{"id":9081,"date":"2015-04-02T22:22:26","date_gmt":"2015-04-02T17:22:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9081"},"modified":"2015-04-02T22:22:26","modified_gmt":"2015-04-02T17:22:26","slug":"cavidan-circirama-opusu-povest","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9081","title":{"rendered":"CAV\u0130DAN –C\u0131rc\u0131rama \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fc (povest)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Cavidan<\/a><\/p>\n

\n
– Get \u0259ll\u0259rini, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yu, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259p\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259 su \u00e7\u0259k, sonra g\u0259l m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259.<\/span><\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259sinin dedikl\u0259rini el\u0259di v\u0259 g\u0259lib yan\u0131nda durdu.<\/span>
\n– \u0130ndi de bismillahirr\u0259hmanirr\u0259him\u2026<\/span>
\nDilini a\u011fz\u0131nda itir\u0259-itir\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r bunu da el\u0259di.<\/span>
\n– \u0130ndi bu isti k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 ya\u011f \u00e7\u0259k.<\/span>
\nBir \u0259lini soyuq nehr\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131na bas\u0131b x\u0131rdaca barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7i il\u0259 k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri ya\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. K\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r \u0259lini yand\u0131rsa da g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ox\u015fay\u0131r, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 suland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259n\u0259si d\u0259 hiss el\u0259di:<\/span>
\n– Bird\u0259n qopar\u0131b yem\u0259 ha! G\u0259r\u0259k \u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259scid\u0259 aparaq, t\u0259b\u0259rrik el\u0259y\u0259k, sonra. Tez-tez bismillahirr\u0259hmanirr\u0259him de\u2026<\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/a>
\n\u00a0N\u0259n\u0259si bir az \u0259vv\u0259l qovurdu\u011fu unu \u015fir\u0259yl\u0259, ya\u011fla yo\u011furub halva haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Dodaqucu dualar oxuyur, imam adlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<\/span>
\nH\u0259r k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bir dilim halva qoyub z\u0259nbil\u0259 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131lar v\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259sinin \u201cAllah, M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d, ya \u018fli!\u201d dem\u0259siyl\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u00fcz tutdular k\u0259nd m\u0259scidin\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/span>
\nBu, birm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li, amma kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck olan q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259rpicli binan\u0131 h\u00f6kum\u0259t kitabxana el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Yad\u0131ndad\u0131r, kitabxanan\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131na m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri onlar\u0131 qoyun s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fc t\u0259k qabaqlar\u0131na qat\u0131b g\u0259tirmi\u015fdil\u0259r. H\u0259min g\u00fcn m\u0259scidin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 adam \u0259lind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259k olmurdu. Rayonun h\u00f6kum\u0259t adamlar\u0131n\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 burdayd\u0131. M\u0259kt\u0259blil\u0259ri m\u0259scidin eyvan\u0131na c\u0259rg\u0259yl\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcb \u015feirl\u0259r oxutdurdular. Oktyabr inqilab\u0131na, Lenin\u0259, Kommunist partiyas\u0131na h\u0259sr olunmu\u015f \u015feirl\u0259r idi bunlar.<\/span>
\nHiss el\u0259di ki, ayaqlar\u0131 \u0259sir\u2026Balaca \u0259ll\u0259rinin ba\u015f barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ovuclar\u0131nda m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259candan \u00f6l\u0259-\u00f6l\u0259 \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi\u2026\u0130ndic\u0259 o dey\u0259c\u0259kdi \u015feir\u2026Bax, x\u0259b\u0259r\u00e7i Elnar\u0259 oxudu, q\u0131zbibi K\u0259nan da\u2026axsaq N\u0259zak\u0259t d\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259di \u015feirini\u2026Aman\u2026n\u00f6vb\u0259 onundu\u2026<\/span>
\nMikrofon \u0259lind\u0259 ona yax\u0131nla\u015fan \u0259ndaml\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n tur\u015fumu\u015f t\u0259r iyind\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131 gic\u0259ll\u0259ndi az qala\u2026Dey\u0259c\u0259yi \u015feirin ilk misralar\u0131n\u0131 birt\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7eyn\u0259yib t\u00f6kd\u00fc:<\/span>
\nLenin, Lenin yolunda,<\/span>
\nQ\u0131z\u0131l bayraq \u0259lind\u0259,<\/span>
\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q, vuru\u015furuq,<\/span>
\nLenin baba sa\u011f olsun,<\/span>
\nD\u00f6rd t\u0259r\u0259fi ba\u011f olsun\u2026<\/span>
\nM\u0259n\u2026<\/span>
\nSusdu\u2026Tur\u015fumu\u015f t\u0259r qoxulu \u0259ndaml\u0131 qad\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:<\/span>
\n-De\u2026nooldu?<\/span>
\n-\u2026<\/span>
\n– Ay q\u0131z\u2026katib bax\u0131r\u2026De\u2026M\u0259n Leninin q\u0131z\u0131yam\u2026de, de, k\u00f6p\u0259k q\u0131z\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\n– M\u0259n Rafiqin q\u0131z\u0131yam,<\/span>
\nPartiyan\u0131n o\u011fluyam\u2026-mikrofona ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\nM\u0259scidin h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fc bir s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu s\u00fckutdan o da rahat v\u0259 sakit bir g\u00f6rk\u0259m ald\u0131, bayaqk\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131 bir andaca yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/span>
\nV\u0259 bird\u0259n m\u0259scidin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259ki adamlar bir s\u0259sl\u0259 q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259yl\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar\u2026S\u0259b\u0259bs\u0259 q\u0259fil \u0259s\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259yin \u0259limikrofonlu , tur\u015fumu\u015f t\u0259r qoxulu \u0259ndaml\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n Sovet bayra\u011f\u0131 r\u0259ngind\u0259 olan kristalon donunun klyo\u015f \u0259t\u0259yini ba\u015f\u0131na qald\u0131rmas\u0131 olmu\u015fdu\u2026Qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ynind\u0259ki sapsar\u0131 uzunbalaq pantalonu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir q\u0131raqda dayan\u0131b baxan, k\u0259l\u0259\u011fay\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fmaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda di\u015fsiz a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259d\u0259n qar\u0131lar\u0131n deyinm\u0259kl\u0259ri e\u015fidildi:<\/span>
\n-Ay Allaha qurban olum, \u0259cc\u0259b oldu!<\/span>
\n-Allah\u0131n evini kafir-kufurun q\u0259zet-kitab\u0131yla dolduranda, Allah da adam\u0131 bax, el\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 biab\u0131r el\u0259y\u0259r d\u0259..<\/span>
\n– S\u0259n Quran, bu lotuya bax da, Allah\u0131n evin\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 donda g\u0259lm\u0259yin\u0259 bax da\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Sonra atas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259b qalmad\u0131, ispalkom qalmad\u0131, birinci katibin yan\u0131 qalmad\u0131, ham\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar\u2026<\/span>
\nAtas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc bir idi<\/span>
\n– M\u0259n demi\u015f\u0259m el\u0259 oxusun! B\u0259li! \u00d6z\u00fcm kommunist\u0259m, amma bu o dem\u0259k deyil ki, m\u0259nim q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n atas\u0131 Lenindir\u2026Kim\u0259 xo\u015fdursa, \u00f6z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131na bel\u0259 oxutsun\u2026m\u0259n bel\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tmi\u015f\u0259m\u2026h\u00fcn\u0259ri varsa, qoy ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr desin, dilini k\u0259s\u0259r\u0259m onun\u2026!<\/span><\/p>\n

O, bu m\u0259scidi \u00e7ox sevirdi\u2026Daha do\u011frusu, bu kitabxanan\u0131. Dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259rsd\u0259n sonra bura cumur, oxuma\u011fa kitab se\u00e7ir, m\u0259scidin min-bir r\u0259ngli x\u0131rda \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t olan n\u0259h\u0259ng p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259, yer\u0259, adamlara bax\u0131rd\u0131. Maraql\u0131 bir q\u0259na\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Art\u0131q d\u0259qiq \u0259min idi ki, \u0259trafa hans\u0131 r\u0259ngd\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259d\u0259n bax\u0131rsansa, h\u0259r \u015feyi d\u0259 m\u0259hz o r\u0259ngd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n\u2026H\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259scidi kitabxana etm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc t\u0259mir ed\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131yla g\u0259lib ustalardan q\u0131r al\u0131b saqq\u0131z kimi \u00e7eyn\u0259dikl\u0259ri , m\u0259scidin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rinin ni\u015fan verdikl\u0259ri k\u00f6hn\u0259 q\u0259bir yerl\u0259rini axtar\u0131b \u00fcz\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 taxta-tuxta d\u00fczd\u00fckl\u0259ri g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 yer\u0259 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f r\u0259ngli \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131ndan x\u0131rda karton qutuya y\u0131\u011f\u0131b ev\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 qutudan ist\u0259diyi r\u0259ngd\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k \u0259trafa bax\u0131r, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc ist\u0259diyi vaxtda \u00f6z\u00fc ist\u0259diyi r\u0259ngd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259sin\u0259 sevinirdi\u2026<\/span>
\nAmma m\u0259scidin \u00f6z p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n \u0259trafa baxma\u011f\u0131n l\u0259zz\u0259ti ayr\u0131yd\u0131\u2026burada h\u0259tta bir g\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 sar\u0131dan, o biri g\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131ldan da baxa bil\u0259rdin\u2026m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, axsaq N\u0259zak\u0259t ma\u011fazadan s\u00fcd al\u0131b gedir v\u0259 m\u0259scidin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si q\u0259d\u0259rinc\u0259 r\u0259ngd\u0259n-r\u0259ng\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026gah q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngd\u0259 axsay\u0131rd\u0131, gah mavi\u2026\u201d\u00c7ox pax\u0131l q\u0131zd\u0131 bu N\u0259zak\u0259t, he\u00e7 k\u0259si sevmir, ona el\u0259 bel\u0259 baxmaq laz\u0131md\u0131, qoy el\u0259 ala-bula g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u00fcn, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u201d, \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259n\u0259rdi\u2026<\/span>
\nKitabxana\u00e7\u0131 q\u0131zlar ona o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, bir az gec g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259, onsuz dar\u0131xd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 deyirdil\u0259r.<\/span>
\nBurada bir yer vard\u0131\u2026\u0130ri, qara minb\u0259rin durdu\u011fu zona\u2026bu yerd\u0259n yamanca qorxurdu. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu qara minb\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fanda, h\u0259tta sad\u0259c\u0259 baxanda bel\u0259 can\u0131na q\u0259rib\u0259 bir xof dolur, \u00fcr\u0259yi \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131\u2026T\u0259rslikd\u0259n qara minb\u0259r m\u0259hz u\u015faq \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f stellajlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda idi. Qorxudan \u00f6ls\u0259 bel\u0259, onun bir add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dayan\u0131b ist\u0259diyi kitablar\u0131 axtarmal\u0131, se\u00e7m\u0259liydi. H\u0259rd\u0259n kitabxana\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 m\u0259scidin o biri ba\u015f\u0131nda nahar etm\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 ya dig\u0259r stellajlar\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 salma\u011fa qar\u0131\u015fanda burda, minb\u0259rin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259k, k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz hiss edir, can\u0131na dolan xofun fonunda b\u0259lk\u0259 min, b\u0259lk\u0259 milyon, b\u0259lk\u0259 daha \u00e7ox s\u0259sin qar\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ibar\u0259t p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar e\u015fidirdi\u2026V\u0259 aradabir lap qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dibind\u0259 kims\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131 : Z\u00f6\u00f6\u00f6\u00f6hhr\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259\u2026<\/span>
