{"id":8193,"date":"2015-02-15T16:49:47","date_gmt":"2015-02-15T12:49:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8193"},"modified":"2015-02-15T16:49:47","modified_gmt":"2015-02-15T12:49:47","slug":"akif-abbasov-goz%c9%99l-taxtin-olunca-goz%c9%99l-baxtin-ola","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8193","title":{"rendered":"Akif ABBASOV – \u201cG\u00f6z\u0259l taxt\u0131n olunca, g\u00f6z\u0259l baxt\u0131n ola\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"AK\u0130F<\/a>(\u201cAc\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u201d roman\u0131ndan) <\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259 \u00e7al-\u00e7a\u011f\u0131r idi. \u00c7olaq D\u00fcnyamal\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 Ayt\u0259ni g\u0259lin apar\u0131rd\u0131lar. Nail\u0259 g\u0259linin yan\u0131nda idi. Geyinib-ke\u00e7inmi\u015fdi. Bir yar-yara\u015f\u0131\u011fa minmi\u015fdi ki, g\u0259l g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n! G\u0259lini n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259z\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, Nail\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sol\u011fun v\u0259 aciz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. <\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

K\u0259ndin q\u0131zlar\u0131 bir-bir qanadlan\u0131b u\u00e7ur, \u00f6z yuvalar\u0131n\u0131 qururdular. \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259yin d\u0259 \u00f6z vaxt\u0131-v\u0259d\u0259si var. Ata evi isti olsa da, \u0259r evini d\u0259 \u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri var. \u00d6z ail\u0259n olur, u\u015faqlar\u0131n olur, qonaq q\u0259bul edir, qonaq gedirs\u0259n, bi\u015f-d\u00fc\u015f edir, sevimlinin qullu\u011funda durmaqdan z\u00f6vq qal\u0131san, i\u015f\u0259 yola sal\u0131r, s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u0259li\u015fini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n. Qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. <\/span><\/p>\n

Amma h\u0259m d\u0259 o yaln\u0131z s\u0259ninki ola, s\u0259n d\u0259 onunku. Ortada s\u0259daq\u0259t, v\u0259fa, ilqar ola. O s\u0259n\u0259 heyran ola, s\u0259n d\u0259 ona qurban! A\u011f\u0131z dolusu, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n \u201c\u00d6mr\u00fcn, h\u0259yat\u0131m!\u201d dey\u0259 bil\u0259s\u0259n. Nail\u0259 ah \u00e7\u0259kdi: \u201cHam\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131 g\u0259ldi, m\u0259nimkind\u0259n savay\u0131! Tay-tu\u015flar\u0131m ev-e\u015fik sahibi oldu, birc\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa. Atalar demi\u015fk\u0259n, \u201cG\u00f6z\u0259l taxt\u0131n olunca, g\u00f6z\u0259l baxt\u0131n ola. Cer-cehizim d\u0259 var. G\u00f6z\u0259lliyim\u0259 n\u0259 s\u00f6z ola bil\u0259r? O q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n var! Amma evd\u0259 oturub qalm\u0131\u015fam. Rasimd\u0259n s\u0259s-soraq \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r. Ax\u0131rda un \u00e7uval\u0131na tay olaca\u011fam!\u201d. <\/span><\/p>\n

-Ay q\u0131z, s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 olub? D\u0259ryada g\u0259min bat\u0131b n\u0259dir? \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc niy\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 apar\u0131rsan? <\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fclay idi s\u00f6z atan. Nail\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di v\u0259 onun atmacas\u0131na atmaca il\u0259 cavab verdi: <\/span><\/p>\n

-Deyir\u0259m ka\u015f s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bir k\u0259m\u0259nd atan olayd\u0131! Onda n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa dilin olard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 yerim\u0259y\u0259 hal\u0131n! <\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fclay da s\u00f6z alt\u0131nda qalan deyildi. Odur ki, dill\u0259ndi: <\/span><\/p>\n

