{"id":8733,"date":"2015-03-10T10:26:39","date_gmt":"2015-03-10T06:26:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8733"},"modified":"2015-03-10T10:26:39","modified_gmt":"2015-03-10T06:26:39","slug":"ibrahim-ilyasli-tamammi-%c9%99f%c9%99ndim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8733","title":{"rendered":"\u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 — Tamamm\u0131, \u0259f\u0259ndim?"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Ibrahim-Ilyasli1-300x22539\"<\/a>\u00a0\u00a0

N\u0259 sirdi, bu xalq deyil\u0259n\u00a0<\/span>
Susub, \u00fcn\u00fcyn\u0259n bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r?!<\/span>
Yeddi yer\u0259 par\u00e7alan\u0131r,\u00a0<\/span>
Yeddi y\u00f6n\u00fcyn\u0259n bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r!\u00a0<\/span>

Odlara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, buzlay\u0131r,\u00a0<\/span>
D\u0259rya i\u00e7ir, susuzlay\u0131r.\u00a0<\/span>
Ya\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc duzlay\u0131r,\u00a0<\/span>
Duzlu g\u00f6n\u00fcyn\u0259n bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r!\u00a0<\/span>

Qalan \u015fey yaland\u0131, yalan,\u00a0<\/span>
Bir suald\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 qalan: –\u00a0<\/span>
K\u00f6l\u0259nin k\u00f6l\u0259si olan<\/span>
Hans\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcyn\u0259n bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r?!\u00a0<\/span>


\nYADINA D\u00dc\u015eD\u00dcM<\/strong>

Bu g\u00fcn hardan do\u011fdu bel\u0259? \u2013\u00a0<\/span>
G\u00f6r kimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!<\/span>
\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr S\u0259n\u0259, g\u00f6rk el\u0259y\u0259n,\u00a0<\/span>
G\u00f6rk\u00fcm\u00fcn yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!<\/span>

Qo\u015fuldum a\u011flar s\u0259sin\u0259,\u00a0<\/span>
\u00c7\u0259kildim \u00e7a\u011flar s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/span>
S\u0259s verdi da\u011flar s\u0259sin\u0259, –\u00a0<\/span>
\u018frkimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!\u00a0<\/span>

Aldatd\u0131 \u015feytan n\u0259f\u0259si,\u00a0<\/span>
Atd\u0131m m\u0259ni sev\u0259n k\u0259si.\u00a0<\/span>
H\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u0259ni l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259sin,<\/span>
H\u0259r kimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!\u00a0<\/span>


***\u00a0<\/span>

Oturub \u00f6mr\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/span>
\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.\u00a0<\/span>
Yalan r\u0259ngl\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb<\/span>
ger\u00e7\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.\u00a0<\/span>

\u00c7\u0259kir\u0259m ciy\u0259rl\u0259rim\u0259<\/span>
faniliyin \u0259trini.\u00a0<\/span>
M\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259ziz tutan varm\u0131<\/span>
bu faninin x\u0259trini?!\u00a0<\/span>

Kims\u0259 bilm\u0259z n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdirir<\/span>
m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rim.\u00a0<\/span>
\u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259r\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rirl\u0259r<\/span>
olma\u011fa \u0259kdikl\u0259rim.\u00a0<\/span>

D\u0259ryalar m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilir,\u00a0<\/span>
tufanlar m\u0259nd\u0259n qopur.\u00a0<\/span>
Can\u0131ma odlar \u0259l\u0259nir,\u00a0<\/span>
ruhuma sular hopur.\u00a0<\/span>

\u015e\u0259kill\u0259nir q\u0259l\u0259mimd\u0259<\/span>
\u00e7oxdan \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f bir adam.\u00a0<\/span>
M\u0259n \u015fair deyil\u0259m, yavrum,\u00a0<\/span>
m\u0259n bir d\u0259li r\u0259ssamam.\u00a0<\/span>


