{"id":8547,"date":"2015-02-27T16:23:33","date_gmt":"2015-02-27T12:23:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8547"},"modified":"2015-02-27T16:23:33","modified_gmt":"2015-02-27T12:23:33","slug":"xulio-kortasar-tutulmus-ev","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8547","title":{"rendered":"Xulio KORTASAR — Tutulmu\u015f ev"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Evimiz xo\u015fumuza g\u0259lirdi, \u00e7\u00fcnki geni\u015f v\u0259 q\u0259dim olmaqdan ziyad\u0259, (bug\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0259dim evl\u0259ri pul xatirin\u0259 s\u00f6k\u00fcb s\u0259rf\u0259li qiym\u0259t\u0259 sat\u0131rlar) burada ulu baba-n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rimizin, ata t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n babam\u0131z\u0131n, valideynl\u0259rimizin v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n xatir\u0259l\u0259ri ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130rene il\u0259 m\u0259n bu evd\u0259 t\u0259k qalma\u011fa \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdik. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131q idi, burada rahatca s\u0259kkiz n\u0259f\u0259r ya\u015faya bil\u0259rdi. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r saat yeddid\u0259 yerimizd\u0259n durur v\u0259 t\u0259mizlik i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131q. Saat on bir\u0259 yax\u0131n m\u0259n son iki-\u00fc\u00e7 ota\u011f\u0131 da \u0130reney\u0259 t\u0259hvil verib m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7irdim. Saat on iki tamamda yem\u0259k yeyirdik, sonra da, \u00e7irkli qablar\u0131 yuma\u011f\u0131 saymasaq, g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 bir i\u015fimiz qalm\u0131rd\u0131. Stol \u0259traf\u0131nda oturub bu geni\u015f v\u0259 sakit ev haqq\u0131nda, bir d\u0259, ikimizin k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz-filans\u0131z bu evin t\u0259mizliyinin \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259yimiz haqq\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259k xo\u015fumuza g\u0259lirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259tta, o fikr\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lirdik ki, bizi evl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 qoymayan da el\u0259 bu ev olmu\u015fdu. \u0130rene iki evlilik t\u0259klifini \u0259sasl\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259b olmadan r\u0259dd etmi\u015fdi. M\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00fcr\u0259ka\u00e7an deyildi. Sevgilim Maria Ester ni\u015fan\u0131m\u0131za az qalm\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Q\u0131rx ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131za yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q v\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fck ki, biz bac\u0131-qarda\u015f\u0131n sad\u0259 v\u0259 s\u0259ssiz birg\u0259liyi bu evd\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131\u015f n\u0259slin m\u0259ntiqi sonu olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Fikirl\u0259\u015firdik ki, bir g\u00fcn burada \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yik, yaramaz v\u0259 etinas\u0131z qohumlar\u0131m\u0131z da evi \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259k, k\u0259rpicind\u0259n v\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131ndan pul qazanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu u\u00e7uracaqlar, ya da el\u0259 biz \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00e7ox gec olmadan, bu evi da\u011f\u0131daca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

\u0130rene t\u0259bi\u0259tc\u0259 sakit insan idi. S\u0259h\u0259r y\u0131r-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan sonra ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r, divan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturub n\u0259s\u0259 toxuyard\u0131. He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r toxuyurdu, ad\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, qad\u0131nlar ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn toxumaqdan yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259han\u0259 kimi istifad\u0259 edirl\u0259r. \u0130rene bel\u0259 deyildi, o, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 laz\u0131mi \u015feyl\u0259r toxuyard\u0131, q\u0131\u015f sviterl\u0259ri, m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn corab, \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6d\u0259kc\u0259 v\u0259 jilet. B\u0259z\u0259n bir jileti toxuyub qurtarar, sonra da n\u0259s\u0259 xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, bir d\u0259qiq\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u00f6k\u0259rdi; bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saatda m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n forma alm\u0131\u015f bir yumaq ipin yenid\u0259n s\u0259b\u0259td\u0259 qalaqlanmas\u0131na baxmaq m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259z\u0259li g\u0259lirdi. \u015e\u0259nb\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri m\u0259rk\u0259z\u0259 yun ip alma\u011fa \u00f6z\u00fcm ged\u0259rdim; \u0130rene z\u00f6vq\u00fcm\u0259 etibar edirdi, se\u00e7diyim r\u0259ngl\u0259ri b\u0259y\u0259nirdi. \u0130ndiy\u0259 kimi ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m yumaqlardan birini d\u0259 qaytarmal\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. M\u0259n d\u0259 bu s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n istifad\u0259 edib kitab d\u00fckanlar\u0131na ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, frans\u0131z \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131ndan t\u0259z\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fard\u0131m. Lakin h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259lum olurdu ki, \u0259b\u0259s yer\u0259. 1939-cu ild\u0259n b\u0259ri Argentinaya samball\u0131 bir kitab g\u0259lmirdi.<\/p>\n

