{"id":9047,"date":"2015-03-31T17:27:09","date_gmt":"2015-03-31T12:27:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9047"},"modified":"2015-03-31T17:27:09","modified_gmt":"2015-03-31T12:27:09","slug":"pasa-q%c9%99lbinur-allah-verdi-esse-xatir%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9047","title":{"rendered":"Pa\u015fa Q\u018fLB\u0130NUR &#8212; Allah verdi ( esse-xatir\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/34766_63m5ue9wuh.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-9048\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/34766_63m5ue9wuh-300x218.jpg\" alt=\"34766_63m5ue9wuh\" width=\"300\" height=\"218\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">1978-ci ilin may\u0131. Sabir poeziya g\u00fcnl\u0259ri. Qo\u015fa qala qap\u0131s\u0131, Sabirin heyk\u0259linin yan\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l R\u0259sul m\u00fc\u0259llim indiki dill\u0259 des\u0259k mitinqin apar\u0131c\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r. Oxunan \u015feirl\u0259r\u0259 uy\u011fun alq\u0131\u015f s\u0259dalar\u0131 qala divarlar\u0131nda \u0259ks s\u0259da verir&#8230; Qaraba\u011f h\u0259l\u0259 bizd\u0259dir&#8230; Mitinq bitir. Tan\u0131\u015flar-bili\u015fl\u0259r bir-biriyl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015firl\u0259r. R\u0259sul m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r n\u00f6vb\u0259y\u0259 durublar.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Onda m\u0259nim 26 ya\u015f\u0131m var idi. \u0130ki h\u0259kim dostumla s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdik. Bird\u0259n iki add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda dayan\u0131b dostumun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn bitm\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n, bizd\u0259n t\u0259xmin\u0259n 3-4 ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck, b\u0259st\u0259boy, b\u0131\u011fl\u0131 bir o\u011flan\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Eyni anda salamla\u015fd\u0131q. M\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tutub s\u0259n Pa\u015fa Musayevs\u0259n, \u2013 dedi (\u201cQ\u0259lbinur\u201d imzas\u0131yla sonralar \u00e7ap olundum). \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131nda \u015feirl\u0259rini oxudum, xo\u015fuma g\u0259ldi, x\u00fcsusil\u0259<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Ay gec\u0259y\u0259 hicran \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u0130slanm\u0131\u015fam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u018fynim-ba\u015f\u0131m, h\u0259r yan i\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q ax\u0131r \u2013<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">qan qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">(\u015eeiri sonacan \u0259zb\u0259r dedi. Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 kimi d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259nir\u0259m ki, niy\u0259 he\u00e7 olmasa sonralar Allahverdid\u0259n m\u0259ni hardan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fmad\u0131m. Ax\u0131 jurnalda m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259klim getm\u0259mi\u015fdi).<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">3-4 d\u0259qiq\u0259lik s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n sonra ayr\u0131ld\u0131q. Tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bel\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O g\u00fcn bu b\u0259st\u0259boy \u015fairin he\u00e7 kim\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim q\u0259rib\u0259 sevinc v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck yadda\u015f\u0131ma h\u0259kk olundu. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn sonra Moskvaya aspiranturaya yolland\u0131m. Bir d\u02591982-ci ild\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Vaqif \u0130brahimin \u015feir d\u0259rn\u0259yind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. 1988-ci il\u0259 kimi doktorluq i\u015fiml\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 ilin \u00e7ox aylar\u0131n\u0131 Moskvada olurdum. Bak\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 ara-s\u0131ra g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdik (\u015feir m\u0259clisl\u0259rind\u0259, g\u0259nc yazarlarla \u00e7ayxanada, nadir hallarda yem\u0259kxanada, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259timl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanada. O s\u0131rada Allahverdiy\u0259 ana \u0259v\u0259zi bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u2013 R\u0259ziyy\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin m\u00fcalic\u0259si d\u0259 yad\u0131mdad\u0131r. Sonralar \u00e7ox yax\u0131n bir qohumunu \u0259m\u0259liyyat etmi\u015fdim).<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bir d\u0259f\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 unutdu\u011fum bir dostunu g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi Sema\u015fkodak\u0131 i\u015f yerim\u0259. M\u00fcayin\u0259 bit\u0259nd\u0259n sonra dostu il\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 nahar etm\u0259k t\u0259klifi etdil\u0259r. \u00c7ox vacib i\u015fim oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fczrxahl\u0131q el\u0259dim. Dedim ki, Allahverdi, bu g\u00fcn bir dostum \u015e\u0259mkird\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 litrlik balonda \u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kdiyi tut ara\u011f\u0131 g\u0259tirib, apar\u0131n vurun. Bilir\u0259m, xo\u015funuza g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Ancaq bir h\u0259kim kimi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, 4-5 g\u00fcnl\u00fck intervallarla. