{"id":9660,"date":"2015-10-14T00:56:52","date_gmt":"2015-10-13T19:56:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9660"},"modified":"2015-10-14T15:43:00","modified_gmt":"2015-10-14T10:43:00","slug":"x%c9%99lil-adigoz%c9%99l-ac-olum-k%c9%99ndirini","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9660","title":{"rendered":"X\u0259lil Ad\u0131g\u00f6z\u0259l – A\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fcm k\u0259ndirini…"},"content":{"rendered":"
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A\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fcm k\u0259ndirini…<\/p>\n

\u015eairin c\u0259hd el\u0259yib s\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259y,
\n\u015eerinin g\u00fcl qoxulu \u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259y,
\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 \u0259hd el\u0259yib x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259y,
\nSonra da k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc al, g\u00f6r nec\u0259di?!<\/span><\/p>\n

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Sev\u0259n\u0259 da\u011f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k \u0259rk el\u0259m\u0259,
\nO q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259m-k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6rk el\u0259m\u0259,
\nBu sayaq a\u015fiqini t\u0259rk el\u0259m\u0259,
\nAra bir, yad\u0131na sal, g\u00f6r nec\u0259di?!<\/p>\n

A\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fcm k\u0259ndirini sad\u0259 dola,
\n\u0130\u00e7\u0259s\u0259n e\u015fq(i) meyin, bad\u0259 dola,
\nDolana \u00e7\u0259rxi-f\u0259l\u0259k, v\u0259d\u0259 dola,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259 ol q\u0259lbin\u0259 xal, g\u00f6r nec\u0259di?!<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir \u00fcz tax,demir\u0259m,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox s\u00f6z dey\u0259r\u0259m,yox,demir\u0259m!
\nG\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 D\u0259hri s\u0259n\u0259, \u00e7ox demir\u0259m…
\nBirc\u0259 g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 qal, g\u00f6r nec\u0259di?!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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“YARI”<\/p>\n

Dedik add\u0131mlayaq bu uzun yolu,
\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 qoyursan yar\u0131da m\u0259ni?
\nDostlar da v\u0259fas\u0131z, yar da v\u0259fas\u0131z,
\nG\u00f6rm\u0259dim birisi yar\u0131da m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Geriy\u0259 boylan\u0131b g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, art\u0131q,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131 yetibdi, g\u00fcl\u00fcm!
\n\u0130st\u0259dim q\u0259lbimin yar\u0131s\u0131n verim,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, ham\u0131s\u0131 bitibdi, g\u00fcl\u00fcm!<\/p>\n

Daha g\u00fcl b\u0259nizin saralib-solmaz,
\nPay\u0131z yarpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131 kimi.
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr yollar\u0131ma i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7mad\u0131n,
\nAy\u0131n par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f yar\u0131s\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n

Bu n\u0259 c\u00fcr taleydi,bu n\u0259 c\u00fcr yaz\u0131,
\nNiy\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyimi b\u00f6ld\u00fcm yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q?
\nDe,indi m\u0259n kim\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259t edim?
\nYa\u015fad\u0131m yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q,\u00f6ld\u00fcm yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131q dediyin n\u0259dir ki, g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nBir \u00fcz\u00fc t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm,bir \u00fcz\u00fc k\u0259d\u0259r.
\nDeyir\u0259m, ka\u015f s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni sev\u0259rdin,
\nS\u0259ni sevdiyimin yar\u0131s\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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D\u018fFN EL\u018f<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni ya\u015fatma\u011fa \u00f6m\u00fcr yetm\u0259s\u0259,
\nN\u0259 olar,q\u0259lbini verm\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259,
\nTorpaq c\u0259s\u0259dimi q\u0259bul etm\u0259s\u0259,
\nM\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcb d\u0259fn el\u0259.<\/p>\n

Sevgi d\u00fcnyam\u0131za sahib \u00e7\u0131x,g\u00fcl\u00fcm
\nZamans\u0131z g\u0259libdir,amans\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcm
\nM\u0259ni hiss\u0259-hiss\u0259,lap\u00a0b\u00f6lum-b\u00f6l\u00fcm,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t ota\u011f\u0131na tikib d\u0259fn el\u0259.<\/p>\n

