{"id":8965,"date":"2015-03-28T13:47:56","date_gmt":"2015-03-28T09:47:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8965"},"modified":"2015-03-28T13:47:56","modified_gmt":"2015-03-28T09:47:56","slug":"leyla-%c9%99liyeva-ucurumdan-qorunan-selincer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8965","title":{"rendered":"Leyla \u018fliyeva –U\u00e7urumdan qorunan Selincer"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Cerom<\/a>\u00a0 \u00a0\u201c…T\u0259qrib\u0259n iki g\u00fcn\u0259 uzaq Q\u0259rb\u0259 \u00e7ata bil\u0259r\u0259m. Oralar h\u0259m g\u00f6z\u0259ldir, h\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi boldur. Orada m\u0259ni tan\u0131yan-zad da olmayacaq. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 bir i\u015f d\u0259 tapsam, h\u0259r \u015fey yoluna d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. Yanacaqdoldurma m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259l\u0259rinin birind\u0259 asanca i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lib, onun-bunun ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na benzin, ya\u011f dolduraram. N\u0259 i\u015f olur olsun, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 bir f\u0259rqi yoxdur, t\u0259ki n\u0259 m\u0259ni tan\u0131s\u0131nlar, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n onlar\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc lal-karl\u0131\u011fa da vura bil\u0259r\u0259m. Bununla da h\u0259r c\u00fcr sarsaq, m\u0259nas\u0131z s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n can\u0131m qurtarar. Qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m pula da \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 daxma tikdirib, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn ax\u0131r\u0131na kimi o daxmada ya\u015fayaram\u201d.<\/p>\n

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1951-ci ild\u0259 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u201c\u00c7ovdarl\u0131qda u\u00e7urumdan qoruyan\u201d roman\u0131nda yazan Selincer 14 il sonra eynil\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 Holden Kolfild kimi Q\u0259rb\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131r, Korni\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259rciyind\u0259ki da\u011flara s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc lal-karl\u0131\u011fa vurur, n\u0259 m\u00fcsahib\u0259 verir, n\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirir, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259s\u0259r \u00e7ap el\u0259tdirir.<\/p>\n

Yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131 Allahdan da \u00e7ox sev\u0259n Selincer \u0259slind\u0259 Holden Kolfild q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259zadl\u0131, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 sad\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man idi.<\/p>\n

Anama…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Cerom Devid Selincer 1919-cu il yanvar\u0131n 1-d\u0259 Nyu Yorkda anadan olub. Litva y\u0259hudisi olan atas\u0131 Solomon Selincer ya\u011f-pendir istehsal\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idi. Anas\u0131 katolik Meri Cillik ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259bul olunmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ad\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib, M\u0259ry\u0259m ad\u0131yla iudaizmi q\u0259bul el\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 n\u00fcfuzlu kollec v\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rin \u00e7oxundan qovulan Selincer ax\u0131r ki, h\u0259rbi m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 daxil olur. Burada h\u0259m nizam-intizam \u00f6yr\u0259nir, h\u0259m d\u0259 yazma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. Gec\u0259l\u0259r yor\u011fan\u0131n alt\u0131nda f\u0259n\u0259r i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda fasil\u0259siz i\u015fl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Selincer normal ali t\u0259hsil ala bilm\u0259yib. 1930-cu ill\u0259rd\u0259 pendir v\u0259 kolbasa istehsal\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn getdiyi Pol\u015fadan, Avstriyadan da \u0259libo\u015f qay\u0131d\u0131b. Atas\u0131 f\u0259ras\u0259tsiz o\u011flunun yazmaq, b\u00f6y\u00fck yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olmaq arzusunu s\u0259fehlik say\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. O, \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z davam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, pendir g\u0259nc Selinceri q\u0259tiyy\u0259n maraqland\u0131rmaz, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ail\u0259d\u0259 naraz\u0131l\u0131q yaranarm\u0131\u015f. Yegan\u0259 roman\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259sr el\u0259diyi anas\u0131 is\u0259 Selinceri sona q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

40-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 Cerom Uil Bernetin q\u0131sa hekay\u0259 kurslar\u0131na yaz\u0131l\u0131r. Amerikan\u0131n \u0259n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n ilk d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259rc olundu\u011fu \u201cStori maqazin\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n redaktoru olan Bernet Selincer\u0259 \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 atal\u0131q el\u0259yir. O, Bernetin xeyir-duas\u0131 il\u0259 ilk hekay\u0259sini q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131r. Redaktor \u201cYeniyetm\u0259l\u0259r\u201d hekay\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Ceroma 25 dollar qonorar da \u00f6d\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Ancaq Selincerin \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzusu \u201cNyu Yorker\u201din s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259k idi. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 r\u0259dd cavab\u0131 alsa da, o, t\u0259slim olmurdu. N\u0259hay\u0259t, 1941-ci ilin sonunda arzusuna \u00e7atd\u0131. Amma Holden Kolfild haqda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cMedison Avenyudak\u0131 y\u00fcng\u00fcl etiraz\u201d hekay\u0259si m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flanandan sonra arxiv\u0259 at\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7aplin\u0259 m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259t<\/strong><\/p>\n

