{"id":8707,"date":"2015-03-08T16:23:53","date_gmt":"2015-03-08T12:23:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8707"},"modified":"2015-03-08T16:23:53","modified_gmt":"2015-03-08T12:23:53","slug":"nurlan-yusifli-m%c9%99n%c9%99vi-zirv%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8707","title":{"rendered":"NURLAN YUS\u0130FL\u0130 – M\u018fN\u018fV\u0130 Z\u0130RV\u018f"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"nurlan\"<\/a>Bacard\u0131m! \u0130ndiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 kimin qalxa bilm\u0259diyi zirv\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131m. Buradan insanlar \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ik g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Onlar\u0131n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7atm\u0131r , amma ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259min\u0259m. Onlara g\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ik g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m..<\/span>Bu zirv\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan ilk insan oldu\u011fuma g\u00f6r\u0259 , t\u0259k t\u0259nhayam. G\u00f6z\u0259 he\u00e7 bir canl\u0131 d\u0259ymir. Havada tutqundur. Budur ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ba\u015flad\u0131. T\u0259xmin\u0259n 1 saatd\u0131r ki, a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131nda oturub ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m. Dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa he\u00e7 kimim yoxdur. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 ba\u015f ba\u015fayam. B\u0259lk\u0259d\u0259 bel\u0259si daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130nsan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 kim anlaya bil\u0259r ki ? H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 insanlardan uzaq bel\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259rd\u0259n dostlar\u0131mla, ail\u0259ml\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyim g\u00fcnl\u0259ri yad\u0131ma sal\u0131ram , amma , q\u0259tiyy\u0259n dar\u0131xm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Ettikl\u0259rimi v\u0259 etm\u0259dikl\u0259rimi fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m. S\u0259hvsiz insan olmur , amma , m\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u00fcsursuz olmaq ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. El\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259hvl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259n yol vermi\u015f\u0259m. Burada is\u0259 onlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259yim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vaxt \u00e7oxdur. Art\u0131q uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259tdir ki , zirv\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Dar\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. \u00d6z\u00fcm- \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n qorxururam. B\u0259z\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131ma el\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r g\u0259lir ki ,” bunlar\u0131 m\u0259nmi fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m? “dey\u0259 sual verir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 enib insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. H\u0259r \u015fey qoyub getdiyim kimi deyildi. \u0130nsanlar \u00e7ox d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Art\u0131q daha diksindirici v\u0259 daha iyr\u0259nc idil\u0259r , \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ham\u0131s\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil\u0259 bilm\u0259z , amma , b\u00fct\u00f6v g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fckd\u0259 bel\u0259 idi. B\u0259zil\u0259rinin a\u011fl\u0131 yaln\u0131z pislik etm\u0259k, birin\u0259 ziyan vurmaq , quyu qazmaq v\u0259 s. kimi \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n yor\u011fundur. Bunlar \u00f6zl\u0259rini y\u00fcks\u0259ltm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyi ed\u0259nl\u0259rdir . Bel\u0259l\u0259ri he\u00e7 vaxt t\u0259k qalm\u0131r , yan y\u00f6r\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 saf adamlar olur. Onlar da zirv\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n yolda ed\u0259c\u0259yi qurbanlard\u0131r. \u00d6zl\u0259ri is\u0259 daha d\u0259rin\u0259 batacaqd\u0131r. Bu saf adam dedikl\u0259rim is\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zlard\u0131r. Onlara sad\u0259c\u0259 istiqam\u0259t verm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r , s\u00fcr\u00fc hal\u0131nda , s\u00fcr\u00fc psixologiyas\u0131 il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. Bunlardan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r des\u0259n var. 10 n\u0259f\u0259r bir \u015feyi t\u0259sdiql\u0259yirs\u0259, s\u0259hvd\u0259 olsa \u00f6zl\u0259rini o \u015feyin do\u011fru oldu\u011funa inand\u0131racaqlar. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00e7oxlu\u011fa tabedirl\u0259r. Bu x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri quyuqazanlar\u0131n i\u015fin\u0259 yaray\u0131r. Bu saf adamlardan \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yet\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r istifad\u0259 edirl\u0259r. B\u0259zil\u0259ri is\u0259 \u00e7oxlu\u011fa qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r , qat\u0131q qara deyil a\u011fd\u0131 deyir. H\u0259m\u0259n d\u0259qiq\u0259 r\u00fcsvay edirl\u0259r onlar\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00e7oxlu\u011fun inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fey do\u011frudur. Nec\u0259 olmal\u0131 idi b\u0259s?! Bel\u0259l\u0259rinin yan\u0131nda insan az olur. Quyuqazanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 , saf adamlar \u00e7oxluq t\u0259\u015fkil etdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qorxusu yoxdur. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n bu hal\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 t\u0259k qalma\u011f\u0131mdan daha qorxuludur dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. He\u00e7 kiml\u0259 dil tapa bilm\u0259dim. H\u0259rk\u0259s \u00f6z probleml\u0259rinin d\u0259rdind\u0259 idi. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 parkda bir-biri il\u0259 oynayan u\u015faqlar d\u0259ydi. “Onlardan ba\u015fqa ” dedim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259. Onlardan ba\u015fqa ham\u0131n\u0131n bir d\u0259rdi vard\u0131. K\u0259nardan xeyli izl\u0259dim onlar\u0131. Sonda , m\u0259nim zirv\u0259md\u0259n \u00e7ox \u00e7ox h\u00fcnd\u00fcr olan bir zirv\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131na q\u0259rar verdim. M\u0259n ilk deyil\u0259m. O zirv\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fayan ilk adam m\u0259n deyil\u0259m .M\u0259n saf adam da deyil\u0259m. M\u0259n quyuqazan da deyil\u0259m.M\u0259n yerini tapma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan biriy\u0259m. Azadl\u0131q ist\u0259y\u0259n biriy\u0259m. Quyuqazanlar\u0131n , saf adamlar\u0131n , \u00e7oxlu\u011fa qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xanlar\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259y\u0259n biri. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259k qalma\u011f\u0131m daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. \u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc daha yax\u015f\u0131 anlay\u0131ram. Ya da anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram..<\/span><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1149 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bacard\u0131m! \u0130ndiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 kimin qalxa bilm\u0259diyi zirv\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131m. Buradan insanlar \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ik g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Onlar\u0131n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7atm\u0131r , amma ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259min\u0259m. Onlara g\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ik g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m..Bu zirv\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan ilk insan oldu\u011fuma g\u00f6r\u0259 , t\u0259k t\u0259nhayam. G\u00f6z\u0259 he\u00e7 bir canl\u0131 d\u0259ymir. Havada tutqundur. Budur ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ba\u015flad\u0131. T\u0259xmin\u0259n 1 saatd\u0131r ki, a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131nda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,17],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8707"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8707"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8707\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8709,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8707\/revisions\/8709"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8707"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8707"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8707"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}