Amma m\u0259n ev haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, ev, bir d\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, \u0130rene haqq\u0131nda, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 aid maraql\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur. He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m toxumaq olmasayd\u0131, \u0130rene n\u0259 ed\u0259rdi. Adam bir kitab\u0131 t\u0259krar oxuya bil\u0259r, amma, dey\u0259k ki, toxunub qurtarm\u0131\u015f bir puloveri s\u00f6k\u00fcb t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n toxumaq art\u0131q z\u0259hl\u0259t\u00f6k\u0259n i\u015fdir. Bir g\u00fcn kamodun a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011f, ya\u015f\u0131l v\u0259 yas\u0259m\u0259n r\u0259ngli, naftalinl\u0259nmi\u015f v\u0259 par\u00e7a d\u00fckanlar\u0131ndak\u0131 kimi, qalaq \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir topa yayl\u0131q g\u00f6rd\u00fcm; bu q\u0259d\u0259r yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini he\u00e7 ondan soru\u015fmad\u0131m da. Pula ehtiyac\u0131m\u0131z yox idi, h\u0259r ay k\u0259ndd\u0259ki sah\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n pul g\u0259lirdi, imkan\u0131m\u0131z da art\u0131rd\u0131. Amma \u0130rene t\u0259kc\u0259 toxumaqla ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qata bilirdi, bu i\u015fi d\u0259 olduqca m\u0259har\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, m\u0259n d\u0259 saatlarla dayan\u0131b onun g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc r\u0259ngli kirpiy\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rinin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259, mill\u0259rin sayr\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na v\u0259 yan\u0131ndak\u0131 ye\u015fikl\u0259rd\u0259 yumaqlar\u0131n t\u0259rp\u0259ni\u015fin\u0259 tama\u015fa edirdim. G\u00f6z\u0259l m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n

Evd\u0259ki otaqlar\u0131n d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc he\u00e7 vaxt yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmaz. Yem\u0259k ota\u011f\u0131, divarlar\u0131nda xal\u00e7alar olan zal, kitabxana v\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 b\u00f6y\u00fck yataq ota\u011f\u0131 evin o biri ba\u015f\u0131nda, daha uzaq hiss\u0259sind\u0259 idi, oran\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri Rodrigez Penya k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Uzun d\u0259hliz, bir d\u0259 pal\u0131d a\u011fac\u0131ndan haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f n\u0259h\u0259ng, m\u00f6hk\u0259m qap\u0131 h\u0259min hiss\u0259ni evin b\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n hamam, m\u0259tb\u0259x, bizim yataq otaqlar\u0131m\u0131z v\u0259 \u0259sas qonaq ota\u011f\u0131ndan ay\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ev\u0259 ka\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259dilmi\u015f art\u0131rmadan daxil olub, daha sonra d\u0259mir barmaql\u0131ql\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7araq qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259 bil\u0259rdin. Buradan yataq otaqlar\u0131m\u0131za ayr\u0131ca qap\u0131lar var idi, ir\u0259lid\u0259 is\u0259 evin o biri hiss\u0259sin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzanan d\u0259hliz\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan pal\u0131d qap\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, ona \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015f sola d\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259k, daha dar d\u0259hlizl\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x v\u0259 hamama getm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn idi. Bu qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q qalanda evin b\u00f6y\u00fck oldu\u011fu g\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131rd\u0131, amma ba\u011flayanda, indiki dar evl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130rene il\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 evin b\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 olurduq v\u0259 dem\u0259k olar ki, pal\u0131d qap\u0131dan o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7mirdik. Mebell\u0259ri d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t toz bas\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 biz yaln\u0131z t\u0259mizlik i\u015fl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o biri t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 adlayard\u0131q. Buenos-Ayres, \u0259slind\u0259, t\u0259miz \u015f\u0259h\u0259rdir, amma buna g\u00f6r\u0259 yaln\u0131z \u00f6z sakinl\u0259rin\u0259 borcludur. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259dd\u0259n art\u0131q toz-torpaq oldu\u011fundan, azca g\u00fccl\u00fc k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259s\u0259n kimi, toz divarlar\u0131n m\u0259rm\u0259r \u00e7\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131na v\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259l\u0259rin nax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131na dolur; tozu f\u0131r\u00e7a il\u0259 almaq m\u0259nas\u0131z i\u015fdir, o, u\u00e7araq havada bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t as\u0131l\u0131 qal\u0131r, sonra yen\u0259 mebell\u0259rin v\u0259 pianolar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qonur.<\/p>\n

