{"id":8391,"date":"2015-02-23T21:24:00","date_gmt":"2015-02-23T17:24:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8391"},"modified":"2015-02-23T21:24:00","modified_gmt":"2015-02-23T17:24:00","slug":"aydin-tagiyev-dost-ucun-gecikmis-elegiya","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8391","title":{"rendered":"Ayd\u0131n Ta\u011f\u0131yev &#8212; Dost \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gecikmi\u015f Elegiya"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/34488_zsuhxg6aeo.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-8392 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/34488_zsuhxg6aeo-216x300.jpg\" alt=\"ayd\u0131nhxg6aeo\" width=\"216\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r Q\u0259ribov adl\u0131 bir dostum var idi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Onunla tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n 30 ild\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox tarixi vard\u0131. Yax\u0131n dostlu\u011fumuzun \u00f6mr\u00fc is\u0259 vur-tut onca il \u00e7\u0259kdi. N\u0259 m\u0259n etibars\u0131z, v\u0259fas\u0131z \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u0259 o&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Onun haqq\u0131nda q\u0259zetd\u0259 i\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ap etdirdikl\u0259ri qur\u011fu\u015fun kimi a\u011f\u0131r, dolu buludlar kimi q\u0259mli s\u0259tirl\u0259ri evimizd\u0259 bo\u011fula-bo\u011fula oxuyark\u0259n anam a\u011flad\u0131, sonra \u00fc\u00e7c\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 dey\u0259 bildi: \u201cAnan \u00f6ls\u00fcn, ay bala&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bu, el\u0259 Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r ya\u015fda bala itirmi\u015f bir anan\u0131n tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir anan\u0131n d\u0259rdin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rikliyi idi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Ancaq \u00f6vlad itirmi\u015f analar axir\u0259t d\u00fcnyada \u00f6z ciy\u0259rpalar\u0131na qovu\u015fanacan \u00e7ox \u00f6l\u00fcb dirilirl\u0259r. Yoxlu\u011funa inana bilm\u0259y\u0259n dostlar\u0131n da h\u0259r yada d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259nin\u00e7in bel\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcb diril\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">1992-ci ilin may ay\u0131nda \u201cXalq q\u0259zeti\u201dnd\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sinin m\u00fcdiri i\u015fl\u0259rk\u0259n o m\u0259nim \u201c\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k\u201d adl\u0131 bir hekay\u0259mi d\u0259rc etmi\u015fdi. Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k q\u0259dri bil\u0259n idi, el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 o hekay\u0259 onun \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. V\u0259 el\u0259 o vaxtdan da yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ba\u015flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Sonralar i\u015f bel\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, onunla bir yerd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259si olduq. 1996-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r Q\u0259ribov AzTV-nin \u201cX\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r\u201d proqram\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktoru oldu, m\u0259n d\u0259 o redaksiyan\u0131n respublikam\u0131z\u0131n \u015fimal b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259ri \u00fczr\u0259 x\u00fcsusi m\u00fcxbiri. Bu m\u0259sul v\u0259zif\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi idi \u2013 h\u0259lim, mehriban, ham\u0131ya xeyirxah, can\u0131 yanan Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r. Hal\u0131-xasiyy\u0259ti el\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n birc\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259si idi. \u201cX\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r\u201d proqram\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktoru olsa da, bizd\u0259n- s\u0131ravi m\u00fcxbirl\u0259rin \u00e7oxundan kas\u0131b dolan\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; Amma \u00f6tk\u0259m idi, ba\u015f\u0131dik g\u0259zirdi, s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fcz\u0259 \u015fax deyirdi. Adam s\u0259rraf\u0131 idi, h\u0259r adamla oturub durmurdu, amma duz-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k k\u0259sdiyi adam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sin\u0259sini qaba\u011fa ver\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">He\u00e7 bir m\u00fcxbir h\u0259diyy\u0259-filan n\u0259dir, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 b\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259n adi k\u0259nd sovqat\u0131n\u0131 ona pay g\u0259tirm\u0259yi a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">O ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u201cX\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r\u201dd\u0259 birg\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015fair-publisist \u018fli N\u0259c\u0259fxanl\u0131 (buras\u0131n\u0131 da deyim ki, xeyli \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131 