{"id":8270,"date":"2015-02-21T15:09:34","date_gmt":"2015-02-21T11:09:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8270"},"modified":"2015-02-21T15:09:34","modified_gmt":"2015-02-21T11:09:34","slug":"b%c9%99xtiyar-hiday%c9%99t-qaranqucam-qaranquc","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8270","title":{"rendered":"B\u0259xtiyar Hiday\u0259t &#8211; QARANQUCAM, QARANQUC"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/bextiyar.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-7820\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/bextiyar-282x300.jpg\" alt=\"bextiyar\" width=\"328\" height=\"349\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/bextiyar-282x300.jpg 282w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/bextiyar.jpg 331w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 328px) 100vw, 328px\" \/><\/a><strong>Qazamatdan yenic\u0259 qay\u0131dan B\u0259xtiyar m\u00fc\u0259llim bir taksi tutub s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc d\u00fcz A\u011fk\u00f6yn\u0259k q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na- n\u0259n\u0259sinin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259. T\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 acl\u0131q ed\u0259nd\u0259 xata yolda\u015flar\u0131na tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcb- el\u0259s\u0259m deyin n\u0259n\u0259min aya\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131na basd\u0131rs\u0131nlar. Amma \u00f6l\u00fcb- el\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi- budur q\u0259bristanl\u0131qda idi. Taks\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc d\u0259 q\u0259bir\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kdi. Fatma n\u0259n\u0259nin \u015f\u0259klini q\u0259bir da\u015f\u0131na h\u0259kk ed\u0259n r\u0259ssam sanki onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 oxumu\u015fdu- b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kdiyi soyuq da\u015fdan da sezilirdi. Q\u0259biri kol- kos basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 sanki o \u0259zab\u0131 q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011fa \u00f6l\u00fc g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n- g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 bu q\u0259bir\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n ziyar\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n gizl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. B\u0259xtiyar m\u00fc\u0259llim kol- kosu t\u0259mizl\u0259di- taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc d\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etdi ona. V\u0259 bird\u0259n taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fc diqq\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na dikildi:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Qarda\u015f, b\u0259s n\u0259n\u0259nin familiyas\u0131 niy\u0259 yoxmu\u015f? Burda bax<\/strong>\u0131ram familiyas\u0131z adam yoxdu, birc\u0259 bu r\u0259hm\u0259tlikdi familiyas\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span>Vard\u0131 qarda\u015f, familiyas\u0131 vard\u0131 ya\u015fayanda, amma \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 o d\u00fcnyaya familiyas\u0131z getdi. Atam qoymad\u0131 o d\u00fcnyaya familiya il\u0259 getsin.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span>Bir \u015fey ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span>Vaxt\u0131n olsa izah ed\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span>\u00c7ox maraql\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span>&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Fatma n\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 \u0259zabla \u00f6l\u0259si deyildi- n\u0259 n\u0259slind\u0259, n\u0259 k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259 bel\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 urcah olan olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onlar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 n\u0259 vard\u0131- 100-\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015fay\u0131b bird\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259rdil\u0259r. \u00c7oxu da ayaq\u00fcst\u0259- k\u0259ndd\u0259 bu c\u00fcr \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt \u00f6l\u00fcm deyirdil\u0259r. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyadan ged\u0259nl\u0259r is\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259 iki k\u00f6k- n\u0259sil idi- \u00c7a\u015f\u0131lar v\u0259 Qarag\u00f6zl\u0259r. N\u0259n\u0259min d\u0259 ana t\u0259r\u0259fi \u00c7a\u015f\u0131lar, ata t\u0259r\u0259fi Qarag\u00f6zl\u0259r. Anas\u0131 106 ya\u015f\u0131nda x\u0259mir qatan yerd\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bir xalas\u0131 100 ya\u015f\u0131nda pill\u0259k\u0259nda oturan yerd\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, o birisi 100 ya\u015f\u0131nda yun darayan yerd\u0259. Atas\u0131 90 ya\u015f\u0131nda me\u015f\u0259d\u0259n odun g\u0259tirib uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 el\u0259 yuxudaca \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Indi bu n\u0259di, 95 ya\u015f\u0131nda bu c\u00fcr \u00f6l\u00fcm. