{"id":9293,"date":"2015-05-25T14:29:48","date_gmt":"2015-05-25T09:29:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9293"},"modified":"2015-05-25T20:28:14","modified_gmt":"2015-05-25T15:28:14","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-v%c9%99t%c9%99nsuv%c9%99nl%c9%99r%c9%99-aciq-m%c9%99ktub","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9293","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel – V\u0259t\u0259n\u015f\u00fcv\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q m\u0259ktub"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"1743566_617623511639125_2006650601_n\"<\/a>G\u0259lin, bu hakimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259ni ki\u015fi kimi aparaq!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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Atam r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi. \u00c7ox m\u0259\u015fhur h\u0259kim, n\u0259slin a\u011fsaqqal\u0131 atam. O \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259 kas\u0131b bir qohumumun evind\u0259 toy olacaqd\u0131. Toy dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmu\u015f, bazarl\u0131q edilmi\u015fdi. Qohum toyu saxlamaq ist\u0259di, bu is\u0259 h\u0259min kas\u0131b ail\u0259y\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir maddi (h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi) z\u0259rb\u0259 idi. Biz (ail\u0259miz) toya he\u00e7 bir etiraz\u0131m\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259r\u0259k, ail\u0259likc\u0259 o toya getdik. \u00dcr\u0259yimiz qan a\u011flasa da, toy adamlar\u0131n\u0131n sevincin\u0259 x\u0259l\u0259l g\u0259tirm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259limizd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni etdik…<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi sual edir\u0259m: Biz atam\u0131z\u0131 sevmirdik? Biz ona yas saxlamaq ist\u0259mirdik?<\/p>\n

Sual\u0131ma \u00f6z cavab\u0131m var: Biz kas\u0131b\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u0259r evin\u0259 yola salacaq bir ail\u0259nin sevincin\u0259, o\u011flan t\u0259r\u0259fin q\u0131na\u011f\u0131na, l\u0259n\u0259tin\u0259 bais olmaq ist\u0259mirdik. (H\u00fcseyn Cavidin \u201cAna\u201d \u0259s\u0259rind\u0259 ana o\u011flunun meyidini ortada qoyub, o\u011ful qatilini gizl\u0259dir. Yoxsa, ana o\u011fl\u00fcn\u00fc sevmirdi?..)<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi ke\u00e7ir\u0259m \u0259sas m\u0259tl\u0259b\u0259. Bir-iki v\u0259t\u0259n\u015f\u00fcv\u0259n sayt man\u0131slar\u0131 burax\u0131b, \u00a0yap\u0131\u015f\u0131blar \u015fairl\u0259rin yaxas\u0131ndan ki, b\u0259s 19 may mat\u0259m g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra filan-filan \u015fairl\u0259r, \u015f\u0259nlik el\u0259di (may\u0131n 22-d\u0259 Bak\u0131da \u201cAnar\u201d \u015fadl\u0131q saray\u0131nda bir qrup yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259 \u015fairin i\u015ftirak\u0131 il\u0259 \u201cAvrasiya \u015eairl\u0259ri Antologiyas\u0131\u201d kitab\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259qdimat\u0131\u201d).\u00a0<\/em> Bu bir \u015feir t\u00f6r\u0259ni olub v\u0259 vaxt\u0131 saat\u0131 \u00e7oxdan t\u0259yin edilib. V\u0259 bu t\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 \u015fairl\u0259ri bizim yazarlar\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 olub. Bu t\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 qonaqlar\u0131 q\u0259bul etm\u0259k, \u015feir s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259k, \u015f\u0259nl\u0259nm\u0259k he\u00e7 d\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259ni sevm\u0259m\u0259k, mat\u0259m g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259 x\u0259l\u0259l g\u0259tirm\u0259k deyildi. Hans\u0131sa \u015fairciy\u0259z\u0259 orada ya s\u00f6z verilm\u0259yib, ya n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 naraz\u0131 qal\u0131b ki, bel\u0259 bir yola \u0259l at\u0131b \u2013 v\u0259t\u0259n\u015f\u00fcv\u0259nliy\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b, mediaya x\u0259b\u0259r da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Onu da deyim, n\u0259 o t\u0259dbird\u0259 i\u015ftirak etmi\u015f\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lardan x\u0259b\u0259rim var. Birc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m ki, orada \u0259sill\u0259r ya olmay\u0131b, ya da olmay\u0131b!<\/p>\n

\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, son hadis\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sars\u0131td\u0131. Bir sayt is\u0259 orada balas\u0131 yanan ana haqq\u0131nda t\u0259xmin\u0259n bel\u0259 bir c\u00fcml\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201cV\u0259ziyy\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, t\u0259kc\u0259 balas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf edir\u201d.<\/p>\n

