{"id":9637,"date":"2015-08-28T18:02:37","date_gmt":"2015-08-28T13:02:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9637"},"modified":"2015-08-31T22:15:29","modified_gmt":"2015-08-31T17:15:29","slug":"9637","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9637","title":{"rendered":"El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim – 40"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"10013920_628400963909267_6846977137020497234_n\"<\/a>Bu g\u00fcn \u015fair-yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131, publisist El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzimin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. Onu bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 oxucular\u0131 ad\u0131ndan t\u0259brik edir, \u015fair\u0259 yeni-yeni u\u011furlar arzulay\u0131r\u0131q. Xat\u0131rladaq ki, El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim (\u018fzimov El\u015f\u0259n Bax\u015feyi\u015f o\u011flu) 1975-ci ild\u0259 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259 anadan olub. G\u0259nc\u0259 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin\u00a0 filologiya, Bak\u0131 Slavyan Universitetinin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q fak\u00fclt\u0259l\u0259rini bitirib. Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Biriliyinin v\u0259 D\u00fcnya G\u0259nc T\u00fcrk Yazarlar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, \u201cS\u00f6z odas\u0131\u201d q\u0259zetinin\u00a0\u00a0 t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktorudur. 2013-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Q\u0131r\u011f\u0131z\u0131stan\u0131n paytaxt\u0131 Bi\u015fk\u0259k \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259nl\u0259n\u0259n \u201cT\u00fcrkc\u0259nin Uluslararas\u0131 \u015eeir \u015e\u00f6l\u0259ni\u201dnin \u0130\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olub. 2013-c\u00fc ilin iyun ay\u0131nda T\u00fcrk D\u00fcnyas\u0131 Yazarlar\u0131n\u0131n Bak\u0131 Toplant\u0131s\u0131nda D\u00fcnya G\u0259nc T\u00fcrk Yazarlar Birliyi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n T\u00fcrk D\u00fcnyas\u0131na Xidm\u0259t \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc il\u0259 m\u00fckafatland\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7ap olunan kitablar\u0131: \u00a0 “K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f” (Bak\u0131, \u015eur 2000), “Yuxu dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram” (Bak\u0131, Bor\u00e7al\u0131 2006), “\u0130ll\u0259rin o tay\u0131” (Bak\u0131, Qanun 2014) El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeni \u015feirl\u0259r il\u0259 bir daha t\u0259brik edirik.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

“Kultur.az”<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00d6Z\u00dcN\u00dc YANDIRAN ADAM<\/p>\n

    \n
  1. Ax\u015fam ev\u0259 bo\u015f qay\u0131dan,
    \n\u0259lin yan\u0131b.
    \nyol yolda\u015f\u0131n \u015f\u0259r olubmu
    \nsu dey\u0259nd\u0259 dilin yan\u0131b?
    \nTaleyinin oyununda,
    \nZ\u0259rin itib, xal\u0131n yan\u0131b.
    \n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc yand\u0131ran adam.Ne\u00e7\u0259 qaranl\u0131q m\u0259tl\u0259b\u0259,
    \nodunun i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
    \nYadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259nin
    \nyad\u0131na u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

    Qara k\u00f6s\u00f6y\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
    \n\u0259lind\u0259 q\u0131zard\u0131 bu od.
    \nQaraba\u011fdan
    \n\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259mi g\u0259tirmi\u015fdin
    \nAh \u00e7\u0259kdin k\u00f6z\u0259rdi bu od.<\/p>\n

    Bir qudur\u011fan\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi,
    \ns\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n da\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.
    \nBu q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7i yanan var
    \nniy\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc
    \nt\u0259k s\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r?<\/p>\n

    S\u0259n\u0259 ucadan baxanlar,
    \ns\u0259ni \u00e7ox uca g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259
    \nt\u00fcrl\u00fc-t\u00fcrl\u00fc s\u00f6z dey\u0259c\u0259k.
    \nS\u0259ni bir qoca g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259
    \nyan\u0131ndak\u0131 n\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259
    \n“c\u0131zz” dey\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

    \u00c7ox dar\u0131xma, bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,
    \nh\u0259l\u0259 bundan pis g\u00fcn\u00fc var.
    \nT\u0259k deyils\u0259n, yan-y\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259
    \n\u00e7ox k\u00f6s\u00f6y\u00fct\u00fcst\u00fcl\u00fc var.
    \nbir g\u00fcn o da al\u0131\u015facaq,
    \nbir g\u00fcn m\u0259n d\u0259 al\u0131\u015facam.
    \n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc yand\u0131ran adam.<\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