-Allah a\u011fz\u0131ndan e\u015fitsin! <\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Musiqinin s\u0259si k\u0259ndi ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O\u011flan evi g\u0259ldi. Xeyli at\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r g\u0259linin ba\u015f\u0131na pul t\u00f6kd\u00fcl\u0259r. Qay\u0131n Ayt\u0259nin belin\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 lent ba\u011flad\u0131. Ota\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131nda neft lampas\u0131 qoyulmu\u015fdu. Onun da beli q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 lentli idi. Yan\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7olaq D\u00fcnyamal\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutub lampan\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda f\u0131rlatd\u0131. Aln\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcb q\u0131z\u0131na xeyir-dua verdi. Ayt\u0259nin anas\u0131 \u015eahnis\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qoras\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu, sevinc ya\u015flar\u0131 idi. G\u0259lini b\u0259y evin\u0259 yola sald\u0131lar. \u00c7olaq D\u00fcnyamal\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 Ayt\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f Quran\u0131n alt\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k ata evini t\u0259r etdi. Nail\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131z-g\u0259lin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Toyxanada \u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u011f\u0131 r\u0259qs gedirdi. K\u0259nd yerind\u0259 ma\u011farda, ad\u0259t\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259r, bir d\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131, a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259k qad\u0131nlar \u0259yl\u0259\u015fir, q\u0131z-g\u0259linl\u0259r is\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6l t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 dayanaraq, \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131 aralay\u0131b r\u0259qs ed\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259, m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nniy\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ortada at\u0131l\u0131b-d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 cavanlar idi. A\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259k qad\u0131nlar r\u0259qs ed\u0259nd\u0259 qohum-\u0259qr\u0259bas\u0131n\u0131, qon\u015fusunu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, g\u0259linini, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 da unutmurdu. <\/span><\/p>\n

Rasimin anas\u0131 G\u00fclbac\u0131 da Nail\u0259ni ortaya \u00e7\u0259kib q\u0259\u015f\u0259ngc\u0259 s\u00fczd\u00fc. Qad\u0131n Nail\u0259nin \u0259xlaq\u0131na, oturu\u015funa-duru\u015funa, onun g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin, s\u0259liq\u0259-sahman\u0131na vurulmu\u015fdu. Nail\u0259 d\u0259 G\u00fclbac\u0131 anas\u0131 il\u0259 cani-dild\u0259n r\u0259qs edirdi. Nail\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, G\u00fclbac\u0131ya \u2013 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k qay\u0131nanas\u0131na ana deyirdi. Bu da onun m\u0259rif\u0259tind\u0259n, y\u00fcks\u0259k m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi. G\u00fclbac\u0131 ara-s\u0131ra g\u0259linin\u0259 bax\u0131r, baxd\u0131qca da doymaq bilmird\u0131: \u201cAllah sizi d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt el\u0259sin!\u201d O, bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 dedi, sonra is\u0259 h\u0259min s\u00f6zl\u0259r qeyri-ixtiyar\u0131 ucadan s\u0259sl\u0259ndi: <\/span><\/p>\n

-Allah sizi d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt el\u0259sin! <\/span><\/p>\n

Nail\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b baxd\u0131: <\/span><\/p>\n

-Allah \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc uzun el\u0259sin! <\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fclbac\u0131 Nail\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n nisgil oxudu, sif\u0259tind\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bu, qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cO\u011flumun xiff\u0259tini el\u0259yir! Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir ni\u015fanl\u0131d\u0131rlar. G\u0259lind\u0259 t\u0259qsir g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m. G\u00fcnah bizimkind\u0259dir. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nail\u0259nin taylar\u0131 o\u011ful-u\u015faq sahibidirl\u0259r. Bizim q\u0131r\u0131\u015fmal bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fir. Ni\u015fanl\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 ay, be\u015f ay, uzaq ba\u015f\u0131 bir il qalmaq olar. \u0130li\u015fib qal\u0131b Moskvada, g\u0259lm\u0259k bilmir. Yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f qanundur: onsuzda \u00e7ox qazanan \u00e7ox x\u0259rcl\u0259yir, az qazanan \u2013 az. G\u0259r\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na a\u011f\u0131l qoyaq. G\u0259lib ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131na yiy\u0259 dursun. Ya k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lib qax\u0131l\u0131b qals\u0131n burda, ya da Nail\u0259ni d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb apars\u0131n ora\u201d. <\/span><\/p>\n