Bir hadis\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcat\u0131yla xat\u0131rlayaca\u011fam, \u00e7\u00fcnki kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r sad\u0259 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi. Ax\u015fam saat s\u0259kkiz idi, \u0130rene \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131nda toxuyurdu. Q\u0259fil, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n mate1<\/sup><\/strong>\u00a0i\u00e7m\u0259k ke\u00e7di. D\u0259hlizl\u0259 azca a\u00e7\u0131q olan pal\u0131d qap\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r getdim, el\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, bilm\u0259dim yem\u0259k ota\u011f\u0131ndan, ya kitabxanadanm\u0131, n\u0259s\u0259 s\u0259s e\u015fitdim. K\u00fct v\u0259 anla\u015f\u0131lmaz bir s\u0259s idi, sanki stul xal\u00e7an\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 a\u015fd\u0131, yaxud kims\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla n\u0259s\u0259 dedi. El\u0259 h\u0259min an, ya da birc\u0259 saniy\u0259 sonra, eyni s\u0259si evin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n qap\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r uzanan d\u0259hlizin ba\u015f\u0131nda da hiss el\u0259dim. D\u0259rhal qap\u0131n\u0131 qaba\u011fa it\u0259l\u0259dim v\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259niml\u0259 t\u0259kan ver\u0259r\u0259k ba\u011flad\u0131m; yax\u015f\u0131 ki, a\u00e7ar biz t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 idi v\u0259 h\u0259r ehtimala qar\u015f\u0131 yek\u0259 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdim.<\/p>\n

M\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 gedib \u00e7aydan\u0131 q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131m v\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259ki m\u0259cm\u0259yid\u0259 olan mate il\u0259 geri qay\u0131d\u0131b \u0130reney\u0259 dedim:<\/p>\n

– D\u0259hlizin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flamal\u0131 oldum. O biri t\u0259r\u0259fi tutdular art\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Bac\u0131m h\u00f6rg\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259lind\u0259n yer\u0259 qoydu v\u0259 ciddi, yor\u011fun g\u00f6zl\u0259ril\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u018fmins\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k t\u0259sdiql\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

– Onda, b\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 ya\u015famal\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131q, \u2013 mill\u0259ri y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131raraq dedi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 matemi qurtumlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m, amma bac\u0131m fikirli oldu\u011fundan i\u015fin\u0259 davam etm\u0259kd\u0259 bir az l\u0259ngidi. Yad\u0131ma g\u0259lir, m\u0259n\u0259 boz jilet toxuyurdu; \u00e7ox xo\u015fum g\u0259lirdi o jiletd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk g\u00fcnl\u0259r \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdik, \u00e7\u00fcnki evin tutulmu\u015f hiss\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259r ikimizin sevimli \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259nim frans\u0131zca kitablar\u0131m\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 kitabxanada idi. \u0130rene d\u0259 \u00e7oxillik Hesperidina2<\/sup><\/strong>\u00a0\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Tez-tez komodun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 (lakin, sad\u0259c\u0259, ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259) axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u0259\u015fyan\u0131n evin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb siyirm\u0259ni ba\u011flay\u0131r v\u0259 bikef halda bir-birimiz\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131q:<\/p>\n

– Burda deyilmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Amma bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fckl\u0259ri d\u0259 var idi. T\u0259mizlik i\u015fi o q\u0259d\u0259r asanla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, h\u0259tta \u00e7ox gec, dey\u0259k ki, onun yar\u0131s\u0131 oyananda da saat on bir olmam\u0131\u015f \u0259l-qolumuzu qatlay\u0131b otururduq. \u0130rene m\u0259niml\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 q\u0259lyanalt\u0131 haz\u0131rlamaqda m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015firdi. G\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy el\u0259dik v\u0259 q\u0259rarla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131q ki, m\u0259n q\u0259lyanalt\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259kl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olanda \u0130rene d\u0259 ax\u015fam yem\u0259yin\u0259 soyuq \u015feyl\u0259r haz\u0131rlas\u0131n. Ax\u015famlar otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 yem\u0259k bi\u015firm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259simiz olmurdu. \u0130ndi is\u0259 biz \u0130renenin ota\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 masaya d\u00fczd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz y\u00fcng\u00fclvari yem\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 kifay\u0259tl\u0259nirdik.<\/p>\n