    AXI BU BAHARDA T\u018fZ\u018f N\u018f VAR K\u0130<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Ax\u0131 bu baharda t\u0259z\u0259 n\u0259 var ki,<\/p>\n

    G\u0259lir n\u0259f\u0259s k\u0259s\u0259n sazaqlar \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n

    El\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259nilki yarpaqlar a\u00e7\u0131r,<\/p>\n

    El\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259nilki budaqlar \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Hardasa bir k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00fcmid var, o da-<\/p>\n

    Avazda boy at\u0131r, s\u0259sd\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259rir.<\/p>\n

    Ax\u0131 bu baharda t\u0259z\u0259 n\u0259 var ki,<\/p>\n

    H\u0259r ot \u00f6z k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259rir.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    G\u0259lir torpaqlar\u0131n an\u0131m g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n

    G\u0259ir \u015fairl\u0259rin efir m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/p>\n

    Tumarl\u0131 yalanlar havaland\u0131r\u0131r,<\/p>\n

    Ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u00f6v mizrabla ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u00f6v simi.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Burda ev g\u00f6zl\u0259yir evsiz adamlar,<\/p>\n

    Ordak\u0131 bo\u015f evl\u0259r adam g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

    Burda sakit-sakit d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr ax\u015famlar,<\/p>\n

    Da\u015flara ili\u015f\u0259n s\u0259dam g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Yen\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131ma t\u0131xan\u0131b qal\u0131r,<\/p>\n

    Dey\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim s\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n

    Yen\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00f6zd\u0259n oxunub qal\u0131r,<\/p>\n

    Ha\u00e7ansa t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    O k\u00f6hn\u0259 hamamd\u0131, o k\u00f6hn\u0259 tasd\u0131,<\/p>\n

    S\u00f6zd\u0259 bahar g\u0259lir, s\u00f6z\u0259 n\u0259 var ki…<\/p>\n

    Bu yaz iyirmi il \u0259vv\u0259lki yazd\u0131,<\/p>\n

    Ax\u0131 bu baharda t\u0259z\u0259 n\u0259 var ki…<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    B\u018fXT\u018f YAZILAN \u015eE\u0130R<\/p>\n

    Vaxt yeyindi, baxt arxay\u0131n,<\/p>\n

    Ha g\u00f6zl\u0259, y\u00fcz il\u0259 g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

    Arzular qay\u0131d\u0131r,<\/p>\n

    suyu-<\/p>\n

    s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259-s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259 g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    \u0130lm\u0259di hana \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n

    Qov\u011fad\u0131 yen\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n

    Yat\u0131r d\u0259fin\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n

    \u0130lan da q\u0131z\u0131la g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Taleyin i\u015fi deyilmi\u015f,<\/p>\n

    \u00c7\u0259rxin g\u0259rdi\u015fi deyilmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

    \u018fc\u0259l d\u0259 ki\u015fi deyilmi\u015f,<\/p>\n

    Sallan\u0131b naz il\u0259 g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    B\u0130R G\u00dcNAHKAR GEC\u018f<\/p>\n

    Yuxumu k\u00fcl\u0259k apar\u0131r,<\/p>\n

    Yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u0259hif\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n

    \u0130\u015f\u0131qlar g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n<\/p>\n

    As\u0131l\u0131b kal meyv\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Bu su\u00e7u vallah ed\u0259c\u0259m,<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6z yum, ay allah, ed\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

    Bu gec\u0259 g\u00fcnah ed\u0259c\u0259m,<\/p>\n

    O d\u00fcnyama t\u00f6hf\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Bu h\u0259yat\u0131 bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n

    N\u0259dir ad\u0131, bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

    \u00d6mr\u00fcn dad\u0131n bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n

    Bu gec\u0259ki s\u0259hv\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    SI\u011eMAZ<\/p>\n

    Yollar\u0131 duman sevgidi,<\/p>\n

    \u0259riyib daman sevgidi,<\/p>\n

    bu sevgi yaman sevgidi,<\/p>\n

    qaydaya- qanuna s\u0131\u011fmaz.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    N\u0259dir k\u00f6n\u00fcl, n\u0259dir sin\u0259,<\/p>\n

    yatmaz vaxt\u0131n \u00fct\u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

    da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131d\u0131r, vadisin\u0259,<\/p>\n

    q\u0131l\u0131ncd\u0131r, q\u0131n\u0131na s\u0131\u011fmaz.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 can\u0131nda g\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n

    co\u015fqusu qan\u0131nda g\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n

