{"id":8282,"date":"2015-02-21T19:42:22","date_gmt":"2015-02-21T15:42:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8282"},"modified":"2015-02-21T19:42:22","modified_gmt":"2015-02-21T15:42:22","slug":"m%c9%99mm%c9%99d-ilqar-k%c9%99d%c9%99rim%c9%99-aciq-m%c9%99ktub","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8282","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130lqar –K\u0259d\u0259rim\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q m\u0259ktub"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Anamin sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131<\/p>\n

Hopub yadda\u015f\u0131ma g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k,
\nG\u00f6yn\u0259yir sin\u0259md\u0259, sin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131t\u0259k,
\nOvunmur evimin k\u00fcr u\u015fa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Ah, nec\u0259 duruydu e\u015fqim, ay Allah,
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259mizdi \u00fcr\u0259yim onda…
\nN\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259d etm\u0259zdi m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yallar,
\nN\u0259 da\u015fq\u0131n d\u0259nizdi \u00fcr\u0259yim onda –
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bilirdim G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 qar var, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f var,
\nBilirdim yollarda eni\u015f – yoxu\u015f var,
\nBirc\u0259 bilmirdim ki, bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 ” yox olmaq” var,
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 “\u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f” var
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 h\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259si ba\u015f\u0131m yoxuydu,\"\"
\nBel\u0259 sell\u0259n\u0259si ya\u015f\u0131m yoxuydu,
\nSevgi m\u0259ktublar\u0131 yaz\u0131rd\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259-
\nBu gidi d\u00fcnyayla i\u015fim yoxuydu.
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259rin s\u0131x vaxtlar\u0131yd\u0131,
\nArzumun \u00e7oxunun sa\u011f vaxtlar\u0131yd\u0131,
\nBaxt\u0131m\u0131n, g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u011f vaxtlar\u0131yd\u0131
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Deyim ki, yuxuydu –
\nyuxu deyildi,
\nDeyim ki, na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131-
\nAx\u0131 deyildi?
\nBir onu bilir\u0259m, ay a\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131m,
\nAnam\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131 deyildim,
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Dar g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015feiri\"\"<\/p>\n

Yigildi ba\u015fima dostum-qarda\u015fim,
\nD\u0259rdimi y\u00fcz yer\u0259 yozub getdil\u0259r.
\nD\u00fcnyani,zamani s\u00f6yd\u00fcl\u0259r yen\u0259,
\nSelt\u0259k co\u015fub,
\nYelt\u0259k \u0259sib getdil\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r d\u0259rdimin d\u0259rmani yoxdu,
\nS\u0259brim \u00f6z sin\u0259m\u0259 sancilan oxdu,
\n\u015e\u00f6hr\u0259tim \u00e7oxdusa,d\u0259rdim d\u0259 \u00e7oxdu
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259rdimd\u0259n bezib getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Dedil\u0259r-h\u0259yatdi,uyu dibind\u0259
\nVayi dibind\u0259di,
\ntoyu dibind\u0259\u2026
\n\u201cM\u0259lik\u201dsiz M\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259m quyu dibind\u0259,
\nM\u0259nim k\u0259ndirimi k\u0259sib getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcb dirilir\u0259m minill\u0259rdi ki,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm g\u00f6st\u0259rirs\u0259n n\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259,Tanri?..
\nS\u0259nin q\u0259hrin h\u0259d\u0259r,m\u0259nim qargi\u015fim-
\nN\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015far,n\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259,Tanri.<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

N\u0259 sadiq \u0259sg\u0259rdi k\u0259d\u0259r,g\u00f6r s\u0259n\u0259,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm \u00fczl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcb,k\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6rs\u0259 n\u0259?..
\nQiyma k\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6rs\u0259n\u0259,
\nQ\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 yanaqlara n\u0259m \u0259n\u0259,Tanri.<\/p>\n

M\u0259mm\u0259di qorxutmaz qar-ayaz daha,
\nNeyn\u0259r Savalanda qara,yaz daha?!.
\nY\u00fcz d\u0259 taleyimi qara yaz daha-
\nN\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259rddi ki,n\u0259m\u0259n\u0259,Tanri?!.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

DAVAL\u0130 K\u0130NOLAR<\/p>\n

Davali kinolar-nagil d\u00fcnyamiz,
\nD\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n kimiydi \u015f\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259,balla.
\nEl\u0259 yalvarardiq-kino\u00e7u dayi,
\nDavali kinolar g\u0259tir s\u0259n Allah!<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Oydu sevincimiz,k\u0259d\u0259rimiz d\u0259,
\nOydu Allahimiz,dinimiz o vaxt.
\nTaxta tapan\u00e7alar k\u0259m\u0259rimizd\u0259-
\nT\u0259tiy\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc dilimiz o vaxt.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u00e7ala bir d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u0259ng\u0259ri idi,
\n\u0130stiy\u0259-soyuga baxmazdiq onda…
\nH\u0259r\u0259miz bir V\u0259t\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259ri idik
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6lm\u0259liydik V\u0259t\u0259n yolunda!<\/p>\n