\nBel\u0259 vaxtlarda se\u00e7ib g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc kitab\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259, di\u015fl\u0259rinis\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b c\u0259ld ordan uzaqla\u015f\u0131r, bir d\u0259 geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb baxmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259scidin qap\u0131s\u0131nda qalo\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b kitabxana\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n tuflil\u0259rinin yan\u0131na qoydular v\u0259 h\u0259sir d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f Allah evin\u0259 – kitabxanaya daxil oldular.<\/span>
\nKitabxana\u00e7\u0131 q\u0131zlar aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b n\u0259n\u0259sini salamlad\u0131lar:<\/span>
\n-Zibeyd\u0259 ana, xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiz,- dedil\u0259r.<\/span>
\n– B\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r olas\u0131z, -deyib n\u0259n\u0259si k\u0259l\u0259\u011fay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dah bir az aln\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 halval\u0131 k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u0259tirdikl\u0259ri a\u011f siniy\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcb qara minb\u0259r\u0259 do\u011fru getdi. Sinini minb\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub belin\u0259 ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 damal\u0131 yun \u015fal\u0131n qar\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan canamaz\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xararaq qara minb\u0259rin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda namaz q\u0131lma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/span>
\nO is\u0259 says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox olan stellajlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 cumdu. Bir-bir kitablara baxd\u0131, \u201cTom Soyyerin mac\u0259ralar\u0131\u201d n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb q\u0131zlara \u00f6z ad\u0131na qeyd el\u0259tdirdi.<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259si namaz\u0131 bitirib sinini q\u0131zlar\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259tirdi. H\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 bir \u00fcst\u00fc halval\u0131 k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259 verdi:<\/span>
\n– A\u015fura ax\u015fam\u0131d\u0131r, -dedi, -\u0130mam siz\u0259 savab versin\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259-g\u0259l\u0259 yolda qar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 halval\u0131 k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259 ehsan el\u0259dil\u0259r. Evd\u0259 d\u0259 qalanlar\u0131n\u0131 bir-bir b\u00fct\u00fcn qon\u015fulara paylad\u0131lar.<\/span>
\nSonra n\u0259n\u0259si il\u0259 oturub halval\u0131 k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259 yedil\u0259r, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7ay i\u00e7dil\u0259r\u2026<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259si h\u0259r \u015feyi dadl\u0131 bi\u015firirdi. Bu halvaya, bu k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 is\u0259 s\u00f6z ola bilm\u0259zdi.<\/span>
\n– A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 mar\u00e7\u0131ldatma\u2026Allah\u0131n xo\u015fu g\u0259lmir, – dedi n\u0259n\u0259si v\u0259 o, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz yem\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\n– \u0130ndi d\u0259rsl\u0259rini haz\u0131rla, ax\u015fam t\u0259ky\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259rik\u2026bax ha, \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 ora kitab g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u0259n, s\u0259ni bir d\u0259 aparmaram\u2026e\u015fitdin n\u0259 dedim? Kitab g\u00f6rm\u0259yim \u0259lind\u0259\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

T\u0259ky\u0259y\u0259\u2026y\u0259ni alma-armud satan \u015eamama gil\u0259\u2026<\/span>
\n\u015eamaman\u0131n bir o\u011flu vard\u0131, Ceyhun ad\u0131nda. Deyirdil\u0259r ke\u00e7m\u0259lidir. Tez-tez yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b \u00e7abalay\u0131r, a\u011fz\u0131ndan k\u00f6p\u00fck ax\u0131r, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131\u2026\u015eamama onu Bak\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259kiml\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyini dey\u0259r, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0259t\u0259k-\u0259t\u0259k pul x\u0259rlc\u0259diyind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131. Bu o\u011flan\u0131n sa\u011falmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evind\u0259 yeddi il t\u0259ky\u0259 qoyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259hd el\u0259mi\u015fdi \u015eamama. Onun evi iki k\u0259ndin aras\u0131ndak\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015firdi. Evin ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259ki geni\u015f aynab\u0259nd h\u0259r ilin m\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259m ay\u0131 boyunca k\u0259nd arvadlar\u0131n\u0131n ixtiyar\u0131na veril\u0259rdi. Aynab\u0259ndin ba\u015f\u0131ndan ki\u00e7ik bir ota\u011fa da a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131 vard\u0131 ki, t\u0259ky\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s ilk \u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259hz h\u0259min ota\u011fa ke\u00e7ib \u0259l\u0259mi ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259liydi. \u018fl\u0259m \u2013 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z k\u0259l\u0259\u011fay\u0131lar, yayl\u0131qlar, par\u00e7alar d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nib as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f uzun bir qoldan ibar\u0259t idi. Bu qol insan \u0259li formas\u0131nda qara r\u0259ngli fiqurla bitirdi v\u0259 arvadlar deyirdil\u0259r ki, bu, H\u0259zr\u0259t Abbas\u0131n K\u0259rb\u0259la m\u00fcsib\u0259tind\u0259 k\u0259silmi\u015f qoludur\u2026H\u0259zr\u0259t Abbas , arvadlar\u0131n diliyl\u0259 des\u0259k, \u201cbizimkil\u0259rin bayraqdar\u0131 \u201colubmu\u015f v\u0259 indi bu t\u0259ky\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015fqa t\u0259ky\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi b\u00fct\u00fcn arvadlar \u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u0259n qiym\u0259tli k\u0259l\u0259\u011fay\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u201cbizimkil\u0259rin\u201d bayra\u011f\u0131 kimi \u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ba\u011flay\u0131r, m\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259m ay\u0131 bit\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k ziyar\u0259t ota\u011f\u0131nda saxlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fl\u0259min durdu\u011fu qap\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndak\u0131 k\u00fcncd\u0259n ba\u015flayaraq iri masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki qara par\u00e7aya, bu masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki n\u0259h\u0259ng all\u00fcminium te\u015ftin i\u00e7ind\u0259ki t\u0259b\u0259rrik suyad\u0259k, divarlara v\u0259 masa boyunca d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f imam \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin\u0259d\u0259k h\u0259r \u015fey maraql\u0131yd\u0131 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026amma maraql\u0131 oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 vahim\u0259liydi\u2026Deyirdil\u0259r, \u0259l\u0259m olan ota\u011fa pis, murdar adam gir\u0259rs\u0259, ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259rs\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik \u0259l\u0259m\u0259 d\u0259 toxunarsa, h\u0259min gec\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q ya t\u0259ky\u0259 olan evd\u0259 yan\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f ver\u0259r, ya da \u0259l\u0259m u\u00e7ub ged\u0259r K\u0259rb\u0259la torpa\u011f\u0131na\u2026<\/span>
\nO, qorxub yax\u0131n durmasa da, n\u0259n\u0259si h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259ldikl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259l\u0259min \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki k\u0259l\u0259\u011fay\u0131lardan birinin ucuna pul ba\u011flayar, te\u015ftd\u0259n su g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb onun aln\u0131na \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, masan\u0131n qara par\u00e7as\u0131na, te\u015ft\u0259, \u0259l\u0259m\u0259 v\u0259 imam \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259lini s\u00fcrt\u00fcb sonra sanki ovcuna y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f isti n\u0259yis\u0259 onun aln\u0131ndan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259p\u0259sin\u0259d\u0259k g\u0259zdir\u0259r, dodaqucu n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayard\u0131\u2026N\u0259n\u0259sinin d\u0259 \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l G\u0259nc\u0259 k\u0259l\u0259\u011fay\u0131s\u0131, noxudu k\u0259l\u0259\u011fay\u0131s\u0131 v\u0259 a\u011f ip\u0259kd\u0259n tirm\u0259 \u015fal\u0131 burda, \u0259l\u0259min \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 idi\u2026<\/span>
\nT\u0259ky\u0259 gizli idi.<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u0259ndin b\u00fct\u00fcn qad\u0131nlar\u0131, u\u015faqlar\u0131 bu gizli t\u0259ky\u0259y\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015far, \u0259l\u0259m\u0259 pul ba\u011flayar, masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki te\u015ftd\u0259n su g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259r, k\u0259ndin v\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259nin, h\u0259tta d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rini m\u00fczakir\u0259 ed\u0259r, arada m\u0259rsiyy\u0259 oxuyar, sin\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259r, arada K\u0259rb\u0259lada \u015f\u0259hid olan imam balalar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flay\u0131b \u015fiv\u0259n ed\u0259r, arada da zarafatla\u015fard\u0131lar.<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259sinin x\u00fcsusi yeri vard\u0131. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r gec g\u0259ls\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259rsiy\u0259xan Dilb\u0259rin yan\u0131ndak\u0131 nimdar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim oturmazd\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rdil\u0259r.<\/span>
\nO is\u0259 sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rini tap\u0131b onlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturar, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat boyunca \u0259n m\u0259z\u0259li, \u0259n maraql\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259, sakit v\u0259 o\u011frun halda t\u0259\u015fkil olunan oyunlarda i\u015ftirak ed\u0259rdi. \u00d6z\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyi kitablardan q\u0131zlara \u015feirl\u0259r, l\u0259tif\u0259l\u0259r oxuyar, d\u0259li Ceyhunun d\u0259ft\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, oyunlar qurard\u0131. M\u0259rsiyy\u0259l\u0259r vaxt\u0131 onlar da arvadlara qo\u015fulub dizl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259 \u201cn\u0259qar\u0259t\u201d yerl\u0259rini xorla oxuyard\u0131lar. A\u011fla\u015fma zaman\u0131 is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0131zlar n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259, analar\u0131na qo\u015fulub a\u011flasalar da, onu d\u0259li, t\u0259rs, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr ala bilm\u0259diyi g\u00fclm\u0259k tutard\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 qovmu\u015fdular onu h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259, ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b danlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar\u2026yad\u0131nda yoxdu\u2026<\/span>
