{"id":8895,"date":"2015-03-21T14:41:17","date_gmt":"2015-03-21T10:41:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8895"},"modified":"2015-03-21T14:46:02","modified_gmt":"2015-03-21T10:46:02","slug":"mehman-goyt%c9%99p%c9%99li-m%c9%99n-bu-d%c9%99rdin-bas-dasiyam-bas-dasi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8895","title":{"rendered":"Mehman G\u00f6yt\u0259p\u0259li – M\u0259n bu d\u0259rdin ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131yam ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"
\u0130ndid\u0259n durmu\u015fam o \"\u043c\u0435\u0449\u043c\u0430\u043d2\"<\/a>da\u015f\u0131n altda<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Yen\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda qar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259yib<\/div>\n
Yen\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fam bu q\u0131\u015f\u0131n altda<\/div>\n
N\u0259 ola buludlar k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259 bir az<\/div>\n
Yuyula \u00a0g\u00fcnahlar ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n altda<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Allah\u0131m bilir\u0259m s\u0259brind\u0259 t\u0259ks\u0259n<\/div>\n
Bizl\u0259ri s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n<\/div>\n
Deyirl\u0259r ki, g\u00f6yd\u0259n da\u015f t\u00f6k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n<\/div>\n
\u0130ndid\u0259n durmu\u015fam o da\u015f\u0131n altda<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
N\u0259 olar r\u0259hm el\u0259 m\u0259n b\u0259xti t\u0259k\u0259<\/div>\n
Silk\u0259l\u0259, yuxumnan ay\u0131l\u0131m b\u0259lk\u0259<\/div>\n
Qoyma m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rin \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259<\/div>\n
G\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m b\u00fck m\u0259ni qoy ba\u015f\u0131n altda<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 ocaq var, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm qar kimi<\/div>\n
D\u0259rdl\u0259rim g\u00fcll\u0259nib son bahar kimi<\/div>\n
Dayan\u0131b s\u0259cd\u0259n\u0259, g\u00fcnahkar kimi<\/div>\n
\u015eam t\u0259k \u0259riyir\u0259m bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n altda<\/div>\n
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\u00dcst\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u00fcnah var yax\u015f\u0131 g\u0259z m\u0259ni<\/div>\n
Tap\u0131b \u00a0g\u00fcnahdan sapa d\u00fcz m\u0259ni<\/div>\n
Sonra da \u201cl\u00fct el\u0259\u201d, \u201ctapda\u201d, \u201c\u0259z\u201d m\u0259ni<\/div>\n
Onsuz, ezilmi\u015f\u0259m bu ya\u015f\u0131n altda<\/div>\n
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Gizl\u0259npa\u00e7\u00a0<\/strong><\/div>\n
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Gizl\u0259npa\u00e7 oynard\u0131q s\u0259ninl\u0259 bir vaxt,<\/div>\n
G\u0259li\u015finl\u0259 dad qatard\u0131n \u00a0oyuna.<\/div>\n
Gizl\u0259n\u0259rdin hey m\u0259n s\u0259ni tapard\u0131m,<\/div>\n
Gizl\u0259n\u0259 – gizl\u0259n\u0259 al\u0131\u015fd\u0131n buna.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u0130ll\u0259r a\u011fu\u015funa ald\u0131 bizl\u0259ri,<\/div>\n
B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck zaman\u0131n qanadlar\u0131nda.<\/div>\n
S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131n, inad\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259,<\/div>\n
B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc s\u0259ninl\u0259 inadlar\u0131n da.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Sonra da g\u00f6z yumdun \u00f6z Tleyinl\u0259<\/div>\n
Oynad\u0131n, oyundan qopa bilm\u0259din<\/div>\n
Taleyin qar\u015f\u0131nda el\u0259 gizl\u0259ndi<\/div>\n
N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r axtard\u0131n tapa bilm\u0259din<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
De hardan \u00a0toplad\u0131n bu q\u0259d\u0259r kini<\/div>\n
Ay kini boyunda boy atan g\u00f6z\u0259l<\/div>\n
Han\u0131 \u00a0b\u0259s d\u0259dind\u0259n yeyib \u00a0 b\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n<\/div>\n
Q\u0259m\u0259 tox o anan, o atan, g\u00f6z\u0259l<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Daha g\u00f6yl\u0259rimd\u0259 \u00a0s\u0259nin yerin yox.<\/div>\n
Daha a\u011f\u0131llan\u0131b bu d\u0259lin g\u00fcl\u00fcm<\/div>\n
\u0130nad\u0131n \u00a0n\u0259yin var, y\u0131\u011f\u0131b apard\u0131<\/div>\n
\u0130ndi bir dizindi, bir \u0259lin g\u00fcl\u00fcm<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Sevgid\u0259 gizl\u0259npa\u00e7 oynay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131q,<\/div>\n
H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6z yuman dem\u0259 m\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/div>\n
O q\u0259d\u0259r gizl\u0259ndin m\u0259n s\u0259ni tapd\u0131m,<\/div>\n
\u0130ndis\u0259 s\u0259n axtar m\u0259n gizl\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/div>\n
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El\u0259 bil i\u00e7imd\u0259n bir pay\u0131z ke\u00e7ib<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
