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\"irade\"<\/a>(hekay\u0259)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Niluf\u0259rim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn….\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Qula\u011f\u0131na s\u0259sl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi. K\u00fcl\u0259k s\u0259si, adam s\u0259si, yarpaq x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, otun, torpa\u011f\u0131n, da\u015f\u0131n, qayan\u0131n, g\u00f6y\u00fcn, yerin, qu\u015flar\u0131n, heyvanlar\u0131n\u2026 s\u0259si. Bu s\u0259sl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qulaqlar\u0131 u\u011fulday\u0131r, bu qat-qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q – h\u0259m do\u011fma, h\u0259m yad, h\u0259m d\u0259 vahim\u0259li s\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7maq, qurtulmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Qorxurdu bu s\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259n. H\u0259m d\u0259 qorxmurdu. \u018ffsan\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259nil\u0259n \u00a0Al qad\u0131nlar\u0131 kimi \u015firin, ovsunlu dilini i\u015f\u0259 sal\u0131b tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 h\u0259min s\u0259sl\u0259r onu.\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0T\u0259rp\u0259nmirdi. Bir ovuc torpa\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcb, yerd\u0259n bapbalaca boyu il\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259n torpaq y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 sanki. Bu torpaq y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 birg\u0259 he\u00e7 yerd\u0259, he\u00e7 vaxt e\u015fitm\u0259diyi s\u0259sl\u0259ri dinl\u0259yirdi. H\u0259min torpaq y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259, o y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f ucuna sanc\u0131lan ne\u00e7\u0259 bel\u0259 y\u0131\u011fnaqlara yol yolda\u015f\u0131 olmaqdan qocalm\u0131\u015f, \u00fcz\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015f-q\u0131r\u0131\u015f olmu\u015f da\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131 da, h\u0259min da\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n x\u0259cal\u0259t t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u0259l l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri il\u0259 gizl\u0259tm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n bir c\u00fct q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl d\u0259 onunla birg\u0259 o s\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 bu torpaq y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015f-q\u0131r\u0131\u015f olmu\u015f bu da\u015f da, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n z\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u00fc tumurcuqlar\u0131nda ya\u015fayan q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, s\u0259sini s\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 qat\u0131rd\u0131.\u00a0<\/span>
Birc\u0259 onu bilirdi, duyurdu ki, bura ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnya, ba\u015fqa bir m\u0259kand\u0131r. Buran\u0131n da\u015flar\u0131, a\u011faclar\u0131, “adamlar\u0131” tamam ba\u015fqa c\u00fcrd\u00fcrl\u0259r. H\u0259m d\u0259 bu da\u015flar, a\u011faclar, “adamlar” bir-birl\u0259rinin ox\u015far\u0131d\u0131rlar. Boy s\u0131ras\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f da\u015flar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 bir r\u0259ngd\u0259, bir s\u0259mtd\u0259, a\u011faclar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 bir qaydada, bir d\u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259, “adamlar\u0131n” is\u0259 ham\u0131s\u0131 bir g\u00f6zd\u0259, bir bax\u0131\u015fdad\u0131rlar. Ke\u015fik\u00e7i a\u011faclar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan zirehli da\u015flar, zirehli da\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n is\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar… O bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131nda eyni k\u0259d\u0259r, eyni h\u00fczn, eyni dal\u011f\u0131nl\u0131q gizl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. O bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 bir s\u0259mt\u0259, bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 dikilmi\u015fdi. O bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131, ac\u0131l\u0131 olsalar da he\u00e7 birind\u0259n \u00abimdad edin\u00bb, \u00abk\u00f6m\u0259k edin\u00bb p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 e\u015fidilmirdi. He\u00e7 k\u0259si g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdil\u0259r o bax\u0131\u015flar. Sonsuzlu\u011fa dikilir, el\u0259 sonsuzluqda da qeyb olurdular.\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026 B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 bu qara da\u015flardan boylanan \u00abqara\u00bb adamlard\u0131 bu s\u0259sl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xaran. Yox! Ax\u0131 bu s\u0259sl\u0259r adam s\u0259sl\u0259rin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259mirdil\u0259r. H\u0259m d\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdil\u0259r\u2026\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Ha \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, bu qat-qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q s\u0259sl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259n birc\u0259sini se\u00e7sin, anlas\u0131n. Amma m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmad\u0131. Yen\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131 u\u011fuldad\u0131, s\u0259sl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn iniltisi d\u0259 \u0259ridi, yox oldu.