1941-ci ild\u0259 22 ya\u015fl\u0131 Cerom f\u00fcsunkar Uno O\u2019Nil\u0259 a\u015fiq olur. 16 ya\u015fl\u0131 Uno Nobel m\u00fckafat\u0131 qazanan yegan\u0259 amerikal\u0131 dramaturq Yucin O\u2019Nilin q\u0131z\u0131 idi. 17 ya\u015f\u0131ndan aktrisal\u0131q el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayan Uno is\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015fca b\u00f6y\u00fck ki\u015fil\u0259rl\u0259 e\u015fq mac\u0259ras\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, onu ad\u0259t\u0259n intellektual qocalar c\u0259lb edirdi…<\/p>\n

1941-ci ilin sonunda Cerom c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn siyah\u0131ya yaz\u0131l\u0131r. Tibbi komissiya onu orduya yarars\u0131z say\u0131b sa\u011flaml\u0131q ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 verm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, inadkar Selincer fikrind\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u00fcr, 1942-ci ilin yaz\u0131nda n\u0259hay\u0259t arzusuna \u00e7at\u0131b, m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 yollan\u0131r. Bundan sonra c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259n Unoya yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ktublar onun yegan\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7evrilir. Ancaq xan\u0131m O\u2019Nil Kaliforniyaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Selincerin m\u0259ktublar\u0131na cavab g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u00c7arli \u00c7aplin yeni filmi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn aktrisa axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Ziyaf\u0259tl\u0259rin birind\u0259 soba qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturan Uno onun diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kir. 1943-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Uno O\u2019Nil \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n 36 ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00c7arli \u00c7aplinl\u0259 ail\u0259 qurur. Bu x\u0259b\u0259r Selincer\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r z\u0259rb\u0259 vurur. Avropan\u0131 f\u0259th etm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fan g\u0259nc sevdiyi q\u0131zdan m\u0259ktublar\u0131na cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi bir vaxtda q\u0259zetl\u0259rd\u0259n onun \u00c7aplin\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getdiyini \u00f6yr\u0259nir. V\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu bu nakam sevginin kabusu alt\u0131nda \u0259zilir.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u0259 alt\u0131nda alt\u0131 f\u0259sil<\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f m\u00fcharib\u0259si Amerikaya Mark Tvenl\u0259 Uolt Uitmeni verdiyi kimi \u0130kinci D\u00fcnya m\u00fcharib\u0259si d\u0259 Selinceri qazand\u0131rd\u0131. O, c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259, insan itkil\u0259riyl\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fm\u0259s\u0259ydi, \u00e7\u0259tin bel\u0259 istedadl\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 ola bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 ill\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259ks-k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u00e7\u0131 olan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 xidm\u0259ti v\u0259zif\u0259sini yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259nd\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yolda saxlad\u0131b n\u0259s\u0259 yaz\u0131r, qeydl\u0259r apar\u0131rd\u0131. \u201c\u00c7ovdarl\u0131qda u\u00e7urumdan qoruyan\u201d roman\u0131n\u0131n ilk alt\u0131 f\u0259sli bel\u0259c\u0259 yollarda, g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259si alt\u0131nda yaz\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n

M\u00fctt\u0259fiq qo\u015funlar Paris\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 Selincer \u00e7oxdan p\u0259r\u0259sti\u015f etdiyi Heminqueyl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Hekay\u0259l\u0259rinin \u0259lyazmalar\u0131n\u0131 Heminquey\u0259 oxudan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 onun r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tini qazan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Y\u0259hudi il\u0259 nasistin sevgisi<\/strong><\/p>\n

Selincerin \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b olan xasiyy\u0259t v\u0259 davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131 40-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 daha da q\u0259lizl\u0259\u015fir. M\u00fcharib\u0259 ill\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259sirl\u0259rl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 konslagerin\u00a0 bo\u015fald\u0131lmas\u0131nda i\u015ftirak ed\u0259n yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r psixoloji z\u0259d\u0259 al\u0131b, aylarla h\u0259rbi hospitalda m\u00fcalic\u0259 olunur.<\/p>\n