N\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131, n\u0259 yer\u0259 ill\u0259r<\/div>\n
B\u00fckd\u00fc h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 ill\u0259r<\/div>\n
G\u00f6r m\u0259ni g\u0259tirdi n\u0259 yer\u0259 ill\u0259r,<\/div>\n
El\u0259 bil i\u00e7imd\u0259n bir pay\u0131z ke\u00e7ib.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
M\u0259n n\u0259 c\u0131\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam, m\u0259n n\u0259 yolmu\u015fam<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z yolumda yol\u00e7u olmu\u015fam<\/div>\n
El\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, el\u0259 dolmu\u015fam<\/div>\n
El\u0259 bil i\u00e7imd\u0259n bir pay\u0131z ke\u00e7ib<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
O g\u0259l\u0259n b\u0259ximdi, ya yol azand\u0131?<\/div>\n
O yol\u00e7u yuband\u0131 bu yol uzand\u0131.<\/div>\n
Ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259r yeri x\u0259zan-x\u0259zand\u0131,<\/div>\n
El\u0259 bil i\u00e7imd\u0259n bir pay\u0131z ke\u00e7ib.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
H\u0259r gec\u0259m k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n, q\u0259md\u0259n don geyib<\/div>\n
D\u0259rdl\u0259rim q\u0131rt d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb d\u0259rd c\u00fcc\u0259l\u0259yib…<\/div>\n
El\u0259 bil i\u00e7imd\u0259 q\u0131\u015f gec\u0259l\u0259yib,<\/div>\n
El\u0259 bil i\u00e7imd\u0259n bir pay\u0131z ke\u00e7ib.<\/div>\n
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Ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yordum<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Ya\u015f\u0131m c\u00fcc\u0259rdikc\u0259, ya\u015fla oynad\u0131m,<\/div>\n
Quruyla b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb, ya\u015fla oynad\u0131m,<\/div>\n
O q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z il\u0259 qa\u015fla oynad\u0131m,<\/div>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fcm \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, qa\u015f\u0131m yoruldu.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Ill\u0259r karvan olub getdi d\u00fcz\u00fcml\u0259,<\/div>\n
Alovum t\u00fck\u0259ndi qaldim k\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259,<\/div>\n
Dan\u0131\u015fa-dani\u015fa \u00f6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259,<\/div>\n
Yadda\u015f\u0131m \u0259ridi, hu\u015fum yoruldu.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Tanr\u0131 qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131, yoxsa tuzaqd\u0131?!<\/div>\n
Payiz \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sind\u0259 bu n\u0259 sazaqd\u0131?<\/div>\n
M\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim yolum uzaqd\u0131,<\/div>\n
Heyif, \u0259lli be\u015fd\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131m yoruldu.<\/div>\n
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S\u0259nd\u0259n savay\u0131<\/strong><\/div>\n
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Bu viran q\u0259lbimi, talan q\u0259lbimi,<\/div>\n
Kim yax\u015f\u0131 bil\u0259r ki, m\u0259nn\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/div>\n
Qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 kim c\u00fcr\u0259t eyl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
Bu gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131 q\u0259mn\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
D\u0259rdin d\u0259 \u00f6z y\u00f6n\u00fc, \u00f6z y\u00f6nd\u0259mi var,<\/div>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dik saxla g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 q\u00fcbar.<\/div>\n
Yuxusuz g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259 m\u0259lh\u0259m olar,<\/div>\n
Bu q\u0259rib gec\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015f kipriyi n\u0259m \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259r<\/div>\n
Hans\u0131 \u00a0taleyi yar q\u0259m \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259r<\/div>\n
M\u0259nim d\u0259rd y\u00fck\u00fcm\u00fc kim \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259r ,<\/div>\n
Bu s\u0259rs\u0259m d\u00fcnyada s\u0259nd\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
H\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259dim m\u0259tin \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/div>\n
Bu asan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7\u0259tin \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/div>\n
Sildim yadda\u015f\u0131mdan b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/div>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 qovu\u015fdu\u011fum g\u00fcnd\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/div>\n
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M\u0259n bu d\u0259rdin ba\u015f<\/strong><\/div>\n
\u00a0da\u015f\u0131yam ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Gor n\u0259 vaxtdan sinay\u0131ram bu d\u0259rdi,<\/div>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n olur qinay\u0131ram bu d\u0259rdi,<\/div>\n
