{"id":9553,"date":"2015-07-23T00:26:04","date_gmt":"2015-07-22T19:26:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9553"},"modified":"2015-07-23T00:26:04","modified_gmt":"2015-07-22T19:26:04","slug":"orxan-m%c9%99mm%c9%99dli-yasa-yoxlugunu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9553","title":{"rendered":"Orxan M\u0259mm\u0259dli – Ya\u015fa Yoxlu\u011funu"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"339927_248856571859246_365979802_o\"<\/a>Olur, adamlar g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb harasa getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/span>
-M\u0259nc\u0259, gediriks\u0259, ba\u015fs\u0131z getm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/span>
Olur, adam \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir buralardan… uzaqlara, lap uzaqlara…<\/span>
-M\u0259nc\u0259, uzaqlar da kimins\u0259 “buralar”\u0131d\u0131r.<\/span>
Olur, adamlar \u00f6l\u00fcb can\u0131n\u0131 qurtarmaq ist\u0259yir.<\/span>
\n-Qorxurki, bird\u0259n o d\u00fcnya olar.
\nOlur, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki t\u0259lat\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259niz\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n.
\n-B\u0259s, dal\u011falar yaz\u0131q deyil?! bel\u0259d\u0259n-bel\u0259, el\u0259d\u0259n-el\u0259 y\u00fck da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r. O sahilin “y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc” bu sahil\u0259 t\u00f6km\u0259mi\u015f, bu sahild\u0259 onu bir \u00fcr\u0259k “y\u00fck” g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.
\nOlur, deyirs\u0259n, Ay Allah he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox , he\u00e7 kim yox, birc\u0259 yan\u0131mda O olayd\u0131…
\n-Sonra olurki, he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox, he\u00e7 kim yox, birc\u0259 yan\u0131nda O olur. Vaxt ke\u00e7ir…Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nla g\u00fcl ala bilmirs\u0259n ona, \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnl\u0259 qu\u015f s\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc dadd\u0131ra bilmirs\u0259n. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 bir kasadl\u0131q olur, kredit basm\u0131\u015f cibind\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259ki soyuqlu\u011fu demir\u0259m, h\u0259l\u0259. Onun soyuqlu\u011fu is\u0259 i\u00e7ini yand\u0131r\u0131r. Sonra, deyirs\u0259nki, birc\u0259 O yox, Ay Allah h\u0259r \u015fey olayd\u0131, ham\u0131 olayd\u0131, sonra O olayd\u0131.
\nOlur, ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mirs\u0259n.
\n– D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259nki, m\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259m ail\u0259m\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t ver\u0259r\u0259m. Yen\u0259 bir b\u0259han\u0259 il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rsan.
\nOlur, adamlar xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 t\u0259rif axtar\u0131rlar.
\n– O q\u0259d\u0259r olubki, adamlar xo\u015fb\u0259xt olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 sonradan bilibl\u0259r.
\nOlur, i\u00e7ini suallar b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr. Ham\u0131s\u0131na ya\u015fad\u0131qca cavab tapa bilirs\u0259n. \u00d6mr\u00fcn boyu \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndiyin, i\u00e7ini yey\u0259n bir sual olur.
\n– M\u0259n onun\u00e7\u00fcn kim\u0259m?
\nSevm\u0259ks\u0259, vallah bekar\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q \u0259lam\u0259tidir. M\u0259\u015f\u011ful adamlar sev\u0259 bilmirl\u0259r, bu \u00f6ls\u00fcn. Sevgi vaxt , yuxusuzluq, \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc, t\u0259nhal\u0131q, \u00e7ar\u0259sizlik, nisgil, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131q, at\u0131lm\u0131\u015fl\u0131q, s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmaql\u0131qdan qaynaqlan\u0131r. Yox e, amma bird\u0259n d\u0259 olurki, sad\u0259c\u0259 kim\u0259s\u0259 ithaf olunmaq, kim\u0259s\u0259 ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 budur, sevgi. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, bekaram ax\u0131.
\nOlur, ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n.
\n-M\u0259nc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259ksiz bu daha yax\u015f\u0131 al\u0131n\u0131r.
\n-….Olur, vaxt yeti\u015fir…
\n\u018fvv\u0259l-\u0259vv\u0259l bir az n\u0259f\u0259sin t\u0259ngiyir. Sonra sol t\u0259r\u0259fin sanc\u0131r. Sonra a\u011fz\u0131na-burnuna oksigen maskas\u0131 ke\u00e7irirl\u0259r. A\u011f xalatl\u0131 q\u0131zlar t\u0259kc\u0259 qara g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 yan\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, ax\u0131. Sonra ba\u015flar\u0131 telefona qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Telefondak\u0131 sevgil\u0259rin\u0259… S\u0259n el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn baxa-baxa yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131 il\u011f\u0131mla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131rsan, bu d\u00fcnyayla. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 olanlar, ya\u015fananlar, bir az etdiyin-xeyli etm\u0259diyin, b\u0259li, m\u0259hz etm\u0259diyin pe\u015fimanl\u0131qlar g\u0259lir.
\nMonitorda q\u0131r\u0131lan kardioqrammalar\u0131n siqnal s\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra h\u0259kiml\u0259rin s\u0259yl\u0259ri s\u0259ni qaytara bilmir. S\u0259n bayaq sa\u011folla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. \u00dcz laz\u0131md\u0131r, qay\u0131tma\u011fa …yenid\u0259n h\u0259yata. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259-\u00fcz tutub bu d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259n adamlar, olurki, b\u0259z\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc g\u0259lmir b\u00fc d\u00fcnaya yenid\u0259n qay\u0131tma\u011fa. N\u0259bz var, n\u0259f\u0259s var, s\u0259nins\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn yoxdur. T\u0259brik el\u0259yir\u0259m. Di ya\u015fa , yoxlu\u011funu! G\u00f6r\u0259k ad\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259, \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 bax\u0131landa, yurduna g\u0259lin\u0259nd\u0259, xat\u0131rlananda, bo\u011flu\u011fun duyulanda nec\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqsan, yoxlu\u011funu?!
\n…V\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n , n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r adam \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259di.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Olur, adamlar g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb harasa getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.-M\u0259nc\u0259, gediriks\u0259, ba\u015fs\u0131z getm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.Olur, adam \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir buralardan… uzaqlara, lap uzaqlara…-M\u0259nc\u0259, uzaqlar da kimins\u0259 “buralar”\u0131d\u0131r.Olur, adamlar \u00f6l\u00fcb can\u0131n\u0131 qurtarmaq ist\u0259yir. -Qorxurki, bird\u0259n o d\u00fcnya olar. Olur, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki t\u0259lat\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259niz\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n. -B\u0259s, dal\u011falar yaz\u0131q deyil?! bel\u0259d\u0259n-bel\u0259, el\u0259d\u0259n-el\u0259 y\u00fck da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r. O sahilin “y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc” bu sahil\u0259 t\u00f6km\u0259mi\u015f, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7827,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9553"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9553"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9553\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9554,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9553\/revisions\/9554"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7827"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9553"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9553"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9553"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}