{"id":9472,"date":"2015-07-14T22:27:16","date_gmt":"2015-07-14T17:27:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9472"},"modified":"2015-07-14T22:27:16","modified_gmt":"2015-07-14T17:27:16","slug":"f-s-fitscerald-at%c9%99s-ucun-cox-sag-ol-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9472","title":{"rendered":"F.S. F\u0130TSCERALD — At\u0259\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox sa\u011f ol (hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u00c7ikaqoda s\u0259yyar sat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan xan\u0131m Henson q\u0131rx ya\u015flar\u0131nda sol\u011fun b\u0259nizli bir qad\u0131n idi. O, korset, k\u0259m\u0259r sat\u0131rd\u0131. G\u0259zdiyi \u0259razil\u0259r Toledo, Lima, Sprinqfild, Kolumb, \u0130ndiana, Fort Ueyn h\u0259nd\u0259v\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015firdi. Orta q\u0259rb \u015ftatlar\u0131 \u0130ovo-Kansas-Missuriy\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rilm\u0259yi is\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyi firman\u0131n geni\u015fl\u0259ndiyinin m\u00fcjd\u0259si idi. Firma getdikc\u0259 Ohayonun q\u0259rbind\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259ml\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259rqd\u0259ki (Ohayoda \u2013 t\u0259rc.) al\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131 onu s\u00f6hb\u0259tcil adam kimi tan\u0131y\u0131r, s\u00f6vd\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259 bitdikd\u0259n sonra ofisl\u0259rind\u0259 tez-tez \u00e7aya, ya da siqaret\u0259 qonaq edirdil\u0259r. T\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259ldiyi \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 is\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t ba\u015fqa idi. Ona n\u0259inki siqaret t\u0259klif etmir, h\u0259tta \u201cSiqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yim\u0259 etiraz etmirsiniz?\u201d sual\u0131na naraz\u0131l\u0131qla: \u201cSizin siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ehtiyac\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 anlay\u0131r\u0131q, amma i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rimiz\u0259 pis t\u0259sir edir\u201d – cavab\u0131n\u0131 verirdil\u0259r. O da: \u201cH\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m\u201d, – deyib siqareti cibin\u0259 qoyma\u011fa m\u0259cbur olurdu.<\/p>\n

Bir siqaret h\u0259rd\u0259n onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u015fey dem\u0259k idi. \u0130\u015fi daim ba\u015f\u0131ndan a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 dey\u0259, dinc\u0259lm\u0259k, fikrini birc\u0259 anl\u0131q da olsa i\u015fd\u0259n ay\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn siqaret \u0259v\u0259zsiz vasit\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n

Dul xan\u0131m Hensonun dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa-d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 bir yax\u0131n qohumu yox idi. G\u00f6z\u00fc z\u0259if g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n kinoteatra h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7ox ged\u0259 bilmirdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 siqaret yollarda ke\u00e7\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259 yorucu g\u00fcnl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n ideal rahatl\u0131q idi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk s\u0259yah\u0259tinin sonuncu h\u0259ft\u0259sind\u0259 yeni m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259ri g\u0259ldi. Avqustun ortalar\u0131 idi. Xan\u0131m Henson q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu yeni tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda \u00e7ox t\u0259nha hiss el\u0259di. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n \u00c7ikaqodan \u00e7oxdan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir qad\u0131nla rastla\u015fd\u0131. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti al\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259nim siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yim\u0259 etiraz el\u0259m\u0259z ki?<\/p>\n

– N\u0259? Ay Allah! \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ed\u0259r, – dey\u0259 r\u0259fiq\u0259si cavab verdi. – O, siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yi qada\u011fan ed\u0259n qanunun q\u0259bul olunmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u00fclli miqdarda pul x\u0259rcl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259ndir.<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. M\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sa\u011f ol, – bunu bilm\u0259yim yax\u015f\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7al\u0131\u015f burda \u00e7\u0259km\u0259zd\u0259n qabaq h\u0259r yerd\u0259 icaz\u0259 alasan, – dostu davam el\u0259di – X\u00fcsus\u0259n, 50 ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259rl\u0259 ehtiyatl\u0131 ol. Onlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti m\u00fcharib\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259yib. M\u00fcharib\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n adam siqaretin qada\u011fan olunmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259m\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Ancaq xan\u0131m Henson el\u0259 ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 istisna il\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fdi. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 g\u0259nc m\u00fclayim birin\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, amma g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc siqaret qutusuna d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n kimi el\u0259 dikmi\u015fdi ki, xan\u0131m Henson qutunu gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur oldu. Bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti m\u00fckafats\u0131z qalmad\u0131; al\u0131c\u0131 onu h\u0259m yem\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 sifari\u015fl\u0259rin say\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131rd\u0131. G\u0259nc o\u011flan yem\u0259kd\u0259n sonra onu n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u00fcnvana \u00e7atd\u0131raca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 israrla t\u0259klif etdi.<\/p>\n