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 Fatnma n\u0259n\u0259m ad\u0131n\u0131 sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131ndan q\u0131vraq-q\u0131p\u00e7aq, ham\u0131s\u0131ndan qo\u00e7aq olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bir g\u00fcnah i\u015f d\u0259 tutmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n kimins\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 tutub, Allah\u0131n q\u0259z\u0259bin\u0259 g\u0259lib. Ad\u0259t\u0259n\u00a0 naqis adamlar bel\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 urcah olanda camaat Allah\u0131n q\u0259z\u0259bind\u0259n filandan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Alt\u0131 ay idi dar-d\u00fcbb\u0259k qa\u00e7q\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131nda can verirdi. Ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r dar idi, n\u0259n\u0259m ar\u0131qlay\u0131b \u00e7\u00f6p\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259s\u0259 meyidini \u00e7\u0131xarmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmazd\u0131. D\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259 yox idi- yer\u0259 xeyli yard\u0131m odeyallar\u0131 d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 yard\u0131m konservl\u0259rinin ka\u011f\u0131z qutular\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ldib vurmu\u015fduq. Art\u0131q mumiyalanm\u0131\u015f adamlar kimi qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131- bir-s\u00fcm\u00fck, bir d\u0259ri. Dili s\u00f6z tutmur, yaln\u0131z g\u00f6m- g\u00f6y damarlar\u0131 \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t vard\u0131. \u0130ri bir h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259yi xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259ri- sanki alt\u0131 ay idi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 tor qururdu, \u00f6l\u00fcm yax\u0131nla\u015fa bilmirdi n\u0259n\u0259m\u0259. Amma g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dip- diri idi, h\u0259l\u0259 ki \u00f6l\u00fcm m\u0259l\u0259yi o g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fcz baxa bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. H\u0259tta dey\u0259rdim daha da canl\u0131 olmu\u015fdu g\u00f6zl\u0259ri. \u00a0Son g\u00fcnl\u0259r yaln\u0131z dilin\u0259 bir k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, bunu da m\u0259n e\u015fitmi\u015fdim- g\u0259lif \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131 u\u015faxlar\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131m gedim.<\/p>\n<p>Kim g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131, ax\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259zizl\u0259ri ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdil\u0259r ona. H\u0259tta Bak\u0131dan n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.\u00a0 Indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sa\u011f-salamat qalm\u0131\u015f bac\u0131- qarda\u015flar\u0131 ham\u0131s\u0131 g\u0259lib ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kirdil\u0259r. B\u0259s n\u0259 idi bu z\u00fclm? Azm\u0131 z\u00fclm\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi ya\u015fayanda ki, indi d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 z\u00fclm \u00e7\u0259kirdi?<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qa\u00e7q\u0131n kimi indi\u00a0 ba\u015fqa bir k\u0259ndd\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131\u015f Ema xala da ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldi n\u0259n\u0259m\u0259.. N\u0259n\u0259m tan\u0131mad\u0131 onu- otaqdan Ema xalan\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259ldi bir- iki d\u0259f\u0259. Tan\u0131mad\u0131nm\u0131 ay b\u00fcv\u00fc, Meytinin n\u0259v\u0259siy\u0259m, Hasan\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z\u0131yam.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra da a\u011flad\u0131 v\u0259 bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xanda g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259- sil\u0259:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Niy\u0259 qoymursunuz b\u0259db\u0259xt q\u0131z\u0131 rahat \u00f6l\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>Ham\u0131n\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259n cavab verdim:<\/p>\n<p>-Na\u011fayraq b\u0259,\u00a0 b\u0259dbaxt q\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fcr can\u0131 qurtara.<\/p>\n<p>-G\u00f6zl\u0259diyi var, g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi.<\/p>\n<p>-N\u0259\u0259, yox bir sevgilisi var. Qohumlardan s\u0259n qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n, s\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259ldin. \u00d6zg\u0259 kimi var ki..