqlar zarafata sal\u0131b, soru\u015fard\u0131q: &#8211;D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc de, s\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n? O, and \u2013 aman ed\u0259rdi ki, \u201cg\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m\u201d. Q\u0259ml\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 yaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u0259rdi. Bir az adama yovu\u015fmaz olsa da, yeri d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck qahmar \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131m\u0131z olard\u0131. \u00a0Dostluqda m\u00f6hk\u0259m idi. 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