    \u00f6mr\u00fcn bir an\u0131nda g\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n

    \u00f6mr\u00fcn bir an\u0131na s\u0131\u011fmaz.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    BUDAQDAN D\u00dc\u015e\u018fN GEC\u018f<\/p>\n

    Qaranl\u0131q as\u0131l\u0131b \u0259yir buda\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

    Qopur o budaqdan bu gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

    Gec\u0259 ha oynay\u0131r \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259riml\u0259,<\/p>\n

    Yen\u0259 qism\u0259tin\u0259 he\u00e7-he\u00e7\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Yen\u0259 gec\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131d olur,<\/p>\n

    Aya-ay, g\u00fcn\u0259-g\u00fcn d\u00fcz ya\u015f\u0131d olur.<\/p>\n

    Ayaq izl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 dolur,<\/p>\n

    Yollar\u0131n b\u0259xtin\u0259 g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Edir dar a\u011fac\u0131 m\u0259nim saz\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n

    As\u0131r h\u0259r simind\u0259n bir avaz\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

    Allah \u00f6z\u00fcn yoxla al\u0131n yaz\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n

    \u00d6z d\u0259sti-x\u0259ttin\u0259 g\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    TUNCAYA<\/p>\n

    Atan\u0131n yurdsuz-yuvas\u0131z<\/p>\n

    Hal\u0131n\u0131 hardan bil\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

    N\u0259 q\u0259ml\u0259r k\u0259sib sa\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n

    Solunu, hardan bil\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    \u201cDilq\u0259mi\u201dni q\u0259m s\u0131nd\u0131rar,<\/p>\n

    H\u0259m a\u011fladar, h\u0259m s\u0131nd\u0131rar.<\/p>\n

    Qol a\u00e7\u0131rsan, kim s\u0131nd\u0131rar-<\/p>\n

    Qolunu, hardan bil\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Ad\u0131 qal\u0131b K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

    S\u00f6yl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcm \u015firin-\u015firin.<\/p>\n

    Ad\u0131n\u0131 bildiyin yerin<\/p>\n

    Yolunu hardan bil\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

    Ay k\u00f6n\u00fcl s\u0131nd\u0131ran, ay \u00fcr\u0259k \u00fcz\u0259n,<\/p>\n

    \u00dcr\u0259k s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcld\u00fcm\u00fc, \u00fczd\u00fcn?<\/p>\n

    Bilmir\u0259m yolunu k\u0259sdimi q\u0131rd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

    Bilmir\u0259m xo\u015funa g\u0259ldimi \u00fczd\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Ax\u0131 n\u0259 bilirs\u0259n bu sirr d\u00fcnyada,<\/p>\n

    D\u0259rdi tam, sevinci k\u0259sir d\u00fcnyada.<\/p>\n

    S\u00fcd g\u00f6l\u00fc g\u0259zirdin q\u0131s\u0131r d\u00fcnyada,<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m s\u0259n dey\u0259n g\u00f6ld\u00fcm\u00fc? \u00fczd\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Daha n\u0259 yell\u0259rs\u0259n genn\u0259n \u0259lini,<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m dumannan, \u00e7\u0259nn\u0259n \u0259lini.<\/p>\n

    G\u00fcman\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259ydi, m\u0259nn\u0259n \u0259lini-<\/p>\n

    O vaxt El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim \u00f6ld\u00fcm\u00fc \u00fczd\u00fcn?<\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    T\u0259cnis<\/p>\n

    N\u0259 sirri-billahsan, n\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

    \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r incimir ay ar\u0131, s\u0259nn\u0259n.<\/p>\n

    M\u0259n orda bir g\u00fcl\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl vermi\u015fdim,<\/p>\n

    Deyirl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcbl\u0259r a, yar\u0131 s\u0259nn\u0259n.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Q\u0259l\u0259m al, da\u015f\u0131n da \u00fcst\u0259 s\u00fcs\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k,<\/p>\n

    Aparmaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar, yumaz su, s\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n

    Naz\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kim, bal\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k,<\/p>\n

