{"id":8172,"date":"2015-02-09T14:59:44","date_gmt":"2015-02-09T10:59:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8172"},"modified":"2015-02-09T14:59:44","modified_gmt":"2015-02-09T10:59:44","slug":"orxan-m%c9%99mm%c9%99dli-tupurum-avropaya","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8172","title":{"rendered":"Orxan M\u0259mm\u0259dli &#8211; T\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcm Avropaya"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/339927_248856571859246_365979802_o.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-7827 \" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/339927_248856571859246_365979802_o-218x300.jpg\" alt=\"339927_248856571859246_365979802_o\" width=\"303\" height=\"417\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/339927_248856571859246_365979802_o-218x300.jpg 218w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/339927_248856571859246_365979802_o-744x1024.jpg 744w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/339927_248856571859246_365979802_o.jpg 1700w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 303px) 100vw, 303px\" \/><\/a><strong><em>\u00a0\u0130mkanl\u0131 o\u011flan oldu\u011fumdan Bak\u0131da qal\u0131ram. Sosial, maddi qay\u011f\u0131lar o q\u0259d\u0259rdirki, bilir\u0259mki, m\u0259nim kimi qalanlar \u00e7oxdur. Ya\u015fayanlar az. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr h\u0259m \u0259r\u0259bl\u0259rin , h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z Allah\u0131ma, bel\u0259 \u00fczd\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyimiz var. Maa\u015f\u0131n yar\u0131dan \u00e7oxunu kredit\u0259, yola, mayas\u0131ndan 2 d\u0259f\u0259 baha \u0259rzaqlara v\u0259 kommunala x\u0259rcl\u0259m\u0259s\u0259k, maa\u015fda qaytarmaq \u015f\u0259rtiyl\u0259 borc al\u0131b ayda 2 d\u0259f\u0259 toya, t\u0259bi\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sin 1-2 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 yasa gedib, firavan ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q. \u0130qtisadi hesabatlarda mill\u0259timizin adamba\u015f\u0131na illik g\u0259liri 10 min dollardan \u00e7ox g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259n \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 adam ancaq ba\u015f\u0131na baxa bilir. Ayaqlar\u0131na, \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259, arzular\u0131na, m\u0259d\u0259sin\u0259 adam kimi baxa bilmir. El\u0259c\u0259, s\u0259h\u0259r g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259 sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 daray\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131na bax\u0131r, gedir i\u015f\u0259.<\/em> <\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Yolda g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim, dost-tan\u0131\u015fdan e\u015fitdikl\u0259rim, i\u015fd\u0259, d\u00fckanda, bazarda sezdikl\u0259rim g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n he\u00e7 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r verir. Sanki, 3-4 il \u0259vv\u0259lki pul d\u00f6vriyy\u0259d\u0259 yoxdur. Sanki, ham\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n k\u0259silib. Ham\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n, s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n aqressiya ya\u011f\u0131r. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, biz daxil\u0259n m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli, qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcbke\u015f, yem\u0259kke\u015f, t\u0259nb\u0259l, pax\u0131l, xain v\u0259 s\u00fclhsev\u0259r camaat oldu\u011fumuzdan h\u0259r \u015feyin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n tez adlay\u0131b ke\u00e7irik. Amma vallah \u00f6m\u00fcr d\u0259 ke\u00e7ir. B\u0259lk\u0259, Ziyad S\u0259m\u0259dzad\u0259 v\u0259 Had\u0131 R\u0259c\u0259bli sosial rifah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn camaata h\u0259r c\u00fcr \u015f\u0259rait yarad\u0131blar, biz ya\u015faya bilmirik?! B\u0259lk\u0259, do\u011frudan da \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t, s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u0259\u00e7ilik, haqs\u0131zl\u0131q, har\u0131nl\u0131q yoxdur, biz \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz bunu \u015fi\u015firdirik?! Bir d\u0259f\u0259 iqtisad\u00e7\u0131 ba\u015fbil\u0259nl\u0259rimizd\u0259n biri dediki, t\u0259qa\u00fcdl\u0259ri, m\u0259vacibl\u0259ri qald\u0131rmaq potensial\u0131m\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr. Amma bunu ets\u0259k, ciddi inflyasiya il\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rik. Y\u0259ni i\u015fl\u0259yib, hesablamalar apar\u0131b yorulmaqdansa, biz art\u0131rm\u0131r\u0131q inflyasiya da ba\u015f vermir.<br \/>\n&#8211; Arada \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 salamla\u015fanda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259mki, b\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259n m\u00fcxalif\u0259t\u00e7iy\u0259m , \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n gizl\u0259dir\u0259m. Yox , a toba. K\u00f6lg\u0259m\u0259 baxanda, bunu bilm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin deyil. Yaln\u0131z \u00f6z k\u00f6lg\u0259m var, \u00f6z m\u0259nliyimin k\u00f6lg\u0259si.