{"id":8981,"date":"2015-03-29T17:07:53","date_gmt":"2015-03-29T12:07:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8981"},"modified":"2015-03-29T23:21:33","modified_gmt":"2015-03-29T18:21:33","slug":"tomas-vulf-s%c9%99h%c9%99r-erk%c9%99nin-sirki-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=8981","title":{"rendered":"Tomas VULF –S\u0259h\u0259r erk\u0259nin sirki (hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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XX y\u00fczil d\u00fcnya \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n n\u0259h\u0259ng n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n olan Tomas Vulfun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan oxucular\u0131na Afaq M\u0259sudun t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259\u015fhur \u201cD\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k toru\u201d roman\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n ki\u00e7ik h\u0259cmli \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259krarolunmaz \u00fcslub g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, insan psixologiyas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rin\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259dlik ayd\u0131n duyulur.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259z\u0259ns\u0259 erk\u0259n pay\u0131zda, sentyabrda \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259\u015fhur sirk truppalar\u0131 –\u00a0 Rinqlin, Robinson, Barnum, Beyli qarda\u015flar\u0131 – g\u0259lirdil\u0259r; m\u0259n onda po\u00e7talyon idim, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 sirk g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259min g\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 dan yeri a\u011farmam\u0131\u015fdan, \u0259vv\u0259l oldu\u011fu kimi, soyu\u011fu s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n qaranl\u0131qda mar\u015frutum \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn evl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259lisayaq ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kirdim. Sonrasa ev\u0259 cumur, qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yataqdan s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Asta, h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa-dan\u0131\u015fa sentyabr yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131n x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 alt\u0131nda c\u0259ld \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 geri qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131q, s\u0259rin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259, el\u0259 bil, q\u0259fild\u0259n n\u0259h\u0259ng Yeri yenid\u0259n a\u00e7an g\u00fcn\u00fcn dilsiz, sirli-sehirli ilk i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131nda bozar\u0131rd\u0131, yer z\u00fclm\u0259tin i\u00e7ind\u0259n qorxunc, \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli, heyk\u0259lvari h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsizliyil\u0259 peyda olurdu, insan da ona v\u0259cdl\u0259, heyr\u0259tl\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131r, y\u0259qin, yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki ilk adamlar torpa\u011fa el\u0259 o c\u00fcr bax\u0131blar, \u00e7\u00fcnki bu, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 adamlar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131qlar\u0131 m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n biridi.<\/p>\n

Bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 atam\u0131n yad, h\u0259m d\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f u\u00e7uq-s\u00f6k\u00fck emalatxanas\u0131n\u0131n z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259n qarabasma kimi peyda olma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 heyk\u0259lvari h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz meydanda qarda\u015f\u0131mla sirkin bo\u015fald\u0131\u011f\u0131 va\u011fzala ged\u0259n lap birinci tramvaya minirdik. B\u0259z\u0259ns\u0259 tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zdan kims\u0259 rast g\u0259lib ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131nda bizi ora apar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Va\u011fzal\u0131n miskin, his\u0259 bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f, k\u00f6hn\u0259 binas\u0131na \u00e7atanda tramvaydan, yaxud ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, c\u0259ld yolla gedirdik \u2013 art\u0131q burda parovozlardan \u00e7\u0131xan odlu p\u00fcsk\u00fcrt\u00fcl\u0259ri, buxar y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fck, bir-birini qovan y\u00fck vaqonlar\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, taqq\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, manevr el\u0259y\u0259n parovozlar\u0131n seyr\u0259k gurultusunu, stansiya z\u0259nginin cingiltisini, yan\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00f6t\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck qatarlar\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fidirdik.<\/p>\n