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Yay ke\u00e7di, pay\u0131zda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u015f\u0259mkirli dostumun \u201cyarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u201d t\u0259rifl\u0259di&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">H\u0259, yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Y\u0259qin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fairl\u0259rin g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc q\u0259rib\u0259likl\u0259ri n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259, kim\u0259s\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259tm\u0259k \u015fak\u0259rl\u0259ri var. 1978-ci ild\u0259 Sabir poeziya g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm sevinc v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00e7ox, lap \u00e7ox b\u0259nz\u0259rini 1985-ci ild\u0259 Moskvada G\u0259ncl\u0259rin v\u0259 T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin XVIII \u00dcmumd\u00fcnya festival\u0131nda m\u0259\u015fhur Amerika m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nnisi, azadl\u0131q car\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Din Ridin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm (m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nninin sonrak\u0131 taleyi bel\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 aydan sonra Almaniyada m\u00fc\u0259mmal\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi). O, \u00f6z t\u0259krars\u0131z ifas\u0131ndan \u0259vv\u0259l bir t\u0259sirli fikir dedi: \u201cM\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir \u00e7ox \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rinin h\u0259bsxanalar\u0131nda t\u0259kkameral\u0131 otaqlarda yatm\u0131\u015fam.\u00a0 Ancaq he\u00e7 zaman t\u0259k olmam\u0131\u015fam. \u00c7\u00fcnki dostlar\u0131m h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259nim yan\u0131mda olublar \u2013 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259riyl\u0259, nurlar\u0131yla&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">O zamank\u0131 g\u0259ncl\u0259rin Azadl\u0131q kumiri \u00f6z n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sini ifa ed\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n ona \u00e7ox yax\u0131n m\u0259saf\u0259d\u0259ydim, biz onun \u00e7evr\u0259sind\u0259 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 durmu\u015fduq. Dinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin q\u0259rib\u0259 par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, k\u0259d\u0259ri v\u0259 sevinci Allahverdinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin eynisi idi&#8230;\u00a0 Nit\u015fe yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc: \u201c H\u0259zz k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n daha d\u0259rind\u0259dir\u201d.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7ox uzaq 1978-ci ild\u0259 m\u0259n bu b\u0259st\u0259boy, qarab\u0131\u011fl\u0131 \u015fairi ilk d\u0259f\u0259 Sabirin heyk\u0259linin yan\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z \u015fair \u015fak\u0259riml\u0259 (vizual ox\u015farl\u0131q) Vaqif Mustafazad\u0259y\u0259, bir d\u0259 Nit\u015fey\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259tdim. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri d\u00fcz 37 il sonra dilim\u0259 g\u0259tirir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Vaqif Mustafazad\u0259ni 1975-ci ild\u0259 indiki Emin \u018ff\u0259ndiyev x\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131nda, akademik Mustafa b\u0259y Top\u00e7uba\u015fovun c\u0259rrahiyy\u0259 kafedras\u0131nda m\u0259n internaturada olanda lap yax\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcb, s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdim. Bu televiziya ekranlar\u0131nda n\u0259h\u0259ng g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n m\u0259\u015fhur jazmen, yax\u0131ndan b\u0259st\u0259boylu, c\u0131l\u0131z c\u00fcss\u0259li x\u0259yal \u2013 h\u0259yat paradoksu, q\u0259rib\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus, iddias\u0131z bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 olan bir insan idi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Nit\u015fenin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,\u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini oxumu\u015fdum. O zaman \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00fcl\u00fcnc g\u0259ldi bu b\u0259nz\u0259tm\u0259l\u0259r : Vaqif Mustafazad\u0259,\u00a0 Nit\u015fe,\u00a0 Allahverdi M\u0259mm\u0259dli. Aradan 37 il ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259daq\u0259ti olduqca do\u011fma v\u0259 isti g\u0259lir m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Nit\u015fe deyir ki, haral\u0131san sual\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 kim m\u0259n\u0259 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259z. He\u00e7 vaxt, he\u00e7 bir yer\u0259, \u00f6t\u00fcb-ke\u00e7\u0259n zamana da ba\u011flanmam\u0131\u015fam. Azadam qartallar kimi (N\u0259simi: \u201cLam\u0259kan\u201d \u2013 deyirdi).<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Allahverdi \u201cAvtoportret\u201dind\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">&#8230; Onun \u00e7iyinl\u0259ri as\u0131lqan idi,<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Qu\u015f qanad\u0131 kimi k\u00f6vr\u0259k as\u0131lqan.