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<\/a>(hekay\u0259)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\nO<\/span>nun ad\u0131 il\u0259….<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015eairin dediyi kimi, bir o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, ana- o\u011ful, n\u0259 o\u011ful. Uzun boylu, enli k\u00fcr\u0259kli v\u0259 \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 m\u0259rd, insan \u00fcr\u0259kli… indi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k, o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fct, g\u0259lib desinl\u0259r ki, o\u011flunu \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 apar\u0131r\u0131q. B\u0259li, qanl\u0131 sava\u015f ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131- bizim olmayan bir sava\u015f, ancaq bu sava\u015fda \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rin, \u015fik\u0259st qalanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda biz d\u0259 olmal\u0131yd\u0131q. \u00d6z sava\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259diyimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n sava\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259hkumduq. Insan \u00f6l\u0259r, \u00f6lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yarad\u0131l\u0131b, ancaq h\u0259yat\u0131n bir anlam\u0131 oldu\u011fu kimi, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Ki\u015fi yataqda \u00f6lm\u0259z, yataqda \u00f6lm\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ar bil\u0259rdi… bil\u0259rdi bilm\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259 bir, iki n\u0259f\u0259rin ki\u015fi olmas\u0131 il\u0259 bitmirdi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259. \u00d6z sava\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259miz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u0259lini da\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131na qoymas\u0131 laz\u0131md\u0131. Q\u0259hr\u0259manlar \u0259n \u00e7ox m\u0259\u011flublar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, \u00e7\u00fcnki qalib olan\u0131n q\u0259hr\u0259mana v\u0259 igidliy\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 yoxdu. Onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck igidlik birlikd\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259kdi. M\u0259\u011flub olanlar is\u0259 birliyi pozulanlard\u0131. Onlar\u0131n i\u00e7l\u0259rind\u0259 olan- yataqda \u00f6lm\u0259yi haram sayanlar is\u0259 bu m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259t\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rdi. Bel\u0259c\u0259 \u0259lin\u0259 silah\u0131 al\u0131b \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131lar v\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man oldular….Ancaq ilahi \u0259dal\u0259t, yataqda \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 arzular\u0131na \u00e7ata bilm\u0259di. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n sava\u015f\u0131nda, he\u00e7 bilm\u0259dikl\u0259ri torpaqlarda- soyuq s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0 H\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259kdi, bunu yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn bu q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131n oldu\u011fu bir d\u00fcnayada ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yalvarma\u011fa d\u0259ym\u0259zdi, ax\u0131.. h\u0259l\u0259 insan qul kimi nec\u0259 ya\u015faya bil\u0259rdi. Da\u011flardak\u0131 canavarlar bel\u0259 azad ya\u015fay\u0131r, azadl\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sava\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n onu m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 aparma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri babas\u0131ndan qalan x\u0259nc\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bundan sonra rahat ya\u015faya bilm\u0259zdi. M\u00fctl\u0259q onlarca \u0259sg\u0259r onu m\u0259hv etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u0259ndd\u0259 h\u00fccum ed\u0259c\u0259k, bu h\u00fccumda \u00a0k\u0259nd sakinl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrl\u0259c\u0259kdi. El\u0259 o gec\u0259 anas\u0131 il\u0259 halala\u015f\u0131b, x\u0259nc\u0259rini qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131na taxd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fc kimi baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qo\u015fal\u00fcll\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ngini ya\u011flay\u0131b, \u00e7iynind\u0259n asd\u0131 v\u0259 qan r\u0259ngind\u0259 olan k\u0259h\u0259r at\u0131 minib uzaqlarda g\u00f6rs\u0259n\u0259n da\u011flara t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7apd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0Pay\u0131zd\u0131 deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. T\u0259bi\u0259t \u00f6l\u00fcm yata\u011f\u0131nda su- su dey\u0259 inl\u0259yir, baharda ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 meydan oxuyan \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r bozarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. At bacara bildiyi q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fchk\u0259m qa\u00e7\u0131r, belind\u0259ki \u0259man\u0259ti qarl\u0131 da\u011flara \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Qar\u0131 \u2013 buzu he\u00e7 \u0259ksik olmazd\u0131 bu da\u011flar\u0131n. At\u0131n belind\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 toxunduqca k\u00f6vr\u0259lir, aradabir g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n qa\u00e7an damc\u0131lara da \u0259ng\u0259l olmurdu. Bu qartal yuvas\u0131 nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi ax\u0131. Isti yay g\u00fcn\u0259\u015finin g\u00fcc\u00fc yetmirs\u0259 bu zirv\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259ki qarlar\u0131 \u0259ritm\u0259y\u0259, ax\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n biz\u0259 nec\u0259 qalib g\u0259ldi, nec\u0259 itirdik azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, nec\u0259?! Bu q\u0259d\u0259r nifr\u0259tl\u0259 dolandan sonra geriy\u0259 iki yol qal\u0131rd\u0131. Ya \u00f6z nifr\u0259tind\u0259 bo\u011fulacaq, ya da azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n alanlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na \u00f6l\u00fcm ya\u011fd\u0131racaqd\u0131….o, ikincini se\u00e7mi\u015fdi. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k yerin\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc getm\u0259yi..<\/span><\/p>\n Onun k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, da\u011flara do\u011fru yol almas\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259ri art\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fn az\u0131ndan k\u0259nd sakinl\u0259rinin- \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 da qoca anas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259d\u0259 deyildi. Gec\u0259ni me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259li oldu. Qaranl\u0131qda k\u0259h\u0259r at qayalardan u\u00e7ub, yaralana bil\u0259rdi. At\u0131n ipini qoluna ba\u011flay\u0131b uzand\u0131. Bel\u0259likl\u0259 at uzaqla\u015fsa v\u0259ya h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 hiss edib h\u00fcrks\u0259 yuxudan oyanacaqd\u0131. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r sonra yor\u011fun d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n b\u0259d\u0259ni yuxuya t\u0259slim olmu\u015fdu.<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0Bu me\u015f\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmamal\u0131yd\u0131. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259ri bel\u0259 bir \u0259mr alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r da\u011flara \u00e7\u0259klis\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131na adamlar toplanar v\u0259 bu b\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u00fcsyan\u0131n ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131 ola bil\u0259rdi. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gec\u0259ik\u0259n me\u015f\u0259nin \u0259traf\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcz\u0259 yax\u0131n \u0259sg\u0259r tutdu. Sabah tezd\u0259n onu tutma\u011f\u0131 planla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. Dey\u0259s\u0259n k\u0259h\u0259r at da m\u00f6hk\u0259m yoruldu\u011fundan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rinin qoxusunu duymad\u0131. Yer t\u0259z\u0259- t\u0259z\u0259 ayd\u0131nlanark\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259rin\u0259 oyand\u0131. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin n\u0259 yerd\u0259 oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tez at\u0131n belin\u0259 s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b qayal\u0131qlara do\u011fru \u00e7apma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n, yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib a\u011faclara, qayalara d\u0259yib i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. K\u0259h\u0259r at var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 ir\u0259liy\u0259 do\u011fru qa\u00e7\u0131r, qa\u00e7\u0131r.. qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n sol qolunda bir istilik hiss etdi. Qolundan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya do\u011fru axan isti may\u0259nin qan\u0131 oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. At son bir h\u0259ml\u0259 il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qayal\u0131qlardan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya- \u00e7aya do\u011fru atd\u0131. Y\u0259qin ki, \u00e7oxdan \u00f6l\u00fcb. Bu h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fckd\u0259n kims\u0259 sa\u011f qalmaz dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc orada olan b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r….