{"id":9078,"date":"2015-04-02T18:47:15","date_gmt":"2015-04-02T13:47:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9078"},"modified":"2015-04-02T18:47:15","modified_gmt":"2015-04-02T13:47:15","slug":"ayt%c9%99n-qasimqizi-son-m%c9%99ktub-korp%c9%99l%c9%99r-evind%c9%99n-m%c9%99ktub-layih%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9078","title":{"rendered":"Ayt\u0259n QASIMQIZI &#8212; Son m\u0259ktub (\u201cK\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r evind\u0259n m\u0259ktub\u201d layih\u0259si )"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong style=\"font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; color: #000000;\">Kultur.az-\u0131n media d\u0259st\u0259yi il\u0259 \u00a0t\u0259qdim olunan \u201cK\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r evind\u0259n \u00a0m\u0259ktub\u201d layih\u0259si \u00a0daha \u00e7ox c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259,insanlara, valideynl\u0259r\u0259, u\u015faqdan b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 \u00a0SOS-dur. B\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lara t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir, yeni yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q u\u011furlar\u0131 arzulay\u0131r\u0131q!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ayt\u0259n QASIMQIZI &#8211;SON M\u018fKTUB<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r zaman sonun n\u0259 oldu\u011funu maraq etmi\u015f\u0259m.M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 son dey\u0259 bir \u015fey yoxdu.Son olmam\u0131\u015f yeni bir ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c ba\u015flar. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc aldad\u0131ram&#8230;<br \/>\nAmma bu son. S\u0259n\u0259 u\u015faq evind\u0259n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m son m\u0259ktubdu bu m\u0259ktub, ana! V\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk m\u0259ktubdu ki, s\u0259ni burda q\u0131namayacam, ittiham etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.Niy\u0259 m\u0259ni atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da soru\u015fmayacam.<br \/>\nBu g\u00fcn u\u015faq evind\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u00fcnvan\u0131na yeti\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n m\u0259ktublar\u0131ma baxd\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259ktublar\u0131 birc\u0259-birc\u0259 oxudum. D\u00fczd\u00fc, ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259ktublar\u0131 oxumaq \u00e7\u0259tindi. Amma he\u00e7 oxuma\u011f\u0131ma da ehtiyac yoxdu. H\u0259r m\u0259ktubumda n\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259tir-s\u0259tir \u0259zb\u0259r bilir\u0259m.M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259binin<a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/11042026_600520806751443_808270361_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-9079 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/11042026_600520806751443_808270361_n.jpg\" alt=\"11042026_600520806751443_808270361_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"246\" \/><\/a> r\u0259ngi qacm\u0131\u015f bu m\u0259ktub s\u0259n\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk m\u0259ktub idi. Bu m\u0259ktubu yazanda 1-ci sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdum. D\u00fcz-\u0259m\u0259lli yazma\u011f\u0131 da bilmirdim. Amma o g\u00fcn olanlar he\u00e7 vaxt a\u011fl\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r, h\u0259tta unutmaq ist\u0259s\u0259m bel\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nMart ay\u0131 idi. M\u00fc\u0259llim a\u00e7\u0131qca haz\u0131rlama\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 ilk a\u00e7\u0131qcam\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, ana. 8 Mart bayram\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259brik etm\u0131\u015fdim o a\u00e7\u0131qcamda. M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi. Sinifd\u0259 \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l a\u015f\u0131qcan\u0131 m\u0259n haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ax\u0131. M\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0259ni t\u0259rifl\u0259di. Aydansa (o anas\u0131n\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu bilirdi) qalxib dedi ki, B\u0259stinin a\u00e7\u0131qcas\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l olsa da, verm\u0259y\u0259 ki bir anas\u0131 yoxdu.Amma m\u0259n anam g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 ona ver\u0259c\u0259m aciqcami.<br \/>\nOta\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kilib h\u0259min g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131m. \u0130lk m\u0259ktubumu da b\u0259l\u0259 yazd\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259.Yaln\u0131z birc\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259: &#8220;Ana, s\u0259n kims\u0259n?&#8221;<br \/>\nBu da ikinci m\u0259ktubum. Amma s\u0259n\u0259 yazmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m bu m\u0259ktubu. \u015eaxtababaya yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<br \/>\nDekabr\u0131n 30-da u\u015faq evin\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259r g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Usaqlari basina yigib dedi ki, s\u0259h\u0259r \u015faxtababa siz\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k. Kim n\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259, m\u0259ktub yazs\u0131n \u015faxtababaya v\u0259 bu qutuya sals\u0131n. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni ist\u0259mi\u015fdim \u015faxtababadan.Yen\u0259 d\u0259 bir c\u00fcml\u0259 : &#8221; Anam\u0131 g\u0259tir&#8221;.<br \/>\nAmma m\u0259ktubu qutuya salmad\u0131m. Ax\u0131 o g\u00fcn b\u0259rk qar ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259tta Lal\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 d\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130st\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdim, s\u0259n d\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lasan, ana.<br \/>\nS\u0259h\u0259r \u015faxtababa g\u0259ldi u\u015faq evin\u0259. H\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259. G\u00fclg\u0259z\u0259 arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 papa\u011f\u0131 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Raufa da \u00e7oxdan h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259 oldu\u011fu isti \u0259lc\u0259kl\u0259ri. Aydana is\u0259 \u015f\u0259klini \u00e7\u0259kdiyi eyni ayaqqab\u0131dan. \u00c7ox pe\u015fman oldum o g\u00fcn. Sonra d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, havalar isinsin, qar \u0259risin, \u015faxtababaya m\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazaram. Amma o g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra daha \u015faxtababa da g\u0259lm\u0259di u\u015faq evin\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nBu m\u0259ktubu is\u0259 Novruz bayram\u0131nda yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259. O bayram kims\u0259siz oldu\u011fumu art\u0131q anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bu m\u0259nim u\u015faq evind\u0259 qeyd etdiyim ilk bayram da deyildi. Amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 yaln\u0131z bu bayram qal\u0131b xatirimd\u0259. H\u0259r k\u0259si valideyni, qohum -\u0259qr\u0259bas\u0131 bayram\u0131 qeyd etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. U\u015faq evind\u0259 yaln\u0131z G\u00fclg\u0259zl\u0259 m\u0259n qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. O da m\u0259nim kimi do\u011fuldu\u011fu ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n at\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u015f-ba\u015fa verib a\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q o bayram. G\u00fclg\u0259z yuxuya g\u0259d\u0259n vaxt da bu m\u0259tbubu yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nBu m\u0259ktubu is\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nBir ay \u0259vv\u0259l bura 5 ya\u015f\u0131nda bir q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz g\u0259tiribl\u0259r. Anas\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 dedi ki, s\u0259h\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. Yaz\u0131q q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz da inan\u0131r anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259. S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landan ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilmir ki, anam bu g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Art\u0131q \u00e7arpay\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan onunla bir \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck bir ayd\u0131. H\u0259r gec\u0259 d\u0259 &#8220;ana,anam\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8221; dey\u0259 saatlarla a\u011flay\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, yeri rahat olsa, tez yuxuya ged\u0259r, bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 a\u011flamaz. Bu \u00e7arpay\u0131 \u0259slind\u0259 onun haqq\u0131d\u0131. Y\u0259qin unutmam\u0131san, ax\u0131 d\u00fcn\u0259n m\u0259nim 18 ya\u015f\u0131m tamam oldu, ana.<br \/>\nGedir\u0259m ,ana. On s\u0259kkiz ild\u0259 itm\u0131\u015f \u00fcmidl\u0259rimi axtarma\u011fa gedir\u0259m. Lal\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 kimi, b\u0259lk\u0259 , m\u0259nim na\u011f\u0131l\u0131m\u0131n da sonu yax\u015f\u0131 bit\u0259c\u0259k. N\u0259 bilm\u0259k olar. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259nim na\u011f\u0131l\u0131m\u0131n sonunda g\u00f6yd\u0259n he\u00e7 3 alma da d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, h\u0259r \u015fey el\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259c\u0259 bit\u0259c\u0259k&#8230;<br \/>\nQ\u0259rar\u0131m\u0131 verm\u0131\u015f\u0259m ,ana. Gedir\u0259m. Sonun bitdiyi ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131ca gedir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130mza: M\u0259suliyy\u0259tsiz ata-anan\u0131n h\u0259yatda kims\u0259siz buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 18 ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7ar\u0259siz bir q\u0131z<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"9078\">Yaz\u0131ya 924 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kultur.az-\u0131n media d\u0259st\u0259yi il\u0259 \u00a0t\u0259qdim olunan \u201cK\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r evind\u0259n \u00a0m\u0259ktub\u201d layih\u0259si \u00a0daha \u00e7ox c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259,insanlara, valideynl\u0259r\u0259, u\u015faqdan b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 \u00a0SOS-dur. B\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lara t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir, yeni yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q u\u011furlar\u0131 arzulay\u0131r\u0131q! 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