{"id":8089,"date":"2015-02-04T12:26:26","date_gmt":"2015-02-04T08:26:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8089"},"modified":"2015-02-04T12:28:26","modified_gmt":"2015-02-04T08:28:26","slug":"irad%c9%99-tuncay-cic%c9%99k-tapa-bilm%c9%99dim-5-il-%c9%99vv%c9%99lin-yubiley-t%c9%99briki-v%c9%99-ya-b%c9%99zi-yazilar-kohn%c9%99lmir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8089","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 Tuncay — \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k tapa bilm\u0259dim (5 il \u0259vv\u0259lin yubiley t\u0259briki v\u0259 ya b\u0259zi yaz\u0131lar k\u00f6hn\u0259lmir)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"irade<\/a>\u00a0M\u0259n qurd kimi g\u0259mir\u0259rdim b\u00fcrokratizmi, \"\u041f\u043e\u043b\u0430\u0434
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0T\u0259bii ki, orijinalda g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u0259sl\u0259nir. Niy\u0259 bu misralar\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131m… Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim ki, v\u0259zif\u0259li adamlardan z\u0259ndeyi-z\u0259hl\u0259m gedir. Onlar\u0131n \u0259dalar\u0131n\u0131, iddialar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259zm ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Bu g\u00fcn ki q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m da v\u0259zif\u0259lidi – amma burda istisna durumu var.<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259n onu u\u015faql\u0131qdan sevir\u0259m. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m dey\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 \u015e\u00fcv\u0259landa Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n Yaradac\u0131l\u0131q evini xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram v\u0259 orada maqnitofonda b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc f\u0131rlad\u0131lan mahn\u0131lar\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. Bir d\u0259 yad\u0131mdad\u0131, bizd\u0259n bir 10-12 ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck bir q\u0131z vard\u0131, bu mahn\u0131lara qulaq as\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lda\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, q\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 xarab olub, “ona vlyubilas v Polada”. O vaxt \u00e7ox populyar olan rus mahn\u0131s\u0131 da vard\u0131 – Saulskinin “\u00c7ern\u0131y kot” mahn\u0131s\u0131. \u0130ndiki dill\u0259 des\u0259k, xit, \u015flyager. “\u00c7ern\u0131y kot”u qoyum o b\u0259yaz g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 – bax o vaxtdan Polad m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131ma daxil olub. Bir az b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259n sonra “ya toje vlyubilas v neqo”.\u00a0
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u0130ndi d\u0259 Polad\u0131n mahn\u0131lar\u0131na qulaq asanda b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 saran nostaljid\u0259n qurtula bilmir\u0259m. V\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, d\u00fcnyada kabinetd\u0259n, katib\u0259d\u0259n, kreslodan \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox \u00f6n\u0259mli \u015feyl\u0259r var. S\u0259n\u0259t, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q, tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 alq\u0131\u015f\u0131. Yalandan, n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259, kim\u0259s\u0259 t\u0259rif vurmaq olur, amma \u00fcr\u0259yinin qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b h\u0259r k\u0259si ora buraxmaq olmur. Olmur!\u00a0<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u0130ndi 65 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qeyd el\u0259y\u0259n v\u0259zif\u0259li Polad B\u00fclb\u00fclo\u011flu m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 o yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, \u015f\u0131q geyimli, sevimli Poladd\u0131.\u00a0<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a010 il \u0259vv\u0259l 55 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259r\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t naziriyk\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdik. Uzun fasil\u0259d\u0259n sonra yenid\u0259n yaz\u0131-pozuya qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131m v\u0259 obyektim n\u0259 az, n\u0259 \u00e7ox nazir idi, h\u0259m d\u0259 el\u0259-bel\u0259 nazir yox, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t naziri idi, h\u0259m d\u0259 el\u0259-bel\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t naziri yox, Polad B\u00fclb\u00fclo\u011flu idi.\u00a0<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131mda yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131m sevimli obraz\u0131n da\u011f\u0131laca\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ox qorxurdum. Y\u0259ni \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259 qeyd etdiyim v\u0259zif\u0259 \u0259das\u0131n\u0131 nahaqdan xat\u0131rlatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Amma \u0259b\u0259s yer\u0259 – qar\u015f\u0131mda g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259diyimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. V\u0259 ondan sonra m\u00fcxt\u0259lif v\u0259sil\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rimiz oldu. H\u0259tta bir d\u0259f\u0259 telefonda s\u0259sini tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, o da zarafatla “koqda to mne platili za etot qolos, a teper ne uznayut” demi\u015fdi. Televiziyaya qay\u0131danda da ilk m\u00fcsahibl\u0259rimd\u0259n