{"id":9482,"date":"2015-07-15T00:39:25","date_gmt":"2015-07-14T19:39:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9482"},"modified":"2015-07-15T00:41:44","modified_gmt":"2015-07-14T19:41:44","slug":"cic%c9%99k-%c9%99liyeva-taleyin-tohv%c9%99si-mu%c9%99llim-layih%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9482","title":{"rendered":"\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k \u018fL\u0130YEVA –Taleyin t\u00f6hv\u0259si (“M\u00fc\u0259llim” Layih\u0259si)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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kultur.az<\/strong>\u00a0 \u00a0<\/span>\u201cAz\u0259rbaycan dili v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan repetitor m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r qrupu<\/em>\u201cnun \u00a0 haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00a0\u201cM\u00dc\u018fLL\u0130M\u201d Yaz\u0131 m\u00fcsabiq\u0259sinin n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir. Layih\u0259ni h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259kd\u0259 qrupun m\u0259qs\u0259di\u00a0\u00a0bu s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 olan h\u00f6rm\u0259ti ifad\u0259 etm\u0259k,ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r\u0259 ehtiram\u0131 bildirm\u0259k,g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llimliyi se\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 \u00a0m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u0259st\u0259k olmaq, bu pe\u015f\u0259y\u0259 mara\u011f\u0131 art\u0131rmaqd\u0131r.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n


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Ya\u011far yadda\u015f\u0131ma ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, qar kimi,
\nB\u0259z\u0259n \u015firin olar, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 ac\u0131,
\nXatir\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 ilk bahar kimi….
\n–Lal\u0259, d\u0259rs\u0259 yuban\u0131rsan. Dur g\u00f6r\u0259k. Qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da ba\u011f\u00e7aya qoymal\u0131san. Sonra yen\u0259 s\u0259ni qap\u0131dan m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 buraxmazlar.
\nYar\u0131yuxulu g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7\u0131b altdan-altdan saata baxd\u0131m. 9-a i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. 9-un yar\u0131s\u0131 d\u0259rs ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Tez qalx\u0131b \u0259ynimi geyindim. Qarda\u015f\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259 haz\u0131r deyildi. Anam\u0131n s\u0259si qulaqlar\u0131mda cingild\u0259di:
\n–N\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u00f6y\u00fcrs\u0259n? G\u00fcn g\u00fcnorta olub, indi durursan. Tez qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 geyindir.
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yib tez-tez qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 geyindirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. D\u0259rsin ba\u015flanmas\u0131na c\u0259mi 7 d\u0259qiq\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ba\u011f\u00e7a bizim evd\u0259n iki tin aral\u0131 idi. Qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 ba\u011f\u00e7aya apard\u0131m. Yenid\u0259n getdiyim yolu geri qay\u0131d\u0131b, ayr\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 il\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcyuxar\u0131 qalxmal\u0131 idim. Ayaqlar\u0131mda taq\u0259t qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259 yey\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. El\u0259 bu vaxt z\u0259ngin s\u0259si qula\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7atd\u0131. Yorulma\u011f\u0131ma baxmayaraq add\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131 yeyinl\u0259tdim. M\u0259n m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 \u00e7atanda 1-ci d\u0259rs art\u0131q ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dilgu\u015f\u0259 xala m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcb yen\u0259 d\u0259 doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda n\u0259 is\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc yar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f tutub ba\u015fqa birisi il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi:
\n-Ay balam, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r olar ax\u0131 bu? Z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k, vaxt\u0131nda dur m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259l d\u0259.. H\u0259r g\u00fcn yubanmaq olar? Bel\u0259 olmaz ax\u0131, — dedi.
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yib ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 dikdim. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim ayaqqab\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xan ba\u015f barma\u011f\u0131ma sata\u015fd\u0131. Bunu Dilgu\u015f\u0259 xalaya sezdirm\u0259d\u0259n aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bir az dala \u00e7\u0259kdim. Dilgu\u015f\u0259 xala bunu hiss el\u0259di v\u0259 yax\u0131na g\u0259lib \u0259lini \u00e7iynim\u0259 qoyub sakit s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi:
\n-Koridorda s\u0259s salmadan, tez sinfin\u0259 get.