\u0130rene m\u0259mnun idi, \u00e7\u00fcnki toxuma\u011fa daha \u00e7ox vaxt\u0131 qal\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259ns\u0259 kitablar\u0131n yoxlu\u011fundan bir az p\u0259ri\u015fan g\u0259zirdim, amma bunu bac\u0131ma hiss el\u0259tdirib kefini pozmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn atam\u0131n marka kolleksiyas\u0131n\u0131 qaydaya salma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m, bu da m\u0259n\u0259 vaxt \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi. Bel\u0259c\u0259, h\u0259r\u0259miz bir \u015feyl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qat\u0131r v\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259nirdik. Rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259, dem\u0259k olar, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0130renenin ota\u011f\u0131nda olurduq. H\u0259rd\u0259n \u0130rene deyirdi:<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r nec\u0259 ilm\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131, lap yonca yarpa\u011f\u0131na ox\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 ona Eupen-Malmedid\u0259n g\u0259tirilmi\u015f markalar g\u00f6st\u0259rirdim, o da maraqla bax\u0131rd\u0131. Yax\u015f\u0131 vaxt ke\u00e7irirdik v\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f fikirl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaqla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. \u201cFikirsiz d\u0259 ya\u015famaq olarm\u0131\u015f\u201d, \u2013 dey\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

\u0130rene yuxuda dan\u0131\u015fanda m\u0259nim d\u0259rhal yuxum qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Tutuqu\u015fu havas\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n v\u0259 normal bo\u011fazdan deyil, yuxulardan, d\u0259rind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n bu s\u0259s\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6yr\u0259\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdim. O deyirdi ki, el\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 yuxuda b\u0259z\u0259n b\u0259rkd\u0259n silk\u0259l\u0259nirs\u0259n v\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki yor\u011fan yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Yataq otaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n aras\u0131nda qonaq ota\u011f\u0131 olsa da, gec\u0259l\u0259r evd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey e\u015fidilirdi. Biz bir-birimizin n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6sk\u00fcrm\u0259yini, dolab\u00e7an\u0131n siyirm\u0259sini a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidir, gec\u0259l\u0259r tez-tez yuxusuz qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hiss edirdik.<\/p>\n

Bunlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u015f\u0259rtil\u0259, evd\u0259, dem\u0259k olar, sakitlik idi. G\u00fcnd\u00fcz evd\u0259n m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259ri, bac\u0131m\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259tdiyi mill\u0259rin bir-birin\u0259 s\u00fcrt\u00fcnm\u0259si, marka albomunun s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rini \u00e7evir\u0259nd\u0259 yaranan x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 e\u015fidilirdi. Pal\u0131d qap\u0131, dediyim kimi, n\u0259h\u0259ng v\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r idi. Tutulmu\u015f t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 yax\u0131n olan m\u0259tb\u0259x v\u0259 hamamda daha y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q, ya da \u0130rene laylalar oxuyurdu. Bir qayda olaraq, m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259ki h\u0259dd\u0259n art\u0131q saxs\u0131 v\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 qablar\u0131n cingiltisind\u0259n dig\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131 e\u015fidilmirdi. \u00c7ox az hallarda orada sakit dayanard\u0131q, ancaq yataq otaqlar\u0131m\u0131za v\u0259 qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131qdan sonra ev s\u0259ssiz v\u0259 alaqaranl\u0131q olurdu, h\u0259tta bir-birimizi narahat etm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yava\u015fca add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131q. M\u0259nc\u0259, el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259r \u0130rene yuxuda dan\u0131\u015fanda m\u0259nim h\u0259min d\u0259qiq\u0259 yuxum \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilirdi.<\/p>\n

