{"id":8615,"date":"2015-03-03T15:59:26","date_gmt":"2015-03-03T11:59:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8615"},"modified":"2015-03-03T16:00:22","modified_gmt":"2015-03-03T12:00:22","slug":"akif-abbasov-tutu-n%c9%99d%c9%99n-k%c9%99d%c9%99rli-idi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8615","title":{"rendered":"Akif ABBASOV – TUTU N\u018fD\u018fN K\u018fD\u018fRL\u0130 \u0130D\u0130?"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"akif<\/a><\/em>(\u201cAc\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u201d roman\u0131ndan)<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Tutu \u00e7ox pis olmu\u015fdu. Qudas\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 oynar-g\u00fcl\u0259r getmi\u015fdi, qan\u0131 qara qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yaman tutulmu\u015fdu. Bik\u0259xan\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yini bo\u015faltm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 deyil\u0259sidirs\u0259 – demi\u015fdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 onun t\u0259\u015fvi\u015fi s\u0259b\u0259bsiz deyildi. Yerind\u0259 soru\u015furdu ki, q\u0131z ne\u00e7\u0259 il ni\u015fanl\u0131 qalar? O olmas\u0131n, el\u0259 Tutunun \u00f6z\u00fc olayd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r ni\u015fanl\u0131 qalsayd\u0131, dill\u0259nm\u0259zdi? Dill\u0259n\u0259rdi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Tutu ev\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b qeyzl\u0259 \u015fal\u0131n\u0131 bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259, pal-paltar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fqa bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 tullad\u0131. H\u0259tta \u015fal\u0131 divana d\u0259yib d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. F\u0259rman\u00a0 h\u0259l\u0259 onu bu k\u00f6kd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Onun hal\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, arvad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 aparmas\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259bsiz deyil. N\u0259 is\u0259 bir hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verib, arvad\u0131n\u0131n xasiyy\u0259tin\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d oldu\u011fundan onu sor\u011fu-suala tutma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259di. Tutunun sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259sini, hikk\u0259sinin yatmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259di. \u018frinin dinm\u0259yib g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 m\u00f6vqeyi tutdu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fc s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki\u00a0 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir, d\u0259rdini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi: -G\u00fcnah\u0131n \u00e7oxu s\u0259nd\u0259dir, ki\u015fi! F\u0259rman \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi: -Hans\u0131 g\u00fcnah\u0131n, arvad?\u00a0 M\u0259niml\u0259 iki ba\u015fl\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fma! \u018fvv\u0259l s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc de, ondan sonra cavab\u0131m\u0131 e\u015fit. Tutu bir az \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 toxtaql\u0131q verdi: -Rasim n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fir? F\u0259rman t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nib,\u00a0 suala sualla cavab verdi: -M\u0259n n\u0259 bilim s\u0259nin Rasimin n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fir? Tutunun yen\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc d\u00f6nd\u00fc: -M\u0259nim Rasimim? Bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, onun s\u0259n\u0259 aidiyyat\u0131 yoxdur? Ata evind\u0259n g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m Rasimi? F\u0259rman \u0259lini stola vuraraq dik at\u0131ld\u0131: -Arvad, h\u0259ddini bil! Qaba\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259l Xalid\u0259 deyil ha! \u018frindir! M\u0259nim say\u0259md\u0259 \u015fell\u0259nirs\u0259n! \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yini, suyunu ver\u0259nindir! Dilini dinc qoy, yoxsa k\u0259s\u0259r\u0259m! -K\u0259s. Daha biab\u0131r olmu\u015fuq. O soru\u015fur, bu soru\u015fur, bilmirs\u0259n hans\u0131na cavab ver\u0259s\u0259n, hans\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 yumasan. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n? F\u0259rman ac\u0131ql\u0131: -Yen\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn q\u0259nb\u0259rqulusunu demirs\u0259n, arvad! U\u015faq q\u0259rib yerd\u0259dir. Bird\u0259n qar\u011f\u0131\u015f dey\u0259rs\u0259n, dilim a\u011fz\u0131m qurusun, ba\u015f\u0131na bir i\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r, yan\u0131b-yax\u0131larsan. N\u0259 edib ax\u0131 bu Rasim? Adam \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb? Tutu t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs ona baxd\u0131: -Dilin qurusun, ki\u015fi! Onda evimiz y\u0131x\u0131lard\u0131 ki… -\u0130ndi m\u0259n n\u0259 edim, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc demirs\u0259n. Bilm\u0259diyim \u00e7eyin cavab\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 verim? Tutu m\u0259tl\u0259b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi: -Qudagil\u0259 getmi\u015fdim. F\u0259rman onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi: -Bik\u0259xan\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fcnorta g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Sa\u011f-salamat idi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 deyirl\u0259r ki, \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259 qa\u015f aras\u0131ndad\u0131r. Top kimi idi. Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 ona n\u0259 oldu? Durum haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131m. Nec\u0259 olsa qohumuq. Ham\u0131dan \u0259vv\u0259l biz orada olmal\u0131y\u0131q. F\u0259rman aya\u011fa qalxmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Tutu onu qoymad\u0131: -Ona he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b, – dedi. -Nail\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 olub? Tutu hiss el\u0259di ki, yen\u0259 cin t\u0259p\u0259sin\u0259 vurub. Birt\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlay\u0131b: -Ay ki\u015fi, qoy bir s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tamamlay\u0131m, ondan sonra dill\u0259n. -Buyur, xan\u0131m q\u0131z. – He\u00e7 kim\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b. Olsa bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n bel\u0259 olacaq. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 olan biz\u0259 olacaq. -He\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamad\u0131m. Ay arvad, s\u0259n n\u0259 vaxtdan filosofluq edirs\u0259n? -Bik\u0259xan\u0131m m\u0259nd\u0259n cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259yir? F\u0259rman yen\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259di: -N\u0259 cavab? -Bik\u0259xan\u0131m soru\u015fur: q\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, alm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? -Niy\u0259 alm\u0131r\u0131q. O\u011fluma ni\u015fanlanmay\u0131b onun q\u0131z\u0131? B\u0259 almaq nec\u0259 olur? Tutu ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131: -Deyir: alan indiy\u0259 kimi alard\u0131. Siz zanit el\u0259misiniz. Bu, almaq deyil. Deyir: n\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirsiniz, niy\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirsiniz? G\u00fcnah\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, ata olan b\u0259nd\u0259 bir Rasimin ba\u015f\u0131na a\u011f\u0131l qoyursan ki, ay o\u011ful, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u0259l k\u0259nd\u0259, toyunu ed\u0259k? -H\u0259 bunu d\u00fcz deyir. M\u0259ni d\u0259 d\u0259ng el\u0259yibl\u0259r. Soru\u015fan \u00e7oxdur: Rasimin \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 zaman bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? -Ay ki\u015fi, insan \u00e7iy s\u00fcd \u0259mib. Tezlikl\u0259 toylar\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259m\u0259liyik. Q\u0131z qo\u015fulub birin\u0259 qa\u00e7ar, k\u0259ndd\u0259-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259, eld\u0259-obada r\u00fczvayi-cahan olar\u0131q. Onda g\u00fcnah q\u0131zda yox, bizd\u0259, Rasimd\u0259 olacaq ha! Camaat da bizi q\u0131nayacaq. -Arvad, m\u0259n s\u0259ninl\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik! Get o mobil telefonu bura g\u0259tir.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 722 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(\u201cAc\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u201d roman\u0131ndan) \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Tutu \u00e7ox pis olmu\u015fdu. Qudas\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 oynar-g\u00fcl\u0259r getmi\u015fdi, qan\u0131 qara qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yaman tutulmu\u015fdu. Bik\u0259xan\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yini bo\u015faltm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 deyil\u0259sidirs\u0259 – demi\u015fdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 onun t\u0259\u015fvi\u015fi s\u0259b\u0259bsiz deyildi. Yerind\u0259 soru\u015furdu ki, q\u0131z ne\u00e7\u0259 il ni\u015fanl\u0131 qalar? O olmas\u0131n, el\u0259 Tutunun \u00f6z\u00fc olayd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r ni\u015fanl\u0131 qalsayd\u0131, dill\u0259nm\u0259zdi? Dill\u0259n\u0259rdi. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Tutu ev\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b qeyzl\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8616,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8615"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8615"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8615\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8618,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8615\/revisions\/8618"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8616"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8615"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8615"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8615"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}