Xan\u0131m Henson bo\u015f vaxt\u0131ndan istifad\u0259 edib yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 hotelin tualetind\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k haqda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259, g\u0259ncin t\u0259klifin\u0259 raz\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldu\u011fu, ham\u0131n\u0131n harasa gecikdiyi g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n idi. Sifari\u015f\u00e7il\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259si bir c\u00fcr idi \u2013 b\u0259zil\u0259ri ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcyl\u0259 maraqlanmayan s\u0259rt bax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r, b\u0259zil\u0259ri d\u0259 bu c\u00fcr ideyalar\u0131n ya k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc, ya m\u0259cburi qurban\u0131 olan qad\u0131nlar…<\/p>\n

Xan\u0131m Henson s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yind\u0259n b\u0259ri siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259diyinin f\u0259rqin\u0259 vard\u0131 v\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, etdiyi b\u00fct\u00fcn z\u0259ngl\u0259rd\u0259n, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r naraz\u0131 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131. Al\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131na bel\u0259 deyirdi:<\/p>\n

– – Biz i\u015fimiz\u0259 f\u0259rqli yana\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. Bunun material\u0131 rezin v\u0259 k\u0259tand\u0131r, amma biz onlar\u0131 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr birl\u0259\u015fdiririk. Bir il\u0259 sat\u0131\u015f\u0131n 30 faiz art\u0131m\u0131 az \u015fey deyil.<\/p>\n

Bunlar\u0131 dem\u0259yin\u0259 deyir, ancaq fikrind\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc: \u201c\u0130ndi \u00fc\u00e7c\u0259 qullab ala bils\u0259ydim, lap d\u0259bd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f modell\u0259rin \u0259n yek\u0259 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259rini d\u0259 satard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259li oldu\u011fu birc\u0259 sifari\u015f\u00e7i qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ancaq t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdi, \u00e7\u00fcnki g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 saat yar\u0131m vard\u0131. Hotel\u0259 getm\u0259k vaxt\u0131 olsa da, taksi yox idi. Yola piyada davam el\u0259di. \u00c7ar\u0259sizlikd\u0259n siqareti t\u0259rgitm\u0259k fikrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u201cbu gedi\u015fl\u0259 narkoman olacam\u201d, – deyirdi.<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc katolik kils\u0259sin\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. Kils\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ox \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. A\u011fl\u0131na bir fikir g\u0259ldi: \u201cBu kils\u0259nin q\u00fcll\u0259sin\u0259 \u015famlar\u0131n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u00fcst\u00fc-duman\u0131 qalx\u0131r, vestib\u00fcld\u0259 ikic\u0259 qullab alsam, d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131lmayacaq ki? Tanr\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259z m\u0259nim kimi ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n bu \u0259zab\u0131n\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n

Katolik olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n fikir onu narahat edirdi: \u201cBir siqaret, y\u0259ni bu q\u0259d\u0259r vacibdi g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Ax\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r insana ziyan vururam…\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259nc\u0259, \u201cO\u201d etiraz el\u0259m\u0259z. \u201cO\u201dnun vaxt\u0131nda t\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 icad olunmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131…\u201d<\/p>\n