biri oldu – Nazim Hikm\u0259tin 100 illiyi \u0259r\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 burda ke\u00e7iril\u0259c\u0259k t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, i\u015fl\u0259diyim h\u0259min o TV kanal\u0131nda r\u0259hb\u0259rlik d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 – (Polad\u0131 \u00e7ox “sev\u0259n” birisini g\u0259tirmi\u015fdil\u0259r v\u0259zif\u0259y\u0259) – m\u0259nim filmimin ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ( TV- dilind\u0259 \u015fapkas\u0131nda) Polad\u0131n iki saniy\u0259lik g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130ki saniy\u0259lik g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bir saatl\u0131q filmi b\u0259rbad el\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Ay Allah, bizim bu b\u00fcrokrat sistemind\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yelli-belli d\u0259lil\u0259r var. V\u0259 onlar bu g\u00fcn bizim n\u0259y\u0259 baxaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n edirl\u0259r. N\u0259 is\u0259…\u00a0<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"\"Polad Moskvaya ged\u0259nd\u0259 burda verdiyi sonuncu m\u00fcsahib\u0259l\u0259rinin birind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l bir s\u00f6z demi\u015fdi:<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0“M\u0259n gedir\u0259m, amma m\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra n\u0259 kims\u0259 cavanla\u015fmayacaq, n\u0259 s\u0259si gurla\u015fmayacaq, n\u0259 d\u0259 istedad\u0131 artmayacaq”. Poladdan naraz\u0131lar yen\u0259 naraz\u0131d\u0131lar, he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib. He\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yibs\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 10 il \u0259vv\u0259lki s\u00f6hb\u0259timizi siz\u0259 t\u0259qdim etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. D\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n odur ki, o vaxt nazir idi, indi s\u0259firdi. Ancaq s\u00f6hb\u0259timizin m\u0259zmunu daha \u00e7ox d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n Polad haqq\u0131nda idi. 10 il \u0259vv\u0259lki m\u00fcsahib\u0259 v\u0259…\u00a0<\/span>
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\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 FOREVER POLAD!<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn o\u011flu Polad. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 xalq mahn\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n, vokal partiyalar\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zsiz ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 tamam ba\u015fqa janrlarla 250 milyon \u0259halisi olan Sovetl\u0259r \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r bir ki\u00e7ik gu\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 tan\u0131nan v\u0259 sevil\u0259n bir s\u0259n\u0259t\u00e7i. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0131rx il\u0259 yax\u0131n vaxt ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259 xat\u0131rlanan, yadda\u015flarda qalan B\u00fclb\u00fcl. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 oldu\u011fu otuz be\u015f il\u0259 yax\u0131n m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 musiqil\u0259rl\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 populyar olan, bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 alq\u0131\u015flanan Polad. Bu musiqil\u0259r m\u0259nd\u0259 indi d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 nostalgiya hisl\u0259ri do\u011furur. Dinl\u0259rk\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rimi, ilk g\u0259ncliyimi, Bak\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. V\u0259 maraql\u0131s\u0131 budur ki, bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u0259ncl\u0259ri d\u0259 bu musiqil\u0259r\u0259 eyni h\u0259v\u0259s v\u0259 \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rlar…<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn o\u011flu Polad. B\u0259st\u0259kar v\u0259 m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni. Milyonlar\u0131 cazib\u0259sind\u0259 saxlayan yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 cavan o\u011flan. V\u0259 bu g\u00fcn on ild\u0259n art\u0131q bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t naziri olan Polad B\u00fclb\u00fclo\u011flu. Yad\u0131mdad\u0131 ki, televiziyada i\u015fl\u0259diyim ill\u0259rd\u0259 Polad B\u00fclb\u00fclo\u011flu nazir oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn televiziya v\u0259 radioda b\u00fct\u00fcn fonoqramlar\u0131na qada\u011fa qoymu\u015fdu. Y\u0259ni bu musiqil\u0259rd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 icaz\u0259 vermirdi. Nazir kimi t\u0259vaz\u00f6karl\u0131q edirdi, amma biz televiziya i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri b\u0259z\u0259n bu qada\u011falar\u0131 pozurduq v\u0259 laz\u0131m olan mahn\u0131lardan istifad\u0259 edirdik. V\u0259 tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 da bundan ancaq udurdu…<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Ad\u0131 m\u0259tbuatda \u00e7ox halland\u0131r\u0131lan h\u00f6kum\u0259t \u00fczvl\u0259rind\u0259ndir. Haql\u0131-haqs\u0131z bar\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7ox yaz\u0131lar \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. M\u0259tbuatdan incik adamla m\u0259tbuat n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sinin s\u00f6hb\u0259ti he\u00e7 d\u0259 asan g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259sin. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 nazir Polad B\u00fclb\u00fclo\u011flu il\u0259 yox, m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni v\u0259 b\u0259st\u0259kar Poladla s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131ram.\u00a0<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Uzaqdan ham\u0131ya asan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q yolunun ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131 nec\u0259 olub? Atas\u0131 v\u0259fat ed\u0259nd\u0259 on alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda u\u015faq olan, sonra bu “ald\u0131m-satd\u0131m, t\u0259m\u0259nna” d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na, arxas\u0131z nec\u0259 duru\u015f g\u0259tirib?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0-\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259, ya\u015fland\u0131qca ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m ki, \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt vaxtlar\u0131m atamla birlikd\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyim g\u00fcnl\u0259r olub, \u0259limd\u0259n tutub g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r olub. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 ilini konsertl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n pianoda onu m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t edirdim, qastrollara birlikd\u0259 gedirdik. Qullu\u011funda m\u0259n dururdum, t\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259yini d\u0259yi\u015firdim, qalstukunu d\u00fcz\u0259ldirdim, kostyumunu \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259yirdim – y\u0259ni t\u0259bii ata-o\u011ful m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti. Amma aram\u0131zdak\u0131 ya\u015f f\u0259rqin\u0259 baxmayaraq, bu, birg\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q i\u015fi idi v\u0259 tez-tez m\u00fcbahis\u0259 edirdik. Evd\u0259 m\u0259\u015fq ed\u0259nd\u0259 atam m\u0259n\u0259 irad tuturdu ki, n\u0259yis\u0259 d\u00fcz \u00e7almad\u0131n, n\u0259yis\u0259 d\u00fcz el\u0259m\u0259din. M\u0259n d\u0259 deyirdim ki, bax, burda bel\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b, amma s\u0259n ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr oxuyursan. T\u0259bii ki, o, t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcbahis\u0259 onun xeyirin\u0259 bitirdi. \u00c7ox mehriban adam idi. Yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir ki, bizim ev\u0259 kims\u0259 g\u0259lsin, yem\u0259d\u0259n-i\u00e7m\u0259d\u0259n getsin. Lap po\u00e7talyon da g\u0259ls\u0259, bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay i\u00e7irdikd\u0259n sonra yola sal\u0131rd\u0131. Evin, ail\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn probleml\u0259rini \u00f6z\u00fc h\u0259ll edirdi.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Y\u0259ni bazarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da B\u00fclb\u00fcl edirdi?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– B\u0259li, bazarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fc edirdi – h\u0259m d\u0259 xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131 bazarl\u0131q el\u0259m\u0259yi. Bazara ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 bir-iki d\u00f6vr\u0259 vururdu, h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra \"\"se\u00e7ib \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l meyv\u0259l\u0259ri al\u0131rd\u0131. Xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, anam onun bazarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rifl\u0259sin. Bazarda da ham\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7ox h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t edirdil\u0259r, yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdil\u0259r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 meyv\u0259 alanda atam sat\u0131c\u0131ya \u00fc\u00e7 kilonun pulunu verdi v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 yan\u0131ndak\u0131 adamla s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, sat\u0131c\u0131 iki kiloluq da\u015f\u0131 qoyub meyv\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kir. M\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131m atam\u0131n penc\u0259yini dart\u0131b i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259. \u00c7\u00f6nd\u00fc m\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fdirdi. Bazardan \u00e7\u0131xanda dedim ki, ay papa, \u00fc\u00e7 kilonun pulunu verdin, g\u00f6rm\u0259din s\u0259ni aldatd\u0131? Atam da dedi ki, ay o\u011ful, m\u0259ni aldatmas\u0131n, b\u0259s kimi aldats\u0131n?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, “m\u0259n ist\u0259yir\u0259m s\u0259n musiqinin nec\u0259 yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259s\u0259n, b\u0259st\u0259kar olasan. Oxuma\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259sin olmasa da \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259r\u0259m”. Qism\u0259t olmad\u0131.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Sonralar m\u0259n konservatoriyada oxuyanda Qara Qarayev m\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, atam \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n bir az \u0259vv\u0259l xahi\u015f edibmi\u015f ki, ona bir \u015fey olsa Qara Qarayev Polada arxa dursun. Polad\u0131n b\u0259st\u0259kar olma\u011f\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259sin.