Qoxusundan tan\u0131y\u0131ram bu d\u0259rdi,<\/div>\n
M\u0259n bu d\u0259rdin sirda\u015f\u0131yam, sirda\u015f\u0131<\/div>\n
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Bu d\u0259rd xall\u0131, bu d\u0259rd ala d\u0259rdimdi<\/div>\n
Bu d\u0259rd ana, bu d\u0259rd bala d\u0259rdimdi<\/div>\n
Bu d\u0259rd m\u0259nim \u00fcz\u00fcyola d\u0259rdimdi<\/div>\n
M\u0259n bu d\u0259rdin qarda\u015f\u0131yam qarda\u015f\u0131<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u018fz\u0259l g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc qara d\u0259rtdi bu<\/div>\n
Bir azca kal, bir az qora d\u0259rddi bu<\/div>\n
K\u00f6hn\u0259libdi, qara-qura d\u0259rtdi bu<\/div>\n
M\u0259n bu d\u0259rdin nimda\u015f\u0131yam nimda\u015f\u0131<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259lim, b\u0259z\u0259n olur s\u0259rt g\u0259zir<\/div>\n
G\u00f6z qoyuram son zamanlar p\u0259rt g\u0259zir<\/div>\n
Bu d\u0259rd g\u0259lib \u015fad g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u0259rd g\u0259zir<\/div>\n
M\u0259n bu d\u0259rdin d\u0259rd da\u015f\u0131yam d\u0259rd da\u015f\u0131<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Sevinc g\u00f6r\u00fcb indi \u00f6z\u00fcn yan verir<\/div>\n
Azar d\u0259yib d\u0259rd\u0259r ona qan verir<\/div>\n
Bu d\u0259rd g\u0259lib \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 can verir<\/div>\n
M\u0259n bu d\u0259rdin ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131yam ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131<\/div>\n
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\u00d6y\u00fcnm\u0259sin qoy bu\u00a0<\/strong><\/div>\n
d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131m var<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0259m yedi i\u00e7imi q\u0259h\u0259r,<\/div>\n
Bvuraxmad\u0131 yaxam\u0131 he\u00e7 d\u0259rdi-s\u0259r,<\/div>\n
M\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 \u201cb\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r\u0259m\u201d \u201cb\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r\u201d<\/div>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcr adl\u0131 talan olmu\u015f ba\u011f\u0131m var.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
D\u0259rd \u0259lind\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 sizd\u0131 qan,<\/div>\n
Su i\u00e7m\u0259dim \u00f6z qazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m quyumdan,<\/div>\n
Bu yer alt\u0131, bu yer \u00fcst\u00fc pay\u0131mdan,<\/div>\n
M\u0259n\u0259 qalan bir k\u0259f\u0259nlik a\u011f\u0131m var.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Bu ac d\u00fcnya verdiyini aland\u0131<\/div>\n
M\u0259nim d\u0259rdim yeddiba\u015fl\u0131 iland\u0131,<\/div>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn da\u011flar m\u0259nn\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qaland\u0131,<\/div>\n
\u00d6y\u00fcnm\u0259sin qoy bu d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131m var.<\/div>\n
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K\u00f6vr\u0259k duy\u011fular<\/strong><\/div>\n
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Ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k al\u0131b, \u00fcr\u0259k vermis\u0259n?<\/div>\n
E\u015fqin d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnt\u0259k dey\u0259n hall\u0131d\u0131.<\/div>\n
Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u00fcz geri qaytar<\/div>\n
M\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimin \u00fcst\u00fc xall\u0131d\u0131<\/div>\n
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N\u0259nim sevinc payim \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n \u015fik\u0259st<\/div>\n
D\u0259rdl\u0259rim, q\u0259ml\u0259rim q\u0131rxayaql\u0131d\u0131<\/div>\n
M\u0259nim d\u0259rdl\u0259rimd\u0259n bir az uzaq dur<\/div>\n
M\u0259nim d\u0259rdl\u0259rimd\u0259n qorx, ayaql\u0131d\u0131<\/div>\n
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Arzular o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259yib da\u015flara<\/div>\n
Q\u0259lbim \u00e7ilikl\u0259nmi\u015f saxs\u0131 kimidi<\/div>\n
M\u0259nim sevincimin, n\u0259\u015f\u0259min dad\u0131<\/div>\n
S\u0259nin d\u0259rdl\u0259rinin yas\u0131 kimidi<\/div>\n
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Bu g\u00fcn duygularim \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcnn\u0259n<\/div>\n
Ur\u0259yi sakinsiz \u015f\u0259h\u0259r kimiy\u0259m<\/div>\n
Bu g\u00fcn s\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259n can verir<\/div>\n
Ilan di\u015find\u0259ki z\u0259h\u0259r kimiy\u0259m<\/div>\n
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Sur\u0259tin d\u0259yi\u015fdi, t\u0259kc\u0259 sur\u0259tin<\/div>\n
S\u0259n getdin yerin\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131n g\u0259ldi<\/div>\n
Evimd\u0259n dopdolu \u00e7\u0131xan \u00fcm\u00fcdl\u0259r<\/div>\n
Ev\u0259 qayidanda \u0259lyal\u0131n g\u0259ldi<\/div>\n
