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\"1339_3l968gnonr\"<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0130bad\u0259t<\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u0259ndird\u0259n qalxan od kimi
\nS\u00f6z
\nvururdu yana\u011f\u0131ma,
\nyoncaya cuman at kimi
\ncumdum yaz\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131ma.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131ma girdim;
\nmasam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rdim
\nt\u0259z\u0259 bi\u00e7ilmi\u015f a\u011f s\u00fcdl\u00fc
\na\u011f bu\u011fumlu ot misal\u0131
\nbir qucaq a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131,
\n\u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 aln\u0131ma qald\u0131r\u0131b,
\nendirib \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6pd\u00fcm
\nh\u0259l\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m qanatmayan
\nsin\u0259si sa\u011f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z – Allah, ka\u011f\u0131z \u0259t\u0259kdi,
\na\u011f a\u011fardar a\u011f niyy\u0259ti
\nm\u0259nc\u0259, a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131z \u00f6pm\u0259kdi
\n\u015fairl\u0259rin ibad\u0259ti.<\/p>\n

Bu ibad\u0259t gizli qals\u0131n,
\nd\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin dil\u0259, a\u011f\u0131za.
\n\u015eair odu, s\u00f6z\u0259 dals\u0131n
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259 yazmadan ka\u011f\u0131za…<\/p>\n

\n

D\u0259qiq t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcd<\/strong><\/p>\n

Eeey, G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc,
\n1955-ci il may ay\u0131n\u0131n
\nya 23-\u00fc, ya da 24-\u00fc ilk d\u0259f\u0259
\nm\u0259n s\u0259ni anam\u0131n
\nb\u0259tnind\u0259yk\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm –
\nh\u0259m d\u0259, lap d\u00fcz\u00fc,
\ng\u00f6rm\u0259z\u0259-bilm\u0259z\u0259
\na\u015fiq oldum s\u0259n\u0259,G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc!<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc,
\n\u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fcm
\nyumuluydu h\u0259l\u0259,
\nanam\u0131n h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcyn\u0259n baxd\u0131m
\ns\u0259n\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130sti, i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bir yer idi
\noldu\u011fum yer,
\ndar divar aras\u0131nda
\ni\u015f\u0131\u011fa qarda\u015f idim,
\ndar divar h\u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259
\nsanki x\u0131rdaca k\u0259rpic,
\nq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir da\u015f idim.
\nK\u0259rpic idim, da\u015f idim,
\nl\u0259ng idim,yava\u015f idim,
\nbir azca a\u011f\u0131ldan k\u0259m,
\nbir q\u0259d\u0259r malba\u015f idim!<\/p>\n

…Dar divarlar
\ns\u0131xd\u0131 m\u0259ni, G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc,
\nt\u0259pikl\u0259dim dar divar\u0131;
\no d\u00fcnyada bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131,
\nbu d\u00fcnyada o d\u00fcnyan\u0131
\ng\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m,G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc!
\nM\u0259ni do\u011fmaq
\nist\u0259mirdi fa\u011f\u0131r anam,
\ndar divar\u0131 t\u0259piyiml\u0259
\nyar\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m…
\ns\u0259nin xatirin\u0259, G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc!<\/p>\n

\n

Biz ged\u0259n yol<\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259 olar,
\nqoy bax\u0131m ayr\u0131 bax\u0131mdan –
\nda\u015f d\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259r da\u015f\u0131ma batm\u0131r.
\nAllah,
\na\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 \u0259y, ke\u00e7 g\u00fcnah\u0131mdan;
\no d\u00fcnya s\u00f6hb\u0259ti ba\u015f\u0131ma batm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

O d\u00fcnya s\u00f6hb\u0259ti ba\u015f\u0131ma batm\u0131r –
\nb\u0259lk\u0259, m\u0259tl\u0259b iri, ba\u015f\u0131m x\u0131rdad\u0131?
\nM\u0259nim axir\u0259t\u0259 q\u00fcdr\u0259tim \u00e7atm\u0131r;
\nKotan\u0131m ili\u015fir…
\n\u015fum ax\u0131rdad\u0131!<\/p>\n