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Atam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra h\u0259yatla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz qald\u0131q. Anam ev xan\u0131m\u0131 idi, \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi ki, h\u0259r \u015fey il\u0259 atam m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olsun, qazans\u0131n-g\u0259tirsin. Maddi v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qonaql\u0131-qaral\u0131, hayl\u0131-k\u00fcyl\u00fc evimiz bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 bo\u015fald\u0131. Telefon susdu. 1961-ci ilin sentyabr\u0131nda atam v\u0259fat etdi. 1961-d\u0259n 1962-y\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n yeni il gec\u0259si biz\u0259 c\u0259mi iki-\u00fc\u00e7 adam z\u0259ng edib yad el\u0259di. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n soyuqlu\u011fu o q\u0259d\u0259r pis t\u0259sir el\u0259di ki, biz d\u0259 gec\u0259yn\u0259n oturduq ma\u015f\u0131na – anam, qarda\u015f\u0131m v\u0259 m\u0259n getdik atam\u0131n q\u0259bri \u00fcst\u0259…<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0(Ay gidi d\u00fcnya, v\u0259fas\u0131z insanlar. Amma bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ild\u0259n sonra h\u0259min bu unudulmu\u015f ail\u0259nin ba\u015fqa bir \u00fczv\u00fc ham\u0131ya \u00f6z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlatd\u0131. Salonlar alq\u0131\u015flardan titr\u0259di, sevgi-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t seli, g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131. C\u0259mi bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ild\u0259n sonra. Amma ona q\u0259d\u0259r Qara Qarayevin t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si Polad vard\u0131…)<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– M\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt adamam ki, Qara Qarayev kimi bir n\u0259h\u0259ngin t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si olmu\u015fam. B\u0259z\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l bir b\u0259st\u0259kar yax\u015f\u0131 musiqi\u00e7i olmur, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l musiqi\u00e7idi, amma b\u0259st\u0259kar deyil. Qara Qarayevd\u0259 bu iki anlay\u0131\u015f birl\u0259\u015firdi – musiqi\u00e7i v\u0259 b\u0259st\u0259kar. Bu da bir Allah vergisidir. O musiqi haqq\u0131nda bildiyi h\u0259r \u015feyi t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259dirdi.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0(Qara Qarayevin h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259ti oldu\u011fum b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rinin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 bu b\u00f6y\u00fck insan\u0131n i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri ya\u015fay\u0131r v\u0259 maraql\u0131d\u0131r ki, bu g\u00fcn onun t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259ri aras\u0131nda qat\u0131 m\u00fcxalif\u0259t\u00e7i v\u0259 s\u0131rf iqtidar t\u0259r\u0259fdarlar\u0131 var. Bu ideoloji m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259 musiqi n\u0259 qazan\u0131r, n\u0259 itirir?)<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Pasportunuza familiyan\u0131z B\u00fclb\u00fclo\u011flu yaz\u0131l\u0131b?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– 1962-ci ild\u0259 pasport alanda B\u00fclb\u00fclo\u011flu yazd\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir az ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar komsomolun M\u0259rk\u0259zi Komit\u0259sin\u0259. Getdim, dedil\u0259r bu n\u0259dir, s\u0259n pant\u00fcrkizmi t\u0259bli\u011f el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n? Dedim n\u0259 pant\u00fcrkizm, atam\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fatmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin ki, 60-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 17 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir u\u015faq bu bar\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 bil\u0259r? Amma bu s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n sonra getdim kitabxanaya, tarix kitablar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259dim. Turan\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n da n\u0259 oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259ndim, pant\u00fcrkizmin d\u0259. \u00d6zl\u0259ri m\u0259ni it\u0259l\u0259dil\u0259r. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m onlara.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u015e\u00f6hr\u0259t n\u0259 vaxt g\u0259lib tapd\u0131 sizi?\u00a0<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u015e\u00f6hr\u0259t… M\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131qdan \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tin i\u00e7ind\u0259 olmu\u015fam. Amma bilavasit\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 aid olan \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t 1965-ci ild\u0259n sonra g\u0259ldi. H\u0259min ild\u0259 “\u0130stintaq davam edir” filmin\u0259 musiqi yazd\u0131m. Moskvan\u0131n “Dobroe utro”, “Novoqodniy qoluboy oqonyok” verili\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etdim. Bu verili\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etdiyim g\u00fcn\u00fcn sabah\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6lk\u0259 m\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ndi \u00e7\u0259tindi, amma o vaxt obyektivlik var idi.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u0130ndi \u00e7\u0259tindi? \u018fksin\u0259 kanallar\u0131n say\u0131 \u00e7ox, harda ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, n\u0259 vaxt ist\u0259yirs\u0259n pulunu ver oxu.