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H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 na\u015f\u0131d\u0131, na\u015f\u0131d\u0131 insan<\/div>\n
Bu g\u00fcn qurdu\u011funu sabah d\u0259yi\u015fir<\/div>\n
Kamil Yaradand\u0131r, n\u0259 yaradibsa<\/div>\n
N\u0259 r\u0259ngi pozulur, n\u0259 d\u0259bd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr<\/div>\n
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Yax\u015fi ki k\u0259f\u0259nin\u00a0<\/strong><\/div>\n
cibl\u0259ri yoxdur<\/strong><\/div>\n
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Yax\u015fi ki \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r \u0259libo\u015f gedir<\/div>\n
Yoxsa o d\u00fcnyan\u0131 talard\u0131 insan<\/div>\n
Burdan qum da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b, k\u0259rpic da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b<\/div>\n
C\u0259nn\u0259ti hasara salard\u0131 insan<\/div>\n
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Orda da h\u0259qiq\u0259t qa\u00e7aq d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdi<\/div>\n
Yalanlar, b\u00f6htanlar d\u00f6n\u0259rdi da\u011fa<\/div>\n
Orda da F\u0259l\u0259yin d\u00f6n\u0259rdi \u00fcz\u00fc<\/div>\n
Qullar qul qalard\u0131 a\u011falar a\u011fa<\/div>\n
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\u00c7\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 kolut\u0259k \u00a0bit\u0259rdi r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t<\/div>\n
Zal\u0131m a\u011falar\u0131n da\u015f \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259<\/div>\n
M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t yerin\u0259 kin g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259rdi<\/div>\n
Xoflu \u00a0d\u0131\u011falar\u0131n bo\u015f \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Talay\u0131b C\u0259nn\u0259tin ba\u011f\u00e7a- ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/div>\n
Yerind\u0259 saraylar tik\u0259rd\u0131 insan<\/div>\n
Bir qanun \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b, m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259ri d\u0259<\/div>\n
Y\u0131\u011f\u0131b C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 t\u00f6k\u0259rdi insan<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, ay\u0131qd\u0131 orda m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r<\/div>\n
\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, ruhlar\u0131n da gozl\u0259ri toxdu<\/div>\n
Yoxsa \u00a0C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rdi C\u0259nn\u0259t<\/div>\n
Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, k\u0259f\u0259nin cibl\u0259ri yoxdu…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
…D\u0259linin yad\u0131na da\u015f salan kimi<\/div>\n
Gor ne\u00e7e qap\u0131ya da\u015f atd\u0131n \u015fair<\/div>\n
\u0130ndi d\u0259 ba\u015flayar gor t\u0259dar\u00fck\u00fc<\/div>\n
Nahaq yatanlar\u0131 oyatd\u0131n \u015fair<\/div>\n
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.<\/div>\n
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***<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Ya da m\u0259ni\u00a0<\/strong><\/div>\n
burax gedim<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Yen\u0259 bu qumlu sahil,<\/div>\n
yen\u0259 bu \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n d\u0259niz<\/div>\n
yen\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n.\u2026<\/div>\n
Yen\u0259 d\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b<\/div>\n
d\u0259rdl\u0259rimin \u0259lind\u0259n<\/div>\n
B\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb bumbuz dal\u011falara<\/div>\n
\u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259-g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259<\/div>\n
a\u011f s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131ram.<\/div>\n
Qanadlar\u0131 xall\u0131ca<\/div>\n
“Allah b\u00f6c\u0259yi” kimi<\/div>\n
s\u0259nli g\u00fcnl\u0259rim\u0259 do\u011fru u\u00e7uram.<\/div>\n
H\u0259sr\u0259timin buludundan<\/div>\n
\u00fcr\u0259yimin s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131<\/div>\n
ya\u011fa-ya\u011fa,<\/div>\n
Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 g\u0259ldim<\/div>\n
itirdikl\u0259rimi bu qumlu<\/div>\n
sahild\u0259 axtarma\u011fa.<\/div>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturdu\u011fumuz qaya<\/div>\n
h\u0259st\u0259tind\u0259n qatlay\u0131b<\/div>\n
dizl\u0259rini.<\/div>\n
K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 apar\u0131b<\/div>\n
l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r ayq izl\u0259rini.<\/div>\n
Yast\u0131q etdiyin,<\/div>\n
bu qollar\u0131m \u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259<\/div>\n
ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259k qoyuram indi.<\/div>\n
S\u0259ni b\u00fct\u00f6v itirdiyim bu yerd\u0259n<\/div>\n
z\u0259rr\u0259-z\u0259rr\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131ram indi.<\/div>\n
\u00dcm\u00fcdl\u0259rimi edib \u0259sa<\/div>\n
yor\u011fun ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131<\/div>\n