olan redaksiyada Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r\u0259 2-3 yax\u0131n adamdan biri d\u0259 o idi) n\u0259ql edirdi ki, bir g\u00fcn \u201cQ\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259rin i\u015f ota\u011f\u0131na gir\u0259rk\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc kabinetd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Bu cavan s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc, vaxt-bivaxt, ma\u015f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, guya ki, ehtiyat hiss\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259 laz\u0131m oldu-olmad\u0131 benzin pulu ad\u0131 il\u0259, Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259ri narahat ed\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Kabinetd\u0259 Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259ri p\u0259rt g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, m\u0259lum idi ki, s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc yen\u0259 pul ist\u0259yib. H\u0259tta ac qalsayd\u0131 da, Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r borc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kim\u0259s\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259m-h\u0259l\u0259m a\u011f\u0131z a\u00e7anlardan deyildi. Cibimd\u0259 pulum var idi. \u018flimi cibim\u0259 atd\u0131m. Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r heyr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131: \u2013 Bu pul n\u0259dir bel\u0259? \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 sidq-\u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259: \u2013 S\u0259n\u0259 vermir\u0259m, \u2013 dedim, \u2013 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r, s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 ver&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Dostlar\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox h\u0259ssas v\u0259 diqq\u0259tli idi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u00d6t\u0259n \u0259srin 90-c\u0131 ill\u0259rinin ortalar\u0131nda teleradio \u015firk\u0259tind\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259rlik d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim onu i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartmad\u0131, o da qal\u0131b i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r o g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259sini qorumaq qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qalmad\u0131. Q\u00fcrurunu qorudu. Ondan sonra redaksiyadan ged\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 m\u0259n oldum.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">O, harda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc i\u015fin, v\u0259zif\u0259nin h\u0259m qulu, h\u0259m d\u0259 a\u011fas\u0131 idi. V\u0259zif\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u0259suliyy\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015fard\u0131. Pe\u015f\u0259karl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n birincil\u0259r d\u0259 onunla raz\u0131la\u015fmal\u0131, hesabla\u015fmal\u0131 olurdu.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u00d6t\u0259n \u0259srin doxsan\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rinin ax\u0131rlar\u0131nda i\u015fsiz vaxtlar\u0131m idi. Bir yandan da o\u011flanlar\u0131m\u0131n ikisi d\u0259 ali m\u0259kt\u0259b t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si&#8230; \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yim yaz\u0131-pozudan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131, \u0259limd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015f g\u0259lirdi ki?!<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">N\u00fcfuzlu q\u0259zetin ba\u015f redaktorunun birinci m\u00fcavininin tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259n materiallar haz\u0131rlay\u0131r, q\u0259zetd\u0259 m\u00fcnt\u0259z\u0259m \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edirdim.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Q\u0259zetin ba\u015f redaktoru yar\u0131zarafat, yar\u0131ciddi m\u0259nim az qala q\u0259zetin x\u00fcsusi m\u00fcxbirl\u0259rind\u0259n daha \u00e7ox \u00e7ap olunma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ona i\u015far\u0259 ed\u0259nd\u0259 Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r: \u2013 Ayd\u0131na cibimd\u0259n maddi yard\u0131m g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 imkan\u0131m yoxdur. \u0130ndilik ona \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n k\u00f6m\u0259klik budur, \u2013 demi\u015fdi. V\u0259 insaf\u0259n ba\u015f redaktor da daha bu s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qay\u0131tmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259rin k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 o\u011flanlar\u0131mdan biri i\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bak\u0131ya yolum d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 ona ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rdim. Moskvaya m\u00fcalic\u0259y\u0259 gedib qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259fil e\u015fitdim. Amma k\u0259mf\u00fcrs\u0259t \u00f6l\u00fcm, n\u0259 ed\u0259s\u0259n