\nA\u015fura ax\u015famlar\u0131nda is\u0259 \u0259sl d\u0259stgah olurdu.<\/span>
\n\u018fli \u0259l\u0259mli adamlar ba\u015fqa k\u0259ndl\u0259rin t\u0259ky\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n g\u0259lib bu t\u0259ky\u0259nin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 xorla \u201cH\u00fcseyn vay!\u201d q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rard\u0131lar. Bu t\u0259ky\u0259nin adamlar\u0131 da \u00f6z \u0259l\u0259ml\u0259rini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar, g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259st\u0259y\u0259 qo\u015fulub q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rar, sin\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259rdil\u0259r. D\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin qaba\u011f\u0131nda \u0259l\u0259m da\u015f\u0131yanlar v\u0259 qur\u015fa\u011fa q\u0259d\u0259r soyunub sin\u0259l\u0259rini \u00fclg\u00fccl\u0259 do\u011frayaraq qanlar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131nlar\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u0259nl\u0259r, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259ki z\u0259ncir topas\u0131yla k\u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rini da\u011f\u0131danlar olard\u0131 .<\/span>
\nSonra ham\u0131s\u0131 kitabxana \u2013 m\u0259scidin h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 gedib \u201cA\u011fa, salamun\u0259leyk, \u015fah, salamun\u0259leyk!\u201d q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rard\u0131lar\u2026<\/span>
\nBa\u015fqa u\u015faqlar\u0131n da \u201cH\u00fcseyn vay!\u201d deyib sin\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259k q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc bir h\u0259s\u0259d duyard\u0131. Onlar kimi olmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rdi, amma sanki kims\u0259 sin\u0259sin\u0259 qalxan \u0259lini tutub saxlay\u0131r, sanki kims\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 qapay\u0131b susdururdu\u2026<\/span>
\n\u018fl\u0259ml\u0259rd\u0259n yaman qorxurdu\u2026<\/span>
\nBumbuz heyk\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fc az qala onlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259.<\/span>
\nU\u015faqlar deyirdil\u0259r ki, bel\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259l\u0259ml\u0259r pis adamlar\u0131 vurub yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rparaq g\u00f6y\u0259 qalx\u0131r, K\u0259rb\u0259laya, imam q\u0259birl\u0259rinin yan\u0131na gedir.<\/span>
\nPis adamlar \u2013 y\u0259ni, araq i\u00e7\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259r\u2026U\u015faqlar bel\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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D\u0259rsl\u0259rini haz\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259si d\u0259 ax\u015fam namaz\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131ld\u0131.<\/span>
\nSonra n\u0259n\u0259sinin bi\u015firdiyi da\u015fma plovla \u0259t \u015famil\u0259rini yeyib \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ovdux i\u00e7dil\u0259r v\u0259 \u201cAllah, M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d ya \u018fli\u201d deyib k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259sinin r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6z n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rini b\u00f6y\u00fcrl\u0259rin\u0259 sal\u0131b yola d\u00fcz\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/span>
\nBu ax\u015fam k\u0259ndin b\u00fct\u00fcn yollar\u0131 alver\u00e7i \u015eamaman\u0131n t\u0259p\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 ikim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evin\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\nV\u0259 bu ax\u015fam k\u0259ndin b\u00fct\u00fcn yollar\u0131nda qoca-qoca n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259 onlar\u0131n bell\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u011flad\u0131qlar\u0131 damal\u0131 yun \u015fallar\u0131n sa\u00e7aqlar\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015fan balaca-balaca q\u0131z u\u015faqlar\u0131 vard\u0131. Bu balaca q\u0131z u\u015faqlar\u0131 bu qoca n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri il\u0259 yat\u0131r, oyan\u0131r, yem\u0259k yeyir, su i\u00e7ir, n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131r, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, bu s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rin yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 balaca d\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 ya\u015fayaraq b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r\u2026<\/span>
\nBu g\u00fcnk\u00fc yol s\u00f6hb\u0259ti qon\u015fu k\u0259ndl\u0259rin birind\u0259 peyda olan ruh haqq\u0131nda idi. N\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 aman verm\u0259d\u0259n bu narahat ruhun h\u0259r ax\u015fam k\u0259nd q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xaraq b\u00fct\u00fcn evl\u0259rin h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131lar\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b yan\u0131ql\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259 ulama\u011f\u0131ndan , ruhun ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259rinin bel\u0259 e\u015fidildiyind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. N\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r deyirdil\u0259r ki, y\u0259qin bu da yataraq \u00f6l\u00fc kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259rin biri kimi t\u0259l\u0259sik basd\u0131r\u0131lanlardan olub, sonra q\u0259bird\u0259 ay\u0131laraq qorxudan \u00fcr\u0259yi partlay\u0131b, odur ki, indi ruhu rahatl\u0131q tapa bilmir. Dombag\u00f6z Mayg\u00fcl\u00fcn n\u0259n\u0259si deyirdi ki, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox e\u015fidib, v\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ba\u015f verir ki, bizl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fc bir saat bel\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirl\u0259r. El\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yuman adam\u0131 tezc\u0259n\u0259 apar\u0131b basd\u0131r\u0131rlar. Axsaq N\u0259zak\u0259tin n\u0259n\u0259si is\u0259 bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 \u015fi\u0259l\u0259rin \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fc soyuq su il\u0259 yumaqlar\u0131n\u0131 pisl\u0259yir, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 can\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f adam\u0131n isti sudan ay\u0131la bil\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n, s\u00fcnn\u00fcl\u0259rin m\u0259hz bu i\u015fl\u0259rini, y\u0259ni \u00f6z \u00f6l\u00fcl\u00fc\u0259rini isti su v\u0259 sabunla yumaqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259y\u0259ndiyind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/span>
\nAxsaq N\u0259zak\u0259tin n\u0259n\u0259si s\u00fcnn\u00fc idi. Ham\u0131 bilirdi ki, onlar\u0131n evind\u0259 Novruz bayram\u0131nda yumurtalar he\u00e7 vaxt q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 boyanm\u0131r, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ngd\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f olur. El\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131 Novruz bayram\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn evl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 gets\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, axsaq N\u0259zak\u0259tgilin evin\u0259 yaln\u0131z n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri deyinib naraz\u0131 qalmas\u0131n dey\u0259 gedirdil\u0259r. Onlara getm\u0259k \u2013 bir yumurta d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259hrum olmaq dem\u0259k idi\u2026\u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f yumurtalar\u0131 yaln\u0131z yem\u0259k olurdu, u\u015faqlarsa yumurtan\u0131n a\u011f\u0131na hopmu\u015f ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ngi g\u00f6r\u00fcb p\u0259rt olur, onlar\u0131 gizl\u0259dib x\u0259lv\u0259ti m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131ndan axan arxa tullay\u0131rd\u0131lar\u2026<\/span>
\n\u00d6z n\u0259n\u0259si is\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, bizim, y\u0259ni \u015fi\u0259l\u0259rin o\u011flanlar\u0131 gedib s\u00fcnn\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131 ala bil\u0259rl\u0259r, buna icaz\u0259 var, amma bizim q\u0131zlar\u0131 he\u00e7 bir v\u0259chl\u0259 s\u00fcnn\u00fc olan o\u011flanlara verm\u0259k olmaz. Bu, g\u00fcnahd\u0131r v\u0259 s\u00fcnn\u00fc o\u011flana ged\u0259n q\u0131z da, onun b\u00fct\u00fcn n\u0259sli d\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259nmi\u015f olaraq Allah\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r\u2026el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 ruslara ged\u0259n q\u0131zlar v\u0259 onlar\u0131n n\u0259sill\u0259ri\u2026<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n soru\u015fmu\u015fdu ki, b\u0259s ax\u0131 s\u0259n deyirdin, b\u00fct\u00fcn adamlar\u0131 Allah yarad\u0131b, h\u0259tta Hitleri d\u0259. Ax\u0131 Faiq \u0259mi d\u0259, Altay \u0259mi d\u0259 rus q\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131blar \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259, s\u0259n d\u0259 onlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na su t\u00f6k\u00fcb adlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmis\u0259n, \u201cbizimki\u201d el\u0259mis\u0259n, bunu o\u011flanlarla da etm\u0259k olmazm\u0131? N\u0259n\u0259si is\u0259 cavab\u0131nda demi\u015fdi ki, s\u0259n\u0259 dind\u0259n, Allah i\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015fmaq dey\u0259s\u0259n pis t\u0259sir edir. G\u00fcnah s\u0259nd\u0259 deyil, Allah\u0131n evin\u0259 ancaq kitab alma\u011fa getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 icaz\u0259 ver\u0259n atandad\u0131r\u2026M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 namaz \u00f6yr\u0259dir\u0259m, atan deyir, Allah yoxdu\u2026ham\u0131m\u0131z onun dilinin zaval\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259k yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u2026<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259si d\u00fcz deyirdi. Atas\u0131 dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn deyirdi bu iki s\u00f6z\u00fc \u2013 Allah yoxdur\u2026H\u0259l\u0259 bir s\u00f6hb\u0259t q\u0131z\u0131\u015fanda araya \u015f\u0259rt d\u0259 qoyurdu. \u201cDeyirsiniz var? Onda m\u0259n indi filan bir \u015feyi ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, qoy O da el\u0259 indic\u0259 g\u0259lib filan bir \u015feyi el\u0259sin, s\u00fcbut olsun ki, var\u2026\u201d N\u0259n\u0259si bel\u0259 vaxtlarda \u201czat\u0131na l\u0259n\u0259t!\u201d dey\u0259r\u0259k durub s\u00f6hb\u0259tin getdiyi yerd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fard\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\n\u2026\u00d6z evl\u0259rinin yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 can\u0131na v\u0259lv\u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Atas\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Uzun tut \u00e7ubu\u011fu da \u0259lind\u0259ydi. Bu is\u0259 onun indic\u0259 kimis\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259yi dem\u0259k idi\u2026<\/span>
\nQorxudan \u00fcr\u0259yi \u0259sdi. Atas\u0131n\u0131n onun ad\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259y\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131yla g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259sinin alt\u0131nda gizl\u0259tdiyi \u201cTom Soyyerin mac\u0259ralar\u0131\u201dn\u0131n yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si eyni anda ba\u015f verdi.<\/span>
\nDombag\u00f6z Mayg\u00fcl\u00fcn n\u0259n\u0259si deyindi:<\/span>
\n– Ay Z\u00fcbeyd\u0259 ana, \u0259l boyda u\u015fa\u011fa Quran vermis\u0259n? Sald\u0131 lehm\u0259y\u0259 ki!<\/span>
\n– Yoox, Quran deyil. Ay bala, yen\u0259 t\u0259ky\u0259y\u0259 kitab apar\u0131rsan? Q\u0131z deyils\u0259n ey, adam biab\u0131r el\u0259y\u0259ns\u0259n. \u018flizad\u0259nin arvad\u0131 s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda yalan olub..<\/span>