Sonlu\u011fu saymasaq, dem\u0259k olar, eyni t\u0259svirl\u0259ri t\u0259krarlayar\u0131q. Bir gec\u0259 susam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 yerim\u0259 uzanmam\u0131\u015fdan qabaq \u0130reney\u0259 dedim ki, m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 su i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 gedir\u0259m. Bac\u0131m\u0131n yataq ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi (o, otaqda toxuyurdu) s\u0259s e\u015fitdim. D\u0259hliz yan t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 buruldu\u011fundan s\u0259sin m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n, yoxsa hamamdan g\u0259ldiyini se\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Bac\u0131m m\u0259nim q\u0259fil dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hiss edib sakitc\u0259 yan\u0131ma g\u0259ldi. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 qulaq verdik v\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q-ayd\u0131n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck ki, s\u0259sl\u0259r art\u0131q pal\u0131d qap\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n – m\u0259tb\u0259x v\u0259 hamamdan, ya da el\u0259 dar d\u0259hlizin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n, d\u00fcz yan\u0131m\u0131zdan g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 bir-birimiz\u0259 baxmad\u0131q da. \u0130renenin qolundan yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 ikimiz d\u0259 arxam\u0131za boylanmadan, \u00e7\u00f6l t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259ki d\u0259mir barmaql\u0131ql\u0131 qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131q. K\u00fct s\u0259sl\u0259r arxam\u0131zdan daha da ayd\u0131n e\u015fidilirdi. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc art\u0131rmaya atd\u0131q v\u0259 m\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131m. Art\u0131q he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fidilmirdi.<\/p>\n

– Bu t\u0259r\u0259fi d\u0259 tutdular, – dey\u0259, \u0130rene dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

H\u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fc \u0259lind\u0259n sallan\u0131rd\u0131, ipl\u0259r d\u0259 qap\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r uzan\u0131r v\u0259 altda g\u00f6zd\u0259n itirdi. Bac\u0131m yumaqlar\u0131n qap\u0131n\u0131n o tay\u0131nda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u0259lind\u0259ki h\u00f6rg\u00fcy\u0259 baxmadan onu yer\u0259 atd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcnl\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bildin? \u2013 \u0259b\u0259s yer\u0259 soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n

– Yox, he\u00e7 n\u0259.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 \u0259ynimizd\u0259kil\u0259rl\u0259 bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Yataq ota\u011f\u0131mda dolabdak\u0131 on be\u015f min peso yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Amma daha gec idi.<\/p>\n

Saat\u0131m qolumdayd\u0131. Baxd\u0131m ki, saat on birdir. Qolumla \u0130renenin belini qucaqlad\u0131m (dey\u0259s\u0259n, a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131) v\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q. K\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndim, uzaqla\u015fmazdan qabaq giri\u015f qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 m\u00f6hk\u0259m ba\u011flad\u0131m v\u0259 a\u00e7ar\u0131 novun i\u00e7in\u0259 tullad\u0131m. Bird\u0259n, hans\u0131sa b\u0259db\u0259xtin a\u011fl\u0131ndan gec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131 tutulmu\u015f ev\u0259 o\u011furlu\u011fa girm\u0259k ke\u00e7\u0259r…<\/p>\n

1<\/sup>\u00a0Parana, Paraqvay v\u0259 Uruqvay \u00e7aylar\u0131 h\u00f6vz\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 yeti\u015f\u0259n mate bitkisind\u0259n haz\u0131rlanan v\u0259 Argentina, Uruqvay, Boliviya v\u0259 Paraqvayda i\u00e7il\u0259n \u00e7ayab\u0259nz\u0259r i\u00e7ki<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

2<\/sup>\u00a0Porta\u011fal qab\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan haz\u0131rlanan spirtli, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus yum\u015faq dadl\u0131 Argentina milli i\u00e7kisi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u0130span dilind\u0259n t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259n: Emin \u018fL\u018fSG\u018fROV<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 898 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Evimiz xo\u015fumuza g\u0259lirdi, \u00e7\u00fcnki geni\u015f v\u0259 q\u0259dim olmaqdan ziyad\u0259, (bug\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0259dim evl\u0259ri pul xatirin\u0259 s\u00f6k\u00fcb s\u0259rf\u0259li qiym\u0259t\u0259 sat\u0131rlar) burada ulu baba-n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rimizin, ata t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n babam\u0131z\u0131n, valideynl\u0259rimizin v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n xatir\u0259l\u0259ri ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130rene il\u0259 m\u0259n bu evd\u0259 t\u0259k qalma\u011fa \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdik. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131q idi, burada rahatca s\u0259kkiz n\u0259f\u0259r ya\u015faya bil\u0259rdi. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r saat yeddid\u0259 yerimizd\u0259n durur v\u0259 t\u0259mizlik i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8,18],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8547"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8547"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8547\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8549,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8547\/revisions\/8549"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8547"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8547"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8547"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}