ki, Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259rin ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 can\u0131yanan dostlar\u0131ndan g\u00fccl\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u0130mkanl\u0131, s\u0259lahiyy\u0259tli dostlar\u0131n xeyirxahl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, ona diqq\u0259t v\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259r birin\u0259 dua-s\u0259na etdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">O, \u0259sl\u0259n Q\u0259rbi Az\u0259rbaycandan idi. Qohum-qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n did\u0259rginlik h\u0259yat\u0131, yurd h\u0259sr\u0259ti d\u0259 d\u0259rdinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259rd g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Xarakterc\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v, saf, q\u0259lb\u0259ns\u0259 son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k, h\u0259ssas, inc\u0259 olan Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r Q\u0259ribov d\u00fc\u00e7ar oldu\u011fu sa\u011falmaz d\u0259rdi dostlar\u0131ndan, yax\u0131nlar\u0131ndan gizl\u0259d\u0259-gizl\u0259d\u0259, d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n iki-\u00fc\u00e7 ay qabaq daha i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259 bilm\u0259diyini dostlardan e\u015fidib \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 deyim ki, o vaxtlar \u2013 2002-ci ilin q\u0131\u015f aylar\u0131nda \u201cXalq q\u0259zeti\u201dnin ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 s\u0259hif\u0259sin\u0259 baxma\u011fa \u00fcr\u0259k etmirdim. Amma \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 daman x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 bir g\u00fcn urcah oldum. 2002-ci ilin fevral ay\u0131n\u0131n ya 15-i, ya da 16-s\u0131 idi, q\u0259zetin kollektivi \u00f6z h\u0259mkarlar\u0131n\u0131n \u2013 \u201cXalq q\u0259zeti\u201d ba\u015f redaktorunun birinci m\u00fcavininin, istedadl\u0131 jurnalist Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r Pa\u015fa o\u011flu Q\u0259ribovun 47 ya\u015f\u0131nda vaxts\u0131z v\u0259fat\u0131n\u0131 oxuculara x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259 saxlay\u0131b dem\u0259diyimiz layiq oldu\u011fun \u0259n xo\u015f, \u015firin s\u00f6zl\u0259rimizi o\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131n toy m\u0259clisind\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdik. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, zarafata sal\u0131b, o yen\u0259 t\u0259rifd\u0259n qalacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u00d6l\u00fcm g\u00fccl\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Amma onun pak, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s xatir\u0259sini q\u0259lbl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di ya\u015fatma\u011fa dostlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atar. Onsuz g\u0259l\u0259n bu baharda da bel\u0259dir. H\u0259r bahar da bel\u0259c\u0259 olacaq.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u018fziz dostum Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r Q\u0259ribov haqq\u0131nda el\u0259 onun \u00f6mr\u00fc kimi bu yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q yaz\u0131m\u0131 tamamlark\u0259n can\u0131ndan \u0259ziz bildiyi m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox uzaqlarda, bir q\u0259rib m\u0259zarda torpa\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u0259n Nazim Hikm\u0259tin h\u00fcznl\u00fc, adam\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259n g\u00f6y\u00fcm-g\u00f6y\u00fcm g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n misralar\u0131 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">&#8230; yax\u015f\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kli \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r<br \/>\nn\u0259 q\u0131rx g\u00fcnl\u00fck yas ist\u0259y\u0259r,<br \/>\nn\u0259 \u201cm\u0259nd\u0259n sonra d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n\u201d<br \/>\ndey\u0259r.<br \/>\nFaydal\u0131 \u015feyl\u0259r \u2013 bir s\u00f6z, bir a\u011fac,<br \/>\nbir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm<br \/>\nqoyub ged\u0259r.<br \/>\nDiril\u0259rl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z q\u0259brinin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fc \u00e7iynind\u0259 da\u015f\u0131yar q\u0259brinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nDiril\u0259rd\u0259n he\u00e7 bir \u015fey<br \/>\nist\u0259m\u0259dikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\ndiri kimi qal\u0131rlar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r Q\u0259ribov da bel\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n \u2013 diri qalanlardand\u0131r!..<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"8391\">Yaz\u0131ya 610 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r Q\u0259ribov adl\u0131 bir dostum var idi&#8230; Onunla tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n 30 ild\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox tarixi vard\u0131. Yax\u0131n dostlu\u011fumuzun \u00f6mr\u00fc is\u0259 vur-tut onca il \u00e7\u0259kdi. 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