\nM\u0259n yeyin-yeyin sinf\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdim. Az\u0259rbaycan dili d\u0259rsi idi. Yava\u015fca qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm. Sinf\u0259 daxil oldum. Be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayand\u0131m. Ba\u015f\u0131m gic\u0259ll\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. M\u00fc\u0259llim is\u0259 m\u0259ni yerim\u0259 oturtmurdu. Bir anl\u0131q m\u00fcvazin\u0259timi itirdim v\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m. Haray-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q s\u0259sin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259ldim. Ani qulaqlar\u0131m \u00e7alan bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r oldu: \u201cYaz\u0131q k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faqd\u0131r d\u0259. Bunun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxan laz\u0131md\u0131r. N\u0259 olar s\u0259nin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n deyil. Bu he\u00e7 Allaha da xo\u015f getm\u0259z. H\u0259r i\u015fi bu balaca u\u015fa\u011fa g\u00f6rd\u00fcrm\u0259k d\u00fcz deyil\u201d.
\nM\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 duran bir ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llimin hans\u0131n\u0131n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dediyini ay\u0131\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Amma s\u00f6zl\u0259r qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131 de\u015firdi: \u201c N\u0259 olar s\u0259nin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n deyil\u201d. Bunlar n\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259r idi m\u0259n e\u015fitdim? O m\u0259nim \u00f6z anam deyil? Az qala, \u00fcr\u0259yim yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn bu olanlara ra\u011fm\u0259n m\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259y\u0259 dedim ki, “m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259rsimizi bilir\u0259m. Olar dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m?” M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 dedi ki, “Lal\u0259, sabah dan\u0131\u015farsan. Bu g\u00fcn bir az narahatsan.”
\nN\u0259 dey\u0259si idim ki?! Ke\u00e7ib yerimd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdim. D\u0259rsin sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 dinib dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131m. D\u0259rsd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ev\u0259 gedirdim. Sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131mdan biri m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b dedi:
\n–\u018fg\u0259r x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259s\u0259ydi, s\u0259n\u0259 bir s\u00f6z dey\u0259rdim.
\n–De d\u0259. Niy\u0259 x\u0259trim\u0259 d\u0259yir?
\n–Lal\u0259, m\u0259nim evd\u0259 bir-iki c\u00fct ayaqqab\u0131m var. C\u0259mi bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 geyinilib. Onlar\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 vers\u0259m, g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rs\u0259n?
\nM\u0259n o\u011furluq etmi\u015f adamlar kimi ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 dikib he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259dim v\u0259 ondan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131m. Dal\u0131mca ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsa da, geri d\u00f6nm\u0259dim…
\n<\/span>11-ci sinfi qurtar\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir g\u00fcn sinif r\u0259hb\u0259rim m\u0259ni yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b dedi:
\n–Lal\u0259, s\u0259n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 savadl\u0131 q\u0131zsan. G\u0259l s\u0259nin d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini ver\u0259k ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259. Oxuyub bir pe\u015f\u0259 yiy\u0259si olarsan. H\u0259yat\u0131 bilm\u0259k olmaz.
\n–M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, m\u0259nim ixtiyar\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 deyil. M\u0259n d\u0259 oxumaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, amma anam raz\u0131 deyil. Atam da deyir ki, q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131san, s\u0259nin oxuma\u011f\u0131n laz\u0131m deyil, t\u0259k-t\u0259nha q\u0259rib-q\u00fcrb\u0259t ell\u0259rd\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015fin var?
\n–M\u0259n atanla dan\u0131\u015faram.
\nOnlar\u0131n n\u0259 vaxt, harada v\u0259 nec\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rim olmad\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn atam ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7ox narahat g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Arada ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b yaz\u0131q bax\u0131\u015flarla m\u0259ni gizlinc\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. Maraq m\u0259ni b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc ki, atam niy\u0259 bel\u0259 bax\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259? B\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 e\u015fidib, b\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 yalandan deyibl\u0259r, b\u0259lk\u0259 anam daldada ona n\u0259s\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yib??…
\nBu b\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259ni lap \u00fczd\u00fc. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yimizi yeyib s\u00fcfr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131q. Atam ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 azca qald\u0131r\u0131b dedi:
\n-Lal\u0259, bu g\u00fcn Ceyran m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox raz\u0131l\u0131q el\u0259di. Dedi ki, “Lal\u0259nin s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini d\u0259 haz\u0131rlay\u0131b ver\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m instituta.” Dedim, “yox. Onun oralarda n\u0259 i\u015fi var?” \u018fl \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di ki, “qoy bir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131nas\u0131n.” Deyir\u0259m b\u0259lk\u0259 ged\u0259s\u0259n?
