{"id":8319,"date":"2015-02-23T12:38:40","date_gmt":"2015-02-23T08:38:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8319"},"modified":"2015-02-23T12:38:40","modified_gmt":"2015-02-23T08:38:40","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-kisil%c9%99ri-t%c9%99brik-etm%c9%99k-ist%c9%99yir%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8319","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel – ki\u015fil\u0259ri t\u0259brik etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"aytel\"<\/a>\u0130yirmi bir il bundan qabaq onun c\u0259mi d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131 var idi. H\u0259r \u015feyi \u2013 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 donu, ipisti evl\u0259ri, ata-anas\u0131, \u015f\u0131ltaql\u0131\u011f\u0131, ist\u0259kl\u0259ri el\u0259 o gec\u0259d\u0259 qald\u0131. Sonra o, anas\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259pik z\u0259rb\u0259si il\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 donunu param-par\u00e7a ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yan, onu \u201cd\u00f6y\u0259n\u201d a\u011fr\u0131dan, incid\u0259n, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 qana bat\u0131ran o saqqall\u0131 ki\u015fini, ham\u0131dan g\u00fccl\u00fc sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 atas\u0131n\u0131n iniltisini d\u0259 xat\u0131rlamayacaqd\u0131. El\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey o gec\u0259d\u0259 qalacaqd\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi o…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Onda o, bilmirdi ki, bayram tonqal\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa bir tonqal da var \u2013 adam tonqal\u0131. Onda o bilmirdi ki, b\u0259l\u0259kd\u0259ki qarda\u015f\u0131 o saqqall\u0131 ki\u015finin \u0259lind\u0259ki avtomat\u0131n s\u00fcng\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 qalxacaq v\u0259 tonqala at\u0131lacaq. Amma bir h\u0259qiq\u0259ti bilirdi, \u00a0bilirdi ki, qarda\u015f\u0131\u00a0 tonqal olandan sonra anas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259ri daha laz\u0131m olmayacaq. El\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 onu a\u011fr\u0131dan ki\u015fi anas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259rini\u00a0 k\u0259smi\u015fdi…<\/p>\n

O onu da bilmirdi ki, qon\u015fular\u0131nda onu \u00e7ox sev\u0259n, \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259n, ona tez-tez no\u011ful g\u0259tir\u0259n, g\u0259lincik alan, xo\u015fb\u0259xt, atas\u0131, anas\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa on be\u015f v\u0259 doqquz ya\u015fl\u0131 bac\u0131lar\u0131 olan o q\u0131z ondan \u00e7ox ya\u015fayacaq… Xocal\u0131da k\u00fcl olan evl\u0259rind\u0259, ah\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan, sin\u0259sind\u0259 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n papiros d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rinin da\u011f-da\u011f etdiyi anas\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259ncliy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259m qoymadan zorlanan bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131nda, g\u0259linciyi quca\u011f\u0131ndaca \u201cqad\u0131n\u201d olan ki\u00e7ik bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u201cata, k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259\u201d hayq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131nda, namusu-ism\u0259ti olan q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259sini seyr ed\u0259n, he\u00e7 vaxt a\u011flamayan atas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131nda \u201cya\u015fayacaq\u201d….<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn d\u00fcnya bilir Xocal\u0131 faci\u0259sind\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri. D\u00fcnya bilir ki, o gec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tonqala d\u00f6nd\u00fc, o tonqalda yananlar is\u0259 m\u0259hz az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar idi. D\u00fcnya h\u0259m d\u0259 onu bilir ki, o gec\u0259d\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r fiziki i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n qurtulsalar da m\u0259n\u0259vi yaralardan \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, sa\u011falmayacaqlar. H\u0259tta yenid\u0259n yurdlar\u0131na gets\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, bir n\u0259f\u0259r yax\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 on n\u0259f\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n qan\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u0259 d\u0259, \u0259sirlikd\u0259ki q\u0131z-g\u0259linl\u0259rimiz geri d\u00f6ns\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 xocal\u0131l\u0131ar\u0131n yaras\u0131 sa\u011falmayacaq. Onlar o gec\u0259ni unutmayacaqlar. Birinin b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259, birinin namusunda, birinin ruhunda, birinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259… o d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli gec\u0259 daim ya\u015fayacaq!…<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya bir h\u0259qiq\u0259ti d\u0259 bilir. Bilir ki, Xocal\u0131 q\u0259tliam\u0131 ruslar\u0131n 366-c\u0131 motoat\u0131c\u0131 alay\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 bir s\u0131ra erm\u0259ni \u0259silli varlar\u0131n \u0259liyl\u0259 t\u00f6r\u0259dildi. D\u00fcnya onu da bilir ki, burada n\u0259 sad\u0259 erm\u0259ni xalq\u0131n\u0131n, n\u0259 d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131n\u0131n \u0259li qana batmay\u0131b. Burada bir cani var \u2013 Siyas\u0259t!<\/p>\n

