{"id":8785,"date":"2015-03-13T14:48:20","date_gmt":"2015-03-13T10:48:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8785"},"modified":"2015-03-13T14:48:59","modified_gmt":"2015-03-13T10:48:59","slug":"aysel-n%c9%99sirzad%c9%99-ufuq-d%c9%99rd%c9%99-burunmus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8785","title":{"rendered":"Aysel N\u0259sirzad\u0259 &#8211; \u00dcF\u00dcQ D\u018fRD\u018f B\u00dcR\u00dcNM\u00dc\u015e&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/img_4291.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-8787 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/img_4291-300x199.jpg\" alt=\"img_4291\" width=\"300\" height=\"199\" \/><\/a>\u00dcf\u00fcq d\u0259rd\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f,\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin solmu\u015f \u00fcz\u00fc.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Yollar s\u0259nd\u0259n nigaran<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Bir add\u0131ml\u0131q izin yox,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Buludun dolmu\u015f g\u00f6z\u00fc.\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Oldum ill\u0259r yor\u011funu.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">S\u0259nsizlik bir s\u0131naqm\u0131?<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Yoxsa ki,taleyimin<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Qurdu\u011fu bir qur\u011fumu?<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Taq\u0259tim yox,heyim yox,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">&#8220;O qay\u0131td\u0131m\u0131&#8221;-dey\u0259,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">S\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n sorana<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Dilim g\u0259lmir deyim &#8220;yox&#8221;.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Son \u00fcmidim can verir,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Qollar\u0131nda q\u0259lbimin.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Nitqi lal dayanm\u0131\u015fam.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">G\u0259li\u015fin uzand\u0131qca,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00dcmidsizlik art\u0131qca,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Yadla\u015f\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259 ya\u015fam.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Qay\u0131t geri, d\u00f6n geri,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Son h\u0259ddidir s\u0259brimin.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Yoxsa ki,bu gedi\u015fl\u0259,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Axtarmal\u0131 olarsan,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00dcnvan\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259brimin.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">B\u0130R N\u00d6QT\u018f<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">T\u0259sad\u00fcfm\u00fc,z\u0259rur\u0259tmi?!<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Bir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Yad bax\u0131\u015flar bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 dikildi,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Bir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 do\u011fmala\u015fd\u0131q.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259dik zaman\u0131.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Tan\u0131madan bir-birini,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Tez-t\u0259l\u0259sik tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Q\u0259lbimiz\u0259 bir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259n yol \u00e7\u0259kildi,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Min add\u0131ml\u0131q m\u0259saf\u0259l\u0259r<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Bir add\u0131mla \u0259v\u0259zl\u0259ndi.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00c7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n g\u0259nclik oyununda,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Ba\u015f rol \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yer ald\u0131q.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Ba\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259n sevincl\u0259<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Ta&#8230;g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 ucald\u0131q.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Anlamad\u0131q biz-bizi,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Anlam\u0131\u015f kimi etdik.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">G\u00f6z\u00fc yumlu halda,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">H\u0259m sevib,h\u0259m sevildik.<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Bir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 qovu\u015fsaq da,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Bir n\u00f6qt\u0259ni qoymaqla,<\/span><br style=\"color: #000000;\" \/><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Bir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 ayr\u0131ld\u0131q.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"8785\">Yaz\u0131ya 695 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00dcf\u00fcq d\u0259rd\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f,\u00a0G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin solmu\u015f \u00fcz\u00fc.Yollar s\u0259nd\u0259n nigaranBir add\u0131ml\u0131q izin yox,Buludun dolmu\u015f g\u00f6z\u00fc.\u00a0Yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n,Oldum ill\u0259r yor\u011funu.S\u0259nsizlik bir s\u0131naqm\u0131?Yoxsa ki,taleyiminQurdu\u011fu bir qur\u011fumu?Taq\u0259tim yox,heyim yox,&#8220;O qay\u0131td\u0131m\u0131&#8221;-dey\u0259,S\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n soranaDilim g\u0259lmir deyim &#8220;yox&#8221;.Son \u00fcmidim can verir,Qollar\u0131nda q\u0259lbimin.Nitqi lal dayanm\u0131\u015fam.G\u0259li\u015fin uzand\u0131qca,\u00dcmidsizlik art\u0131qca,Yadla\u015f\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259 ya\u015fam.Qay\u0131t geri, d\u00f6n geri,Son h\u0259ddidir s\u0259brimin.Yoxsa ki,bu gedi\u015fl\u0259,Axtarmal\u0131 olarsan,\u00dcnvan\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259brimin. &nbsp; B\u0130R N\u00d6QT\u018fT\u0259sad\u00fcfm\u00fc,z\u0259rur\u0259tmi?!Bir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.Yad bax\u0131\u015flar bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 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