Han\u0131 s\u00fcd arx\u0131 ki, deyim:
\n-Buyur i\u00e7…
\nh\u00fcrk\u00fct taleyini,
\ntut ar\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nc\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m alovu p\u00fcsk\u00fcrd\u00fcm\u00fc he\u00e7
\nm\u0259zar u\u00e7u\u011fundan,
\ngor yar\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan?<\/p>\n

C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m pe\u00e7in\u0259 yarma\u00e7a basan
\n\u015feytan\u0131, qulu da g\u00f6r\u0259n olmay\u0131b.
\nHan\u0131 \u0259hl\u0259t da\u015f\u0131, han\u0131 q\u0131r qazan? –
\nK\u00f6rp\u00fc he\u00e7, q\u0131l\u0131 da g\u00f6r\u0259n olmay\u0131b.
\nM\u00f6minl\u0259r qa\u00e7d\u0131m\u0131 pisin yan\u0131ndan
\nbehi\u015ftd\u0259 \u0259l-ayaq yuyan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m\u0131?
\n\u00c7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f s\u00fcr-s\u00fcm\u00fck, cism yan\u0131ndan
\nhe\u00e7 den\u0259n birc\u0259 yol tiyan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n

Qoca can
\ncan atmaz bo\u015f \u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nSuyun ortas\u0131na od \u0259kim,
\nolmaz!
\n\u018fsl h\u0259qiq\u0259ti t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nm\u0259zar a\u00e7mal\u0131yam, oda ki, olmaz!<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fas\u0131n Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r, sa\u011f olsun molla –
\ninsan o\u011flu, qarda\u015f,
\n\u00f6l o\u011flu \u00f6ld\u00fc.
\n\u0130ki m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259 var, biz ged\u0259n yolda –
\nc\u0259nn\u0259t – i\u00e7imizdi,
\nc\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m – \u00e7\u00f6ld\u00fc!<\/p>\n

\n

S\u0259ni anlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/strong><\/p>\n

Anlamad\u0131m s\u0259ni –
\n\u0259sn\u0259y\u0259-\u0259sn\u0259y\u0259,
\nya\u015f\u0131na-ya\u015f\u0131na,
\nbo\u015funa-bo\u015funa
\ngetdi ill\u0259r,
\n\u0259sas\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Mu\u011famat kimis\u0259n;
\ns\u0259ni anlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nya\u015fa dolmaq,
\nqocalmaq g\u0259r\u0259kdi
\nkifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r…<\/p>\n

\n

Ki\u015fi s\u00f6hb\u0259ti<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kim n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib \u00f6z\u00fc bilir –
\n\u00e7\u00fcnki \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n d\u00fcz\u00fc bilir;
\nM\u0259nim \u00e7\u0259kdiyimi,
\nayr\u0131 k\u0259s bilm\u0259z!
\nN\u0259 ata, n\u0259 ana,
\nn\u0259 qarda\u015f, n\u0259 bac\u0131,
\nn\u0259 dost, n\u0259 \u00f6vlad,
\nh\u0259tta tanr\u0131 da bilm\u0259z ki,
\nh\u0259yatda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r al\u00e7alm\u0131\u015f,
\nn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ucalm\u0131\u015fam.
\nQ\u0259zas\u0131z \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb nadinc h\u0259yat\u0131m,
\nAllaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ki,
\nya\u015fa dolmu\u015fam…
\nh\u0259yat\u0131ma nifr\u0259t etmir\u0259m,
\nh\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n a\u015fiqi d\u0259 deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\n

Ov\u00e7u<\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u0259rd ke\u00e7\u0259n b\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r ovcumt\u0259k b\u0259lli,
\nq\u0259m\u0259 h\u0259risliyim \u015fird\u0259n bet\u0259rdi.
\nK\u0259m\u0259ndi h\u0259rl\u0259yib ov\u00e7ut\u0259k – \u0259lli
\ni\u00e7im\u0259 sal\u0131ram y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 d\u0259rdi…<\/p>\n