\nO s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 bir anl\u0131q el\u0259 bildim ki, havada u\u00e7uram. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, d\u00fczm\u00fc e\u015fitdim? G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, atam do\u011frudan m\u0259ni oxuma\u011fa g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k? M\u0259n anam\u0131n t\u0259kidli etirazlar\u0131na baxmayaraq imtahana getdim, yax\u015f\u0131 bal toplad\u0131m… V\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131, ac\u0131l\u0131, xo\u015f, naxo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u0259lib getdi…
\n\u0130nstitutu bitirib ali t\u0259hsilli Az\u0259rbaycan dili m\u00fc\u0259llimi kimi k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Yax\u015f\u0131 ail\u0259m var. Yolda\u015f\u0131m da m\u0259kt\u0259bimizd\u0259 riyaziyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimi i\u015fl\u0259yir. H\u0259yat \u00e7ox m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b v\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259dir. Bir zamanlar m\u0259n\u0259 geyilmi\u015f ayaqqab\u0131 t\u0259klif ed\u0259n sinif yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 h\u0259rd\u0259n k\u0259ndd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. H\u0259r m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 deyir ki, “Lal\u0259, o g\u00fcnl\u0259r getsin, bir daha qay\u0131tmas\u0131n. H\u0259r g\u00fcn evd\u0259 s\u0259nin s\u00f6hb\u0259tin gedirdi. Anam s\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, amma anal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ehtiyat edirdi. O vaxt o t\u0259klifi m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259 dedim. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259n m\u0259ni d\u00fczg\u00fcn ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259din. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, pis oldun. G\u00fcnl\u0259r ke\u00e7ib getdi…. Allaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun ki, s\u0259n o vaxt gedib oxudun. \u00c7ox h\u00f6rm\u0259tli xan\u0131mlardan biris\u0259n. Evin, ail\u0259n, \u00f6vladlar\u0131n, ma\u015fallah.”
\nM\u0259n bu qazand\u0131qlar\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, birinci Allah\u0131ma borcluyam. T\u0259hsil m\u0259n\u0259 Taleyin t\u00f6hv\u0259si oldu. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 is\u0259 Ceyran m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin ruhu qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyu ba\u015f \u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki, bu g\u00fcn m\u0259nim bu yer\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7atma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n birinci v\u0259 t\u0259k s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131 Ceyran m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 olub. Allah ona r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin.
\nH\u0259yat\u0131mda \u015firin xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7ox ac\u0131 an\u0131lar \u00a0yer tutur.
\nHam\u0131n\u0131za yaln\u0131z v\u0259 yaln\u0131z \u015firin xatir\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dolu h\u0259yat arzulay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

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kultur.az\u00a0 \u00a0\u201cAz\u0259rbaycan dili v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan repetitor m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r qrupu\u201cnun \u00a0 haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00a0\u201cM\u00dc\u018fLL\u0130M\u201d Yaz\u0131 m\u00fcsabiq\u0259sinin n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir. Layih\u0259ni h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259kd\u0259 qrupun m\u0259qs\u0259di\u00a0\u00a0bu s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 olan h\u00f6rm\u0259ti ifad\u0259 etm\u0259k,ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r\u0259 ehtiram\u0131 bildirm\u0259k,g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llimliyi se\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 \u00a0m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u0259st\u0259k olmaq, bu pe\u015f\u0259y\u0259 mara\u011f\u0131 art\u0131rmaqd\u0131r. Ya\u011far yadda\u015f\u0131ma ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, qar kimi, B\u0259z\u0259n \u015firin olar, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 ac\u0131, Xatir\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 ilk bahar kimi…. –Lal\u0259, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9482"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9482"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9482\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9486,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9482\/revisions\/9486"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9482"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9482"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9482"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}