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 el\u0259 puldad\u0131 da. Kimd\u0259ns\u0259 30-40 manat borc al\u0131b Moskvaya gedirdim, orda da sosiska yeyib dolan\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma mahn\u0131lar\u0131m xo\u015fa g\u0259lirdi, b\u0259y\u0259nirdil\u0259r. Efird\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l ne\u00e7\u0259 instansiyalardan ke\u00e7irdi, b\u0259dii \u015fura, redkollegiya, texsovet… amma gedib dinl\u0259yiciy\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131. 1966-c\u0131 ild\u0259n sonra h\u0259yat \u00f6z axar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Birinci val\u0131m 5 milyonluq tirajla b\u00fct\u00fcn Sovet \u0130ttifaq\u0131nda sat\u0131ld\u0131. 1968-ci ild\u0259 “U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n son gec\u0259si” filmin\u0259 musiqi yazd\u0131m. Sonra qastrollara ba\u015flad\u0131m. (Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n bu filml\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f mahn\u0131lar \u00e7oxdan filmd\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131b \u00f6z m\u00fcst\u0259qil musiqi h\u0259yatlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 populyar v\u0259 sevil\u0259n mahn\u0131lard\u0131r.)<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ill\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada “Bitls” qrupunun tufan qopardan ill\u0259ri idi. Onlar\u0131n siz\u0259 t\u0259siri olubmu?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, m\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259nim ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131m\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 bundan ke\u00e7ibl\u0259r. M\u0259nim mahn\u0131m da var rus dilind\u0259 “Vospominaniya o “Bitls”. S\u0259hv el\u0259mir\u0259ms\u0259, bu qrupa \u00f6z m\u00fcnasib\u0259tini bildir\u0259n yegan\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan b\u0259st\u0259kar\u0131yam.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0-Mahn\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tini h\u0259m rus, h\u0259m d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259 oxumusunuz. Evd\u0259 nec\u0259 hans\u0131 dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131z?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\"\"\u00a0– H\u0259m rus, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z dilimizd\u0259. Atamla h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Bir d\u0259 m\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131qda yay\u0131n bir hiss\u0259sini M\u0259rd\u0259kanda ba\u011fda qal\u0131rd\u0131m. Orda u\u015faqlarla oynaya-oynaya dili d\u0259 t\u0259miz \u00f6yr\u0259ndim, vuru\u015fma\u011f\u0131 da \u00f6yr\u0259ndim, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6ym\u0259yi d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259ndim, h\u0259l\u0259 des\u0259n k\u0259ll\u0259 atma\u011f\u0131 da. Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u00fcdafi\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Bu b\u00f6htanlar\u0131 ki, m\u0259n\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131rlar – el\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259sinl\u0259r ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qaraba\u011fl\u0131lar\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b gedim, kimins\u0259 layiqli cavab\u0131n\u0131 verim.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Qaraba\u011fl\u0131lar hakimiyy\u0259td\u0259 deyil ax\u0131.\u00a0<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– M\u0259n qaraba\u011fl\u0131yam, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 hakimiyy\u0259td\u0259y\u0259m.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Bir halda ki, s\u00f6hb\u0259t bura g\u0259ldi \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131… M\u0259tbuatla m\u00fcnasib\u0259tinizi niy\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u0259rgin saxlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0259zetl\u0259r d\u00f6vl\u0259t n\u0259zar\u0259tind\u0259 olanda nadir hallarda qeyri-d\u0259qiq informasiyalar gedirdi, yalan gedirdi. Adamlar da q\u0259zetl\u0259r\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131lar…<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Ya da yalan d\u00f6vl\u0259t s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259 olurdu.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– O ideoloji m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yalan idi. O vaxt \u0259g\u0259r h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir nazir haqq\u0131nda t\u0259nqidi yaz\u0131 gedirdis\u0259 ham\u0131 bilirdi ki, bu nazirin “kitab\u0131 ba\u011flan\u0131b”, onu i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xardacaqlar. Tam s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 deyir\u0259m, xo\u015fa g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yox. Bu tabunu h\u00f6rm\u0259tli prezidentimiz Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev y\u0131xd\u0131. 