{"id":9555,"date":"2015-07-25T09:37:05","date_gmt":"2015-07-25T04:37:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9555"},"modified":"2015-07-25T09:37:05","modified_gmt":"2015-07-25T04:37:05","slug":"zakir-h%c9%99s%c9%99nov-atamin-hekay%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9555","title":{"rendered":"Zakir H\u018fS\u018fNOV &#8212; Atam\u0131n hekay\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11759509_493852560790698_1194076879_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-9556 \" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11759509_493852560790698_1194076879_n-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"11759509_493852560790698_1194076879_n\" width=\"197\" height=\"148\" \/><\/a>\u00a0H\u0259yat s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nas\u0131nda atama da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kmisdi. \u00dc\u00e7 ay\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u0259si ik\u0259n atas\u0131, ikinci d\u00fcnya m\u00fcharib\u0259sin\u0259 getmi\u015f, bir daha geri qay\u0131tmam\u0131sd\u0131. Anas\u0131 on yeddi ya\u015f\u0131nda dul qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yaz\u0131q,nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r,anadang\u0259lm\u0259 yetim idi.<br \/>\nSonralar \u0259misinin himay\u0259sind\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O,valideynl\u0259rinin yegan\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131 idi.Ke\u015fm\u0259kesli h\u0259yat yolu ona hikk\u0259li v\u0259 z\u0259hmli bir g\u00f6rk\u0259m vermi\u015fdi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki ya\u015fa dolmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q, \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz oturub ke\u00e7misi haqq\u0131nda bir s\u00f6z sorusma\u011fa c\u0259sar\u0259t etm\u0259zdik.<br \/>\nYa\u015flasd\u0131qca d\u0259c\u0259l v\u0259 \u015f\u0131ltaq n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rin \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 bir xeyli yum\u015falm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Son ill\u0259r tez-tez k\u00f6vr\u0259lir, x\u0259yallar\u0131n onu ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sez\u0259rdim.Arada yetim\u00e7ilikd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rind\u0259n par\u00e7a- par\u00e7a ondan qoparard\u0131m. T\u0259xmin\u0259n on il \u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259n\u0259 bir hekay\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230; Q\u0259h\u0259r dolu bir hekay\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8220;A\u011fl\u0131m k\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. M\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim ki,b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faqlar \u0259mil\u0259rinin evind\u0259, \u0259misi u\u015faqlar\u0131 il\u0259 bir dam alt\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259r. Lap sonralar bunun bel\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 vard\u0131m. El\u0259 ki,ya\u015f\u0131m s\u0259kkiz-doqquz oldu,art\u0131q anam\u0131n qeyr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. D\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m ki, anam\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6l isl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259k g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m&#8230;Yetimlik pis \u015feydir. Hara gedirdim a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259 hiss ed\u0259rdim. D\u00fcz\u00fc, ya\u015fl\u0131 adamlar\u0131n can yand\u0131rmalar\u0131, yolda-rizd\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fcb \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259l\u0259ri \u0259vv\u0259l-\u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259rdi.B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 bu \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259ni hidd\u0259tl\u0259ndirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230; Kolxoz vaxt\u0131 k\u0259ndimizin m\u0259rk\u0259zi tax\u0131l tayalar\u0131n\u0131n qoyuldu\u011fu v\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc yer olub. Bura t\u0259xmin\u0259n yar\u0131m hektara b\u0259rab\u0259r bir yer idi. El\u0259 o vaxtdan bu yerin ad\u0131 &#8220;X\u0131rman&#8221; olaraq qal\u0131b. K\u0259ndimizd\u0259 Bax\u0131\u015f adl\u0131 bir kisi vard\u0131. Yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, t\u0259xmin\u0259n on-on bir ya\u015f\u0131m olard\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn bu &#8220;X\u0131rman&#8221; deyil\u0259n yerd\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131mla oynay\u0131rd\u0131m.Baxi\u015f ki\u015fi kolxoz d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259n qalan k\u00f6hn\u0259 anbar\u0131n yan\u0131nda g\u00f6y \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlikd\u0259 dirs\u0259kl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. \u018flini havada yell\u0259yib m\u0259ni yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck,hal-\u0259hval el\u0259di,\u0259mimin \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131,nec\u0259 doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 soru\u015fdu&#8230;Sonra anam\u0131 soru\u015fdu&#8230;Hiss el\u0259dim ki,g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n biclik ya\u011f\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r, Bax\u0131\u015f \u0259mi?