Ay v\u0259t\u0259n\u015f\u00fcv\u0259nl\u0259r, onda niy\u0259 o sayt\u0131 topa tutmad\u0131n\u0131z, niy\u0259 dem\u0259diniz ki, ana bala \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf etmir, ana balayla \u00f6l\u00fcr, amma bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fcr, \u00f6mr\u00fc boyunca \u00f6l\u00fcr. Od g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k, \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k ana, balas\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k, ol\u0259c\u0259k ana! Yuxu g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k, \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k ana. H\u0259r g\u00fcn balas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259c\u0259k, ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k, pay\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131racaq, bo\u015f quca\u011f\u0131na a\u011f\u0131 dey\u0259c\u0259k, \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k! \u00d6l\u0259c\u0259k! \u00d6l\u0259c\u0259k! M\u0259n demir\u0259m ki, x\u0259b\u0259ri essey\u0259 \u00e7evirin. Yox, sad\u0259c\u0259 sussan\u0131z kifay\u0259t ed\u0259rdi. M\u0259n bala itirmi\u015f birisi kimi (ana dey\u0259mmir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n) o g\u00fcn \u00f6z d\u0259rdimi unutdum. O –\u00a0 balalar\u0131 yanan analar\u0131n yan\u0131nda m\u0259nim d\u0259 balam \u00f6l\u00fcb des\u0259ydim, dilim yanard\u0131. M\u0259nim d\u0259rdimin \u00e7\u0259kisini anlad\u0131m, amma 19 may\u0131n sin\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 bala da\u011f\u0131 vurdu\u011fu analar\u0131n d\u0259rdl\u0259rinin \u00e7\u0259kisi yox idi. O gec\u0259ni m\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yatmad\u0131m, ham\u0131 kimi…<\/p>\n

Yan\u011f\u0131ndan sonra 36 d\u0259qiq\u0259lik bir video v\u0259t\u0259n\u015f\u00fcv\u0259nl\u0259rin saytlar\u0131nda yer ald\u0131. Videoda bina yan\u0131r, ama n\u0259 yard\u0131m ed\u0259n var, n\u0259 binan\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259n var, adamlar telefonla yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir v\u0259ssalam. Ba\u015fqa g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rd\u0259 is\u0259 bina yan\u0131r, FHN i\u015f ba\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131, adamlar oddan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131l\u0131r. Indi bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rin hans\u0131na inan\u0131m m\u0259n?<\/p>\n

K\u0259p\u0259z da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n ham\u0131n\u0131n x\u0259b\u0259ri var. Ki\u00e7ik Qafqaz\u0131n qoynunda \u0259n m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m, \u0259n uca da\u011fd\u0131r K\u0259p\u0259z. B\u0259s K\u0259p\u0259z\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n yox, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n, Qaraba\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 baxm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131? O m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259mliyi g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc? \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 yox! Ba\u015fqa s\u0259mtd\u0259n K\u0259p\u0259z adi da\u011fd\u0131r. H\u0259min yan\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri d\u0259 K\u0259p\u0259zin g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc kimidir; bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fck dayan\u0131r, ba\u015fqa t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 adilik. Kim hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir baxs\u0131n!<\/p>\n

Bu yan\u011f\u0131nda ilk olaraq FHN-in su\u00e7u var. Vaxt\u0131nda el\u0259 materialdan istifad\u0259y\u0259 icaz\u0259 verm\u0259li deyildi. Lakin, bu o dem\u0259kdir ki, FHN \u0259m\u0259kda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259m\u0259yini yer\u0259 vuraq? Ax\u0131 orada \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc odun i\u00e7in\u0259 atan d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 nec\u0259 haqs\u0131zl\u0131q ed\u0259k. G\u0259lin, bu hakimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259ni d\u0259 ki\u015fi kimi aparaq.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm siz\u0259dir, ay v\u0259t\u0259n\u015f\u00fcv\u0259nl\u0259r, M\u0259tan\u0259t efird\u0259 m\u0259hz el\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131 idi, s\u0259b\u0259bi r\u0259hb\u0259rlikd\u0259 aray\u0131n. M\u0259tan\u0259tl\u0259rin, elgizl\u0259rin, insan taleyind\u0259n \u015fou d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259n xo\u015fq\u0259d\u0259ml\u0259rin, zaurlar\u0131n yaln\u0131z bir m\u0259qs\u0259di var \u2013 k\u00fctl\u0259ni \u00f6z ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri (r\u0259hb\u0259rliyin ist\u0259diyi) s\u0259mt\u0259 aparmaq.<\/p>\n

Elza Seyidcahan\u0131 he\u00e7 sevmir\u0259m. \u015eeir yazanda is\u0259 ona yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir. Lakin Elzan\u0131n yanan bina qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda pianoda ifas\u0131 m\u0259ni k\u00f6vr\u0259ltdi. Onu la\u011fa qoyan v\u0259t\u0259n\u015f\u00fcv\u0259nl\u0259r bir \u015feyi anlamad\u0131lar ki, Elza orada h\u0259lak olanlar\u0131n ruhuna h\u00f6rm\u0259tini, diqq\u0259tini g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 i\u00e7i yana-yana…<\/p>\n

Sonda, \u015fairl\u0259ri (o t\u0259dbird\u0259ki \u015fairl\u0259ri) topa tutan c\u0131l\u0131zlara bir s\u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 var: \u00a0Milli q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m\u0131z M\u00fcbariz \u0130brahimovdan sonra ail\u0259sind\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 toy olub! Yeni M\u00fcbarizl\u0259rin xatirin\u0259!…<\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 1426 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u0259lin, bu hakimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259ni ki\u015fi kimi aparaq!   Atam r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi. \u00c7ox m\u0259\u015fhur h\u0259kim, n\u0259slin a\u011fsaqqal\u0131 atam. O \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259 kas\u0131b bir qohumumun evind\u0259 toy olacaqd\u0131. Toy dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmu\u015f, bazarl\u0131q edilmi\u015fdi. Qohum toyu saxlamaq ist\u0259di, bu is\u0259 h\u0259min kas\u0131b ail\u0259y\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir maddi (h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi) z\u0259rb\u0259 idi. Biz (ail\u0259miz) toya he\u00e7 bir etiraz\u0131m\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259r\u0259k, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7383,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6,14],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9293"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9293"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9293\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9295,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9293\/revisions\/9295"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7383"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9293"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9293"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9293"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}