\u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259.<\/div>\n
S\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f<\/div>\n
xatir\u0259l\u0259rini toplay\u0131ram<\/div>\n
, \u0259l\u00e7im \u0259l\u00e7im tik\u0259-tik\u0259.<\/div>\n
Donub qalm\u0131\u015fam yerimd\u0259<\/div>\n
nitqim quruyub burada<\/div>\n
Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b gedir insanlar.<\/div>\n
m\u0259ns\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam havada<\/div>\n
Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm d\u0259 bel\u0259 ke\u00e7di<\/div>\n
g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259 batd\u0131 n\u0259 edim?<\/div>\n
Ya \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r,<\/div>\n
ya da m\u0259ni burax gedim.<\/div>\n
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.<\/div>\n
***<\/div>\n
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.<\/div>\n
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\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259\u00a0<\/strong><\/div>\n
b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259rdim quruya<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Hafiz\u0259nin, yadda\u015f\u0131n, \u0259qlin k\u0259mi yamand\u0131,<\/div>\n
O, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s sevginin, e\u015fqin q\u0259mi yamand\u0131,<\/div>\n
M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin qurusu, d\u0259rdin n\u0259mi yamand\u0131,<\/div>\n
A\u011f g\u00fcnl\u0259rim t\u00fck\u0259nib, b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m qaraya,<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259rdim quruya.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00a0a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131lar \u0259l\u0259nib, ya\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<\/div>\n
Ay\u0131m g\u00fcn-g\u00fcnortadan, g\u00fcn\u00fcm oba\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<\/div>\n
Suyum yerin dibind\u0259n, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yim da\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<\/div>\n
D\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m bo\u015f s\u0259hrada bal axtaran \u00a0ar\u0131ya,<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259rdim quruya.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Bu yollar ayr\u0131c\u0131nda durub,dayanm\u0131\u015fam lal,<\/div>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131mda minbir x\u0259yal, do\u011fur sualdan-sual,<\/div>\n
Yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki t\u0259k s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r k\u00f6hn\u0259 val,<\/div>\n
Duy\u011fular\u0131m lill\u0259nib, qar\u0131\u015f\u0131bd\u0131 \u00a0duruya,<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259rdim quruya.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Bir zamanlar \u00a0\u015firindim, g\u0259r\u0259kli o\u011ful idim,<\/div>\n
A\u011f\u0131zlarda m\u0259s\u0259ldim, dill\u0259rd\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l idim,<\/div>\n
Ne\u00e7\u0259 ba\u015f bil\u0259nl\u0259rin, ba\u015f\u0131nda a\u011f\u0131l idim,<\/div>\n
O vaxt \u00abcan\u00bb dey\u0259nl\u0259rim, qoyub m\u0259ni araya,<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259rdim quruya.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
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Q\u0259lbim k\u0259d\u0259r te\u015fn\u0259si, ciy\u0259rim \u00a0yan\u0131r Allah!<\/div>\n
Duy\u011fular\u0131m paslan\u0131b, meyd\u0259m bulan\u0131r Allah!<\/div>\n
D\u0259rd \u0259zibdi k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u00fc i\u00e7im qanay\u0131r Allah!<\/div>\n
Yox ki, el\u0259 bir t\u0259bib i\u00e7 \u00a0yaran\u0131 sar\u0131ya,<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259rdim quruya.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yim \u00e7ox tapdan\u0131b, b\u0259rkiyibdi da\u015f kimi,<\/div>\n
Bu d\u00fcnya g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n ax\u0131b gedir ya\u015f kimi,<\/div>\n
Sail \u0259lind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n, k\u00f6hn\u0259 bir qalo\u015f kimi,<\/div>\n
Qalm\u0131\u015fam ortalarda \u00a0bir kis\u0259m yox \u00a0araya.<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259rdim quruya.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Bu t\u0259zadlar i\u00e7ind\u0259, \u00a0yen\u0259 yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc O,<\/div>\n
O \u00a0qat k\u0259s\u0259n, toz basan duy\u011fular\u0131 e\u015fdi O<\/div>\n
Ne\u015ft\u0259r olub, ox olub \u00fcr\u0259yimi de\u015fdi O<\/div>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcm ist\u0259r birc\u0259 yol o tell\u0259ri daraya<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259rdim quruya<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Apar\u0131b \u00a0qara yell\u0259r \u00a0 telind\u0259 z\u0259r qalmay\u0131b<\/div>\n
D\u0259yi\u015fib qiyaf\u0259si, ondan \u0259s\u0259r qalmay\u0131b<\/div>\n