- dey\u0259 d\u00fcz g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bilirs\u0259n,o\u011flum, s\u0259n\u0259 bir i\u015fim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb&#8230; Anandan xo\u015fum g\u0259lir&#8230; Onu ver\u0259rs\u0259n \u0259min\u0259?<br \/>\nSanki g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 ild\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7axd\u0131&#8230; Bu anda \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259diyim,amma sur\u0259tini tez-tez x\u0259yal\u0131mda canland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m atam g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<br \/>\nQa\u00e7\u0131b cibl\u0259rimi da\u015fla doldurdum,h\u0259r iki ovcumda da k\u0259s\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc anbar\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131m. Da\u015flar qurtarana q\u0259d\u0259r Bax\u0131\u015f ki\u015fini da\u015f-qalaq el\u0259dim. Sonra is\u0259 anam\u0131n k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259n k\u0259sib m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ltdiyi &#8220;qalo\u015f&#8221;lar\u0131m\u0131 \u0259lim\u0259 al\u0131b d\u00fcz ev\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131m. Daha do\u011frusu, samanl\u0131\u011fa&#8230; \u00dcz\u00fcqoyulu uzan\u0131b he\u00e7 k\u0259sin e\u015fid\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi bir s\u0259sl\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131 quruyana q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131m&#8230; Sonra is\u0259 k\u0259s\u0259yin \u0259limi k\u0259sdiyi yerl\u0259ri \u00fcf\u00fcr\u0259-\u00fcf\u00fcr\u0259 yuxulam\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn idi ki, Bax\u0131\u015f ki\u015fini d\u00f6y\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn anam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxa bilmirdim.H\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni sey m\u0259ni narahat edirdi:Bax\u0131\u015f ki\u015fid\u0259n qisas almaq fikri. H\u0259r g\u00fcn plan t\u00f6k\u00fcb qisas almaq yolunu fikirl\u0259\u015firdim. O\u011flu m\u0259nd\u0259n ya\u015fca b\u00f6y\u00fck oldu\u011fu \u00fcc\u00fcn ona da g\u00fcc\u00fcm catmazd\u0131. Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 \u0259mim\u0259,n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259miu\u015faqlar\u0131ma bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015fdim. Qisas\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm alacaqd\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nBax\u0131\u015f ki\u015finin iki in\u0259yi,bir cam\u0131\u015f\u0131 var idi. Bir g\u00fcn bu heyvanlardan birini \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb qisas alaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 q\u0259t etdim! M\u0259n ona daha da a\u011f\u0131r ziyan vurmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,h\u0259d\u0259f\u0259 cam\u0131\u015f\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. 10 ya\u015fl\u0131 usa\u011f\u0131n cam\u0131\u015f \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k c\u0259sar\u0259ti\u2026 H\u0259m d\u0259 b\u0131\u015faqla vuracaqd\u0131m&#8230;O boyda bi\u00e7aq bizd\u0259 haradan idi ?! Evimizd\u0259 bir bi\u00e7aq var idi. Onunla anam kartof-so\u011fan soyar,\u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259 y\u0131\u011fard\u0131. Ayr\u0131 \u0259lac\u0131m da yox idi&#8230; Bu bi\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r g\u00fcn x\u0259lv\u0259t\u0259 sal\u0131b b\u00fclov da\u015f\u0131na saatlarla s\u00fcrt\u0259rdim. N\u0259hay\u0259t,bir g\u00fcn bu b\u0131\u015fa\u011f\u0131n itil\u0259ndiyin\u0259 \u0259min oldum.<br \/>\nK\u0259ndimizin heyvanlar\u0131 g\u00fcnorta saatlar\u0131nda \u00f6r\u00fcsd\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131b &#8220;B\u00f6y\u00fck bula\u011f&#8221;\u0131n axar\u0131nda su i\u00e7dikd\u0259n sonra h\u0259min &#8220;X\u0131rman&#8221; dediyimiz yerd\u0259 oturard\u0131lar&#8230; Yay\u0131n q\u0131zmar g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n biri&#8230; G\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcnorta \u00e7a\u011f\u0131&#8230; Ham\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259y\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131r&#8230; Dinc\u0259l\u0259n kim,yatan kim&#8230; M\u0259n is\u0259 cibimd\u0259 gizl\u0259tdiyim b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 tez-tez yoxlaya- yoxlaya &#8220;X\u0131rman&#8221;a g\u0259ldim. Bax\u0131\u015f ki\u015finin cam\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131mamaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. K\u0259ndimizd\u0259 o boyda cam\u0131\u015f yox idi. Heyvan oturub k\u00f6v\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. Arada da qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259yib mil\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri qovurdu. \u018flim-aya\u011f\u0131m \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 bu \u0259jdahaya yax\u0131nlasd\u0131m. Gah \u0259limd\u0259ki b\u0131\u00e7a\u011fa,gah da bu n\u0259h\u0259ngin k\u0259sm\u0259k ist\u0259diyim bo\u011faz\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131m&#8230; Yox, m\u0259n bunu ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim&#8230; Amma m\u00fctl\u0259q qan \u00e7\u0131xarmal\u0131yd\u0131m\u2026 Yava\u015f-yava\u015f cam\u0131\u015f\u0131n arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Z\u0259hmi