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Ucqar bir da\u011f k\u0259ndin\u0259 t\u0259yinat almas\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 deyildi. I\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi m\u0259kt\u0259bin direktorundan is\u0259 ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n z\u0259hl\u0259si getmi\u015fdi. Cavan olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq z\u00f6vqs\u00fcz, s\u0259liq\u0259siz, s\u0131rt\u0131q bu adam (h\u0259r halda o bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.) ona- b\u00f6y\u00fck intellektli, d\u0259rin savadl\u0131 bir q\u0131za (h\u0259r halda bunlar\u0131 da o \u00f6z\u00fc bel\u0259 hesab edirdi) nec\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259rlik ed\u0259c\u0259kdi? Aran yerind\u0259 do\u011fulub b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z bir u\u015faql\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, a\u011fl\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259n arzular\u0131 onu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r h\u0259yat\u0131na vur\u011fun etmi\u015fdi. Do\u011fulub b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fc \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tipli q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259ni bel\u0259 sevm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bir d\u0259 ki, q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 filan n\u0259di, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rini d\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r hesab el\u0259mirdi. Ki\u015finin q\u0131z\u0131 xaricd\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yirdi ey xaricd\u0259. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 xaric dey\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox yeri n\u0259z\u0259\u0259rd\u0259 tumurdu ha. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, ke\u00e7mi\u015f Sovet m\u0259kan\u0131 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xaric deyildi. Xaric o \u00f6lk\u0259 idi ki, buralara q\u0259tiyy\u0259n ox\u015farl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmas\u0131n. Amerika, B\u00f6y\u00fck Britaniya, Almaniya, Fransa kimi… B\u0259d ayaqda lap Nigeriya, Flippin, Qana kimi \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 raz\u0131 olard\u0131. T\u0259ki xaric olsun. Amma bir balaca toxtaql\u0131\u011f\u0131 da vard\u0131, uzaq ba\u015f\u0131 bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 bir il i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u00c7\u0259tinliyi Robertonun g\u0259l\u0259n il universtiteti bitirm\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r idi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 el\u0259 indi- yolboyu, direktorun ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi k\u0259nd\u0259 ged\u0259rk\u0259n x\u0259yallar\u0131 onu yenic\u0259 ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib apar\u0131rd\u0131. Bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 o, \u0259traf\u0131nda p\u0259rvan\u0259 kimi dolanan az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 o\u011flanlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birin\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl verm\u0259di. \u018fv\u0259l bir frans\u0131z o\u011flanla yax\u0131nl\u0131q etdi. Sonra bu g\u0259d\u0259nin s\u0259ma, d\u0259niz r\u0259ngini b\u0259dnam ed\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n oldu\u011funu bilib uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 xarici \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lib Bak\u0131da t\u0259hsil alan a\u011f d\u0259rili u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti haqq\u0131nda s\u00f6yl\u0259nilirdi bu fikirl\u0259r. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259lac\u0131 qara d\u0259rili u\u015faqlara qald\u0131 v\u0259 bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259\u00a0 C\u0259nubi Afrikadan olan Roberto kar\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131. Bel\u0259c\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 il Roberto il\u0259 sevdal\u0131 bir g\u0259nclik \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131. Bu qarayan\u0131z, qarayan\u0131z n\u0259di, qapqara, lap k\u00f6m\u00fcr kimi qara o\u011flan\u0131 sevirdi, sevmirdi dem\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir. Onu bir \u00f6z\u00fc bilirdi, bir allah\u0131. He\u00e7 Roberto da bilmirdi. Bu qara g\u0259d\u0259nin bir \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259 o idi ki, atas\u0131 C\u0259nubi Afrika respublikas\u0131n\u0131n Fransadak\u0131 s\u0259firi idi. Dem\u0259li Fransada ya\u015famaq ehtimal\u0131 daha b\u00f6y\u00fck idi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259kt\u0259b direktorunun m\u0259nas\u0131z suallar\u0131na \u00fcr\u0259ksiz cavablar verirdi. Direktor is\u0259 sanki bunu hiss etmirdi, sualdan ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Arzu cavan m\u0259kt\u0259b r\u0259hb\u0259rinin bu canf\u0259\u015fanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 u\u011fursuz \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurmaq c\u0259hdi kimi qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirirdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, bu adam s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259k, arada isti m\u00fcnasib\u0259t yaraymaq ist\u0259yir, ancaq dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z tapm\u0131r, q\u0131sas\u0131 bu i\u015fi bacarm\u0131r. Direktorun sonuncu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri is\u0259 onu \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdirdi.<\/p>\n