<\/p>\n<p>-A bala, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259, \u0259mo\u011flum da indi onun he\u00e7 n\u0259yiyik. B\u0259db\u0259xt q\u0131z\u0131 \u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, siz d\u0259 qanm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>-\u018frmi g\u00f6r\u00fcb bu baxt\u0131qaran\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>-Valalh onu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir- yoxsa \u00f6l\u0259rdi indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>-37- d\u0259 ged\u0259ni m\u0259n 64 ild\u0259n sonra hardan tap\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>-G\u00f6r\u00fcn bir \u015f\u0259kli zad varm\u0131- baxs\u0131n can\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n. Yaz\u0131qd\u0131, adam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r. Sizd\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131 ax\u0131 \u0130rvahamxall\u0131 babam\u0131n t\u00fcrm\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rind\u0259n. H\u0259l\u0259 bir b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u015f\u0259kli d\u0259 vard\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn- cavan vaxt\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259kli. B\u0131\u011f\u0131burma cavan o\u011flan- d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259min o \u015f\u0259kil is\u0259&#8230; O \u015f\u0259kil k\u0259ndd\u0259, n\u0259n\u0259min sand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda qald\u0131. Sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya q\u0131sqan\u0131rd\u0131 o \u015f\u0259kli n\u0259n\u0259m. M\u0259n 17 ya\u015f\u0131mda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm o \u015f\u0259kili. Onda da m\u00fcharib\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u00fc idi- k\u0259ndimiz d\u00f6rd t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n m\u00fchasir\u0259d\u0259 olan vaxtd\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259- g\u0259lmi\u015fdim d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259. V\u0259 nec\u0259 olur- olsun n\u0259n\u0259min, anam\u0131n, u\u015faqlar\u0131n k\u0259ndd\u0259n k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131na yard\u0131m etm\u0259li\u00a0 idim. Bax onda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm o \u015f\u0259kili. N\u0259n\u0259m sand\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u00fcz- g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sildi v\u0259 qoydu sand\u0131\u011fa. N\u0259s\u0259 inanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u0259b\u0259di olaraq ayr\u0131laca\u011f\u0131na- bu n\u0259n\u0259min k\u0259ndd\u0259n c\u0131xmas\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259mi ikinci d\u0259f\u0259si idi. Birinci d\u0259f\u0259 is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6z dili il\u0259 des\u0259k \u201cikinci hay\u201dda k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131- 1918-ci ild\u0259. Yen\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259-\u00a0 onda az qal\u0131b ki, erm\u0259ni persoylar\u0131n\u0131n ( persoy 1918-ci ild\u0259ki erm\u0259ni quldurlar\u0131na veril\u0259n adm\u0131\u015f- n\u0259n\u0259m sonralar k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131ranlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131na persoy kopayo\u011flu deyirdi) \u0259lin\u0259 ke\u00e7sinl\u0259r. M\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259r olmasa el\u0259 \u00f6z ki\u00e7ik d\u00fcnyas\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015facaq adam idi n\u0259n\u0259m. Onun d\u00fcnyas\u0131 el\u0259 da\u011fl\u0131-d\u0259r\u0259li, aranl\u0131-bin\u0259li \u018fskipara idi. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259t\u0259 bu sand\u0131qda n\u0259 vard\u0131- x\u0259b\u0259rimiz olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 uzun ill\u0259r- m\u0259n onda bir x\u0259nc\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm sand\u0131qda. Babam\u0131n x\u0259nc\u0259ri imi\u015f. Bir d\u0259 bir cuxa var idi. S\u0259n dem\u0259 bu da babam\u0131n imi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>1937-ci ild\u0259 h\u0259bs olunmu\u015f babam geri qay\u0131tmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131- 1947-ci ild\u0259 qara ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 da g\u0259libmi\u015f. K\u0259ndd\u0259 pal- paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 qabaqlar\u0131na t\u00f6k\u00fcb a\u011fla\u015fma da qurublarm\u0131\u015f. Sand\u0131qdak\u0131 cuxa da o zaman a\u011flan\u0131bm\u0131\u015f. O zamandan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259min o \u00e7uxada. V\u0259 sand\u0131qda bir d\u0259 \u201cQa\u00e7aq K\u0259r\u0259m\u201d kitab\u0131 vard\u0131. B\u0259s bu kitab niy\u0259? H\u0259\u0259, dem\u0259k orda bir s\u0259hn\u0259 var, ona g\u00f6r\u0259. O da K\u0259r\u0259min sa\u011f \u0259li \u0130smay\u0131l\u0131n Metex qalas\u0131ndan qa\u00e7ma s\u0259hn\u0259sidi. K\u0259ndiri sallay\u0131b qaladan K\u00fcr\u0259 atlanmaq. N\u0259n\u0259m deyirdi- babam Metex qalas\u0131ndan bel\u0259c\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b. O s\u0259hn\u0259ni d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 oxudard\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259. H\u0259tta yayda Noyun Q\u0131l\u0131c\u0131 deyil\u0259n yer\u0259 bin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 o kitab bar- barxanan\u0131n