Hitler hakimiyy\u0259tin\u0259 nifr\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n Selincer bir d\u0259f\u0259 nasist partiyas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fc olan g\u0259nc q\u0131z\u0131 h\u0259bs edir. Tezc\u0259 d\u0259 ona a\u015fiq olur. 1945-1946-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 Amerika \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 alman q\u0131zlar\u0131yla ail\u0259 qurmaq qada\u011fan olundu\u011fundan Selincer h\u0259rbi tribunal qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131la bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Ancaq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Silviya adl\u0131 h\u0259min alman q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 Amerikaya g\u0259tirir. G\u0259nc ail\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t Solomon atan\u0131n evind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. Bu q\u0259rib\u0259 evlilik c\u0259mi bir ay \u00e7\u0259kir. \u201cAtam nasistl\u0259r\u0259 nifr\u0259t etdiyi q\u0259d\u0259r Silviya da y\u0259hudil\u0259r\u0259 nifr\u0259t edirdi\u201d, – Selincerin q\u0131z\u0131 memuarlar\u0131nda bel\u0259 yaz\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bu, Selincerin son u\u011fursuz sevgi mac\u0259ras\u0131 deyildi. \u0130kinci h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Kler Duqlasla yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 1950-ci ild\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olur. Onda Selincerin 31, Klerin is\u0259 16 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Kler orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirm\u0259mi\u015f Ceromla ail\u0259 qurur. Bu \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259nm\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fayan Selincer saatlarla bunkerd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r, Klerin hamil\u0259 oldu\u011funu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259s\u0259 \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nir. Bu c\u00fcr h\u0259yata d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n Kler iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131yla birlikd\u0259 evi t\u0259rk edir.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fc v\u0259 \u201cqarda\u015f\u0131\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n qay\u0131dandan sonra Selincer c\u0259miyy\u0259tl\u0259 sava\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xan yeniyetm\u0259 o\u011flandan yazma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. Atas\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259z\u0259bind\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan Holden el\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc idi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 roman 10 il\u0259 yox, 32 il\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f say\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r, \u00e7\u00fcnki Selincer d\u00fcnyan\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259n o roman bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb…<\/p>\n

Holden u\u00e7urumdan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259 olan minl\u0259rl\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr, o u\u015faqlar\u0131 qurtarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. U\u00e7urumun ad\u0131 is\u0259 \u201cb\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k\u201ddir.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fck tirajla \u00e7ap olunan \u0259s\u0259rin ikinci k\u00fctl\u0259vi n\u0259\u015fri zaman\u0131 Selincer kitab\u0131n \u00fcz qab\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u015f\u0259klinin g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259sini ist\u0259mir, t\u0259qdimat ke\u00e7irmir, imza g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259 qat\u0131lm\u0131r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, oxucu yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb tan\u0131masa da olar, onun i\u015fi \u0259s\u0259ri oxuyub z\u00f6vq almaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Pis oxudu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n qovulan Holden haqda roman yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n avtobioqrafiyas\u0131d\u0131r. Selincer kimi q\u0131l\u0131ncoynatma komandas\u0131n\u0131n kapitan\u0131 olan Holden atas\u0131na m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 eynil\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc kimi d\u00f6z\u00fcms\u00fczd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Holden Kolfildin b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u0131 D.B. haqda yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n Selincer\u0259 aidiyy\u0259ti yoxdur. D.B. yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r, q\u0131sa hekay\u0259l\u0259r yaz\u0131r, Hollivuda k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r Kolumbiya universitetind\u0259 t\u0259hsil al\u0131r. D.B.-nin \u0130kinci D\u00fcnya m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015ftirak\u0131, h\u0259rbi \u015f\u00fcca\u0259tl\u0259ri bar\u0259d\u0259 romanda geni\u015f yaz\u0131l\u0131b. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu yolla Selincer oxucular\u0131 \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ri Kolfildd\u0259n yay\u0131nd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259rq f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259sinin p\u0259r\u0259sti\u015fkar\u0131 olan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn buddist \u201cdal\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131ndan qat-qat \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa, inzivaya \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259k fikri b\u00fct\u00fcn roman boyu Holdeni t\u0259rk etmir. Yanacaqdoldurma m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Q\u0259rb\u0259 yollanan Kolfild kimi Selincer d\u0259 insanlardan uzaqla\u015f\u0131b, me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7oxdan arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 daxmas\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bundan sonra yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 onun ard\u0131nca minl\u0259rl\u0259 kilometr yol yoran oxucularla da g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259n yay\u0131n\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Selinceri oxuyan qatill\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n