<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0B\u0259li, bu h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fckd\u0259n kims\u0259 sa\u011f qalmazd\u0131. K\u0259h\u0259r at qayalardan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya \u00e7aya at\u0131ld\u0131.\u00a0 Q\u0131l\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 d\u00f6rd\u00fc d\u0259 s\u0131nsa da, belind\u0259ki sahibini sa\u011f- salamaq a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00fcc- b\u0259la il\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. \u00c7oxlu qan itirdiyind\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131 h\u0259rl\u0259nir, ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dayana bilmirdi. Ancaq v\u0259fal\u0131 dostunu- at\u0131n\u0131 o c\u00fcr g\u00f6rm\u0259k onu daha da \u00fczd\u00fc. At\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131 s\u0131nanda geriy\u0259 bir \u015fey qal\u0131rd\u0131- ba\u015f\u0131na bir g\u00fcll\u0259 vurmaq. Bunu v\u0259h\u015filikd\u0259n etmirdil\u0259r. S\u0131nan at s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fc sa\u011falm\u0131r v\u0259ya \u00e7ox gec sa\u011fal\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u0259ni, m\u0259qs\u0259d heyvan\u0131 ac\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n xilas etm\u0259kdi. Indi burada g\u00fcll\u0259 atsa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 yerini b\u0259lli ed\u0259rdi. M\u0259cbur x\u0259nc\u0259rini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b, \u0259li \u0259s\u0259- \u0259s\u0259\u00a0 dostunun ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bu an g\u00f6zl\u0259r bir- birin\u0259 toxundu, h\u0259r ikisinin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 ya\u015f ax\u0131rd\u0131…<\/span><\/p>\n Sol qolu dem\u0259k olar ki, d\u0259y\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259nin t\u0259sirind\u0259n par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qolunun bir daha sa\u011falmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 onu istifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini d\u0259 anlay\u0131rd\u0131. Yaradan bir az da qan axsa \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259kdi… Bir t\u0259h\u0259r s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb \u00e7ay\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 ma\u011faraya girdi. Can\u0131 \u00e7ox yan\u0131rd\u0131. Indi onun yerin\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131 olsa a\u011fr\u0131dan v\u0259ya qanaxmadan \u00e7oxdan \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n getmi\u015fdi. Ancaq h\u0259l\u0259ki ayaqdayd\u0131, lakin bu hal\u0131n \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini bildiyind\u0259n, son g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 kol- kosdan balaca bir ocaq qalad\u0131. X\u0259nc\u0259rini q\u0131zmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oca\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 qoydu. U\u015faql\u0131qda h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir yeri yaraland\u0131qda \u00fc\u00e7 yarpaql\u0131 yoncalardan y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, \u0259lind\u0259 ovar yaras\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyard\u0131. Bunu b\u00fct\u00fcn baba- n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n sonraki n\u0259sill\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259rdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u0259trafda yonca axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tapd\u0131. X\u0259nc\u0259r oca\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. Paltar\u0131ndan bir az c\u0131r\u0131b, onunla x\u0259nc\u0259ri \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131. Ovdu\u011fu yoncalar da \u0259linin \u00e7ataca\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 idi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n qolunu uzan\u0131b ged\u0259n a\u011fac k\u00f6kl\u0259rind\u0259n birinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu v\u0259 x\u0259nc\u0259ri indirdi. Bir z\u0259rb\u0259d\u0259 sa\u011f \u0259li, sol qolunu b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131. Qan bayaqk\u0131ndan da b\u0259rk ax\u0131rd\u0131. Dayand\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn isti x\u0259nc\u0259ri yaras\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. Insan \u0259tinin qoxusu me\u015f\u0259ni b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Daha ovdu\u011fu yoncalara toxunacaq g\u00fcc\u00fc qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0El\u0259 ay\u0131landa burnuna o ovdu\u011fu yoncalar\u0131n qoxusu g\u0259ldi, ilk olaraq. Burada n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmirdi, ancaq daha qolundan qan axm\u0131rd\u0131. Bir an qolunun yoxlu\u011funu unudub, sa\u011f \u0259li il\u0259 yaral\u0131 qolunu yoxlamaq ist\u0259di. El\u0259 o d\u0259qiq\u0259 d\u0259 bir az aral\u0131da