\nBu \u018flizad\u0259 kim idis\u0259, onun arvad\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259lin\u0259 n\u0259 ke\u00e7s\u0259 oxuyarm\u0131\u015f, kitab oxumaqdan savay\u0131 he\u00e7 bir i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259zmi\u015f dey\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki\u015finin ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259n\u0259sinin d\u0259 sevimli m\u0259s\u0259lin\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi\u2026<\/span>
\nK\u0259ndd\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259sin n\u0259n\u0259si yaz\u0131b-oxuma\u011f\u0131 bacarm\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar he\u00e7 bunu ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r d\u0259. Bax, n\u0259n\u0259sinin on u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r birinin ali t\u0259sil almas\u0131 da arvad\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259mi\u015fdi, \u201c\u018frim yaz\u0131b-oxuyub, u\u015faqlar\u0131m yaz\u0131b-oxuyub, m\u0259nim n\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir yaz\u0131b-oxumaq? M\u0259n ild\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 H\u0259zr\u0259t Abbasa bir \u0259riz\u0259 yazma\u011fa borcluyam, onu da pul verir\u0259m, molla N\u0259bi\u0259li yaz\u0131b g\u00f6nd\u0259rir\u2026\u201d deyirdi..Amma n\u0259n\u0259sinin qad\u0131nlar haqda \u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri vard\u0131. O, ist\u0259yirdi ki, qad\u0131nlar m\u00fctl\u0259q t\u0259hsil als\u0131nlar, lakin bu, onlar\u0131n ev t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 ki\u015fini idar\u0259 etm\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 mane olmamal\u0131d\u0131r, y\u0259ni \u201cevi-ail\u0259ni bo\u015f burax\u0131b kitabdan yap\u0131\u015fan qad\u0131nla pyanisk\u0259lik ed\u0259n avara ki\u015finin he\u00e7 bir f\u0259rqi yoxdur..\u201d.Qad\u0131n\u0131n evi h\u0259r bir an qonaq g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kmi\u015f kimi t\u0259miz olmal\u0131, qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 h\u0259r bir an qonaq ged\u0259c\u0259kmi\u015f kimi g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259lidir\u2026bir d\u0259 qara corab, topu\u011fa q\u0259d\u0259r uzun \u0259t\u0259k geyinm\u0259m\u0259lidir qad\u0131n, bu g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u2026dey\u0259rdi n\u0259n\u0259si\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Atas\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 zaman \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, onun qolundan n\u0259 zaman \u00e7\u0259kib h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 sald\u0131, \u0259lind\u0259ki uzun tut \u00e7ubu\u011fuyla q\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131na n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vurdu\u2026he\u00e7 n\u0259yi he\u00e7 bir zaman k\u0259siyin\u0259 aid ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di\u2026gah ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu, art\u0131q bir \u0259srdir ki davam edir, gah da h\u0259r \u015feyin birc\u0259 ana s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u2026<\/span>
\n– K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck! \u2013 atas\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, – \u0130tin qarn\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xan! T\u0259ky\u0259y\u0259 gedir, dindar olub m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn! S\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m Allah yoxdur?<\/span>
\nQoca n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r ah-vayla onun hal\u0131na ac\u0131d\u0131lar. N\u0259n\u0259si deyindi;<\/span>
\n– Ay imans\u0131z! O k\u00f6rp\u0259ni niy\u0259 vurursan? Allahdan qorxmursan?<\/span>
\n– \u0130ndi milis d\u0259st\u0259si g\u0259lib o alver\u00e7inin evini basanda g\u00f6r\u00fcm Allah\u0131n\u0131z neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k! \u2013 dedi atas\u0131 v\u0259 onu it\u0259l\u0259yib vura-vura ev\u0259 sald\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\nHe\u00e7 sevmirdi \u00f6z evl\u0259rini\u2026<\/span>
\nAtas\u0131 \u00e7ox \u0259zazil bir divi xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131 ona\u2026Anas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rin quyuya sal\u0131b sa\u00e7\u0131ndan asan, \u0259zab ver\u0259n bir divi\u2026<\/span>
\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 axsaq N\u0259zak\u0259tgil\u0259 bir qohumlar\u0131 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. H\u0259min qohumun el\u0259 onlar ya\u015fda olan q\u0131zlar\u0131 demi\u015fdi ki, onun atas\u0131yla anas\u0131 bir-birind\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131blar. Bel\u0259 bir \u015feyin m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmas\u0131na sevinmi\u015f, o g\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 arzulam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, onun da atas\u0131yla anas\u0131 bir-birind\u0259n ayr\u0131ls\u0131nlar\u2026t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259nd\u0259 ki, o, anas\u0131yla t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131r, atas\u0131 yanlar\u0131nda yoxdu, onlara \u0259mr ed\u0259n, incid\u0259n, onlar\u0131 h\u0259r yerd\u0259n, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n, h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n ay\u0131r\u0131b \u0259sir kimi \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259n biri yoxdu\u2026\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 xo\u015f bir rahatl\u0131q dolurdu\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Amma milis d\u0259st\u0259si bar\u0259d\u0259 atas\u0131 haql\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/span>
\nH\u0259r a\u015fura gec\u0259sind\u0259 olurdu bel\u0259 hadis\u0259. D\u0259st\u0259-d\u0259st\u0259 \u0259li \u0259l\u0259mli \u201cH\u00fcseyn vay!\u201d q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 ax\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131 h\u00f6kum\u0259t adamlar\u0131 izl\u0259yir, milisl\u0259r h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri da\u011f\u0131daraq k\u0259nd cavanlar\u0131n\u0131 tutub h\u0259bs edirdil\u0259r. Amma h\u00f6kum\u0259t adamlar\u0131n\u0131n da, milisl\u0259rin d\u0259 qoca n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 balaca q\u0131zlar\u0131 bu t\u0259ky\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259, bu d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin aras\u0131nda olurdular\u2026<\/span>
\nBu \u0259trafa b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fck ed\u0259n Molotovski kimi tan\u0131nan bir n\u0259h\u0259ng v\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259l rus vard\u0131 ki, k\u0259ndin h\u00f6kum\u0259t i\u015find\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri onu m\u0259hz A\u015fura gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 apar\u0131b yax\u015f\u0131ca yedirib-i\u00e7ir\u0259rdil\u0259r\u2026O da kababdan yeyib, araqdan i\u00e7ib el\u0259 dindar d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri izl\u0259diyi qara \u201cVillis\u201din i\u00e7ind\u0259c\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi xort d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yatard\u0131\u2026Sad\u0259c\u0259 \u201ch\u00f6kum\u0259t g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259\u201d k\u0259ndin onsuz da xuliqanl\u0131qda ad \u00e7\u0131xaran cavanlar\u0131ndan bir-ikisini tutub apar\u0131r, s\u0259h\u0259r izahat yazd\u0131r\u0131b kimini buraxar, kimini d\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259 bir az rahatl\u0131q v\u0259 sakitlik olsun dey\u0259 15 g\u00fcnl\u00fck h\u0259bs ed\u0259rdil\u0259r\u2026<\/span>
\nK\u0259ndin gizli bir t\u0259ky\u0259si d\u0259 vard\u0131 ki, onu el\u0259 bu k\u0259ndin h\u00f6kum\u0259t i\u015find\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri tikdirmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Bu birm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li uzun da\u015f bina q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015firdi. Buran\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259 yas olarsa, h\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 deyil, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 deyil, gedib orda m\u0259clis qursun b\u0259han\u0259siyl\u0259 tikmi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 ham\u0131ya m\u0259lum idi ki, bura k\u0259ndin gizli m\u0259scididir. M\u0259scid\u0259 daxil olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u00f6hn\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 q\u0259birl\u0259rin aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7m\u0259k laz\u0131m g\u0259lirdi v\u0259 t\u0259ky\u0259l\u0259r ad\u0259t\u0259n ax\u015famdan ba\u015flay\u0131b gec\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bitdiyind\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259 q\u0259birl\u0259r\u0259 ili\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin, k\u00f6hn\u0259 q\u0259birl\u0259r\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lanlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131-ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 bu q\u0259bristanl\u0131qdan he\u00e7 \u0259ksik olmazd\u0131. M\u0259scidin \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 t\u0259n ortaya, \u00fcz\u00fc \u00fcmumi qap\u0131ya qoyulmu\u015f q\u0259hv\u0259yi r\u0259ngd\u0259 minb\u0259rl\u0259 qad\u0131nlar v\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ikiy\u0259 ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Minb\u0259rin sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 qoca ki\u015fil\u0259r v\u0259 o\u011flan u\u015faqlar\u0131, solunda is\u0259 qoca n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259 balaca q\u0131zlar oturub sin\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259, ya da dizl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259rsiyy\u0259l\u0259rin n\u0259qar\u0259tl\u0259rini oxuyur, gah da onlar\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 v\u0259 qad\u0131nlara ay\u0131ran q\u0259hv\u0259yi minb\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015f\u0259stl\u0259 oturub buxara papa\u011f\u0131ndan bel\u0259 z\u0259hm ya\u011fd\u0131ran, t\u0259sbeh \u00e7evirm\u0259yind\u0259n bel\u0259 vahim\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259n, qoca n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 istinad ets\u0259k, \u201cg\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u00fclk\u00fcl\u00fck ya\u011fan\u201d N\u0259q\u015fib\u0259nd adl\u0131 bir axund oturard\u0131. N\u0259q\u015fib\u0259nd bu k\u0259ndin mollas\u0131 deyildi, onu pulla ba\u015fqa bir rayondan g\u0259tirirdil\u0259r ki, m\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259m t\u0259ky\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fck el\u0259sin. N\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r dey\u0259rdil\u0259r ki, onun \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fc q\u0259l\u0259mi var, bir d\u0259f\u0259 birin\u0259 bir cadu yazd\u0131m\u0131, h\u0259min adam\u0131 daha f\u0259l\u0259k d\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259 f\u0259lak\u0259td\u0259n qurtara bilm\u0259z.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span>Ya da bir kims\u0259y\u0259 dua yazarsa, h\u0259min adama daha zaval olmayacaq\u2026<\/span>
\nN\u0259q\u015fib\u0259nd dey\u0259rdi ki, insan hamamda \u00e7imib qusul verm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259, g\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6nc\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259ninin h\u0259r bir n\u00f6qt\u0259sini a\u011f pamb\u0131qla s\u00fcrt\u00fcb yoxlas\u0131n, g\u00f6rs\u00fcn pamb\u0131\u011fa l\u0259k\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc? D\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259, bir d\u0259 \u00e7imm\u0259lidir\u2026K\u0259ndin mollas\u0131n\u0131n bir qad\u0131nla bir ki\u015finin n\u0259 zaman zina etmi\u015f olduqlar\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 sual\u0131na N\u0259q\u015fib\u0259nd axund bel\u0259 cavab vermi\u015fdi:<\/span>
\n-\u018fg\u0259r bir z\u0259n\u0259n bir ki\u015fi xeyla\u011f\u0131yla bir yerd\u0259dirs\u0259, h\u0259tta onlar bir yataqda bel\u0259 yanbayan uzanm\u0131\u015f olsalar, bu h\u0259l\u0259 zina say\u0131lm\u0131r\u2026ta ki, onlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan iti bir q\u0131l\u0131nc ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259yinc\u0259. \u018fg\u0259r z\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259 ki\u015finin b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rinin aras\u0131ndan onlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birisin\u0259 z\u0259r\u0259r yetirm\u0259d\u0259n q\u0131l\u0131nc ke\u00e7irm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcrs\u0259, dem\u0259k onlar zina etmi\u015f say\u0131lm\u0131rlar.<\/span>