El\u0259 ki, sin\u0259m\u0259 doldu q\u0259m, qada,
\nS\u0259yyad b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rim yuxusuz olur.
\nD\u0259rd m\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcr he\u00e7 zada,
\nQ\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 \u015fir kimi qorxusuz olur…<\/p>\n

\n

\u00c7\u0259kil!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f karvan yolundan,
\ncan d\u0259v\u0259mi, can atm\u0131? –
\nS\u0259hra s\u0259lt\u0259n\u0259tind\u0259n d\u0259n\u0259v\u0259r qumca \u00e7\u0259kil,
\nMeydan s\u0259sl\u0259mir art\u0131q,
\ncan meydana can atm\u0131r,
\n\u00d6td\u00fc daha \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn,
\nB\u0259hm\u0259nli, z\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil!<\/p>\n

Nam\u0259rddi s\u0259hra –
\nq\u0259lbin, g\u00f6r, n\u0259 sayaq u\u00e7unur
\nEhmalca qoy bo\u015flu\u011fa aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucunu…
\nQiyam\u0259t u\u00e7qunudu sarbanlar\u0131n u\u00e7qunu,
\nBir az ehtiyatl\u0131 ol,
\nbir q\u0259d\u0259r inc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil!<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r caninin
\ncan\u0131 var ortal\u0131qda,
\n\u015e\u0259hid qar\u0131\u015fqalar\u0131n
\nqan\u0131 var ortal\u0131qda,
\n\u015e\u0259r\u0259fsiz ir\u0259linin sonu var ortal\u0131qda,
\n\u00c7\u00fcr\u00fc q\u0259dim q\u0131n kimi,
\n\u0259yri q\u0131l\u0131nca \u00e7\u0259kil!<\/p>\n

P\u0259hl\u0259vanlar qul oldu
\nsonda g\u00f6rd\u00fck he\u00e7 n\u0259di,
\nQolunu qan\u0131rd\u0131lar –
\nqulun kimi ki\u015fn\u0259di.
\nG\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259 qoz-qoz oynamaq
\ndikba\u015flar\u0131n i\u015fidi,
\nB\u0259hm\u0259nli, ba\u015f aparma,
\nm\u00fclayim dinc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil!<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kinm\u0259 n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b
\nn\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k sarsaqlar –
\nM\u0259rd a\u011fac var, q\u0131\u015f n\u0259di,
\nyaza q\u0259d\u0259r bar saxlar…
\nSonradan g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259
\nuzanma\u011fa yer saxla;
\n\u00d6td\u00fc daha \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn,
\nB\u0259hm\u0259nli, k\u00fcnc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil,
\nXilas yeri var h\u0259l\u0259,
\n\u00e7\u0259kil, \u00f6l\u00fcnc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil!<\/p>\n

\n

Supernikbin (q\u0259d\u0259r)<\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u00f6vr\u0259k qam\u0259tim\u0259 – \u201cd\u00f6z\u201d, – dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m
\nC\u0259nn\u0259t \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri solana q\u0259d\u0259r,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yummadan g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m
\n\u0130srafil surunu \u00e7alana q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcm azad \u00e7\u00f6ld\u00fc, kiray\u0259 bilm\u0259z,
\nb\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n –
\nbe\u015fikd\u0259 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 bilm\u0259z!
\nKims\u0259 gen yolumu dir\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259z,
\ndivar\u0131 ba\u015f yaran dalana q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ruhum axir\u0259t\u0259 q\u0259nim \u00e7\u0131xacaq,
\nqan\u0131m quruyacaq,
\nqan\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xacaq,
\n\u00c7\u0131xan can yerind\u0259n can\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xacaq
\nSonuncu \u018fzrail qalana q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 yazd\u0131raca\u011fam,
\nYerd\u0259ki \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 yas tutaca\u011fam.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259 basd\u0131raca\u011fam
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 torpaqlar dolana q\u0259d\u0259r.
\nQan\u0131m qaralanda (do\u011fru)<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n el\u0259 olur,
\ndad\u0131m d\u0259yi\u015fir –
\nz\u0259h\u0259r tulu\u011funa,
\nlap pis\u0259 do\u011fru,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259 aram \u0259yi\u015fir,
\nb\u0259lk\u0259 \u0259yilir\u0259m iblis\u0259 do\u011fru?<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim k\u00f6m\u00fcr olur,
\nsif\u0259tim h\u0259b\u0259\u015f
\ncan\u0131mda od s\u00f6n\u00fcr,
\nazal\u0131r at\u0259\u015f…
\n\u0130\u00e7ini s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcr b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f
\nZir-zibil tullay\u0131r \u00e7\u0259n – sis\u0259 do\u011fru?<\/p>\n