– Arzu xan\u0131m, y\u0259qin ki, universitetd\u0259 oxuma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn atan\u0131z \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck x\u0259rcl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kib.
\n– \u018fla\u00e7\u0131 t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00fc il\u0259 oxumu\u015fam, atam ancaq ev kiray\u0259sini \u00f6d\u0259yib, bir d\u0259 \u0259yin ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131
\nal\u0131b.
\nDirektor kinay\u0259li t\u0259rzd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcb:
\n– Onu demir\u0259m ey, o boyda m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 girm\u0259yin \u00f6z\u00fc filan q\u0259d\u0259r pul tutur. Sonra da
\nsemestir imtahanlar\u0131, filan…
\n– M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm q\u0259bul olmu\u015fam, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 oxumu\u015fam.
\n– Pah! \u0130nand\u0131m. Ay q\u0131z indi pulsuz m\u0259kt\u0259b var b\u0259y\u0259m? Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildi bizim m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n he\u00e7
\nkim \u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259bul olmay\u0131b. Ne\u00e7\u0259sini \u00f6z\u00fcm apar\u0131b pulnan d\u00fcz\u0259ltmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Arzunu d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u201cm\u0259n hara g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam? \u201d dedi. Onu da anlad\u0131 ki, bu direktorun \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 pulla nail olanlardand\u0131. Bel\u0259 adamlar hans\u0131sa i\u015fin pulsuz d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yini t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilmirl\u0259r. \u201cCavan olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r k\u00f6hn\u0259 fikrli adamd\u0131r\u201d,\u00a0 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. A\u011fz\u0131na doldurdu\u011fu \u201cs\u0259nin kimi m\u00fc\u0259llimin el\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fagirdl\u0259ri olacaq\u201d s\u00fczl\u0259rini dem\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn di\u015fini di\u015fin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 bir yum\u015faq cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr m\u0259kt\u0259binizd\u0259 t\u0259hsilin s\u0259viyy\u0259si a\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Direktor da s\u00f6z altda qalmad\u0131:
\n– \u0130n\u015fallah o s\u0259viyy\u0259ni s\u0259n s\u0259n lap g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 qld\u0131rarsan- dedi v\u0259 yenid\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259tin \u0259vv\u0259lin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131- deyirs\u0259n pulsuz oxumu\u015fam, oxuyarsan d\u0259, s\u0259nin kimi g\u00f6z\u0259ld\u0259n kimdi pul uman. Bir bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n milyona d\u0259y\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Arzu ist\u0259di di\u015finin dibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131 bu s\u0259feh adama s\u00f6yl\u0259sin, ancaq yen\u0259 di\u015fini di\u015fin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 el\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131 ki, s\u0259d\u0259f kimi parlaq, inci kimi s\u0131x di\u015fl\u0259rinin dibind\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Onun bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda susmas\u0131 is\u0259 direktorda ba\u015fqa bir \u00fcmid yaratd\u0131. \u201cdey\u0259s\u0259n qu\u015fqunu bo\u015fdu, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 buruntaq g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259ndi\u201d dey\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. S\u00f6hb\u0259tin ard\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 bu m\u00f6vzuda qurma\u011fa q\u0259rar verdi. El\u0259 bu ist\u0259kl\u0259 d\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n salonundak\u0131 g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fc arxada oturan q\u0131za t\u0259r\u0259f y\u00f6n\u0259ltdi. Bir\u00a0 ne\u00e7\u0259 u\u011frsuz c\u0259hdd\u0259n sonra s\u00f6hb\u0259tin al\u0131nmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb yen\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 \u0259l atd\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fc\u00a0 bir az da a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259ydi, q\u0131z\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131q dizl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f tu\u015flad\u0131. Bunu Arzu da hiss etdi v\u0259 dizl\u0259rini qabaq oturaca\u011f\u0131n arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259tdi
\n– M\u00fc\u0259llim, yola bax\u0131n, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015f\u0131rars\u0131z.<\/p>\n

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K\u0259nd\u0259 \u015f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fanda \u00e7atd\u0131lar. Ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc \u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131dan mal- qaran\u0131n, qoyun-quzunun qald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 toz- torpa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 Arzu d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qapad\u0131. Sanki bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. Adamlar\u0131n k\u0259ndin bu ba\u015f\u0131ndan o ba\u015f\u0131na biri-birini \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131, u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, it h\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si, qoyun m\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259si onun qulaqlar\u0131nda vahim\u0259li bir u\u011fultuya \u00e7evrildi. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131 danlad\u0131: \u201dm\u0259ni niy\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259tin verdiyi t\u0259yinat\u0131n ixtiyar\u0131na buraxd\u0131n, niy\u0259 vaxt\u0131nda i\u015fimi d\u00fcz\u00fcb qo\u015fmad\u0131n? Indi m\u0259n bu v\u0259h\u015fixanada nec\u0259 ya\u015fayacam?\u201d<\/p>\n

Kiray\u0259ni\u015fin olaca\u011f\u0131 evi d\u0259, ail\u0259ni d\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259di. O ail\u0259ni ki, t\u0259z\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin g\u0259li\u015fi \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ona otaqlar\u0131n \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar Arzunun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 be\u015f q\u0259piy\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. \u018fsas problem o idi ki, bu evin hamam\u0131, ayr\u0131ca m\u0259tb\u0259xi bel\u0259 yoxuydu. S\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn direktordan ba\u015fqa ev\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259sini t\u0259l\u0259b etdi. Bu\u00a0 ist\u0259yi d\u0259 tezlikl\u0259 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7di. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u00fcn k\u0259ndin a\u011fsaqql\u0131 say\u0131lan Seyid Mirq\u0259dimin evin\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc. Bu\u00a0 m\u0259nzild\u0259 rahat ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn normal \u015f\u0259rait vard\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 evin sakinl\u0259ri azd\u0131. Burda Mirq\u0259dim a\u011fadan, onun n\u0259v\u0259si 17 ya\u015fl\u0131 Mirtaz\u0259d\u0259n v\u0259 onun anas\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa kims\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131. Evin 2-ci qat\u0131 dem\u0259k olar ki, tamamil\u0259\u00a0 Arzunun ixtiyar\u0131nda olacaqd\u0131 ki, bu da onun s\u0259rb\u0259st ya\u015famas\u0131 \u00fcn\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259la \u015f\u0259rait idi. \u0259slind\u0259 Arzu kiray\u0259ni\u015fin oldu\u011fu bu evin adamlar\u0131na qaynay\u0131b qar\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

