{"id":8863,"date":"2015-03-18T10:13:29","date_gmt":"2015-03-18T06:13:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8863"},"modified":"2015-03-18T10:13:29","modified_gmt":"2015-03-18T06:13:29","slug":"ikinci-mahmud-facebookda-s%c9%99kil-paylasan-qadinlara-pis-baxiram","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8863","title":{"rendered":"\u0130kinci MAHMUD &#8212; Facebookda \u015f\u0259kil payla\u015fan qad\u0131nlara pis bax\u0131ram&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/10896994_600964356713601_5422376315564840097_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-8864 \" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/10896994_600964356713601_5422376315564840097_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"10896994_600964356713601_5422376315564840097_n\" width=\"231\" height=\"231\" \/><\/a>\u00a0\u00a0Bax o \u201cc\u201d il\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b \u201cj\u201d il\u0259 oxunan vicdan\u0131ma and olsun ki, qlobal d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram.<br \/>\nC\u0131l\u0131z s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131ram.<br \/>\nDedi-qodu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u015f\u0259had\u0259t barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131ma t\u0131xay\u0131ram.<br \/>\nM\u00fcmk\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259nas\u0131z adamladan uzaq g\u0259zir\u0259m.<br \/>\nQoy m\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq olsunlar, n\u0259yim\u0259 laz\u0131m?! \u00d6m\u00fcr onsuz da q\u0131sa, g\u0259r\u0259k onu m\u0259nas\u0131z \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259rf etm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n.<br \/>\nYa\u015f artd\u0131qca adama el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, Yer G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u0259traf\u0131nda bir az da s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 f\u0131rlan\u0131r. G\u00f6z g\u00f6r\u0259-g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259yat \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n, arxam\u0131zdan, sa\u011f b\u00f6yr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n, sol yan\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7ir. Qal\u0131r\u0131q dal\u0131nca baxa-baxa .<br \/>\nFikir vermi\u015f\u0259m, u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rind\u0259 yay t\u0259till\u0259ri daha uzun olurdu, amma indi may ay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar-\u00e7\u0131xmaz sentyabr \u201ci\u015fiq pulu\u201d kimi k\u0259sdirir qap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131. Bilmirs\u0259n, aylar, ill\u0259r nec\u0259 g\u0259ldi, nec\u0259 getdi. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn, c\u0259nab \u018fzray\u0131l kredit bildiri\u015fi kimi g\u0259ldi, k\u0259sdirdi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc. Qald\u0131n bel\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00d6z h\u0259yat\u0131m haqq\u0131nda q\u0259rarlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm verir\u0259m. Bel\u0259 d\u0259 olmal\u0131. N\u0259zak\u0259t xatirin\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259ri dinl\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, etir\u0259f edir\u0259m ki, he\u00e7 birin\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l etmir\u0259m. Bir qula\u011f\u0131mdan al\u0131b o biri qula\u011f\u0131mdan burax\u0131ram. Bu h\u0259yat m\u0259nim deyil, \u00f6z\u00fcm bil\u0259r\u0259m! Neyl\u0259m\u0259li, m\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259liy\u0259m.<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131 \u0259r olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn, i\u015fd\u0259n tez g\u0259lib \u015fam yem\u0259yi haz\u0131rlay\u0131ram. S\u00fcfr\u0259ni b\u0259z\u0259yib evin xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m. Sonra ke\u00e7ir\u0259m m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259, sular k\u0259silm\u0259mi\u015f qablar\u0131 yuyub qoyuram yerin\u0259. Bazar g\u00fcnl\u0259ri tezd\u0259n oyan\u0131b qa\u00e7\u0131ram bazara, t\u0259z\u0259 pomidor-xiyar al\u0131b qay\u0131d\u0131ram. Yax\u015f\u0131 pomidor-yumurta bi\u015firm\u0259yim var, \u201cm\u0259n\u0259m-m\u0259n\u0259m\u201d dey\u0259n arvadlara d\u0259rs ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259m. Geni\u015f m\u00f6vzudur, qals\u0131n ba\u015fqa vaxta&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 se\u00e7imind\u0259 he\u00e7 kimin k\u00f6m\u0259yind\u0259n istifad\u0259 etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, sevib evl\u0259nmi\u015fik. Evim olacaq, ma\u015f\u0131m\u0131n