{"id":9431,"date":"2015-07-13T02:07:47","date_gmt":"2015-07-12T21:07:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9431"},"modified":"2015-07-13T02:07:47","modified_gmt":"2015-07-12T21:07:47","slug":"esmira-m%c9%99hiqizi-bu-gund%c9%99n-sonra","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9431","title":{"rendered":"Esmira M\u018fH\u0130QIZI&#8211; &#8230;bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/2.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-296 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/2.jpg\" alt=\"esmira\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a>\u00a0bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra&#8230;<br \/>\neh&#8230;bug\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra<br \/>\nb\u00fct\u00fcn sevincl\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b<br \/>\nbir k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259z\u0259 don sevinci ola bilmirs\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nb\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b<br \/>\nh\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259n axank\u0259hrizin dupduru suyunda<br \/>\nbir qaraca q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ksi q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l ola bilmirs\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nv\u0259&#8230;b\u00fct\u00fcn do\u011fmal\u0131qlar g\u0259lib \u0259misinin<br \/>\nBak\u0131dan k\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259<br \/>\nboynundan salla\u015fan u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n<br \/>\nqollar\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fma ola bilmirs\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131 yoxdu taaa&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131 yoxdu bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259,<br \/>\nya\u015famaq ads\u0131zd\u0131 bir \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259,<br \/>\nya\u015famaq zordu indil\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n ondalardan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram&#8230;<br \/>\nh\u0259yat\u0131n daha g\u00f6z\u0259l,<br \/>\ninsanlar\u0131n daha do\u011fma,<br \/>\nsevdalar\u0131n daha sevdal\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00f6mr\u00fcn \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131 deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>h\u0259r \u015fey o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259liydi ki,<br \/>\nh\u0259r \u015fey o q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259miziydi ki&#8230;<br \/>\nham\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fmayd\u0131 ki&#8230;<br \/>\ntaaa n\u0259t\u0259r deyim.<\/p>\n<p>bug\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra&#8230;eh&#8230;bug\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra,<br \/>\ns\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n saqq\u0131z \u00e7eyniyir\u0259m bu g\u0259rdi\u015f\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\ndaha s\u00f6z tapa bilmir\u0259m yol yolda\u015f\u0131 olanda da,<br \/>\no susur, m\u0259n susuram&#8230;<br \/>\namma b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131z i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259rdi s\u00f6z dan\u0131\u015fmaqdan.<br \/>\no q\u0259d\u0259r sual ver\u0259rdim ki, n\u0259n\u0259m dey\u0259rdi ki,<br \/>\n&#8220;&#8211;a bala, dilotu yemis\u0259n&#8230;?&#8221;<br \/>\nonda dilotular bitirdi bizim k\u0259ndd\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nsonra o dilotular\u0131 pi\u015fikl\u0259r yedi.<br \/>\nindi n\u0259n\u0259m d\u0259 yoxdu dey\u0259 ki,<br \/>\n&#8220;&#8211;a bala, dilini pi\u015fik yeyib&#8230;?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>v\u0259 bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini yad\u0131ma sald\u0131qca,<br \/>\ndeyir\u0259m, \u0130lahi, o g\u00fcnl\u0259ri m\u0259nmi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\no g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi m\u0259nmi ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nm\u0259nmi el\u0259 sevmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nm\u0259nmi el\u0259 olmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>d\u00f6n\u0259rg\u0259l\u0259rin bel\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259yini a\u011fl\u0131ma da g\u0259tirm\u0259zdim&#8230;<br \/>\nh\u0259r \u015fey d\u00f6nd\u00fc t\u0259rsin\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nbu t\u0259rsin\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n, bu \u00e7\u0259pin\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fcn<br \/>\nindi \u0259n m\u0259yus g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>bir s\u00f6z deyim, Allaha a\u011f\u0131r getm\u0259sin,<br \/>\nbug\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra&#8230;bir t\u0259z\u0259 dona sevin\u0259 bilmir\u0259ms\u0259,<br \/>\nv\u0259 boynuna sar\u0131lma\u011fa atam, \u0259mim yoxdusa&#8230;<br \/>\no g\u0259lin anam o\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259n<br \/>\nyun \u00e7ubu\u011funa ox\u015fayan bir qar\u0131d\u0131sa&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259yim b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 bilmirs\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\ntaa ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 ad\u0131 var,<br \/>\nn\u0259 ad qoyum bu ya\u015fama&#8230;?<br \/>\nh\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259&#8230;???<\/p>\n<p>bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra&#8230;eh&#8230;bug\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra,<br \/>\nh\u0259r g\u00fcn, lap h\u0259r g\u00fcn&#8230;<br \/>\nbir d\u0259li \u015fair ba\u015f\u0131ndan<br \/>\n\u015feir t\u00f6k\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc odduyursa&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>o m\u0259n\u0259m&#8230; m\u0259n d\u0259\u0259\u0259&#8230; \u00a0bir q\u0259tt\u0259z\u0259 g\u00fcll\u00fc dona sevin\u0259n k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"9431\">Yaz\u0131ya 822 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra&#8230; eh&#8230;bug\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn sevincl\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b bir k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259z\u0259 don sevinci ola bilmirs\u0259&#8230; b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259n axank\u0259hrizin dupduru suyunda bir qaraca q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ksi q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l ola bilmirs\u0259&#8230; v\u0259&#8230;b\u00fct\u00fcn do\u011fmal\u0131qlar g\u0259lib \u0259misinin Bak\u0131dan k\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 boynundan salla\u015fan u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n qollar\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fma ola bilmirs\u0259&#8230; ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131 yoxdu taaa&#8230; ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131 yoxdu bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9431"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9431"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9431\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9432,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9431\/revisions\/9432"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9431"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9431"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9431"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}