Tezd\u0259n oyand\u0131, \u0259l \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuyuyb yuxar\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxmaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, evin xan\u0131m\u0131 onu s\u0259h\u0259r nahar\u0131na d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. O, t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edib s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r yem\u0259y\u0259 ad\u0259t etm\u0259diyini dedi v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u201cbirc\u0259 o qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, sizinl\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz oturub nahar ed\u0259m\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 Mirtaz\u0259 il\u0259 g\u0259ldi. O\u011flan bu m\u0259kt\u0259bin 11-sinfind\u0259 oxuyudu. K\u00f6hn\u0259, u\u00e7uq-s\u00f6k\u00fck, birm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li m\u0259kt\u0259b binas\u0131 da xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259di, \u201cm\u0259nim i\u015f yerim\u0259 bax ey, lap yevrositildi\u201d.<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hay-k\u00fcy b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Adama el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r bu d\u0259qiq\u0259
\n\u0259lb\u0259yaxa davaya \u00e7\u0131xacaqlar. Arzu sonradan ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, bu qan davas\u0131 deyil, illik d\u0259rs b\u00f6lg\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr. Ya\u015fl\u0131 bir m\u00fc\u0259llim onu g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi h\u00fccuma ke\u00e7di:
\n– Budu t\u0259z\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, budur m\u0259nim d\u0259rsim\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik olma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259n?- m\u0259lum oldu ki, bu adam m\u0259kt\u0259bin rus dili m\u00fc\u0259llimidir. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 40 ildir burada \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Rus dilinin orta m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0 t\u0259drisi dayand\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131qdan sonra ingilis dili d\u0259rsl\u0259rini g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f, ancaq bu dild\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 bilm\u0259diyind\u0259n h\u0259min f\u0259nnin d\u0259 \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 rus dili ke\u00e7mi\u015fdir. D\u0259rsl\u0259rin ondan al\u0131n\u0131b t\u0259yinatla g\u0259l\u0259n cavan m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 verilm\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259tiyy\u0259n raz\u0131 deyildi. D\u0259rd onda idi ki, Arzunun \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n yaln\u0131z rus dili m\u00fc\u0259llimi olmad\u0131. Peoqoji kollektivin h\u0259r bir \u00fczv\u00fc ona t\u0259pki g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Arzu sonradan ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdi ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu i\u015fl\u0259ri direktor bir g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n t\u0259\u015fkil edib. \u00c7\u00fcnki t\u0259yinatla g\u0259l\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin i\u015f\u0259 q\u0259bul olunmas\u0131 direktorun irad\u0259sin\u0259 zidd idi.\u00a0 O, vokant yer \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u011fl\u0131 m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ri axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcbahis\u0259nin q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n vaxt\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259bin kitabxana\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259ri girib yeni kitablar\u0131n g\u0259ldiyini dedi v\u0259 onlar\u0131 yerb\u0259yer etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fagirdl\u0259rin k\u00f6m\u0259yin\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 oldu\u011funu bildirdi. El\u0259 bil direktor bu x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259nd imi\u015f. M\u00fcbahis\u0259d\u0259n yaxas\u0131n\u0131 qurtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u201cgedim t\u0259z\u0259 kitablara bx\u0131m\u201d dey\u0259r\u0259k otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Arzu da bu hay-k\u00fcyl\u00fc yerd\u0259 \u00e7ox qala bilm\u0259di v\u0259 kitabxanaya \u00fcz tutdu. Buradak\u0131 m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 is\u0259 bamba\u015fqa idi. Direktor yeni g\u0259l\u0259n b\u0259dii \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr, varaqlay\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus m\u00fcnasib\u0259t bildirirdi. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Nizaminin kitab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb kitabxana\u00e7\u0131dan soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– Bu ki\u015finin be\u015f X\u0259ms\u0259si var, be\u015fi d\u0259 g\u0259libmi?
\n– B\u0259li \u0259linizd\u0259ki o kitablardan biridi
\n– Ay q\u0131z n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, bu leyli v\u0259 M\u0259cnundur X\u0259ms\u0259 deyil. X\u0259ms\u0259ni d\u0259 bu
\nyazmay\u0131bm\u0131? Yoxsa\u00a0 F\u00fczuli yaz\u0131b?<\/p>\n

\u018flind\u0259ki kitab\u0131 varaqlayan Arzuya bu s\u00f6hb\u0259t q\u0259tiyy\u0259n q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259di, \u00e7\u00fcnki o, m\u0259kt\u0259b r\u0259hb\u0259rinin s\u0259viyy\u0259sin\u0259 el\u0259 ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n b\u0259l\u0259d olmu\u015fdu. Direktor varaqlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ikinci kitaba is\u0259 tamam ba\u015fqa m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259 bax bu \u0259la,\u00a0 Z\u0259limxan\u0131hn kitab\u0131d\u0131. Ay q\u0131z bunu lap yuxar\u0131 ba\u015fa qoyarsan, h\u00f6k\u00fcm\u0259t
\nadam\u0131d\u0131.
\nN\u00f6vb\u0259ti kitaba \u0259l atanda el\u0259 bil direktoru tok vurdu. Sanki bu kitabda y\u00fcks\u0259k \u015fidd\u0259tli elektrik c\u0259r\u0259yan\u0131 vard\u0131.
\n– N\u0259? \u018fli K\u0259rim? Bu kitab hardan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb bura? Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b kitabxana\u00e7\u0131ya baxd\u0131. Bir
\nanda el\u0259 p\u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, sanki uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t isti hamamda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\u00a0 Ay q\u0131z, s\u0259nn\u0259n d\u00f6yl\u0259m, kim g\u0259tirib bu kitab\u0131 bura?
\n– Bu da t\u0259z\u0259 kitablardand\u0131
\n– Ola bilm\u0259z, d\u00f6vl\u0259t bu adam\u0131n kitab\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarmaz, bu d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u00e7iliyin \u0259leyhin\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, bu
\nm\u00fcxalif\u0259t\u00e7idir, bu xaindir,\u00a0 yox m\u0259n bu i\u015fi bel\u0259 qoymaram laz\u0131mi yerl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259lumat ver\u0259c\u0259m burada bir t\u0259xribat var bu…- s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bitirm\u0259di iki \u0259liyl\u0259 gicgahlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131xd\u0131. he\u00e7 kim bir \u015fey anlam\u0131rd\u0131, kitabxana\u00e7\u0131 da, Arzu da heyr\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259r\u0259ldib direktora bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. N\u0259hay\u0259t Arzu dill\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259t ed\u0259 bildi.
\n– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim, \u018fli K\u0259rim nec\u0259 m\u00fcxlif\u0259t\u00e7i ola bil\u0259rdi? Ax\u0131 O…
\n– B\u0259s d\u00fcn\u0259n t\u0259hsild\u0259n savaddan d\u0259m vururdun, bu g\u00fcn \u018fli K\u0259rimi tan\u0131mad\u0131n. N\u0259t\u0259r yan\u0131 m\u00fcxalif\u0259t d\u00f6y\u00fcl, b\u0259 Xalq c\u0259bh\u0259sinin b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259m? \u018fli K\u0259rimdi dana…<\/p>\n