olacaq, ya\u011f i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u00f6yr\u0259k kimi ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131q dey\u0259 s\u00f6z d\u0259 verm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi q\u0131z\u0131l-brilyantda v\u0259 x\u0259z paltoda g\u00f6r\u0259n qad\u0131nla evl\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim, bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 b\u0259xtim yaman g\u0259tirib. Ail\u0259d\u0259 s\u0259mimi olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. \u018flimiz\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi dala\u015f\u0131r\u0131q, \u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259 n\u0259 varsa, ham\u0131s\u0131 deyirik bir-birimiz\u0259. M\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t verm\u0259k kimi olmas\u0131n, he\u00e7 n\u0259yi \u00f6rt-basd\u0131r etm\u0259yin, bir-birinizi hirsl\u0259ndirin, yax\u015f\u0131ca dala\u015f\u0131n, qoy \u00fcr\u0259yinizd\u0259 kin qalmas\u0131n, kompyuter \u0259srinin dili il\u0259 des\u0259k, m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259riniz\u0259 \u201cperezaqruska\u201d verin. Narahat olmay\u0131n, arada sevgi varsa, bar\u0131\u015facaqs\u0131z.<br \/>\nXan\u0131m\u0131m\u0131n geyimin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram, qoy nec\u0259 ist\u0259yir, el\u0259 d\u0259 geyinsin.<br \/>\nLaz\u0131m g\u0259ls\u0259, evd\u0259 oturub u\u015fa\u011fa bax\u0131ram, deyir\u0259m, get, bir az r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rinl\u0259 g\u0259z, eynin a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n. Ev\u0259 qay\u0131danda da m\u0259n\u0259 bir qutu siqaret alarsan.<br \/>\nAxmaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck ehkamlardan yaxa qurtarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Amma&#8230;<br \/>\nAmma q\u0259lbimin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 hiss edir\u0259m ki, i\u00e7imd\u0259 sin\u0259sinin t\u00fck\u00fc k\u00f6yn\u0259yind\u0259n bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xan, burnunun t\u00fck\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131na sallanan, qoltu\u011funun alt\u0131 lax yumurta, yaxud kifl\u0259nmi\u015f pendir iyi ver\u0259n, \u00e7e\u00e7\u0259l\u0259 barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131 uzan\u0131b o biri barmaqlar\u0131na \u00e7atan, \u0259l barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 do\u011fum tarixini yaxud sa\u011f \u0259linin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 Kril qrafikal\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259lifbas\u0131 il\u0259 i\u00e7-i\u00e7\u0259 \u201cata-ana\u201d yaz\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f, yek\u0259qar\u0131n, qaraqabaq, iki s\u00f6z\u00fc dal-dala qo\u015fub dan\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259y\u0259n, t\u0259nb\u0259llikd\u0259n ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n beynil\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ad\u0259t etmi\u015f v\u0259 bir az da \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259nraz\u0131 bir az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 barda\u015f qurub oturub. M\u0259nd\u0259n yaman naraz\u0131d\u0131r, altdan-altdan m\u0259ni s\u00fcz\u00fcr, doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda n\u0259s\u0259 deyinir, sonra da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259yir. Vallah, h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259k olar, birc\u0259 bu z\u0131rraman\u0131n lov\u011fa-lov\u011fa ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259m\u0259yind\u0259n ba\u015fqa.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, bu az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, qatarda yol yalda\u015f\u0131 simas\u0131nda peyda olub oturur qar\u015f\u0131mda. Ba\u015flay\u0131r \u00e7\u0259r\u0259nl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, \u00f6z \u015f\u0259xsi d\u00fcnyag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259xlaq ad\u0131yla adama s\u0131r\u0131ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Deyir, bajo\u011flu, ki\u015fid\u0259n \u0259tir iyi g\u0259lm\u0259z, ki\u015fid\u0259n torpaq iyi g\u0259l\u0259r, bar\u0131t iyi g\u0259l\u0259r, t\u0259r iyi g\u0259l\u0259r. Ki\u015fi \u201cmat\u0131\u015fka\u201d olmaz. Daha n\u0259 bilim, n\u0259. \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, dey\u0259m ki, qa\u011fa, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00fcz fikirl\u0259\u015fmirs\u0259n. Amma dey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, \u00e7\u0259kinir\u0259m.