{"id":9412,"date":"2015-07-06T11:28:55","date_gmt":"2015-07-06T06:28:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9412"},"modified":"2015-07-06T11:28:55","modified_gmt":"2015-07-06T06:28:55","slug":"aliy%c9%99-%c9%99s%c9%99dova-portret-mistika-s%c9%99rlovh%c9%99l%c9%99r-aciq-dus%c9%99rg%c9%99-v%c9%99-sair%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9412","title":{"rendered":"Aliy\u0259 \u018fS\u018fDOVA — Portret, mistika, s\u0259rl\u00f6vh\u0259l\u0259r, a\u00e7\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259 v\u0259 sair\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Aliy\u0259F57-9C2B-332CE4C98818_w640_r1_cx0_cy9_cw0_s\"<\/a>\u00a0Q\u0259sr \u00f6n\u00fc-<\/span>
d\u00f6rd bir yan\u0131 xarabal\u0131q..<\/span>
burda olub n\u0259h\u0259ng\u00a0<\/span>
m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t vaxtil\u0259.<\/span>
N\u0259 s\u0259mti var n\u0259 y\u00f6n\u00fc –<\/span>
adam\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131r t\u0259nhal\u0131q.<\/span>
U\u00e7uq-s\u00f6k\u00fck\u00a0<\/span>
\u00e7ay\u0131r basm\u0131\u015f qala,<\/span>
u\u00e7ulmu\u015f divarlar\u0131\u00a0<\/span>
d\u0259lik-de\u015fik.<\/span>
Homerin yaz\u0131s\u0131<\/span>
N\u0259siminin d\u0259risi<\/span>
F\u00fczulinin \u015fam\u0131<\/span>
Afrodita-<\/span>
qollar\u0131 k\u0259sili,<\/span>
\u015eekspirin siqar\u0131<\/span>
Cabbarl\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0<\/span>
\u00e7ay\u0131, q\u0259ndi, \u015f\u0259rab\u0131,<\/span>
bir qad\u0131n t\u00f6k\u00fcr\u00a0<\/span>
g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 .<\/span>
Gedir\u0259m…n\u0259f\u0259s tutulur..<\/span>
Uzaqla\u015f\u0131ram\u00a0<\/span>
g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7\u0131ram –<\/span>
bir d\u00fcnya yaratm\u0131\u015fam<\/span>
s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259rim bir c\u0259rg\u0259,<\/span>
bir yer\u0259 toplam\u0131\u015fam<\/span>
olub qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259.<\/span>
\u00c7\u0131x\u0131m burdan ,<\/span>
bo\u011fur m\u0259ni s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar .<\/span>
Ke\u00e7ir\u0259m-<\/span>
\u015fam ,\u015f\u0259rab , siqar,\u00a0<\/span>
\u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259\u00a0 damc\u0131layan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131,<\/span>
k\u0259silmi\u015f qollar\u00a0<\/span>
d\u0259ri \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 yaz\u0131<\/span>
bir d\u0259 add\u0131mlar-<\/span>
m\u0259nim add\u0131m\u0131m.<\/span>
Bu insan taleyi\u00a0<\/span>
insan x\u0259yal\u0131.\u00a0<\/span>
Burax\u0131n m\u0259ni,-<\/span>
fikrim azac\u0131q titr\u0259k<\/span>
azac\u0131q da haval\u0131.<\/span>

qeyd- “\u015eekspir siqar istifad\u0259 etm\u0259yib ”<\/p>\n

<\/span>***<\/p>\n

ADIMI \u00c7\u018fKM\u018f<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259nmi?
\nbir bax
\nbax bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259-
\nrus k\u00fcknarlar\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f,
\nordayam,
\ng\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259,
\nel\u0259 bil ki m\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcn
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259km\u0259.
\n\u018ftirl\u0259ri sevirs\u0259nmi?
\nSevdiyini qoxla, iyl\u0259
\nParis havas\u0131nda-
\nordayam,
\nel\u0259 bil ki o m\u0259n idim
\nxat\u0131rla, xat\u0131rla
\noldu\u011fum yerl\u0259rd\u0259,
\nad\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259.<\/p>\n