Arzu s\u00f6hb\u0259tin n\u0259d\u0259n getdiyini indi anlad\u0131. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, cavan direktor \u015fair \u018fli K\u0259riml\u0259 siyas\u0259t\u00e7i \u018fli K\u0259rimlini d\u0259yi\u015fik sal\u0131b. Ancaq \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc vurmad\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc, bu \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259li olay\u0131n davam\u0131na tama\u015fa etm\u0259k ist\u0259di. Direktorun ba\u015fqa kitablara nec\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259yini l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 izl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Direktor is\u0259 \u018fli K\u0259rimd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

– Yox m\u0259n m\u0259lumat verm\u0259liy\u0259m,bu n\u0259 is\u0259 bir t\u0259xribatd\u0131r. Burada m\u00fcx\u00fclif\u0259t barma\u011f\u0131
\nvar. Bel\u0259 kitablar\u0131 oxudub u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 pozmaq ist\u0259yirl\u0259r,- deyib toqqas\u0131ndak\u0131 telefona \u0259l atd\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 Arzu yen\u0259 dill\u0259nm\u0259k zorunda qald\u0131, bildi ki, z\u0259ng ets\u0259 b\u0259db\u0259xt \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc r\u00fcsvay ed\u0259c\u0259k.
\n– M\u00fc\u0259llim, dayan\u0131n. Burada bir anl\u0131\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131q var. Sizin dediyiniz siyas\u0259t\u00e7i ba\u015fqa adamd\u0131r, bu is\u0259 \u015fair \u018fli K\u0259rimin kitab\u0131d\u0131r. O, indi ya\u015fam\u0131r 69- da r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedib. Vaxt\u0131 il\u0259 \u201c\u0130lk simfoniya\u201d adl\u0131 \u015feiri beyn\u0259lxalq m\u00fcsabiq\u0259d\u0259 m\u00fckafat al\u0131b. M\u0259\u015fhur \u015feirl\u0259ri var, e\u015fitm\u0259misizmi? \u201cQaytar ana borcunu\u201d, \u201c\u0130ki sevgi\u201d…<\/p>\n

Q\u0259z\u0259bind\u0259n he\u00e7 kimin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmayan direktor dey\u0259s\u0259n yen\u0259 inanmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Arzu bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcb kitab\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. \u015eairin h\u0259yat\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259lumat\u0131 oxudu. Direktor \u018fli K\u0259rimin \u00e7oxdan \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 tam \u0259min olandan sonra bir az toxtad\u0131. P\u0259rtliyini gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da buna nail ola bilm\u0259di.\u00a0 Utancaq halda g\u0259nc m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. El\u0259 bil dilsiz bir m\u0259xluq idi v\u0259 \u00f6z xilaskar\u0131na bu m\u0259zlum bax\u0131\u015flarla t\u0259\u015f\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc bildirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sind\u0259 is\u0259 bu q\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n savadl\u0131 adam\u0131 hesab ed\u0259r\u0259k, \u201c q\u0131zdak\u0131 savda bax ey, \u015fairin ne\u00e7\u0259nci ild\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 bilir, hans\u0131 \u015feirinin m\u00fckafat ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da kitaba-zada baxmadan deyir. Yox, bunu incitm\u0259k olmaz. H\u0259r \u015feyin \u00e7\u0259mini bil\u0259n q\u0131zd\u0131, ora-bura yazar, i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259m \u201d.<\/p>\n

Bu olaydan sonra onun Arzuya olan m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti tamam d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Bu t\u0259kc\u0259 qorxu deyildi,\u00a0 dey\u0259s\u0259n subay m\u0259kt\u0259b r\u0259hb\u0259rinin q\u0259lbind\u0259 sevgi toxumu da c\u00fcc\u0259rirdi v\u0259 bu c\u00fcc\u0259rtil\u0259ri Arzu da g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018fslind\u0259 bu c\u00fcc\u0259rtil\u0259ri alaq otu kimi m\u0259hv etm\u0259k Arzunun \u0259lind\u0259 asan bir i\u015f idi. Ancaq o, m\u00fcdirinin onu g\u00f6r\u0259rk\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc hallardan l\u0259zz\u0259t al\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 b\u0259zi h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259riyl\u0259 bu sad\u0259l\u00f6vh adama yalan\u00e7\u0131 \u00fcmidl\u0259r d\u0259 verirdi. Bu \u00fcmidverici m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259n sonra direktor \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259t tap\u0131b q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259klikd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259kil\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131b dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Ancaq m\u0259tl\u0259b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f Arzu s\u00f6hb\u0259tin s\u0259mtini el\u0259 ustal\u0131qla d\u0259yi\u015firdi ki, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 o\u011flan\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131nda qal\u0131rd\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 gec\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259dikl\u0259rini dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