\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, sin\u0259si b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc, d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259ri s\u00fcdl\u0259 doldu v\u0259 h\u0259min torpaq y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki bir c\u00fct q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u0259, sonra \u00fcz\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f da\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131na, oradan da bapbalaca torpaq y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sini k\u0259s\u0259n bir sanc\u0131 ba\u015f qald\u0131rd\u0131. Sanc\u0131 getdikc\u0259 \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259nir, b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n sin\u0259sin\u0259 do\u011fru y\u00f6n\u0259l\u0259n k\u00fct a\u011fr\u0131 is\u0259 daha d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z idi\u2026<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u2026 H\u0259kiml\u0259r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi adi i\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rini ya\u015fay\u0131r, ana olma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fan qad\u0131nlar h\u0259min m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s duy\u011fular\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259k bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n astanas\u0131nda gah q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r, gah a\u011flay\u0131r, analar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259yib, haray \u00e7\u0259kir, h\u0259kiml\u0259rd\u0259n imdad dil\u0259yir, o m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na tez \u00e7atmaq, i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qa\u00e7\u0131r, t\u00f6v\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0H\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 bel\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131, bel\u0259 sanc\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u018fvv\u0259l bir saatdan, sonra yar\u0131m saatdan, iyirmi d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n bir tutan sanc\u0131 bir iki d\u0259qiq\u0259 davam edir v\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015firdi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, h\u0259min bir-iki d\u0259qiq\u0259 bir az da uzansa d\u00f6zm\u0259z…\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmaq, g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atanad\u0259k qa\u00e7maq, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n qurtarmaq ist\u0259yirdi. H\u0259kiml\u0259rs\u0259 ona t\u0259zyiqinin \u00e7ox y\u00fcks\u0259k olmas\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar olaraq, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011f\u0131n, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259yin d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k k\u00f6rp\u0259si v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox z\u0259r\u0259rli oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. H\u0259tta i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n da ona m\u0259nfi t\u0259sir ed\u0259c\u0259yini deyib, qaranl\u0131q bir otaqda olmas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilirdil\u0259r. H\u0259s\u0259d apar\u0131rd\u0131 d\u0259hliz boyu qa\u00e7an, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ran, do\u011fma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n qad\u0131nlara. Qaranl\u0131q otaqda, arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 uzan\u0131ql\u0131 halda bu \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n bet\u0259r sanc\u0131n\u0131n sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Dodaqlar\u0131, b\u0259nizi d\u00fcma\u011f olsa da, \u0259ll\u0259rinin i\u00e7i q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u00f6pm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Sanc\u0131s\u0131 tutanda d\u0259mir \u00e7arpay\u0131dan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131r, var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q \u00e7arpay\u0131 da dil\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ondan qurtulaca\u011f\u0131 an\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Sanc\u0131s\u0131 dayanan kimi is\u0259 g\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131 yumulur, ill\u0259rin yuxusuzu t\u0259kin, yuxuya dal\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011fr\u0131 v\u0259 yuxu onun irad\u0259sin\u0259, g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 hakim k\u0259silmi\u015fdi.\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 El\u0259 h\u0259min d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z sanc\u0131lar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki k\u00fct a\u011fr\u0131 da onun olan h\u0259nirini k\u0259sir, q\u00fcvv\u0259sini t\u00fck\u0259ndirirdi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, kims\u0259 k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n sin\u0259sin\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir b\u0131\u00e7aq saplay\u0131b v\u0259 o b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259c\u0259 q\u0259ddarcas\u0131na burur, yen\u0259 bururdu.\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Onun t\u0259zyiqini tez-tez \u00f6l\u00e7\u0259n tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yi il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 bir \u015fikay\u0259tinin olub-olmamas\u0131n\u0131 da soru\u015fmu\u015fdu. Yox, – demi\u015fdi. Yalan s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k k\u00f6rp\u0259sinin xatirin\u0259 \u00abyox\u00bb demi\u015fdi.\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 D\u00f6z\u00fcrd\u00fc b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 uzun zamand\u0131r bu ana h\u0259sr\u0259t qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6z\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00a0<\/span>
\u00dcr\u0259yinin alt\u0131nda ba\u015fqa bir \u00fcr\u0259yin d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss etdiyi g\u00fcnd\u0259n onda h\u0259yata ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131q, inam, ya\u015famaq e\u015fqi ba\u015f qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ya\u015famaq v\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259sini ya\u015fatmaq e\u015fqi. \u018fslind\u0259 h\u0259min ya\u015famaq e\u015fqinin \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ya\u015fatmaqdan ir\u0259li g\u0259lirdi. O, art\u0131q bilirdi ki, bir canl\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn can\u0131nda olan canl\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fatmal\u0131d\u0131r. El\u0259 h\u0259min sanc\u0131lar\u0131n, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 olanda da \u00fcr\u0259yinin alt\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rini e\u015fidir v\u0259 o d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri ya\u015fatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6z\u00fcrd\u00fc, ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Birc\u0259 anl\u0131q g\u00f6rd\u00fc k\u00f6rp\u0259sini. A\u011f xalatl\u0131 h\u0259kim \u00e7ox h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idi. Onun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki h\u0259y\u0259candan hiss olunurdu ki, bu g\u00fcnk\u00fc i\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc he\u00e7 d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi adi i\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n deyil. B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 adi idi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259min a\u011f xalatl\u0131 h\u0259kim bel\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, bel\u0259 anlara da \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Amma yox, h\u0259kim t\u0259l\u0259sir, t\u0259la\u015f ke\u00e7irirdi. O, is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 k\u0259nardan \u00e7ox adi, \u00e7ox sakit seyr edirdi. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 bir rahatl\u0131q yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bayaqk\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131lardan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qarn\u0131ndak\u0131 sanc\u0131lar, k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki \u00abb\u0131\u00e7aq yerinin\u00bb k\u00fct a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 ham\u0131s\u0131 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir anl\u0131q bu \u0259zab dolu d\u00fcnyadan uzaq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss etdi. \u00c7arpay\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya do\u011fru \u00fcmidsiz bir g\u00f6rk\u0259md\u0259 sallanan qollar\u0131n\u0131 yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131. Sa\u011f \u0259lini \u00fcr\u0259yinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu. Yox, \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onun a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 birg\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yini d\u0259 a\u011f xalatl\u0131 h\u0259kim \u00e7\u0259kib b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir anl\u0131q h\u0259kimin \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131. G\u00f6rd\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259yini o \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259yi bapbalaca idi. \u00dcr\u0259yinin \u0259ll\u0259ri, ayaqlar\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131, bapbalaca a\u011fz\u0131, burnu var idi. \u00dcr\u0259yinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmaq ist\u0259di. Amma dey\u0259s\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi onu g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. O bapbalaca g\u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk yummu\u015fdu. \u00dcr\u0259yinin avaz\u0131m\u0131\u015f sif\u0259tin\u0259, balaca \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259, ayaqlar\u0131na, sar\u0131mt\u0131l sa\u00e7lar\u0131na bir d\u0259 baxd\u0131. Yava\u015fca \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 yalvard\u0131, yalvard\u0131 ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7s\u0131n, birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 a\u00e7s\u0131n. \u00dcr\u0259yi onun bu yalvar\u0131\u015flar\u0131na da cavab verm\u0259di. Susdu\u2026 susdu\u2026\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Bir azdan a\u011fxalatl\u0131lar \u00e7oxald\u0131. Onlar t\u0259l\u0259sir, vurnuxur, onun \u00fcr\u0259yini ona qaytarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Onun \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 iyn\u0259 vurdular, d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00fcni n\u0259f\u0259s verdil\u0259r a\u00e7mad\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00fcr\u0259yi. Onun b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n qopdu\u011fu, \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flamad\u0131, hayq\u0131rmad\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yi. Susdu\u2026 susdu!<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Sonra is\u0259 onun bapbalaca \u00fcr\u0259yini ba\u015fqa yer\u0259 apard\u0131lar. O, da yumdu g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00fcr\u0259yi kimi, o da susdu, a\u011flamad\u0131, hayq\u0131rmad\u0131 susdu\u2026 i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmaq, s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259k, n\u0259f\u0259sini duymaq, onu ba\u011fr\u0131na basmaq, \u00fcr\u0259yini \u00f6z yerin\u0259 – k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 qoymaq arzusu olsa da susdu. \u00dcr\u0259yinin yerind\u0259n bir s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yinin yeri g\u00f6yn\u0259di. \u0130ki damla sol\u011fun r\u0259ngli ya\u015f d\u0259n\u0259cikl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yinin yerind\u0259n, a\u011flad\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yinin yeri\u2026<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Yen\u0259 susdu\u2026 S\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259di, he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259di a\u011f xalatl\u0131lar\u0131n onun \u00fcr\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b apard\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131. Yoxdu daha onun \u00fcr\u0259yi. A\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 qovrulan zaman g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda, inild\u0259y\u0259-inild\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u0259sl\u0259diyi, amma s\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259s verm\u0259y\u0259n anas\u0131na, onunla birg\u0259 o m\u0259\u015fum gec\u0259ni ya\u015fayan \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131na da dem\u0259di daha \u00fcr\u0259yi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. He\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259di, susdu\u2026<\/span>