k\u0259silmi\u015f qolunu g\u00f6r\u00fcb, h\u0259r \u015feyi xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Yaran\u0131 da\u011flamas\u0131 xeyir el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Indi sad\u0259c\u0259 yaran\u0131n sa\u011falaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259liydi. Bir az da yonca y\u0131\u011fd\u0131 yaras\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. \u00c7ayda yaran\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259yib, \u0259zilmi\u015f yoncan\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu. \u018fl- \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuduqdan sonra bir a\u011fac\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259 uzan\u0131b, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 dald\u0131 .. g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bu t\u0259k qolla n\u0259s\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259kdimi, daha do\u011frusu ya\u015fayacaqd\u0131m\u0131?! Bu yola \u00e7\u0131xark\u0259n sava\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma indi ona bir qulluq ed\u0259n laz\u0131md\u0131. Sonu \u00f6l\u00fcm olan bu yolda sona q\u0259d\u0259r sava\u015facaqd\u0131. \u018flini x\u0259nc\u0259rin\u0259 apar\u0131b, be\u015f alt\u0131 metr uzaql\u0131qda olan a\u011fac\u0131 ni\u015fan ald\u0131. X\u0259nc\u0259r a\u011faca q\u0259d\u0259r gets\u0259 d\u0259 batmay\u0131b, a\u011fac\u0131n yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc… \u0259lini t\u00fcf\u0259ngin\u0259 atd\u0131, onu qald\u0131racaq g\u00fcc\u00fc qolunda tapmad\u0131..<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0Yaras\u0131 sa\u011falana q\u0259d\u0259r onun sava\u015f\u0131 ya\u015famaqd\u0131. B\u0259li, h\u0259yatda qalmaq- sa\u011falmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sava\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131. At\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259s\u0259di oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259n bir az yuxar\u0131da- \u00e7ay\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131ndaca dururdu. H\u0259l\u0259ki qurd- qu\u015f toxunmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fs\u0259- \u0259s\u0259 ora yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. At\u0131n budundan bir par\u00e7a qopara bildi. Onu ki\u00e7ik par\u00e7alara ay\u0131r\u0131b yem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Qarn\u0131 doyandan sonra bir q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fcc hiss etdi ayaqlar\u0131nda, t\u0259k qolunda…<\/span><\/p>\n Aradan on g\u00fcn\u0259 yax\u0131n ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Indi yaras\u0131ndan \u0259s\u0259r – \u0259lam\u0259t yoxdu. T\u0259k \u0259ksikliyi \u00f6mr\u00fc boyunca yoxlu\u011funu hiss ed\u0259c\u0259yi qolu idi. X\u0259nc\u0259ri ist\u0259diyi kimi at\u0131r, t\u00fcf\u0259ngini rahatca qald\u0131r\u0131b, sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xa bilirdi…sa\u011fald\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 bo\u015f dayana bilm\u0259zdi. H\u0259m bir at \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259k, h\u0259md\u0259 ail\u0259sin\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u0259ndl\u0259rin\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi- \u00e7ox t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li oldu\u011funu bil\u0259- bil\u0259. O g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 orada ke\u00e7irdi. Sabah tezd\u0259n yola d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi planla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Buradan k\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 \u00e7ox yol yoxdu. H\u0259r \u015fey ist\u0259diyi kimi al\u0131nsa sabah ax\u015fama k\u0259ndd\u0259 olard\u0131. K\u0259ndd\u0259 gec\u0259 girm\u0259k istyirdi. Kims\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r edib, onu tutdura bil\u0259rdi. N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, k\u0259ndin yar\u0131dan \u00e7oxu d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Kimi bunu qorxusundan edir, kimi d\u0259 yaltaqlan\u0131b qulluq sahibi olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0Sabah tezd\u0259n yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu da\u011flar\u0131n, me\u015f\u0259nin h\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259ziz v\u0259 do\u011fma idi. U\u015faql\u0131qdan b\u0259ri dem\u0259k olar ki, me\u015f\u0259d\u0259ki h\u0259r a\u011faca \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, da\u011flarda olan h\u0259r qayan\u0131n dibind\u0259 qoyun- quzu otarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n dar c\u0131\u011f\u0131r il\u0259 add\u0131mlad\u0131qca a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da \u00e7ay, \u00e7ay\u0131n o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 is\u0259 da\u011flar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fc. Yava\u015f- yava\u015f