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\u0130lk g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u00a0 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin sakinl\u0259riyl\u0259 soyuq davransa da Zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 onlara isini\u015firdi. Noyabr ay\u0131n\u0131n uzun gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 dar\u0131x\u0131b a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 enir, ev sahibl\u0259ri il\u0259 birl\u0131kd\u0259 televizora bax\u0131r, Mirq\u0259dim a\u011fan\u0131n maraql\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131. Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r m\u0259zmunca maraql\u0131 olsa da m\u0259naca c\u0259f\u0259ngiyyatdan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey deyildi(h\u0259r halda o bel\u0259 hesab edirdi). Bir g\u00fcn Mirqq\u0259dim a\u011fa yen\u0259 imamdan, pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ark\u0259n q\u00fcrurla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 bu ali n\u0259sild\u0259n oldu\u011funu vur\u011fulad\u0131. Bu zaman Arzu ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 sual\u0131 verm\u0259y\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t tapd\u0131:
\n– Baba, pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r n\u0259v\u0259si oldu\u011funuzu deyirsiz. El\u0259 is\u0259 n\u0259sil \u015f\u0259c\u0259r\u0259nizi h\u0259min d\u00f6vr\u0259
\nq\u0259d\u0259r saya bil\u0259rsizmi?
\n– Yox q\u0131z\u0131m, atam\u0131n babas\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131y\u0131ram, ondan \u0259vv\u0259lkil\u0259r \u0130ran tayda ya\u015fay\u0131blar.
\nAtam\u0131n babas\u0131 Araz\u0131 ke\u00e7ib burda m\u0259sk\u0259n sal\u0131b, el\u0259 o vaxtdan da a\u011f\u0131r seyid kimi ad qazan\u0131b.
\n– N\u0259 bilirsiz, b\u0259lk\u0259 baban\u0131z bu taya adlad\u0131qdan sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc seyid kimi q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 verib
\ncamaat\u0131 aldad\u0131b.
\nSeyid az qald\u0131 ki, vulkan kimi p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u0259:
\n– \u015e\u0259kk el\u0259m\u0259 bala, \u015f\u0259kk el\u0259m\u0259. Imam n\u0259slind\u0259n oldu\u011fumu s\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259n s\u00fcbut ed\u0259
\nbilm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 allah isbat ed\u0259r. In\u015fallah qurbanoldu\u011funm s\u0259nin bu sual\u0131na cavab tapar.<\/p>\n

Sonralar Mirq\u0259dim ki\u015fi bu dikba\u015f q\u0131z\u0131n bel\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00e7ox e\u015fits\u0259 d\u0259 dinm\u0259di \u201cnec\u0259 olsa m\u00fc\u0259llimdir \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131za bilik verm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lib. Mirtaz\u0259 il\u0259 evd\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olur, u\u015fa\u011fa ingilisin dilini qand\u0131r\u0131r\u201d, dedi. Mirtaz\u0259 is\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 il\u0259 t\u0259k qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlarda yaln\u0131z ingilisin dilini deyil ba\u015fqa m\u0259tl\u0259bl\u0259ri d\u0259 qanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Arzunun qara, xumar g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, \u00e7iy\u0259l\u0259k dodaqlar\u0131ndan damc\u0131layan bal kimi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri, q\u0131sa \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n \u0259tli dizl\u0259ri onun a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. \u0259g\u0259r a\u011f\u0131l ba\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131bsa yad mill\u0259tin dilini n\u0259 il\u0259 qavrayacaqsan?<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259r bir birini \u0259v\u0259z etdikc\u0259 n\u0259 \u015fagirdin\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 direktoruna bigan\u0259 qala bilm\u0259y\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 se\u00e7im qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi v\u0259 bu durumda \u0259n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 add\u0131m\u0131 atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xeyli d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259li oldu. Dem\u0259k olar ki bir gec\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yatmad\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lmaq bilmirdi. Saat bir c\u00fct \u0259qr\u0259bini qo\u015fa q\u0131l\u0131nc kimi s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131b vaxt\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259smi\u015fdi. Yan\u0131ndan \u00f6tm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259ri q\u0131l\u0131ncdan ke\u00e7irirdi. Saniy\u0259l\u0259r qan damlalar\u0131 kimi Arzunun \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yirdi. Fikrl\u0259r onu gah Robertonun, gah direktorun, gah da \u015fagirdin yan\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259di. \u201cb\u0259lk\u0259 vaz ke\u00e7im b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131mdan, b\u0259lk\u0259 taleyim bu k\u0259ndl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r, bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 kiminl\u0259, o z\u0131rrama direktorlam\u0131? Yox ola bilm\u0259z, ondan z\u0259hl\u0259m gedir. N\u0259 olsun z\u0259hl\u0259m gedir, bu adam\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi var. 25 ya\u015f\u0131ndan m\u0259kt\u0259b direktorudu. \u00d6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00e7ox imkanl\u0131d\u0131. Daha b\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r. Ax\u0131 savad\u0131 yoxdu. Eh kimdi savada baxan. Amma yox olmaz m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 yaln\u0131z pulda v\u0259zif\u0259d\u0259 deyil, t\u00fcrkl\u0259r demi\u015f ba\u015fl\u0131ca konu k\u00fclt\u00fcr f\u0259rqidir. B\u0259lk\u0259 Mirtaz\u0259? Yox q\u0259tiyy\u0259n, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131d\u0131, ancaq h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faqd\u0131, ail\u0259si d\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u00fchafiz\u0259kard\u0131. N\u0259 bilim, mini olmaz, \u015falvar olaz, o olmaz ,bu olamaz… B\u0259s Roberto, Fransa, Paris h\u0259yat\u0131… ax\u0131 bunlar m\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131q arzular\u0131m olub\u201d. Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n sonra q\u0131\u015f t\u0259tilind\u0259 Bak\u0131ya gedib Roberto il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni daha ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 m\u00fczakir\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rar verdi.<\/p>\n

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Bak\u0131n\u0131n soyuq, k\u00fcl\u0259kli g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n birind\u0259 Univrsitetin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 dayan\u0131b kimis\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m \u0259zab\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey deyil. Arzu is\u0259 bu \u0259zab\u0131 hiss etmirdi, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ayl\u0131q ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan sonra yenid\u0259n g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rinin v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259- bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259k, k\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qalmaq nec\u0259 d\u0259 \u015firindi. Adam bir az da q\u0259ribs\u0259yir. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131n yox, s\u0259ni tan\u0131yanlardan, s\u0259nin tan\u0131d\u0131qlar\u0131ndan he\u00e7 kim g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymir, el\u0259 bil t\u0259kl\u0259nirs\u0259n, n\u0259 is\u0259 itirmi\u015f kimi hiss edirs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 bu itirdiyin ba\u015fqas\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n tap\u0131l\u0131b el\u0259 bil. Bu ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131qda is\u0259 burada kimis\u0259, n\u0259yis\u0259 axtarma\u011f\u0131n \u0259b\u0259s oldu\u011funu duyursan. V\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 suyu s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259-s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrs\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259…<\/p>\n