\u015eE\u0130R\u00a0<\/strong>

S\u0259ni\u00a0<\/span>
Qana-qana<\/span>
Yazmaq olmur,<\/span>
Yaza-yaza<\/span>
Qanmaq.\u00a0<\/span>
S\u0259n\u0259 yetm\u0259yin<\/span>
Birc\u0259 yolu var:\u00a0<\/span>
Yanmaq!!!<\/span>
Yanmaq!!!<\/span>
Yanmaq!!!<\/span>


***\u00a0<\/span>


Narkomanlar v\u0259 d\u0259lil\u0259rdir<\/span>
Bu m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tin \u0259n b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r\u00a0<\/span>
Adamlar\u0131.\u00a0<\/span>
T\u0259nb\u0259ki, d\u0259rman v\u0259 \u015f\u0259rabd\u0131r<\/span>
bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 \u0259n g\u0259r\u0259kli nem\u0259t.\u00a0<\/span>
Bir d\u0259 dind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz mollal\u0131qd\u0131,\u00a0<\/span>
bir d\u0259 \u00fczl\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcyolal\u0131qd\u0131.\u00a0<\/span>
V\u0259ss\u0259lam!\u00a0<\/span>

– Tamamm\u0131, \u0259f\u0259ndim?\u00a0<\/span>
– Tamam, tamam!\u00a0<\/span>


***\u00a0<\/span>

\nM\u0130NACAT

Tanr\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259n kim\u0259m,<\/span>
N\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m bu d\u00fcnyada?<\/span>
Bir pay\u0131 quru torpaq,<\/span>
\u00dc\u00e7 pay\u0131 su d\u00fcnyada?<\/span>

Ad\u0131m pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r ad\u0131,<\/span>
\u00d6z\u00fcm adi bir adam.<\/span>
Bir d\u0259 bu adilikd\u0259n<\/span>
Bezib \u00e7\u0131xan f\u0259ryadam.<\/span>

Q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rind\u0259 durdu\u011fum<\/span>
Aynadak\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259mmi?<\/span>
Ruhum m\u0259n\u0259 dard\u0131m\u0131,<\/span>
M\u0259n ruhuma t\u0259n\u0259mmi?<\/span>

\u018fvv\u0259l-ax\u0131r deyil\u0259n<\/span>
Bir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc-bi\u00e7i varm\u0131?<\/span>
Varsa b\u0259s \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fczl\u00fck<\/span>
N\u0259di, bilm\u0259k olarm\u0131?<\/span>

Bu cismi-can varl\u0131qd\u0131,<\/span>
Yoxluq divan\u0259siy\u0259m.<\/span>
La \u0130lah\u0259 \u0130ll\u0259llah! \u2013\u00a0<\/span>
Kimdi m\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n?<\/span>

<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 641 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00a0\u00a0N\u0259 sirdi, bu xalq deyil\u0259n\u00a0Susub, \u00fcn\u00fcyn\u0259n bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r?!Yeddi yer\u0259 par\u00e7alan\u0131r,\u00a0Yeddi y\u00f6n\u00fcyn\u0259n bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r!\u00a0Odlara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, buzlay\u0131r,\u00a0D\u0259rya i\u00e7ir, susuzlay\u0131r.\u00a0Ya\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc duzlay\u0131r,\u00a0Duzlu g\u00f6n\u00fcyn\u0259n bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r!\u00a0Qalan \u015fey yaland\u0131, yalan,\u00a0Bir suald\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 qalan: –\u00a0K\u00f6l\u0259nin k\u00f6l\u0259si olanHans\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcyn\u0259n bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r?!\u00a0 YADINA D\u00dc\u015eD\u00dcMBu g\u00fcn hardan do\u011fdu bel\u0259? \u2013\u00a0G\u00f6r kimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr S\u0259n\u0259, g\u00f6rk el\u0259y\u0259n,\u00a0G\u00f6rk\u00fcm\u00fcn yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!Qo\u015fuldum a\u011flar s\u0259sin\u0259,\u00a0\u00c7\u0259kildim \u00e7a\u011flar s\u0259sin\u0259.S\u0259s verdi da\u011flar s\u0259sin\u0259, –\u00a0\u018frkimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!\u00a0Aldatd\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8733"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8733"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8733\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8734,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8733\/revisions\/8734"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8733"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8733"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8733"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}