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Kimi paltar\u0131n\u0131, kimi d\u0259rdini,<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Kimi d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc asm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ondan.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u2013 deyirdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Nit\u015fe deyirdi ki, yoxluq \u0259slind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck varl\u0131qd\u0131r. \u018fsas olan bunu anlamaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Allahverdinin iyirmi alt\u0131 illik cismani yoxlu\u011fu, onun b\u00f6y\u00fck varl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 o b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Onun \u015feir m\u0259ntiqi, t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr t\u0259rzi b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz, nanolara b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcb says\u0131z sayda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Allah\u0131n ilan\u0131 n\u0259di \u2013<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">M\u0259n\u0259 pislik el\u0259m\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi verdim, yedi \u2013<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bu h\u00f6rm\u0259t, x\u0259tir b\u0259simdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u018fziz qarda\u015f\u0131m Allahverdi, haqq d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda Vaqif b\u0259y Mustafazad\u0259y\u0259 de ki, s\u0259n ged\u0259li<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u201cBir \u015firmay\u0131 s\u0259sd\u0259n sar\u0131<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Saral\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u00f6k\u00fc\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u2013 s\u0259ni sev\u0259nl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Nit\u015fe deyirdi ki, m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrl\u0259r. Bu qulaqlara uy\u011fun olan a\u011f\u0131z m\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">S\u0259ni d\u0259 el\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u201cYaralay\u0131b fil kimi \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r\u201d.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Niy\u0259 \u00f6gey deyirsiniz<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">O g\u00f6y, siz\u0259 yad deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Ba\u015faq bilib d\u00f6y\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz? \u2013<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">M\u0259n ki, cin\u0259 \u2013 zad deyil\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">N\u0259 \u015f\u0259rti pamb\u0131qla odun?<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Verin hirsinizi udum&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u0130lan tutursunuz tutun \u2013<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">M\u0259n Seyid \u018fhm\u0259d deyil\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u201cPa\u015fa Q\u0259lbinurun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259ktub\u201d \u015feirini g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 misralar o \u015feird\u0259ndir.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Siz m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn bir c\u00fct g\u00f6zs\u00fcn\u00fcz, doktor,<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">qaranl\u0131q q\u0259nimi<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">bir c\u00fct yanar g\u00f6z.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Gec\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 tax\u0131b g\u0259zdiyim<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Haqdan \u015f\u00f6l\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bir c\u00fct fanar g\u00f6z.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">&#8230;Ala g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin k\u00f6k\u00fc saralm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">kor \u00fcmid<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 Olimp da\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fcll\u0259n\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim orda<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">T\u0259p\u0259g\u00f6z Zevsl\u0259rin g\u00f6z dusta\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">M\u0259n nur d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">quyu dibind\u0259ki M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259ddim \u2013<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Sizin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn \u0259li \u2013 k\u0259ndirim,<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Sizin \u0259linizin g\u00f6z\u00fc \u2013 m\u0259d\u0259dim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">&#8230; Bu da sora\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim g\u00fcn \u2013<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Yand\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7\u0131raq s\u0259siniz:<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u201cZ\u00fclm\u0259t itdi-getdi,<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz ayd\u0131n \u2013<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Siz bu g\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259ksiz&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Dedim, yarasalar hardad\u0131, doktor?