Arzu da ya\u015fad\u0131 bu nisgilli duy\u011funu Robertonu g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi yar\u0131m saat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259. Budur, Roberto g\u0259lir. Aman allah, Arzu d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli bir m\u00fcqayis\u0259nin do\u011furdu\u011fu ac\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcz\u0259dir. Bel\u0259 ki, Roberto uzaqdan g\u0259l\u0131\u0259rk\u0259n Arzu onun \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 gah direktoru, gah da Mirtaz\u0259ni t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdi v\u0259 h\u0259r ikisinin bu qara g\u0259d\u0259d\u0259n y\u00fcz qat \u00fcst\u00fcn oldu\u011fu q\u0259na\u0259tind\u0259 bulundu. Tez d\u0259 bu fikri ba\u015f\u0131ndan qovdu: \u201cm\u0259ni romantika, sevgi zahiri g\u00f6z\u0259llik aldatmamal\u0131d\u0131r. Hissimi a\u011fl\u0131ma qurban verib m\u0259qs\u0259dim\u0259 do\u011fru getm\u0259liy\u0259m\u201d.<\/p>\n

Bahal\u0131 restoranlardan birind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259ndil\u0259r. H\u0259r ikisi \u00e7ox i\u00e7di. Hesab\u0131 Arzu \u00f6d\u0259di v\u0259 Robertoyla gec\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259diyini dedi. Otel\u0259 birlikd\u0259 getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Qalx\u0131b oturdu, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovxalad\u0131, h\u0259r iki qolunu yana a\u00e7\u0131b quluncunu q\u0131rd\u0131, bundan sonra sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 baxd\u0131,\u00a0 Roberto yox idi. Saata baxd\u0131, 11… dem\u0259k, \u00f6\u011flan tezd\u0259n qalx\u0131b d\u0259rs\u0259 gedib. Vanna ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib du\u015f q\u0259bul etdi. Bundan sora bir az ay\u0131lan kimi oldu. D\u00fcn\u0259nki i\u00e7kinin t\u0259siri seyr\u0259ldikc\u0259\u00a0 Arzunun pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 art\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cm\u0259n n\u0259 etdim? Ay allah b\u0259db\u0259xt el\u0259dim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 aparmad\u0131 o zaman n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259m? Niy\u0259 bu gec\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tamamil\u0259 t\u0259slim etdim, niy\u0259?\u201d
\nEl\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 bu iztirabla qay\u0131td\u0131. K\u0259ndd\u0259 is\u0259 onu yeni bir mac\u0259ra g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. T\u0259z\u0259 bir sevdal\u0131s\u0131 peyda olmu\u015fdu m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin. Arzu Bak\u0131da ik\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc C\u0259bi\u015fin anas\u0131 Mirq\u0259dim a\u011fan\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na el\u00e7i g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Mirtaz\u0259nin anas\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ox yek\u0259xana oldu\u011funu demi\u015f, xo\u015faxo\u015fluqla raz\u0131 olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– Yen\u0259 g\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 desn, q\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi olsa y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b ged\u0259rik ata-anas\u0131ndan ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259.
\nMirq\u0259dim a\u011fa is\u0259 g\u0259lininin bu m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcb:
\n– Ay bala, o q\u0131z\u0131 ki, m\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131ram O, bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 qalma\u011fa raz\u0131 olmaz. \u0259g\u0259r o\u011flun
\nist\u0259yirs\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7s\u0131n, sonra bar\u0131\u015f\u0131q i\u015fini \u00f6z\u00fcm h\u0259ll ed\u0259r\u0259m.
\n– A\u011fa, c\u0259ddin\u0259 qurban olum, s\u0259nin qap\u0131ndan q\u0131z aparmaq do\u011fru olmaz ax\u0131.<\/p>\n

Mirq\u0259dim a\u011fa fikr\u0259 getdi. Do\u011frusu ba\u015fqa vaxt olsayd\u0131 bu ev\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t olunmu\u015f u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131na he\u00e7 zaman raz\u0131 olmazd\u0131. Ancaq Mirtaz\u0259nin tora d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n ehtiyatlan\u0131rd\u0131. Son vaxtlr g\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir c\u00fcr apar\u0131rd\u0131. Dey\u0259s\u0259n bu q\u0131z\u0131n fikrini el\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim qap\u0131mdan aparmas\u0131n, m\u0259kt\u0259bin qap\u0131s\u0131ndan apars\u0131n. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 qon\u015fu k\u0259ndd\u0259ki bac\u0131n gil\u0259 apars\u0131n, ara sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ev\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti uzaqdan dinl\u0259y\u0259n Mirtaz\u0259nin hikk\u0259d\u0259n az qal\u0131rd\u0131 ki, di\u015fi ba\u011f\u0131rsa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259ssin.<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 qay\u0131dan kimi m\u0259tl\u0259bi anladaca\u011f\u0131na q\u0259rar verdi. Arzunun\u00a0 getdiyi g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na y\u00fcz fikir g\u0259l\u0259n Mirtaz\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu da yeni z\u0259rb\u0259 idi. \u018fm\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 sevirdi q\u0131z\u0131, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa tab g\u0259tirmirdi, h\u0259tta gizli-gizli a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 da.<\/p>\n