    Olaq bu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 a, yar\u0131 s\u0259nn\u0259n.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    El\u015f\u0259n, yek atd\u0131rsa bu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n z\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n

    D\u00f6n\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 pu\u00e7a m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n

    Z\u0259rg\u0259rs\u0259n, b\u0259nz\u0259yir bu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n z\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n

    Qiym\u0259ti m\u0259nn\u0259ndi, \u0259yar\u0131 s\u0259nn\u0259n.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    T\u0130RE<\/p>\n

    El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim (1975 – 20…..)<\/p>\n

    Ad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u201cv\u0259\u201d yaz\u0131lmad\u0131,<\/p>\n

    Biz n\u0259 ed\u0259k? H\u0259r yaz\u0131n\u0131n bir yazan\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

    Ad\u0131m\u0131zn aras\u0131nda tire qoyuldu,<\/p>\n

    O tired\u0259n a\u015f\u011f\u0131da q\u0131r qazan\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Bu i\u015far\u0259 aram\u0131zda sirat kimidi,<\/p>\n

    G\u00fcl\u00fcr \u00fcz\u00fcn, c\u0259nn\u0259tdirmi m\u0259kan\u0131n indi.<\/p>\n

    M\u0259nim yerim \u00f6m\u00fcr kimi, h\u0259yat kimidi,<\/p>\n

    H\u0259yat\u0131n da \u0259yl\u0259ci bir, s\u00fckan\u0131 mindi.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Ad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n p\u0259rs\u0259ng\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

    T\u0259r\u0259zinin bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259y\u0259n y\u00fck kimi.<\/p>\n

    Ad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n iki tay\u0131, bir m\u0259nas\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

    \u201co\u011ful-u\u015faq\u201d, \u201cqap\u0131-baca\u201d, \u201cev-e\u015fik\u201d kimi.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    M\u0259nim ad\u0131m bir sevginin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fc-<\/p>\n

    S\u0259nin ad\u0131n bir sevginin \u00f6l\u00fcm tarixi.<\/p>\n

    Ad\u0131m\u0131zn aras\u0131nda tire qoyuldu,<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla yumaq olmur, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, tarixi.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    TUNCAY \u00dc\u00c7\u00dcN YOL X\u018fR\u0130T\u018fS\u0130<\/p>\n

    Yollar\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259li, ax\u0131r\u0131 taraz,<\/p>\n

    Ham\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcz yolu, \u0259yri yolu var.<\/p>\n

    Yol \u00e7ox olan yerd\u0259 yolda\u015f tap\u0131lmaz,<\/p>\n

    \u0130ndi h\u0259r adam\u0131n ayr\u0131 yolu var.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Kal meyv\u0259 kimidi yol i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131,<\/p>\n

    Ona da g\u00fcv\u0259nm\u0259, bir da\u015fa b\u0259nddi.<\/p>\n

    S\u00f6z\u00fcn p\u00fcnhand\u0131rsa sirda\u015f arama,<\/p>\n

    Sirrin bir ucu da sirda\u015fa b\u0259nddi.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Al\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar da\u011f\u0131n,<\/p>\n

    \u0130ndi yol \u0259sridir, yol eras\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

    Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n ki, dost tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<\/p>\n

    Yolunda n\u0259zar\u0259t kameras\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    G\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u201cdost\u201dun,<\/p>\n

    \u00c7\u0259kir aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fcdr\u0259diyini,<\/p>\n

    \u00c7\u0259kir dizl\u0259rinin titr\u0259diyini.<\/p>\n

    \u015eirin s\u00f6hb\u0259t il\u0259 qat\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n

    \u00c7\u0259kir h\u0259r s\u0259hvini, h\u0259r yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Yolunun bir yan\u0131 u\u00e7urum olar,<\/p>\n

    Adam\u0131 bax ordan atar adamlar.<\/p>\n

    Dilind\u0259n s\u00f6z al\u0131b qa\u00e7\u0131ran olar-<\/p>\n

    Diktafon adamlar, radar adamlar.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    S\u0259ni ba\u015fqas\u0131yla s\u0259hv salar biri,<\/p>\n

    \u0259s\u0259bin qorxuya, h\u0259d\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

    S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131na ip salar biri,<\/p>\n

    S\u00f6z\u00fcn \u015fah\u0259 qalxar, yed\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Yollar\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259li ax\u0131r\u0131 taraz,<\/p>\n