aras\u0131nda olard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 atam da inanm\u0131rd\u0131 \u018fskiparadan \u0259b\u0259di olaraq ayr\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m\u0131za. K\u0259ndd\u0259 buna az- az adam iann\u0131rd\u0131. Bir \u0259limizl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, bir \u0259limizl\u0259 yer bell\u0259yir, \u0259kin \u0259kib s\u0259pin edirdik. K\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131za inansa atam ar\u0131lara baxmazd\u0131, qap\u0131- baca o yana durdun, me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 Quladivi Arx\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 yerimizd\u0259 kortof s\u0259pm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn \u018fskiparadan \u0259b\u0259di olaraq ayr\u0131ld\u0131q. N\u0259n\u0259min sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 da qald\u0131 evimizd\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131ba\u011fl\u0131. \u201cQa\u00e7aq K\u0259r\u0259m\u201d d\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil d\u0259, \u00e7uxa da qald\u0131 sand\u0131qda. Babama aid yaln\u0131z bir bir m\u0259ktub g\u0259lmi\u015fdi biziml\u0259 qa\u00e7q\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa. O da necolubsa ba\u015fqa bir \u00e7\u0259m\u0259danda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ill\u0259r uzunu. Babama g\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259c\u0259k m\u0259ktubmu\u015f- nec\u0259 olubsa qal\u0131b evd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Babam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 duran, onu ged\u0259r g\u0259lm\u0259z\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259n adam- Ciling\u0259ro\u011flu yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259ktubu. O ill\u0259rd\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259 yegan\u0259 rus dilini bil\u0259n o imi\u015f- m\u0259ktub da rusca yaz\u0131lmal\u0131ymi\u015f. Ciling\u0259ro\u011flu da \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 durub ged\u0259rg\u0259lm\u0259z\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi adam\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259n m\u0259ktubunu da, ged\u0259n m\u0259ktubunu da \u00f6z n\u0259zar\u0259tind\u0259n ke\u00e7irirmi\u015f. V\u0259 o m\u0259ktubda d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t \u015feyl\u0259r yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131- guya n\u0259n\u0259m \u0259r\u0259 gedib, u\u015faqlar da babam\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u0131na n\u00f6k\u0259r\u00e7ilik edir. Tarix 1946- babam\u0131n g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 bir il qal\u0131b. Amma bir il sonra qara ka\u011f\u0131z g\u0259lir. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 Ciling\u0259ro\u011flu babam\u0131n qisas alaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxub bel\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub yaz\u0131bm\u0131\u015f- kim bilir ill\u0259r uzunu m\u0259ktublar\u0131 nec\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, nec\u0259 oxumu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259n\u0259min bin\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131 Minavar qar\u0131 idi- y\u0259qin ad\u0131na toz qondurmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 onu se\u00e7mi\u015fdi n\u0259n\u0259m. Minavar ana (ham\u0131 onu bel\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131) t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6rd u\u015faq b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb evli- e\u015fikli etmi\u015fdi. Amma onlar\u0131n da aras\u0131nda r\u0259qab\u0259t vard\u0131- m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, n\u0259n\u0259m in\u0259yin birini sa\u011f\u0131b s\u00fcd\u00fc d\u0259y\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259bir \u0259li il\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6nl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc qaba\u011fa tuturdu ki, Minavar ana g\u00f6rm\u0259sin. Guya in\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kmi\u015f. El\u0259 Minavar ana da s\u00fcd\u00fc d\u0259y\u0259y\u0259 bu c\u00fcr g\u0259tirirdi. Bir- birin\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z in\u0259kl\u0259rinin damazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259zdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ax\u015fam in\u0259kl\u0259rin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259g\u0259limlisi olan buynuzu p\u00f6l\u00fckd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f in\u0259yimiz sa\u011fma\u011fa qoymad\u0131. N\u0259n\u0259min ox\u015famalar\u0131, bayat\u0131lar\u0131\u00a0\u00a0 da kara g\u0259lm\u0259di- ad\u0259t\u0259n sa\u011f\u0131m vaxt\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259m ox\u015fama dey\u0259r, in\u0259kl\u0259r onun s\u0259sind\u0259n xo\u015fallanard\u0131lar. O ox\u015famalardan, bayat\u0131lardan yad\u0131mda birc\u0259si qal\u0131b:<\/p>\n<p>Qaranqucam qaranquc<\/p>\n<p>Qanad\u0131m ayr\u0131c- ayr\u0131c<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni vuran kimiydis\u0259<\/p>\n<p>Qan qussun oyuc- oyuc.