{"id":8725,"date":"2015-03-10T10:05:03","date_gmt":"2015-03-10T06:05:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8725"},"modified":"2015-03-10T11:31:58","modified_gmt":"2015-03-10T07:31:58","slug":"ayb%c9%99niz-%c9%99lyar-aglamaga-yer-tapmadim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8725","title":{"rendered":"Ayb\u0259niz \u018flyar — A\u011flama\u011fa yer tapmad\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"ayb\u0259niz\"<\/a><\/p>\n

G\u018fL\u0130N GED\u018fN QIZ<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015fdi \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r,
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o g\u00fcn.
\nS\u0259ad\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn sev\u0259nl\u0259r,
\nSanki bir-birini qucmu\u015fdu o g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

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Lal\u0259 yana\u011f\u0131na bal ar\u0131lar\u0131,
\nB\u0259h\u0259rin d\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lib qonurdu.
\nAt\u0259\u015f allah\u0131n\u0131n nur \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131,
\nOnun bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nda cilalan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Anan\u0131n can pay\u0131, atan\u0131n \u0259rki,
\nQarda\u015f\u0131n ba\u015f tac\u0131 hara gedirdi?
\n\u018fynind\u0259 a\u011f-appaq g\u0259linlik b\u0259lk\u0259,
\nSevgisiz d\u00fcnyaya \u00fcsyan edirdi?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

R\u0259ngli dodaqlar\u0131 susqundu yen\u0259,
\nAl\u0131nm\u0131\u015f qa\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f n\u0259d\u0259n?
\nCilv\u0259si s\u0131\u011fmazk\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259-\u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259,
\nE\u015fqmi \u00fcz d\u00f6nd\u0259rdi bu b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259d\u0259n?<\/p>\n

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Gedirdi yam-ya\u015f\u0131l otlar\u0131 bas\u0131b,
\nQ\u0259lbini bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 at\u0131b gedirdi.
\nTitr\u0259k v\u00fccuduyla o\u00a0g\u0259lin\u00a0susub,
\nOna baxanlar\u0131 heyran edirdi.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fc idi,
\nDa\u011fdan uca idi v\u00fcqar\u0131 onun.
\nBir ba\u015fqa d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lin gedirdi,
\nBel\u0259 qeyd edirdi e\u015fqinin sonun.<\/p>\n

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Oxilaf \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 e\u015fq\u0259, sevgiy\u0259,
\nQ\u0259lbi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131 susuzbal\u0131qt\u0259k.
\nG\u00f6z\u0259llikvermi\u015fdia\u011f g\u0259linliy\u0259,
\n\u00d6z\u00fc q\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kirdi, q\u0259m\u0259t\u0259k-\u0259t\u0259k.<\/p>\n

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Sanki b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc bir q\u0259m sehrin\u0259,
\nYamaclar ah\u0259st\u0259, \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259 rah\u0259st\u0259.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131n s\u0259pmi\u015fdi yen\u0259,
\n\u018fz\u0259r\u0259k ke\u00e7diyi otlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r add\u0131m onu yorurdu,
\nQ\u00fcss\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131, izi.
\nBatan bir g\u0259mid\u0259 l\u0259ng\u0259r vururdu,
\nNec\u0259 k\u00fckr\u0259yirdi h\u0259ssas sin\u0259si.<\/p>\n

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E\u015fq\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259rin da\u015flara vurdu,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 gedirdi, yox ba\u015fqa se\u00e7im!
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir z\u00fclm\u0259t haraylay\u0131rd\u0131,
\nX\u0131nal\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rin gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

CANIM<\/p>\n

E\u015fq\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b quca\u011f\u0131n\u0131,
\nQ\u0259m saray\u0131 tikdi can\u0131m.
\nBu sevgiy\u0259 ac\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla t\u00f6kd\u00fc can\u0131m.<\/p>\n

A\u011fr\u0131dan yapd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nDo\u011frad\u0131m, \u00e7apd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc.
\nS\u0259hrada tapd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nBir i\u00e7im su \u00e7\u0259kdi can\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bir od vard\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259simd\u0259,
\nBir \u00f6zg\u0259ydi h\u0259v\u0259sim d\u0259.
\nB\u0259d\u0259n adl\u0131 q\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259,
\n\u00d6z i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc can\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259rim e\u015fq\u0259 ac\u0131b,
\nUlduz-ulduz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7\u0131b.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qa\u00e7\u0131b,
\nDan yerini s\u00f6kd\u00fc can\u0131m.<\/p>\n

D\u00d6YD\u00dc QAPIMIZI<\/p>\n

D\u00f6yd\u00fc qap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015f yen\u0259,
\nQorxmuruq, onsuz da buz tutub bizi.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 Allah\u0131n x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdu,
\nN\u0259z\u0259r tutub bizi, g\u00f6z tutub bizi.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 evd\u0259 ocaq var, n\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 odun,
\nN\u0259 m\u0259n gileyliy\u0259m, n\u0259 s\u0259n naraz\u0131.
\nHan\u0131 a\u011fu\u015funda uyuyan qad\u0131n,
\nS\u0259ni q\u0131z\u0131nd\u0131ran o zal\u0131m q\u0131z\u0131?<\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m, gec\u0259l\u0259r soyuqdur s\u0259n\u0259,
\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr aya\u011f\u0131n, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr \u0259lin.
\nQar ya\u011f\u0131r s\u00fckutun buz sin\u0259sin\u0259,
\nDinmirs\u0259n, buz tutur a\u011fz\u0131nda dilin.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 bahar qal\u0131b qap\u0131 dal\u0131nda,
\nQ\u0131\u015f al\u0131b \u0259lin\u0259 h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u00fc haz\u0131r.
\nBir soyuq \u00fcmidin qanadlar\u0131nda,
\nN\u0259 yata\u011f\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131r, n\u0259 can\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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YER TAPMADIM<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bivaxt yand\u0131 can\u0131m,
\nA\u011flama\u011fa yer tapmad\u0131m.
\n\u00d6zg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yim?
\n\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259 h\u00fcn\u0259r tapmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ha yalvar\u0131m, ha yaxar\u0131m,
\nTorpa\u011fa gedir ax\u0131r\u0131m.
\n\u0130st\u0259dim \u015feir \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131m,
\nGizl\u0259ndi \u015feir, tapmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Biryerhan\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m gedim?
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259rdm iedim?
\nH\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,
\nBirs\u0259nsiz \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tapmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

D\u0259n yaran\u0131b d\u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259…
\nS\u00f6z yaran\u0131b deyilm\u0259y\u0259…
\nEh, qar\u015f\u0131nda \u0259yilm\u0259y\u0259
\nDizimd\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259r tapmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 964 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u018fL\u0130N GED\u018fN QIZ Yen\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015fdi \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r, \u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o g\u00fcn. S\u0259ad\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn sev\u0259nl\u0259r, Sanki bir-birini qucmu\u015fdu o g\u00fcn.   Lal\u0259 yana\u011f\u0131na bal ar\u0131lar\u0131, B\u0259h\u0259rin d\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lib qonurdu. At\u0259\u015f allah\u0131n\u0131n nur \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131, Onun bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nda cilalan\u0131rd\u0131.   Anan\u0131n can pay\u0131, atan\u0131n \u0259rki, Qarda\u015f\u0131n ba\u015f tac\u0131 hara gedirdi? \u018fynind\u0259 a\u011f-appaq g\u0259linlik b\u0259lk\u0259, Sevgisiz d\u00fcnyaya […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8087,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8725"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8725"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8725\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8736,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8725\/revisions\/8736"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8087"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8725"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8725"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8725"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}