    Ham\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcz yolu, \u0259yri yolu var.<\/p>\n

    Yol \u00e7ox olan yerd\u0259 yolda\u015f tap\u0131lmaz,<\/p>\n

    Ay bala, h\u0259r k\u0259sin ayr\u0131 yolu var.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    YUXUSUZLUQ<\/p>\n

    Dar a\u011fac\u0131 kimidi yuxusuzluq<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6z qapa\u011f\u0131m as\u0131l\u0131b kirpiyimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

    Kirpiyim tavana ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f k\u0259ndir kimidi.<\/p>\n

    \u00c7il\u00e7\u0131raqdan z\u00fclm\u0259t as\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n

    \u00d6l\u00fc qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yell\u0259n\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    V\u0259 pal\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131 bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259<\/p>\n

    Bir ev plana d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb<\/p>\n

    Alka\u015f T\u0259l\u0259tin evi.<\/p>\n

    Bir \u00e7\u0259t\u0259n k\u00fclf\u0259tiyl\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 qal\u0131b T\u0259l\u0259t<\/p>\n

    Yoxsullu\u011fun \u201cpaxmelind\u0259n\u201d ay\u0131lm\u0131r .<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Bir m\u00fc\u0259llim u\u015fa\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

    Bir m\u0259mur u\u015fa\u011f\u0131yla sinif yolda\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131yla bax\u0131r<\/p>\n

    Dostunun bahal\u0131 g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n

    Soyuqdan \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

    H\u0259s\u0259dd\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

    H\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    \u0259limi yava\u015fca dizim\u0259 vururam<\/p>\n

    \u0259lim \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 d\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    \u0259lim \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 d\u0259yir ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m idar\u0259 binas\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n

    dar ota\u011f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

    \u00d6t\u0259n il satd\u0131lar m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k qa\u00e7q\u0131n evini.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Pakistanda terror.<\/p>\n

    Sinif ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 qanla dolu u\u015faq ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131,<\/p>\n

    V\u0259 bu ayaqs\u0131z ba\u015fmaqlar yeriyir x\u0259yallar\u0131mda<\/p>\n

    Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 izl\u0259r sal\u0131r<\/p>\n

    D\u00fcnyan\u0131n boz sif\u0259tin\u0259.<\/p>\n

    V\u0259 bu izl\u0259r q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 butalara d\u00f6n\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

    Nax\u0131\u015flan\u0131r d\u00fcnyam\u0131z.<\/p>\n

    qanl\u0131 \u015fagird d\u0259ft\u0259ri g\u0259tirir<\/p>\n

    Bir sahibsiz \u0259l.<\/p>\n

    G\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 yoxlan\u0131b bu d\u0259ft\u0259r<\/p>\n

    S\u0259hvl\u0259rin alt\u0131nda qanla \u00e7\u0259kilib x\u0259tl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Dar a\u011fac\u0131 kimidi yuxusuzluq<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6z qapa\u011f\u0131m as\u0131l\u0131b kirpiyimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

    Kirpiyim tavana ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f k\u0259ndir kimidi.<\/p>\n

    \u00c7il\u00e7\u0131raqdan z\u00fclm\u0259t as\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n

    \u00d6l\u00fc qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yell\u0259n\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

    \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

    G\u0259li\u015fin k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn t\u0259s\u0259llisiydi,<\/p>\n

    \u0130ndi \u00f6zg\u0259siyl\u0259 qo\u015fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6r hans\u0131 bax\u0131\u015fda sehirl\u0259nmis\u0259n,<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6r hans\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 xo\u015fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259z y\u00fck\u00fcs\u0259n indi,<\/p>\n

    Onda g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f idin b\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u0259n indi.<\/p>\n

    Hans\u0131 g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6rk\u00fcs\u0259n indi,<\/p>\n

    De hans\u0131 b\u0259lasan ba\u015fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Hal\u0131mda min c\u00fcr\u0259 hald\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259yin,<\/p>\n

    Bu n\u0259di qov\u011fad\u0131, qald\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259yin,<\/p>\n

    Bir d\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259 qald\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259yin,<\/p>\n

    Bu g\u00fcns\u0259 bir xeyir i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    D\u00dcNYA QABIQDAN \u00c7IXIR<\/p>\n