\n

C\u018fNAB V\u018fK\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n

Susqunlu\u011funda
\nyar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131qlar\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131,
\nbu yer kimi al\u0259md\u0259n t\u0259crid
\nm\u0259kan ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131,
\nsakit n\u0259f\u0259sin dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131.
\nBurdan ke\u00e7\u0259n m\u0259saf\u0259l\u0259r
\nh\u0259ssasl\u0131qlar, titr\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r
\nburda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n h\u0259yat
\nba\u011fl\u0131 yollar
\nk\u0259si\u015f\u0259n n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r,
\n\u00fc\u00e7bucaq, d\u00f6rdbucaq i\u015far\u0259l\u0259r,
\n\u00e7arpaz m\u0259saf\u0259l\u0259r…
\nbilirs\u0259n ki hardasan-
\nbu da ki dayanacaq.
\n\u0130fad\u0259siz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r,
\nyorucu anlatmalar-
\ne\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259hkumsan.
\nC\u0259nab v\u0259kil! buyur ke\u00e7
\nindi hakim dan\u0131\u015facaq.<\/p>\n

S\u0259hra sakinl\u0259ri<\/strong><\/p>\n

Qum d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri
\nt\u0259p\u0259-t\u0259p\u0259
\nyar\u011fan-yar\u011fan
\nq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, boz , sar\u0131\u2026
\nQara yel \u0259sm\u0259si\u2013
\nyen\u0259\u2026.yen\u0259
\nburul\u011fan.
\nUzun yol s\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri
\n\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 sar\u0131
\ns\u0259hra g\u0259mil\u0259ri\u2013
\nasta-asta, usta-usta
\nke\u00e7ir s\u0259hra \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin
\n\u0259b\u0259di sakinl\u0259ri\u2013
\nn\u0259 qum , n\u0259 yel, n\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u2013
\nke\u00e7ir d\u0259v\u0259 karvan\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u00fcc\u0259rr\u0259d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Hissim\u0259 hakim bir \u015fey
\na\u011fl\u0131m\u0131n dikt\u0259siyl\u0259 tutdum o an
\nfikri,
\no bir qapal\u0131,
\no bir ba\u011fl\u0131
\ni\u00e7imd\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r bo\u011fucu
\nata bils\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131mdan,
\nb\u0259lk\u0259 udqunum?,
\nbu da he\u00e7
\nasq\u0131r\u0131m, \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u00fcm?
\n\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 durum
\n\u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yuyum\u2013
\nba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa yuyunum.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1273 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00a0Q\u0259sr \u00f6n\u00fc-d\u00f6rd bir yan\u0131 xarabal\u0131q..burda olub n\u0259h\u0259ng\u00a0m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t vaxtil\u0259.N\u0259 s\u0259mti var n\u0259 y\u00f6n\u00fc –adam\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131r t\u0259nhal\u0131q.U\u00e7uq-s\u00f6k\u00fck\u00a0\u00e7ay\u0131r basm\u0131\u015f qala,u\u00e7ulmu\u015f divarlar\u0131\u00a0d\u0259lik-de\u015fik.Homerin yaz\u0131s\u0131N\u0259siminin d\u0259risiF\u00fczulinin \u015fam\u0131Afrodita-qollar\u0131 k\u0259sili,\u015eekspirin siqar\u0131Cabbarl\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0\u00e7ay\u0131, q\u0259ndi, \u015f\u0259rab\u0131,bir qad\u0131n t\u00f6k\u00fcr\u00a0g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 .Gedir\u0259m…n\u0259f\u0259s tutulur..Uzaqla\u015f\u0131ram\u00a0g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7\u0131ram –bir d\u00fcnya yaratm\u0131\u015fams\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259rim bir c\u0259rg\u0259,bir yer\u0259 toplam\u0131\u015famolub qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259.\u00c7\u0131x\u0131m burdan ,bo\u011fur m\u0259ni s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar .Ke\u00e7ir\u0259m-\u015fam ,\u015f\u0259rab , siqar,\u00a0\u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259\u00a0 damc\u0131layan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131,k\u0259silmi\u015f qollar\u00a0d\u0259ri \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 yaz\u0131bir d\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9412"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9412"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9412\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9414,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9412\/revisions\/9414"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9412"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9412"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9412"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}