{"id":9594,"date":"2015-08-06T16:03:41","date_gmt":"2015-08-06T11:03:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9594"},"modified":"2015-08-06T16:03:41","modified_gmt":"2015-08-06T11:03:41","slug":"qaqa-t%c9%99z%c9%99-yazi-varmi-v%c9%99-ya-qaqa-nec%c9%99-qizla-yatmisan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9594","title":{"rendered":"“Qaqa, t\u0259z\u0259 yaz\u0131 varm\u0131?” v\u0259 ya “Qaqa, ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131zla yatm\u0131san?”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"tural<\/a>Onun ad\u0131 il\u0259…<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

K\u0259nardan baxanda iki f\u0259rqli ba\u015fl\u0131q kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n bu m\u00f6vzular\u0131 bir yaz\u0131da birl\u0259\u015fdirib, ox\u015farl\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 anlatma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015facam.<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

1.hiss\u0259- Qaqa t\u0259z\u0259 yaz\u0131 varm\u0131?<\/span><\/p>\n

N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim\u0259 \u0259saslan\u0131b dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, son zamanlarda \u0259d\u0259biyyat bir s\u0259n\u0259t sah\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, biznes olub. \u018fd\u0259bi- biznezd\u0259 is\u0259 h\u0259r c\u00fcr eyb\u0259c\u0259rliyi g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u0259d\u0259biyyat monopoliyaya \u00e7evrilib. B\u0259lli insanlar\u0131n n\u0259zar\u0259tind\u0259di dem\u0259k olar ki. Ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri insanlara \u00f6z m\u0259tbu orqanlar\u0131nda yer verib, ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri yaz\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131r\u0131rlar. Bu yaz\u0131lar da \u00e7ox vaxt\u201d beld\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131\u201d yaz\u0131lar olur. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131mda d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 toxundu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu d\u0259f\u0259\u00a0 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7im… Onsuz da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc filosof sayan saqqall\u0131 qaqa\u015flar\u0131n erotiq yaz\u0131lar\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259d\u0259bi m\u0259tnl\u0259r, m\u0259nim yaz\u0131lar\u0131m is\u0259 \u015fablon adland\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r. O q\u0259d\u0259r haqs\u0131zl\u0131qlar olur ki, bu \u0259d\u0259biyyat meydan\u0131nda ist\u0259r- ist\u0259m\u0259z Uluturk kimi dem\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur olursan ki… \u201cdavam edir 37\u201d..<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Sad\u0259c\u0259\u00a0 \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131 misal \u00e7\u0259kim. Bura bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 yaz\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015f\u0259m, ancaq he\u00e7 vaxt yay\u0131nlanmay\u0131b. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n burada yay\u0131nlanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 yazmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r, nec\u0259 yazmaq laz\u0131md\u0131. Dey\u0259k ki, dig\u0259r saytlar hans\u0131sa m\u0259murun, i\u015f adam\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259xsi sayt\u0131d\u0131, m\u0259ni orada g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mir. Bunu anlamaq olar. Ancaq bu jurnal ki, h\u0259r k\u0259sindi… k\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015fayan bir g\u0259nc yazara d\u0259st\u0259k olmaq yerin\u0259 onu g\u00f6rm\u0259zd\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259k n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fczg\u00fcnd\u00fcr…<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259k dig\u0259r saytlara- yaz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 y\u00fcz minn\u0259tl\u0259 yay\u0131nlayan( \u0259slind\u0259 yay\u0131nlamasa ondan yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131). Bax\u0131rsan sayta t\u0259k- t\u0259k olur ki, bir adam iki yaz\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rsin. Yaz\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xanlar da h\u0259v\u0259skar g\u0259ncl\u0259rdi. S\u0259n is\u0259 bura daim yaz\u0131lar g\u00f6nd\u0259rirs\u0259n. Di g\u0259l ki, s\u0259nin yaz\u0131n o q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259nqid olunur ki, \u201cz\u0259if yaz\u0131d\u0131, ancaq yay\u0131nlay\u0131r\u0131q, zad\u201d adam\u0131n o sayta yaz\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n z\u0259hl\u0259si gedir. Sonra \u00f6yr\u0259nirs\u0259n ki, m\u0259g\u0259r bu saytda yazarlara (yazd\u0131qlar\u0131 yaz\u0131lara g\u00f6r\u0259) h\u0259tta pul da verilirmi\u015f. Vay d\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259m \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k pulsuz yaz, h\u0259m d\u0259 yaz\u0131n y\u00fcz minn\u0259tl\u0259 yay\u0131nlans\u0131n…<\/span><\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 bir ba\u015fqa sayt \u0259limyand\u0131mda yaz\u0131 g\u0259zir. Dostlu\u011fa \u2013 tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011fa i\u015fini, g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc at\u0131b yaz\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rirs\u0259n ki, ha\u00e7ansa m\u0259n\u0259 yard\u0131m edib, borclu qalmay\u0131m. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 bir h\u0259rf s\u0259hvin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 adama el\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259r deyir ki, yazma\u011fa da, \u0259d\u0259biyyata da nifr\u0259t edirs\u0259n. Ancaq yen\u0259 h\u0259min sayt onu saymayanlar\u0131n yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 oradan buradan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 yay\u0131nlay\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131z da, m\u0259tbuat\u0131n\u0131z da sizin olsun….<\/span><\/p>\n

