{"id":9090,"date":"2015-04-03T01:26:07","date_gmt":"2015-04-02T20:26:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9090"},"modified":"2015-04-03T01:26:07","modified_gmt":"2015-04-02T20:26:07","slug":"nusr%c9%99t-k%c9%99s%c9%99m%c9%99nli-kiray%c9%99-carpayi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9090","title":{"rendered":"N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nli — Kiray\u0259 \u00e7arpay\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"nusret\"<\/a>\u00a0\u00a0B<\/span>u ip\u0259k \u00f6rt\u00fck altda\u00a0<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 zolaql\u0131 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yin<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ri var,<\/span>
Ne\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n k\u00fcr\u0259yinin<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259yinin<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 l\u0259pirl\u0259ri var…<\/span>
Bu \u00e7arpay\u0131 hop-hop kimi<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 oxuya bilir,<\/span>
Bu \u00e7arpay\u0131<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 taksi say\u011fac\u0131t\u0259k<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 saya bilir,<\/span>
Qad\u0131nlar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 onlar\u0131n firavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 duya bilir.<\/span>
Bu \u00e7arpay\u0131<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 qo\u015fa ovuca b\u0259nz\u0259r,<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 dil\u0259n\u00e7i ovcuna,<\/span>
Qad\u0131nlar pul kimi<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 at\u0131l\u0131rlar bura;<\/span>
\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rlar bal\u0131q kimi<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 polad torlar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131ra-q\u0131ra…<\/span>
Bal\u0131\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 qar\u0259t olmu\u015f toyuqlar\u0131n<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 libas\u0131 h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcr.<\/span>
\u00c7arpay\u0131dan d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ip\u0259k libas t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/span>
Divardan Cakonda g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcr<\/span>
\u00c7\u0131lpaq Afroditalar\u0131n<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 yalan\u00e7\u0131 hay-k\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259,<\/span>
Bu \u00e7arpay\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259…<\/span>
Cakonda qad\u0131na bax\u0131r,<\/span>
El\u0259 bil q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259yl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k;<\/span>
Bu qad\u0131n h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsizdir,<\/span>
\u0130ndi…<\/span>
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 h\u0259r \u015feyi bil\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n

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\n
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G<\/span>edirik dey\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259,
\nGedirik \u00f6l\u00fcmgil\u0259.
\nGed\u0259r-g\u0259lm\u0259z yoldu bu,
\nKim qay\u0131da, kim g\u0259l\u0259?!
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm, qar\u015f\u0131la m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Piyada s\u0259brimiz yox,
\nMa\u015f\u0131n q\u0259zas\u0131 n\u0259 \u00e7ox…
\nH\u0259yat \u00fcz\u00fck i\u00e7ind\u0259, –
\nHans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 qa\u00e7aq;
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm, qar\u015f\u0131la m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr \u2013 sinif d\u0259ft\u0259ri,
\nSayl\u0131d\u0131r varaqlar\u0131.
\n\u018flimiz yetm\u0259z ona,
\nT\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n yazaq bar\u0131;
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm, qar\u015f\u0131la m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 tezdir, igidim,
\nN\u0259yim var, n\u0259 \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm.
\n\u0130ki k\u00f6rp\u0259m g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,
\nM\u00f6hl\u0259t ver qoy b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm,
\nG\u0259lim, qar\u015f\u0131la m\u0259ni…<\/p><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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***<\/p>\n

N<\/span>\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259l\u0259r yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nXatir\u0259l\u0259r oda d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nO g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0259lbimiz\u0259
\nQorxulu bir s\u0259da d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nG\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259ydim ka\u015f ki s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Bahar g\u0259ldi q\u0131\u015f evin\u0259,
\nBu k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259ri qu\u015f evin\u0259.
\nO vaxt na\u015f\u0131 b\u0259nna kimi
\nYadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n da\u015f evin\u0259
\nH\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259ydim ka\u015f ki s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f od-ocaqsan,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bel\u0259 qalacaqsan.
\nOnda u\u015faq deyildim ki,
\nBilirdim ki solacaqsan,
\nD\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259ydim ka\u015f ki s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Hicran g\u0259ldi sin\u0259-sin\u0259,
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00f6td\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259-s\u0259n\u0259.
\nBir g\u00fcldanda saxlayayd\u0131m,
\n\u00d6z \u0259liml\u0259 \u00f6zg\u0259sin\u0259
\nVerm\u0259y\u0259ydim ka\u015f ki s\u0259ni…<\/p>\n

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E<\/span>vimin bir k\u00fcnc\u00fc,
\nU\u015faqlardan qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a
\ntapm\u0131\u015fam bu yeri.
\nBura \u015feirl\u0259rimin
\nd\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u0259ng\u0259ri.
\n\u018fyilib masama,
\na\u011fl\u0131m\u0131, hissimi
\nverir\u0259m yaz\u0131ma.
\nM\u0259niml\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u0259-\u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u0259
\n\u00f6l\u00fcr siqaretl\u0259r,
\nYay\u0131n b\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc,
\nPay\u0131z\u0131n b\u00f6lg\u00fcs\u00fc,
\nQ\u0131\u015f\u0131n ayaz\u0131,
\nYaz\u0131n dad\u0131
\nHam\u0131s\u0131 yaz\u0131mdad\u0131.
\nAnlar\u0131m, saatlar\u0131m
\nK\u0259d\u0259rim, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259m, inadlar\u0131m,
\nQeyb\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131lan
\nqanadlar\u0131m
\nham\u0131s\u0131 yaz\u0131mdad\u0131…
\nX\u0259st\u0259 yaz\u0131lar\u0131m olur,
\nEl\u0259 v\u0259r\u0259qd\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr.
\n\u00d6l\u0259n \u015feirimin tabutuna d\u00f6n\u00fcr
\nyaz\u0131 masam.
\nT\u0259z\u0259sini yaz\u0131ram,
\n\u00d6-l\u0259-r\u0259m,
\n\u00d6l\u0259r\u0259m, yazmasam!!!<\/p>\n



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