    D\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131r, l\u0259l\u0259
    \nd\u00fcnya ilan kimidi
    \nd\u00fcnya qab\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n

    qab\u0131q kimi soyulur.
    \nx\u0259rit\u0259d\u0259n Qaraba\u011f.
    \n\u0259rimir ha, qar \u00f6z\u00fc
    \nqab\u0131q kimi soyulur-
    \nyamaclardan, qara bax.<\/p>\n

    “k\u00f6\u00e7” dediyin qab\u0131qd\u0131
    \nsoyulur yurd yerind\u0259n.
    \n“s\u00f6z” dediyin soyulur
    \n\u00fcr\u0259yin d\u0259rd yerind\u0259n.
    \n“iz” dediyin soyulur
    \nc\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n s\u0259rt yerind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

    kimins\u0259 alt\u0131ndan taxt,
    \nba\u015f\u0131ndan tac soyulur.
    \nq\u0259lbind\u0259n d\u00f6z\u00fcm, t\u0259p\u0259r,
    \nqolundan g\u00fcc soyulur.<\/p>\n

    yerin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qal\u0131r
    \nsava\u015flar \u00e7ap\u0131q kimi.
    \nda\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ev-e\u015fikl\u0259r
    \nsoyulmu\u015f qab\u0131q kimi
    \nqal\u0131r bizd\u0259n gerid\u0259.<\/p>\n

    d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131r, l\u0259l\u0259
    \nd\u00fcnya ilan kimidir
    \nd\u00fcnya qab\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    \u00a0***<\/strong><\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    D\u00d6YM\u018f P\u018fNC\u018fR\u018fM\u0130, PAYIZ K\u00dcL\u018fY\u0130<\/p>\n

    Pay\u0131z ist\u0259kl\u0259rim g\u00fcl a\u00e7m\u0131r m\u0259nim,
    \nPay\u0131z n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rim dil a\u00e7m\u0131r m\u0259nim.
    \nN\u0259 vaxtd\u0131 qap\u0131m\u0131 yel a\u00e7m\u0131r m\u0259nim,
    \nD\u00f6ym\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259mi , pay\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

    S\u0259sinl\u0259 qorxas\u0131 u\u015faq deyil\u0259m,
    \nHirsinl\u0259 s\u00f6n\u0259si \u00e7\u0131raq deyil\u0259m.
    \nHavana oynayan budaq deyil\u0259m,
    \nD\u00f6ym\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259mi, pay\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

    Yollardan \u0259sirs\u0259n, yol saza\u011f\u0131san,
    \nBir t\u0259nha nal\u0259s\u0259n, yalq\u0131z a\u011f\u0131san.
    \nS\u0259n ki bu \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin yalquza\u011f\u0131san,
    \nD\u00f6ym\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259mi, pay\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

    20.X.2013<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

    V\u0259 bir d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259k var<\/p>\n

    Sapdan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015far kimi tavandan<\/p>\n

    Da\u015f d\u0259ymi\u015f meyv\u0259 kimi budaqdan<\/p>\n

    Bir t\u00fcst\u00fc halqas\u0131 kimi ocaqdan<\/p>\n

    \u00dcz\u00fclm\u0259k var, \u0259f\u0259ndim, \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259k<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    \u00dcmid adamdan \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fcr<\/p>\n

    Adam \u00fcmidd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr<\/p>\n

    \u00dcmid adamdan as\u0131lm\u0131r<\/p>\n

    adam \u00fcmidd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131r<\/p>\n

    asl\u0131r v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr<\/p>\n

    sapdan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015far kimi<\/p>\n

    da\u015f d\u0259ymi\u015f meyv\u0259 kimi<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    v\u0259 bir d\u0259 d\u0259rdd\u0259n \u0259zabdan \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259k var<\/p>\n

    \u015fara ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f sap kimi<\/p>\n

    alman\u0131n, armudun sapla\u011f\u0131 kimi<\/p>\n

    s\u0131nmaq ayr\u0131d\u0131, \u0259f\u0259ndim, \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259k ayr\u0131.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

    \u015e\u0259rif A\u011fayar\u0131n g\u0259rayl\u0131 zarafat\u0131na<\/p>\n

    P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n baxan dilb\u0259r,
    \nn\u0259 bizi pe\u015fman eyl\u0259rs\u0259n.
    \nM\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259ki cavanlar\u0131
    \nbir-bir\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fman eyl\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