\nEl\u0259 h\u0259min andaca o, burdak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn qoca ki\u015fil\u0259ri v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn qoca n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri iki-iki yataqlara uzanm\u0131\u015f t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr el\u0259mi\u015fdi v\u0259 N\u0259q\u015fib\u0259ndin bir iti q\u0131l\u0131ncla g\u0259lib onlar\u0131n zina edib-etm\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259rini yoxlamas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi ki, n\u0259n\u0259sinin \u0259yilib qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldamas\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn fantaziyas\u0131n\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/span>
\n-Burda \u00e7ay i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 adam qorxur\u2026Qablar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fqalar g\u0259zir, ham\u0131s\u0131 da q\u0259birl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcl\u00fc\u0259ri yey\u0259n\u2026\u00e7ay i\u00e7m\u0259 burda, indi gedib \u015eamaman\u0131n t\u0259ky\u0259sind\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259rik\u2026<\/span>
\nCan\u0131na xof dolmu\u015fdu\u2026\u00d6l\u00fcl\u0259r\u2026Ax\u0131 onlar da n\u0259 zamansa onun kimi, n\u0259n\u0259si kimi, burdak\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259s kimi, lap el\u0259 pax\u0131l v\u0259 axsaq N\u0259zak\u0259t kimi diri olublar, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131blar, yem\u0259k yeyibl\u0259r, g\u00fcl\u00fcbl\u0259r\u2026indis\u0259 yerin alt\u0131nda b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb uzan\u0131blar, qar\u0131\u015fqalar da onlar\u0131 yeyir\u2026n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r deyirdil\u0259r ki, \u0130nkir v\u0259 Minkir adl\u0131 iki qorxunc m\u0259xluq da g\u0259lib q\u0259bird\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259ri oyad\u0131r, onlardan k\u0259lmeyi-\u015f\u0259had\u0259ti, namaz\u0131 soru\u015furlar, h\u0259m d\u0259 q\u0131zlar v\u0259 qad\u0131nlar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 boynu muncuqlu g\u0259zm\u0259lidirl\u0259r. Sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda boynunda muncuq olmayanlar\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131na q\u0259bird\u0259 ilanlar dola\u015f\u0131r\u2026<\/span>
\nAtas\u0131n\u0131n, anas\u0131n\u0131n, sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n, sevimli rus dili m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259sinin, \u0259misinin v\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131nda olan h\u0259r k\u0259sin bir g\u00fcn m\u00fctl\u0259q \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli bir hiss ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn x\u0259lv\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib a\u011flam\u0131\u015f, yem\u0259kd\u0259n-i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259n olmu\u015fdu. Yaln\u0131z n\u0259n\u0259sinin \u201cNiy\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yemirs\u0259n? \u00d6lm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?\u201d sual\u0131ndan sonra ay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, ax\u0131 onun \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ham\u0131 kimi \u00f6l\u00fcml\u00fcd\u00fcr, o \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bir g\u00fcn \u00f6lm\u0259li olacaq v\u0259 onun \u0259n yax\u0131n, \u0259n do\u011fma adamlar\u0131 onu da b\u00fck\u00fcb torpa\u011fa soxu\u015fduracaq, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 da\u015f qoyub ged\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fama\u011fa\u2026ta ki \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcb basd\u0131r\u0131lana q\u0259d\u0259r\u2026V\u0259 onun boynuna ilan dola\u015facaq, \u00e7\u00fcnki m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 muncuq taxma\u011fa qoymurlar, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 pioner qalstuku ba\u011flad\u0131rlar\u2026onun da g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, burnunu, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131\u2026qar\u0131\u015fqalar yey\u0259c\u0259k\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Anas\u0131 onu atas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n almad\u0131.He\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ucuyla da baxmad\u0131 onun d\u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259sin\u0259. El\u0259 baxmasa yax\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki anas\u0131n\u0131n birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259si b\u0259s ed\u0259rdi ki, bu evd\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259d\u0259k q\u0131r\u011f\u0131n olsun, daha do\u011frusu, atas\u0131 deyinsin, anas\u0131 da a\u011flay\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u2026N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 anas\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7evirib atas\u0131n\u0131n \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259yirdi, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\nGec\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259d\u0259k k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n \u201cH\u00fcseyn vay!\u201d q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131, onunsa q\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131ndan a\u011fr\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259di\u2026<\/span>
\nYata da bilmirdi\u2026el\u0259c\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc evin tavan\u0131na dikib qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\nAtas\u0131yla anas\u0131 onun yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn ed\u0259r\u0259k yen\u0259 d\u0259 yataqlar\u0131nda bo\u011fu\u015fur, m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131r, \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131 arams\u0131z c\u0131r\u0131ldad\u0131rd\u0131lar\u2026Q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hiss vard\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259\u2026Atas\u0131yla anas\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlamasa bel\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n fasil\u0259siz olaraq t\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u0259k, \u0259ll\u0259rini, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yumaq, h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b t\u0259miz havayla n\u0259f\u0259s almaq ist\u0259y\u0259rdi\u2026V\u0259 bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 bir zaman \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 and i\u00e7\u0259rdi bel\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259\u2026\u00c7\u00fcnki atas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259hz gec\u0259nin bu vaxtlar\u0131nda anas\u0131na f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cs\u0259nin\u00e7in \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m\u2026\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259 bu gec\u0259nin s\u0259h\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131lan kimi d\u0259 \u201cs\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259m!\u201d ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7evril\u0259 bil\u0259rdi\u2026R\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n soru\u015fmu\u015fdu\u2026Onlar\u0131n da evl\u0259rind\u0259 eynil\u0259 bel\u0259 olurdu\u2026Dem\u0259k, \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259k, qad\u0131n olmaq bu imi\u015f, bir ki\u015finin gec\u0259 f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131na v\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r ba\u011frt\u0131lar\u0131na d\u00f6zm\u0259k\u2026d\u00f6zm\u0259k\u2026d\u00f6zm\u0259k\u2026<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259si dey\u0259rdi ki, Allah\u0131n he\u00e7 vaxt \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131zlardan daha \u00e7ox xo\u015fu g\u0259lir, onlar \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259rl\u0259rs\u0259, onda k\u0259binl\u0259ri Allaha k\u0259silmi\u015f olur\u2026birba\u015fa c\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l bir axir\u0259t h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar\u2026<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259si bunlar\u0131 rus r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi, y\u0259ni paltar bi\u00e7ib-tikm\u0259k kimi, alt tuman\u0131 geyinm\u0259k kimi \u015feyl\u0259r ruslardan g\u0259lm\u0259 idi, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259, n\u0259n\u0259sinin h\u0259rd\u0259n oxudu\u011fu :\u201du samovara ya i moya Ma\u015fa\u2026\u201d mahn\u0131s\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\nO andaca k\u0259ndin qar\u0131y\u0131b evd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r, bu q\u0259d\u0259r eyb\u0259c\u0259r, diliac\u0131, h\u0259yas\u0131z v\u0259 deying\u0259n q\u0131zlar\u0131 almayan o\u011flanlar\u0131n aqib\u0259tin\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sevin\u0259rdis\u0259, onlar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra k\u0259binli \u0259ri olacaq Allaha bir o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yi yan\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\nYox, n\u0259 olursa olsun. O, he\u00e7 bir vaxt \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi\u2026Qoy o da \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6ls\u00fcn, n\u0259 olar ki Allah\u0131n he\u00e7 olmasa birc\u0259 d\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng arvad\u0131 olanda? D\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131lacaq b\u0259y\u0259m?<\/span>
\nGec\u0259 ke\u00e7ir, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259-d\u0259st\u0259 \u0259li \u0259l\u0259mli adamlar \u201cH\u00fcseyn vay!\u201d q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r, atas\u0131yla anas\u0131 yataqda f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015f\u0131r, m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131r, inild\u0259yir, onunsa tavana dikilmi\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini kimins\u0259 z\u0259rif, yum\u015faq, il\u0131q, do\u011fma \u0259li sakitc\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fcr, ruhunu al\u0131b harasa uzaqlara, \u0259ll\u0259rini, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuya bil\u0259c\u0259yi \u00e7aylar\u0131n sahill\u0259rin\u0259, t\u0259miz havayla n\u0259f\u0259s ala bil\u0259c\u0259yi \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlikl\u0259r\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r n\u0259n\u0259si onlara g\u0259ldi :<\/span>
\n– Han\u0131 o imans\u0131z? H\u00f6kum\u0259t adam\u0131 olub m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn, atas\u0131 bol\u015fevik oldu, anam\u0131n o a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flatd\u0131rd\u0131, bu da n\u0259v\u0259mi allahs\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259k ist\u0259yir! Utanm\u0131r, getsin o idar\u0259d\u0259 oyna\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 at M\u0259ry\u0259min d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259ksin! Al\u0259m\u0259 yay\u0131b ki, onun arvad\u0131d\u0131r. Ay q\u0131z, arvad deyils\u0259n s\u0259n? Y\u0131\u011f daa bunun ipini!<\/span>
\nAnas\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b nehr\u0259sini \u00e7alxalamaqdayd\u0131:<\/span>
\n– Ay Z\u00fcbeyd\u0259 ana, m\u0259n neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ax\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\n– Oda d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u0259n ey, bala, oda, – n\u0259n\u0259si dizin\u0259 vurub ufuldad\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

H\u0259y\u0259ti \u0259l\u0259k- v\u0259l\u0259k el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259n atas\u0131 onu d\u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259 sal\u0131b itirdiyi kitab\u0131 tapa bilm\u0259di. D\u0259qiq yad\u0131ndayd\u0131 ki, atas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131ndan sonra k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitab\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259sinin alt\u0131na soxu\u015fdurmu\u015fdu, amma sonra harda d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc bu kitab, xat\u0131rlam\u0131rd\u0131.<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259si onu yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z evin\u0259 apard\u0131. Burda da \u0259misi \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131y\u0131b h\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259rini yolu\u015fdurdu ki, harda \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn, m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin u\u015faqlar\u0131 ba\u011fda mer-meyv\u0259 qalmay\u0131b, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b apar\u0131blar\u2026<\/span>
