{"id":8043,"date":"2015-02-02T19:22:00","date_gmt":"2015-02-02T15:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8043"},"modified":"2015-02-02T19:22:00","modified_gmt":"2015-02-02T15:22:00","slug":"eldar-ismayiloglu-sonra-h%c9%99r-sey-d%c9%99yisdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8043","title":{"rendered":"Eldar \u0130smay\u0131lo\u011flu – Sonra h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fdi…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Sonra …h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fdi…
\nBax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 t\u0259mizliyi..
\nQaranl\u0131q sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb yatan ovcumun \u00fcst\u00fca\u00e7\u0131q k\u00fcr\u0259yi,
\ndaha ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda havas\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259yim..
\nN\u0259f\u0259sinin divar h\u0259nirtisi,
\nqurumu\u015f a\u011fac yuxular\u0131mdak\u0131 bir k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyinin ,
\nbahar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k s\u0259birsizliyi…
\nSonra …h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fdi.
\n\u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rinin d\u0259 dad\u0131 qa\u00e7d\u0131..
\ng\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rinin d\u0259..
\nnimda\u015f penc\u0259yimd\u0259 \u00e7imsin\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yimi de\u015fdi.
\n\u00d6nc\u0259…s\u00fckutlar\u0131n yarpaq p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131yd\u0131..
\n\u00d6nc\u0259…\u0259ll\u0259rimin qabar\u0131 g\u00fcl d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f l\u0259pirl\u0259rin idi..
\nv\u0259 s\u0259n,bu l\u0259pirl\u0259rl\u0259 y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259rdin h\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259s m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259…
\nSonra …s\u0259n getdin ,he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259di..h\u0259r \u015fey dondu sad\u0259c\u0259..
\nyaln\u0131z,yand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015fam h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6z\u0259rir s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259c\u0259n
\nkiprikl\u0259rimin aras\u0131nda….
\n\u00f6rt\u0259 bilmir\u0259m neynim ,s\u00f6n\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n..
\ng\u00f6yd\u0259n Allah bax\u0131r,
\nh\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 S\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r ax\u0131…<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 u\u00e7ulan bir da\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131,
\nEl\u0259 hey ovursan ,yaz\u0131rsan el\u0259..
\nO q\u0259d\u0259r M\u0259n var ki,bu bo\u015f qucaqda,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumanda az\u0131rsan el\u0259..<\/p>\n

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\nMin ildi g\u0259zir\u0259m S\u0259n q\u0131z \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 boylanma\u011fa bu da\u011f da q\u0131sa.
\nYen\u0259 dart\u0131n\u0131rsan M\u0259n ip\u0259 sar\u0131,
\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m ki,g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n asam…<\/p>\n

.
\nMin ildi \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nirs\u0259n,
\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131ram..ovdu\u011fun da\u015f\u0131na s\u0259ni…
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin kimi \u015f\u0259kil\u0259m ax\u0131,
\nDe,nec\u0259 dolan\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131na s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

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\nO q\u0259d\u0259r ovdun ki,dam\u0131ram daha,
\nS\u0259nin cadar-cadar q\u0131z \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin\u0259…
\nS\u0259ni tan\u0131maq\u00e7\u00fcn pay\u0131z geyindim,
\nM\u0259ni budaq-budaq \u00e7\u0131z \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259…<\/p>\n