1980-ci ill\u0259rin \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t naziri i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f – \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l, t\u0259miz insan, l\u0259yaq\u0259tli, y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259viyy\u0259li bir ziyal\u0131 olan Zakir Ba\u011f\u0131rov haqq\u0131nda “Pravda” q\u0259zetind\u0259 t\u0259nqidi m\u0259qal\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. Onu y\u0131xmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n bir qrup az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif vasit\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 bunu t\u0259\u015fkil etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. O zaman ham\u0131 el\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki, v\u0259ssalam, Zakir Ba\u011f\u0131rovu i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaracaqlar. Bel\u0259 olmad\u0131. Komissiya yarad\u0131ld\u0131, ara\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259r \u015fey \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. “Pravda” kimi bir q\u0259zetd\u0259 material \u00e7ap el\u0259tdir\u0259nl\u0259rin q\u0259r\u0259zli m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti, m\u0259qs\u0259di ayd\u0131n oldu. Zakir Ba\u011f\u0131rov d\u00fcz on s\u0259kkiz il nazir i\u015fl\u0259di. Bunu niy\u0259 xat\u0131rlatd\u0131m? \u0130ndi q\u0259zetl\u0259r \u00e7ox, h\u0259r\u0259sinin \u00f6z sahibi v\u0259 arxas\u0131nda duran\u0131. N\u0259 ist\u0259yirl\u0259r yaz\u0131rlar, m\u0259suliyy\u0259t d\u0259 da\u015f\u0131m\u0131rlar. D\u00fczd\u00fc, b\u0259z\u0259n i\u015f m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 gedib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, amma h\u0259r adam\u0131n pulu da yoxdu v\u0259kil tutsun, m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259rini \u00f6d\u0259sin. Bunu da n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 almaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. H\u0259r yaz\u0131lan s\u00f6z\u00fcn arxas\u0131nda fakt durmal\u0131d\u0131r. Bir d\u0259 ki xalq\u0131n mentalitetini d\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 almaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Bu yax\u0131nlarda bir h\u00f6rm\u0259tli s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131m\u0131z q\u0259zetl\u0259rin birind\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259nir, B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn v\u0259 m\u0259nim yubileyl\u0259rimizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u0130\u015fin \u0259sli budur ki, h\u0259min bu tarz\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l g\u0259ldi m\u0259nim yan\u0131ma dedi ki, qastrola gedir\u0259m, tar\u0131m xarab olub, m\u0259n\u0259 tar verin. Dedim: M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t Nazirliyind\u0259 tar yoxdu ax\u0131. Dedi: muzeyd\u0259 filank\u0259sin tar\u0131 var, onu verin. Dedim: muzey \u0259\u015fyas\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 verm\u0259k olar? Sonra n\u0259s\u0259 m\u0259suliyy\u0259ti g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm boynuma, muzeyin direktoruna tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m tar\u0131 versinl\u0259r. O da verm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. Dedim ki, qastroldan qay\u0131dan kimi g\u0259tirib qaytaracaq. O qaytaran, bu qaytaran, be\u015f il oldu g\u0259tirm\u0259di. Tar\u0131n sahibinin qarda\u015f\u0131 o\u011flu da bizd\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259t yazd\u0131 ki, \u0259mimin tar\u0131 muzeyd\u0259n yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. N\u0259 is\u0259, min bir m\u00fcsib\u0259tl\u0259 tar\u0131 geri g\u0259tirtdik. Kiml\u0259r biz\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259m\u0259di bu tardan \u00f6tr\u00fc…<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u0130ndi bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, soru\u015fmurlar ki, bu ya\u015fa \u00e7atm\u0131san, evin, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n, geyimin-gecimin, amma tar\u0131n yoxdu? Odun\u00e7unun baltas\u0131 olar, jurnalistin q\u0259l\u0259mi, s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 s. Muzey \u0259\u015fyas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 niy\u0259 verm\u0259liyik ki? Bunu soru\u015fmurlar, amma yaz\u0131rlar ki, nazir s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131n tar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131b. Ba\u015fqa yaz\u0131lar da el\u0259c\u0259. Siz bil\u0259n m\u0259tbuata nec\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 olmal\u0131yam?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– H\u0259r halda m\u0259tbuatla yax\u015f\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 olan iqtidar n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 var.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Bir q\u0259zet ki, ad\u0131n\u0131 “Bulvar” qoyub, m\u0259n ona h\u00f6rm\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Pul verib yaz\u0131 yazd\u0131rmaq da m\u0259nim xasiyy\u0259tim\u0259 uy\u011fun deyil. Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, “\u018fdal\u0259t” q\u0259zeti h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259ni m\u00fcdafi\u0259 el\u0259yir, t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc bildirir\u0259m.\u00a0<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Nazir olmasayd\u0131n\u0131z bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259zdiniz. Hakimiyy\u0259td\u0259 olmaq s\u0259n\u0259t adam\u0131na n\u0259 verir? Siz onsuz da guruldayan bir ad\u0131n sahibisiniz.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u0130nan\u0131n ki, he\u00e7 n\u0259. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259rdi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q da qal\u0131b bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m, h\u0259r an bu kabinetd\u0259n getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131ram. M\u0259nim insanlarla daim g\u00f6z\u0259l m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rim olub. Amma indi i\u015fiml\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r probleml\u0259r yaran\u0131b ki. Bax bu g\u00fcn iki adam\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa m\u0259cbur olmu\u015fam.