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, i\u00e7imd\u0259 barda\u015f qurub oturan h\u0259min az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 bu d\u0259f\u0259 qalstukunu tax\u0131b, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tara\u015f edib televiziya ekran\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.<br \/>\nBa\u015flad\u0131 mill\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259rs ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259sinin tonunu qald\u0131rd\u0131qca tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar bir az da b\u0259rkd\u0259n alq\u0131\u015flay\u0131rlar.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259min i\u00e7imd\u0259ki az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 Tibb Universitetinin normal fiziologiya kafedras\u0131nda dosenti, 50-d\u0259n \u00e7ox elmi \u0259s\u0259rin m\u00fc\u0259llifi R\u0259\u015fid Mahmudovun simas\u0131nda t\u0259c\u0259lla etmi\u015fdi.<br \/>\nQ\u0259rib\u0259 i\u015fdi, vallah. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 mat qald\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm bu az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131yla m\u00fcbarizd\u0259 ke\u00e7ir. Gah m\u0259ni onu \u00fcst\u0259l\u0259yir\u0259m, gah o m\u0259ni. \u018fsl Az\u0259rbaycan na\u011f\u0131l\u0131 olan \u201cM\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259d\u201dd\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, q\u0131rx g\u00fcn, q\u0131rx gec\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259\u015firik. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 nec\u0259 olmu\u015fdusa, bu az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 el\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00f6z simamda z\u00fchur edib yolda\u015f\u0131ma demi\u015fdi ki, arvad, bax m\u0259n evd\u0259 filan i\u015fl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ha, bunu he\u00e7 kim\u0259 dem\u0259, eybi yox, \u00f6z qohumlar\u0131na de, amma n\u0259 bad\u0259 bizimkil\u0259r bundan x\u0259b\u0259r tuta. Qoy el\u0259 bilsinl\u0259r ki, q\u0259ddar adamam, arvada z\u00fcl\u00fcm edir\u0259m. Qoy qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ba aras\u0131nda h\u00f6rm\u0259tim bir az da arts\u0131n.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, bu az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131yla ciddi m\u00fcbahis\u0259miz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, m\u0259n d\u0259 axmaq kimi buna qo\u015fuluram. Deyir, s\u0259n mat\u0131\u015fkasan, adam da arvad\u0131 il\u0259 restorana ged\u0259r?! \u018ftd\u0259n-ya\u011fdan al, g\u0259tir, den\u0259n, aaaz, al, bunu bi\u015fir. Arvad\u0131n n\u0259 i\u015fi var tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ki\u015fil\u0259rin aras\u0131nda?! Deyir\u0259m ki, niy\u0259 getmir? S\u0259n arvad\u0131nla toya getmirs\u0259n? Deyir, o ba\u015fqa, bu ba\u015fqa.<br \/>\nArada \u00f6z\u00fcm bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n bunu qurdalay\u0131ram, soru\u015furam ki, s\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm, \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzun n\u0259di? Deyir, \u0259sas can sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131, amma bir d\u0259 \u00e7oxlu pulum olsa, pis olmaz. Deyir\u0259m, ay b\u0259db\u0259xt, pulu neynirs\u0259n? Onsuz da ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 servantdak\u0131 \u00e7aynikin i\u00e7in\u0259 qoyub saxlayacaqsan hans\u0131sa \u201cdar g\u00fcn\u201d \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\nBax, m\u0259nim bir milyon manat\u0131m olsa, ipoteka kreditini ba\u011flay\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xaram d\u00fcnya turuna, g\u0259z\u0259r\u0259m e d\u00fcnyan\u0131, o \u00f6lk\u0259 s\u0259nin- bu \u00f6lk\u0259 m\u0259nim, o \u015f\u0259h\u0259r s\u0259nin-bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259nim. Adama g\u0259zm\u0259k qalacaq. G\u00fcl\u00fcr, deyir, ay\u0259, s\u0259n n\u0259 dayaz adamsan, m\u0259nim bir milyonum olsa, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 qohum-\u0259qrabam\u0131n problemini h\u0259ll ed\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\nVaxta\u015f\u0131r\u0131 qarda\u015f-bac\u0131lar\u0131ma pul g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259r\u0259m ki, h\u00f6rm\u0259timi saxlas\u0131nlar, toyda-ni\u015fanda birinci m\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z versinl\u0259r, tamada m\u0259ni t\u0259rifl\u0259sin. Ata-anam m\u0259min can\u0131ma and i\u00e7sin. El\u00e7iliy\u0259 m\u0259ni apars\u0131nlar, desinl\u0259r, a\u011fsaqqal\u0131m\u0131z budur. Toylarda \u0259l qald\u0131r\u0131b oynayanda ham\u0131 m\u0259nim ba\u015f\u0131ma topala\u015fs\u0131n, qoy