pay\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259yi yarpaqlar\u0131 a\u011faclardan qovur, torpaq is\u0259 onlara mehriban bir dost kimi \u00f6z sin\u0259sind\u0259 yer veriridi. H\u0259r \u015fey o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ldi ki, s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.. el\u0259 bax o pal\u0131d a\u011fac\u0131 v\u0259ya onun yan\u0131ndak\u0131 qoca g\u00f6yr\u00fcc nec\u0259 m\u0259\u011frurcas\u0131na dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. K\u00fcl\u0259k h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onlar\u0131n sin\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131qca, sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdil\u0259r, qorxudan tir- tir \u0259s\u0259n ki\u00e7ik a\u011faclardan f\u0259rqli olaraq..<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0Art\u0131q g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bat\u0131b, gec\u0259 \u00f6z qaranl\u0131q \u015fal\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 salma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259ndin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 qayal\u0131qda gec\u0259nin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Bir az sonra k\u0259ndd\u0259n it s\u0259sl\u0259ri g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayanda, \u0259lini a\u011fz\u0131na tutub qurd kimi ulad\u0131. Bu s\u0259sd\u0259n sonra k\u0259ndd\u0259ki itl\u0259rin h\u00fcrm\u0259si dem\u0259k olar ki, k\u0259sildi. Bir az sonra do\u011fma evl\u0259rinin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 astaca d\u00f6yd\u00fc. A\u011flamaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f bac\u0131 qap\u0131da qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, boynundan m\u00f6hk\u0259m qucaqlad\u0131. Bir xeyli onu buraxmadan a\u011flad\u0131. N\u0259hay\u0259t i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7ib, ac\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259ti \u00f6yr\u0259ndi. O, ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 qap\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131b, t\u0259hdid edilmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 is\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131 anas\u0131na onun \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259ri deyilib. Bu ac\u0131ya dayana bilm\u0259y\u0259n ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259lbi dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Anas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259fnin\u0259 k\u0259nd camaat\u0131ndan kims\u0259 yard\u0131m etm\u0259yib, qorxusundan. Bac\u0131 t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na m\u0259hl\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131 bas\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu hekay\u0259 onundu- onun yaral\u0131 hekay\u0259si. Indi u\u015faq kimi a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra- h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra. Bac\u0131 da qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n sol qolunun yoxlu\u011funu t\u0259z\u0259 anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0Buralarda dayanmaq olmazd\u0131. Bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da al\u0131b \u00e7ox uzaqlara getm\u0259li idi. S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin \u0259n yax\u0131n qolb\u0259yl\u0259rind\u0259n olan Qulu b\u0259yin t\u00f6vl\u0259sin\u0259 girib, iki at \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. El\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qla\u015fmam\u0131\u015f da yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. S\u0259h\u0259r atlar\u0131n yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Qulu be\u015f n\u0259f\u0259r \u0259li silahl\u0131 n\u00f6k\u0259ri il\u0259 atlar\u0131 axtarma\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Bir \u2013 iki saatdan sonra iki n\u0259f\u0259rin atlar\u0131 \u00e7arpd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. Atlar\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259- d\u00f6y\u0259, birt\u0259h\u0259r onlara \u00e7ata bilmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Arxadan alt\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259rin yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, t\u00fcf\u0259ngini bac\u0131s\u0131na verdi. \u018fg\u0259r ona n\u0259s\u0259 olsa arxas\u0131na baxmadan uzaqla\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131 buradan. \u00d6z\u00fc atdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, x\u0259nc\u0259rini \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131. Q\u0131z is\u0259 uzaqla\u015f\u0131b me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi- daha do\u011frusu me\u015f\u0259d\u0259ki a\u011facl\u0131qda gizl\u0259nib, olanlar\u0131 seyr edirdi. Qulu onu t\u0259k qollu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 lap g\u00fclm\u0259k