Yollar\u0131n, s\u0259yah\u0259tl\u0259rin, s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rin, b\u0259rq vuran \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rin sevinc dolu \u00f6nc\u0259g\u00f6rm\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 dolu olan b\u00fct\u00fcn bu tan\u0131\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259, qatarlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259skin, h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 qoxular\u0131na \u2013 k\u00fcl, bo\u011fucu t\u00fcst\u00fc, kifl\u0259nmi\u015f, pasl\u0131 y\u00fck vaqonlar\u0131n\u0131n, ye\u015fikl\u0259rin d\u00fcz\u0259ldildiyi t\u0259miz \u015fam taxtalar\u0131n\u0131n qoxusuna – kafel\u0259rin, anbarlardak\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 \u0259rzaqlar\u0131n, porta\u011fallar\u0131n, nar\u0131nginin, d\u00f6\u015f \u0259tinin, papiros k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn, un v\u0259 mal \u0259tinin qoxusuna – indi g\u0259l\u0259n sirkin b\u00fct\u00fcn sehirli, tan\u0131\u015f olan q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ri, qoxular\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fsas ifa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n ya\u015fay\u0131b-yatd\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l, sapsar\u0131 vaqonlar h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 tutqun, lap t\u0259rt\u0259miz idil\u0259r, yollarda uzun s\u0131rayla d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. H\u0259r yerd\u0259s\u0259 onlar\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda bo\u015fald\u0131lan sirkin s\u0259sl\u0259ri art\u0131q qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 doldurmu\u015fdu. Arxada qalan gec\u0259nin \u00f6t\u00fcb-ke\u00e7\u0259n z\u00fclm\u0259tin\u0259 \u015firl\u0259rin q\u0259z\u0259bli n\u0259riltisi, iri tropik pi\u015fikl\u0259rinin q\u0259fil ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, fill\u0259rin qulaqbat\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, atlar\u0131n ayaq tapp\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, c\u0259ng\u0259llik sakinl\u0259rinin n\u0259f\u0259sk\u0259s\u0259n, t\u00fcnd, nam\u0259lum qoxular\u0131 \u2013 sar\u0131mt\u0131l q\u0259hv\u0259yi d\u0259v\u0259 qoxusu, qaplan, zebr, p\u0259l\u0259ng, fil v\u0259 ay\u0131lar\u0131n qoxular\u0131 –\u00a0 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sirk vaqonlar\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6yr\u00fcyl\u0259 uzanan yoldasa sirk \u0259m\u0259kda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259skin ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, qaranl\u0131qda f\u0259n\u0259rl\u0259rin sehirli ritmik r\u0259qsi vard\u0131, sonrasa q\u0259fild\u0259n y\u00fck vaqonlar\u0131ndan platformaya it\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n bo\u015fald\u0131lm\u0131\u015f furqonlar\u0131n, yer\u0259 at\u0131lan qay\u0131qlar\u0131n b\u0259rk gurultusu e\u015fidilirdi. Gec\u0259nin, ba\u015flayan g\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 sehrinin h\u0259r yerind\u0259 qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q, t\u0259l\u0259sik, amma eyni zamanda, nizaml\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t duyulurdu.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6rd-d\u00f6rd, alt\u0131-alt\u0131 qo\u015fulmu\u015f, iri, boz-polad\u0131 atlar ilx\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n kobud ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131 alt\u0131nda z\u0259ncirl\u0259rini-y\u00fcy\u0259nl\u0259rini cingild\u0259d\u0259-cingild\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n yolun qal\u0131n, a\u011f\u0131mt\u0131l tozunun \u00fcst\u00fcyl\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u0130lx\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar onlar\u0131 yolun o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n axan \u00e7ayda sulama\u011fa apar\u0131rd\u0131lar, dan yerinin ilk \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri alt\u0131nda tan\u0131\u015f \u00e7ayda suya yava\u015f-yava\u015f, ehtiyatla gir\u0259n fill\u0259rin, iri atlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k olard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sirk \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f meydan\u00e7adasa yuxudak\u0131 kimi, m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259li \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7ad\u0131rlar dik\u0259lirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259razid\u0259 d\u0259 (bura \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 sirkin yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi yegan\u0259 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fcz, iri meydan\u00e7ayd\u0131; \u00fcst\u0259lik d\u0259, stansiyaya yax\u0131n idi) h\u0259min co\u015f\u011fun, d\u0259lisov, amma nizaml\u0131 qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131q h\u00f6km s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qaz f\u0259n\u0259rl\u0259rinin parlaq i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r \u00e7\u0259kicl\u0259rl\u0259 \u2013 \u015f\u00f6vql\u00fc p\u0259r\u00e7im \u00e7\u0259kicl\u0259ril\u0259 \u2013 dir\u0259kl\u0259ri ah\u0259ngdar, d\u0259qiq d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259y\u0259n, onlar\u0131 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259ndirilmi\u015f kinokadrlardak\u0131 kimi, a\u011flag\u0259lm\u0259z tezlikl\u0259 yer\u0259 m\u0131xlayan sirk p\u0259hl\u0259vanlar\u0131n\u0131n yor\u011fun sif\u0259tl\u0259rini i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Hava i\u015f\u0131qla\u015fanda, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0131xandasa b\u00fct\u00fcn meydan\u00e7a sehr, nizam, parlaql\u0131q meydan\u0131na \u00e7evrilirdi. \u0130lx\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r, \u00f6z heyvanlar\u0131yla x\u00fcsusi dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar, benzinl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n m\u00fch\u0259rrik f\u0131s\u0131lday\u0131r, qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131, s\u0259r\u0259ncam\u00e7\u0131lar ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, yer\u0259 vurulan dir\u0259kl\u0259r a\u011fac s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r, a\u011f\u0131r z\u0259ncirl\u0259r cingild\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Amma budur, geni\u015f, t\u0259mizl\u0259nmi\u015f meydan\u00e7ada, tapdalanm\u0131\u015f tozlu torpa\u011fa tama\u015fan\u0131n g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259c\u0259yi \u0259sas \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131n dir\u0259kl\u0259ri vurulur. Meydan\u00e7aya a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r yeriy\u0259-yeriy\u0259 fil yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, boynuna oturmu\u015f adam\u0131n \u0259mril\u0259 iri, y\u0131r\u011falanan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yirdi, q\u0131r\u0131\u015fl\u0131 xortumunu bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259dir, yerd\u0259ki s\u00fcr\u0259tli yelk\u0259nli qay\u0131qlar\u0131n dor\u00a0 a\u011fac\u0131 kimi uzun dir\u0259y\u0259 dolay\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra fil yava\u015f-yava\u015f geri \u00e7\u0259kilir, n\u0259h\u0259ng dir\u0259yi kibrit qutusundan \u00e7op \u00e7\u0131xaran kimi asanl\u0131qla \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qarda\u015f\u0131m da bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n q\u0259\u015f\u015f el\u0259yir, y\u00f6nd\u0259msiz barmaqlar\u0131yla qab\u0131r\u011falar\u0131ma toxunurdu. Filin d\u00fcz\u0259ltdiyi tama\u015fan\u0131 b\u0259r\u0259lmi\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259ril\u0259 seyr el\u0259y\u0259n iki \u015f\u0259h\u0259rli qarad\u0259rili o\u011flansa \u00f6z meymunsaya\u011f\u0131 sif\u0259tl\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 \u00e7evirir, \u00e7\u00f6m\u0259lir, eyni vaxtda \u0259ll\u0259rini dizl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r, sonrasa sual-cavab oyunlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131lar:<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 o, m\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nmir, h\u0259?<\/p>\n