    S\u0259n aynada, ayna s\u0259nd\u0259-
    \ns\u0131\u011fallanar, ay naz\u0259nd\u0259.
    \n\u015e\u00fc\u015f\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259, aynasan da,
    \ns\u0131n\u0131b nahaq qan eyl\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

    Yerim var g\u00fcnah yerind\u0259,
    \nM\u0259n\u0259m ni\u015fangah yerind\u0259.
    \n\u018fyl\u0259\u015fibs\u0259n \u015fah yerind\u0259
    \nEyl\u0259 n\u0259 f\u0259rman eyl\u0259rs\u0259n<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    ***<\/p>\n

    G\u0259l dedin g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 yollar arad\u0131m
    \nda\u011f olsan, neyl\u0259rs\u0259n duman g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259?
    \nbu “g\u0259l” s\u0259das\u0131yla yol ba\u015flayaram
    \nq\u0259lbim\u0259 bir \u00fcmid, g\u00fcman g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259.<\/p>\n

    qalmaram dumanda, \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
    \nolmaram uzaqda, gend\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.
    \nvallah bu ya\u015f\u0131mda m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
    \nm\u0259nd\u0259n bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t uman g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259.<\/p>\n

    L\u0259l kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259m b\u0259xtin tac\u0131ndan
    \nbal kimi axaram bar a\u011fac\u0131ndan.
    \nm\u0259ni o kirpiyin dar a\u011fac\u0131ndan-
    \nasma\u011fa bir adil f\u0259rman g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259.<\/p>\n

    G\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n i\u015f kimi,
    \nqoparam qayadan qopan da\u015f kimi-
    \ng\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n ya\u015f kimi-
    \n\u00fc\u0259ryin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n daman g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    \u00d6vladlar\u0131ma<\/p>\n

    Qay\u011f\u0131 dumanland\u0131, keyf g\u00f6rm\u0259diniz,<\/p>\n

    Q\u0259lbim \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 kimi s\u0131nas\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n

    D\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n ev g\u00f6rm\u0259diniz,<\/p>\n

    evimiz idar\u0259 binas\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Eh m\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259zir g\u00f6y d\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n

    S\u0259sim bu otaqdan o yan\u0131 tutmaz.<\/p>\n

    Havay\u0131 baxmay\u0131n g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz dir\u0259n\u0259r, \u0259liniz \u00e7atmaz.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    El\u0259 d\u0259 pis deyil bu dar otaq da,<\/p>\n

    Divar ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131nda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli var.<\/p>\n

    Tavanda, boyas\u0131 qopan o yerd\u0259,<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6z\u0259l b\u0259nz\u0259tdiniz, p\u0259l\u0259ng \u015f\u0259kli var.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    N\u0259 deyim, m\u0259ni d\u0259 \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131lar,<\/p>\n

    Oyub h\u0259qiq\u0259tin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yedim.<\/p>\n

    G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn odunu el\u0259 ald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

    Dilimi di\u015fl\u0259dim, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yedim.<\/p>\n

     <\/p>\n

    Bizim \u00f6z qap\u0131m\u0131z, \u00f6z h\u0259y\u0259timiz,<\/p>\n

    Baxmay\u0131n, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259mizd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

    R\u0259yi bilinm\u0259y\u0259n r\u0259iy\u0259tik biz,<\/p>\n

    \u00dcn yetm\u0259z o Sultan S\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 bizd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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    \nYen\u0259 d\u0259 yuxuma x\u0259lv\u0259ti g\u0259ldin,
    \nAdam bir dey\u0259rdi, bax dem\u0259yibs\u0259n.
    \n\u018flimd\u0259 bir d\u0259st\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259 yoxdu,
    \nV\u0259d\u0259 verm\u0259yibs\u0259n, vaxt dem\u0259yibs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

    Ne\u00e7\u0259 yol s\u0131nad\u0131n, yoxlad\u0131n m\u0259ni,
    \nh\u0259sr\u0259tin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlad\u0131n m\u0259ni.
    \nYen\u0259 d\u0259 yuxuda haqlad\u0131n m\u0259ni,
    \noba\u015fdan qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131x dem\u0259yibs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

    M\u0259nim qibl\u0259m, pirim birc\u0259 d\u0259n\u0259di,
    \nb\u0259s s\u0259nin g\u00fczar\u0131n hans\u0131 yanad\u0131?
    \nO zaman yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, ya n\u0259di,
    \nyuxuma g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 “yox” dem\u0259yibs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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