Sirli-sehrliydi duygular yaman,
\nBiri k\u00f6vr\u0259kdis\u0259,biri d\u0259liydi.
\nAx\u015fam kinolarda \u00f6l\u0259n q\u0259hr\u0259man
\nGec\u0259 yuxularda dirilm\u0259liydi!<\/p>\n

Toz-torpaq i\u00e7ind\u0259 hey s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259rdik,
\n\u018fli qumbarali o soldat kimi…
\nEl\u0259 ki,ax\u015famlar ev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rdik-
\nPayimiz yagli bir qapaz olardi,
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fczk\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 m\u00fckafat kimi.<\/p>\n

Biz n\u0259 bil\u0259ydik ki,n\u0259 qanlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
\nKim s\u0259pib bu boyda d\u0259rdi.m\u00f6hn\u0259ti?..
\nOgullar k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r de\u015fib,
\nAnalar k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc ogul h\u0259sr\u0259ti!..<\/p>\n

O k\u0259ndd\u0259 u\u015faqlar sevinir yen\u0259,
\nDavali kinolar g\u0259lir h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259…
\nHansi k\u0259ndind\u0259s\u0259 yer k\u00fcr\u0259mizin
\nDavada u\u015faqlar \u00f6l\u00fcr h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259!..<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

K\u018fD\u018fR\u0130M\u018f A\u00c7\u0130Q M\u018fKTUB<\/p>\n

Son p\u0259nahim,
\nSon \u0259lacim deyils\u0259n,
\nQarda\u015fin deyil\u0259m,
\nbacim deyils\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n indi ya\u015fimin bu yari vaxti
\n\u018flind\u0259n hayana qa\u00e7im deyirs\u0259n-
\nN\u0259di,\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirs\u0259n yaxamdan m\u0259nim?…<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

El\u0259 hey deyir\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n yazmayim,
\nBir az i\u015fiq olsun \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259.
\nUlduz i\u015figit\u0259k,
\nay i\u015figit\u0259k
\nAxib qari\u015firsan misralarima,-
\n\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 qayidir \u015feirl\u0259rim d\u0259…<\/p>\n

El\u0259 hey deyir\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n yazmayim,
\nEl\u0259 hey deyir\u0259m,\u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lmir…
\nBu zalim \u00fcr\u0259k d\u0259 bir yola g\u0259lmir
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 bir ayri t\u0259r\u0259fi qalir.
\nBir yandan tuturam t\u0259rs damarini-
\nQuzey q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259sinin d\u0259rdin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb
\nHopursan \u015feirimin misralarina-
\nG\u00fcney g\u00fcll\u0259rinin t\u0259rifi qalir-
\n\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 qayidir \u015feirl\u0259rim d\u0259.<\/p>\n

Olur ki,
\n\u0259lind\u0259n \u015feir yazmiram,
\n\u015eeir ha qargiyir,
\ns\u00f6y\u00fcr-yazmiram…
\nYen\u0259c\u0259 bogaza yigirsan m\u0259ni.
\nG\u0259zir\u0259m,s\u0259sind\u0259n ba\u015fim \u00e7atlayir,
\nYatiram,yuxuda bogursan m\u0259ni
\nGah g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m-
\nZ\u0259rli sandiginda M\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259min
\nOgul g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 mu\u015ftuluq kimi
\n43 il saxlanan k\u0259lagayisan…
\nGah da ki-
\nAbdulla ki\u015finin 43-d\u0259 qalan
\nsol ayagisan-
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 soxursan barmaqlarini
\nAllahin yoxdumu,Tanrin yoxdumu,
\nN\u0259di,\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirs\u0259n yaxamdan m\u0259nim?!…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 959 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Anamin sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131 Hopub yadda\u015f\u0131ma g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k, G\u00f6yn\u0259yir sin\u0259md\u0259, sin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131t\u0259k, Ovunmur evimin k\u00fcr u\u015fa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k Anam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131. Ah, nec\u0259 duruydu e\u015fqim, ay Allah, N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259mizdi \u00fcr\u0259yim onda… N\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259d etm\u0259zdi m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yallar, N\u0259 da\u015fq\u0131n d\u0259nizdi \u00fcr\u0259yim onda – Anam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131. Bilirdim G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 qar var, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f var, Bilirdim yollarda eni\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1616,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8282"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8282"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8282\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8283,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8282\/revisions\/8283"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1616"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8282"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8282"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8282"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}