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Yanvar t\u0259tili ba\u015fa \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yeni ilin ilk d\u0259rs g\u00fcn\u00fc idi. Mirtaz\u0259 Arzunu\u00a0 g\u00f6zd\u0259n qoymurdu, az qal\u0131rd\u0131 ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rsl\u0259r\u0259 onunla birlikd\u0259 girsin. Bunu etm\u0259y\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259ti \u00e7atmasa da q\u0131z\u0131n d\u0259rs ke\u00e7diyi otaqlar\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131nda t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcs\u0259 kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Arzu m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131na gir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra nisb\u0259t\u0259n rahatla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Imkan tap\u0131b t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259ni Arzuya anlada bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. H\u0259r an \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259d\u0259,qula\u011f\u0131 s\u0259sd\u0259 idi. Ma\u015f\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fid\u0259n kimi \u00fcr\u0259yi aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc o d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 itirirdi ki, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u00fcr\u0259yini taptalama\u011f\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259ri olmurdu. Yenid\u0259n z\u0259ng, yenid\u0259n t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcs… Arzu bu d\u0259f\u0259 birba\u015fa h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Mirtaz\u0259 is\u0259 ondan uzaqda qalmal\u0131 oldu, \u00e7\u00fcnki q\u0131z ayaqyoluna gedirdi. Hadis\u0259 el\u0259 bu zaman ba\u015f verdi. Iki n\u0259f\u0259r q\u0259fild\u0259n peyda olub Arzunun qollar\u0131ndan tutdular, s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259yib ma\u015f\u0131na sald\u0131lar v\u0259 tez d\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 sal\u0131b uzaqla\u015fd\u0131lar. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar el\u0259 ani ba\u015f verdi ki, n\u0259 Arzu, n\u0259 d\u0259 onu g\u00f6zd\u0259n qoymayan Mirtaz\u0259 hay-k\u00fcy sal\u0131b k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 adam \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ra bildil\u0259r. Yerind\u0259 donub qalm\u0131\u015f Mirtaz\u0259 el\u0259 bil bird\u0259n ay\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra \u2013q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131nca qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131n art\u0131q k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 Mirtaz\u0259 onun hara ged\u0259c\u0259yini d\u0259qiq bilirdi v\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Direktorun ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131nda dayananda onun qa\u00e7ma\u011fa taq\u0259ti qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, s\u0259ntirl\u0259y\u0259-s\u0259ntirl\u0259y\u0259 yeriyirdi,ancaq geri d\u00f6nm\u0259k fikri yoxuydu. Direktorun bu i\u015f\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131na oturdu.<\/p>\n

Qon\u015fu k\u0259nd \u00e7ox da uzaqda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan tez \u00e7atd\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n ged\u0259c\u0259yi \u00fcnvan\u0131 Mirtaz\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. H\u0259r \u015fey babas\u0131n\u0131n ssenarisi \u00fczr\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. H\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131lar. Direktor ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi el\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131, el\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r ya\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131 ki, evd\u0259kil\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. \u018flb\u0259yaxa dava ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259tta arvadlar da i\u015f\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Da\u015f atan kim, yaban\u0131, beli, baltan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n kim… davan\u0131n q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n vaxt\u0131nda direktorun ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n siqnal\u0131 e\u015fidildi. Burnundan qan axan Mirtaz\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6n\u00fcb ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 Arzu idi, \u0259li il\u0259 onlar\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi c\u0259ld ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. Arzu il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 geriy\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131lar. Evd\u0259kil\u0259rin ba\u015f\u0131 dava-dala\u015fa qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan n\u0259zar\u0259tsiz qalan Arzu f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rd\u0259n a\u015f\u0131b ma\u015f\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. H\u0259r halda direktorla Mirtaz\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 qalib kimi qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fcn ax\u015fam\u0131 Arzu Robertoya SMS yazaraq durumu izah etdi. Tazlikl\u0259 Bak\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259yini bildirdi. Onu da qeyd etdi ki, zaman itirm\u0259d\u0259n evl\u0259nm\u0259lidirl\u0259r. Robertonun cavab\u0131 l\u0259ngim\u0259di. Yaz\u0131rd\u0131 ki, imtahan ssesiyas\u0131 bitdikd\u0259n sonra bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259ri h\u0259ll etm\u0259k olar. Dem\u0259li, Arzu \u0259n az\u0131 bir ay bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 qalmal\u0131 idi. B\u0259lk\u0259 \u00f6z evl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00f6ns\u00fcn? Bu q\u0259rar\u0131n\u0131 realla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa vaxt tapmam\u0131\u015f ona ba\u015fqa bir m\u0259tl\u0259b agah oldu. Ad\u0259t\u0259n ail\u0259li qad\u0131nlar bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni duyanda \u00e7ox sevinirl\u0259r, subay q\u0131z kimi tan\u0131nan qad\u0131nlar is\u0259 bu x\u0259b\u0259rd\u0259n sars\u0131l\u0131rlar. Arzu da 9 aydan sonra ana olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259nd\u0259 sars\u0131nt\u0131 ke\u00e7irdi. Bu halda Robertoya SMS yaz\u0131b t\u0259brik etm\u0259yi d\u0259 unutmad\u0131. Ax\u0131 do\u011fulacaq k\u00f6rp\u0259nin atas\u0131 o idi.<\/p>\n

Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra Robertonun z\u0259ngl\u0259rinin, ismar\u0131clar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131 k\u0259sildi, n\u00f6mr\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259ng \u00e7atmad\u0131. Bundan qay\u011f\u0131lanan Arzu Bak\u0131da ya\u015fayan r\u0259fiq\u0259si il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlad\u0131. R\u0259fiq\u0259si Robertonun t\u0259cili olaraq \u00f6z \u00f6lk\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dedi. El\u0259 h\u0259mibn ax\u015fam C\u0259nubi Afrikadan Arzuya\u00a0 SMS g\u0259ldi. Roberto yaz\u0131rd\u0131: \u201catam q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n v\u0259fat edib, bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259nim\u0259 qay\u0131tmal\u0131 oldum. Daha sizin \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259hsil alma\u011f\u0131m m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Heyf! Yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fcmidi il\u0259. S\u0259nin Roberon\u201d. Arzunun d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti t\u0259svir etm\u0259y\u0259 y\u0259qin ki, ehtiyac yoxdur. Ancaq a\u011flay\u0131b s\u0131zlamaqdan bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131xmazd\u0131. T\u0259cili q\u0259rar verm\u0259k laz\u0131m idi. N\u0259 etsin? \u201cB\u0259lk\u0259 direktor? Yox\u00a0 u\u015faq deyil ki, h\u0259r \u015feyi anlayandan sonra m\u0259ni bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 saxlamaz. El\u0259 toyun s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn qovar. B\u0259lk\u0259 \u015fofer C\u0259bi\u015f? O \u00f6z\u00fc \u015feytana pap\u0131\u015f tikir, onu aldatmaq olmaz. Mirtaz\u0259 nec\u0259? Bu haqda fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r.\u201d<\/p>\n