R\u0259qs bitdi. G\u00fclbac\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b Nail\u0259nin \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc: \u201cS\u0259nin\u00e7in olsun, q\u0131z\u0131m! Sizin\u00e7in olsun!\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131ld\u0131lar. G\u00fclbac\u0131 qad\u0131nlar t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259, Nail\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n boylan\u0131b baxd\u0131qlar\u0131 yer\u0259 getdi. <\/span><\/p>\n

Bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da k\u0259nd cavanlar\u0131 dayan\u0131b s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdil\u0259r. Yeyib-i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra onlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259! Kimisi siqaret \u00e7\u0259kir, kimisi yolda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcbahis\u0259 edir, kimisi d\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 toyxanaya oynama\u011fa aparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu dart\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259m\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Nail\u0259y\u0259 tutaraq:<\/span><\/p>\n

-T\u0259ki h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 toy-bayram olsun! \u2013 dedi. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nail\u0259 cavab\u0131nda dedi: <\/span><\/p>\n

-H\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, adam \u015f\u0259nl\u0259nir, d\u0259rd-q\u0259min unudur. Q\u0259m\u0259r s\u00f6z qoparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn: <\/span><\/p>\n

-S\u0259nin n\u0259 d\u0259rd-q\u0259min, ay can\u0131 yanm\u0131\u015f? – dedi. <\/span><\/p>\n

-S\u0259nin ki ni\u015fanl\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndad\u0131r. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nail\u0259 ah \u00e7\u0259kdi. Q\u0259m\u0259r: <\/span><\/p>\n

-N\u0259 zaman qol g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb oynayaca\u011f\u0131q? Nail\u0259 q\u00fcss\u0259li:<\/span><\/p>\n

-Bilir\u0259m ki…Rasimd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r. O da g\u0259lin \u00e7\u0131xmaq bilmir. O \u2013 orada, m\u0259n d\u0259 – burada. N\u0259 toy, n\u0259 qol g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb oynamaq. Ad\u0131 ni\u015fanl\u0131 olmaqd\u0131r. -Amma, \u00f6z aram\u0131zd\u0131r. Rasim d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 o\u011fland\u0131r ha. K\u0259ndimizin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131 onun b\u0259xtin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, o is\u0259 q\u0259drini bilmir. \u0259ld\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra dizin\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259k. Nail\u0259 Q\u0259m\u0259rin ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fidib key-key ona baxd\u0131. Bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259di. Q\u0259m\u0259r onu bir q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259nara, adamlardan uzaq bir yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi:<\/span><\/p>\n

-S\u0259n\u0259 deyil\u0259si s\u00f6z\u00fcm var. Nail\u0259 diqq\u0259t k\u0259sildi. Q\u0259m\u0259r davam etdi:<\/span><\/p>\n

-Amma bilmir\u0259m deyim-dem\u0259yim? Ac\u0131\u011f\u0131n tutmaq ki? Nail\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131:<\/span><\/p>\n

-Ac\u0131\u011f\u0131m niy\u0259 tutur? D\u0259lis\u0259n, vallah. Biz r\u0259fiq\u0259yik, bac\u0131dan art\u0131q\u0131q. Q\u0259m\u0259r \u00fczr\u0259kl\u0259ndi: <\/span><\/p>\n

-Bax, onda deyir\u0259m ha…\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc topla. Nail\u0259nin t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fc bir az da artd\u0131. \u201cBu q\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir?\u201d Q\u0259m\u0259r dill\u0259ndi: <\/span><\/p>\n

-\u015eahini tan\u0131y\u0131rsan?<\/span><\/p>\n

-Hans\u0131 \u015eahini? <\/span><\/p>\n

-K\u0259ndd\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015eahin var? M\u0259nim xalam o\u011flu… <\/span><\/p>\n