ham\u0131ya el\u0259 g\u0259lsin ki, oynayanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 musiqinin ritmini \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259n duyuram. Sonra 5-6 \u201cnovostroyka\u201d al\u0131b ver\u0259r\u0259m kiray\u0259y\u0259. \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn ax\u0131r\u0131nacan b\u0259simdi. Bir d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 \u015fadl\u0131q saray\u0131 tikib k\u0259ndimizin ad\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rram qaba\u011f\u0131na: \u201cQ\u0131ll\u0131be\u00e7\u0259 \u015eadl\u0131q Saray\u0131\u201d. M\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm, nec\u0259di? Pulun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 pul g\u0259l\u0259r. Ax\u0131rda da bir yek\u0259, qara cip al\u0131b yollanaram k\u0259ndimiz\u0259. Toyda-ma\u011farda oynayanda bir \u201cpa\u00e7ka\u201d be\u015fliyi havaya v\u0131z\u0131ldadaram. Sonra da \u00e7\u0131xaram k\u0259ndin aras\u0131na, g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m, o Filank\u0259sin q\u0131z\u0131 var idi ha, sevgimi cavabs\u0131z qoyub Filank\u0259sin o\u011fluna qo\u015fulub getmi\u015fdi, el\u0259 ki, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, o ac\u0131ndan g\u00fcnorta qalxan \u0259ri il\u0259 o yandan g\u0259lir, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 basaram qaza, g\u0259lib yanlar\u0131ndan \u201czonn\u0131\u201d ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259m, t\u0259k\u0259rin tozunda bat\u0131rram k\u00f6p\u0259k u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Qoy yan\u0131b-t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn. S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 dal\u0131na qulaq as, bir az qabaqda ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlay\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259m yer\u0259, dey\u0259r\u0259m ki, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, sizi g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. Offff! Bilirs\u0259n, n\u0259 kef olar. Sonra da dey\u0259r\u0259m ki, g\u0259lin, oturun, apar\u0131m sizi.<br \/>\nBu az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 h\u0259m d\u0259 \u015forg\u00f6z\u00fcn biridi, yolda-k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 onun-bunun arvad\u0131n\u0131n, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n, bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131na bax\u0131b a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n suyunu ax\u0131tma\u011f\u0131 sevir. Bundan z\u00f6vq al\u0131r, el\u0259 bil, haramzada.<br \/>\nB\u0259db\u0259xt o\u011flu b\u0259db\u0259xt h\u0259m d\u0259 sad\u0259l\u00f6vhd\u00fc, el\u0259 bilir ki, bunun ana-bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131na he\u00e7 kim baxm\u0131r.<br \/>\nQohum-\u0259qr\u0259ban\u0131n toy ziyaf\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, tamada m\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z verir, deyir, filank\u0259s g\u0259lsin, \u00f6z arzular\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131rs\u0131n. Bilir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim arzular\u0131m he\u00e7 kim\u0259 maraql\u0131 deyil, onsuz da he\u00e7 kim tribunadak\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259mir. Ham\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b l\u00fcl\u0259 kababla \u201crossiyski\u201d ara\u011fa. \u018fliml\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 edir\u0259m ki, \u00e7ox sa\u011f ol, m\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7inin.<br \/>\nBax onda o az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 durur aya\u011fa, bir salfet g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u0259lini-a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 silir, siqaretini yar\u0131-yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q yem\u0259k yediyi bo\u015fqabda s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb girir m\u0259nim cildim\u0259, cumur mikrofona, ba\u015flay\u0131r-n\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Paho! El\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki, el\u0259 bil, ill\u0259rdi, oturub el\u0259 bu toyu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f. Bax\u0131r m\u0259clis\u0259, laz\u0131m olsa, B\u0259hm\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259no\u011fludan, Z\u0259limxan Yaqubdan, S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fundan bir-iki b\u0259nd \u015feir d\u0259 deyir. \u015eeirl\u0259r is\u0259 \u0259sas\u0259n bu m\u00f6vzularda olur: guya \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayan s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u0259cbur olmu\u015f adam\u0131n do\u011fma k\u0259nd h\u0259sr\u0259ti v\u0259 relyef formalar\u0131, x\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 da\u011f v\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259. Yax\u015f\u0131 olar ki, da\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda qar da olsun, he\u00e7 olmasa, bir az duman sallans\u0131n yamac\u0131na.