V\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn… Mirq\u0259dim a\u011fa k\u0259ndd\u0259ki yas yerind\u0259dir, Mirtaz\u0259nin anas\u0131 da ora gedib. O\u011flan kitablar\u0131n\u0131 qoltu\u011funa vurub d\u0259rsl\u0259rini haz\u0131rlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ikinci qata- Arzunun yan\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Divanda yana\u015f\u0131 otururlar. Arzu ilk d\u0259f\u0259 dizini Mirtaz\u0259nin q\u0131\u00e7\u0131na toxundurur. Bu t\u0259masdan xo\u015fhallanan g\u0259nc yerind\u0259 qurcuxur. Sonra \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 toxunur, o\u011flan\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259ki kitab yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Sonra is\u0259…<\/p>\n

Sonra is\u0259\u00a0 bir birinin ard\u0131nca el\u00e7ilik, ni\u015fan, toy… b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 ba\u015f verdi v\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bini d\u0259 ham\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 anlad\u0131. K\u0259ndin \u0259n ali n\u0259slinin ad\u0131na l\u0259k\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Art\u0131q he\u00e7 kim Mirq\u0259dim a\u011fan\u0131 a\u011fsaqqal kimi m\u0259clis\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etmir, oca\u011f\u0131na ziyar\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmirdi. \u0259slind\u0259 o \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 el i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bilmirdi. Amma bu \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di. Arzu d\u00fcnyaya u\u015faq g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey bird\u0259n bir\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259ri heyr\u0259t b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u00f6rp\u0259 qapqara idi, Lap z\u0259nci kimi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n agah olan Mirq\u0259dim ki\u015fi q\u0259tiyy\u0259n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb etm\u0259di. M\u0259nal\u0131 t\u0259rzd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi, ancaq \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259kini dem\u0259di. K\u00f6rp\u0259nin 40 g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn tamam olmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259di. V\u0259d\u0259 ba\u015fa \u00e7atanda:
\n– O u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259tirin dedi. \u2013 k\u00f6rp\u0259ni g\u0259tirdil\u0259r- anas\u0131n\u0131 da \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n.- Arzu da
\nh\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 halda ota\u011fa girdi. Mirqas\u0131m a\u011fa \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Arzuya tutub s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n– Q\u0131z\u0131m, yax\u015f\u0131 bilirs\u0259n ki,toyunuzdan sonra n\u0259 s\u0259nin n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259rinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni el i\u00e7ind\u0259 r\u00fcsvay etdiyiniz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ikinizd\u0259n d\u0259 z\u0259hl\u0259m gedib, iyr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m sizd\u0259n. Babamdan m\u0259n\u0259 miras qalan bu ocaq l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f say\u0131l\u0131b sizin ucbat\u0131n\u0131zdan. Ancaq\u00a0 bu k\u00f6rp\u0259ninin d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259li\u015fi bizim oca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n n\u00f6vb\u0259ti m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si say\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r. Dem\u0259li s\u0259n Allah\u0131n biz\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f etdiyi bir m\u0259l\u0259ks\u0259n. N\u0259v\u0259m\u0259 ilahi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n g\u00f6nd\u0259rilmi\u015f butasan. Allah szin k\u0259bininizi g\u00f6yd\u0259 k\u0259sib. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259nd\u0259nin izni olmadan bir-biriniz\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fa bilmisiz. Bug\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti sizin \u0259xlaqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z kimi anlam\u0131\u015fam. Indi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, siz tanr\u0131n\u0131n h\u00f6km\u00fcyl\u0259 bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti etmisiz. Bu qara u\u015faq bizim pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r n\u0259slind\u0259n oldu\u011fumuza bir i\u015far\u0259dir. H\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6rkd\u00fc. Yad\u0131nda varsa bizim seyidliyimiz\u0259 \u015f\u0259kk etmi\u015fdin. M\u0259n d\u0259 bunu allah \u00f6z\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259 isbat ed\u0259c\u0259k demi\u015fdim. Indi d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdiyin u\u015faq \u0259sl \u0259r\u0259b balas\u0131na ox\u015fay\u0131r. Buyur bu da m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259c\u0259r\u0259m. Indi b\u00fct\u00fcn babalar\u0131m\u0131 sayma\u011fa ehtiyac yoxdur ki, deyib sevgi dolu bax\u0131\u015flarla Robertonun o\u011fluna baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 796 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(NOVELLA) Ucqar bir da\u011f k\u0259ndin\u0259 t\u0259yinat almas\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 deyildi. I\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi m\u0259kt\u0259bin direktorundan is\u0259 ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n z\u0259hl\u0259si getmi\u015fdi. Cavan olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq z\u00f6vqs\u00fcz, s\u0259liq\u0259siz, s\u0131rt\u0131q bu adam (h\u0259r halda o bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.) ona- b\u00f6y\u00fck intellektli, d\u0259rin savadl\u0131 bir q\u0131za (h\u0259r halda bunlar\u0131 da o \u00f6z\u00fc bel\u0259 hesab edirdi) nec\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259rlik ed\u0259c\u0259kdi? Aran yerind\u0259 do\u011fulub b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6106,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8313"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8313"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8313\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8314,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8313\/revisions\/8314"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6106"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8313"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8313"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8313"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}