Orda s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi nec\u0259 yaz\u0131m m\u0259n?
\nG\u00f6r kiml\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k m\u0259nim izimd\u0259n,
\nN\u0259 olar,g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 dikib d\u0259fn el\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz x\u0259yallara dalmay\u0131m dey\u0259,
\nQ\u0259lbim\u0259 iztirab salmay\u0131m dey\u0259,
\nS\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn nigaran qalmay\u0131m dey\u0259,
\nR\u0259smini q\u0259brim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib d\u0259fn el\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yolacaqsansa,
\nD\u0259rdimi q\u0259lbin\u0259 salacaqsansa,
\nBir g\u00fcn \u00f6zg\u0259sinin olacaqsansa,
\nSevgimi q\u0259lbind\u0259n s\u00f6k\u00fcb d\u0259fn el\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni o dunyaya s\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcr,g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nIzimi, tozumu s\u0259n itir,g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nSev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimi s\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr,g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nSevgi bax\u00e7as\u0131na \u0259kib d\u0259fn el\u0259…<\/p>\n

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B\u018fRZ\u018fX ____<\/p>\n

Ay\u0131ld\u0131m ki,\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 qalmay\u0131b.
\nYa\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n-
\ng\u00fcnd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Baxd\u0131m ki,\u00fcz\u00fcquylu,
\nDa\u015fl\u0131\u011fa at\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam.
\nH\u0259r yeri sual dolu
\nBo\u015flu\u011fa at\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

At\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m bo\u015flu\u011fa
\nHa baxd\u0131m,baxa bilm\u0259dim.
\n\u018friyib suya d\u00f6nd\u00fcm,
\nHa axd\u0131m,axa bilm\u0259dim.
\n\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131m,\u00e7apalad\u0131m..
\nHa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m ,\u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259dim.
\nDart\u0131ld\u0131qca dart\u0131ld\u0131m,
\nQart\u0131ld\u0131qca qart\u0131ld\u0131m..
\nBelim \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc daha.
\nSonuncu \u00fcmidimd\u0259n
\n\u018flim \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc daha.
\nBu na\u00fcmid g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259
\nQohumum-k\u0259sim \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131.
\nHa \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m,ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m-
\nba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m s\u0259sim \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Oturub fikirl\u0259\u015fdim…
\nNec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m bura?
\nM\u0259n ax\u0131 kim olmu\u015fam?
\nM\u0259n hara,bura hara??<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z d\u0259rdimd\u0259-
\ns\u0259rimd\u0259 add\u0131mlad\u0131m.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 milyon ill\u0259r,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 an
\nYerimd\u0259 add\u0131mlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259fil bir i\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 ad\u0131m da var.
\nBaxd\u0131m ki,k\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259
\nBir c\u00fct qanad\u0131m da var.
\nDaban\u0131ma t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb
\nQa\u00e7d\u0131qca qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259dim.
\nBu bo\u015flu\u011fun i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nU\u00e7duqca u\u00e7maq ist\u0259dim.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn ba\u011fl\u0131 qap\u0131lar\u0131
\nA\u00e7a bilirdim daha.
\nSudan,da\u015fdan,qayadan…
\nKe\u00e7\u0259 bilirdim daha,
\nU\u00e7a bilirdim daha.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259zib-dolan\u0131b,
\nD\u0259rdi-s\u0259rim\u0259 g\u0259ldim.
\nBel\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259zib-dolan\u0131b,
\nH\u0259min yerim\u0259 g\u0259ldim.
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131m,
\nS\u0131n\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131m,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc silm\u0259k ist\u0259dim.
\n\u00d6z g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131nda
\nBo\u011fulub \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259dim.
\nDo\u011fulub \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

Ha \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,vuru\u015fdum…
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259yi b\u00f6l\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 754 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

A\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fcm k\u0259ndirini… \u015eairin c\u0259hd el\u0259yib s\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259y, \u015eerinin g\u00fcl qoxulu \u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259y, H\u0259r gec\u0259 \u0259hd el\u0259yib x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259y, Sonra da k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc al, g\u00f6r nec\u0259di?! Sev\u0259n\u0259 da\u011f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k \u0259rk el\u0259m\u0259, O q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259m-k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6rk el\u0259m\u0259, Bu sayaq a\u015fiqini t\u0259rk el\u0259m\u0259, Ara bir, yad\u0131na sal, g\u00f6r nec\u0259di?! A\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fcm k\u0259ndirini sad\u0259 dola, \u0130\u00e7\u0259s\u0259n e\u015fq(i) meyin, bad\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9660"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9660"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9660\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9675,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9660\/revisions\/9675"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9660"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9660"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9660"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}