Onun \u00fcr\u0259yinin yeri g\u00f6yn\u0259dikc\u0259 a\u011flamaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259ri, bir d\u0259 qan a\u011flad\u0131, bir d\u0259 s\u0131zlad\u0131, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259di. O yer qan a\u011flad\u0131qca \u00fcr\u0259yini g\u0259zdi, \u00fcr\u0259yini axtard\u0131. Amma bilirdi\u2026 bilirdi ki, art\u0131q \u00fcr\u0259yi ondan \u00e7ox uzaqlardad\u0131. Bir d\u0259 geri d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Onun bapbalaca \u00fcr\u0259yi qocalm\u0131\u015f, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bapbalaca bir da\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda bapbalaca bir torpaq y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcb. O bapbalaca torpaq y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131ndan is\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yini al\u0131b he\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6z yerin\u0259 qoya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u00dcr\u0259yini ox\u015famaq, ill\u0259rdir sin\u0259sind\u0259 qoruyub saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fck\u00fcm-b\u00fck\u00fcm, q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259-q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 laylalar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259k, \u00fcr\u0259yinin birc\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k, n\u0259f\u0259sini duymaq ist\u0259di. Boynunu b\u00fckd\u00fc laylalar\u0131, yetim qald\u0131 laylalar\u0131\u2026\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u2026Anlad\u0131, bildi ki, daha onun \u00fcr\u0259yi ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yetim sakinidir, o is\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n\u2026 He\u00e7 vaxt, he\u00e7 kim\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi iniltil\u0259r dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026<\/span>

\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span><\/em>\u00a0 Bu d\u00fcnyada m\u0259n yetim\u0259m,<\/span><\/strong>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 O d\u00fcnyada balam yetim!<\/span><\/strong>

\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 H\u0259min iniltil\u0259r yen\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131, bilm\u0259diyi qatmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q s\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. El\u0259 bu qatmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q s\u0259sl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259n qula\u011f\u0131na \u00e7ox ayd\u0131n e\u015fidil\u0259n, h\u0259m d\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcl\u0259n bir s\u0259s g\u0259ldi:\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0– G\u0259l, ay bala, g\u0259l, burada ha dursan, ha g\u00f6zl\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 bir xeyri yoxdur. M\u0259n on be\u015f ildir ki, bu yer\u0259-g\u0259lib gedir\u0259m. Amma bu on be\u015f ild\u0259 birc\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259rin geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. G\u0259l, g\u0259l ged\u0259k\u2026<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Bir \u0259lind\u0259 yayl\u0131q, o biri \u0259lind\u0259 g\u00fclabdan tutmu\u015f qara \u00f6rp\u0259kli qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si onun b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131. O d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli h\u0259nirini k\u0259s\u0259n sanc\u0131, k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131lar da bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bayaqdan b\u0259ri qulaqlar\u0131nda u\u011fuldayan qatmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q s\u0259sl\u0259r d\u0259 susmu\u015f, kirimi\u015fdi. Qeyri-ixtiyari \u0259ll\u0259rini sin\u0259sin\u0259 apard\u0131. D\u00f6\u015fl\u0259rinin \u015fi\u015fi d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi\u2026<\/span>
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki bu yerl\u0259ri ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi, fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, aman Allah burada n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bapbalaca torpaq y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131 var imi\u015f. H\u0259min torpaq y\u0131\u011fnaqlar\u0131, \u00fczl\u0259ri q\u0131r\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f da\u015flar getdikc\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259, sanki \u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kilir, \u00abqoca\u00bb, d\u00fcmma\u011f, simsiyah, par-par yanan m\u0259rm\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcr, h\u0259min m\u0259rm\u0259rl\u0259r is\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc cavanla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, sonra is\u0259 ki\u00e7ildirdi\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1584 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(hekay\u0259) \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Niluf\u0259rim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn….\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Qula\u011f\u0131na s\u0259sl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi. K\u00fcl\u0259k s\u0259si, adam s\u0259si, yarpaq x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, otun, torpa\u011f\u0131n, da\u015f\u0131n, qayan\u0131n, g\u00f6y\u00fcn, yerin, qu\u015flar\u0131n, heyvanlar\u0131n\u2026 s\u0259si. Bu s\u0259sl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qulaqlar\u0131 u\u011fulday\u0131r, bu qat-qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q – h\u0259m do\u011fma, h\u0259m yad, h\u0259m d\u0259 vahim\u0259li s\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7maq, qurtulmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Qorxurdu bu s\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259n. H\u0259m […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":148,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8908"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8908"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8908\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13225,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8908\/revisions\/13225"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/148"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8908"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8908"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8908"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}