m\u0259ni b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bu heyvan\u0131n yumru\u011fum boyda g\u00f6zl\u0259ri arxamca dolan\u0131rd\u0131. \u018ftrafa boyland\u0131m, n\u0259 bir adam g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259yir, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rimd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir s\u0259s g\u0259lmirdi. Heyvan sa\u011f aya\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc,sol aya\u011f\u0131 uzal\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu. Tez b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131m&#8230; Sol aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yum\u015faq yerini nisan ald\u0131m&#8230; El\u0259 o andaca b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 cam\u0131\u015f\u0131n buduna saplad\u0131m. Heyvan b\u00f6y\u00fcr\u00fcb yerind\u0259n dik at\u0131ld\u0131. Tez \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc kollu\u011fa verdim. Qan g\u00f6r\u0259n heyvanlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u00fc k\u0259ndin s\u00fckutunu pozdu&#8230; H\u0259r mal nobat\u0131na ged\u0259nd\u0259 cam\u0131\u015f\u0131n yaras\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131m. G\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn yara biti\u015fir, \u00fcst\u00fc t\u00fckl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; Qisas ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259nim d\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bim yava\u015f-yava\u015f soyuma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nBu yerd\u0259 atam hekay\u0259sini saxlad\u0131. G\u00fcnahkar adamlar kimi g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc divara zill\u0259di.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fc tutuldu,azac\u0131q boynunu b\u00fckd\u00fc&#8230; Hiss etdim ki,hekay\u0259 bitm\u0259di.<br \/>\n-B\u0259s m\u0259n o Bax\u0131\u015f ki\u015fini niy\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram?-dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum. S\u0259sim onu ke\u00e7mi\u015find\u0259n qaytard\u0131. Ah \u00e7\u0259kdi,\u0259tsiz sin\u0259si qalx\u0131b endi,ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131b davam etdi:<br \/>\n-H\u0259\u0259&#8230; Cam\u0131\u015f\u0131n yaras\u0131n\u0131n izi itm\u0259mi\u015f, b\u00f6y\u00fck bir b\u0259db\u0259xtlik ba\u015f verdi&#8230; H\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259h\u0259ng bir qoz agac\u0131 var idi. Q\u0131\u015fda odun t\u0259dar\u00fck\u00fc azald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan r\u0259hm\u0259tlik \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b oradan iri bir budaq k\u0259sir. K\u0259sdiyi budaq el\u0259 a\u011facdaca boynundan s\u0131x\u0131b can\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r&#8230; Haraya b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd ax\u0131\u015f\u0131b g\u0259ldi. K\u00f6m\u0259kl\u0259\u015fib yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n meytini a\u011facdan k\u0259ndir il\u0259 sald\u0131lar&#8230; Ham\u0131 a\u011fla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131,el\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nHekay\u0259 bit\u0259nd\u0259n sonra o,\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7evirib titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi:<br \/>\n-O\u011flum, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f n\u0259 bir yetimin q\u0259lbin\u0259 d\u0259y,n\u0259 d\u0259 xalq\u0131n namusuna g\u00f6z dik&#8230; Bir g\u00fcn s\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flasalar da, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259ri Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<div id=\"_appInstalled\"><\/div>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"9555\">Yaz\u0131ya 1991 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0H\u0259yat s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nas\u0131nda atama da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kmisdi. \u00dc\u00e7 ay\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u0259si ik\u0259n atas\u0131, ikinci d\u00fcnya m\u00fcharib\u0259sin\u0259 getmi\u015f, bir daha geri qay\u0131tmam\u0131sd\u0131. Anas\u0131 on yeddi ya\u015f\u0131nda dul qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yaz\u0131q,nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r,anadang\u0259lm\u0259 yetim idi. Sonralar \u0259misinin himay\u0259sind\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O,valideynl\u0259rinin yegan\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131 idi.Ke\u015fm\u0259kesli h\u0259yat yolu ona hikk\u0259li v\u0259 z\u0259hmli bir g\u00f6rk\u0259m vermi\u015fdi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki ya\u015fa dolmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q, \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz oturub ke\u00e7misi [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9555"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9555"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9555\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9557,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9555\/revisions\/9557"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9555"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9555"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9555"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}