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bilirs\u0259n, ay \u00fcr\u0259k h\u0259r \u015feyi zarafata, ironiyaya da sala bilmir\u0259m. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki \u0259nginlikl\u0259r m\u0259ni el\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirki, el\u0259 bil, i\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yaral\u0131 bir adam oturub, onu s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb \u00e7\u0131xa bilmir\u0259m bu qapanmalardan. D\u00fcn\u0259nin, bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn Allah\u0131na inanmaya-inanmaya , hal\u0131m\u0131 soru\u015fanda bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr deyir\u0259m, sabah\u0131n Allah\u0131na inan\u0131b in\u015fallahla bitirir\u0259m. Bilmir\u0259m, i\u00e7imi kimin, n\u0259yin, hans\u0131 qurumun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131m, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 hans\u0131 duaya d\u00f6y\u00fcm, kimi vurum, kimi s\u00f6y\u00fcm?! \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc Padre kimi hiss etm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulmu\u015fam. \u00d6z qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131m azm\u0131\u015f kimi, \u00fcz\u00fc buz olan b\u0259nd\u0259niz bigan\u0259 qala bilmir g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rin\u0259, bildikl\u0259rin\u0259. Sars\u0131l\u0131ram. Yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmir, sanki. Arzular\u0131m h\u0259r g\u00fcn il\u011f\u0131mla\u015fd\u0131qca bu monoton h\u0259yat\u0131n s\u0259hras\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131rta-\u00e7\u0131rt qovruluram , el\u0259 bil.<br \/>\n&#8211; Kims\u0259 , qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ys\u00fcn, indiki i\u00e7 hal\u0131m\u0131 unudacaq x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259tirsin, xo\u015f x\u0259b\u0259ri. Orada arzular\u0131m , ist\u0259kl\u0259rim, planlar\u0131m olsun. M\u0259n az pax\u0131lam, b\u0259\u015f\u0259ri v\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u00e7i adamam. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u00fcjd\u0259\u00e7i desinki, c\u0259nab prezident 5-6 il \u0259vv\u0259l i\u015f\u0131q pullar\u0131n\u0131 sildiyi kimi, ham\u0131n\u0131n kreditini, t\u0259hsil haqqlar\u0131n\u0131, kommunal borclar\u0131n\u0131 silir. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, desinki, Qaraba\u011f\u0131 alm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Girovlar\u0131 qaytarm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Desinki, Ata k\u0259ndin\u0259 d\u0259, Ana k\u0259ndin\u0259 d\u0259 yol da \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259yik, su da. Arvad\u0131na de, \u0259tin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259ksin, s\u0259n kotleti xo\u015flay\u0131rsan. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131na ist\u0259diyi v\u0259 ist\u0259diyin arzular\u0131 ya\u015fada bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Tutsun \u00e7iyinl\u0259rimd\u0259n, m\u0259ni silk\u0259l\u0259sinki, &#8220;ay qa s\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 Bak\u0131 sakini yox, t\u0259kc\u0259 Bak\u0131da qalan deyils\u0259n. S\u0259n h\u0259m d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rsan. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n, ya\u015fay\u0131rsan&#8221;.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259l\u0259liks\u0259, h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 &#8220;olsun, olsun&#8221; deyib, \u00e7ox d\u0259rin\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259k. M\u0259nc\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq. Ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131q. B\u0259lk\u0259, ya\u015famaq bel\u0259 olur?! T\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcm Avropaya.<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"8172\">Yaz\u0131ya 1000 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0\u0130mkanl\u0131 o\u011flan oldu\u011fumdan Bak\u0131da qal\u0131ram. Sosial, maddi qay\u011f\u0131lar o q\u0259d\u0259rdirki, bilir\u0259mki, m\u0259nim kimi qalanlar \u00e7oxdur. Ya\u015fayanlar az. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr h\u0259m \u0259r\u0259bl\u0259rin , h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z Allah\u0131ma, bel\u0259 \u00fczd\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyimiz var. Maa\u015f\u0131n yar\u0131dan \u00e7oxunu kredit\u0259, yola, mayas\u0131ndan 2 d\u0259f\u0259 baha \u0259rzaqlara v\u0259 kommunala x\u0259rcl\u0259m\u0259s\u0259k, maa\u015fda qaytarmaq \u015f\u0259rtiyl\u0259 borc al\u0131b ayda 2 d\u0259f\u0259 toya, t\u0259bi\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sin 1-2 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7827,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8172"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8172"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8172\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8173,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8172\/revisions\/8173"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7827"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8172"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8172"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8172"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}