– Yox, ser! He\u00e7 k\u0259sin d\u0259 arxas\u0131nca g\u00f6nd\u0259rmir.<\/p>\n

– O: \u201cBir d\u0259qiq\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yin\u201d demir?<\/p>\n

– Yox, ser! O deyir: \u201cHayd\u0131, hayd\u0131!\u201d<\/p>\n

– H\u0259m d\u0259, o, tap-tapla gedir! \u2013 O\u011flan deyir, fili yams\u0131lay\u0131b \u00f6z qara sif\u0259tini yer\u0259 \u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

-O onu it\u0259l\u0259yir, – dig\u0259ri deyir, el\u0259 bil, ba\u015f\u0131yla n\u0259yis\u0259 it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259-it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

– O \u201cAr-ram\u201d\u00a0 deyir, – biri deyirdi.<\/p>\n

– O deyir: \u201cA\u011fa, haz\u0131rd\u0131! Qaydas\u0131ndad\u0131!\u201d \u2013 Dig\u0259ri cavab verirdi.<\/p>\n

– Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! \u2013 Onlar ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, \u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259n bo\u011fulur, filin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini yams\u0131laya-yams\u0131laya, onun g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259n v\u0259cd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259-g\u0259l\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini b\u0259rkd\u0259n dizl\u0259rin\u0259 \u015fapp\u0131ldad\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 art\u0131q sirk yem\u0259kxanas\u0131n\u0131 \u2013 divars\u0131z iri brezent talvar\u0131 \u2013 qurdular, biz d\u0259 indi o talvar\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 dayaqlar \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f masalar arxas\u0131nda artistl\u0259rin nec\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yi yedikl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259rdik. Onlar\u0131n yedikl\u0259ri, bizim g\u00fccl\u00fc h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131m\u0131za, heyvanlar\u0131n k\u0259skin, amma saf qoxular\u0131na, sehrl\u0259, g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259 b\u0259rq vuran s\u0259h\u0259rin sevincin\u0259, safl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, sehrin\u0259, sirkin g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, el\u0259 bil, h\u0259min qoxu n\u0259 vaxtsa yediyimiz, yaxud haqq\u0131nda n\u0259 vaxtsa e\u015fitdiyimiz yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259n q\u0131c\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131c\u0131, \u0259n l\u0259zz\u0259tli x\u00f6r\u0259kd\u0259n g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n