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259n\u0259min qa\u00e7q\u0131nl\u0131qdan \u0259vv\u0259lki d\u00fcnyas\u0131 iki yer\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc- aran v\u0259 bin\u0259, yaylaq. Bin\u0259d\u0259 olanda k\u0259nd\u0259 aran deyirdi, k\u0259ndd\u0259 olanda da\u011flara bin\u0259 yerl\u0259ri. Arandak\u0131 mal t\u00f6vl\u0259mizd\u0259 daim bir qaranqu\u015f yuva qurard\u0131- ona rahat olsun dey\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin bir g\u00f6z\u00fc daim a\u00e7\u0131q qalard\u0131. Mal dam\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f k\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 qurulurdu yuva. N\u0259n\u0259m mal dam\u0131na daxil olanda da, orda i\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259, mal dam\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xanda da yuvadak\u0131lar\u0131 narahat etm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 o bayat\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 sonrak\u0131 g\u00fcn yen\u0259 el\u0259 oldu, o biri g\u00fcn d\u0259. In\u0259yin yelini da\u011f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131- amma balas\u0131n\u0131 da \u0259mm\u0259y\u0259 qoymurdu. Dal ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259ndirl\u0259 ba\u011flay\u0131b 5-6 u\u015faq m\u00f6hk\u0259m \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 tuturduq, n\u0259n\u0259m d\u0259 s\u00fcd\u00fc yer\u0259 sa\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Bir a\u011fz\u0131 da- g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259y\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n deyirdi. Dey\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdi d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259y\u0259nin kimliyini. O biri bin\u0259l\u0259rin birind\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259lg\u0259 salan\u00a0 S\u0259m\u0259d Qiymat\u0131 (biz t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 qad\u0131nlar bel\u0259 tan\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131- \u018flinin arvad\u0131 M\u0259sm\u0259 \u018fli M\u0259sm\u0259si, V\u0259linin arvad\u0131 Suqra- V\u0259li Suqras\u0131, H\u0259midin arvad\u0131 G\u00fcll\u0259r- H\u0259mid G\u00fcll\u0259ri v\u0259 s)\u00a0 g\u0259lib damazl\u0131q ist\u0259yibmi\u015f- dem\u0259k onun g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259ymi\u015fdi in\u0259y\u0259. N\u0259n\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259 gizli bir g\u00f6r\u0259v d\u0259 verdi- get Qiymat g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f\u0131n pal- paltar\u0131ndan n\u0259s\u0259 o\u011furlay\u0131b g\u0259tir, yand\u0131r\u0131b in\u0259yin burnuna iyl\u0259d\u0259k, yaz\u0131qd\u0131, can\u0131 qurtars\u0131n. M\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 inanan u\u015faq deyildim. Amma n\u0259n\u0259min x\u0259trini q\u0131rmad\u0131m- gedib ba\u015fqa bir bin\u0259d\u0259n \u2013 hans\u0131 ki daha yax\u0131n idi- bir \u00f6nl\u00fck o\u011furlad\u0131m. Bunun da S\u0259m\u0259d Qiymat\u0131na d\u0259xli\u00a0 yox. N\u0259n\u0259m \u00f6nl\u00fcy\u00fc yand\u0131r\u0131b iyl\u0259tdi in\u0259y\u0259. Amma in\u0259k bundan sonra lap d\u0259li kimi oldu- daha bin\u0259miz\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259di- axtar\u0131b tapd\u0131q, yelini iyl\u0259nib t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00c7ox ucuz qiym\u0259t\u0259 \u0259t kombinat\u0131na sata bildik.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox- \u00e7ox sonralar n\u0259n\u0259m\u0259 dedim \u00f6nl\u00fcy\u00fcn Qiymat arvad\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131- o da xeyli danlad\u0131 m\u0259ni. O \u015fikild\u0259 bir in\u0259yi hay\u0131f el\u0259din dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 damazl\u0131q m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si \u00e7ox \u00f6n\u0259mli m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 idi. K\u0259ndd\u0259 h\u0259r ail\u0259nin, n\u0259silin \u00f6z damazl\u0131q mal- qara \u201cail\u0259si\u201d vard\u0131. Bizim in\u0259kl\u0259rin adlar\u0131\u00a0 Sona idi. Minavar anan\u0131n in\u0259kl\u0259ri Qarag\u00f6z \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fmliyallar\u0131n in\u0259kl\u0259ri \u018frik, Xa\u015falalr\u0131n in\u0259kl\u0259ri Xang\u00fcl, Car-carlar\u0131n in\u0259kl\u0259ri S\u00fcrm\u0259li, \u018fdy\u00f6z\u0259llinin in\u0259kl\u0259ri Sar\u011f\u0131z, Q\u0259ndill\u0259rin in\u0259kl\u0259ri Durna, Nurular\u0131nk\u0131 Ceyran, Cilingirlil\u0259rinki C\u00fcy\u00fcr , T\u00f6r\u0259l\u0259rinki \u00a0D\u00f6yl\u0259t, X\u0259l\u0259fl\u0259rin mallar\u0131 X\u0131nal (X\u0131nal\u0131) adlan\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 y\u00fcz ilin damazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 idi bu damazl\u0131qlar.