Dizind\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259r yat\u0131r, d\u0259rdim\u0259 yer qalmay\u0131b<\/div>\n
Bu a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 \u00a0ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00a0hara qoyum, haraya?<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259rdim quruya<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u00d6vk\u0259m m\u0259ni do\u011fray\u0131b, hirs m\u0259ni k\u0259sib gedib<\/div>\n
Arzular\u0131m sovrulub, \u00a0yel kimi \u0259sib gedib<\/div>\n
K\u0259d\u0259r ayaq a\u00e7andan sevincim k\u00fcs\u00fcb gedib<\/div>\n
Birc\u0259 qal\u0131b \u00fcm\u00fcdim \u00a0O Allaha, Tanr\u0131ya<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259rdim quruya<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
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***<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u015e\u0259klini \u015feyriml\u0259\u00a0<\/strong><\/div>\n
\u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Elin p\u0259r\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n m\u0259s\u0259li kimi<\/div>\n
D\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal ver\u0259n t\u0259s\u0259lli kimi<\/div>\n
\u015e\u0259k\u0259r\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f f\u0259s\u0259li kimi<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcr\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Qoydun \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 arzunu kam\u0131<\/div>\n
S\u0259nsiz yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn tam\u0131<\/div>\n
Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 qurdu\u011fum x\u0259yal d\u00fcnyam\u0131<\/div>\n
S\u0259nsiz u\u00e7ururam, tikir\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
S\u0259cd\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m \u00abqunut\u00bb \u0259v\u0259zi<\/div>\n
Bitmir\u0259m yolunda pal\u0131d \u0259v\u0259zi<\/div>\n
\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n bulud \u0259v\u0259zi<\/div>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcr\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
N\u0259rdin k\u0259ram\u0259ti, h\u00f6km\u00fc z\u0259rind\u0259<\/div>\n
Bir v\u00fcsal boylan\u0131b bax\u0131r d\u0259rind\u0259<\/div>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimin g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f tutan yerind\u0259<\/div>\n
\u00dcm\u00fcd toxumlar\u0131 \u0259kir\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Sanc\u0131l\u0131b k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0259nsiz ox g\u00fcl\u00fcm<\/div>\n
Nec\u0259 deyim ac sevgim\u0259 tox- g\u00fcl\u00fcm<\/div>\n
K\u0259tan\u0131m yox g\u00fcl\u00fcm, f\u0131r\u00e7am yox g\u00fcl\u00fcm<\/div>\n
\u015e\u0259klini \u015feriml\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
***<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u015eeir qatil\u0259ri<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
H\u0259r g\u00fcn<\/div>\n
Boylu q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259rind\u0259n<\/div>\n
ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u015f\u0259 \u015fik\u0259st serl\u0259r do\u011fulur,<\/div>\n
H\u0259r g\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015fik\u0259st serl\u0259r<\/div>\n
kitab adl\u0131 m\u0259hb\u0259s vaqonlarla<\/div>\n
kitab r\u0259fi deyil\u0259n b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r\u0259<\/div>\n
s\u00fcrg\u00fcn olunur,<\/div>\n
H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259, oxucu \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n qovulmus<\/div>\n
Qatil \u201c\u015faircikl\u0259r\u201d<\/div>\n
yeni dogum etm\u0259k \u00fc\u015f\u00fcn<\/div>\n
yerl\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259\u015fir,<\/div>\n
H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 oxucu n\u0259f\u0259si deyil\u0259n<\/div>\n
\u201ckislarod\u201d \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmamazl\u0131g\u0131ydan<\/div>\n
ne\u015f\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015fik\u0259st seirl\u0259r<\/div>\n
d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yisir,<\/div>\n
G\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn \u00e7oxal\u0131r<\/div>\n
poeziya adli o c\u0259ng\u0259llikd\u0259<\/div>\n
seir dograyan,<\/div>\n
\u015feir k\u0259s\u0259n,<\/div>\n
B\u0259s haraya bax\u0131r<\/div>\n
t\u0259nqid adl\u0131<\/div>\n
vicdan m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259si g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n!?<\/div>\n
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***<\/div>\n
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S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00a0<\/strong><\/div>\n
da\u011f\u0131l d\u00fcnya<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
D\u00f6z deyirs\u0259n b\u0259s, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r?!<\/div>\n
G\u00f6rm\u0259dim he\u00e7 s\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259h\u0259r,<\/div>\n