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki o az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 sa\u00e7\u0131-saqqal\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f bir ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015finin simas\u0131na girib m\u0259n\u0259 maraql\u0131 \u0259hvalat dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Deyir, \u0259ntiq\u0259 f\u0259nd tapm\u0131\u015fam. Ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc camaat\u0131n i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan vaxt\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc verir\u0259n \u201c28 May\u201d metrostansiyas\u0131na. Yerin m\u0259lum, yaman basabas olur. Sivi\u015fib girir\u0259m q\u0131z-g\u0259linl\u0259rin aras\u0131na. Ba\u015flay\u0131ram s\u00fcrt\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259. S\u00fcrt\u00fcn ki s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u0259s\u0259n! G\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m, ma\u015finist stansiyaya \u00e7atanda anid\u0259n \u0259yl\u0259ci bass\u0131n. Yap\u0131\u015f\u0131ram qaba\u011f\u0131mda dayanan xan\u0131m\u0131n dal\u0131ndan.<br \/>\nFikir vermi\u015f\u0259m, b\u0259z\u0259n onun da xo\u015funa g\u0259lir. Xumarlana-xumarlana gedib \u00e7at\u0131r\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yimiz yer\u0259. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 yen\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng bir dal tap\u0131b dayand\u0131m arxas\u0131nda, s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u0259-s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u0259 5-6 stansiya getdim, adam-adam\u0131n belind\u0259 idi, p\u0259h, l\u0259zz\u0259t! O da hal\u0131ndan m\u0259mnun idi, arabir imkan tap\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fc geri y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Eyni stansiyada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. Ax\u015fam ev\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, h\u0259mim dal bizim evd\u0259di. M\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi dedi: \u201c\u018fmi, yem\u0259k \u00e7\u0259kim?\u201d Baxd\u0131m ki, b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u0259linimdi. Bel\u0259 qeyr\u0259tsizliy\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim, o\u011fluma dedim, bo\u015fad\u0131 qanc\u0131\u011f\u0131. Sonra da h\u0259min az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rli bir m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t verdi: \u201cEhtiyyatl\u0131 ol, bala, qad\u0131n tayfas\u0131na etibar yoxdu.\u201d<br \/>\nG\u00f6r, h\u0259l\u0259 o g\u00fcn bu d\u0259l\u0259duz ba\u015f\u0131ma n\u0259 oyun a\u00e7\u0131b. \u00c7oxdand\u0131, i\u00e7mir\u0259m. T\u0259rs kimi bir tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m m\u0259ni yeyib-i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etm\u0259zmi. Dedim, lap yerin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, getdim. El\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 bad\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 araq s\u00fczm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck ki, h\u0259min az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fi cildind\u0259 peyda oldu. Ba\u015flad\u0131 n\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Deyir, cavans\u0131z, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z g\u0259lsin. Orucluqda i\u00e7m\u0259k olmaz. Dedim, qarda\u015f, ona qalsa, m\u00fcs\u0259lman g\u0259r\u0259k he\u00e7 yerli-dibli dilin\u0259 araq vurmas\u0131n. Araq \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 haramd\u0131. Deyir, yox e, m\u0259n d\u0259 i\u00e7ir\u0259m, amma orucluqda bir ay d\u00f6z\u00fcr\u0259m. Bir ay i\u00e7m\u0259s\u0259m, \u00f6lm\u0259r\u0259m ki! Sonra da bir xeyli misal \u00e7\u0259kdi ki, b\u0259s filan k\u0259ndd\u0259 filan adam qurban \u0259ti il\u0259 araq i\u00e7diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 14 ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flu kanalda bo\u011fulub \u00f6ld\u00fc. \u0130st\u0259dim dey\u0259m, s\u0259n n\u0259 kar\u0259s\u0259n ki, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259rarlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fczakir\u0259 edir, onu d\u0259rk etdiyini iddia edirs\u0259n? Yaxud, o nec\u0259 Tanr\u0131d\u0131r ki, bir adam\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 ba\u015fqa birin\u0259 c\u0259za k\u0259sir? Dinm\u0259dim, dedim, qarda\u015f, g\u00fcnah\u0131 m\u0259nim boynuma, g\u0259l vuraq. Zal\u0131m o\u011flu el\u0259 bir him\u0259 b\u0259nd imi\u015f. H\u0259l\u0259 bir sa\u011fl\u0131q da dedi: \u201cAllah deyir, \u0259sas odur ki, \u00fcr\u0259yin t\u0259miz olsun!