Kils\u0259y\u0259 girdi; vestib\u00fcl qaranl\u0131q idi, kibrit \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7antas\u0131na sar\u0131 \u0259yildi, amma bir \u015fey tapmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cGedim, \u015fam\u0131n oduna yand\u0131r\u0131m\u201d \u2013 fikirl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131mdair\u0259vi kils\u0259 tavan\u0131n\u0131n qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcncd\u0259ki balaca i\u015f\u0131q yar\u0131rd\u0131. D\u0259hlizd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib i\u015f\u0131\u011fa sar\u0131 getdi, ancaq bunun \u015fam yox, lampa oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Sonra da ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam neft lampas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Bu, \u0259hd ed\u0259nl\u0259rin xahi\u015fidir, – dedi ya\u015fl\u0131 adam. – Gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb s\u0259h\u0259r yand\u0131r\u0131r\u0131q. Gec\u0259 bo\u015f-bo\u015f yanmaqdansa, qoy kils\u0259ni b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rs\u0131n – \u0259hd el\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 daha xo\u015f olar…<\/p>\n

– Anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Lampan\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130ndi kils\u0259d\u0259 q\u00fcll\u0259d\u0259n as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7il\u00e7\u0131raqdan v\u0259 lap qabaqda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yanan \u015famlardan ba\u015fqa i\u015f\u0131q qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Gec\u0259niz xeyr\u0259 qals\u0131n, – qarovul\u00e7u dedi.<\/p>\n

– Xeyr\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259qin, dua ed\u0259c\u0259ksiniz, el\u0259mi?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, ed\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s t\u0259b\u0259rr\u00fckl\u0259rin qorundu\u011fu ota\u011fa girdi. Xan\u0131m Henson is\u0259 dizl\u0259rini yer\u0259 qoyub dua etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259rdi ki, dua etmirdi. Kimin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua ed\u0259c\u0259yini d\u0259 bilmirdi. Des Moines v\u0259 Kanzasdak\u0131 al\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131, \u015firk\u0259tl\u0259rinin i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua etdi. Dua bit\u0259n kimi d\u0259 qalxd\u0131. Yor\u011fun halda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kils\u0259 oturaca\u011f\u0131na atd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131randa M\u0259ry\u0259m anan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ona zill\u0259diyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. El\u0259 bil M\u0259ry\u0259m ana \u201cM\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259\u201d tama\u015fas\u0131ndak\u0131 kimi yuxar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 enib, onun \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn korsetl\u0259rini, gec\u0259likl\u0259rini sat\u0131b qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, indi d\u0259 el\u0259 xan\u0131m Hensonun \u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r yor\u011fun idi…<\/p>\n

Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra xan\u0131m Hensonu yuxu apard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ay\u0131landa el\u0259 bil \u0259traf\u0131nda n\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi \u2013 burnuna tan\u0131\u015f t\u00fcst\u00fc qoxusu d\u0259yir, iki barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucu s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259ki siqaretin t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259ndiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox yuxulu idi, odur ki, iki qullab al\u0131b siqareti s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259 qoymad\u0131. Yar\u0131qaranl\u0131q kils\u0259d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b M\u0259ry\u0259m anaya baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– At\u0259\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sa\u011f ol , – dedi.<\/p>\n

Amma el\u0259 bil t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir bu s\u00f6z kifay\u0259t deyildi; dizl\u0259rini yer\u0259 qoydu, barmaqlar\u0131nda siqaret t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259n \u0259lini o biri il\u0259 birl\u0259\u015fdirdi:<\/p>\n

– At\u0259\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox sa\u011f ol, – dey\u0259, bir d\u0259 dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

“Ayd\u0131n YOL” q\u0259zeti<\/p>\n

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\u00c7ikaqoda s\u0259yyar sat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan xan\u0131m Henson q\u0131rx ya\u015flar\u0131nda sol\u011fun b\u0259nizli bir qad\u0131n idi. O, korset, k\u0259m\u0259r sat\u0131rd\u0131. G\u0259zdiyi \u0259razil\u0259r Toledo, Lima, Sprinqfild, Kolumb, \u0130ndiana, Fort Ueyn h\u0259nd\u0259v\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015firdi. Orta q\u0259rb \u015ftatlar\u0131 \u0130ovo-Kansas-Missuriy\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rilm\u0259yi is\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyi firman\u0131n geni\u015fl\u0259ndiyinin m\u00fcjd\u0259si idi. Firma getdikc\u0259 Ohayonun q\u0259rbind\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259ml\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. \u015e\u0259rqd\u0259ki (Ohayoda \u2013 t\u0259rc.) al\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131 onu s\u00f6hb\u0259tcil adam […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9472"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9472"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9472\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9474,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9472\/revisions\/9474"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9472"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9472"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9472"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}