-H\u0259, bildim. \u0130cra ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259ndd\u0259ki n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259si. N\u0259 olun \u015eahin\u0259?<\/span><\/p>\n

-He\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b, sa\u011f-salamatd\u0131r. Kef-dama\u011f\u0131 da saz. V\u0259zif\u0259sini d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn rayon m\u0259rk\u0259zin\u0259 apard\u0131lar. Nail\u0259nin dala\u011f\u0131 sancd\u0131. Q\u0259m\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi: <\/span><\/p>\n

-\u015eahin yax\u015f\u0131 o\u011fland\u0131r. Ev-e\u015fiyind\u0259n d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rin var. Ab\u0131rl\u0131-ism\u0259tli, ba\u015f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, t\u0259hsilli o\u011fland\u0131r. Xarici g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259, geyimin\u0259-ke\u00e7imin\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6z ola bilm\u0259z. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 k\u0259ndin yiy\u0259si say\u0131l\u0131r. Q\u0259m\u0259rin \u00f6z xalas\u0131 o\u011flunu da\u011f\u0131n k\u0259ll\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Nail\u0259ni g\u00fclm\u0259k tutdu: <\/span><\/p>\n

-\u00c7ox \u015fi\u015firtm\u0259! Qohumundur dey\u0259 t\u0259rif\u0259 mindirirs\u0259n. <\/span><\/p>\n

-Yox, vallah, olan\u0131n\u0131 deyir\u0259m. <\/span><\/p>\n

-S\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 \u015eahinl\u0259 ba\u015flama\u011f\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bsiz deyil y\u0259qin? Qarn\u0131n\u0131n azar\u0131n\u0131 de. Q\u0259m\u0259r m\u0259tl\u0259bin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yin m\u0259qam\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb dedi:<\/span><\/p>\n

-S\u0259n dem\u0259, \u015eahin \u00e7oxdan bir sirr ya\u015fay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ax\u0131rda s\u0259bri t\u00fck\u0259nib \u00fcr\u0259yini m\u0259n\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131. -S\u0259ni ist\u0259yir? <\/span><\/p>\n

-Az…z… M\u0259ni yox, s\u0259ni ist\u0259yir. D\u0259rdind\u0259n d\u0259li-divan\u0259 imi\u015f. Dedim, ay xala o\u011flu, Nail\u0259nin ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 var ax\u0131. Bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 ni\u015fanl\u0131 q\u0131za el\u00e7i d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 k\u0259nd-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259, el i\u00e7ind\u0259 pis bax\u0131rlar. H\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259n h\u00f6kum\u0259t adam\u0131san, dil\u0259-di\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n. Allaha and olsun, xala q\u0131z\u0131, o babam\u0131n ruhuna \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 bacara bilmir\u0259m. H\u0259m d\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, Rasimd\u0259n evl\u0259n\u0259n olmaz. Onun ba\u015f\u0131 Moskvadak\u0131 q\u0131zlara qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b, Nail\u0259 kimi q\u0131z\u0131 da burada ehtiyatda saxlay\u0131b. Nail daha \u00e7ox ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 \u0259min oldu: \u201cNail\u0259ni ehtiyatda saxlay\u0131b\u201d. Q\u0259m\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fmaqda idi:<\/span><\/p>\n

-M\u0259n \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7evir el\u0259dim. Dedi, xala q\u0131z\u0131, fikrim q\u0259tidir. S\u0259n bir s\u00f6hb\u0259ti a\u00e7, qoy Nail\u0259 d\u0259 bilsin. Yen\u0259 onun \u00f6z i\u015fidir: raz\u0131 olar n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, olmaz \u2013 yen\u0259 \u00f6z i\u015fidir. Nail\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z sual verdi: <\/span><\/p>\n

-B\u0259s s\u0259n n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firs\u0259n? Bel\u0259 sual g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyind\u0259n Q\u0259m\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 donub qald\u0131, sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b: -M\u0259n \u015eahinin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m. Cavab\u0131 s\u0259n verm\u0259lis\u0259n. <\/span><\/p>\n