Boyat qan ziyand\u0131
\nt\u0259z\u0259y\u0259-t\u0259r\u0259 –
\nHalbahal oluram
\ng\u00fcnd\u0259 min k\u0259r\u0259…
\nit kimi h\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m
\nq\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b yer\u0259
\nz\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259n dik\u0259l\u0259n
\nyad s\u0259s\u0259 do\u011fru.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya boz-bulan\u0131q b\u0259tndi –
\nx\u0259st\u0259! –
\nd\u00f6rd yan\u0131m g\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131,
\na\u011f\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259r…
\nHal\u0131ma a\u011flaya
\nbilm\u0259y\u0259n k\u0259sl\u0259r
\nhaqq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259s\u0259 –
\ndo\u011fru!<\/p>\n

E\u015fq ki var yolunda milyonlar \u0259sir…
\nkama dart\u0131nanlar nahaq t\u0259l\u0259sir!
\nE\u015fq n\u0259di?H\u0259r yan\u0131 qapal\u0131 q\u0259sr –
\nu\u00e7an \u00f6z\u00fc u\u00e7ur q\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 do\u011fru.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 imi\u015f he\u00e7 dem\u0259 toylar, \u015faba\u015flar –
\ns\u0259rv\u0259t sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n dayaz\u0131l\u0131 da\u015f var!
\nSanamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc k\u0259sil\u0259n ba\u015flar –
\ni\u00e7i sirl\u0259 dolu n\u0259m kis\u0259 – do\u011fru!<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox naxo\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 Vaqif \u00e7\u0259kdi ba\u015f;
\nna\u00fcmid qay\u0131td\u0131,g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015f…
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki t\u0259sad\u00fcfd\u00fc do\u011fulmaq, qarda\u015f,
\nya\u015famaq yaland\u0131,
\n\u00f6l\u00fcms\u0259, do\u011fru…<\/p>\n

\n

Q\u0259dim \u00e7al\u011f\u0131 al\u0259tl\u0259ri<\/strong><\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131… t\u00fcrk m\u0259l\u0259tdi,
\na\u011flatd\u0131 zaman-zaman –
\nt\u00fct\u0259k, ney v\u0259 balaban…<\/p>\n

Baldan \u015firindi t\u00fct\u0259k…
\n\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc bir yerd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k –
\n\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, ar\u0131 v\u0259 p\u0259t\u0259k!<\/p>\n

Qabarl\u0131 barmaqd\u0131 ney –
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qar\u011f\u0131\u015f, giley,
\ng\u00fcll\u0259 batmayan k\u00f6yn\u0259k;
\nyaxas\u0131 ufultu, g\u00f6yn\u0259k…<\/p>\n

Bu da ki, balaband\u0131 –
\n\u00e7al\u0131nanda bilmir\u0259m
\nm\u0259n handa, balam handa –
\ncan b\u0259lad\u0131, b\u0259la cand\u0131…
\ncant\u0259k \u0259riy\u0259n \u015famd\u0131
\nBalaban
\nbel\u0259 balaband\u0131!
\nSayaq, g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n h\u0259v\u0259s –
\nHan\u0131 zurnaya \u0259v\u0259z?
\nOdda yanmaz, suda batmaz…
\nZurnan\u0131 \u00e7almaq n\u0259di,
\nHe\u00e7 onu \u00fcf\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259
\nH\u0259r mill\u0259td\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s \u00e7atmaz!<\/p>\n

