{"id":8200,"date":"2015-02-16T17:39:13","date_gmt":"2015-02-16T13:39:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8200"},"modified":"2015-02-16T17:39:13","modified_gmt":"2015-02-16T13:39:13","slug":"t%c9%99nzil%c9%99-rust%c9%99mxanli-oglu-tengize-qizi-d%c9%99niz%c9%99-sevdali-g%c9%99lin-ay-g%c9%99lin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8200","title":{"rendered":"T\u0259nzil\u0259 R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 &#8212; &#8220;O\u011flu Tengize, q\u0131z\u0131 D\u0259niz\u0259 sevdal\u0131 g\u0259lin, ay g\u0259lin\u2026. &#8220;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/10978524_1546575068957651_6544995170264825466_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-8201 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/10978524_1546575068957651_6544995170264825466_n-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"10978524_1546575068957651_6544995170264825466_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n h\u0259r zaman bel\u0259 s\u0259ssiz v\u0259 sakindin. \u018flimd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn,u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p>Atam\u0131n, anam\u0131n sonbe\u015fik q\u0131z\u0131. Aram\u0131zda s\u0259n\u0259 \u201cq\u0131z\u0131m\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015f f\u0259rqimiz vard\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa ail\u0259mizd\u0259 daha be\u015f bac\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131m vard\u0131, amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 s\u0259ni h\u0259r zaman onlardan \u00e7ox sevdim v\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 bir ba\u015fqa ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259sum bir ifad\u0259 var idi ki, o bax\u0131\u015flar h\u0259r zaman i\u00e7imizi titr\u0259dirdi.<br \/>\nEvimiz qonaql\u0131-qaral\u0131 olard\u0131\u2026 Atam\u0131z \u00e7ox qonaqsev\u0259rdi. G\u00fcrc\u00fcstandan xalas\u0131 u\u015faqlar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, s\u0259nin \u015feir s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259ni ist\u0259y\u0259rdi, s\u0259n d\u0259 utan\u0131b qa\u00e7ard\u0131n v\u0259 ya yata\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda, ya da qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259n\u0259rdin\u2026 Atam s\u0259n\u0259 \u201cm\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u00fcrm\u0259si \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131m\u201d dey\u0259rdi\u2026 G\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l, t\u0259miz v\u0259 m\u0259sumdu, m\u0259nal\u0131yd\u0131\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 biz b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck v\u0259 ata yurdumuzu bir-bir t\u0259rk etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131q, evl\u0259n\u0259n evl\u0259ndi, oxuyan oxumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn getdi\u2026 S\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi qurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n zaman m\u0259n art\u0131q i\u015f-g\u00fcc adam\u0131 olmu\u015fdum v\u0259 Bak\u0131da ya\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir g\u00fcn evimizi arad\u0131m, telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yini s\u0259n qald\u0131rd\u0131n, keyfini soru\u015fduqda, \u201cm\u0259nd\u0259 oxumaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, adam olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d dedin\u2026 S\u0259sin i\u00e7imi titr\u0259tdi v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn sonra art\u0131q m\u0259nim yan\u0131mdayd\u0131n. G\u0259li\u015f o g\u0259li\u015f v\u0259 biz bir daha ayr\u0131lmad\u0131q, o m\u0259lum q\u0259zaya q\u0259d\u0259r\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259n oxudun Adam oldun, h\u0259m d\u0259 Adam kimi Adam oldun\u2026 Sevdin, evlendin, m\u0259n s\u0259ni \u00f6z \u0259liml\u0259 telli-duvaql\u0131 g\u0259lin etmi\u015fdim\u2026 S\u0259nin el\u0259 bir g\u00f6z\u0259l toyun oldu ki, s\u0259si h\u0259l\u0259 da\u011flardan getm\u0259yib. Taleye bax ki, biz s\u0259ninl\u0259 qay\u0131nxat\u0131n\u0131 olmu\u015fduq. S\u0259ni qay\u0131natam\u0131z Xudu \u0259mi h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n \u00e7ox sevmi\u015fdi\u2026 Atam\u0131z Yol\u00e7u ki\u015fi d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 bir t\u0259k s\u0259nin \u0259lini \u0259lim\u0259 ver\u0259r\u0259k \u201cOnun \u0259lini buraxma\u201d demi\u015fdi. M\u0259n s\u0259nin \u0259lini he\u00e7 buraxmad\u0131m K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259nin \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z \u00f6vladlar\u0131mdan he\u00e7 ay\u0131rmad\u0131m, K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026 Hara gets\u0259m, d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 yan\u0131na h\u0259diyy\u0259siz d\u00f6nm\u0259diyim insand\u0131n\u2026 Bilmir\u0259m n\u0259d\u0259ndi, ancaq \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcm, k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndiyind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcm insand\u0131 K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 hirsl\u0259n\u0259rdim, S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n k\u00fcs\u0259rdin, sonra da gizli-gizli i\u015f telefonuma z\u0259ng edib s\u0259simi duymaq ist\u0259y\u0259rdin, m\u0259n \u201calo\u201d dey\u0259rdim, s\u0259n susard\u0131n, m\u0259n d\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n bil\u0259rdim s\u0259n oldu\u011funu,t\u0259krar t\u0259krar kimsiniz dey\u0259rdim v\u0259 biz s\u0259ninl\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259timiz\u0259 son qoyard\u0131q. S\u0259nsiz \u00e7ox dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m, f\u00fcrs\u0259t tapan kimi i\u015fd\u0259n nahara siz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdim. \u00c7ox sevin\u0259r v\u0259 o nahar yem\u0259yi bamba\u015fqa olurdu\u2026 S\u0259nd\u0259n qohum-qarda\u015fda n\u0259l\u0259r oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259r, kimin n\u0259 problem oldu\u011fundan x\u0259b\u0259r tutard\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259n ham\u0131ya \u201c o i\u015f adam\u0131d\u0131r, yormay\u0131n\u201d deyib, ham\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn dan\u0131\u015far, ham\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rdini s\u0259n dinl\u0259rdin v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 vacib olan\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131n.<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n daha yax\u015f\u0131 g\u0259lin oldun\u2026 S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n daha yax\u015f\u0131 bac\u0131 oldun\u2026 S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n daha yax\u015f\u0131 \u00f6vlad oldun, ey atam\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri v\u0259 ruhu g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131\u2026. Dik duru\u015flu, iff\u0259tli, ab\u0131rl\u0131, q\u00fcrurlu, \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli, \u0259sal\u0259tli, namuslu, h\u0259yal\u0131 G\u0259lin! \u018fsal\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fxlaq qanla g\u0259lir\u2026 S\u0259n \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bir n\u0259slin q\u0131z\u0131san, mayan t\u0259mizdir v\u0259 damarlar\u0131nda \u00e7ox \u015e\u0259r\u0259fli bir Anan\u0131n v\u0259 Atan\u0131n qan\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rsan\u2026 Qan\u0131 t\u0259miz g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z, ondand\u0131r ki, anam\u0131z kimi \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bir ana oldun\u2026 O\u011flu Tengize,q\u0131z\u0131 D\u0259niz\u0259 sevdal\u0131 g\u0259lin, ay g\u0259lin\u2026. G\u0259lin getdiyi yerd\u0259 g\u0259linl\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc olan G\u0259lin\u2026 \u0130nsan kimi insanl\u0131\u011fa \u00f6rn\u0259k olan K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u2026<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n Allah\u0131m \u015feytan\u0131n \u00e7ox oldu\u011fu yer\u0259, S\u0259nin simanda m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259r. S\u0259n yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259n, oldu\u011fun h\u0259r yerd\u0259 insanlara \u00f6rn\u0259k olan g\u00f6z\u0259llik m\u0259l\u0259yi idin, K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026 Evini namusunla al\u0131nmaz qalaya \u00e7evirmi\u015fdin, b\u0259z\u0259n s\u0259ni \u00fcz\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 bel\u0259 o g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6zl\u0259rinl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k baxard\u0131n, s\u0259brl\u0259 Adam olma\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259rdin\u2026. S\u0259n \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259r \u00f6yr\u0259tdin ail\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l G\u0259lin\u2026 Ana kimi S\u0259nin \u0130ki b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015eah \u0259s\u0259rin var: Tengiz v\u0259 D\u0259niz.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 s\u0259nin ruhunu h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n daha yaxs\u0131 duyan Aydan\u0131m bel\u0259 s\u0259nin \u0259s\u0259rindi. Biz Mill\u0259t v\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n dey\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc yollara vuranda C\u0259milimin anas\u0131 olan anam\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131.