\n-Ay \u0259liniz qurusun sizin, o\u011ful do\u011fmam\u0131\u015fam ey, bir d\u0259st\u0259 nemes do\u011fmu\u015fam, a bala , n\u0259 ist\u0259yirsiz bu u\u015faqdan ax\u0131?\u2026<\/span>
\n– N\u0259 ist\u0259yir\u0259m? Adam olsun! N\u0259 ist\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m ki?<\/span>
\n– Adam olmas\u0131y\u00e7\u0131n vurursan, ay e\u015f\u015f\u0259k?!<\/span><\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259si onu ota\u011f\u0131na apar\u0131b sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 darayaraq t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n h\u00f6rd\u00fc:<\/span>
\n– A\u011flama, – deyirdi, – a\u011flasan, Allah onu incid\u0259c\u0259k. O, bilm\u0259di ki, s\u0259n bel\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131yarsan, yoxsa vurmazd\u0131 s\u0259ni\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni bils\u0259ydi a\u011fr\u0131yacaq vurmazd\u0131? B\u0259s niy\u0259 vurur ki? Bir insan ba\u015fqa bir insan\u0131 niy\u0259 vurmal\u0131d\u0131r ax\u0131? H\u0259m d\u0259 bunu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r edirl\u0259r. Onlar \u00f6zl\u0259rinin g\u00fccl\u00fc olub-olmad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 yoxlay\u0131rlar sanki. Bir \u015fey \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rinc\u0259 olmayan kimi \u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00fccs\u00fczl\u0259ri incitm\u0259k, a\u011fr\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. \u018fg\u0259r \u0259misi do\u011frudan da bilmirdis\u0259 sa\u00e7\u0131ndan dartaraq \u015fill\u0259 vurma\u011f\u0131 onu bu q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131b, eybi yox, onu ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayar, a\u011flamaz, \u00e7\u00fcnki n\u0259n\u0259si onu inand\u0131r\u0131b ki, kims\u0259 s\u0259ni incid\u0259rs\u0259, a\u011flasan, h\u0259min adama c\u0259za g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, o da m\u00fctl\u0259q a\u011fr\u0131yacaq n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259\u2026<\/span>
\nB\u0259s nec\u0259 etm\u0259li, nec\u0259 etm\u0259li ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n z\u0259ifi incid\u0259n adam bu z\u0259ifin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131ya bil\u0259c\u0259yini qabaqcadan hiss ed\u0259 bilsin? B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 bir \u015fey fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131 ki, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u0259misi onu vuranda onunla b\u0259rab\u0259r, eyni bir vaxtda eyni bir a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fas\u0131n? El\u0259 h\u0259min andaca \u00f6z \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tutub ufuldas\u0131n, ba\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n, h\u0259tta yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ls\u0131n\u2026niy\u0259 Allah bunu el\u0259mir, niy\u0259?..<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ax\u015fam n\u0259n\u0259sigilin evinin qaba\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 n\u0259h\u0259ng tut a\u011fac\u0131ndan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yell\u0259nc\u0259kd\u0259 yell\u0259nir, h\u0259rd\u0259n-h\u0259rd\u0259n tutun budaqlar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcb-it\u0259n ulduzlara g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, sa\u00e7lar\u0131na toxunub sivi\u015f\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259yin t\u0259mas\u0131ndan xumarlan\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc u\u00e7urmu\u015f kimi hiss edirdi v\u0259 sanki bu anlarda yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 ondan, k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n, ulduzlardan v\u0259 duydu\u011fu u\u00e7u\u015f h\u0259zzind\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox idi\u2026<\/span>
\nAmma yox\u2026n\u0259n\u0259si eyvanda g\u00f6y\u0259rti do\u011fray\u0131r, \u0259misiyl\u0259 qon\u015fu Nadir m\u00fc\u0259llim is\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 oturub u\u00e7an bo\u015fqablar, ba\u015fqa planetd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r haqda s\u00f6hb\u0259t edir, \u00e7ay i\u00e7irdil\u0259r. \u018fmisinin \u0259lind\u0259 bir jurnal vard\u0131.<\/span>
\n– Bax, kod budu, – deyirdi \u0259misi, – bu ki\u015fini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb apar\u0131blar, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 eksperimentl\u0259r eliyib qaytar\u0131blar evin\u0259. Amma Yer\u0259 qaytaranda onunla \u0259laq\u0259 saxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu kodu veribl\u0259r. Deyibl\u0259r bunu \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259rd\u0259n des\u0259n, s\u0259ninl\u0259 kontakta gir\u0259c\u0259yik. Ki\u015fi d\u0259 bunu jurnala verib ham\u0131ya yay\u0131b ki, ham\u0131 onlarla \u0259laq\u0259 yarada bilsin.<\/span>
\n– S\u0259n oxumusan onu?<\/span>
\n– M\u0259n? Oxumu\u015fam e, amma bir d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r, bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 ax\u015fam\u2026G\u0259r\u0259k bunu \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 ard-arda dey\u0259s\u0259n. Bel\u0259, birt\u0259h\u0259r olurey adam onu oxuyanda, adama xof g\u0259lir n\u0259s\u0259\u2026<\/span>
\n– Deyirl\u0259r onlar adamlarla \u0259laq\u0259y\u0259 girm\u0259k\u00e7in n\u0259 cild\u0259 des\u0259n gir\u0259 bilirl\u0259r. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn \u0259n yax\u0131n bir adam\u0131n\u0131n sif\u0259tind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcl\u0259r, dedil\u0259r dur ged\u0259k filan yer\u0259, s\u0259n d\u0259 gedirs\u0259n, bilmirs\u0259n haa bu s\u0259nin yax\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fcl, tarelkadang\u0259l\u0259ndi\u2026<\/span>
\n– S\u0259n adam sif\u0259tind\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259kl\u0259rini bir yana qoy h\u0259l\u0259, m\u0259n oxumu\u015fam ki, onlar heyvanat kimi d\u0259 g\u0259lirl\u0259r, h\u0259tta \u0259n \u00e7ox da h\u0259\u015f\u0259ratlar kimi g\u0259lirl\u0259r, h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k, n\u0259 bilim, tarakan, mil\u00e7\u0259k\u2026<\/span>
\nBird\u0259n \u0259misi ona t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6nd\u00fc:<\/span>
\n– B\u0259sdir gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131 yell\u0259nc\u0259kd\u0259 yell\u0259ndin. G\u0259l s\u0259n\u0259 bir \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259dim. \u00d6lm\u00fcrs\u0259n oxumaq\u00e7\u0131n? El\u0259 \u0259sl s\u0259nin mal\u0131nd\u0131.<\/span>
\n\u018fmisi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onu kitab oxuyan g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcb qovar, kitab\u0131 al\u0131b bir q\u0131ra\u011fa atard\u0131. \u0130ndi n\u0259 olmu\u015fdu? Adam bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 niy\u0259 bel\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?<\/span>
\nUlduzlardan, k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n v\u0259 u\u00e7maq h\u0259zzind\u0259n qopmaq a\u011f\u0131r olsa da, \u0259misinin z\u0259hmi v\u0259 h\u00f6km\u00fc daha a\u011f\u0131r idi v\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik d\u0259 oxuma\u011fa maraql\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259 vard\u0131 dey\u0259 yell\u0259nc\u0259kd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb stola yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u018fmisi jurnal\u0131 ona t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u00fcb barma\u011f\u0131yla s\u0259hif\u0259nin t\u0259n ortas\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u0259tirl\u0259ri g\u00f6st\u0259rdi:<\/span>
\n– G\u0259l bunu \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 oxu. \u00dc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 ard\u0131c\u0131l olaraq oxu. Ucadan v\u0259 dayanmadan. Bax bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri.S\u0259hv el\u0259m\u0259 haa\u2026<\/span>
\n– Dibibi dibee kazajaj\u2026iokoia lakak\u2026<\/span>
\nUzun, anla\u015f\u0131lmaz bir yaz\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 zor-g\u00fcc oxutdurdular ona.<\/span>
\n– \u0130ndi get, -dedi \u0259misi, – H\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259 baxarsan. Bir avtobusdan- zaddan u\u00e7an g\u00f6rd\u00fcn, biz\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n.<\/span>
\n\u018fmisi d\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc, qon\u015fu Nadir m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Yana\u011f\u0131nda n\u0259yins\u0259 g\u0259zdiyini hiss edib oyand\u0131. \u018flini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lmayan qona\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131rc\u0131rama oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/span>
\n-N\u0259n\u0259, ay n\u0259n\u0259\u0259!<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259si hay verm\u0259di. Qaranl\u0131qda n\u0259n\u0259sinin harda oldu\u011funu da g\u00f6rm\u0259di.H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 olurdu. Qaranl\u0131q otaqda yuxudan oyananda harda oldu\u011funu. Qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdiyini ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131ra bilmirdi. Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 qorxudan durub guya \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259mi\u015f, amma n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 qap\u0131 kimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc divaram\u0131, \u015fifoner\u0259mi k\u0259ll\u0259 vurub sonra ay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/span>
\n– N\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rsan? G\u0259libl\u0259r ujey? – \u0259misi \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndan deyindi.<\/span>
\n– N\u0259n\u0259 han\u0131?<\/span>
\n– N\u0259n\u0259 gedib bazara. Armud apar\u0131b.<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259sinin ad\u0259tiydi, bir z\u0259nbil armud g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f bazara aparar, avtobusdaca alver\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 ver\u0259r, ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 pula da z\u0259nbili bazarda ev\u0259 laz\u0131m olan n\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259s\u0259 doldurub ona da bir \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259 bamiy\u0259 v\u0259 siqaret kimi uzun konfetl\u0259r alard\u0131.<\/span>
\n\u018fmisinin s\u0259sin\u0259 istiqam\u0259tl\u0259nib g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovu\u015fdura-ovu\u015fdura eyvana \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/span>
\n– Get yat da, burda duracaqsan?-\u0259misi dedi.<\/span>
\n– -N\u0259n\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m, -dedi.<\/span>
\n– H\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259. G\u00f6y\u0259 d\u0259 baxarsan, n\u0259s\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u015fey g\u00f6rs\u0259n, m\u0259ni oyat haa\u2026-\u0259misi ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131b getdi yatma\u011fa.<\/span><\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131q eyvandak\u0131 stulda oturub masaya s\u00f6yk\u0259ndi. Ka\u015f oxuma\u011fa n\u0259s\u0259 olayd\u0131. \u00d6z \u00e7antas\u0131, b\u0259zi kitablar\u0131 otaqda idi, amma ora girm\u0259y\u0259 qorxurdu. C\u0131rc\u0131raman\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131nda hiss el\u0259m\u0259si bir el\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015f deyildi. S\u0259h\u0259rin a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131na n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bilmirdi. T\u0259rslikd\u0259n g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259 buludluydu, n\u0259 ay vard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 ulduzlar.<\/span>