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, s\u0259rt adams\u0131n\u0131z?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u00c7ox. M\u0259nim s\u0259rtliyim olmasayd\u0131, bu sistem \u00e7oxdan da\u011f\u0131lard\u0131. Nazirlikd\u0259 \u00e7ox ciddi nizam-intizam var.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– B\u0259s evd\u0259, ail\u0259d\u0259 nec\u0259?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– (Bir az fikirl\u0259\u015fir.) Evd\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259…<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u0130nanmaq olmur.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– (G\u00fcl\u00fcr.)<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u00d6z\u0259l h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 niy\u0259 bel\u0259 yeddi qap\u0131 arxas\u0131nda saxlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Bir halda ki \u00f6z\u0259ldir, dem\u0259li, gizli qalmal\u0131d\u0131r…<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Amma h\u0259r halda \u00e7ox adama maraql\u0131d\u0131r.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– O\u011flum Moskvada ya\u015fay\u0131r. O da musiqi\u00e7idir. Babas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r. Teymur B\u00fclb\u00fcl. \u00dc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda bir q\u0131z\u0131m var, Leyla. \u00c7ox \u015firin v\u0259 \u015feytan q\u0131zd\u0131r. Ail\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 ail\u0259d\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi patriarxat h\u00f6km s\u00fcr\u00fcr.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Bu g\u00fcn ba\u015f al\u0131b ged\u0259n z\u00f6vqs\u00fczl\u00fcy\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t nazirinin m\u00fcnasib\u0259tini soru\u015furam.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Bu, m\u0259nim a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 yerimdi. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, bu tendensiya get-ged\u0259 artmaqdad\u0131r. Bel\u0259 gets\u0259 bir be\u015f-on ild\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259sil Bax\u0131 da, Bethoveni d\u0259, Motsart\u0131 da, he\u00e7 \u00dczeyir Hac\u0131b\u0131yovu da tan\u0131maya bil\u0259r.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– B\u0259s bunun qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kim almal\u0131d\u0131r? S\u0259n\u0259tin ciddi n\u00f6vl\u0259ri d\u00f6vl\u0259t n\u0259zar\u0259tind\u0259, d\u00f6vl\u0259t qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131nda olmal\u0131 deyil?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– Biz \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q bunun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 alma\u011fa. U\u015faq filarmoniyas\u0131 yarad\u0131l\u0131b, tez-tez simfonik musiqi konsertl\u0259ri t\u0259\u015fkil olunur. Televiziya kanallar\u0131n\u0131n da b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259sir q\u00fcvv\u0259si var, onlar da bu prosesd\u0259 i\u015ftirak etm\u0259lidirl\u0259r. \u0130ndi \u00e7ox \u015fey M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t Nazirliyinin tabe\u00e7iliyind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, \u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdirilib. Kinonu d\u00f6vl\u0259t n\u0259zar\u0259tind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131lar. Ax\u0131r\u0131 n\u0259 oldu? Kino s\u0259nayemiz da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. \u0130ndi yen\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259n pul ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Ba\u015fqa sah\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259. “M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm” dem\u0259k s\u00f6zd\u0259 \u00e7ox asand\u0131r, sonra bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn arxas\u0131nda durma\u011f\u0131 bacarmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Bu f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 edib b\u0259zi s\u0259n\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259rimizin yad\u0131na salmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t Nazirliyi konsert t\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 deyil. He\u00e7 kimi d\u0259 qastrola g\u00f6nd\u0259rmir. Bunu n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 als\u0131nlar v\u0259 bizd\u0259n incim\u0259sinl\u0259r. Bununla \u00f6z\u0259l qurumlar m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olur…<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Uzun ill\u0259r “qarda\u015f xalqlar” birliyinin sevimli s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131 olub. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir ki, \u00f6zb\u0259k d\u0259, yakut da, lat\u0131\u015f da, \u00e7uk\u00e7a da, rus da onun mahn\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 bizim sevdiyimiz kimi sevib v\u0259 q\u0259bul edib. Hans\u0131 dild\u0259 oxusa da bu mahn\u0131lar\u0131n Az\u0259rbaycan b\u0259st\u0259karlar\u0131n\u0131n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131b. Xalq musiqisi il\u0259 estrada janr\u0131n\u0131n qov\u015fa\u011f\u0131nda yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 “Bayat\u0131lar”, “Dilin can incid\u0259ndir”, “\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k tapa bilm\u0259dim”, “Durnalar” bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 m\u00fcasirdir, t\u0259z\u0259dir. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259. \u0130ll\u0259rin s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kdiyi sa\u00e7lar\u0131 b\u0259yazla\u015fsa da otuz il \u0259vv\u0259lki \u015f\u0131k geyimli, g\u00f6z\u0259l, cazib\u0259li o\u011fland\u0131r. Ba\u015fa vurdu\u011fumuz XX \u0259sr onlar\u0131n \u0259sri olub – atan\u0131n v\u0259 o\u011fulun. XXI \u0259srd\u0259n n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir?<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0– \u0130nan\u0131n ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 n\u0259. Ancaq Qaraba\u011f. M\u0259n Bak\u0131da do\u011fulub b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7ox hiss\u0259si d\u00fcnyan\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 konsertl\u0259rd\u0259, qastrollarda ke\u00e7ib. Amma g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bu da ya\u015fla \u0259laq\u0259dard\u0131r – ill\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 insan d\u0259d\u0259-baba torpa\u011f\u0131na daha \u00e7ox ba\u011flan\u0131r. Qaraba\u011fda ke\u00e7irdiyim g\u00fcnl\u0259rin say\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7ox olmaya bil\u0259r. V\u0259t\u0259ni sevm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn orda olmaq \u015f\u0259rt deyil. Amma bu d\u0259rd m\u0259ni i\u00e7imd\u0259n yeyir. \u015eu\u015fa yuxular\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r…<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0M\u0259n tam s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 kim\u0259s\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazmam\u0131\u015fam. Sevdiyim, h\u00f6rm\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259diyim b\u0259st\u0259kar v\u0259 m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazm\u0131\u015fam. \u0130ndiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r nazir kreslosunda \u00e7ox adamlar oturublar. V\u0259zif\u0259 g\u0259ldi -ged\u0259rdi. Amma bu g\u00f6z\u0259l melodiyalar\u0131i biz\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259n Polad B\u00fclb\u00fclo\u011flu var v\u0259 olacaq. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcrl\u0259r, Polad m\u00fc\u0259llim. Yeni mahn\u0131lar e\u015fitm\u0259k \u00fcmidi il\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259lik.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a010 il \u0259vv\u0259lki m\u00fcsahib\u0259sinin sonunda “\u015eu\u015fa yuxular\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r” demi\u015fdi.
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r sonra r\u0259smi \u015f\u0259xs qismind\u0259 \u015eu\u015faya getdi. Amma bu onun a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 azaltmad\u0131 y\u0259qin ki. \u015eu\u015faya getm\u0259k he\u00e7 n\u0259yi d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259di.<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a055 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qeyd ed\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 saatl\u0131q konsert vermi\u015fdi, yad\u0131mdad\u0131 g\u00fcl g\u0259tir\u0259n q\u0131zlara bax\u0131b dedi: “Bak\u0131da bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zlar \"\"var, m\u0259nims\u0259 55 ya\u015f\u0131m var”. Amma fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m ki, 55-d\u0259 d\u0259, el\u0259 65-d\u0259 d\u0259 min cavana d\u0259y\u0259n o\u011fland\u0131.\u00a0<\/span>
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0G\u0259ncliyimizin Polad\u0131.
\n\u0130ndi h\u0259r yerd\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcll\u0259r var ki, amma g\u0259ncliyimizin o \u0259tirli \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri yoxdur.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k tapa bilm\u0259dim, Polad, s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259m.
\nT\u0259brikl\u0259rimi q\u0259bul el\u0259!\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00a0M\u0259n qurd kimi g\u0259mir\u0259rdim b\u00fcrokratizmi, mandatlara qar\u015f\u0131 yoxdu h\u00f6rm\u0259tim…\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0T\u0259bii ki, orijinalda g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u0259sl\u0259nir. Niy\u0259 bu misralar\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131m… Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim ki, v\u0259zif\u0259li adamlardan z\u0259ndeyi-z\u0259hl\u0259m gedir. Onlar\u0131n \u0259dalar\u0131n\u0131, iddialar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259zm ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Bu g\u00fcn ki q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m da v\u0259zif\u0259lidi – amma burda istisna durumu var. M\u0259n onu u\u015faql\u0131qdan sevir\u0259m. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m dey\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 \u015e\u00fcv\u0259landa Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n Yaradac\u0131l\u0131q evini xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram v\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8090,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8089"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8089"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8089\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8094,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8089\/revisions\/8094"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8090"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8089"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8089"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8089"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}