Bunlar\u0131 d\u00fcnya bilir. M\u0259ns\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nim erm\u0259ni deyil! Erm\u0259ni t\u00fcrk\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n olmaq\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00a0\u00e7ox ki\u00e7ikdir. T\u00fcrk ki\u00e7ik olanla davaya ba\u015flamaz, T\u00fcrk ki\u00e7ik olana ki\u00e7iklik h\u0259ddini \u00a0anladar.<\/p>\n

Xalqlar\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n ed\u0259n siyas\u0259t el\u0259 bir iblisdir ki, ill\u0259r \u00f6ts\u0259, sivilizasiya pik n\u00f6qt\u0259sind\u0259 dursa bel\u0259, yen\u0259 d\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259ki o iblis \u2013 siyas\u0259t m\u0259hv olmayacaq! Torpaq u\u011frunda, pul \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 sad\u0259 xalqlar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 talanacaq, qurban ged\u0259c\u0259k. Lakin \u00e7ox f\u0259rqli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259. El\u0259 f\u0259rqli ki, o\u00a0 f\u0259rq\u00a0 Xocal\u0131 faci\u0259si kimi gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 bilin\u0259c\u0259k. Onda bilin\u0259c\u0259k ki, Ordusunun g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 v\u0259h\u015filiy\u0259 imza atan rusdan f\u0259rqli olaraq, insanl\u0131q ad\u0131na l\u0259k\u0259 olan, i\u00e7ind\u0259 daim iyr\u0259nc erm\u0259ni xisl\u0259ti ya\u015fadan (Xocal\u0131 q\u0259tliam\u0131 gec\u0259sind\u0259 olanlar \u2013 qocalar\u0131n, u\u015faqlar\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 q\u0259tl\u0259 yetirilm\u0259si, yaral\u0131lar\u0131n diri-diri yand\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131, k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131z u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n, ana-bac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n atalar\u0131, qarda\u015flar\u0131, \u0259rl\u0259rinin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda iyr\u0259nc \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 zorlanmas\u0131, h\u0259tta itl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur edilm\u0259si…) erm\u0259ni var…<\/p>\n

Lakin, bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t d\u0259 g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259dir: h\u0259tta erm\u0259nin bel\u0259 anas\u0131 \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n qan t\u00f6km\u0259sin\u0259, qan\u0131n\u0131n t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259sin\u0259 raz\u0131 olmaz!<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k d\u00fcnyadak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn analar bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015facaq, orda t\u00fcrk, erm\u0259ni, rus, alman, ingilis… analar\u0131 ba\u015flar\u0131ndak\u0131 yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcnya ki\u015fil\u0259rinin, siyas\u0259tin ayaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131na s\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k yalvaracaq, yalvaracaq ki, balalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259tlin\u0259 son qoyun! D\u00fcnyan\u0131 rahat burax\u0131n! \u0130\u00e7imizd\u0259ki k\u00f6z-k\u00f6z bala d\u0259rdinin yerind\u0259n s\u0131zan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131za q\u0131ymay\u0131n!<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu yalvar\u0131\u015flar bir g\u00fcn \u00fcsyana \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259k. O \u00fcsyana ki, ki\u015fil\u0259r d\u0259, siyas\u0259t d\u0259 \u00fcsyan qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda tab g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, m\u0259hv olacaq! Bax, onda el\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259hv olacaq!…<\/p>\n