\u201d<br \/>\nDal\u0131na qulaq as\u0131n, bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m adamlar\u0131 il\u0259 oturub araq i\u00e7irdik, s\u00f6hb\u0259t f\u0131rlan\u0131b g\u0259ldi \u201cfacebook\u201dun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259. El\u0259 bu d\u0259m i\u00e7imd\u0259ki az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 hoppan\u0131b girdi ordak\u0131 adamlardan birinin i\u00e7in\u0259, ba\u015flad\u0131 na\u011f\u0131l dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa. Dedi ki, m\u0259n \u201cvop\u015fe\u201d facebookda \u015f\u0259kil payla\u015fan qad\u0131nlara pis bax\u0131ram. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm xan\u0131m\u0131ma icaz\u0259 vermi\u015f\u0259m ki, facebooka girsin, amma \u015f\u0259kil qoyma\u011f\u0131 q\u0259ti qada\u011fan etmi\u015f\u0259m. Dilin dinc durmad\u0131, kinay\u0259 il\u0259 soru\u015fdum ki, m\u00fc\u0259llim, bu n\u0259 hikm\u0259tdi, de, biz d\u0259 agah olaq. M\u00fc\u0259llim ciddi-ciddi izahat verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 ki, b\u0259 dem\u0259zs\u0259nmi, o \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sib internetd\u0259 pis-pis \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin ba\u015f\u0131na yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rlar. Bu biz\u0259 yara\u015fmaz. Sonradan \u00f6yr\u0259ndim ki, bu adam tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f jurnalisdi, sayt r\u0259hb\u0259ridir, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ciddi bir x\u0259b\u0259r sayt\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259hb\u0259ri. H\u0259, vallah!<br \/>\nS\u0259mimi s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u00fc, m\u0259n bu i\u00e7imd\u0259ki az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131ya nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m. Yox, yox, nifr\u0259t etmir\u0259m, bu m\u0259xluq nifr\u0259t\u0259 bel\u0259 bel\u0259 layiq deyil, bu nifr\u0259td\u0259n d\u0259 al\u00e7ald\u0131c\u0131 bir hissdi: m\u0259nim ona sad\u0259c\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir. N\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259k\u0259, bird\u0259f\u0259lik k\u0259sib ata da bilmir\u0259m, aram\u0131zda q\u0259rib\u0259 bir do\u011fmal\u0131q var. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131lmaz v\u0259ziyy\u0259tdir.<br \/>\nD\u00fcz\u00fc, b\u0259z\u0259n fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m ki, onsuz dar\u0131xaram, n\u0259yi pisdi ki, h\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m, \u0259la sal\u0131ram, barma\u011f\u0131ma dolay\u0131b h\u0259zz al\u0131ram. Amma sonra yen\u0259 d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir. Bax\u0131b k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nir\u0259m, \u00fcr\u0259yim q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r.<br \/>\nBu az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m. O pis \u00f6vlad kimidir, imtina etm\u0259k olmur, \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259, eyibl\u0259rini \u00f6rt-basd\u0131r etm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259hkumsan. Neyl\u0259m\u0259li, i\u015f bel\u0259 g\u0259tirib.<\/p>\n<p>City.tv<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"8863\">Yaz\u0131ya 1135 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0\u00a0Bax o \u201cc\u201d il\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b \u201cj\u201d il\u0259 oxunan vicdan\u0131ma and olsun ki, qlobal d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. C\u0131l\u0131z s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131ram. Dedi-qodu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u015f\u0259had\u0259t barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131ma t\u0131xay\u0131ram. M\u00fcmk\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259nas\u0131z adamladan uzaq g\u0259zir\u0259m. Qoy m\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq olsunlar, n\u0259yim\u0259 laz\u0131m?! \u00d6m\u00fcr onsuz da q\u0131sa, g\u0259r\u0259k onu m\u0259nas\u0131z \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259rf etm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n. 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