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Qoca r\u0259ssam\u0131n
\n\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259siz eyn\u0259k r\u0259smin\u0259 b\u0259r\u0259lib,
\nsonuncu e\u015fq m\u0259caras\u0131n\u0131n duman\u0131nda s\u0131z\u0131ldama\u011f\u0131d\u0131,
\n\u00f6z x\u0259yan\u0259tini m\u0259nim t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcmd\u0259 axtarma\u011f\u0131n….
\nbilirs\u0259nmi dodaqlar\u0131m\u0131 nec\u0259 yand\u0131r\u0131b..
\nAnd i\u00e7diyim ovcunda da kims\u0259 su i\u00e7ib buland\u0131r\u0131b.
\nYoxsa ,g\u00f6zd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi \u0259ll\u0259rin axsamazd\u0131…
\nbilir\u0259m,\u00fcr\u0259yin \u0259l\u00e7atmazd\u0131..
\na\u011flama\u011f\u0131n dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n deyil, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259
\ns\u0131\u011f\u0131nma\u011f\u0131nd\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 ki..
\nM\u0259n nam\u0259rd deyil\u0259m,g\u00f6z \u00fcstd\u0259 qoruyuram bil ki,
\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n qoruyub saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131
\na\u011f t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259rini…
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 pay\u0131zd\u0131,g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m…ya\u015f g\u0259lir,
\nba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,\u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcm..yum g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,s\u0259n ki ,bilirs\u0259n…
\nqar\u015f\u0131dan qara q\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir….<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6zl\u0259rim..qab\u0131\u011f\u0131 soyulmu\u015f a\u011fac…
\nG\u00fcn d\u0259 k\u0259sdirib qap\u0131m\u0131 ha\u00e7and\u0131..
\n.yand\u0131r\u0131r dodaqlar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc..
\n\u0259ll\u0259rin d\u0259 o qa\u00e7and\u0131..
\nM\u0259nim s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259rim s\u0259nd\u0259 bit\u0259rdi,
\nM\u0259n da\u015flar\u0131 el\u0259 d\u00fczm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn ki,g\u00f6z ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nel\u0259 o u\u00e7and\u0131..
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn qu\u015flar\u0131n,\u00fcmidl\u0259rin,ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n yuvas\u0131yd\u0131 ovcum..
\n…p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ltilar\u0131nda..
\nS\u0259n n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259din ax\u0131…
\nOvcum n\u0259 s\u00f6z verdi…<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

sonra k\u00fcl\u0259k \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri oldu\u00a0<\/span>
\n,qulaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131l dar\u0131xmaqlar…
\n\u0130ndi qap\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n “Xatir\u0259” qar\u0131n\u0131n ovcu boylan\u0131r..
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni n\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q verdi,n\u0259 g\u00f6z verdi..
\namma bir s\u00f6z a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 “Xatir\u0259”qar\u0131n\u0131n da ovcunda,
\ng\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,iyn\u0259 ucunda…
\nM\u0259n qab\u0131\u011f\u0131 soyulmu\u015f a\u011fac…dibi yanm\u0131\u015f…
\nS\u0259n dili qurddam\u0131\u015f…
\nS\u0259n n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259din ax\u0131..
\nOvcum n\u0259 s\u00f6z verdi….<\/p>\n

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…v\u0259 sonra bilirs\u0259n ki,
\ndar \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259diyin g\u00f6z n\u0259rdivanla,
\nqaran\u0259f\u0259s kimins\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0131rma\u015fmaqd\u0131 bu E\u015fq…
\nh\u0259m d\u0259,bir \u00fcz\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb,
\nkor gec\u0259d\u0259 bal\u0131nc\u0131n alt\u0131na y\u0131\u011fmaqd\u0131..
\ni\u00e7in\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f yar yaxas\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131rx sirli d\u00fcym\u0259sini….
\nh\u0259m d\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131nd\u0131,
\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n-ehtiras k\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f d\u0259mir qanunlar\u0131n\u0131n
\nba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6ym\u0259sini..<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

daha d\u0259mir qanunlar da ovulub t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr ,
\npay\u0131z divardak\u0131 adam \u015f\u0259klind\u0259n..
\n…v\u0259 sonra bilirs\u0259n ki,
\nbir \u00fcz\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u015f\u0259kild\u0259n..\u015f\u0259kil\u0259 bir \u00fcz\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.
\nBiraz i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131,soyuq…
\nBir az n\u0259mli,dumanl\u0131…
\nBir az yanm\u0131\u015f,unudulmu\u015f..
\nkim bilir, o biri g\u00fcl qoxulu \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00a0<\/span>
\nhans\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f….
\n…v\u0259 sonra …<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 708 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sonra …h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fdi… Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 t\u0259mizliyi.. Qaranl\u0131q sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb yatan ovcumun \u00fcst\u00fca\u00e7\u0131q k\u00fcr\u0259yi, daha ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda havas\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259yim.. N\u0259f\u0259sinin divar h\u0259nirtisi, qurumu\u015f a\u011fac yuxular\u0131mdak\u0131 bir k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyinin , bahar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k s\u0259birsizliyi… Sonra …h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fdi. \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rinin d\u0259 dad\u0131 qa\u00e7d\u0131.. g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rinin d\u0259.. nimda\u015f penc\u0259yimd\u0259 \u00e7imsin\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yimi de\u015fdi. \u00d6nc\u0259…s\u00fckutlar\u0131n yarpaq p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131yd\u0131.. \u00d6nc\u0259…\u0259ll\u0259rimin qabar\u0131 g\u00fcl d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8044,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8043"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8043"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8043\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8045,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8043\/revisions\/8045"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8044"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8043"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8043"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8043"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}