\n

Qon\u015fu qafiy\u0259l\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bitib taraz yerind\u0259 –
\nocaqd\u0131,
\noddu qon\u015fu.
\nQohum, dost…
\n\u00f6z yerind\u0259,
\nayr\u0131 bir add\u0131 qon\u015fu.<\/p>\n

Toyun oldu, o g\u0259lir,
\nvay\u0131n oldu, o g\u0259lir;
\nba\u015f\u0131n \u00fcstd\u0259 dik\u0259lir –
\nn\u0259 olsun yadd\u0131 qon\u015fu?!<\/p>\n

Odur \u0259n yax\u0131n divar –
\nquruyan l\u0259kin suvar…
\n\u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259 n\u0259yin var
\ng\u00f6rs\u0259n b\u0259rbadd\u0131 qon\u015fu.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 sirrin var, g\u00f6r\u0259ndi,
\nSirr\u0259 q\u0259f\u0259s h\u00f6r\u0259ndi.
\nD\u0259rdind\u0259n d\u0259rd d\u0259r\u0259ndi,
\n\u015eadsansa, \u015fadd\u0131 qon\u015fu.<\/p>\n

Allah s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259m, azd\u0131 –
\nya\u015f\u0131l
\n\u00e7\u0259m\u0259ndi, ayazd\u0131 –
\nbalta,
\nb\u0131\u00e7aq,
\nd\u0259ryazd\u0131,
\naraba-atd\u0131 qon\u015fu.<\/p>\n

D\u0131rna\u011f\u0131n d\u0259ys\u0259 da\u015fa
\nd\u0259rhal d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r t\u0259la\u015fa…
\nH\u00fcr\u00fc,
\nP\u0259ri,
\nTama\u015fa,
\nQ\u0131zb\u0259sarvadd\u0131 qon\u015fu!<\/p>\n

\u018fzray\u0131l can aparsa
\nqorxma, \u00e7omaq taparsan!
\nDizini qan aparsa
\nt\u0259nzifdi, yoddu qon\u015fu.<\/p>\n

Qism\u0259tin\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr et –
\ndil\u0259k tut, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 get!
\nFasil\u0259siz internet,
\n\u201c- Facebook\u201d, \u201c\u00e7atd\u0131\u201d qon\u015fu.<\/p>\n

…Soru\u015fma n\u0259d\u0259n batd\u0131 –
\nbulaq g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n baxd\u0131…
\nQon\u015fu batd\u0131 – s\u0259n batd\u0131n
\nS\u0259n batd\u0131n…
\nbatd\u0131 qon\u015fu!<\/p>\n

\n

G\u00f6yd\u0259 t\u0131xac<\/strong><\/p>\n

Vaxt\u0131n hal\u0131na bax ki,
\nyola m\u00f6htacd\u0131 g\u00f6y d\u0259…
\nUlduzlar el\u0259 s\u0131x ki,
\nSanki t\u0131xacd\u0131 g\u00f6yd\u0259.
\nXatir\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n

Xatir\u0259l\u0259r…
\nXatir\u0259l\u0259r
\nyada d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr yaln\u0131z
\ncan u\u00e7uqlar\u0131,
\nb\u0259rbad \u015f\u0259klind\u0259!<\/p>\n

Xatir\u0259l\u0259r…
\n\u0259yri \u00e7\u0259liyin\u0259
\ns\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259-s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259 bir sevimli q\u0131z
\ng\u0259lib
\nba\u015f-ba\u015fa durur s\u0259ninl\u0259
\n\u00fcz\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f,
\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131 qurumu\u015f,
\ndi\u015fl\u0259ri \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f,
\nk\u0259d\u0259rli arvad \u015f\u0259klind\u0259…
\nxatir\u0259l\u0259r…<\/p>\n