Kiml\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn z\u0259qqun-z\u0259h\u0259r,<\/div>\n
Kiml\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn no\u011ful d\u00fcnya.<\/div>\n
S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm da\u011f\u0131l d\u00fcnya.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Zal\u0131mlara verdin meydan,<\/div>\n
Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb qan,<\/div>\n
Bir \u0259l saxla, bir az dayan,<\/div>\n
Z\u0259lil d\u00fcnya \u00e7u\u011ful d\u00fcnya,<\/div>\n
S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm da\u011f\u0131l d\u00fcnya.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Nadana dost m\u0259zluma yad,<\/div>\n
K\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb arzu murad,<\/div>\n
G\u0259dalara \u015firin h\u0259yat,<\/div>\n
Aqill\u0259r\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l d\u00fcnya,<\/div>\n
S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm da\u011f\u0131l d\u00fcnya.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u018fyya\u015f d\u00f6n\u00fcb t\u0259miz olub,<\/div>\n
\u015eahzad\u0259l\u0259r k\u0259niz olub,<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcn boyda d\u0259niz olub,<\/div>\n
\u00d6z i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011ful d\u00fcnya,<\/div>\n
S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm da\u011f\u0131l d\u00fcnya.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
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Taxt\u0131n u\u00e7ub da\u011f\u0131lacaq,<\/div>\n
Xan\u0259l\u0259rin sovulacaq,<\/div>\n
Ax\u0131r bir g\u00fcn tap\u0131lacaq,<\/div>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259nim o\u011ful d\u00fcnya,<\/div>\n
S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm da\u011f\u0131l d\u00fcnya.<\/div>\n
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.<\/div>\n
***<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
G\u0259l\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u0259<\/strong><\/div>\n
verib gedirik…<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
El\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kdi ba\u015f\u0131ma ill\u0259r.<\/div>\n
Bilm\u0259dim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn haras\u0131ndayam,<\/div>\n
Onda ay\u0131ld\u0131m ki, d\u0259yi\u015fib zaman,<\/div>\n
G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ya\u015fl\u0131lar\u0131n aras\u0131ndayam.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u00dcm\u00fcd par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a arzular bezik,<\/div>\n
Solan xatir\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259yir.<\/div>\n
D\u00fcn\u0259n quca\u011f\u0131mda b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fckl\u0259rim,<\/div>\n
Bu g\u00fcn dizl\u0259rind\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259yir.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n hafiz\u0259m\u0259 ac\u0131\u011f\u0131m tutur,<\/div>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0131nay\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/div>\n
Yan\u0131mdan \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u0259n bu u\u015faqlar\u0131,<\/div>\n
El\u0259 bil hardansa tan\u0131y\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Bu bax\u0131\u015f selind\u0259, n\u0259z\u0259r selind\u0259,<\/div>\n
At\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6rdnala \u00e7ap\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<\/div>\n
Bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00e7a\u011fan\u0131n girib g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/div>\n
\u00d6l\u0259n babas\u0131n\u0131 tap\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Qucaqdan-quca\u011fa “u\u00e7an” k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r,<\/div>\n
Uzaq xatir\u0259d\u0259n isim da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r,<\/div>\n
Kimi n\u0259n\u0259sinin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131,<\/div>\n
Kimi babas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sin da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Ne\u00e7\u0259 arzular\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcb yerind\u0259n,<\/div>\n
Ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00fcm\u00fcdl\u0259ri qopard\u0131 ill\u0259r.<\/div>\n
Al\u0131b cayna\u011f\u0131na, al\u0131b c\u0259ngin\u0259,<\/div>\n
M\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 apard\u0131 ill\u0259r.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Qo\u015fulub qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z bu u\u015faqlara,<\/div>\n
Zamandan \u00f6c\u00fcm\u00fc alma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir,<\/div>\n
Ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndan s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,<\/div>\n