-Bir yax\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259 kimi s\u0259nin cavab\u0131n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn maraql\u0131d\u0131r. Q\u0259m\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dedi: -M\u0259n\u0259 qalsa, \u015eahin d\u00fcz fikirl\u0259\u015fir. El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 bu q\u0259na\u0259td\u0259y\u0259m ki, evl\u0259n\u0259n \u015f\u0259xs bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r toyunu el\u0259mi\u015fdi. -Onun Moskvada i\u015fl\u0259ri \u00e7oxdur. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pul qazan\u0131r ki, xo\u015fb\u0259xt ya\u015fayaq, korluq \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259k. <\/span><\/p>\n

-Evl\u0259nib s\u0259ni Rusiyy\u0259t\u0259 aparsa, \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131na dola\u015facaqsan? Daha da i\u015fi y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, \u0259ziyy\u0259ti az olacaq. M\u0259n\u0259 qulaq as. Bihud\u0259 yer\u0259 burada \u0259li qoynunda onu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n. Qorx ki, sonradan pe\u015fman olarsan. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn qoltu\u011funa birini vurub g\u0259tirdi k\u0259nd\u0259. Onda ba\u015f\u0131na haran\u0131n k\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc t\u00f6k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? \u018flind\u0259n n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Uza\u011f\u0131 dey\u0259c\u0259k: bac\u0131, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, daha m\u0259ninki bel\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. S\u0259n d\u0259 get bir \u00f6zg\u0259sin\u0259. Onda adam i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa da utanacaqsan. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nail\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 idi. T\u0259r\u0259zinin bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 Rasim\u0259 olan b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti qoyulmu\u015fdu, dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259zinin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u0259brinin t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259si, bir d\u0259 Q\u0259m\u0259rin t\u0259klifi. \u00d6l\u00e7\u00fcb-bi\u00e7ir, t\u0259r\u0259zinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n hans\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259r\u0259zinin sol t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259ki g\u00f6z\u00fc xeyli a\u011f\u0131r idi: bu g\u00f6zd\u0259 Rasim\u0259 olan sevgisi q\u0259rar tutmu\u015fdu. Odur ki, dedi: <\/span><\/p>\n

-Q\u0259m\u0259r, ax\u0131 m\u0259n Rasimi sevir\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc onsuz t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. <\/span><\/p>\n

Onu h\u0259yat\u0131n san\u0131ram. M\u0259n ba\u015fqas\u0131 il\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt ola bilm\u0259r\u0259m Q\u0259m\u0259r t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259ndi: <\/span><\/p>\n

-Vallah Rasim s\u0259ni piyada qoyacaq. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rini unutma. Bir zaman g\u0259l\u0259r, dey\u0259rs\u0259n: \u201cAy bac\u0131, niy\u0259 s\u0259nin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini qulaq ard\u0131na vurdum?\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Nail\u0259 susurdu. Q\u0259m\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc demi\u015fdi. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u0259min idi ki, bu, izsiz-soraqs\u0131z \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259r halda Nail\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur ed\u0259c\u0259k!<\/span><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 839 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(\u201cAc\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u201d roman\u0131ndan) Yen\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259 \u00e7al-\u00e7a\u011f\u0131r idi. \u00c7olaq D\u00fcnyamal\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 Ayt\u0259ni g\u0259lin apar\u0131rd\u0131lar. Nail\u0259 g\u0259linin yan\u0131nda idi. Geyinib-ke\u00e7inmi\u015fdi. Bir yar-yara\u015f\u0131\u011fa minmi\u015fdi ki, g\u0259l g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n! G\u0259lini n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259z\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, Nail\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sol\u011fun v\u0259 aciz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u0259ndin q\u0131zlar\u0131 bir-bir qanadlan\u0131b u\u00e7ur, \u00f6z yuvalar\u0131n\u0131 qururdular. \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259yin d\u0259 \u00f6z vaxt\u0131-v\u0259d\u0259si var. Ata evi isti olsa da, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6147,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8193"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8193"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8193\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8194,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8193\/revisions\/8194"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6147"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8193"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8193"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8193"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}