Biz sirk artistl\u0259rinin \u00f6z g\u00fccl\u0259rind\u0259n-q\u00fcdr\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259zz ala-ala bol s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259kl\u0259rini nec\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilirdik: onlar a\u015fpaz\u0131n oyunbaz bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131yla havaya atd\u0131\u011f\u0131, ucaboy ofisiant q\u0131z\u0131nsa iri m\u0259cm\u0259yil\u0259ri h\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b, \u0259z\u0259l\u0259li \u0259linin barmaqlar\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 inamla saxlaya-saxlaya masalara apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 iri bif\u015fteksl\u0259ri, d\u00f6ym\u0259 donuz \u0259tini, q\u0131zard\u0131lm\u0131\u015f d\u00f6\u015f \u0259tini, alt\u0131 yumurtani,\u00a0 q\u0131zard\u0131lm\u0131\u015f iri mal \u0259tini yeyirdil\u0259r. T\u0259miz, dadl\u0131 yem\u0259yin b\u00fct\u00fcn bu adam\u0131\u00a0 yerind\u0259n oynadan qoxular\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259, el\u0259 bil, s\u0259h\u0259rin bu q\u00fcdr\u0259tli, h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131na x\u00fcsusi m\u0259na, k\u0259skinlik ver\u0259n t\u00fcnd, heyr\u0259tamiz \u0259tir \u2013 buludlar\u0131n a\u011flag\u0259lm\u0259z d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 iri, g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0259hv\u0259dandan, artistl\u0259rin bir-birinin dal\u0131nca fincanlardan iri qurtumlarla i\u00e7dikl\u0259ri t\u00fcnd q\u0259hv\u0259nin \u0259tri – as\u0131l\u0131b qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sirk artistl\u0259rinin \u00f6zl\u0259ri, qad\u0131nlar-ki\u015fil\u0259rs\u0259 \u2013 tama\u015fan\u0131n \u00abulduzlar\u0131\u00bb – qeyri-adi d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 cazib\u0259dar, g\u00fccl\u00fc, g\u00f6z\u0259l idil\u0259r, dem\u0259k olar, ciddi l\u0259yaq\u0259tl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259yirdil\u0259r, onlar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 biz\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l, heyr\u0259tamiz g\u0259lirdi. H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt h\u0259yas\u0131z, kobud, yaxud ab\u0131rs\u0131z bir \u015fey olmurdu, sirkd\u0259ki artist qad\u0131nlar \u0259nlikli-kir\u015fanl\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131nlar\u0131na ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131lar, ki\u015fil\u0259rl\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini s\u0131rt\u0131qcas\u0131na aparm\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 daha \u00e7ox el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu adamlar, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u00fc \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 t\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 ab\u0131rl\u0131 h\u0259yat ke\u00e7ir\u0259n, tan\u0131mad\u0131qlar\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck-ki\u00e7ik \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 daim ciddiyy\u0259tl\u0259 h\u0259yat s\u00fcr\u0259n, ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131nda ab\u0131r-h\u0259yan\u0131 qoruyan icma yaratma\u011fa nail olublar. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda cavan g\u00fccl\u00fc ki\u015fi, heyr\u0259tamiz g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 malik, sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n sa\u00e7l\u0131, m\u00f6hk\u0259m b\u0259d\u0259nli qad\u0131n, ciddi, etibarl\u0131, q\u0131r\u0131\u015fl\u0131 sif\u0259tli, dazba\u015f, t\u00f6km\u0259 atletik c\u00fcss\u0259li ki\u015fi d\u0259 vard\u0131. Ola bilsin, onlar trapesiyada birg\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdil\u0259r \u2013 cavan ki\u015fiyl\u0259 qad\u0131n q\u00fcbb\u0259nin alt\u0131ndan ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fiy\u0259 do\u011fru u\u00e7urdular, ki\u015fi onlar\u0131 tutur, var g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 geri, trapesiyan\u0131n ensiz tirin\u0259 do\u011fru at\u0131rd\u0131, onlar da yell\u0259nc\u0259yi havada tutmal\u0131, \u0259ll\u0259ri \u00e7atanacan\u00a0 daha \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259li, t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259y\u0259 fikir verm\u0259d\u0259n insan\u0131n malik oldu\u011fu b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, \u00e7evikliyi, d\u0259qiqliyi n\u00fcmayi\u015f etdirm\u0259liydil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Amma onlar brezent dam\u0131n alt\u0131na s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yi yem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 sirkin dig\u0259r artistl\u0259ril\u0259 n\u0259zak\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259yir, uzun masalardan birinin arxas\u0131nda bir ail\u0259 kimi oturur, bol s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259kl\u0259rini ciddiyy\u0259tl\u0259, diqq\u0259tl\u0259, daha \u00e7ox dinm\u0259zc\u0259 yeyirdil\u0259r, dan\u0131\u015fanda da sakit, t\u0259mkinli, az dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Qarda\u015f\u0131mla m\u0259n d\u0259 ovsunlanm\u0131\u015f kimi, onlara bax\u0131rd\u0131q: qarda\u015f\u0131m bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t dazba\u015f ki\u015fiy\u0259 g\u00f6z qoyur, sonrasa m\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131 \u00e7evrilib p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-B-bax, o da-a-azba\u015f\u0131 g-g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n? O, tutucudu, – ba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xan kimi deyirdi. – H\u0259, h-h-h\u0259min b-bax, o, onlar\u0131 tutur. B-bunu \u00e7-\u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 b-bacarmal\u0131d\u0131. Bilirs\u0259n, \u0259g\u0259r o-onlar\u0131 tutmasa, n\u0259 olar, h\u0259? \u2013 qarda\u015f\u0131m soru\u015furdu.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259? \u2013 Sehirl\u0259nmi\u015f kimi soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n