<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Dedim, niy\u0259 ham\u0131 q\u0259lbi nur olmur? \u2013<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Tezmi bu z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259n qurtaracaqd\u0131r<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">bizim beynimizi<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">sizin nur elmi?..<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">G\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u00f6rd olmu\u015f ev-e\u015fiyimin<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Sizin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00e7\u00fcn yol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">t\u0259r t\u00f6k\u00fcb<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">i\u015f\u0131q selind\u0259n<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">bu yurdun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Yad\u0131mdad\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fc boyda \u00fcr\u0259k olan, l\u0259yaq\u0259t olan \u015fair Vaqif \u0130brahimin d\u0259fni. 29 oktyabr 1983-c\u00fc il. H\u0259min g\u00fcn m\u0259n SSR-nin elm\u00a0 sah\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u00fckafat\u0131na layiq g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Sevinc v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Utand\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan he\u00e7 kim\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259dim. (H\u0259min g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim x\u0259b\u0259ri \u201cK.Pravdadan oxudum, 15 d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra s\u0259hv etmir\u0259ms\u0259 Ma\u015fallah M\u0259ftun z\u0259ng edib, o b\u0259d x\u0259b\u0259ri dedi. Vaqif, onun d\u0259rn\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u0259nc yazarlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir \u0259dal\u0259t, l\u0259yaq\u0259t n\u00fcmun\u0259si idi).<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Vaqifi Sumqay\u0131tda torpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131randa bird\u0259n s\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131n \u2013 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fc&#8230;\u00a0 Sonralar Vaqif\u0259 h\u0259sr etdiyin vida \u015feirini oxudum.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">S\u0259ni anan \u00e7\u0259kdi, anan\u0131 torpaq,<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Doyurdun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu ac yollar\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">S\u0259n \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn adl\u0131 bir p\u00f6hr\u0259 yarpaq,<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Qopdun buda\u011f\u0131ndan a\u011fac qollar\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">1999-cu ilin dekabr ay\u0131n\u0131n 18-d\u0259, \u00f6z vida g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 bu \u015feiri t\u0259krar p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131n qulaqlar\u0131m\u0131za&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">&#8230;M\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259m, iki yol \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259m, anam,<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bir o qar\u0131 il\u0259, bir o q\u0131z il\u0259.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bir onu bilmir\u0259m<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Birinci \u00f6l\u00fcm<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">\u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxacaq hans\u0131 \u00fcz il\u0259.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Semo\u015fko x\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131na \u2013 kafedram\u0131za g\u0259lmi\u015fdin. Hans\u0131sa dostunun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259ti var idi. Bir az kefsiz g\u00f6rd\u00fcm s\u0259ni. Dedin ki, bir az a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131ram. H\u0259kim m\u00fcalic\u0259 yaz\u0131b, L\u0259nk\u0259rana \u2013 s\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini sa\u011faltd\u0131\u011f\u0131n bac\u0131m R\u0259ziyy\u0259gil\u0259 gedir\u0259m. Orada qal\u0131b, m\u00fcalic\u0259 al\u0131b, qay\u0131daca\u011fam. Dostunun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcayin\u0259 ed\u0259-ed\u0259, hiss etm\u0259sin dey\u0259, g\u00f6zucu bir d\u0259 Allahverdiy\u0259 baxd\u0131m. O, n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7arpacaq d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. R\u0259ziyy\u0259 bac\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 bir d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. D\u0259nizd\u0259 bo\u011fulan adam bir sal par\u00e7as\u0131ndan nec\u0259\u00a0 tutarsa, Allahverdi o addan el\u0259 tuturdu el\u0259 bil&#8230;Soru\u015fdum: \u201cn\u0259 vaxt yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n bac\u0131gil\u0259?