<\/p>\n<p>Bizim Sona in\u0259kl\u0259r is\u0259 adla idi- n\u0259n\u0259m o q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131 bax\u0131rd\u0131 in\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259. Dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bu in\u0259kl\u0259rin damazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 babam Qulp adl\u0131 erm\u0259ni k\u0259ndind\u0259n al\u0131b g\u0259tiribmi\u015f. Ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 damazl\u0131q d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u018frind\u0259n az- az dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131- ad\u0259t\u0259n bu m\u00f6vzuda ondan s\u00f6z\u00fc k\u0259lb\u0259tinl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarmaq olard\u0131. C\u0259mi bir- iki d\u0259f\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi olmu\u015fam. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 &#8211; \u00fcz q\u0131rxanda \u00fcly\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259si d\u00fcnyaya verm\u0259zdim- demi\u015fdi. Anlamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyini. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 babam\u0131n ax\u015fam qoyunu \u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 qad\u0131nlar\u0131n ona heyran- heyran baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 demi\u015fdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 el\u0259 demi\u015fdi ki, hiss olunurdu \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bununla f\u0259xr edirmi\u015f. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259- ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 demi\u015fdi- guya orda da bir pr\u0259qrul (prakror) rus qad\u0131nla evl\u0259nibmi\u015f. Onu da el\u0259 dedi- sanki bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r ki\u015fiy\u0259 olar.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259n\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya h\u0259l\u0259 bel\u0259 iyid, bel\u0259 qo\u00e7aq insan g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi v\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi d\u0259. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 biz \u00fc\u00e7 qarda\u015f\u0131n he\u00e7 birin\u0259 \u0130brahimx\u0259lil ad\u0131n\u0131n verilm\u0259sin\u0259 arz\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. El\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259kd\u0259c\u0259 biz\u0259 bax\u0131b- bunnan \u0130rvahamxall\u0131m\u0131 olacaq demi\u015fdi. Babam\u0131n itl\u0259rinin d\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259 kims\u0259 \u00f6z itin\u0259 qoya bilm\u0259zdi- bunun davas\u0131n\u0131 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. O biri m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259d \u015eahnis\u0259si\u00a0 \u00f6z itl\u0259rin\u0259 Qan\u0131q ad\u0131 qoymu\u015fdu- bu da babam\u0131n itinin ad\u0131 imi\u015f. S\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f- q\u0131r\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. O it d\u0259 salaxanan\u0131n biri- h\u0259r biz t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259m da\u015fa basard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 Yan\u0131x, Duman adl\u0131 itl\u0259ri varm\u0131\u015f babam\u0131n. Sonda qap\u0131ya g\u0259tirdiyim bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcy\u0259 xeyli bax\u0131b ad\u0131n\u0131 verdi- Duman. Duman d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131nda idi biz k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda. O k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. N\u0259n\u0259min d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259r qald\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259. V\u0259 bir d\u0259 o qaranqu\u015f yuvas\u0131 qald\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259- i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259 balalar. Y\u0259qin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki mal dam\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259mi\u015fdi, o qaranqu\u015flar yen\u0259 g\u0259lib orda yuva qururdular. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yox- n\u0259n\u0259min bayat\u0131s\u0131na g\u0259lirmi\u015f o qaranqu\u015flar. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 qaranqu\u015falra bu q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir g\u00fcn \u0259rinin k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259ri qaranqu\u015f kimi qay\u0131daca\u011f\u0131 imi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131z Sona in\u0259kl\u0259ri k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131q ki, yerl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 yer tapa bilm\u0259yib t\u00f6kd\u00fck bazara, verdik su qiym\u0259tin\u0259. V\u0259 Sona in\u0259kl\u0259rin damazl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yaln\u0131z bir d\u00fcy\u0259 saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 atam- onu da han\u0131sa dostuna vermi\u015fdi saxlama\u011fa. O dostu da d\u00fcy\u0259y\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 baxmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131- atam sonda d\u00f6rdq\u0131l\u00e7a qalm\u0131\u015f o d\u00fcy\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00a0bazara \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. Bel\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 Sona in\u0259kl\u0259rin damazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. N\u0259n\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r oldu onda. Ayaqlar\u0131 \u015fi\u015fdi- hans\u0131k\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259ml\u0259 mal \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdi Sona in\u0259kl\u0259rin qaba\u011f\u0131na, \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rdan, yoldan da\u015f- k\u0259s\u0259yi y\u0131\u011fard\u0131 ki, Sona in\u0259kl\u0259rin aya\u011f\u0131na d\u0259ym\u0259sin. H\u0259kim\u0259 apard\u0131q- m\u0259lum oldu ki, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsizlikd\u0259nmi\u015f. \u00a0In\u0259yin aya\u011f\u0131na da\u015f d\u0259ym\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0131ymayan n\u0259n\u0259min \u00fcr\u0259yini bel\u0259c\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 z\u0259man\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Daim pensiyas\u0131n\u0131 da y\u0131\u011fb saxlayard\u0131 az-maz ev\u0259 x\u0259rclik ver\u0259rdi. Bir d\u0259 biz u\u015faqlara arada pul- para ver\u0259rdi. N\u0259y\u0259 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131 pulu- paran\u0131, kim\u0259 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131, bil\u0259mmirdik, inciyirdik buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259. Pul d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f\u0131m aldatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259mi- demi\u015fdi bu \u201c\u015f\u0259killi pullar\u201d(Nizaminin v\u0259 R\u0259sulzad\u0259nin \u015f\u0259kli olan pullar) indi x\u0131rda pullard\u0131, \u201cQ\u0131z qalalar\u0131\u201d da iri pullar. Bel\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 xeyli pulunu \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259min. Hardan bil\u0259ydik pulu n\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b saxlay\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n dem\u0259 babam\u0131n qay\u0131daca\u011f\u0131na d\u0259li bir inam\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. El\u0259 bilirmi\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259\u00a0 h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 g\u00f6z qoyacaq. Bunun arvadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ev\u0259 yan\u0131m\u00e7\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yoxlayacaq,mala- heyvana nec\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, evd\u0259 t\u0259mizliyi, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n haqq- hesab\u0131n\u0131 aparacaq. Pul da h\u0259min g\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rf olunacaq.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259m \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bildik.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span>&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Ema xalan\u0131n dediyi kimi el\u0259dik- babam\u0131n bir t\u00fcrm\u0259 \u015f\u0259kli vard\u0131. O \u015f\u0259kil d\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015fadl\u0131q evinin binas\u0131ndak\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdayd\u0131. El\u0259 ordan indi n\u0259n\u0259m can verdiyi yer\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259kim n\u0259n\u0259m\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsizlik diaqnozu qoyanda k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. \u015eadl\u0131q evind\u0259ki ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 idi- torpaqla \u0259laq\u0259si yoxdu- h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259zib, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259li yer yox idi. Indi burda n\u0259n\u0259m toyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259 saxlay\u0131r,\u00a0\u00a0 hindu\u015fkalara bax\u0131rd\u0131. Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fi\u015fi d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n<p>Amma h\u0259min otaqdan bird\u0259f\u0259lik k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fdik- deyirdil\u0259r orda m\u0259skunla\u015fanlara h\u00f6kum\u0259t ev ver\u0259c\u0259k. Biz d\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bir ev idik- indi evd\u0259 d\u00f6rd ki\u015fi vard\u0131, h\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259 bir ev laz\u0131m idi.