Qarda\u015f\u0131m barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 havada \u015faqq\u0131ldad\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-H\u0259r \u015fey bit\u0259r! \u2013 cavab verirdi. \u2013 Onlar y\u0131x\u0131larlar. B-b\u0259li, n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlayanacan canlar\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rarlar. Buna s\u00f6z yoxdu! \u2013 Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rkd\u0259n yell\u0259yib \u0259lav\u0259 el\u0259yirdi. \u2013 Bu f-f-faktd\u0131! \u018fg\u0259r o, azac\u0131q s\u0259hv el\u0259s\u0259, h\u0259r \u015fey bit\u0259r! O adam \u00f6z i\u015fini bilm\u0259lidi, –\u00a0 qarda\u015f\u0131m deyirdi. \u2013 Bilirs\u0259n, – s\u0259sini al\u00e7ald\u0131b d\u0259rin inamla davam el\u0259yirdi, – \u0259g\u0259r ona h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 yetmi\u015f be\u015f, yaxud y\u00fcz dollar vers\u0259ydil\u0259r, h-h-he\u00e7 d\u0259 t-t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u00fc olmazd\u0131. He\u00e7 d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u00fc deyil! \u2013 Qarda\u015f\u0131m q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259\u00a0 s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi.<\/p>\n

Biz d\u0259 yenid\u0259n heyr\u0259tli bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 h\u0259min yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, romantik adamlara dikirdik, onlar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 bizim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131za ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, el\u0259 bilirdik, sirk artistl\u0259rini \u00e7oxdan tan\u0131y\u0131r, sevirik. Sonra, lap i\u015f\u0131qla\u015fanda, g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xanda h\u0259v\u0259ssiz halda sirk meydan\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rk el\u0259yir, ev\u0259\u00a0 qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Amma, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, h\u0259min g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u0259h\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz, e\u015fitdiyimiz h\u0259r \u015fey bar\u0259d\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r, brezent dam alt\u0131ndak\u0131 heyr\u0259tamiz qoxulu xatir\u0259l\u0259r bizd\u0259 el\u0259 k\u0259skin, y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 acl\u0131q do\u011fururdu ki, art\u0131q ev\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yi yey\u0259c\u0259yimizi g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 bilmirdik. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rin q\u0259lyanalt\u0131xanalar\u0131ndan birin\u0259 girir, pi\u015ftaxtalar\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 h\u00fcnd\u00fcr oturacaqlarda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fir, acg\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 mal \u0259tinin, yumurtal\u0131 buterbrodlar\u0131n, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, \u0259tirli, l\u0259zz\u0259tli, isti bif\u015fteksl\u0259rin, q\u0259hv\u0259nin, k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u00fc s\u00fcd\u00fcn, ya\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck, sonrasa, masa arxas\u0131nda biz\u0259 veril\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fey yem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev\u0259 gedirdik.<\/p>\n

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T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259n: N\u0259riman \u018fBD\u00dcLR\u018fHMANLI<\/p>\n

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