2. hiss\u0259- Qaqa ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131zla yatm\u0131san?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130ndi bir az ya\u015f art\u0131b. Ya\u015f\u0131dlar evl\u0259nib, g\u0259ncl\u0259rl\u0259 d\u0259 arada s\u0259rh\u0259d oldu\u011fundan can\u0131m bir az rahatlan\u0131b. Ancaq t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rind\u0259 v\u0259 ondan sonrak\u0131 ilk ill\u0259rd\u0259 kim\u0259s\u0259 salam verm\u0259y\u0259 pe\u015fman olurdum. O d\u0259qiq\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131 suallar \u201c ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z f\u0131rlatm\u0131san, ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131zla yatm\u0131san\u201d?<\/span><\/p>\n

Sonra b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm, \u0259lim\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m al\u0131b yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olmaq ist\u0259dim. Yava\u015f- yava\u015f \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fla\u015fd\u0131m, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimi d\u0259 uzaqla\u015fd\u0131m. Yazar duyqusal adamd\u0131, \u0259n x\u0131rda s\u00f6z onu yaralaya, h\u0259tta \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259r. Ancaq bu \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitd\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r intiriqalar, quyu qazmalar vark\u0259n nec\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat yarana bil\u0259r ki? Yaz\u0131lan yaz\u0131lar c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259, onu yazanlar\u0131n b\u0259zil\u0259rini tan\u0131d\u0131qca adam\u0131n \u0259li \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qal\u0131r. S\u0259n dem\u0259 b\u0259zil\u0259rinin aras\u0131nda yar\u0131\u015f varm\u0131\u015f. G\u00f6r\u0259k kim daha \u00e7ox q\u0131zla \u2013 qad\u0131nla yatacaq dey\u0259…<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam statusunda yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qad\u0131nlarla ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259rini sadalay\u0131r. Bir statusa \u00fc\u00e7 \u2013 d\u00f6rd qad\u0131n s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131r, bu \u201cdahi\u201d yazar\u0131m\u0131z. Alt\u0131nda da \u201clike\u201dlar, \u015f\u0259rhl\u0259r \u00f6z yerind\u0259… anlaya bilmirs\u0259n bir insan \u00f6z yataq mac\u0259ralar\u0131n\u0131 utanmadan nec\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat dey\u0259 insanlara suna bil\u0259r v\u0259 k\u00fctl\u0259 onu nec\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nib, alq\u0131\u015flayar?! G\u0259l s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr ki, ay \u0259mi, ay xan\u0131m bunlar s\u0259nin o\u011flunun, q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259xlaq\u0131na q\u0259sd edir- kimdi s\u0259ni dinl\u0259y\u0259n ?- he\u00e7 kim…<\/span><\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n s\u0259ni adam bilim yaz\u0131b, d\u0259rdini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. B\u0259lk\u0259 \u015feytana uyub ( g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t birin\u0259 s\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u015feytan olub) bir az erotik s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r d\u0259 etmisiz. Indi bunu yazma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 n\u0259di….<\/span><\/p>\n

H\u0259r an \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimiz d\u00fcnyada yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olub- m\u0259\u015fhurla\u015fsaq n\u0259 olacaq, olmasa n\u0259 olacaq? O qara torpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131na girdiyimiz g\u00fcn bizim \u00fc\u015f\u00fcn bu d\u00fcnya v\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259kil\u0259r bitir. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131- g\u00f6z\u0259li q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 almaq laz\u0131md\u0131…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Tural Sahab<\/span><\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 1174 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Onun ad\u0131 il\u0259… K\u0259nardan baxanda iki f\u0259rqli ba\u015fl\u0131q kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n bu m\u00f6vzular\u0131 bir yaz\u0131da birl\u0259\u015fdirib, ox\u015farl\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 anlatma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015facam. 1.hiss\u0259- Qaqa t\u0259z\u0259 yaz\u0131 varm\u0131? N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim\u0259 \u0259saslan\u0131b dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, son zamanlarda \u0259d\u0259biyyat bir s\u0259n\u0259t sah\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, biznes olub. \u018fd\u0259bi- biznezd\u0259 is\u0259 h\u0259r c\u00fcr eyb\u0259c\u0259rliyi g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u0259d\u0259biyyat monopoliyaya \u00e7evrilib. B\u0259lli insanlar\u0131n n\u0259zar\u0259tind\u0259di dem\u0259k […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6746,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9594"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9594"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9594\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9595,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9594\/revisions\/9595"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6746"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9594"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9594"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9594"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}