…Bir zamanlar 23 fevral\u0131 bayram edirdik. Ki\u015fil\u0259rimizi t\u0259brik edir, sovet Ordusuyla f\u0259xr edirdik! Amma \u00e7oxlar\u0131 bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6z\u0259lliyini bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, yen\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259rin bayram\u0131 dey\u0259 \u0259rl\u0259rini, sevgilil\u0259rini, qarda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131… t\u0259brik edirl\u0259r. Qar\u015f\u0131\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131ram b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara. Olsun! Bir zamanlar rus ordusunda bizim o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131z xidm\u0259t etmirdimi. H\u0259tta B\u00f6y\u00fck V\u0259t\u0259n M\u00fcharib\u0259si zaman\u0131 Zaqafqaziyada \u0259n \u00e7ox \u0259sg\u0259r yola salan, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131qlar g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n, o\u011ful itir\u0259n, maddi z\u0259r\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n biz deyildikmi…<\/p>\n

O \u0259n\u0259n\u0259ni bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 geri qaytarmaq arzusundayam \u2013 ki\u015fil\u0259rimizi t\u0259brik etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Onlara \u2013 ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc tuturam (siyas\u0259td\u0259n iyr\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k): Qaytar\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 Qaraba\u011f\u0131m\u0131! Qaytar\u0131n q\u0131z-g\u0259linl\u0259rin ism\u0259tini! Qaytar\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc! Qaytar\u0131n \u015f\u0259hid m\u0259zarlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259yin \u0259liyl\u0259 s\u0131\u011fallanan analar\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131! Qaytar\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u0259si, q\u0131z\u0131, arvad\u0131, anas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259rinin \u201ca\u011fu\u015funda\u201d, dizl\u0259ri yerd\u0259, hayq\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011fulan g\u0259linl\u0259rin \u0259rl\u0259rinin qeyr\u0259tini! Qaytar\u0131n ism\u0259timi, ad\u0131m\u0131! Xocal\u0131m\u0131 qaytar\u0131n! Qaytar\u0131n!!!<\/p>\n

Qaytara bil\u0259c\u0259ksinizmi?..<\/p>\n

… \u0130yirmi bir il bundan qabaq onun c\u0259mi d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131 var idi. H\u0259r \u015feyi \u2013 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 donu, ipisti evl\u0259ri, ata-anas\u0131, \u015f\u0131ltaql\u0131\u011f\u0131, ist\u0259kl\u0259ri el\u0259 o gec\u0259d\u0259 qald\u0131. Sonra o, anas\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259pik z\u0259rb\u0259si il\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 donunu param-par\u00e7a ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yan, onu \u201cd\u00f6y\u0259n\u201d a\u011fr\u0131dan, incid\u0259n, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 qana bat\u0131ran o saqqall\u0131 ki\u015fini, ham\u0131dan g\u00fccl\u00fc sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 atas\u0131n\u0131n iniltisini d\u0259 xat\u0131rlamayacaqd\u0131. El\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey o gec\u0259d\u0259 qalacaqd\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi o…<\/p>\n

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\u0130yirmi bir il bundan qabaq onun c\u0259mi d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131 var idi. H\u0259r \u015feyi \u2013 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 donu, ipisti evl\u0259ri, ata-anas\u0131, \u015f\u0131ltaql\u0131\u011f\u0131, ist\u0259kl\u0259ri el\u0259 o gec\u0259d\u0259 qald\u0131. Sonra o, anas\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259pik z\u0259rb\u0259si il\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 donunu param-par\u00e7a ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yan, onu \u201cd\u00f6y\u0259n\u201d a\u011fr\u0131dan, incid\u0259n, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 qana bat\u0131ran o saqqall\u0131 ki\u015fini, ham\u0131dan g\u00fccl\u00fc sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 atas\u0131n\u0131n iniltisini d\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5808,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8319"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8319"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8319\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8320,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8319\/revisions\/8320"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5808"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8319"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8319"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8319"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}