\nEyvandak\u0131 \u015fkaf\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n sallanan jurnal g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259ydi. Stulu \u015fkaf\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kib ehtiyatla \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Jurnal\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yenid\u0259n masan\u0131n arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k oturdu v\u0259 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259r \u015fey rusca yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir yerd\u0259 uzunboyun qara q\u0131zlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259kli vard\u0131. Bo\u011fazlar\u0131na q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 halqalar ke\u00e7irmi\u015fdil\u0259r. O biri s\u0259hif\u0259d\u0259 is\u0259 alt doda\u011f\u0131na n\u0259lb\u0259ki boyda q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 disk yerl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n qara q\u0131zlar vard\u0131. Ahhaa\u2026\u0259misinin ona g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi yaz\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u201cDibibi dibee kazajaj\u2026\u201d oxudu, oxudu, oxudu\u2026g\u00f6y\u0259 baxd\u0131\u2026n\u0259hay\u0259t ki bir ulduz g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u2026yen\u0259 oxudu, oxudu, oxudu\u2026yen\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 baxd\u0131, iki ulduz da g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u2026Sonra yen\u0259 oxudu, oxudu, oxudu\u2026g\u00f6y\u0259 baxd\u0131, n\u0259h\u0259ng Dan ulduzunu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Sevindi. N\u0259n\u0259si deyirdi ki, o do\u011fulanda anas\u0131 az qala \u00f6l\u00fcbm\u00fc\u015f, n\u0259n\u0259si is\u0259 bu ulduza zikr ed\u0259r\u0259k Fatimeyi-Z\u0259hradan k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yirmi\u015f. El\u0259 onun ad\u0131n\u0131 da bu ulduzun \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 Z\u00f6hr\u0259 qoyubmu\u015f\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir azdan hava i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131 v\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259si g\u0259lib dolu z\u0259nbili eyvana qoydu:<\/span>
\n– Burda neynirs\u0259n, a bala?<\/span>
\n– S\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n ingilis dili viktorinas\u0131nda 4-c\u00fc yeri tutdu. \u018fslind\u0259 bu el\u0259 1-ci yer dem\u0259k idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki ilk \u00fc\u00e7 yeri tutanlar \u0259slind\u0259 dill\u0259ri topuq vura-vura , s\u0259hvi s\u0259hv dal\u0131nca yaza-yaza bu yerl\u0259r\u0259 layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r. Bu \u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck onlar\u0131n atalar\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259zif\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. 1-ci yeri sovxoz direktorunun q\u0131z\u0131, ikinci yeri k\u0259nd soveti s\u0259drinin q\u0131z\u0131, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc yeri d\u0259 ki, m\u0259kt\u0259b direktorunun o\u011flu tutdular.<\/span>
\n\u0130ngilis dili m\u00fc\u0259llimi ona \u201cD\u00fcnyam\u0131z u\u015faq g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259\u201d adl\u0131 kitab h\u0259diyy\u0259 el\u0259di. U\u00e7ma\u011fa qanad\u0131 yox idi.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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N\u0259n\u0259sigilin m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 bayaqdan b\u0259ri onunla yana\u015f\u0131 ged\u0259n o\u011flan soru\u015fdu:<\/span>
\n– S\u0259ni niy\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcrl\u0259r?<\/span>
\n– N\u0259 bilim? Ham\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcrl\u0259r d\u0259, – t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 o\u011flana bax\u0131b dedi.<\/span>
\n– Ham\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u00fcrl\u0259r. Bax, m\u0259ni d\u00f6ym\u00fcrl\u0259r.<\/span>
\n– B\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259n o\u011flansan, ona g\u00f6r\u0259?<\/span>
\n– Yoox, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yox.<\/span>
\n– B\u0259s niy\u0259? G\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u0259n b\u0259y\u0259m?<\/span>
\nO\u011flan ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131mt\u0131l-qonur g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131b \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/span>
\n– S\u0259n b\u0259y\u0259m g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mis\u0259n?<\/span>
\n– Yox. M\u0259ni anam d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirib.<\/span>
\n– Hardan g\u0259tirib?<\/span>
\n– N\u0259 bilim? G\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fam.<\/span>
\n– S\u0259n \u00e7atd\u0131n, – o\u011flan ayaq saxlad\u0131 v\u0259 o da qeyri-ixtiyari olaraq dayand\u0131, – Sa\u011f ol\u2026Amma ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Evin arxas\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n. S\u0259ni orda g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/span>
\nCavab olaraq n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259di v\u0259 n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki o\u011flan he\u00e7 onun ver\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi cavab\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259di d\u0259. El\u0259c\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb fit \u00e7ala-\u00e7ala getdi.<\/span>
\nBa\u015f\u0131nda q\u0259hv\u0259yi-boz \u015flyapa, \u0259ynind\u0259 t\u00fcnd g\u00f6y r\u0259ngli qal\u0131n par\u00e7adan \u015falvar, jilet, a\u00e7\u0131q-bozumtul k\u00f6yn\u0259k vard\u0131. Sar\u0131\u015f\u0131nd\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fc \u00e7illiydi, burnu da bir azac\u0131q dik idi\u2026<\/span>
\nOnu \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r he\u00e7 yerd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi, n\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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Yatmazdan qabaq eyvanda oturub viktorinada qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitab\u0131 oxuyurdu. \u018fmisi g\u0259ldi:<\/span>
\n– H\u0259l\u0259 aparmay\u0131blar s\u0259ni? O n\u0259di oxuyursan? Yen\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n o\u011furlam\u0131san? Ver g\u00f6r\u00fcm\u2026<\/span>
\n\u018fmisi kitab\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259yib i\u00e7ind\u0259ki yaz\u0131n\u0131 da oxudu:<\/span>
\n– \u00d6l\u0259rdin birinci yeri tutsayd\u0131n? Bir ingilis dili n\u0259ydi ki? Vot iz yu neym, may neym iz filank\u0259s. Budu da\u2026<\/span>
\nDinm\u0259di.<\/span>
\nH\u0259l\u0259 indi yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, d\u0259rsd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 onu \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n o\u011flanla m\u0259hz ingilis dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

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T\u0259rslikd\u0259n d\u00fcz bir h\u0259ft\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fmad\u0131.<\/span>
\nSonra bir g\u00fcn\u2026<\/span>
\n\u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7ax\u0131r, g\u00f6y gurulday\u0131rd\u0131. D\u0259h\u015f\u0259t i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 eyvandak\u0131 masan\u0131n alt\u0131na girib gizl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. N\u0259n\u0259si h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n dolular\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/span>
\n– Dolu yem\u0259yi u\u015faql\u0131qdan sevir\u0259m, – dey\u0259r\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259si eyvana qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 onlar n\u0259lb\u0259kid\u0259 balaca a\u011f no\u011fullar kimi qalaqlanm\u0131\u015f dolu d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rini yey\u0259-yey\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa tama\u015fa el\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/span>
\n\u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m yox idi daha.<\/span>
\nH\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb evin arxas\u0131na getdi. T\u0259ndirxanan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ki balaca k\u0259tili \u00e7\u0259kib oturdu. T\u0259ndiri qalamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f q\u0259zetl\u0259ri g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. Televiziya proqramlar\u0131 olan s\u0259hif\u0259ni tap\u0131b k\u0259tild\u0259 yerini rahatlad\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259liyl\u0259 daray\u0131b ciddi g\u00f6rk\u0259m ald\u0131:<\/span>
\n– Salam, \u0259ziz tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar. Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc verili\u015fl\u0259rimizin proqram\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015f olun\u2026<\/span>
\n\u00d6l\u00fcrd\u00fc televiziya diktorlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n kimi gedib televiziya diktoru olacaq, b\u00fct\u00fcn adamlar onu tan\u0131y\u0131b sev\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259s\u0259n, Katrin?<\/span>
\nS\u0259s\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc:<\/span>
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131yam, Tomas, – i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir sevinc, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu o\u011flana qar\u015f\u0131 \u015firin bir do\u011fmal\u0131q hiss edirdi, – Niy\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f gec ya\u011fd\u0131?<\/span>
\n– G\u00f6zl\u0259yirdin m\u0259ni?<\/span>
\n– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, ax\u0131 s\u0259n m\u0259nim dostumsan, -dedi v\u0259 dediyin\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. Bel\u0259 dem\u0259m\u0259liydi, onun tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fda q\u0131zlar\u0131n he\u00e7 biri o\u011flanlarla dostluq el\u0259mirdi, bils\u0259l\u0259r ona o ki var g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r, bir daha he\u00e7 bir oyunlar\u0131na buraxmazd\u0131lar, onu h\u0259tta dindirib-dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmazd\u0131lar y\u0259qin.<\/span>
\n– H\u0259, Katrin, m\u0259n s\u0259nin dostunam, – o\u011flan bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla onun \u0259lind\u0259ki q\u0259zet\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di, – s\u0259n diktor olmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?<\/span>
\n– Yox, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 olacam\u2026ax\u0131 diktor olma\u011fa atam icaz\u0259 verm\u0259z?!<\/span>
\n– B\u0259s kitabxanaya niy\u0259 getmirs\u0259n?<\/span>
\n– Ordan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm kitab\u0131 itirmi\u015f\u0259m. Utan\u0131ram.<\/span>
\n– B\u0259lk\u0259 qorxursan? S\u0259n niy\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n qorxursan?<\/span>
\n– Yox, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n qorxmuram.<\/span>
\n– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni qorxmursan? B\u0259s bayaqdan masan\u0131n alt\u0131na girib gizl\u0259n\u0259n kim idi? \u2013 o\u011flan yen\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc, – s\u0259n h\u0259tta c\u0131\u011f\u011f\u0131l\u0131 bir c\u0131rc\u0131ramadan da qorxursan.<\/span>
\nQeyri-ixtiyari \u0259lini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 apard\u0131. O gec\u0259ki c\u0131rc\u0131ramadan sonra yana\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 gicgah\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda qara-g\u00f6y\u00fcmt\u00fcl \u00fc\u00e7buca\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n bir l\u0259k\u0259 tap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259n\u0259si deyirdi bu da h\u0259rd\u0259n-h\u0259rd\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131nda tap\u0131l\u0131b \u2013 it\u0259n m\u0259l\u0259k barmaq izl\u0259rind\u0259ndi, y\u0259qin m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r onu qoruma\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rara al\u0131blar v\u0259 bu c\u00fcr tap\u0131l\u0131b-it\u0259n l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r onlar\u0131n ni\u015fan\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey deyil.<\/span>
\n– Niy\u0259 biz ingilisc\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q?- bu anlarda a\u011fl\u0131na yaln\u0131z bunu soru\u015fmaq g\u0259ldi v\u0259 :<\/span>
\n– S\u0259n buna \u0259mins\u0259n? \u2013 deyib Tomas daha \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259si onu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/span>