Selincer Holden Kolfildi \u00f6z depressiyas\u0131 il\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bu, bir n\u00f6v qara magiya idi. Hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7icidir, \u0259s\u0259r is\u0259 qal\u0131r v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn kims\u0259 bu depressiyaya yoluxur. Kitabda \u201c\u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fc tez-tez i\u015fl\u0259dilir, d\u0259li s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 is\u0259 d\u00fcz 30 d\u0259f\u0259 rast g\u0259linir.<\/p>\n

\u201cEsquire\u201d jurnal\u0131na m\u00fcsahib\u0259sind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u201cd\u0259li\u201d adland\u0131rm\u0131\u015f Con Lennonu 1980-ci il dekabr\u0131n 8-d\u0259 Manhettend\u0259ki evinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n Mark \u00c7epman qa\u00e7may\u0131b, \u0259lind\u0259ki f\u0259n\u0259rin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u201c\u00c7ovdarl\u0131qda u\u00e7urumdan qoruyan\u201d\u0131 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu romanla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259n Marka m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck h\u0259bs c\u0259zas\u0131 ver\u0259nd\u0259, h\u0259tta h\u00f6km oxunanda bel\u0259 \u00c7epman kitab\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n yer\u0259 qoymam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Amerikan\u0131n 40-c\u0131 prezidenti Ronald Reyqan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n g\u0259nc vunderkind Con Hinkli h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 psixi x\u0259st\u0259xanada m\u00fcalic\u0259 al\u0131r. \u201c\u018fg\u0259r siz\u0259 motiv laz\u0131md\u0131rsa, motivim \u201c\u00c7ovdarl\u0131qda u\u00e7urumdan qoruyan\u201d roman\u0131d\u0131r\u201d, – polis\u0259 ifad\u0259sind\u0259 Hinkli bel\u0259 demi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

1980-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 21 ya\u015fl\u0131 aktrisa Rebekka \u015eefer \u00fc\u00e7 il onu izl\u0259y\u0259n fanat\u0131 Robert Bardonun qurban\u0131 oldu. Aktrisadan m\u00fcsb\u0259t cavab ala bilm\u0259y\u0259n Bardo Rebekkan\u0131 evinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259mi\u015fdi. Qatilin evind\u0259 axtar\u0131\u015f apar\u0131lan zaman \u201c\u00c7ovdarl\u0131qda u\u00e7urumdan qoruyan\u201d roman\u0131n\u0131n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u00fcsx\u0259si tap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc q\u0131zlar\u0131n qoca a\u015fiqi<\/strong><\/p>\n

…18 ya\u015fl\u0131 Coys Meynard h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n bir yaz\u0131 yaz\u0131r. M\u0259qal\u0259 \u201cNyu York Tayms\u201dda \u00e7ap olunur, g\u0259nc q\u0131z\u0131n fotosu jurnal\u0131n \u00fcz qab\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259yir. Vur-tut \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra Coysun yataqxanadak\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131nda m\u0259ktub \u0259lind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259k olmurdu. M\u0259ktublardan biri onu do\u011frudan da heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndirir: \u201c\u018fziz xan\u0131m Meynard, \u0259min\u0259m ki, indi m\u0259ktubla dolu ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda oturub n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yinizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz. M\u0259n erk\u0259n populyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, tan\u0131nma\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li oldu\u011funu yax\u015f\u0131 bilir\u0259m. \u0130nsanlar sizd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015facaqlar, ehtiyatl\u0131 olun… \u0130mza: Cerom Devid Selincer\u201d.<\/p>\n

Selincer g\u0259nc q\u0131za silsil\u0259 m\u0259ktublar yaz\u0131r v\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f qa\u00e7\u0131lmaz olur. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n Nyu-Hemp\u015fird\u0259ki evin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Coys Selincerin sakit h\u0259yat\u0131nda yegan\u0259 qad\u0131n oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130ll\u0259r sonra \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 quran v\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc d\u0259f\u0259 u\u015fa\u011fa qalan Meynard Nyu-Yorkdak\u0131 ziyaf\u0259tl\u0259rin birind\u0259 Selincerin sevgi m\u0259ktublar\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fqa bir q\u0131zla tan\u0131\u015f olur. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n yeniyetm\u0259 xan\u0131mlara mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259n Coys ondan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 on d\u00f6rd m\u0259ktubu sat\u0131\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r, onunla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ill\u0259r haqda \u201cD\u00fcnyadak\u0131 ev\u201d adl\u0131 qalmaqall\u0131 kitab q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u0259nc xan\u0131mlara a\u015fiq olan Selincerin sonuncu arvad\u0131 is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n 50 ya\u015f ki\u00e7ik idi…<\/p>\n

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