Yenid\u0259n bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Q\u00fcss\u0259d\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz, q\u0259md\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz<\/div>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n n\u0259\u015f\u0259 il\u0259 ke\u00e7ir \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/div>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rin bulaq g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n<\/div>\n
S\u00fcz\u00fcb doya-doya i\u00e7ir \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 toxumt\u0259k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb torpa\u011fa,<\/div>\n
Ruhu meyv\u0259 kimi d\u0259rib gedirik.<\/div>\n
Bizi biz eyl\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259yimiz varsa,<\/div>\n
G\u0259l\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 verib gedirik…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
***<\/div>\n
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\u015e\u0259klini sin\u0259m\u0259<\/strong><\/div>\n
bas\u0131b gedir\u0259m<\/strong><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
(Vaxts\u0131z d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f<\/div>\n
Seymura atas\u0131n\u0131n dilind\u0259n)<\/div>\n
Hey deyirdin n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259rdi oralar,<\/div>\n
Yollar\u0131 da bizimkit\u0259k dard\u0131m\u0131?!<\/div>\n
Yamaclar\u0131n \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nli,<\/div>\n
Da\u011flar\u0131 da bizimkit\u0259k qard\u0131m\u0131?!<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Hey dey\u0259rdin apar m\u0259ni yan\u0131na,<\/div>\n
Daha hal\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fcb, yamand\u0131 ata.<\/div>\n
Burda m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dayan\u0131b zaman,<\/div>\n
Bura m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn zindand\u0131 ata.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rin qald\u0131 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q,<\/div>\n
H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 -Bir az d\u00f6z ay o\u011ful- dedim,<\/div>\n
H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259- “\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m ata”,<\/div>\n
H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 bir na\u011f\u0131l dedim.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc qaranl\u0131q<\/div>\n
Q\u0259fil bir qara \u0259l \u0259ydi qap\u0131m\u0131.<\/div>\n
S\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n, s\u0259nin yerin\u0259,<\/div>\n
O, “\u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259r”in d\u00f6yd\u00fc qap\u0131m\u0131.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Deyirdim;-“Zaman dar, g\u0259l\u0259 bilmir\u0259m,<\/div>\n
M\u0259n s\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcm ay bala…”<\/div>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259n kimi,<\/div>\n
B\u0259s nec\u0259 vaxt tap\u0131b g\u0259ldim, ay bala?!<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Getm\u0259mi\u015f sin\u0259md\u0259n ata g\u00f6yn\u0259yi,<\/div>\n
Duz t\u00f6k\u00fcb yarama basd\u0131n ay o\u011flul<\/div>\n
Q\u0131r\u0131b son arzumu, \u00fcm\u00fcdl\u0259rimi<\/div>\n
M\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 asd\u0131n ay o\u011ful<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Can\u0131m can deyilmi\u015f, \u00f6lm\u0259dim bala,<\/div>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yim ovcumda susub gedir\u0259m,<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc apara bilm\u0259dim bala,<\/div>\n
\u015e\u0259klini sin\u0259m\u0259 bas\u0131b gedir\u0259m…<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 3836 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u0130ndid\u0259n durmu\u015fam o da\u015f\u0131n altda . Yen\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda qar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259yib Yen\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fam bu q\u0131\u015f\u0131n altda N\u0259 ola buludlar k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259 bir az Yuyula \u00a0g\u00fcnahlar ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n altda . Allah\u0131m bilir\u0259m s\u0259brind\u0259 t\u0259ks\u0259n Bizl\u0259ri s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n Deyirl\u0259r ki, g\u00f6yd\u0259n da\u015f t\u00f6k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n \u0130ndid\u0259n durmu\u015fam o da\u015f\u0131n altda . N\u0259 olar r\u0259hm el\u0259 m\u0259n b\u0259xti t\u0259k\u0259 Silk\u0259l\u0259, yuxumnan ay\u0131l\u0131m […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8895"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8895"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8895\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8900,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8895\/revisions\/8900"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8895"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8895"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8895"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}