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r \u015f\u0259kilin dal\u0131nca. N\u0259n\u0259min \u201cqatili\u201d ola bilm\u0259dim- yalandan dedim \u015f\u0259kili tapmam\u0131\u015fam. Sonda o \u015f\u0259kil g\u0259tirildi. Mamam( atam\u0131n bac\u0131s\u0131) \u00fcr\u0259kli \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131- \u015f\u0259kli apard\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259m can ver\u0259n ota\u011fa. Ikic\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f mamam\u0131n a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdik- dar qap\u0131dan bir- bir ke\u00e7ib a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131q. N\u0259n\u0259m oturuqlu halda \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Dem\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxmaq ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Amma&#8230; Amma sonra da hirs vurmu\u015fdu ba\u015f\u0131na- \u015f\u0259kil uzaq k\u00fcncd\u0259, x\u0131ncam- x\u0131ncam, \u0259zik- \u0259zik idi. Mamam dedi- ciyim qalxd\u0131, \u015f\u0259kili sa\u011f \u0259lin\u0259 al\u0131b bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131, sonra da el\u0259 bir \u0259lind\u0259c\u0259 \u0259zik- \u0259zik el\u0259yib atd\u0131. \u015e\u0259kil sahibi g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. 64 il g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015fdi onu- amma son n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ondan. Y\u0259qin o d\u00fcnyada da ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamayacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 atama ham\u0131dan pis t\u0259sir etdi- he\u00e7 a\u011flaya da bilm\u0259di, n\u0259n\u0259min ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 sanki ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259n\u0259min 40 m\u0259rasimin\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131 haz\u0131r oldu- el\u0259 A\u011fk\u00f6yn\u0259k q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0259bir sexind\u0259 haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 heyr\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259ldim- ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131nda soyad yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131- Fatma Allahverdi q\u0131z\u0131-1905-2001. Atamdan soru\u015fdum- han\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259min familiyas\u0131 dey\u0259. Cavab\u0131 \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 oldu:<\/p>\n<p>-A bala, o familiyadan cijim bu d\u00fcnyada n\u0259 xeyir g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, o d\u00fcnyada da xeyir g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>_ _<\/p>\n<p>Bayaqdan b\u0259ri \u00e7ayxanada q\u0131z\u0131l kimi vaxt\u0131n\u0131 bu maraql\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ay\u0131ran taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc xeyli k\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015fdi- yaln\u0131z bunu dedi:<\/p>\n<p>-S\u0259nin n\u0259n\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259ti pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rin ya\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7oxdu. O q\u0259bir pir kimidi vallah. H\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lib niyy\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259k olar.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ayxanadan ayr\u0131l\u0131b ev\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcl\u0259r. B\u0259xtiyar m\u00fc\u0259llimgilin \u00e7ardaqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na xeyli qaranqu\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc astadan o bayat\u0131n\u0131 dedi:<\/p>\n<p>Qaranqucam, qaranquc,<\/p>\n<p>Qanad\u0131m ayr\u0131c- ayr\u0131c<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni vuran kimiydis\u0259<\/p>\n<p>Qan qussun oyuc- oyuc<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"8270\">Yaz\u0131ya 1047 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Qazamatdan yenic\u0259 qay\u0131dan B\u0259xtiyar m\u00fc\u0259llim bir taksi tutub s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc d\u00fcz A\u011fk\u00f6yn\u0259k q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na- n\u0259n\u0259sinin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259. T\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 acl\u0131q ed\u0259nd\u0259 xata yolda\u015flar\u0131na tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcb- el\u0259s\u0259m deyin n\u0259n\u0259min aya\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131na basd\u0131rs\u0131nlar. Amma \u00f6l\u00fcb- el\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi- budur q\u0259bristanl\u0131qda idi. Taks\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc d\u0259 q\u0259bir\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kdi. Fatma n\u0259n\u0259nin \u015f\u0259klini q\u0259bir da\u015f\u0131na h\u0259kk ed\u0259n r\u0259ssam sanki onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 oxumu\u015fdu- b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu \u0259zab [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7820,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8270"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8270"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8270\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8271,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8270\/revisions\/8271"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7820"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8270"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8270"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8270"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}