apard\u0131 onu, ancaq yen\u0259 d\u0259 atdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, onunla vuru\u015fma\u011fa \u00fcr\u0259k etm\u0259di. Boynuyo\u011fun n\u00f6k\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n biri \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k atdan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yerd\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259 bir \u015fax al\u0131b, ona t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlamaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, bird\u0259n bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00a0istilik hiss etdi. Bu duydu\u011fu son \u015fey oldu. T\u0259k qolu olsa da d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin c\u0259ld bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259 bilmi\u015fdi. Qulu d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 yaltaqlansa da bu da\u011flar\u0131n insan\u0131 idi v\u0259\u00a0 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 onun silah\u0131 il\u0259 vuru\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131. T\u00fcf\u0259ng\u0259 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259l atm\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259m bir n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 alt\u0131 adam\u0131n t\u00fcf\u0259ng \u00e7\u0259km\u0259si duyulsa he\u00e7 vaxt bu da\u011flarda dola\u015fa bilm\u0259zdi. Bu arda\u00a0 iki n\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 atdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, ona h\u00fccum etdi. Iki n\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 bo\u011fu\u015fmaq \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da, bir az sonra onlar\u0131n c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259ri d\u0259 pay\u0131z \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259rini b\u0259z\u0259yirdi. Geriy\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r qal\u0131rd\u0131. Qulu v\u0259 iki n\u00f6k\u0259ri. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 bird\u0259n atdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131ld\u0131lar. Bayaqdan b\u0259ri g\u00fcc\u00fc t\u00fck\u0259nmi\u015f, \u00e7ox yorulmu\u015fdu, ancaq yen\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. Bu zaman me\u015f\u0259d\u0259n bir atl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Qulunun k\u00fcr\u0259yinin ortas\u0131ndan bir de\u015fik a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131 qur\u015fun. G\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259ks\u0259n\u0259n iki n\u00f6k\u0259r d\u0259, s\u0259s g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 x\u0259nc\u0259ri il\u0259 onlar\u0131n da i\u015fini h\u0259ll etmi\u015fdi.<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0Bac\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7atmaz zirv\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, b\u00f6y\u00fck bir qa\u00e7aq h\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015flatd\u0131lar. Indi onlar\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda yataqda \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n onlarca insan vard\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u0259lm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 qa\u00e7an, onlarca insan…<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Yaz\u0131ya 740 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" (hekay\u0259) Onun ad\u0131 il\u0259…. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015eairin dediyi kimi, bir o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, ana- o\u011ful, n\u0259 o\u011ful. Uzun boylu, enli k\u00fcr\u0259kli v\u0259 \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 m\u0259rd, insan \u00fcr\u0259kli… indi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k, o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fct, g\u0259lib desinl\u0259r ki, o\u011flunu \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 apar\u0131r\u0131q. B\u0259li, qanl\u0131 sava\u015f ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131- bizim olmayan bir sava\u015f, ancaq bu sava\u015fda \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rin, \u015fik\u0259st qalanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6746,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,14],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9614"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9614"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9614\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9615,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9614\/revisions\/9615"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6746"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9614"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9614"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9614"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}