\n

Vaqifd\u0259n Vaqif\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tutub niyy\u0259tind\u0259 \u0259n uca da\u011f\u0131
\nNahaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc
\nyol olar Vaqif…
\nZaman e\u015f\u015f\u0259kdis\u0259, neyl\u0259r;
\nuza\u011f\u0131
\ng\u0259rdi\u015fin belind\u0259 belind\u0259 \u00e7ul olar Vaqif.<\/p>\n

\u015eeypuru qald\u0131r\u0131b car\u00e7\u0131, car salsa,
\nYa\u011f\u0131lar \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ordular salsa,
\nCan\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131 yox, ilanlar \u00e7alsa
\nz\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n \u015fan ba\u011flar,
\nbal olar Vaqif!<\/p>\n

\u00c7olaq dirs\u0259k bas\u0131b yeri, s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259,
\nbo\u015fbo\u011faz
\nnatiq\u0259, kiri, s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259,
\ncamaat \u00f6l\u00fcy\u0259 diri s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259
\nbatar tuti dili,lal olar Vaqif.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 tula sevir –
\nxalta qald\u0131r\u0131b…
\n\u0130lahi,
\nx\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u00fc alta qald\u0131r\u0131b…
\nG\u00f6rs\u0259 ki, bir c\u0259llad balta qald\u0131r\u0131b
\nuzanar bo\u011faz\u0131, q\u0131l olar Vaqif…<\/p>\n

Duyub t\u00f6hm\u0259tini q\u0259birsizliyin –
\nq\u0131s\u0131lar k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259brsizliyin…
\nAs\u0131l\u0131b, Allahla ab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n
\na\u00e7\u0131q aras\u0131nda t\u00fcl olar Vaqif.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcz yola can qurban –
\nl\u0259n\u0259t \u00e7\u0259pin\u0259…
\ncan\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6p el\u0259yib y\u0131\u011far ipin\u0259,
\n\u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r i\u00e7inin barl\u0131 dibin\u0259
\n\u00e7\u0259tin, ya\u011ftikanl\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6l olar Vaqif.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 kimi yat\u0131rd\u0131b oyatmaz bir d\u0259,
\n\u0130kinci \u00fcr\u0259yi qanatmaz bir d\u0259,
\nSultan subayl\u0131\u011fa can atmaz bir d\u0259
\nOlsa, uzaq ba\u015f\u0131 dul olar Vaqif!<\/p>\n

Yetib m\u0259tl\u0259bin\u0259 s\u00f6z dey\u0259-dey\u0259,
\ndizini b\u0259rkidib, \u201cd\u00f6z\u201d dey\u0259-dey\u0259,
\nyeri e\u015f\u0259-e\u015f\u0259 k\u00f6k at\u0131b g\u00f6y\u0259 –
\nVaqif – balalard\u0131, balalar – Vaqif!<\/p>\n

\n

Kimi oyad\u0131m<\/strong><\/p>\n

Da\u015f kimi b\u0259rkiyib d\u00f6\u015f\u0259li taxt\u0131m,
\nq\u00fcss\u0259 dev-dev g\u0259lir…
\nnec\u0259 c\u0259ng edim?
\nM\u0259n kimi oyad\u0131m bu gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131,
\ngec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131 kim\u0259 z\u0259ng edim?<\/p>\n