\n– G\u0259lir\u0259m, -dedi.<\/span>
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb baxanda Tomas\u0131 yerind\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259di. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n fit s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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– E\u015fitdim \u015feir yaz\u0131rsan?!- \u0259misi onu \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n bas\u0131b stula oturtdu, – d\u00fczd\u00fc bu?<\/span>
\n– H\u0259, d\u00fczd\u00fc, – r\u0259ngi a\u011fard\u0131 bir andaca.<\/span>
\n– D\u0259d\u0259n deyirdi. B\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za, g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaracaqsan bizi!<\/span>
\nDinm\u0259di.<\/span>
\n\u018fmisi bir d\u0259 \u0259yilib onun \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini s\u0131xaraq silk\u0259l\u0259di v\u0259 burnunun ucunda m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131:<\/span>
\n– Bird\u0259n g\u00f6yd\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6rs\u0259n, divardan ke\u00e7\u0259 bil\u0259n adam, ya g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q \u00e7\u0131xan kimis\u0259\u2026m\u0259n\u0259 de haaaa!!!<\/span>
\nQorxudan di\u015fl\u0259ri bir-birin\u0259 d\u0259ydi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u0130ndi h\u0259r g\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 o, h\u0259r g\u00fcn Tomasla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/span>
\nTomas ona kitablar g\u00f6st\u0259rir, oxuyur, amma he\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 bir kitab\u0131 ona birc\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u00fck d\u0259 olsa vermirdi. Ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/span>
\n– Niy\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 Katrin deyirs\u0259n? \u2013 soru\u015fdu bir d\u0259f\u0259, – ax\u0131 ad\u0131m bel\u0259 deyil?!<\/span>
\n– B\u0259s s\u0259n niy\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 Tomas deyirs\u0259n?- dedi o\u011flan v\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131b g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Tomas \u015flyapas\u0131n\u0131 onun ba\u015f\u0131na qoydu:<\/span>
\n– S\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131ram, -dedi.<\/span>
\nSonra jiletinin alt\u0131ndan bir kitab \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b verdi.<\/span>
\nBu, onun m\u0259scid – kitabxanadan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cTom Soyyerin mac\u0131ralar\u0131 \u201c idi, \u00fcz qab\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b baxanda kitabxana\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n qeydl\u0259rini d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb buna tam \u0259min oldu.<\/span>
\n– G\u00f6t\u00fcr, apar\u0131b qaytararsan, – dedi, – amma bax, he\u00e7 vaxt kitablardan, kitabxanadan uzaq qalma, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 oxu, s\u0259n oxuyanda m\u0259n d\u0259 onlar\u0131 oxumu\u015f olaram, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyi m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f olaram\u2026Yax\u015f\u0131, g\u0259l vidala\u015faq, Katrin\u2026M\u0259n\u0259 bax, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259\u2026<\/span>
\nO, i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q hiss el\u0259di, \u0259g\u0259r utanmasayd\u0131 b\u0259lk\u0259 a\u011flayacaqd\u0131 h\u0259tta. Tomas is\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 zill\u0259yib sakitc\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n azca h\u0259rl\u0259ndiyini, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131nsa yerd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss el\u0259di, b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccuduna ax\u0131b dolan rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fcy\u00fcn, indiy\u0259d\u0259k yaln\u0131z yell\u0259nc\u0259kd\u0259 gec\u0259 vaxtlar\u0131nda yell\u0259ndiyi vaxtlarda duydu\u011fu u\u00e7maq h\u0259zzinin hardan g\u0259ldiyini he\u00e7 bir \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz anlay\u0131rd\u0131. Tomas\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ax\u0131rd\u0131 bu rahatl\u0131q v\u0259 bu h\u0259zz\u2026.Ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131mt\u0131l bir i\u015f\u0131q dolurdu g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 v\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131nda sanki h\u0259r \u015fey:<\/span>
\n– Z\u00f6\u00f6\u00f6hr\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259\u2026- dey\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131\u2026v\u0259 o, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259scid-kitabxanan\u0131n qara minb\u0259rinin yan\u0131nda e\u015fitdiyi bu p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131dan ilk d\u0259f\u0259ydi ki qorxub qa\u00e7m\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

– Z\u00f6\u00f6\u00f6hr\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259! \u2013 n\u0259n\u0259si d\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 Tomas\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n axan ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131mt\u0131l i\u015f\u0131q da, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar da bir andaca yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/span>
\n– Salamat qal, – Tomas dedi.<\/span>
\n– S\u0259n hara gedirs\u0259n, Tomas? \u2013 soru\u015fdu.<\/span>
\n– S\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 f\u0259rqi var? \u2013 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcb g\u00f6z vurdu v\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb yen\u0259 d\u0259 fit \u00e7ala \u2013\u00e7ala getdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259si yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi:<\/span>
\n– S\u0259n ax\u0131 burda n\u0259 itirmis\u0259n? H\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u0259lib d\u0259li kimi \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kim yolu\u015fdurub? G\u0259l h\u00f6r\u00fcm sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131.<\/span>
\n\u018flini ba\u015f\u0131na apard\u0131. \u015elyapa yox idi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Gec\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yatmad\u0131.<\/span>
\nPe\u00e7in qap\u0131s\u0131ndan d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb titr\u0259y\u0259n qaz alovu i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u201cTom Soyyerin mac\u0259ralar\u0131\u201d n\u0131 oxudu.<\/span>
\n\u018fmisi h\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri soxurdu:<\/span>
\n– Oxuma da o z\u0259hrimar\u0131! Qoy q\u0131ra\u011fa, yat! He\u00e7 olmasa yuxuna g\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259r b\u0259lk\u0259\u2026<\/span>
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b yor\u011fun-yor\u011fun \u0259misinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131:<\/span>
\n– Ax\u0131 kim g\u0259lm\u0259lidir? \u2013 soru\u015fdu.<\/span>
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ani qopan bir par\u00e7a ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131mt\u0131l i\u015f\u0131q \u0259misinin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 oynad\u0131.<\/span>
\n\u018fmisi:<\/span>
\n– Aaaaa\u2026 \u2013 el\u0259di v\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131 \u0259yildi.<\/span>
\n– Ay bala, n\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n bu u\u015faqdan ax\u0131, get yat daa, – n\u0259n\u0259si durub d\u0259st\u0259maz alma\u011fa getdi.<\/span>
\n\u018fmisi yerind\u0259c\u0259 donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/span>
\n– O n\u0259ydi ana? Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131l i\u015f\u0131q \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/span>
\n– Ay bala, qaz\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131 da, n\u0259 g\u00f6z, n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l i\u015f\u0131q? D\u0259li olma. Dedim ax\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131\u2026<\/span>
\nN\u0259n\u0259si deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 eyvana \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/span>
\n– Ana, ax\u0131 m\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm! – \u0259misi \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanmaq ist\u0259mirdi.<\/span>
\n– Allahu \u018fkb\u0259r! \u2013 n\u0259n\u0259si onu it\u0259l\u0259yib \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131 v\u0259 namaz\u0131na ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Dizl\u0259rini qucaqlay\u0131b oturmu\u015fdu. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 pe\u00e7in qap\u0131s\u0131nda oyna\u015fan alov dill\u0259rind\u0259 ili\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bay\u0131rda yen\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n d\u0259li bir ist\u0259k ke\u00e7di \u2013 evin arxas\u0131na qa\u00e7\u0131b Tomas\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k, onun ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015flyapan\u0131n yoxa \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yi. Amma yuxu onu aparmaqdayd\u0131 v\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259n qalxma\u011fa bel\u0259 hal\u0131 qalmay\u0131b. Ba\u015f\u0131 h\u0259rl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yen\u0259 v\u0259 sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla hans\u0131sa g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z bir burul\u011fan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 itir, tap\u0131l\u0131r, yen\u0259 itir, yen\u0259 tap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131\u2026Gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131 yell\u0259nc\u0259kd\u0259 u\u00e7u\u015f h\u0259zzini duydu\u011fu kimi \u015firin idi bu itib- tap\u0131lmaq \u2026<\/span>
\nKimins\u0259 \u0259lini \u00f6z \u0259linin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 hiss el\u0259di. O q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fmayd\u0131 ki bu \u0259l, xumarlan\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu. Kims\u0259 yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc, eyn\u0259n c\u0131rc\u0131raman\u0131n g\u0259zdiyi yerd\u0259n v\u0259\u2026 \u201dZ\u00f6\u00f6hr\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259\u2026\u201d p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131. Yan\u0131nda he\u00e7 kim yox idi. Ota\u011f\u0131n o biri k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259si namaz q\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/span>
\nUzaqdan, hardansa fit s\u0259si e\u015fidilirdi.<\/span>
\n\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n s\u0259si n\u0259n\u0259sinin namaz p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1303 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

– Get \u0259ll\u0259rini, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yu, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259p\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259 su \u00e7\u0259k, sonra g\u0259l m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259. N\u0259n\u0259sinin dedikl\u0259rini el\u0259di v\u0259 g\u0259lib yan\u0131nda durdu. – \u0130ndi de bismillahirr\u0259hmanirr\u0259him\u2026 Dilini a\u011fz\u0131nda itir\u0259-itir\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r bunu da el\u0259di. – \u0130ndi bu isti k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 ya\u011f \u00e7\u0259k. Bir \u0259lini soyuq nehr\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131na bas\u0131b x\u0131rdaca barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7i il\u0259 k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri ya\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. K\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7755,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9081"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9081"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9081\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9082,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9081\/revisions\/9082"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7755"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9081"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9081"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9081"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}