<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m ki, s\u0259ni nec\u0259 anlad\u0131m\u2026 S\u0259n n\u0259 etdiyinin f\u0259rqind\u0259 bel\u0259 deyilsen\u2026 S\u0259n \u00e7ox m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli bir q\u0131zd\u0131n K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026 Bu q\u0259d\u0259r zal\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0259ddarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 n\u0259 zaman \u00f6yr\u0259ndin? Arxanda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6z buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirs\u0259nmi? B\u0259s s\u0259n Tengiz v\u0259 D\u0259niz\u0259 a\u015fiq idin? Bizi bir k\u0259nara qoy, onlara nec\u0259 q\u0131yd\u0131n, onlar\u0131 niy\u0259 boynub\u00fck\u00fck v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fl\u0131 qoydun? M\u0259n s\u0259nin \u0259lini he\u00e7 buraxmad\u0131m,s\u0259n niy\u0259 m\u0259ni buraxd\u0131n,m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 etmi\u015fdim? S\u0259ni \u00e7ox sev\u0259n bir \u00fcr\u0259yim var, onu bel\u0259 ist\u0259s\u0259n sev\u0259-sev\u0259 ver\u0259rdim\u2026 Bilir\u0259m, \u0259traf\u0131n s\u0259ni haqq etm\u0259di.. S\u0259n insanlar\u0131n nifr\u0259t ettiyi \u201c\u00f6l\u00fcm\u201d\u00fc bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn se\u00e7din\u2026 Allah\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevdiyini bilir\u0259m. M\u0259kan\u0131n c\u0259nn\u0259t olacaq, g\u00f6z\u0259l G\u0259lin\u2026<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259yimi he\u00e7 ist\u0259m\u0259zdin, he\u00e7 vaxt da m\u0259ni \u00fczm\u0259din, o m\u0259lum q\u0259zaya q\u0259d\u0259r\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259n sevdikl\u0259rini qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259dakarl\u0131q ed\u0259n bir insand\u0131n\u2026 B\u0259lk\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 sevdikl\u0259rini qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn getdin\u2026 H\u0259m d\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyada \u00e7ox sevdiyin h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n \u015eahbaz\u0131n qollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u2026 Ey yolunda yol oldu\u011fun ata \u0259v\u0259zi qayn\u0131n Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131n\u0131n sevgili g\u0259lni, onu h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n daha \u00e7ok \u00fczd\u00fcn\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u0259limiz qoynumuzda, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 ya\u015f, dilimizd\u0259 s\u0259n varsan\u2026 Ac\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr. Bu d\u00fcnyadan S\u0259nin simanda bir SAFLIQ getdi.<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnl\u0259 v\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn nuruyla \u0259traf\u0131na t\u0259mizlik sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131n\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u201cbu g\u00fcn yoxsan\u201d dem\u0259y\u0259 dilim d\u0259 q\u0259lbim d\u0259 \u00fcsyan edir\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00fcr\u0259yimizin \u0259n isti yerind\u0259s\u0259n\u2026 Tengizimin,D\u0259nizimin,C\u0259milimin, Aydan\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259dir g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n safl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 M\u0259n onlardan t\u0259s\u0259lli tapacam, q\u0259lbim qan a\u011flasa da\u2026<br \/>\n\u00dcsyan etm\u0259dim,etmir\u0259m, Allah\u0131m s\u0259ni yan\u0131na ald\u0131 deyir\u0259m, Onun sevgili qulu oldu\u011fun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026 Anana, Atana\u00a0ve cavan qarda\u015f\u0131n Xanlara qovu\u015fdun\u2026 M\u0259n s\u0259ni o q\u0259zadan qoruya bilm\u0259dim, onlar s\u0259ni qorusun\u2026<br \/>\nHam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n balaca bac\u0131s\u0131, bizi orada qar\u015f\u0131lamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn getdin. Anan yerine qoydu\u011fun Nazil\u0259 bac\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi yan\u011f\u0131n yerin\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. A\u011f\u0131lar dilind\u0259 g\u00fcl a\u00e7d\u0131, K\u00f6n\u00fcl oyans\u0131n dey\u0259\u2026 \u015eahbaz\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc yol \u00e7\u0259kir, s\u0259ni apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 yollardan sa\u011f-salamat d\u00f6n\u0259s\u0259n dey\u0259. \u201cKa\u015f aparmasayd\u0131m\u201d deyir,bilirem, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox \u201cka\u015f\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259k. O q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox \u201cka\u015f\u201dlar var ki\u2026<br \/>\nYatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n torpa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259k, \u201cg\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik\u201d deyirem, Sultan K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>Qeyd: Ac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 payla\u015fan, d\u0259rdimiz\u0259 ortaq, bu a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 bizi yaln\u0131z buraxmayan b\u00fct\u00fcn dostlar\u0131m\u0131za t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc bildirir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"8200\">Yaz\u0131ya 764 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u0259n h\u0259r zaman bel\u0259 s\u0259ssiz v\u0259 sakindin. \u018flimd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn,u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259dir. Atam\u0131n, anam\u0131n sonbe\u015fik q\u0131z\u0131. 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