Can\u0131m can m\u00f6htac\u0131,
\ncan\u0131m can ac\u0131;
\nS\u0259br yox \u00fcf\u00fcq\u00fcn oyaq vaxt\u0131na.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 sevgilim\u0259 telefon a\u00e7\u0131m –
\ng\u00f6rd\u00fcmm\u00fc he\u00e7 onun oyaq vaxt\u0131n\u0131?..<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 n\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131…
\ndurum, geyinim
\nyuxudan oyad\u0131m nar\u0131, noxudu?
\nm\u0259nzili \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rdi \u00e7\u00f6l \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yinin,
\nk\u00fcknar a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 yoxdu…<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyada n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r giri\u015f var – ba\u011fl\u0131,
\nd\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 bir qap\u0131 yoxdu bu gec\u0259,
\ngen sin\u0259m a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131…
\no da ki, da\u011fl\u0131…
\nsin\u0259m\u0259 sanc\u0131lan oxdu bu gec\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q, dola\u015f\u0131q…
\nruhumun sa\u00e7\u0131!
\nXirq\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri, dondan i\u00e7\u0259ri.
\nT\u0259k m\u0259nim darvazam taybatay a\u00e7\u0131q –
\nb\u0259lk\u0259 \u0259c\u0259l gir\u0259 ondan i\u00e7\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Ha yana yollay\u0131m did\u0259rgin baxt\u0131,
\nba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 salma\u011fa bir dam\u0131m varm\u0131?
\nM\u0259n kim\u0259 z\u0259ng edim bu gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131,
\nAllahdan savay\u0131 adam\u0131m varm\u0131?<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u0259 dair qafiy\u0259l\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yurda \u015f\u0259r\u0259f, \u015fan g\u0259tir\u0259n,
\ng\u00f6r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259tkar var.
\nN\u0259simi var, F\u00fczuli var,
\nSeyid \u018fzim, B\u0259xtiyar var.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6zd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b s\u00f6z\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fck,
\nS\u00f6z ya\u015fatd\u0131 c\u0259ddimizi…
\nS\u00f6z o q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fmad\u0131 ki,
\na\u00e7\u0131b yes\u0259k – ixtiyar var.<\/p>\n

Kor da g\u00f6r\u00fcr nurlu s\u00f6z\u00fc,
\nS\u00f6zd\u0259n c\u0131\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7\u0131r \u015fik\u0259st…
\nOlmaz s\u00f6z\u00fc e\u015fitm\u0259m\u0259k
\nyalan s\u00f6zd\u00fc, guya kar var.<\/p>\n

\u00d6zba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atm\u0131r ki, s\u00f6z
\nyeddi qatl\u0131 g\u00f6y \u00e7ad\u0131ra.
\nQanadlara h\u00fcn\u0259r ver\u0259n
\nbir s\u0259b\u0259b var, s\u0259b\u0259bkar var.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z var ac\u0131, s\u00f6z var \u015firin,
\nS\u00f6z \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131y\u0131r g\u00fcll\u0259 kimi.
\nO g\u00fcll\u0259d\u0259n \u015fikarlar\u0131,
\nyana \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n xilaskar var.<\/p>\n

Allah\u0131na \u00e7atan \u00e7oxdu –
\nSon s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7atan yoxdu…
\nS\u00f6zl\u0259 insan aras\u0131nda
\nKe\u00e7ilm\u0259y\u0259n dik divar var.<\/p>\n

Can atsa da uca s\u00f6z\u0259
\n\u018fli yetmir,
\no s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n
\nB\u0259hm\u0259nlinin b\u0259b\u0259yind\u0259
\ns\u00f6z\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t intizar var!<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 915 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u0130bad\u0259t T\u0259ndird\u0259n qalxan od kimi S\u00f6z vururdu yana\u011f\u0131ma, yoncaya cuman at kimi cumdum yaz\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131ma. Yaz\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131ma girdim; masam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rdim t\u0259z\u0259 bi\u00e7ilmi\u015f a\u011f s\u00fcdl\u00fc a\u011f bu\u011fumlu ot misal\u0131 bir qucaq a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131, \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 aln\u0131ma qald\u0131r\u0131b, endirib \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6pd\u00fcm h\u0259l\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m qanatmayan sin\u0259si sa\u011f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131. S\u00f6z – Allah, ka\u011f\u0131z \u0259t\u0259kdi, a\u011f a\u011fardar a\u011f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9307"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9307"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9307\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9309,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9307\/revisions\/9309"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9307"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9307"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9307"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}