\u201d Dedi ki, el\u0259 indi, x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b birba\u015fa ged\u0259c\u0259m. Araya azac\u0131q s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. N\u0259 is\u0259 soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259dim, ancaq fikrimd\u0259n vaz ke\u00e7dim. K\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7im \u00e7ay g\u0259tirdi. \u00c7ay i\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259 o, \u201ctut ara\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259tini\u201d bir d\u0259 yad\u0131ma sald\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n qara qanlar ax\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; Zorla \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b dedim ki, s\u0259n qay\u0131dana kimi h\u0259min dostum s\u00f6z verib, \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sinin a\u011fz\u0131 xam\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f ayr\u0131 bir \u0259las\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz o g\u00fcn\u00fc qeyd ed\u0259rik, Z\u00fclf\u00fcqar\u0131 da \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rar\u0131q&#8230; (Z\u00fclf\u00fcqar \u015eahsev\u0259nli) O dostu da, n\u0259 is\u0259 dedi&#8230; H\u0259kim oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn fikrim Allahverdinin reseptl\u0259rind\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230; Sonra nec\u0259 oldusa s\u00f6hb\u0259tin sonu ba\u015fqa s\u0259mt\u0259 \u2013 poeziyaya t\u0259r\u0259f d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Bayaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim an g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131. O, s\u00f6hb\u0259t \u0259snas\u0131nda dostlar\u0131mdan yaln\u0131z Allahverdiy\u0259 m\u0259xsus bir \u0259da il\u0259 \u0259lini g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 \u2013 Allaha t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131&#8230; V\u0259 m\u0259nim x\u0259yal\u0131mda g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n ona do\u011fru sallanan bir m\u00fcbar\u0259k k\u0259ndird\u0259n tutub, yerd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131&#8230; Ta g\u00f6yd\u0259n it\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n ucald\u0131, getdi&#8230; Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l Azdramada g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u201c\u015eah Qacar\u201d tama\u015fas\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 final\u0131nda\u00a0 Fuad Poladov\u00a0 kimi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\">H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u015fair dostum Allahverdi M\u0259mm\u0259dlini xat\u0131rlayanda onun, dostlar\u0131n u\u011furlar\u0131ndan, bac\u0131s\u0131 R\u0259ziyy\u0259 xan\u0131mdan, poeziyadan i\u015f\u0131qlanan \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259si, sevinc-k\u0259d\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 u\u00e7u\u015fu v\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259z \u015feirl\u0259ri yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\"><strong><em>PS.\u00a0D\u00fcz otuz yeddi ildir zaman \u2013 zaman i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sini, g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259rini unutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m dostum haqq\u0131nda,\u00a0 \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tin\u0259, l\u0259yaq\u0259tin\u0259, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na, b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00f6rm\u0259tim olan Novruz N\u0259c\u0259fo\u011flunun 25 yanvar 2014-c\u00fc il tarixd\u0259 \u201c525-ci q\u0259zet\u201dd\u0259ki b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259cmli, b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f xatir\u0259 \u2013 essesini oxuyub t\u0259sirl\u0259ndim. Z\u0259ng edib m\u00fc\u0259llif\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr etdim. \u00c7ox sevindim. V\u0259 el\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n Allahverdi haqq\u0131nda yaz\u0131 yazmaq ke\u00e7di k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n. \u0130ki s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n bu yaz\u0131 d\u00fcz bir il gecikdi. Boynuma g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u00e7oxsayl\u0131 qay\u011f\u0131lardan aman\u0131m\u0131n olmama\u011f\u0131 \u2013 vaxt seytnotu,\u00a0 ikincisi etiraf edim ki, Novruz m\u00fc\u0259llimin dost haqq\u0131nda g\u00f6z\u0259l, olduqca u\u011furlu yaz\u0131s\u0131. O, Allahverdini m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l v\u0259 daha yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #131313;\"><strong><em>\u201cS\u00f6z\u201d\u00fcn ba\u015f redaktoru \u2013 xatirini \u00e7ox ist\u0259diyim qiym\u0259tli ziyal\u0131m\u0131z Sevda xan\u0131m \u018flib\u0259ylinin z\u0259ng edib m\u0259nd\u0259n Allahverdi haqq\u0131nda yaz\u0131 ist\u0259m\u0259si \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n oldu. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox qiym\u0259tli v\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s olan \u015fair dostum Allahverdi M\u0259mm\u0259dli haqq\u0131nda bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 oturub yazma\u011fa bir aydan \u00e7ox vaxt laz\u0131m g\u0259ldi ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259r ed\u0259m. Yazmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayanda yazd\u0131m.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"9047\">Yaz\u0131ya 725 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1978-ci ilin may\u0131. Sabir poeziya g\u00fcnl\u0259ri. Qo\u015fa qala qap\u0131s\u0131, Sabirin heyk\u0259linin yan\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l R\u0259sul m\u00fc\u0259llim indiki dill\u0259 des\u0259k mitinqin apar\u0131c\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r. Oxunan \u015feirl\u0259r\u0259 uy\u011fun alq\u0131\u015f s\u0259dalar\u0131 qala divarlar\u0131nda \u0259ks s\u0259da verir&#8230; Qaraba\u011f h\u0259l\u0259 bizd\u0259dir&#8230; Mitinq bitir. Tan\u0131\u015flar-bili\u015fl\u0259r bir-biriyl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015firl\u0259r. R\u0259sul m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r n\u00f6vb\u0259y\u0259 durublar. 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